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James:
I FEEL LIKE I'M TRAPPED.

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BEING OVERWEIGHT FOR
SO MANY YEARS, IT'S DEPRESSING.

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MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M USELESS.

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Woman #1: SOMETIMES,
IT FEELS LIKE I'M DEAD,

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LIKE THAT I'M NOT ALIVE.

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Woman #2: IF I COULD DO IT
WITHOUT THE SURGERY,

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I WOULD HAVE DONE IT.

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MY WAY DOESN'T WORK.

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AND THIS IS A DYNAMIC
THAT WE NEED TO CHANGE NOW.

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[ Voice breaking ]
I'M DONE WITH THIS!

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I -- I QUIT!
I'M DONE!

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OH, IT HURTS.

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Woman: I CAN'T BE THE REASON
YOU LOSE WEIGHT

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OR THE REASON YOU GAIN WEIGHT,
PERIOD.

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[ Voice breaking ] I'M GONNA
MAKE THIS WORK. I PROMISE.

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[ Muffled ] HELP.
HELP?

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Maggie: WE'VE LOST SO MANY
IN THE FAMILY.

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I'M NOT READY
TO LOSE ANOTHER ONE.

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James: PAIN CAN MAKE YOU
GIVE UP COMPLETELY,

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OR PAIN CAN MAKE YOU
START OVER AGAIN.

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[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]

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[ DOG BARKING ]
Maggie: JAMES, YOU UP?

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IT'S TIME TO GET UP.
YOU GONNA EAT ANY BREAKFAST?

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SON.

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I DON'T CARE.

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YOU WANT AN EGG?

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I'LL GET UP, MOM.
ALL RIGHT.

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James: BEING OVERWEIGHT FOR
SO MANY YEARS, IT'S DEPRESSING.

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MY KNEES WILL JUST ACHE.

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JOINTS, LIKE,
THEY'RE JUST GRINDING.

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I TRY NOT TO MOVE ABOUT
AS MUCH AS I CAN.

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I JUST GET OUT OF BREATH,

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FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA PASS OUT.

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MY MOM TREATS ME
LIKE I'M HELPLESS.

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Maggie: GO ON, BUDDY.

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A LOT OF PEOPLE DO.

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IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL
LIKE I'M USELESS.

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ONE OF MY WORST MOMENTS WAS WHEN
I HAD AN ACCIDENT DOWNSTAIRS.

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I SLIPPED, AND I ENDED UP WEDGED

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IN BETWEEN THE WALL
AND THE DOOR.

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Maggie: ACTUALLY,
HE WAS 700 POUNDS AT THAT TIME,

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AND HE SCREAMS TO ME, "MAMA,
HELP ME, HELP ME! I'M HUNG."

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I COULDN'T PICK HIM UP.

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James:
THE FIRE DEPARTMENT HAD TO COME
IN THERE AND BUST THE WALL IN.

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I WAS SCREAMING
'CAUSE THE PAIN WAS SO BAD.

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Maggie: I CAN'T HARDLY
EVEN TALK ABOUT IT

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'CAUSE HE SAID, "JUST SHOOT ME,
MAMA. JUST SHOOT ME."

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HE SAYS,
"I'M NOT NO GOOD, ANYWAY."

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[ SOBS ]

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AND THAT'S WHEN
I GOT SO CONCERNED.

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JAMES WASN'T OVERWEIGHT
AS A BABY.

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HE WAS KIND OF SKINNY OR THIN.

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HE STARTED GAINING A LITTLE BIT.

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HE WENT FROM A SLIM
TO A SIZE-12 HUSKY

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JUST ALMOST OVERNIGHT.

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James: IN MIDDLE SCHOOL, I GUESS
I WAS PROBABLY ABOUT 200.

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AND THEN, WHEN I WAS PROBABLY
ABOUT 16, I WAS ABOUT 280.

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Maggie: AFTER COLLEGE, HE WENT
TO WORK AS AN ACCOUNTANT.

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I GUESS THAT'S WHEN HE STARTED
REALLY PUTTING ON THE POUNDS.

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A LITTLE LESS THAN WHAT
Y'ALL GOT BACK LAST YEAR.

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YEAH?

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James: I REALLY STARTED
GAINING WEIGHT

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WHEN I STARTED WORKING
IN THE TAX FIELD --

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SITTING THERE ALL DAY LONG,

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LISTENING TO PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS
AND STRESS.

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WELL, THESE ARE OUR SONS' W-2s,
I THINK.

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OKAY.

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AFTER WORK,
SOME PEOPLE WANT TO DRINK A BEER

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TO RELIEVE STRESS.

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I JUST WANT SOMETHING TO EAT.

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I'LL STOP THROUGH THE FAST FOOD

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PROBABLY ABOUT FIVE TO SIX TIMES
A WEEK.

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WOMAN:
Can I take your order?

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YEAH, I WOULD LIKE TO GET
A FOOD-LONG, QUARTER-POUND CONEY

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WITH CHEDDAR AND PEPPERS,
PLEASE.

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AFTER I GET OFF WORK,
FAST FOOD IS THE EASIEST THING.

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THAT WAY, YOU AIN'T GOT TO
GO HOME AND COOK NOTHING

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AND JUST CRAWL IN BED
OR SIT DOWN AND WATCH TV.

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GET ME ANOTHER BITE
BEFORE THIS LIGHT CHANGES.

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Maggie: SOMETIMES,
WHEN I'M COOKING SOMETHING,

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HE WILL HAVE ALREADY GONE
THROUGH THE DRIVE-THROUGH.

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AND I'LL SAY SOMETHING.

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HE SAYS, "WELL, I ALREADY HAD
SOMETHING TO EAT."

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"WELL, WHY DID YOU EAT THIS?"

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"WELL, YOU COOKED IT."

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I REMEMBER
ABOUT FOUR OR FIVE YEARS AGO,

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I WENT TO THE DOCTOR,

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AND THEY BROUGHT
THESE BIG SCALES IN.

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AND I STEPPED ON THEM,

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AND MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS...

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"CAN'T BE. NO WAY."

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Maggie: HE WAS 750 POUNDS,

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AND HE'S BEEN THAT SIZE
EVER SINCE.

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HERE YOU ARE,
PUTTING THIS PIE ON HERE,

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KNOWING I AIN'T
SUPPOSED TO EAT IT.

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I GUESS JAMES BLAMES ME
FOR HIS WEIGHT.

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I JUST --
I COOKED HOW I KNEW TO COOK.

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I HOPE HE'S NOT TOO BITTER
AT ME.

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IT'S NOT REALLY HIS FAULT
THAT HE'S AT THIS WEIGHT.

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A LOT OF IT
IS OUR FAMILY HISTORY.

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MY DAD STRUGGLED
WITH HIS WEIGHT.

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WHEN HE PASSED AWAY,
HE WAS IN THE MID-400s.

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IT HURT HIM WHEN HIS DADDY DIED,

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BUT WHEN HIS SISTER DIED,
SIX MONTHS LATER,

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JAMES ALMOST LOST IT.

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HIM AND HER
WERE ALMOST LIKE TWINS.

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James:
DOCTORS SAID WEIGHT CAUSED

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MY DAD AND MY SISTER'S PROBLEMS.

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THEY SAY
THAT LATER ON DOWN THE ROAD...

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THAT I'M GONNA HAVE
THOSE PROBLEMS.

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[ SIGHS ]

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Maggie: WE HAVE
THE HOSPITAL BED IN THERE.

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MY HUSBAND WAS USING IT.

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WHEN HE PASSED AWAY,
MY DAUGHTER MOVED TO THAT BED,

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'CAUSE SHE SAID,
"MAMA, I'M GONNA SLEEP IN HERE.

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I CAN REST BETTER ON THIS BED."

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WELL, AFTER SHE PASSED AWAY,

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MY SON HAS TAKEN THE BED.

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WHEN HE TOOK THE BED OVER,
I THOUGHT,

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"WHAT IS THIS?
IS HE THE NEXT IN LINE?"

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James:
WORST THING I CAN HEAR TODAY

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WOULD PROBABLY BE
THAT I'M TOO BIG,

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THERE'S NOTHING HE CAN DO.

