1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,160 This programme contains strong language, 2 00:00:04,200 --> 00:00:06,000 nudity and scenes of a sexual nature 3 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:10,480 12 virgins have travelled to a paradise island 4 00:00:10,520 --> 00:00:13,680 to take part in a unique experiment. 5 00:00:13,720 --> 00:00:14,840 The word virgin, 6 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:16,840 people see it as a joke. 7 00:00:16,880 --> 00:00:18,600 It's quite upsetting. 8 00:00:19,800 --> 00:00:22,160 I'm 23, still a virgin. 9 00:00:22,200 --> 00:00:24,000 I feel like there's something wrong with me. 10 00:00:25,080 --> 00:00:28,080 In a world where sex is everywhere... 11 00:00:28,120 --> 00:00:29,120 My God. 12 00:00:29,160 --> 00:00:31,360 Terrified, absolutely terrified. 13 00:00:31,400 --> 00:00:33,320 ..the truth is surprising. 14 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:35,920 There are more adult virgins than ever. 15 00:00:35,960 --> 00:00:39,400 Being a young adult in this day and age, it's difficult. 16 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:40,840 Social media. Dating apps. 17 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:41,880 Influencers. 18 00:00:41,920 --> 00:00:42,920 TV shows. 19 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:44,080 Porn. Porn. Porn. Porn. 20 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:45,600 Porn is everywhere. 21 00:00:45,640 --> 00:00:48,560 Are you self-conscious about our genitals touching each other? 22 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:49,880 Now... Yeah. 23 00:00:51,120 --> 00:00:55,880 ..this radical retreat is offering a very hands-on solution... 24 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:56,960 Ahhh, yeah. 25 00:00:57,000 --> 00:00:58,360 She's a miracle worker. 26 00:00:58,400 --> 00:00:59,400 Woohoo! 27 00:00:59,440 --> 00:01:00,440 Oh, God, yes. 28 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:02,480 ..overseen by a group of experts... 29 00:01:02,520 --> 00:01:03,520 Yeah. 30 00:01:03,560 --> 00:01:05,240 Like that? I like that. 31 00:01:05,280 --> 00:01:08,960 ..ready to do anything to help Britain's virgins... 32 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:11,120 There's the clitoris. 33 00:01:11,160 --> 00:01:13,280 Do you have any questions? 34 00:01:13,320 --> 00:01:14,720 ..lose the one thing... 35 00:01:15,960 --> 00:01:17,320 Do I make you nervous? 36 00:01:17,360 --> 00:01:19,160 ..they feel is holding them back. 37 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:21,080 I would love to have sex with you. 38 00:01:21,120 --> 00:01:23,840 I do feel like there's a barrier between me and sex. 39 00:01:23,880 --> 00:01:25,680 I want to lose my virginity. 40 00:01:25,720 --> 00:01:28,120 It's now or never. 41 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:30,800 But when the moment arrives... 42 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:32,800 Would you like to move to the bed? 43 00:01:32,840 --> 00:01:33,880 ..who will be ready... 44 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:37,520 I just don't want anyone to touch me. 45 00:01:37,560 --> 00:01:39,880 ..to go all the way? 46 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:42,360 You're so sexy. 47 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:43,640 Yeah, so good. 48 00:01:50,320 --> 00:01:52,280 In the first phase of the course, 49 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:56,120 the virgins tried to overcome the shame of sexual failure... 50 00:01:56,160 --> 00:01:58,640 I didn't handle the rejection too well. 51 00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:02,240 ..and started to express their sexual desires. 52 00:02:02,280 --> 00:02:05,320 She'd push me down and I'd probably do something with oral sex. 53 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:07,120 I don't know what I'm doing. 54 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:10,560 Jason arrived on the island barely able to shake hands. 55 00:02:10,600 --> 00:02:12,200 Oh, hello. Welcome. 56 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:13,360 Thank you. 57 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:16,000 He panicked when things got touchy-feely. 58 00:02:16,040 --> 00:02:17,480 Feels too intimate. 59 00:02:17,520 --> 00:02:19,160 A little overwhelming? 60 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:20,200 Yeah. Yeah. 61 00:02:21,680 --> 00:02:23,800 But Zac leapt ahead. 62 00:02:23,840 --> 00:02:25,120 I would like to go all the way. 63 00:02:25,160 --> 00:02:27,280 I would love to have sex with you. 64 00:02:27,320 --> 00:02:29,960 And there were early signs of attraction. 65 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:32,080 I, err, think you're very pretty. 66 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:33,120 Thank you. 67 00:02:33,160 --> 00:02:34,520 Do you think Ben likes me? 68 00:02:35,720 --> 00:02:39,800 Now, things are set to escalate with the next phase of the course... 69 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:42,920 ..erotic touch. 70 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:44,000 Oh, yeah. 71 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:46,680 Nothing happens if you're not good at touching. 72 00:02:46,720 --> 00:02:49,360 That's what creates all the pleasure and sensation in our body, 73 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:52,280 and that's eventually what gets us to orgasm. 74 00:02:52,320 --> 00:02:54,240 MOANING 75 00:02:56,000 --> 00:03:02,074 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org 76 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:09,640 Hello, Hello. 77 00:03:09,680 --> 00:03:11,760 Hello. Hello, Charlotte. 78 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:13,720 How's your sunburn? 79 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:16,320 It's the morning of day three on Virgin Island... 80 00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:19,080 Have you guys read your letters? 81 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:21,800 No. OK, what is this? 82 00:03:21,840 --> 00:03:24,200 ..and time for the group to discover what's in store 83 00:03:24,240 --> 00:03:26,120 for them over the next two days. 84 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:29,320 Oh, God. 85 00:03:29,360 --> 00:03:32,840 "The next phase of the course is all about touch." 86 00:03:34,160 --> 00:03:35,840 Ah, great. 87 00:03:36,920 --> 00:03:37,960 I mean, 88 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:39,800 I'm fine with like friendly touch, 89 00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:42,040 but as soon as it becomes like an intimate touch, 90 00:03:42,080 --> 00:03:45,360 I think it'll be much more difficult for me. 91 00:03:47,720 --> 00:03:49,120 I feel sick. 92 00:03:49,160 --> 00:03:50,640 Biggest fear is touch. 93 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:52,520 Sexual touching, I've never done it. 94 00:03:52,560 --> 00:03:54,240 Like, no, that's not me. 95 00:03:57,840 --> 00:03:59,640 Oh, God. Touch. 96 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:01,440 Yeah, that's really hard for me. 97 00:04:03,160 --> 00:04:04,160 Yeah, nervous. 98 00:04:07,240 --> 00:04:09,440 God knows what they have planned. 99 00:04:09,480 --> 00:04:11,000 No idea. 100 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:13,560 Probably just outright sex to start off with, won't it? 101 00:04:16,240 --> 00:04:20,680 For this group, the idea of intimate touch is terrifying... 102 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:22,240 Oh, here we go. Here we go. 103 00:04:22,280 --> 00:04:25,680 ..but now it's time to face their fears. 104 00:04:25,720 --> 00:04:28,680 Hello. Welcome. Good morning. 105 00:04:28,720 --> 00:04:30,280 Oh, my God, what are we doing? 106 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:32,320 Why is there a bed in this room? 107 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:34,680 I imagine all of them will be quite anxious, 108 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:37,080 but you can't learn how to give and receive pleasure 109 00:04:37,120 --> 00:04:39,920 by just talking about it, you have to practise. 110 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:44,200 So, this first exercise today is called 111 00:04:44,240 --> 00:04:46,960 "Touching for your own pleasure." 112 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:49,760 One of the problems is if you touch being worried about 113 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:51,240 the other person, and thinking, 114 00:04:51,280 --> 00:04:53,240 "Oh, are they OK. Am I doing it right?" 115 00:04:53,280 --> 00:04:55,880 Then you get all performance anxiety in your head. 116 00:04:55,920 --> 00:04:59,160 Until you actually feel the sensation of touching 117 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:00,720 for your own pleasure, 118 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:02,240 you can't get to that next level. 119 00:05:02,280 --> 00:05:04,520 It's like the first step. 120 00:05:04,560 --> 00:05:08,600 Right, who's ready to touch for your own pleasure? 121 00:05:19,320 --> 00:05:22,560 In my childhood, my family, we were never huggers. 122 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:25,200 I hated being hugged. I just never liked it. Never have. 123 00:05:25,240 --> 00:05:27,120 I'm not an intimate person at all. 124 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:28,840 In my adult life, never kissed anyone, 125 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:30,160 but I'd like to be the opposite. 126 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:33,000 I'll pop on there. 127 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:34,320 Yeah. Ooh. 128 00:05:34,360 --> 00:05:37,080 The end goal is to actually try and lose my virginity and 129 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:39,040 find a girlfriend, be more intimate. 130 00:05:39,080 --> 00:05:40,160 But can I pull it off? 131 00:05:40,200 --> 00:05:42,080 Can I do this? 132 00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:44,960 See if you can take a deep breath down into your belly 133 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:47,680 and connect your body with your hands. 