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The Secret Diary of a Nymphomaniac

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- Can I get a cigarette, please?
- Of course.

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May I sit here?

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Yes. Please do.

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- Can I have a drink?
- Of course.

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Pepe, bring us a bottle!

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Listen...

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why don't we go somewhere
more intimate?

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Good idea.

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Pepe, bring it to table 7.

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- I bet you're not from round here.
- No, I'm from Havana.

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Havana? That's cool.

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- You've been there?
- No, but I know it's a marvellous place.

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What do you do for a living, darling?

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Don't answer.
Let me guess...

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Artist?

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No.

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Another bottle?

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Well, er...
I'm getting a little drunk.

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Oh no! I want to get drunk too.
I'm feeling good with you.

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Come on, let's get another one!

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Pepe, another bottle...

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- Would you like to sleep with me?
- Of course, but you must be expensive.

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I am...
but I'm worth it, aren't I?

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Yes... You're worth a million!

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Wait... I'll just get my
things in my dressing room.

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I'll be right back.

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- It's daylight already.
- Don't worry, we're going nearby.

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This way.
It's not far, darling...

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- Where?
- There.

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- You live here?
- Let's say I often come here.

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My head's spinning...

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Police?

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Come at once to Hotel Miramar,
by the port. Room 37.

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A woman's just been murdered.
Hurry up!

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Police.

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Get dressed and come with us.

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I committed that murder while
temporarily unbalanced

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due to drink, after
a violent argument.

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Will you sign?

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I'm innocent... innocent!

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Alright...

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You want me to prove it was a
sadistic and premeditated murder?

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That gets the death penalty!

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Sign, for God's sake,
I'm off on leave.

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I am innocent.

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Throw him in the hole.

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Never mind that bloody idiot!

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Got the autopsy results?

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Not yet, inspector.

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Great!

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Has the guy got any family?

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He's married,
that's all we know.

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I must speak to his wife.
Call her in.

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Yes, sir.

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- Hello?
- I'd like to speak to Mrs Ortiz.

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Yes, it's Mrs Ortiz.

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I'd like to meet you, I have some
rather unpleasant things to tell you.

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What's this about?

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Well, Madam, your husband
has just been arrested.

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He's charged with murder.

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That can't be right!

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It is, Madam.

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In any case, I have to ask you to come
to my office as soon as possible.

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Alright, I'll come.
Goodbye.

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Thank you, Rosa...
Thank you for coming.

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Don't thank me.
The police told me to come.

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How dreadful!

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Rosa, I swear I didn't
kill that girl.

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I don't believe you anymore.

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Why would I have killed her?
You know me...

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- No!
- I'm no killer.

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I don't know you.
I know nothing.

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Despise me if you want.
But don't assume I'm a killer.

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What I assume doesn't matter.

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We're finished now.

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PIease Rosa, you can't
let them sentence me!

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I am still your husband,
don't forget.

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Maybe I will help you.

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But only as much as I would
help any useless bum.

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Goodbye.

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- Did you talk to him?
- Yes.

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- Still think he's innocent?
- I don't know.

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Have you ever heard of
Countess Anna de Monterey?

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No.

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It seems she was closely
connected with the victim.

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- Are you interested?
- No.

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- If I need you, I'll call.
- Goodbye, sir.

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- There's a Mrs Ortiz asking for you.
- Show her in.

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Alright, ma'am.

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- Hello.
- Hello, Miss.

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I'm sorry to disturb you
but I need to talk to you.

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Please sit down.

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- May I offer you a drink?
- No, thanks.

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What's this about?

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My husband is in prison
on a murder charge.

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So what?
I don't understand.

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Let me finish.

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He's accused of killing a young
prostitute called Linda Vargas.

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Ah, Linda...

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And you want information
about Linda Vargas?

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I believe my husband is innocent.
Don't you?

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I don't care.
I don't know Mr...?

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- Ortiz.
- Ortiz?

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Who told you she knew me?

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The inspector in charge.

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He asked me about you and the connection
between you and Linda Vargas.

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- What do you know about Linda's life?
- Nothing.

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I can't see the link between
a rich woman and a cheap whore.

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You're surprised that a girl
like Linda was my friend?

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It also surprises me sometimes.

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Come closer...

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When I first met little Linda,
she'd not been in town long.

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She was a bit lost, since she came
from a miserable little village.

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One day she got bored
of that dull life

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and ran away from
her parents' house.

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And that was Linda's first
physical contact with a man.

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But the lure of the city
must have been stronger

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for Linda stayed here anyway.

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She worked in many places
and had other bitter experiences.