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I'VE HEARD
THEM WORDS BEFORE.

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BUT EVERYBODY ELSE HAS
PRETTY MUCH TURNED ME AWAY.

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Woman:
MR. JONES? JAMES?

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[ SIGHS ]
HELLO.

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OKAY, MR. JONES, I'M GONNA
NEED YOU TO STEP ON THE SCALE

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AND JUST LOOK AT ME WHILE
YOU'RE DOING IT, OKAY?

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OKAY.

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WE'RE GONNA GO
RIGHT THIS WAY.

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James: I THOUGHT
I'D BE A WHOLE LOT LESS.

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[ SIGHS ]

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[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]

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HELLO.
HELLO.

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JAMES,
I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.

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I'M JAMES.
NICE TO MEET YOU, DOCTOR.

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I'M MAGGIE.
I'M HIS MOTHER.

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SO, WHAT IS
YOUR EATING HABIT?

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I EAT QUITE A BIT
AND QUITE OFTEN.

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SO, IN THE SPAN OF A DAY,
HOW MANY TIMES ARE YOU EATING?

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PROBABLY TWO, THREE,
FOUR TIMES A DAY.

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DO YOU COOK FOR HIM,
OR...?

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I GUESS -- I THOUGHT I WAS
COOKING HEALTHY FOR HIM A LOT,

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BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THAT WHAT I'VE
COOKED IS NOT THE GOOD FOODS.

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IT'S, LIKE, POTATOES,
AND, YOU KNOW, THE STARCHES.

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AND HE LIKES TO EAT
LOTS OF SWEETS --

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PIES, COBBLERS,
THINGS LIKE THAT.

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NOT RIGHT NOW. I JUST LOST
MY DAUGHTER AND MY HUSBAND.

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OH, YES.
HE WAS CLOSE TO 500 POUNDS.

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500 POUNDS.

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HE WAS 65 WHEN HE DIED.

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JAMES IS NOT GONNA BE ABLE
TO SURVIVE MUCH LONGER

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AT THIS WEIGHT.

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THINGS HAVE TO CHANGE.
THEY HAVE TO CHANGE NOW.

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BUT HE'S OVER 700 POUNDS.

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HE'S VERY HIGH-RISK FOR SURGERY.

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YOU CAN'T HAVE SURGERY
WHEN YOU'RE 730 POUNDS,

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SO WE NEED TO MAKE CHANGES
ON YOUR DIET.

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HE NEEDS TO LOSE
AT LEAST 50 POUNDS

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BEFORE WE CAN DO SURGERY ON HIM.

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IT WAS PRETTY SHOCKING
WHEN HE SAID

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THAT I WOULDN'T LIVE
TO BE AS OLD AS MY DAD.

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James: I'M NOT WANTING
TO LEAVE MY MOM ALONE,

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'CAUSE I KNOW
IT'D BE HARD ON HER,

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AND I DON'T WANT TO END UP
LIKE MY SISTER AND MY FATHER.

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AND I DON'T REALLY THINK

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THAT SHE COULD MAKE IT THROUGH
ANOTHER ONE.

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SO I HAVE TO DO IT.

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I HAVE TO CHANGE.

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James: COMMITMENT TO SOMETHING
HARD CAN BREAK YOU,

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ESPECIALLY IF YOU'VE NEVER
COMMITTED TO ANYTHING BEFORE.

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FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS,

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I'VE BEEN TRYING
TO STICK TO MY DIET

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AND EAT WHAT
THE DOCTOR WANTS ME TO EAT.

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I'M GETTING PRETTY SICK
OF EATING EGGS.

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I'M GETTING WHERE
I CAN'T STAND THEM ANYMORE.

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[ DOG BARKING ]

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I'VE ALSO BEEN TRYING
TO STAY ACTIVE

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AND DO WHAT I CAN
AROUND THE HOUSE...

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[ MOTOR TURNS OVER ]

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...AND TAKING CARE OF THINGS
OUT IN THE PASTURE.

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HARDEST THING FOR ME TO DO,
PHYSICALLY,

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IS CLIMBING ON AND OFF
THE TRACTORS AND THE EQUIPMENT

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TO DO CERTAIN THINGS.

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THE SUCKER WILL CRANK,
WON'T IT?

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YEP.
GUARANTEE YOU, IT'LL CRANK.

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I'VE BEEN TRYING
TO START A SIDE BUSINESS

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BALING AND SELLING HAY.

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BUT BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT,

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I CAN'T STAY
ON THE TRACTOR MUCH.

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[ ENGINE TURNS OVER ]
THERE YOU GO.

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I KNOW IF I REALLY WANT TO MAKE
A LIVING DOING WHAT I WANT,

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I HAVE TO LOSE THE WEIGHT.

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Don: JAMES BOUGHT HIMSELF
A BRAND-NEW TRACTOR.

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ONLY WAY
I CAN PUT HIM ON IT

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IS TO PICK HIM UP
WITH THAT ONE.

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HE'S MY BUDDY.

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HE DON'T NEED
TO BE PICKED UP.

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THAT RIGHT?

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RIGHT.

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IT MEANS A LOT TO ME,
KNOWING THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE,

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THEY CARE ABOUT ME
AND WANT ME TO DO WELL.

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I DO HAVE A FEW PEOPLE
IN MY LIFE

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THAT I KNOW ARE THERE FOR ME.

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YOU GOT MY HAY, FINALLY?
James: YEAH.

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COOL. COOL.

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LORICA'S A GOOD FRIEND
OF MINE,

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AND WHEN I DO GET A CHANCE TO
SEE HER, SHE BRIGHTENS MY DAY.

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GOD DANG, DID YOU SHOVE IT
IN THERE, OR WHAT?

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I LIKE JAMES
BECAUSE WE GET ALONG GOOD,

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WE CAN WORK GOOD TOGETHER.

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AND HE'S FUNNY. [ LAUGHS ]

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HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY!
[ CHUCKLES ]

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James:
WHEN I'M AROUND LORICA,

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I DON'T FEEL LIKE
WEIGHT IS AN ISSUE.

222
00:12:40,067 --> 00:12:42,633
Lorica: I CARE ABOUT HIM.

223
00:12:42,633 --> 00:12:45,667
I JUST WANT HIM TO GET WELL,
YOU KNOW?

224
00:12:45,667 --> 00:12:48,867
AND I KNOW HE'S MISERABLE,
AND I JUST WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY.

225
00:12:48,867 --> 00:12:51,333
[ Voice breaking ] AND I THINK
I'LL BE LOST IF I LOST HIM.

226
00:12:51,333 --> 00:12:56,167
IT WORRIES ME BECAUSE I'M AFRAID
HE'S GONNA DIE.

227
00:12:59,167 --> 00:13:01,900
James: I KNOW I'VE BEEN HIDING
BEHIND MY WEIGHT FOR TOO LONG.

228
00:13:01,900 --> 00:13:03,733
GO ON.

229
00:13:03,733 --> 00:13:05,767
IT'S KILLING ME.

230
00:13:05,767 --> 00:13:10,833
AS SCARED AS I AM TO DO IT,
I KNOW IT'S TIME TO CHANGE.

231
00:13:18,967 --> 00:13:20,733
Woman: MR. JONES.

232
00:13:20,733 --> 00:13:22,133
[ GRUNTS ]

233
00:13:22,133 --> 00:13:24,767
James: I FEEL PRETTY GOOD
ABOUT TODAY.

234
00:13:24,767 --> 00:13:26,700
I KNOW I'VE LOST
A LOT OF WEIGHT.

235
00:13:26,700 --> 00:13:30,767
I HOPE IT'S AS MUCH AS I NEED
FOR THE DOCTOR TO DO MY SURGERY.

236
00:13:33,100 --> 00:13:36,100
OH, MY GOSH!

237
00:13:36,100 --> 00:13:39,867
SO, JAMES, YOU SEEM LIKE YOU'VE
TRIED TO MAKE SOME CHANGES.

238
00:13:39,867 --> 00:13:42,067
YES, SIR.
SUPER.