134 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:49,920 Think of your hands as like, 135 00:05:49,960 --> 00:05:53,120 "I'm going to get pleasure out of her arms", 136 00:05:53,160 --> 00:05:54,160 you know what I mean? Yeah. 137 00:05:54,200 --> 00:05:55,880 For yourself. I wank off your... Oh, I'm sorry. 138 00:05:55,920 --> 00:05:57,480 I may wank off your arm. Sorry. 139 00:05:57,520 --> 00:05:58,960 Do you know what I mean? 140 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,000 I'm sorry. 141 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:04,640 See if you can breathe a little bit while you do it 142 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:07,760 so that you actually feel the sensations. 143 00:06:09,680 --> 00:06:12,840 LOW BREATHING 144 00:06:21,120 --> 00:06:22,160 For Jason, 145 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:26,560 just a few seconds of touch is all he can handle, 146 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:29,360 but Celeste isn't finished with him yet. 147 00:06:29,400 --> 00:06:31,360 When I'm touching you, I just want you to see, 148 00:06:31,400 --> 00:06:33,240 like, let yourself take it. Feel it. 149 00:06:33,280 --> 00:06:34,440 Yeah, just feel it. Yeah. 150 00:06:47,400 --> 00:06:48,560 Good. Yeah. 151 00:06:48,600 --> 00:06:49,600 Good work. 152 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:54,280 Good on you, mate, honestly. 153 00:06:54,320 --> 00:06:55,560 Yeah, it was great. 154 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:57,120 I'm on cloud nine. 155 00:06:57,160 --> 00:06:58,760 OK, who's next? 156 00:07:01,800 --> 00:07:05,680 Encouraged by Jason's example, the others get touchy. too. 157 00:07:07,040 --> 00:07:11,120 Just explore the sensations in your hands. 158 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:18,920 Now see if you can take a deep breath down into your belly 159 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:21,640 and connect your body with your hands. 160 00:07:25,560 --> 00:07:27,400 Did you feel the difference there? 161 00:07:27,440 --> 00:07:29,360 Yes, that was amazing. 162 00:07:29,400 --> 00:07:30,400 Good work. 163 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:35,040 The session seems to be going well, 164 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:38,560 so Celeste and Danielle decide to turn up the heat. 165 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:43,160 Something that helps touch get even better is sexual energy. 166 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:47,600 I want to invite Ben and Holly to demonstrate. 167 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:49,200 Oh, God. 168 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:51,880 30-year-old Ben is the oldest in the group 169 00:07:51,920 --> 00:07:53,320 and has had more opportunities 170 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:55,960 to get intimate than any of the others. 171 00:07:56,000 --> 00:07:57,800 Over the last ten years, I've been on dates 172 00:07:57,840 --> 00:07:59,920 with about 40 different women. 173 00:07:59,960 --> 00:08:02,360 Mostly women I've met on just dating apps. 174 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:06,240 Some, it's just been one date, up to and including 175 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:08,160 an ex-girlfriend of mine who was probably about, you know, 176 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:09,520 15-plus dates. 177 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:11,960 We did sort of tried making out a couple of times, 178 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,400 but I wasn't comfortable doing stuff, 179 00:08:13,440 --> 00:08:15,200 so we hit a brick wall. 180 00:08:15,240 --> 00:08:18,880 You know, what I really need is someone to teach me this stuff. 181 00:08:18,920 --> 00:08:21,440 I'm not very, um, not very good with the energy mumbo jumbo, 182 00:08:21,480 --> 00:08:23,520 so you'll have to guide me through. That's OK. 183 00:08:23,560 --> 00:08:24,800 I'll help you, OK? 184 00:08:24,840 --> 00:08:28,920 Just remember a moment that you felt kind of excited about someone, 185 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:31,520 or excited about an experience. 186 00:08:31,560 --> 00:08:32,880 Yeah? 187 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:35,560 You are holding a lot of tension in your mouth. Mm-hm. 188 00:08:35,600 --> 00:08:38,400 Can you like open your mouth a little bit? 189 00:08:38,440 --> 00:08:39,440 And then relax it. 190 00:08:40,680 --> 00:08:41,960 Yeah. 191 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:43,120 It's OK. Play with it. 192 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:45,240 You need to play with it, its OK. 193 00:08:45,280 --> 00:08:46,920 Let yourself feel it, like, 194 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,200 oh, here you go, did you feel this quiver? 195 00:08:50,320 --> 00:08:52,040 Err, dunno. No? OK. 196 00:08:53,840 --> 00:08:55,000 I think it's just lack of experience 197 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:58,000 and lack of success at reading sort of social signals. 198 00:08:58,040 --> 00:08:59,760 You know, there's probably been occasions where I probably 199 00:08:59,800 --> 00:09:01,640 could've got physical or just kissed, 200 00:09:01,680 --> 00:09:03,160 and they'd have been absolutely fine with that. 201 00:09:03,200 --> 00:09:04,240 In fact, they may have even wanted it, 202 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:06,400 but I didn't because I can't read the signs. 203 00:09:06,440 --> 00:09:09,080 I don't want a woman to think I'm a creep or that I'm handsy 204 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:10,560 cos that's just not me. 205 00:09:10,600 --> 00:09:12,840 Just let yourself enjoy Holly. 206 00:09:15,720 --> 00:09:16,720 Fantastic. 207 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:21,440 You have very sexy, energy, right? 208 00:09:21,480 --> 00:09:22,920 Feels good? Yeah. 209 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:24,400 OK. You did it. 210 00:09:24,440 --> 00:09:26,480 See if you want to enjoy. Good work. 211 00:09:29,840 --> 00:09:34,040 So, Tom, Taylor. 212 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:35,440 Last up is Taylor, 213 00:09:35,480 --> 00:09:38,320 who, after coming out as bisexual at university, 214 00:09:38,360 --> 00:09:43,200 has always found the idea of intimacy with anyone agonising. 215 00:09:43,240 --> 00:09:45,600 Any time I've had something nearing a sexual experience, 216 00:09:45,640 --> 00:09:49,480 it's been so overwhelmingly negative that when it comes to it, 217 00:09:49,520 --> 00:09:51,400 I freak out, and I really don't want to do it, 218 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:54,480 and I get that feeling in the pit of my stomach that makes me stop. 219 00:09:54,520 --> 00:09:57,680 That's why I'm here is to like try and work out 220 00:09:57,720 --> 00:10:00,720 what it is that's holding me back and how to move forward with it, 221 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:02,800 because it would be really nice to just be able 222 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:04,320 to have what everyone else has. 223 00:10:06,600 --> 00:10:10,280 OK, so I'm going to invite you to feel into your desire, Tom. 224 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:15,520 Hmm. 225 00:10:15,560 --> 00:10:16,960 This is really good. 226 00:10:17,000 --> 00:10:18,160 Keep it steady. 227 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:19,480 It's really good. 228 00:10:20,840 --> 00:10:21,840 Really good. 229 00:10:21,880 --> 00:10:24,000 You keep it steady, I'm gonna check what's with her, OK? 230 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:25,280 If she can receive it. 231 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:27,040 I'm great. This is great. 232 00:10:27,080 --> 00:10:29,200 Yep. Can I, look, can I touch your belly, OK, 233 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:31,200 just to help you out, sweetie, OK? 234 00:10:31,240 --> 00:10:36,080 Good, let it shake, let it cry, you're safe now, OK? 235 00:10:36,120 --> 00:10:39,560 You know you're safe, but your body forgot. 236 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:41,120 OK? 237 00:10:41,160 --> 00:10:42,160 Yeah. 238 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:43,360 So I'm here. 239 00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:45,680 Despite Danielle's reassurance, 240 00:10:45,720 --> 00:10:48,360 the exercise still proves too much for Taylor. 241 00:10:50,080 --> 00:10:52,720 Yes, you're doing great, Taylor. 242 00:10:52,760 --> 00:10:54,040 Yeah, let it cry, don't... 243 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:55,680 I think that's enough. I think that's funny. 244 00:10:55,720 --> 00:10:57,640 OK, sweetie, can I hug you? 245 00:10:57,680 --> 00:10:58,720 Yes, you did great. Thank you. 246 00:10:58,760 --> 00:11:00,400 I'm so proud of you. Sorry. 247 00:11:00,440 --> 00:11:01,440 That's fine. 248 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:03,080 Don't worry. It's not a "you" thing. 249 00:11:03,120 --> 00:11:04,920 It's fine, honestly. 250 00:11:04,960 --> 00:11:06,400 I'm really proud of you. OK. Thank you. 251 00:11:06,440 --> 00:11:07,680 Really proud of you. 252 00:11:07,720 --> 00:11:09,400 Good work. We love you, Taylor. 253 00:11:09,440 --> 00:11:11,320 I don't know what's wrong with me. 254 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:14,320 You did really well. 255 00:11:23,240 --> 00:11:27,880 For the group, the workshop has thrown up very mixed emotions. 256 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:30,360 Taylor, why was the looking thing so hard for you? 257 00:11:30,400 --> 00:11:35,160 I think as soon as it becomes a intimate, sexual thing... 258 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:36,440 Yeah. ..I shut down. 259 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:38,600 It sounds ridiculous cos we're only looking at each other 260 00:11:38,640 --> 00:11:41,040 but that's something I clearly need to work on. 261 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:43,640 I usually run the opposite way if anyone looks at me like that. 262 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:45,880 But if you're not crying, you're not doing it right. 