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- Linda...
- 23...

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Come here!

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Coming!

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I need you for a while.

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- Your panties!
- Oh no!

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- Don't make a fuss, you bitch!
- Please don't!

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- You like that, don't you?
- Please don't!

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- Come on, spread them!
- Leave me alone!

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One day she came
to deliver some linen.

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Anyone in?

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I'd never made love
with a girl before.

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For me it was a new
and exciting feeling.

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Her mouth was so
soft and so warm!

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She gave me an intense pleasure,
more than any man could.

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She was discovering orgasm.

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Linda was very tight

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and had only ever made love to
men for whom she felt no desire.

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They hurt her when
they penetrated her.

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She stayed with me.
We loved each other.

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She was just a kid,
naive, spontaneous, wild.

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I taught her women's secrets
and the subtleties of love-making.

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It was a voyage of
discovery for both of us.

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She learned to give herself entirely
and eagerly, holding back nothing.

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Soon she came to seek
pleasure for its own sake.

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- Are you alone?
- Yes.

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Where's Anna?

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At the hairdresser's, I think.

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You smoke, don't you?

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Sure!

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I've got a bit of a cold.

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Yes, I know...

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You know, you've become
a beautiful girl...

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In fact, I wasn'tjealous...
not yet.

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It was all part of a game.
A new one I wanted to play...

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because it sounded like fun.

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So it was thanks to me that Linda
learnt how to make love to a man,

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to get orgasms
from a male organ,

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to feel the intoxicating sensation
as it thrusts inside you.

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She fell in love with Alberto

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and they went on
seeing each other.

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But without me. I was excluded
from their sex romps.

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They used to meet in a trendy
disco called The Lucky Ghost.

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It was there Linda met Maria,

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a gorgeous Brazilian, who
later became her lover.

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I love you, Alberto.
I love you with all my being.

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You're my first and
probably only true love.

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You took your time answering!

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- Sorry, ma'am. We didn't expect you.
- Is my husband in?

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- I don't know, ma'am. I think so, but...
- Thank you.

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Forgive me, Angela,
I can explain...

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Don't bother.

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Listen!

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I give you 10 minutes, not a
second more, to leave this house.

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You and this "girl"...

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But Angela, don't be like this.
She means nothing to me!

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You dared bring her here!
I guess it's not the first time... Go!

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Get out now!

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Go back to being a cheap
playboy, you loser!

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Forgive me.
Forgive me, Angela!

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Forgive me.

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Without you I'm nothing,
I know that.

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Get rid of this whore...

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Then we'll see.

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Get out!

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Get out of here!

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The days that followed this
break-up were terrible for Linda.

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She lay prostrate in
bed for days on end.

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I was planning a few
weeks' vacation in the Bahamas.

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That night, I was having a
drink with some friends

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and Linda was wandering
in the house.

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Her eyes were blank,
the very image of despair.

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- What's wrong, Linda?
- What's it to you?

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Why that tone of voice?
What have I done?

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Nothing.

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You dumped me!

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Abandoned me...
just when I needed you most.

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What do you think?

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I need your permission
to go on vacation?

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Remember, you're just a little slut
I picked up out of charity.

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Bitch!

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I didn't take it too seriously.

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I left the next day.

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After I'd gone, Linda hung out
with her new friend, the stripper Maria.

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She was friends with a photographer

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who specialised in a
certain type of picture.

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Perfect!
That's it...

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Be sexy, very sexy...
Lustful...

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Great! Very good!
Right...

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That's it... Fantastic!

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These pics have to make people
horny, really get them going!

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What soft skin...

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Here, I'll fix your belt,
it's sexier like this...

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Come here, Linda!

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That's right, just like that. Great...

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Now a little action, kittens!

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Who are these women?
What's going on here?

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Get out!

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Get out of here!

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Next morning,
she left without a word.

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Later, I heard she was
posing for porn photos.

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It was then Linda started on drugs.

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Alberto met her a few
days after she left me.

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She was off her head and spent
hours more or less prostrate.

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Come with me.

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Did you ask your wife first?

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- You coward! Loser!
- Shut up. I'll take you home...

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- Might she have killed herself?
- It's very possible.

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Do you know if she had
already met my husband?

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She met lots of people,
slept with lots of people...

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Both men and women.

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A nymphomaniac, then?

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Since you say so... Yes!

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A nymphomaniac.

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Heartless...

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Reckless...

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and stupid!

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- Did you ask to see me, ma'am?
- Yes, but sit down...

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Can I get a drink?

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Yes. Waiter, please...?

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What's wrong?

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I am alone.