239
00:13:42,067 --> 00:13:46,467
I'M ENCOURAGED BY HOW MUCH
WEIGHT JAMES LOST LAST MONTH,

240
00:13:46,467 --> 00:13:50,267
AND HE'S SHOWN THAT HE'S GONNA
DO WELL WITH LOSING WEIGHT.

241
00:13:50,267 --> 00:13:52,633
WE CAN GO AHEAD AND SET YOU UP
FOR SURGERY.

242
00:13:52,633 --> 00:13:54,933
IT'S GOOD?
IT'S GOOD, YEAH!

243
00:13:54,933 --> 00:13:56,533
[ BOTH LAUGH ]

244
00:13:56,533 --> 00:13:58,900
WE'RE GONNA GET YOU FIXED UP.
YEAH.

245
00:13:58,900 --> 00:14:00,500
Dr. Nowzaradan:
JAMES DID A GOOD JOB.

246
00:14:00,500 --> 00:14:02,967
HE'S GONNA DO VERY WELL
WITH BYPASS SURGERY.

247
00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:05,500
James: I WASN'T SURE
IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN,

248
00:14:05,500 --> 00:14:08,333
BUT I'M GLAD
I'M GONNA GET THE SURGERY.

249
00:14:08,333 --> 00:14:11,900
IT'S THE FIRST STEP
TO MY LIFE REALLY CHANGING.

250
00:14:26,100 --> 00:14:29,533
I BELIEVE TODAY'S GONNA BE
THE JUMP START OF MY NEW LIFE.

251
00:14:29,533 --> 00:14:31,767
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

252
00:14:31,767 --> 00:14:33,833
I CAN'T FAIL,
BECAUSE THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE

253
00:14:33,833 --> 00:14:35,933
THAT I DON'T WANT
TO DISAPPOINT...

254
00:14:35,933 --> 00:14:39,167
SO I'M READY FOR THIS.

255
00:14:41,133 --> 00:14:46,133
BUT ONE OF MY FEARS
IS NOT BEING ABLE TO WAKE UP.

256
00:14:46,133 --> 00:14:48,967
Man: HAVE SOME NICE, BIG,
DEEP BREATHS IN AND OUT.

257
00:14:52,933 --> 00:14:56,133
AT JAMES' WEIGHT
AND FAMILY HISTORY,

258
00:14:56,133 --> 00:14:58,233
NOTHING BUT SURGERY
IS GONNA HELP HIM.

259
00:14:59,833 --> 00:15:04,167
JAMES' DAD AND SISTER DIED
FROM OBESITY,

260
00:15:04,167 --> 00:15:08,067
AND HE'S ON THE SAME PATH.

261
00:15:08,067 --> 00:15:13,900
JAMES IS ONE OF THE LARGEST
PATIENTS WE HAVE OPERATED ON.

262
00:15:13,900 --> 00:15:16,567
THERE ARE EXTRA DIFFICULTIES

263
00:15:16,567 --> 00:15:19,433
GETTING INTO
THE ABDOMINAL CAVITY.

264
00:15:19,433 --> 00:15:24,900
AND THERE IS A RISK OF STRAINING
THE HEART AND THE LUNGS.

265
00:15:24,900 --> 00:15:27,100
SURGERY'S GONNA BE CHALLENGING.

266
00:15:29,367 --> 00:15:31,833
WHEN WE DO
THE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,

267
00:15:31,833 --> 00:15:35,267
WE MAKE A SMALL GASTRIC POUCH,
A SMALL STOMACH,

268
00:15:35,267 --> 00:15:38,267
MAYBE THE SIZE OF MAYBE TWO
TO FOUR OUNCES...

269
00:15:58,100 --> 00:16:00,367
1, 2, 3.

270
00:16:07,100 --> 00:16:09,733
[ Muffled ] HELP. HELP.

271
00:16:09,733 --> 00:16:11,667
HELP? ARE YOU IN PAIN?
HELP!

272
00:16:11,667 --> 00:16:12,900
YEAH.

273
00:16:12,900 --> 00:16:15,500
OKAY. WE CAN GIVE YOU
SOME MEDICINE, OKAY?

274
00:16:15,500 --> 00:16:17,567
JAMES.
HI, SON!

275
00:16:17,567 --> 00:16:19,633
WE'VE GOT SOME VISITORS
FOR YOU.

276
00:16:19,633 --> 00:16:20,933
YOU AWAKE?
YEAH.

277
00:16:26,667 --> 00:16:30,467
Maggie: I CAN'T LOSE
ANOTHER CHILD TO OBESITY.

278
00:16:30,467 --> 00:16:34,067
I WANT MY SON TO BE SUCCESSFUL
AND LIVE.

279
00:16:36,733 --> 00:16:39,800
JAMES,
IT'S TIME TO GET UP.

280
00:16:43,967 --> 00:16:46,767
OKAY. OKAY.

281
00:16:46,767 --> 00:16:50,567
James: I'M GONNA PUSH MYSELF
TO DO WELL.

282
00:16:50,567 --> 00:16:56,067
I WANT TO START GETTING OUT
AND EXPERIENCING THINGS...

283
00:16:56,067 --> 00:17:00,367
ESPECIALLY SINCE
I'VE MET SOMEONE NEW.

284
00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:15,067
James: NOT YET.

285
00:17:15,067 --> 00:17:19,333
I MET THIS GAL ONLINE, AND
WE'VE BEEN TALKING FOR A WHILE,

286
00:17:19,333 --> 00:17:21,400
AND I THINK THINGS ARE GOING
WELL BETWEEN ME AND HER.

287
00:17:21,400 --> 00:17:23,900
[ LAUGHS ]

288
00:17:23,900 --> 00:17:26,967
Summer: I MET JAMES
ON A SINGLES WEBSITE.

289
00:17:26,967 --> 00:17:29,300
I USED TO WEIGH 350 POUNDS.

290
00:17:29,300 --> 00:17:30,700
I HAD GASTRIC BYPASS
10 YEARS AGO,

291
00:17:30,700 --> 00:17:32,567
AND SO WE HAVE SOME THINGS
IN COMMON HERE.

292
00:17:32,567 --> 00:17:34,667
I'VE WALKED A MILE
IN HIS SHOES BEFORE.

293
00:17:34,667 --> 00:17:38,200
JAMES HAS SUCH A SWEET HEART.

294
00:17:38,200 --> 00:17:41,067
BUT WHO KNOWS?

295
00:17:41,067 --> 00:17:43,067
I'M NOT SURE
WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS.

296
00:17:43,067 --> 00:17:44,467
YOU GOT ALL QUIET ON ME.

297
00:17:44,467 --> 00:17:47,400
HAVE YOU BEEN WALKING AND DOING
WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO?

298
00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:48,567
YEAH.
OKAY.

299
00:17:48,567 --> 00:17:51,067
James: SUMMER AND I HAVE
BEEN TALKING FOR A WHILE.

300
00:17:51,067 --> 00:17:53,467
HER VISIT TODAY
MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.

301
00:17:53,467 --> 00:17:56,300
I WAS EXPECTING LORICA
TO BE HERE, TOO, BUT
SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP.

302
00:17:56,300 --> 00:17:59,633
I'M LOOKING FORWARD
TO WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN

303
00:17:59,633 --> 00:18:02,233
BETWEEN ME AND SUMMER.

304
00:18:13,067 --> 00:18:15,867
[ DOG BARKING ]

305
00:18:15,867 --> 00:18:18,800
IT'S BEEN A MONTH
SINCE MY SURGERY.

306
00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:21,867
I'M VERY EXCITED NOW THAT
I CAN GET OFF MY LIQUID DIET

307
00:18:21,867 --> 00:18:24,100
AND EAT SOME REAL FOOD.

308
00:18:24,100 --> 00:18:26,733
I WANTED TO EAT
SOMETHING I LIKED.

309
00:18:30,433 --> 00:18:34,967
Maggie:
I'M EXCITED JAMES WILL BE ABLE
TO EAT REGULAR FOOD AGAIN.

310
00:18:34,967 --> 00:18:39,400
I'M GONNA TRY TO FEED HIM LESS,
BUT IT'S HARD.