263 00:11:45,920 --> 00:11:48,800 Louise, did you catch his wanking comment? 264 00:11:48,840 --> 00:11:50,720 Yeah. 265 00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:51,760 I'll just wank your arm. 266 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:55,400 I didn't... Do you know what I mean? I didn't think, OK. 267 00:11:55,440 --> 00:11:57,160 I love that you haven't got a filter. 268 00:11:58,760 --> 00:12:00,760 I feel absolutely fantastic. 269 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,800 I understand now why people like touch. 270 00:12:02,840 --> 00:12:05,440 I'm not just saying that, it actually, it genuinely does. 271 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:07,920 I can't really convey how good it feels now. 272 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:10,720 How did you find the whole thing as a whole? 273 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:12,520 Um, quite intense. 274 00:12:12,560 --> 00:12:14,880 Well, I had, I had lots of fun. Yeah. 275 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:16,720 When I was doing it, I did feel like, 276 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:18,600 you could feel the connection, couldn't you, really? 277 00:12:18,640 --> 00:12:19,640 Yeah. 278 00:12:19,680 --> 00:12:21,520 Yeah, ah, it's that New Age mumbo jumbo. 279 00:12:21,560 --> 00:12:23,240 That's, like, nonsense. 280 00:12:23,280 --> 00:12:24,520 I'm quite a logical person, 281 00:12:24,560 --> 00:12:26,280 and it's just a lot of, some of that stuff, 282 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:28,000 it just doesn't, doesn't connect with me. 283 00:12:28,040 --> 00:12:30,440 All right, do you want me to like try it and see if you can feel me? 284 00:12:30,480 --> 00:12:31,960 Yeah, all right. OK. 285 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:33,520 Despite his scepticism, 286 00:12:33,560 --> 00:12:36,600 there are some things Ben is open to trying... 287 00:12:36,640 --> 00:12:38,520 Bye! See you guys in a bit. 288 00:12:38,560 --> 00:12:41,720 ..especially if it's with Charlotte. 289 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:44,040 Are you open to receiving my energy? 290 00:12:46,800 --> 00:12:48,080 Yeah. 291 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:49,160 See? you can feel it now. 292 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:51,360 What's it feel like to you? 293 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:55,200 Bewitching. 294 00:12:55,240 --> 00:12:57,040 Ooh. 295 00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,200 Many of the women here I find attractive, 296 00:12:59,240 --> 00:13:00,360 I mean physically, 297 00:13:00,400 --> 00:13:01,800 but there's something about Charlotte. 298 00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:03,840 I really do like her, and it's just, I, you know, 299 00:13:03,880 --> 00:13:05,880 I like how we connect. 300 00:13:05,920 --> 00:13:07,160 I mean, I don't know if it's mutual or not, 301 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:09,040 but she's a very confident person, 302 00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:12,400 and she's just got that thing about her. 303 00:13:12,440 --> 00:13:15,120 I feel like I'm doing voyeurism just watching. 304 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:16,480 You enjoying that? 305 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:17,960 No. 306 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:19,120 I'm going to walk away now. 307 00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:24,640 Sorry. 308 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:25,680 Nyah. 309 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:35,840 Are you jumping in? 310 00:13:35,880 --> 00:13:38,960 Viraj, you don't know how much respect I have for you right now. 311 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:40,560 Woohoo! 312 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:41,600 Viraj is in. 313 00:13:44,960 --> 00:13:47,880 It's day one of the touch phase of the course, 314 00:13:47,920 --> 00:13:52,520 and after an intense morning, a chance for the group to unwind. 315 00:13:52,560 --> 00:13:54,040 Who's your celebrity crush? 316 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:55,960 I have quite a lot of like female celebrities. 317 00:13:56,000 --> 00:13:57,640 Like, I like Charlize Theron. 318 00:13:57,680 --> 00:13:59,160 She's just stunning. 319 00:13:59,200 --> 00:14:00,400 I like Henry Cavill, 320 00:14:00,440 --> 00:14:02,840 but not in Superman, I like him as the Witcher. 321 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:05,200 I really like Henry Cavill cos he's really nerdy as well. 322 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:06,240 Mm-hm. 323 00:14:08,560 --> 00:14:11,480 What do you think when you hear virgin? 324 00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:18,400 Cos for me, it's shame, failure, undesirable, weird. 325 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:22,360 Yeah, it's definitely mostly negative connotations. 326 00:14:22,400 --> 00:14:24,240 Yeah. 327 00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:26,960 I've had people call me a virgin, and it does feel like an insult. 328 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:30,040 I know it's not, it's a matter of, it's a matter of fact, 329 00:14:30,080 --> 00:14:33,160 but it does feel like an insult when someone says it to you. 330 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:36,320 Makes me feel weird in a way. 331 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:39,800 A lot of people younger than me know more about sex than I do, 332 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:42,440 but, um, I'm hoping to change that. 333 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:48,560 Jason's feelings about his lack of sexual experience 334 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:51,680 haven't gone unnoticed by the experts. 335 00:14:51,720 --> 00:14:54,120 Any time there was an increase in intensity, 336 00:14:54,160 --> 00:14:56,720 he would resort to humour 337 00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:59,160 so that he could distract himself from what he was feeling. 338 00:14:59,200 --> 00:15:00,440 We're going to work on that today, 339 00:15:00,480 --> 00:15:03,920 actually staying with the breath as sensations rise. 340 00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:06,080 Yeah, receiving is a huge thing for him. 341 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:11,840 Now the experts want to build Jason's confidence, 342 00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:14,920 and Joy has a plan to help him with his horror of hugging. 343 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:20,640 Hello, again. Hey, come on in. 344 00:15:20,680 --> 00:15:21,760 Thank you. 345 00:15:21,800 --> 00:15:23,520 And have a seat. 346 00:15:23,560 --> 00:15:24,560 Excellent. 347 00:15:26,400 --> 00:15:30,240 So, what is it that happens when you're in a hug? 348 00:15:30,280 --> 00:15:33,240 What do you notice? It just feels weird, like alien to me. 349 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:35,080 When I see people hugging, it just freaks me out. 350 00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:37,480 I don't know why. 351 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:40,680 So we want to work towards a hug that feels really good? 352 00:15:40,720 --> 00:15:42,560 Yeah. 353 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:45,560 So let's stand here cos it's a little more even. 354 00:15:46,920 --> 00:15:49,000 I'm going to touch your arm first. 355 00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:50,040 OK. 356 00:15:50,080 --> 00:15:51,920 Do you want it? Yeah, go ahead. 357 00:15:55,320 --> 00:15:57,200 And you feel me. 358 00:15:57,240 --> 00:16:01,200 And you can put your hand on my arm... Yeah. ..if you'd like. 359 00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:02,240 Yeah. 360 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:07,360 I feel sick, not in a bad way, 361 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:08,920 I feel like in a good way, like British slang. 362 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:11,760 Oh, sick. Oh, yeah. Yeah, like "sick," yeah. Yeah. 363 00:16:11,800 --> 00:16:15,880 As usual, Jason tries to mask his awkwardness with humour... 364 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:17,800 I'm quite robotic I feel like, 365 00:16:17,840 --> 00:16:19,360 but you're moving your hands yourself... At first... 366 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:22,280 ..but I'm like, yeah. At first, I just want you to receive. 367 00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:24,480 OK. So you can get a sense of 368 00:16:24,520 --> 00:16:26,400 what it feels like to be in this moment. 369 00:16:26,440 --> 00:16:27,440 Mm-hm. 370 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:29,680 ..but Joy perseveres... 371 00:16:29,720 --> 00:16:32,760 Yeah, that's really nice. 372 00:16:34,480 --> 00:16:37,080 ..before escalating intimacy. 373 00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:38,600 Can I come even closer? 374 00:16:38,640 --> 00:16:40,040 If you want to, yeah. Yeah. 375 00:16:40,080 --> 00:16:42,520 Yeah. Like that? 376 00:16:42,560 --> 00:16:47,680 Yeah, we can move like that or just staying connected with your breath 377 00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:49,880 so you don't lose that sense of... 378 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:52,080 ..the moment. 379 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:57,640 JASON CHUCKLES 380 00:16:57,680 --> 00:17:01,000 Yeah, can I come even closer still? 