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We're all alone, you know...

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Anyway, you're no
longer alone, baby!

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What's up?

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Are you afraid?

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Is this the first time you... ?

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It's the first time I've
been in a place like this.

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What are you looking for?

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You know Linda Vargas?

256
00:45:01,450 --> 00:45:05,120
It's my husband who's
accused of murdering Linda.

257
00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:08,950
Yes... So what do you want?

258
00:45:09,290 --> 00:45:10,660
I don't know...

259
00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:17,660
To weep, to die,
to avenge myself...

260
00:45:19,250 --> 00:45:20,200
On whom?

261
00:45:20,370 --> 00:45:23,080
On everyone, on life...

262
00:45:25,330 --> 00:45:27,160
And I also want to know...

263
00:45:44,910 --> 00:45:45,990
I go in first.

264
00:46:18,540 --> 00:46:20,120
I don't like to wear clothes.

265
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:35,080
Tell me...

266
00:46:35,750 --> 00:46:37,790
Had he drunk a lot,
my husband?

267
00:46:42,540 --> 00:46:45,370
Yes. A dozen bottles of champagne...

268
00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:48,620
At least!

269
00:46:48,790 --> 00:46:51,990
- Your friend was some slut!
- That was herjob...

270
00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:54,700
And it's mine too, you know?

271
00:46:55,330 --> 00:47:00,450
We don't get much for stripping.
Fortunately we get a cut on the drinks.

272
00:47:01,290 --> 00:47:04,870
I'm sure my husband didn't kill Linda.
He couldn't have.

273
00:47:08,370 --> 00:47:11,790
How do you know? Maybe he's a
sadist like Jack the Ripper?

274
00:47:11,950 --> 00:47:14,580
- Men are capable of anything, you know.
- Thanks.

275
00:47:15,830 --> 00:47:17,990
Do you like to walk round naked?

276
00:47:22,750 --> 00:47:24,160
I like my body.

277
00:47:25,200 --> 00:47:26,700
I like to look at myself.

278
00:47:27,950 --> 00:47:29,790
I like to touch myself...

279
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:31,040
Don't you?

280
00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:33,450
I don't know...

281
00:47:34,910 --> 00:47:37,120
I never looked at myself naked.

282
00:47:37,700 --> 00:47:39,240
Nor has my husband!

283
00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:49,160
- Even when you fucked?
- Then...

284
00:47:49,700 --> 00:47:51,370
We turned the lights off!

285
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:55,080
Stop!

286
00:48:58,450 --> 00:49:01,240
Is it turning you off or on?

287
00:49:02,870 --> 00:49:04,950
Both, perhaps.

288
00:49:20,700 --> 00:49:26,830
I finally realised that fucking
is really all I like to do.

289
00:49:27,750 --> 00:49:34,450
A girl's soft crotch or a
beautiful penis is all I need.

290
00:49:35,370 --> 00:49:38,490
Yet, sometimes I still remember
my village, my grandmother.

291
00:49:40,040 --> 00:49:43,540
She was the only one in my
family who had any heart.

292
00:49:43,700 --> 00:49:48,200
The only one who understood me.
Maybe I should have stayed with her.

293
00:49:48,370 --> 00:49:52,910
If God exists, I hope he hasn't been
as hard on her as he has on me.

294
00:49:53,080 --> 00:49:56,040
I also often think of the
Countess de Monterey.

295
00:49:56,200 --> 00:50:00,950
We share so many memories.
Sad memories and passionate ones too.

296
00:50:01,120 --> 00:50:03,950
Memories of hot and
wonderful embraces.

297
00:50:04,870 --> 00:50:07,700
Anna, your mouth on my vulva
brought me back to life.

298
00:50:07,870 --> 00:50:12,040
A shame you're such a frivolous,
arrogant and cruel creature.

299
00:50:13,830 --> 00:50:15,290
What are you reading?

300
00:50:16,790 --> 00:50:18,410
Linda's diary.

301
00:50:20,450 --> 00:50:25,240
I want to give my body and my vulva
to all my brothers and sisters.

302
00:50:25,410 --> 00:50:29,330
To all those whom life has
offered only pain and misery.

303
00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:36,700
You still think such a girl
was only a cheap whore?

304
00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:39,540
I don't know.
I'm not sure anymore.

305
00:50:45,870 --> 00:50:48,870
I'd like to place an ad saying:

306
00:50:49,370 --> 00:50:51,700
To all the sad and rebuffed ones...

307
00:50:51,870 --> 00:50:56,410
those with neither money, beauty
or courage to have a woman,

308
00:50:56,580 --> 00:51:01,540
I offer my warm vagina and my writhing
buttocks, so they can penetrate me.