311
00:18:40,700 --> 00:18:42,200
James: COME ON.

312
00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:44,300
HE USUALLY EATS
TILL HE'S FULL.

313
00:18:57,400 --> 00:18:59,533
I'M STUFFED.
I CAN'T EAT NO MORE.

314
00:18:59,533 --> 00:19:00,767
ALL RIGHT.

315
00:19:00,767 --> 00:19:03,133
MY BELLY
DONE STARTED HURTING.

316
00:19:04,367 --> 00:19:07,600
James:
I THINK I OVERDID IT.

317
00:19:11,767 --> 00:19:14,100
James: TEMPTATION AND FAILURE
GO HAND IN HAND.

318
00:19:14,100 --> 00:19:16,500
IF YOU'VE BEEN FAILING
FOR YEARS,

319
00:19:16,500 --> 00:19:19,400
YOU KNOW TEMPTATION
ALL TOO WELL.

320
00:19:20,767 --> 00:19:23,700
[ DOG BARKING ]

321
00:19:25,067 --> 00:19:27,367
IT'S BEEN A WHILE
SINCE I'VE BEEN ABLE

322
00:19:27,367 --> 00:19:29,533
TO EAT SOMETHING I LIKE.

323
00:19:29,533 --> 00:19:31,400
I'VE STARTED
ON SOLID FOODS AGAIN,

324
00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:32,700
AND, BOY, DID I OVERDO IT.

325
00:19:34,833 --> 00:19:37,267
I STILL HAVE
SOME OF THE CRAVINGS.

326
00:19:39,067 --> 00:19:40,500
BUT I LEARNED MY LESSON.

327
00:19:40,500 --> 00:19:44,733
SO I'M GONNA STICK TO MY BYPASS
DIET FROM HERE ON OUT.

328
00:19:44,733 --> 00:19:49,067
I'M ON MY WAY RIGHT NOW
TO SEE MY FRIEND, LORICA.

329
00:19:49,067 --> 00:19:53,067
I HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER
SINCE THE SURGERY.

330
00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:58,433
IT KIND OF HURT MY FEELINGS
THAT SHE NEVER SHOWED UP.

331
00:20:00,567 --> 00:20:01,833
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

332
00:20:01,833 --> 00:20:04,167
OH, JUST THOUGHT
I'D COME VISIT.

333
00:20:04,167 --> 00:20:07,767
I AIN'T SEEN YOU
IN A WHILE.

334
00:20:07,767 --> 00:20:10,733
MINE.
I HAD TO WORK.

335
00:20:10,733 --> 00:20:12,767
SOME PEOPLE WORK
FOR A LIVING.

336
00:20:12,767 --> 00:20:14,067
AND I DON'T?

337
00:20:18,033 --> 00:20:20,533
[ GROANS ]

338
00:20:20,533 --> 00:20:22,833
SO, HOW DID
THE SURGERY GO?

339
00:20:22,833 --> 00:20:24,667
WERE YOU SCARED?

340
00:20:24,667 --> 00:20:27,700
NOT REALLY SCARED.
JUST NERVOUS.

341
00:20:27,700 --> 00:20:29,567
YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'VE LOST
A LOT OF WEIGHT SINCE
I'VE SEEN YOU LAST.

342
00:20:29,567 --> 00:20:31,233
HAVE I?
MM-HMM.

343
00:20:31,233 --> 00:20:32,900
THAT'S GOOD.

344
00:20:32,900 --> 00:20:35,167
BUT ANYWAY, SO,
I HEARD YOU MET SOMEBODY.

345
00:20:35,167 --> 00:20:36,700
YEAH.

346
00:20:36,700 --> 00:20:38,833
HUH.

347
00:20:38,833 --> 00:20:40,233
WHAT IS SHE LIKE?

348
00:20:40,233 --> 00:20:44,000
SHE'S, UH, TALL.
SHE'S BLOND.

349
00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:45,767
I'D LIKE TO MEET HER.

350
00:20:45,767 --> 00:20:47,567
WELL, SHE WANTED
TO MEET YOU, TOO,

351
00:20:47,567 --> 00:20:49,733
WHEN SHE CAME TO VISIT ME
IN THE HOSPITAL.

352
00:20:49,733 --> 00:20:51,900
BUT YOU NEVER SHOWED UP.

353
00:20:51,900 --> 00:20:53,600
I HAD TO WORK.

354
00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:55,333
YEAH, I KNOW.
YOU TOLD ME.

355
00:20:55,333 --> 00:20:56,600
[ SMACKS LIPS ] WELL.

356
00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:01,967
YOU KNOW I DO.
I KNOW.

357
00:21:07,133 --> 00:21:08,167
[ SIGHS ]

358
00:21:08,167 --> 00:21:11,133
[ SOBS ]

359
00:21:12,567 --> 00:21:14,533
WHY ARE YOU CRYING,
ANYWAY?

360
00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:20,933
YOU'RE GONNA
MAKE ME CRY.

361
00:21:20,933 --> 00:21:23,067
[ SNIFFLES ] SORRY.

362
00:21:23,067 --> 00:21:25,267
IT'S TOO HOT.

363
00:21:26,667 --> 00:21:27,767
ALWAYS.

364
00:21:27,767 --> 00:21:30,167
J.J.

365
00:21:30,167 --> 00:21:32,733
I'M GLAD TO KNOW
THAT LORICA DOES CARE.

366
00:21:32,733 --> 00:21:34,567
BYE.

367
00:21:34,567 --> 00:21:37,167
BUT I DON'T THINK I WANT
TO KEEP GETTING HURT BY HER.

368
00:21:48,067 --> 00:21:51,467
WELL, TODAY I'M HEADED
TO DR. NOWZARADAN'S OFFICE

369
00:21:51,467 --> 00:21:52,867
FOR A FOLLOW-UP VISIT.

370
00:21:52,867 --> 00:21:54,500
I'M KIND OF ANXIOUS TO SEE

371
00:21:54,500 --> 00:21:57,767
HOW MUCH I HAVE LOST
SINCE THE SURGERY.

372
00:22:04,233 --> 00:22:07,400
THERE'S NO SPACE.

373
00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:09,867
MORE THAN ONE WAY TO SKIN A CAT.

374
00:22:09,867 --> 00:22:12,067
I FEEL GOOD ABOUT TODAY.

375
00:22:12,067 --> 00:22:13,300
HOW YOU DOING TODAY?

376
00:22:13,300 --> 00:22:15,500
I KNOW I'VE BEEN LOSING WEIGHT.

377
00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:18,467
I FEEL LIGHTER, AND I CAN MOVE
AROUND A WHOLE LOT EASIER.

378
00:22:18,467 --> 00:22:22,267
I'M JUST EXCITED
TO SEE HOW MUCH I'VE LOST.

379
00:22:25,233 --> 00:22:27,400
YEAH, I KNEW IT.

380
00:22:30,667 --> 00:22:32,633
JAMES.
HELLO, DOCTOR.

381
00:22:32,633 --> 00:22:35,833
SO, YOU LOST
150 POUNDS.

382
00:22:35,833 --> 00:22:39,300
PRETTY MUCH EXCITED ABOUT IT?
VERY.

383
00:22:39,300 --> 00:22:42,533
JAMES IS MAKING GOOD PROGRESS
AND STICKING TO THE DIET.

384
00:22:42,533 --> 00:22:45,900
LET ME SEE YOUR SKIN.

385
00:22:45,900 --> 00:22:49,100
BUT HE STILL HAS
A LOT OF WORK TO DO.

386
00:22:52,867 --> 00:22:55,867
WE NEED TO REMOVE
THE APRON OF THE SKIN

387
00:22:55,867 --> 00:22:58,367
TO IMPROVE JAMES' MOBILITY.

388
00:22:58,367 --> 00:23:00,433
IF WE LOSE A TOTAL
OF 200 POUNDS,

389
00:23:00,433 --> 00:23:02,467
WE'LL SET YOU UP
FOR THE SURGERY,

390
00:23:02,467 --> 00:23:05,067
GET THIS MASS
OFF OF YOUR ABDOMEN.