381 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:04,760 OK, we can get closer, yeah, OK. 382 00:17:06,160 --> 00:17:07,560 Can I touch your neck? 383 00:17:07,600 --> 00:17:08,600 Yep. 384 00:17:16,080 --> 00:17:17,080 Feels good. 385 00:17:22,600 --> 00:17:24,520 Would you like to do a hug? 386 00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:28,120 Why not? Let's do it. Yeah, let's do it. 387 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:38,560 How is this? 388 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:39,960 Yeah, awesome. 389 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,520 Yeah, cool, yeah. 390 00:17:48,200 --> 00:17:50,480 Thank you. All right. See ya. See ya. 391 00:17:52,720 --> 00:17:53,920 Whew! 392 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:55,600 That was great. 393 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:58,920 After the session, Jason's confidence is sky-high... 394 00:18:00,040 --> 00:18:02,040 ..and that's not the only thing that's up. 395 00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:03,080 What happened? 396 00:18:03,120 --> 00:18:04,920 So I was standing like this... 397 00:18:10,040 --> 00:18:11,960 Like that. That's really good, dude. 398 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:14,080 I'm getting there. I'm getting there. 399 00:18:15,560 --> 00:18:16,760 I'm in a really great mood. 400 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:18,000 I feel like I'm glowing. 401 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:19,040 I didn't think I'd do this. 402 00:18:19,080 --> 00:18:20,440 I'm really proud of myself. 403 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:22,720 When this finishes, I'm going to be a sex god... 404 00:18:22,760 --> 00:18:24,600 I mean, yeah. ..a sex guru. Yeah, we're going to leave here 405 00:18:24,640 --> 00:18:28,160 as absolute professionally trained sex demons. 406 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:32,600 While Jason's conquering new heights... 407 00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:34,480 I haven't really gotten much out of mine yet. 408 00:18:34,520 --> 00:18:36,840 I just feel like I'm letting the team down. 409 00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:39,040 ..Taylor's still struggling. 410 00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:41,600 After crying in this morning's workshop, 411 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:43,120 the experts feel there may be more 412 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:45,240 to Taylor's tears than meets the eye. 413 00:18:46,680 --> 00:18:49,600 Even though she was being emotional, she wasn't actually 414 00:18:49,640 --> 00:18:51,960 letting go and going into her emotion. 415 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,880 I feel like she's hiding, and that's probably been 416 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:58,200 a survival tactic that has worked really well for her. 417 00:18:58,240 --> 00:19:01,800 Yeah, she is so scared. 418 00:19:03,800 --> 00:19:08,640 Danielle wants to discover what makes Taylor so anxious about intimacy. 419 00:19:12,360 --> 00:19:17,040 So, how do you feel with guys as opposed to women or girls? 420 00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:18,480 They're a lot scarier. 421 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:20,920 Do you ever see someone very chiselled, 422 00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:22,800 and you're just like, "I just want to touch the muscle?" 423 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,480 I don't know. I don't know. I don't think so. Not a habit? 424 00:19:25,520 --> 00:19:26,840 I like hair. 425 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:28,840 Like, I've always, I want to touch people's hair. 426 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:30,800 Like, that interests me cos it's soft, 427 00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:31,960 but like I'm not like... Interesting. 428 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,040 ..I don't want to touch muscle. 429 00:19:33,080 --> 00:19:34,080 I don't prefer it. 430 00:19:35,240 --> 00:19:37,280 When I was in secondary school, 431 00:19:37,320 --> 00:19:41,840 I felt the shift into realising that maybe I wasn't exactly 432 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:43,080 the same as all girls. 433 00:19:43,120 --> 00:19:46,120 But being gay was like the worst thing. 434 00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:49,880 So while I'm still in the process of like working out what I want, 435 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:52,320 all of these opportunities are passing me by. 436 00:19:52,360 --> 00:19:54,880 And it just makes me feel a bit, a bit rubbish. 437 00:19:58,800 --> 00:20:00,960 Do you have women lovers or...? 438 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,640 I had one really negative experience. 439 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:06,160 She got annoyed at me that I wasn't enjoying myself. 440 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,200 She did stop but she seemed really disappointed, 441 00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:09,720 and she was upset with me, 442 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:13,040 and it kind of ruined that friendship. Yeah. 443 00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:16,680 I don't see myself as desirable. 444 00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:21,080 Right. Because I am a lot. 445 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:22,400 What are...? 446 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,080 Oh, now we're getting there, my love. 447 00:20:25,120 --> 00:20:28,360 OK. So, there's a part of you that feels 448 00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:31,320 people wouldn't want to be with you. 449 00:20:31,360 --> 00:20:33,000 Yeah. Yeah. 450 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:37,880 I get told a lot that I'm loud, 451 00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:39,760 and I'm tall, 452 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:41,960 and I take up a lot of space and... 453 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:43,640 Yeah. 454 00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:46,920 And that's what makes you so special and beautiful. 455 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:48,680 SHE SOBS 456 00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:52,280 Oh, baby. 457 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:53,720 SHE MURMURS 458 00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:56,600 Yeah. 459 00:20:58,120 --> 00:21:00,360 Your feelings are so great, sweetheart. 460 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:01,760 STILL SOBBING 461 00:21:01,800 --> 00:21:02,800 Yeah. 462 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:08,040 Just talking about my experiences always makes me upset, 463 00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:10,600 but I've had quite a few negative experiences 464 00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:12,680 and, of course, those are the ones that I need to talk about 465 00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:13,960 for this to work. 466 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:15,720 Thank you. Yeah. 467 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:19,560 But I've had... I've had a breakthrough, I think. 468 00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:21,760 Thank you very much. Bye. 469 00:21:21,800 --> 00:21:25,560 I left happier than when I went in, 470 00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:27,920 and forward is always good, isn't it? 471 00:21:27,960 --> 00:21:31,600 So, as long as I'm going forward, I'm happy. 472 00:21:35,760 --> 00:21:37,360 Are you nervous? No. 473 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:40,160 No? I mean, other than falling off the cliff, yes. 474 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:45,240 It's late afternoon on Virgin Island... 475 00:21:45,280 --> 00:21:47,960 Jesus. Yeah, this is quite steep. 476 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:50,480 ..and Celeste and Danielle have hatched a plan 477 00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,160 to push the group further. 478 00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:53,600 Right, let's get a mat down. 479 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:55,640 We want them to start just getting comfortable 480 00:21:55,680 --> 00:21:57,240 with any kind of touch. 481 00:21:57,280 --> 00:21:59,720 Massage is something that a lot of people have experienced, 482 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:02,280 and we're hoping maybe they'll take off a piece of clothing, 483 00:22:02,320 --> 00:22:04,960 start feeling more relaxed around touch 484 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,920 and maybe, you know, eventually nudity. 485 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:09,600 Are you taking your top off, or...? 486 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:11,640 Go on. I'll, like, lift it up for you. 487 00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:15,360 Through massage, the experts can assess how comfortable the group are 488 00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:18,120 with exposing their bodies... 489 00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:21,160 Is it cold? A little bit, yeah. 490 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:24,240 ..and touching each other for pleasure. 491 00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:25,560 You're really good at this. 492 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:27,080 Thank you. 493 00:22:27,120 --> 00:22:30,240 I have my skillz - all of them end with a Z! 494 00:22:30,280 --> 00:22:31,880 THEY LAUGH 495 00:22:31,920 --> 00:22:34,840 Where did you learn it? My family does them. Ah. 496 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:37,200 We grew up giving each other massages. 497 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:39,000 You're shaking a bit. Are you sure it's all right? 498 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:41,720 No, no, I'm fine... You're like this. 499 00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:42,840 SHE LAUGHS 500 00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:44,160 Relax, relax. 501 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:46,120 Yeah, I need to be more loosey-goosey. 502 00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:48,880 While uptight Ben struggles to relax... 503 00:22:48,920 --> 00:22:50,320 I'll whack this off. 504 00:22:50,360 --> 00:22:52,040 ..the experts are keen for Jason 505 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,880 to build on his growing confidence around touch, 506 00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:59,160 with the island's most outspoken virgin, Charlotte. 507 00:22:59,200 --> 00:23:01,480 How's this? Fine. Yeah? 508 00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:05,240 It just feels, I dunno, weird, but in a nice way. 509 00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,840 Why are these horrible stretch marks? 510 00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,520 I don't know, all right! You didn't say horrible, did you? 511 00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:12,040 Well, it's just it looks painful. 512 00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:14,240 It looks like you got fat. You should see my arse. 513 00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:15,480 There's more on my arse. OK. 514 00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:21,320 I'm bored now. Yeah, I'll massage you. Yeah, I'm bored now. 515 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:24,040 Right, which arm first? 516 00:23:24,080 --> 00:23:27,240 This one. This one. Yes. 517 00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:28,560 OK. 518 00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:31,640 OK, why are focused on one area? You need to go up. I... See... 519 00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:34,480 OK, do you want me to show you on you? No, no. 520 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,760 Let's just go. I'll put more oil on, whack it on. 521 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:41,120 For Jason, intimacy with another member of the group 522 00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:44,120 is proving tougher than with an expert. 523 00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:46,720 More thumb, more movement! 524 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,960 You need to be doing the whole arm. 525 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:52,240 So, what...? Like that? How about there, like that? That's all of it. 526 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:53,560 Jesus Christ, what are you doing? 527 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:56,160 It's like wanking off your arm, like that. 528 00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:58,360 That's how you do it, but slower. 529 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,920 OK, now I definitely want you to stop. 530 00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:06,680 Hello, hello. 531 00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:08,200 How was the massage? 532 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:09,720 Meh. 533 00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:11,280 Oh. 534 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:12,760 THEY LAUGH 535 00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:14,200 Hmm. 536 00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:17,160 So, did you not like it? It was a disaster. 537 00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:19,000 I whipped off my shirt and everything. 538 00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:21,320 "Urgh, you've got stretch marks. Urgh!" 539 00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:23,800 So I said, "All right." Fucking nightmare. 540 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:24,840 HE SIGHS 541 00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:29,560 Maybe not being berated a lot would've felt nice. 542 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:32,840 I've always hated my body, 543 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,600 especially my back with the stretch marks. 544 00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:38,200 Um, I know it's a little thing, but for me it's quite big. 545 00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:45,200 Although Jason's suffering from overexposure to Charlotte... 546 00:24:45,240 --> 00:24:50,240 These yours? Yes. You've already tried them on. 547 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:52,280 ..Ben can't get enough of her. 548 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,440 I always find I end up getting very sleepy in the summer 549 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,440 because of the hay fever tablets I take. What? 550 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:03,040 I get very sleepy in the summer with all the hay fever tablets. 551 00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:05,080 OK, ah. Cos they're the drowsy ones. 552 00:25:05,120 --> 00:25:08,680 The big question now is, is the feeling mutual? 553 00:25:10,360 --> 00:25:12,240 How many songs can you get on there anyway? 554 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,960 Oh, I have like... I have 1,070. 555 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:16,360 Pretty good. Yeah. 556 00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:23,120 I mean, it's sort of great that we've gotten to know each other 557 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:26,880 and that we can... You know, we feel comfortable around each other. 558 00:25:26,920 --> 00:25:28,960 But I'm not interested. 559 00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:33,840 And so, it's going to be tricky. 560 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,440 You know, this is my friend, 561 00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:38,320 this is someone I'm going to have breakfast with tomorrow 562 00:25:38,360 --> 00:25:41,000 and I'm gonna have to be cruel to be kind 563 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,080 and tell him that I'm not interested. 564 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:02,280 Breakfast, breakfast, breakfast. 565 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:03,880 Morning. Morning, guys. 566 00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,480 You all right? Hello. Hey, hey. 567 00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:08,160 You all right? Yeah, I'm good, thank you. Have a good sleep? 568 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:09,320 Er, so-so. 569 00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:12,000 It's day two of the touch phase, 570 00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:15,240 and the sessions are about to intensify. 571 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:19,360 Really, in order to have amazing sex, you need to touch. 572 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,120 You won't be able to make any moves, 573 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,560 you won't be able to seduce someone if you're feeling anxious 574 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:26,000 and worried that everything that you're doing is wrong. 575 00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:29,600 A lot of people, they're holding back all of those animal instincts. 576 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:31,880 They just need to open up. 577 00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:36,360 I think it's one of those things where you've got to just 578 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:40,080 keep on going and try to get yourself to the next step, 579 00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:42,520 ideally without crying, but we'll see. 580 00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:45,680 I'm dreading the group activity. 581 00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:48,040 It's just getting more intimate with touch. 582 00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:52,800 I feel nervous after yesterday's massage catastrophe. Yeah. 583 00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:54,880 I'm not sure what I want to happen next, really - 584 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:56,880 just being desired - that's the key thing for me. 585 00:26:56,920 --> 00:26:59,400 And that's why one of my issues is being wanted and desired 586 00:26:59,440 --> 00:27:01,040 and I don't think I've had that a lot. 587 00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:04,560 But, um, just see what happens and go with it, I guess. 588 00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:11,960 Let's get in first on the back row. Yes, my plan exactly. 589 00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,280 Hello. Welcome back. Welcome back. 590 00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:17,920 Hello. Hi. 591 00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:19,720 Oh, God, here's our therapists. 592 00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:30,680 So, today we're going to go much deeper into touch 593 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,040 and work on dis-inhibition, 594 00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:36,160 and that means letting out a little bit more of your wildness, 595 00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:38,280 a little bit more of your inner animal. 596 00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:40,480 Oh, God. 597 00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:43,680 We are wired for sex, right? We are wired to go after it, 598 00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:45,960 and yet society says, "Shame, shame, shame." 