391
00:23:05,067 --> 00:23:06,467
YOU'RE DOING GOOD.

392
00:23:06,467 --> 00:23:08,067
I'LL SEE YOU NEXT MONTH.
ALL RIGHT.

393
00:23:08,067 --> 00:23:12,067
UNLESS THE EXCESS SKIN
IN THE LOWER ABDOMEN

394
00:23:12,067 --> 00:23:14,133
GET VERY UNCOMFORTABLE,

395
00:23:14,133 --> 00:23:16,800
HE NEEDS TO LOSE
AT LEAST ANOTHER 40 POUNDS.

396
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:21,900
James: I REALLY WANT THIS
EXTRA SKIN TAKEN OFF OF ME.

397
00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:23,767
SO I'M GONNA FOCUS REAL HARD

398
00:23:23,767 --> 00:23:26,833
TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT
OVER THE NEXT MONTH.

399
00:23:38,067 --> 00:23:41,967
TONIGHT, I'M GONNA GO OUT
WITH SUMMER ON A DATE,

400
00:23:41,967 --> 00:23:45,067
SEE HOW EVERYTHING GOES
BETWEEN ME AND HER.

401
00:23:47,067 --> 00:23:51,600
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON A DATE BEFORE.
I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS.

402
00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:54,300
SUMMER MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.

403
00:23:54,300 --> 00:23:56,467
I'M REALLY GLAD
I GOT A CHANCE TO MEET HER.

404
00:23:56,467 --> 00:23:58,267
HEY, YOU.

405
00:23:58,267 --> 00:24:00,767
THAT MEANS
QUITE A BIT TO ME,

406
00:24:00,767 --> 00:24:05,533
THAT I HAVE SOMEBODY
TO ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM.

407
00:24:05,533 --> 00:24:08,300
GRILLED CHICKEN.
ALL RIGHT.

408
00:24:08,300 --> 00:24:10,067
GRILLED SALMON.

409
00:24:11,267 --> 00:24:14,100
AWW!

410
00:24:14,100 --> 00:24:18,300
James: WE'RE JUST TAKING THINGS
ONE STEP AT A TIME RIGHT NOW.

411
00:24:18,300 --> 00:24:20,967
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME
I'VE TRIED TO EAT REAL FOOD

412
00:24:20,967 --> 00:24:24,533
BESIDES THE STUFF
THAT DIDN'T HOLD DOWN.

413
00:24:24,533 --> 00:24:27,133
ME AND SUMMER
SPENDING MORE TIME TOGETHER

414
00:24:27,133 --> 00:24:28,700
HAS GOT ME THINKING
ABOUT THE FUTURE,

415
00:24:28,700 --> 00:24:31,667
AND ONE OF MY GOALS
IS FINDING SOMEBODY

416
00:24:31,667 --> 00:24:34,667
TO SETTLE DOWN WITH
AND HAVE A FAMILY.

417
00:24:34,667 --> 00:24:36,600
OH, YEAH.

418
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:39,433
I'VE LET SO MUCH TIME
PASS ME BY.

419
00:24:39,433 --> 00:24:41,967
I'VE BEEN WORRIED
THAT IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME,

420
00:24:41,967 --> 00:24:43,967
THAT I WOULDN'T GET A CHANCE
LIKE THIS.

421
00:24:43,967 --> 00:24:45,833
I'LL CALL YOU LATER.
I HOPE SO.

422
00:24:45,833 --> 00:24:48,500
ALL RIGHT.
OKAY.

423
00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:50,600
GOOD NIGHT!
GOOD NIGHT.

424
00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:54,867
NOW I FEEL LIKE THERE'S
A WHOLE NEW WORLD OUT THERE.

425
00:25:03,067 --> 00:25:06,067
THIS PAST MONTH,
THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING WELL,

426
00:25:06,067 --> 00:25:08,500
BUT THE CRAVINGS HAVE COME BACK.

427
00:25:08,500 --> 00:25:12,533
I HAVE A FEELING I CAN GIVE IN
A LITTLE BIT AND STILL BE OKAY.

428
00:25:12,533 --> 00:25:14,600
WOMAN:
Can I help you?

429
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,733
GIVE ME A FOUR-PIECE ORDER
OF STEAK FINGERS.

430
00:25:17,733 --> 00:25:19,733
THANK YOU.

431
00:25:19,733 --> 00:25:21,133
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.
YOU TOO.

432
00:25:29,067 --> 00:25:31,200
THAT IS HOT.

433
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:39,067
I DON'T THINK
IT'S GONNA STOP MY PROGRESS.

434
00:25:39,067 --> 00:25:41,733
I JUST HOPE I CAN CONTROL IT.

435
00:25:43,767 --> 00:25:46,267
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK
TO WHERE I WAS.

436
00:25:46,267 --> 00:25:49,433
I DON'T WANT TO SCREW THIS UP.

437
00:25:59,667 --> 00:26:01,700
James: THERE COMES A TIME
WHEN YOU HAVE TO START FACING

438
00:26:01,700 --> 00:26:04,933
ALL THE CHALLENGES
YOU'VE BEEN HIDING FROM.

439
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:18,133
MY MOM WANTS TO GO PUT FLOWERS

440
00:26:18,133 --> 00:26:21,567
ON MY SISTER AND DAD'S
GRAVE SITE.

441
00:26:21,567 --> 00:26:25,567
SO WE'RE GONNA HEAD OVER
TO THE CEMETERY TO DO THAT.

442
00:26:34,067 --> 00:26:35,667
I MISS THEM BOTH.

443
00:26:38,067 --> 00:26:40,367
I NOTICED CHANGES IN THEM

444
00:26:40,367 --> 00:26:43,067
WAY BEFORE
THEY GOT REAL BAD SICK.

445
00:26:43,067 --> 00:26:49,467
AND I TRIED FOR YEARS
TO GET THEM TO DO SOMETHING,

446
00:26:49,467 --> 00:26:53,067
AND THEY WOULD SAY,
"IT'S MY BODY, NOT YOURS."

447
00:26:53,067 --> 00:26:56,333
IT MADE ME WANT
TO GIVE UP, MYSELF.

448
00:26:56,333 --> 00:26:58,500
HERE'S OUR TOMBSTONES.

449
00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:10,800
FOR ME TO BE HERE LOOKING AT
THEIR GRAVE SITES AND EVERYTHING

450
00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:17,267
IS A GOOD REMINDER FOR ME
TO KNOW WHAT PUT THEM THERE.

451
00:27:17,267 --> 00:27:20,900
YOU KNOW, I STARTED FALLING BACK
IN SOME OLD HABITS.

452
00:27:20,900 --> 00:27:23,900
AND I THINK MY MOM WANTED
TO REMIND ME OF WHAT'S AT STAKE.

453
00:27:25,900 --> 00:27:27,500
Maggie: THE DOCTOR SAID

454
00:27:27,500 --> 00:27:30,567
THAT IF WE DIDN'T DO SOMETHING
AND DO IT FAST

455
00:27:30,567 --> 00:27:32,733
THAT HE COULD BE HERE
IN A YEAR'S TIME.

456
00:27:35,267 --> 00:27:39,200
James: I KNOW I NEED TO STAY ON
TRACK AND KEEP MAKING PROGRESS,

457
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:43,233
OR IT'S NOT GONNA BE TOO LONG
BEFORE I KNOW I'M GONNA BE HERE.

458
00:27:43,233 --> 00:27:45,633
I THINK ABOUT MY MOM.

459
00:27:45,633 --> 00:27:48,533
I DON'T WANT TO --

460
00:27:48,533 --> 00:27:50,733
I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE HER ALONE.

461
00:27:50,733 --> 00:27:54,533
SHE DON'T HAVE THEM ANYMORE.

462
00:27:54,533 --> 00:27:56,067
WENT THROUGH TWO OF THEM.

463
00:27:56,067 --> 00:27:59,333
I DON'T THINK SHE CAN GO THROUGH
ANOTHER ONE.

464
00:28:11,067 --> 00:28:15,600
I KNOW I NEED TO STAY ON TRACK
AND KEEP MAKING PROGRESS.