599 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:48,200 And it's... You know, we shut down, 600 00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:50,840 and the animal game helps people to feel the passion 601 00:27:50,880 --> 00:27:52,440 and desire in their body. 602 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:58,800 So, I know, Tom, that you've taken some acting classes, 603 00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:01,360 so I'm wondering if you'd be willing to demo with me? 604 00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:02,920 Yeah, sure. Yes. 605 00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:07,600 Let's get on our hands and knees. 606 00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:11,200 I want you to just start to feel your senses. 607 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:15,400 We close our eyes, and we start to feel this animal inside of us, 608 00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:18,360 and we let that animal go after the other person, 609 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:21,440 actually letting it move, letting it out in our body. 610 00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:25,720 DEEP SIGHS 611 00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:41,800 Tom may be finding his wild side... 612 00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:45,960 ..but for the rest of the group... 613 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:52,200 ..it's too much to bear. 614 00:28:55,880 --> 00:28:58,760 DEEP SIGHS 615 00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:13,120 THEY LAUGH 616 00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:16,560 That was so fun. That was a lot of fun, to be fair. 617 00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:18,120 I enjoyed that. 618 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,840 I felt like a pervert. THEY LAUGH 619 00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:24,800 It was very Jungle Book and I was feeling very Downton Abbey. 620 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,120 I was like... THEY LAUGH 621 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:30,000 I was like, "It's lovely. They're really enjoying it, but also..." 622 00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:31,960 THEY LAUGH 623 00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:34,240 So, someone want to try it? 624 00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,000 Somebody want maybe 80% to try it? 625 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:46,520 The whole roleplay animal thing 626 00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:47,960 just really freaks me out. 627 00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,000 Yeah. Yeah. 628 00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:53,480 Yay. 629 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,800 OK. Does someone want to try it with Charlotte? 630 00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:06,800 Yeah, I'll do it. Amazing. 631 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:09,000 How are you? Just... Hmm. 632 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:12,480 You can change your mind. 633 00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:15,320 Yeah. I... Yeah, I won't do it. It's fine. Yeah, OK. 634 00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:16,600 Do you want to do it with Charlotte? 635 00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:18,920 Do you want me to do it with you? OK. 636 00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:22,040 Are you OK? Yeah. 637 00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:27,320 I've just always felt like I'm ugly and repulsive in some way. 638 00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:28,960 I know that objectively I'm not. 639 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:30,880 But I was bullied in school, 640 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:34,080 and I think the dating experience sort of reinforced that. 641 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:38,040 I'm just not that good-looking. Why would any girl be interested in me? 642 00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:43,280 So, I struggled to...to sort of initiate, er, you know, 643 00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:44,840 contact or intimacy. 644 00:30:44,880 --> 00:30:48,800 We're gonna find our place on the rug. 645 00:30:48,840 --> 00:30:50,800 Real life is awkward, unfortunately, 646 00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,000 and you just simply, you know, you just move on, 647 00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:54,400 you go, "That's... That's how it goes." 648 00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,280 And I'm just not very good at that. 649 00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:02,000 Start to notice that there's another animal here with you. 650 00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:06,560 DEEP SIGHS 651 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:29,360 Men are expected to make that first move. 652 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,720 I think for guys like me who just struggle with that, 653 00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:35,320 making the move and reading the signs, it's very hard. 654 00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:36,960 DEEP SIGHS 655 00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,400 EXPERT LAUGHS That's my happy laugh. 656 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:51,880 This was so hot. 657 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,680 Did you feel any arousal? I'm curious. 658 00:31:57,720 --> 00:31:59,720 I think some, yeah. Yes. 659 00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:09,840 Acting like a zoo animal - that was not for me. 660 00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:13,680 Oh, that was just... It was a bit rough. It was cringe. 661 00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:16,520 I find it interesting - they pretty much say, "Oh, you've done drama, 662 00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:18,400 "so you've done this sort of stuff." 663 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:21,200 Like, I'm not sure I've gone quite that far in drama, to be fair. 664 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:26,840 How did you feel about it all? I flipped our instructor. 665 00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:28,240 I noticed. 666 00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:31,840 Like, I could hear people talking and giggling and I was like... 667 00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:34,200 I had to kind of try and block that out. Yeah. 668 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:35,800 It's like it was like watching a porno. 669 00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:38,000 I felt like a proper pervert. 670 00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:39,960 Were you getting turned on? No. 671 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,760 I thought you'd be one of the first ones up, Jason. 672 00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:43,400 No, I absolutely hated that. 673 00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:48,240 In the back of my head, I had a bit of trepidation about... 674 00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:51,400 ..a bit of fear about it, so I didn't want to do that. 675 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:54,840 Jason's massage experience has set him back, 676 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:57,880 and the experts have sensed that something's changed. 677 00:32:57,920 --> 00:33:01,520 Jason - he's been so gung-ho, and I thought he would be gung-ho today, 678 00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:04,240 but he was way more reserved. 679 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:08,720 We did in our session have very close body-on-body, 680 00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:13,680 but he wasn't able to then move the energy into something more sexual. 681 00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:17,080 OK, so maybe I can build on that, yeah. 682 00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:21,120 Celeste decides Jason needs to put his massage fiasco behind him 683 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:25,400 in a one-on-one session to boost his sexual self-belief. 684 00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:28,800 The only person I've had a sexual experience with is my right hand. 685 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:30,760 I'd love to have more confidence, 686 00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:34,480 I'd love to be able to be intimate - yeah, that's my goal. 687 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:36,800 reach his goal, Celeste wants to try 688 00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:41,200 a different approach to unleash his inner animal. 689 00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:45,240 So, we had the animal game and the touching. We did. 690 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:47,800 Yeah. Seems like the animal game was not doing it for you. 691 00:33:47,840 --> 00:33:49,800 Not my cup of tea, no. So, I was thinking 692 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:52,720 maybe trying some different connection positions 693 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:54,880 to build confidence. Yeah. 694 00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:58,200 Maybe you, like, lying down and us, like, touching each other? 695 00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:00,400 I'm here to try new things, so, yeah. 696 00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:03,440 Well, let's try it, so you can lie down, like here. 697 00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:05,080 On my back or...? Yeah, lie down on your back, 698 00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:06,600 like with your head down there. 699 00:34:06,640 --> 00:34:08,680 I'm going to, like, move in here. 700 00:34:08,720 --> 00:34:11,080 Maybe I'll take off my glasses. 701 00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:16,240 See if you can, like, just connect with your sexy energy. 702 00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:20,040 If you feel the urge to touch back, feel free. 703 00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:21,160 OK. OK? 704 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:23,400 And there's a little bit of intensity 705 00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:26,680 that we're going to kind of try to build between us. 706 00:34:29,160 --> 00:34:30,960 DEEP SIGHS 707 00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:36,680 Whoops. 708 00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:53,560 And you can touch...I can touch your breasts?You can, yeah. 709 00:34:58,600 --> 00:34:59,800 Yeah. 710 00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:03,280 As his confidence builds... 711 00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,200 You're doing good. 712 00:35:05,240 --> 00:35:06,920 THEY LAUGH 713 00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:08,640 ..Celeste makes things harder. 714 00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:13,040 Now I want you to see if you can take your energy seriously now 715 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:16,280 and look at me like, "I want to fuck you," kind of vibe. 716 00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,080 SHE LAUGHS 717 00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:19,760 OK. I'll try. 718 00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:33,360 So good. So good. 719 00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:52,200 Oh, just... 720 00:35:52,240 --> 00:35:53,520 Oh, good. 721 00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:54,800 Oh... 722 00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:59,360 You need a little break, or are you...? I feel a bit hot. 723 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:01,960 You need a little break? Yeah. OK. Hoo! 724 00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:03,640 It's a lot. 725 00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:05,040 It's amazing. 726 00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:09,800 A lot different than hugging. 727 00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:12,520 A lot different than hugging. Yeah. 728 00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:19,680 That is your inner animal. 729 00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:24,600 When you take your desire seriously, it's very compelling. 730 00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:28,280 Whoa. Whoa. 731 00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:31,760 OK. I'll see you soon. Yeah, see you soon. Have a lovely day. 732 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,880 You too. Right, then. Bye. Bye. 733 00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:36,360 Thank you. 734 00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:42,680 I'm feeling incredible, absolutely incredible. 735 00:36:42,720 --> 00:36:44,600 She's a miracle worker. 736 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,320 I was a virgin... Well, I am a virgin still, 737 00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:49,320 but I'm like a different virgin now. I'm closer to losing it. 738 00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:53,880 Ben. How did it go? I kissed her. 739 00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:55,400 Oh. On the cheeks. 740 00:36:55,440 --> 00:36:57,440 You're on cloud nine, are you? 741 00:36:57,480 --> 00:37:00,280 I'm lying down, yeah, and I'm there cupping her breasts, 742 00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:02,200 squeezing and what... Ahhh. 743 00:37:02,240 --> 00:37:04,200 How did that feel? Great. 744 00:37:04,240 --> 00:37:06,600 Felt all glowing, like, "Woohoo!" "Yippee." 745 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:09,040 I feel like Jason is a superstar. 746 00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:13,680 I can't believe how much he has blossomed today. 747 00:37:13,720 --> 00:37:18,040 It is insane. He brought his sexual energy, 748 00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:19,400 eye contact. 749 00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:21,800 He really got what sex is all about. 750 00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:24,800 Are you dancing? 751 00:37:26,600 --> 00:37:28,480 SHE HUMS 752 00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:31,480 We're like the top hat sort of thing! Oh, yeah! 753 00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:39,560 Ooh, I smell banana. 754 00:37:39,600 --> 00:37:42,520 The touch phase of the course is drawing to a close... 755 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:44,240 Ooh, whipped cream, chocolate. 756 00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:46,400 Strawberry laces. Do you like strawberry laces? 757 00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:48,160 I do like strawberry laces. OK. 758 00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:51,440 ..and the group have been served up a tasty exercise. 759 00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:54,200 Smallish bite. I'm not going to put it in too much. 760 00:37:54,240 --> 00:37:57,280 There's something very sensual about feeding each other. 761 00:37:57,320 --> 00:38:00,560 You know, the experience of putting food into someone's mouth, 762 00:38:00,600 --> 00:38:03,440 especially if you do it with, like, a little bit of flirtatiousness. 763 00:38:05,160 --> 00:38:08,440 When you laugh, I know where your face is, and I can slap it! 764 00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:12,240 Technically, this will be the first act of penetration, 765 00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:17,360 so I'm very curious how they put objects inside one another. 766 00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:20,920 Put the whole strawberry in. 767 00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:23,120 Open wide. 768 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:24,640 I'm not opening my mouth wide. 769 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:26,600 You can trust me, you can trust me. 770 00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:29,480 Many of the group are throwing themselves in. 771 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:31,560 You dropped it, man! 772 00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:36,000 Have you ever fed someone before? No. No. You're the first person. 773 00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:38,200 But not everyone is feeling fruity. 774 00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:40,040 Urgh! 775 00:38:40,080 --> 00:38:43,320 I feel like this is probably not the most romantic. 776 00:38:43,360 --> 00:38:45,600 No. No. 777 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:51,240 So far, on the course, it's Ben and Taylor who are holding back 778 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:56,520 the most, so the experts want to see if they can help, starting with Ben. 779 00:38:56,560 --> 00:38:59,160 The animal game was really hard for Ben. 780 00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:02,560 When he volunteered to help out Charlotte 781 00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:06,440 and she said no, she didn't want that, he was very sad. 782 00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:08,560 Yeah, he needs to understand rejection, 783 00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:12,720 and, like, how you survive that as a man dating women. 784 00:39:12,760 --> 00:39:15,160 After Celeste's breakthrough with Jason, 785 00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:18,400 she wants to help Ben find his sexy side, 786 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:21,800 but spontaneity is not his strong point. 787 00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:23,440 I'm quite logical person. I like to think things. 788 00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:24,840 I like to plan for things. 789 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,120 Probably the best example, and this is gonna sound quite sad, 790 00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:30,080 but it's true - I've got a spreadsheet on my PC at home 791 00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:31,600 with just like every date I've been on. 792 00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:33,720 I see dating in the same way 793 00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:35,480 a football manager would see their team. 794 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,160 I like to analyse...analyse things and see what I can do better. 795 00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:44,000 So, can Ben ditch his spreadsheet approach to sex, 796 00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:46,560 with some hands-on practice? 797 00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:50,640 I think if you learn how to hold 798 00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,960 a little bit more flirtatious energy, like... 799 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:56,240 Yeah. I'm gonna do it now with you for a second 800 00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:58,480 and show you what I mean, like... 801 00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:02,160 I'm really enjoying being here with you. 802 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:04,200 That's what I would do to them? Yeah. 803 00:40:04,240 --> 00:40:08,200 So, as you talk to me, just at some point, when you're talking, 804 00:40:08,240 --> 00:40:10,360 give me a touch while you're talking. 805 00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:13,200 I mean, this is quite crude but you are sort of my type, 806 00:40:13,240 --> 00:40:15,760 so it's like, you know... That's not crude. That's a compliment. 807 00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:18,000 Yeah. Thank you. I mean, you are quite attractive, 808 00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:19,320 so, I mean, you know... 809 00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:21,600 I usually go for the hair, actually, sometimes. Yeah? 810 00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:24,400 Yeah, so I sort of do that and... Yeah, it's... 811 00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:26,960 That's actually my total weakness. 