465
00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:17,367
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

466
00:28:17,367 --> 00:28:19,167
I STARTED WORKING OUT.

467
00:28:19,167 --> 00:28:23,067
ONE BICEP-TRICEP.
PULL IT IN, PUSH IT BACK.

468
00:28:23,067 --> 00:28:25,967
PULL IT IN, PUSH IT BACK.
KEEP IT UP!

469
00:28:25,967 --> 00:28:28,500
I'M PUSHING MYSELF
PRETTY DAMN HARD

470
00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:31,267
SO I CAN MAKE SURE I LOSE
ENOUGH WEIGHT FOR SKIN SURGERY.

471
00:28:31,267 --> 00:28:34,833
PUSH! FIVE! PUSH! FOUR!
GET THEM UP!

472
00:28:34,833 --> 00:28:37,433
THE WATER MAKES YOU SO LIGHT,

473
00:28:37,433 --> 00:28:40,633
AND YOU DON'T HAVE AS MUCH PAIN
ON YOUR JOINTS.

474
00:28:40,633 --> 00:28:43,167
PUSH DOWN! TEN!

475
00:28:43,167 --> 00:28:45,467
LOOK OVER YOUR LEFT SHOULDER.
HOLD IT.

476
00:28:45,467 --> 00:28:48,933
LOOK OVER THE RIGHT SHOULDER.
HOLD IT.

477
00:28:48,933 --> 00:28:52,633
I FEEL THINNER,
AND I'M ACTUALLY HAVING FUN.

478
00:28:53,833 --> 00:28:58,167
I THINK IT WAS A GOOD WORKOUT.

479
00:28:58,167 --> 00:29:00,867
I'M VERY PROUD OF MYSELF.

480
00:29:11,367 --> 00:29:13,700
[ CROWS CAWING ]

481
00:29:15,333 --> 00:29:17,167
TODAY I'M LOOKING FORWARD

482
00:29:17,167 --> 00:29:19,600
TO TRY SOMETHING
I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO DO YET.

483
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:21,267
WE'RE HEADED BACK
OVER TO MY HOUSE TO SEE

484
00:29:21,267 --> 00:29:26,733
IF I CAN GET MY TRACTOR FIRED UP
AND DO A LITTLE BIT OF MOWING.

485
00:29:26,733 --> 00:29:29,700
I BOUGHT THIS TRACTOR
A YEAR AGO.

486
00:29:29,700 --> 00:29:32,367
I'M VERY PROUD OF IT.

487
00:29:32,367 --> 00:29:35,900
AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE
TO DRIVE IT SINCE I BOUGHT IT.

488
00:29:37,100 --> 00:29:38,433
WHAT'S UP?

489
00:29:38,433 --> 00:29:40,167
SEE IF WE CAN GET
THIS TRACTOR CRANKED.

490
00:29:40,167 --> 00:29:41,767
WELL, IT SHOULD.

491
00:29:41,767 --> 00:29:43,733
YOU'RE GONNA SEE
IF YOU CAN START IT?

492
00:29:43,733 --> 00:29:44,933
YEAH.

493
00:29:44,933 --> 00:29:47,700
THIS TRACTOR
I'M ABOUT TO GET ON

494
00:29:47,700 --> 00:29:50,233
IS MY BABY, MY PRIDE AND JOY.

495
00:29:50,233 --> 00:29:54,867
BUT I'VE BEEN TOO BIG
TO CLIMB ON IT.

496
00:29:56,767 --> 00:29:59,533
COME ON!

497
00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:08,433
OH, BOY!
YOU DID GET IN THERE!

498
00:30:08,433 --> 00:30:10,767
I DIDN'T KNOW
YOU COULD GET IN THERE!

499
00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:12,267
[ LAUGHS ]

500
00:30:12,267 --> 00:30:16,567
James: FEELS PRETTY GOOD
TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS.

501
00:30:16,567 --> 00:30:20,033
I REALLY HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE
TO GROW MY SIDE BUSINESS

502
00:30:20,033 --> 00:30:22,267
INTO WHAT I WANT IT TO BE.

503
00:30:23,533 --> 00:30:26,533
NOW MY WEIGHT'S NOT GONNA
BE ABLE TO HOLD ME BACK.

504
00:30:26,533 --> 00:30:30,300
THIS IS SUCH A GREAT FEELING.

505
00:30:52,433 --> 00:30:54,300
[ GROANS ]

506
00:30:57,733 --> 00:30:59,400
I HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING WELL,

507
00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:01,667
AND I GOT A LOT PAIN
IN MY STOMACH.

508
00:31:01,667 --> 00:31:04,067
I'M WORRIED
THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG.

509
00:31:04,067 --> 00:31:05,567
HI, JAMES.
YOU FEELING OKAY?

510
00:31:05,567 --> 00:31:07,500
NOT REALLY.

511
00:31:07,500 --> 00:31:09,800
[ GROANS ]

512
00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:11,167
WHERE IS YOUR STOMACH
HURTING?

513
00:31:11,167 --> 00:31:14,800
RIGHT HERE, AND THEN IT MOVES
OVER TO THE LEFT SIDE.

514
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:16,633
Dr. Nowzaradan:
JAMES CALLED AND SAID

515
00:31:16,633 --> 00:31:19,133
THAT HE WAS HAVING A LOT OF PAIN
IN HIS STOMACH.

516
00:31:19,133 --> 00:31:21,500
I NEED TO MAKE SURE
NOTHING IS WRONG

517
00:31:21,500 --> 00:31:24,667
AND NOTHING NEEDS
TO BE ADDRESSED SURGICALLY.

518
00:31:24,667 --> 00:31:26,400
[ MONITORS BEEPING,
INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

519
00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:30,433
James: EVERYTHING SEEMED LIKE IT
WAS GOING PRETTY GOOD UNTIL NOW.

520
00:31:32,667 --> 00:31:37,500
I LEARNED THE HARD WAY
ABOUT NOT DOING THE RIGHT THING.

521
00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:41,633
Dr. Nowzaradan:
IF JAMES IS HAVING AS MUCH
PAIN THAT HE'S TELLING ME,

522
00:31:41,633 --> 00:31:44,067
SOMETHING'S WRONG.

523
00:32:10,900 --> 00:32:14,633
[ AIR HISSING ]

524
00:32:25,167 --> 00:32:27,333
OPEN UP.

525
00:32:27,333 --> 00:32:30,133
GOOD JOB. ALL FINISHED.
YOU DID GREAT.

526
00:32:32,900 --> 00:32:34,600
UH-HUH.

527
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:36,333
YEAH.

528
00:32:36,333 --> 00:32:39,067
I JUST DID THE PROCEDURE
ON JAMES

529
00:32:39,067 --> 00:32:42,067
TO SEE IF THERE WAS
ANYTHING WRONG WITH HIS BYPASS.

530
00:32:42,067 --> 00:32:43,400
EVERYTHING LOOKED GOOD.

531
00:32:52,333 --> 00:32:56,433
USUALLY, WE LIKE TO WAIT
TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT

532
00:32:56,433 --> 00:32:58,833
BEFORE WE DO A SKIN SURGERY,
BUT IN CASE OF JAMES,

533
00:32:58,833 --> 00:33:02,800
BECAUSE HE'S HAVING SO MUCH
ABDOMINAL PAIN FROM EXTRA SKIN,

534
00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:05,567
I'M GONNA GO AHEAD
AND DISCHARGE HIM HOME

535
00:33:05,567 --> 00:33:09,167
AND SET HIM UP
FOR A SKIN SURGERY.

536
00:33:09,167 --> 00:33:13,533
THIS IS GONNA HELP HIM TO MOVE
AROUND AND LOSE MORE WEIGHT.

537
00:33:23,500 --> 00:33:25,900
James: I WAS REAL WORRIED THERE
FOR A BIT.

538
00:33:25,900 --> 00:33:27,967
THAT WAS SCARY,

539
00:33:27,967 --> 00:33:31,933
NOT KNOWING WHAT WAS WRONG,
WHAT WAS CAUSING THE PAIN.

540
00:33:33,500 --> 00:33:36,233
Woman: YOU'RE LEAVING?
YEP.

541
00:33:36,233 --> 00:33:39,100
I'M REAL EXCITED.

542
00:33:39,100 --> 00:33:42,167
I KNOW I'VE BEEN MAKING
GOOD PROGRESS,

543
00:33:42,167 --> 00:33:43,600
BUT I WAS KIND OF SURPRISED
TO HEAR

544
00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:46,067
I WAS APPROVED FOR SKIN SURGERY.

545
00:33:46,067 --> 00:33:48,800
IT WAS NICE TO MEET YOU.
SAME HERE.

546
00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:52,333
OKAY.

547
00:33:52,333 --> 00:33:55,467
BUT IF THAT'S
WHAT'S CAUSING THE PAIN,

548
00:33:55,467 --> 00:33:58,100
I'M EXCITED TO GET IT OFF
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

549
00:34:11,733 --> 00:34:15,567
MY RELATIONSHIP WITH SUMMER
IS GETTING PRETTY SERIOUS.

550
00:34:15,567 --> 00:34:19,467
WE'VE BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER
FOR ABOUT FOUR MONTHS NOW.

551
00:34:19,467 --> 00:34:21,867
I'M HEADED TO SUMMER'S HOUSE

552
00:34:21,867 --> 00:34:24,833
TO PICK HER UP,
GO OUT TO DINNER,

553
00:34:24,833 --> 00:34:27,767
AND THEN WE'RE GONNA GO TO HER
FAVORITE HANGOUT AFTERWARDS.

554
00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:30,733
HEY. WHAT'S UP?

555
00:34:30,733 --> 00:34:33,500
WHAT'S UP WITH YOU?
NOTHING MUCH.

556
00:34:33,500 --> 00:34:35,633
HOW ARE YOU?
ALL RIGHT.

557
00:34:35,633 --> 00:34:39,667
WE SEEM TO ENJOY EACH OTHER'S
COMPANY AND EVERYTHING

558
00:34:39,667 --> 00:34:42,733
WHEN WE'RE TOGETHER.

559
00:34:42,733 --> 00:34:46,133
Summer: I REALLY LIKE JAMES.
JAMES IS A WONDERFUL MAN.

560
00:34:46,133 --> 00:34:48,867
WE SEEM TO BALANCE
EACH OTHER OUT PRETTY WELL.

561
00:34:48,867 --> 00:34:52,567
NOW, THAT'S THE BOMB.
[ LAUGHS ]

562
00:34:52,567 --> 00:34:54,233
James: BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP
WITH SUMMER

563
00:34:54,233 --> 00:34:56,900
HELPS ME STAY MOTIVATED
TO LOSE WEIGHT.

564
00:34:56,900 --> 00:35:00,200
SHE'S THE ONE REASON
I'M OUT GOING PLACES NOW.

565
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:01,600
ALL RIGHT,
LET'S GO HAVE SOME FUN.

566
00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:02,833
LET'S GO.

567
00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,900
THAT IS A GOOD LOOK
FOR YOU.

568
00:35:12,900 --> 00:35:14,633
I THINK PURPLE WOULD BRING OUT
THE COLOR IN YOUR EYES.

569
00:35:14,633 --> 00:35:15,733
YOU THINK SO?
I DO.

570
00:35:15,733 --> 00:35:17,933
I THINK PURPLE
WOULD BE THE WAY TO GO.

571
00:35:17,933 --> 00:35:19,800
NICE TO MEET YOU,
MR. PEPPER.

572
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:22,100
YOU SURPRISED I WAS ABLE
TO WALK ALL THIS?

573
00:35:22,100 --> 00:35:25,400
YES. I'M VERY PROUD OF YOU.
THANK YOU.

574
00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:29,400
BEFORE, NOBODY WANTED
TO GO ANYWHERE WITH ME

575
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:31,367
OR HANG OUT OR ANYTHING

576
00:35:31,367 --> 00:35:33,167
THE WAY ME AND SUMMER
HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT.

577
00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:38,300
I FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE GOING
OUT AND HAVING A GOOD TIME.

578
00:35:38,300 --> 00:35:41,133
THINGS SEEMS TO BE GOING
PRETTY GOOD.

579
00:35:41,133 --> 00:35:42,600
I'M ENJOYING MYSELF,

580
00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:46,400
AND IT SEEMS LIKE
SUMMER'S ENJOYING HERSELF.

581
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:48,900
THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.

582
00:35:48,900 --> 00:35:51,733
JUST KIND OF NERVOUS BEING
OUT THERE ON THE DANCE FLOOR

583
00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:54,533
FOR THE FIRST TIME
IN ABOUT 20 YEARS.

584
00:35:54,533 --> 00:35:57,100
MAN, THAT WAS SO COOL.

585
00:35:57,100 --> 00:36:00,333
THAT WAS COOL.
THANK YOU FOR INVITING ME.

586
00:36:00,333 --> 00:36:02,067
YOU'RE WELCOME.
I'M GLAD YOU COULD COME.

587
00:36:02,067 --> 00:36:03,833
I'M GLAD
YOU DANCED WITH ME.

588
00:36:03,833 --> 00:36:05,800
I'LL DANCE WITH YOU AGAIN.

589
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:07,667
OH, LORDY.
[ LAUGHS ]

590
00:36:10,167 --> 00:36:13,067
THINGS ARE GETTING SERIOUS
WITH SUMMER.

591
00:36:13,067 --> 00:36:18,267
I REALLY LIKE HER A LOT.
I THINK SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY.

592
00:36:18,267 --> 00:36:21,267
IT'S NICE TO FEEL
I MIGHT HAVE A FUTURE WITH HER.

593
00:36:21,267 --> 00:36:23,633
OH!

594
00:36:23,633 --> 00:36:26,367
Summer:
HE IS SUCH A KIND PERSON.

595
00:36:26,367 --> 00:36:29,600
I THINK I MIGHT BE
FALLING FOR JAMES.

596
00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:32,200
I DO LOVE YOU, AND I'M SO PROUD
OF WHAT YOU'VE DONE.

597
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:33,333
I LOVE YOU, TOO.

598
00:36:36,633 --> 00:36:38,667
SO GLAD
YOU'RE IN MY LIFE.

599
00:36:38,667 --> 00:36:41,067
I AM, TOO.

600
00:36:54,067 --> 00:36:56,600
I'LL SEE YOU IN A FEW.

601
00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:58,600
JUST DO WHAT THEY TELL YOU.

602
00:36:58,600 --> 00:37:00,167
I WILL.

603
00:37:00,167 --> 00:37:03,600
HAVING BYPASS
WAS THE FIRST STEP,

604
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:06,267
BUT IT FEELS LIKE
TODAY'S AN EVEN BIGGER STEP.

605
00:37:06,267 --> 00:37:08,767
TO GET ALL THIS SKIN REMOVED

606
00:37:08,767 --> 00:37:11,533
IS REALLY GONNA MAKE ME FEEL
LIKE A NEW PERSON.

607
00:37:11,533 --> 00:37:15,500
Maggie: YES, IT BOTHERS ME.
IT WORRIES ME.

608
00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:19,267
ANYTIME SOMEONE'S PUT TO SLEEP,
IT'S DANGEROUS.

609
00:37:19,267 --> 00:37:22,333
THERE'S ALWAYS THE CHANCE
OF NOT WAKING BACK UP.

610
00:37:22,333 --> 00:37:26,900
WE'VE LOST SO MANY
IN THE FAMILY.

611
00:37:26,900 --> 00:37:28,433
Woman:
IT'S GONNA STING.

612
00:37:28,433 --> 00:37:30,067
I'M NOT READY
TO LOSE ANOTHER ONE.

613
00:37:42,633 --> 00:37:44,300
Dr. Nowzaradan:
LET ME HAVE A KNIFE.

614
00:38:03,333 --> 00:38:04,600
Man: YES, SIR.

615
00:38:09,867 --> 00:38:11,600
DOWN.

616
00:38:12,767 --> 00:38:15,300
72.4.

617
00:38:21,067 --> 00:38:23,533
[ GROANS ]

618
00:38:29,700 --> 00:38:31,567
YOU ALL RIGHT?