812 00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:30,440 Oh, really? Yeah, but I like it really, really slow, like... 813 00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:39,840 Then I feel, like, very precious. 814 00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:41,040 Yeah. Yeah. 815 00:40:41,080 --> 00:40:42,560 So, like... 816 00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:53,080 And I think even if you go a little bit slower, 817 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:55,160 so then it feels more, like, sensual. 818 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:01,320 I do feel tingly when you do that. 819 00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:07,040 Yeah, well, maybe I'm better than I thought I was, but... Mm-hm. 820 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:08,800 You know, it's...it's not something 821 00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:11,800 I have sort of conscious control over. I just sort of, you know... 822 00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:14,240 That's what's good about it - is I feel like you're touching me 823 00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:16,840 just because you desire me and you want to touch me, 824 00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:20,280 not like you're thinking about it, and that's hot. 825 00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:22,400 Yeah. 826 00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:24,480 By losing himself in the moment, 827 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:27,640 Ben's gaining a flair for the physical. 828 00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,440 If you just want to, like, come in and kiss me on the cheek... 829 00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:32,800 ..you don't have to, but you can. 830 00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:36,080 Yeah. 831 00:41:38,440 --> 00:41:41,040 Oh, my goodness... What? 832 00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:42,760 Look at you! 833 00:41:45,560 --> 00:41:47,880 Makes me want to touch you back. 834 00:41:58,040 --> 00:42:00,160 Wow. 835 00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:03,680 You don't realise how much of a confidence-booster this is - 836 00:42:03,720 --> 00:42:05,480 to know I'm doing it good. 837 00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:07,480 It's really great. 838 00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:09,560 You're getting better every time. 839 00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:10,960 Thank you. 840 00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:21,120 It's baby steps, but Ben's session has been a success. 841 00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:27,360 Now the experts want to get to the bottom of what's troubling Taylor. 842 00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:31,240 The furthest I've ever gone with a boy is... 843 00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:35,040 I met a nice guy. He was very attractive and very lovely. 844 00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:38,440 I invited him back, and I was like, "Right, you can do this." 845 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:42,120 I'd convinced myself I was going to lose my virginity. 846 00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:44,080 But I freaked out. 847 00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:45,680 I hit that invisible barrier 848 00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:48,680 and I was just like, "Nope, I can't do it. That's it, I can't." 849 00:42:48,720 --> 00:42:52,560 And he left, and then I just felt so bad and disappointed in myself, 850 00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:56,360 and like I'd let him down, cos I couldn't follow through. 851 00:42:57,720 --> 00:43:01,400 To clarify her thinking, the experts want to pair her 852 00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:04,040 with male surrogate partner therapist Andre. 853 00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:09,760 So, my role in this is to basically stand in 854 00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:15,320 as what could be a potential partner or a potential lover. 855 00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:18,000 And I'm here to support you through the emotion, 856 00:43:18,040 --> 00:43:20,000 the communication transparency. 857 00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:23,840 Surrogate partners help by forming a therapeutic relationship, 858 00:43:23,880 --> 00:43:26,240 supported by a clinical therapist. 859 00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:29,640 I will leave the two of you to enjoy your time together. 860 00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,040 Thanka you. All right. Thank you very much. 861 00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:33,680 I'll see you soon. Take care. 862 00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:42,520 Hmm. 863 00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,840 I'm scared. 864 00:43:44,880 --> 00:43:47,080 Sorry. It's OK. 865 00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:49,280 I've got a lot of emotions about this whole thing, 866 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,800 and they're kind of trickling into everything. 867 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:55,320 There's nothing to be sorry about in displaying emotion. 868 00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:03,440 So, what could potentially be a desired, like, goal or outcome? 869 00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:04,720 Less of this. 870 00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:06,680 OK, then we're on the right track. 871 00:44:06,720 --> 00:44:10,360 I want less of this, and just feeling more comfortable, 872 00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:12,920 like, in a situation where... 873 00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:17,480 I feel like any time it comes to a situation - sorry - where, 874 00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:21,040 like, sex is on the table, I freeze up and I panic. 875 00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:24,400 Mm-hm. I just don't want anyone to touch me or anything like that 876 00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:27,000 because I just feel wrong. 877 00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:28,360 Mmm, OK. 878 00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:32,440 Well, that is exactly why I'm here 879 00:44:32,480 --> 00:44:35,560 and we can practise with one another. 880 00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:43,560 We can explore the things that you came here to explore. 881 00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:46,640 Oh, God. 882 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:54,720 I just want to see how you're feeling. 883 00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:58,320 It feels like there's, like, a knot in my throat. 884 00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:02,000 So, it's generally, like, an uncomfortable feeling? 885 00:45:02,040 --> 00:45:03,760 OK. 886 00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:06,720 Is there anything I can provide for you? Would you like a hug? 887 00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:09,160 No, thank you. OK. 888 00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:16,120 The therapy that was explained to me terrifies me 889 00:45:16,160 --> 00:45:18,240 down to the very depths of my very core. 890 00:45:18,280 --> 00:45:21,200 Well, then, if you'd like... you're welcome to head on out 891 00:45:21,240 --> 00:45:22,920 whenever you're ready. 892 00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:26,200 OK, thank you very much. You're very welcome. 893 00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:28,560 I don't know if I've made any actual progress, 894 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:31,800 because I just kind of get a bit weepy. 895 00:45:31,840 --> 00:45:34,000 I really liked Andre, and he was really lovely. 896 00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:35,160 I'd love to be his friend, 897 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:38,080 but I've been trying to work out why I'm so panicked. 898 00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:42,840 I think it scares me, the fact that he was a man. 899 00:45:47,720 --> 00:45:49,680 Sorry. 900 00:45:49,720 --> 00:45:51,320 Can I just have one minute? 901 00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:57,160 I think I'm upset about more things than I let on. 902 00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:03,200 Next time... Arghh! 903 00:46:03,240 --> 00:46:05,120 ..Jason gets back in the groove... 904 00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:06,720 Just feel the pleasure. 905 00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:08,920 I've got a boner. 906 00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:10,880 ..Taylor tries a fresh approach... 907 00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:14,000 It just feels such a relief to not feel scared at all. 908 00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:15,440 This is my body! 909 00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:18,160 ..and Emma reveals a secret... 910 00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:21,800 You're so much stronger than you think and wiser than you know. 911 00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:23,880 ..as island dates... 912 00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:26,200 Do I make you nervous? A little bit. 913 00:46:26,240 --> 00:46:27,880 ..hot up. 914 00:46:53,960 --> 00:46:56,200 Subtitles by Red Bee Media 914 00:46:57,305 --> 00:47:57,798 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=-