619
00:38:34,933 --> 00:38:38,233
EVEN THOUGH HE'S HURTING,
THIS IS JUST ONE STEP.

620
00:38:38,233 --> 00:38:39,767
HE'S GONE INTO THE COCOON,

621
00:38:39,767 --> 00:38:42,533
NOW HE'S COMING OUT, YOU KNOW,
A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY.

622
00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:49,367
James: FIXING A BIG PROBLEM
IS NEVER EASY,

623
00:38:49,367 --> 00:38:53,533
AND IT'S NEVER GONNA GET FIXED
WITHOUT A WHOLE LOT OF PAIN.

624
00:39:03,833 --> 00:39:08,633
AFTER I FIRST WOKE UP
FROM THE SURGERY,

625
00:39:08,633 --> 00:39:12,367
I JUST FELT LIKE
A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON.

626
00:39:15,767 --> 00:39:19,667
I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME
I'VE BEEN AS ACTIVE AS I AM NOW.

627
00:39:19,667 --> 00:39:21,967
FEELS LIKE I CAN DO
JUST ABOUT ANYTHING.

628
00:39:24,067 --> 00:39:28,100
Maggie: I AM AMAZED AT THE
PROGRESS THAT JAMES HAS MADE.

629
00:39:28,100 --> 00:39:30,967
HE'S ABLE TO HELP
AROUND THE HOUSE A LOT MORE.

630
00:39:32,767 --> 00:39:34,933
AND HE'S SO MUCH HAPPIER.

631
00:39:34,933 --> 00:39:38,900
I LOVE WATCHING HIM GROW INTO
THE MAN THAT HE WAS MEANT TO BE.

632
00:39:38,900 --> 00:39:43,100
James: LOSING THE WEIGHT,
IT'S LIKE YOU'RE FREE AGAIN.

633
00:39:55,267 --> 00:39:58,600
I'M REALLY EXCITED
ABOUT SEEING THE DOCTOR TODAY.

634
00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:01,233
I'VE BEEN MAKING GOOD PROGRESS.

635
00:40:01,233 --> 00:40:02,700
HOPEFULLY,
I'VE LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT.

636
00:40:08,667 --> 00:40:10,433
TO BE UNDER THE 400-POUND MARK,

637
00:40:10,433 --> 00:40:13,900
THAT'S A PRETTY BIG ACHIEVEMENT
FOR ME.

638
00:40:13,900 --> 00:40:16,500
Dr. Nowzaradan: YOU HAVE COME
QUITE A LONG WAY.

639
00:40:16,500 --> 00:40:18,767
I'VE PROUD OF YOU STICKING OUT
WITH THE PROGRAM.

640
00:40:18,767 --> 00:40:21,233
IT WASN'T ALWAYS EASY.

641
00:40:21,233 --> 00:40:24,800
WELL, YOU LOST OVER 350 POUNDS.
THAT'S A LOT OF WEIGHT.

642
00:40:24,800 --> 00:40:27,567
THAT'S TWICE AS MUCH AS ME.
RIGHT.

643
00:40:27,567 --> 00:40:29,767
Dr. Nowzaradan:
JAMES IS A DIFFERENT PERSON.

644
00:40:29,767 --> 00:40:31,933
HE'S ENCOURAGED,
AND HE'S ACTIVE.

645
00:40:31,933 --> 00:40:33,833
I'M PROUD
THAT YOU DID THAT.

646
00:40:33,833 --> 00:40:35,100
THANK YOU.
ALL RIGHT.

647
00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,467
THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING
TO HEAR.

648
00:40:36,467 --> 00:40:38,000
OKAY.

649
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:39,900
JAMES HAS DONE VERY WELL,

650
00:40:39,900 --> 00:40:42,267
AND I DON'T THINK
HE'S GONNA HAVE ANY PROBLEM

651
00:40:42,267 --> 00:40:44,900
REACHING HIS GOAL.

652
00:40:44,900 --> 00:40:47,000
James:
HONESTLY, A YEAR AGO,

653
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:50,233
I DIDN'T SEE MYSELF
LOSING 350 POUNDS,

654
00:40:50,233 --> 00:40:53,933
SO TODAY MAKES ME FEEL
PRETTY PROUD OF MYSELF.

655
00:40:53,933 --> 00:40:56,733
I'M HAPPIER, AND I FEEL BETTER.

656
00:40:56,733 --> 00:41:00,133
I FEEL LIKE A WHOLE NEW MAN.

657
00:41:00,133 --> 00:41:03,400
I'M LOOKING FORWARD
TO ENJOYING MY NEW LIFE NOW.

658
00:41:08,667 --> 00:41:11,300
IF I'M GONNA GET SERIOUS
ABOUT STARTING A FAMILY,

659
00:41:11,300 --> 00:41:12,833
I'M GONNA HAVE TO FIND
MY OWN PLACE.

660
00:41:12,833 --> 00:41:16,467
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO START
GETTING OUT ON MY OWN.

661
00:41:16,467 --> 00:41:19,300
WHAT DO YOU THINK
ABOUT THIS ONE?

662
00:41:19,300 --> 00:41:22,200
MAN, THIS LOOKS
PRETTY NICE SO FAR.

663
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:23,867
A WOMAN
WOULD LOVE THIS.

664
00:41:23,867 --> 00:41:26,500
PEACEFUL OUT HERE.
OH, IT'S VERY PEACEFUL.

665
00:41:26,500 --> 00:41:30,067
LOOKING AT HOUSES MAKES ME
EXCITED ABOUT THE FUTURE.

666
00:41:31,533 --> 00:41:33,700
NOW I ACTUALLY THINK
I'M IN LOVE WITH SUMMER,

667
00:41:33,700 --> 00:41:35,800
AND WE'VE BEEN TALKING
ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY

668
00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:40,733
OF GETTING MARRIED SOON
AND STARTING A LIFE TOGETHER.

669
00:41:40,733 --> 00:41:43,800
HI. COME ON IN.
HELLO.

670
00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:45,567
James: YEAH,
IT'S BEEN PRETTY IMPORTANT,

671
00:41:45,567 --> 00:41:47,700
HER BEING THERE
TO HELP SUPPORT ME.

672
00:41:47,700 --> 00:41:48,900
HOW ARE YOU?

673
00:41:48,900 --> 00:41:50,800
ANYBODY BEING PROUD OF YOU

674
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:53,667
IS A PRETTY GOOD MOTIVATION
TO KEEP GOING.

675
00:41:53,667 --> 00:41:54,833
YOU WANT ME
TO HELP YOU COOK?

676
00:41:54,833 --> 00:41:56,400
SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT.
ALL RIGHT.

677
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:59,167
HOPEFULLY, YOUR PARENTS
WILL LIKE OUR COOKING.

678
00:41:59,167 --> 00:42:01,067
[ CHUCKLES ] OH, BOY.

679
00:42:01,067 --> 00:42:05,100
Summer: I'M SO PROUD
OF THE MAN JAMES IS BECOMING.

680
00:42:05,100 --> 00:42:07,567
I CAN'T WAIT TO BE WITH HIM
EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.

681
00:42:07,567 --> 00:42:11,133
I LOVE HIM MORE EACH DAY
JUST BECAUSE OF WHO HE IS.

682
00:42:13,067 --> 00:42:15,933
A YEAR AGO, I WAS SCARED
TO LET PEOPLE GET TOO CLOSE.

683
00:42:15,933 --> 00:42:19,067
IT'S AMAZING HOW FAR
YOUR LIFE CAN COME IN A YEAR.

684
00:42:19,067 --> 00:42:20,867
OH, GOODNESS.
I'M TIRED NOW.

685
00:42:20,867 --> 00:42:25,200
I WENT FROM THE DESPAIR
OF LOSING MY DAD AND MY SISTER

686
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:27,800
AND FEARING FOR MY OWN LIFE

687
00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:31,567
TO A WORLD OF NOTHING
BUT HOPES AND POSSIBILITIES.

688
00:42:31,567 --> 00:42:32,800
MWAH!

688
00:42:33,305 --> 00:43:33,545
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