309
00:51:01,910 --> 00:51:05,160
I offer myself to you, young boys
wanking over a photo of a pretty girl,

310
00:51:05,330 --> 00:51:07,870
lesbians who are too scared
to approach a woman.

311
00:51:11,200 --> 00:51:15,040
Today I met a wonderful creature,
Maria Toledano.

312
00:51:15,700 --> 00:51:20,450
She's such a turn on when she dances
that I came just watching her move.

313
00:51:21,290 --> 00:51:25,790
The way she looked at me,
I immediately knew she liked girls.

314
00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:28,120
I'm sure she likes me.

315
00:51:28,540 --> 00:51:31,410
Tomorrow I will dance to
arouse her, to seduce her.

316
00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:36,790
I will try to make her feel as I did when
I saw her move her beautiful little ass.

317
00:51:37,540 --> 00:51:41,830
She must be mine and I must be hers.
There's no other way.

318
00:53:08,450 --> 00:53:10,330
Now Maria is mine.

319
00:53:10,870 --> 00:53:12,830
Her touch fills me with joy.

320
00:53:13,290 --> 00:53:17,990
And I hope that mine penetrate her as
deeply as a black man's huge penis.

321
00:53:18,290 --> 00:53:21,200
To see her come at the touch
of my tongue, of my fingers...

322
00:53:21,370 --> 00:53:23,330
gives me such pleasure.

323
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:25,620
It's my revenge on life.

324
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:29,200
And when her hot full
lips explore my vagina...

325
00:53:29,370 --> 00:53:33,120
When her fingers penetrate me
from both sides and almost meet

326
00:53:33,370 --> 00:53:34,910
I scream with pleasure.

327
00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,660
Sometimes I have weird fantasies

328
00:53:37,950 --> 00:53:42,240
I'd like to give her to a man. He wouldn't
take her, I would give her to him...

329
00:53:42,410 --> 00:53:44,700
but she wouldn't get pleasure from him.
Definitely not!

330
00:53:45,290 --> 00:53:49,120
After his failure, I would
have him watch her come

331
00:53:49,290 --> 00:53:50,870
as my fingers caress her.

332
00:53:51,870 --> 00:53:55,370
My revenge on all men who have
humiliated and abused me...

333
00:53:55,540 --> 00:53:57,540
who forced themselves on me!

334
00:54:38,830 --> 00:54:39,910
My key!

335
00:54:41,790 --> 00:54:43,290
Always the bloody same!

336
00:54:47,910 --> 00:54:50,870
Yesterday evening
we had a fun adventure.

337
00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:54,870
There's this photographer staying at
our hotel. Probably a German dyke.

338
00:54:55,040 --> 00:54:56,950
I noticed that as soon as I saw her.

339
00:54:57,620 --> 00:55:01,160
She phoned and asked if we'd
pose for some dirty pics.

340
00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:04,990
Even on the phone
I could hear her excitement.

341
00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:08,740
I bet she'd been listening to us
making love through the wall...

342
00:55:08,910 --> 00:55:11,200
while pleasuring herself.

343
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:15,990
Whatever, her proposal
seemed like a stroke of luck,

344
00:55:16,500 --> 00:55:20,160
a chance to start
a new existence.

345
00:56:38,750 --> 00:56:41,660
I'm your neighbour, Miss Schatz.
I'm a photographer

346
00:56:41,830 --> 00:56:44,700
and I'd love you to pose
for some special pictures.

347
00:56:44,870 --> 00:56:46,990
It's well paid and will be fun!

348
00:56:47,410 --> 00:56:48,450
Right.
See you tomorrow, then.

349
00:57:33,700 --> 00:57:34,790
Let's go!

350
00:58:42,330 --> 00:58:43,490
Don't move!

351
00:58:44,910 --> 00:58:47,240
Great... Perfect...
Don't move!

352
00:59:01,370 --> 00:59:06,700
Yes... That's the one, darlings.
Don't move...There...

353
00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:36,700
Oh, yes! Yes! Like that... Yes!
Hold it...

354
01:00:09,290 --> 01:00:12,370
That first photo session
was more like a party.

355
01:00:12,660 --> 01:00:16,870
The thought of someone taking
naked pictures of me making love...

356
01:00:17,040 --> 01:00:18,410
was very exciting to me.

357
01:00:19,540 --> 01:00:22,240
It was such a turn-on
that we got soaking wet

358
01:00:22,410 --> 01:00:24,410
and ended up
making love for real

359
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:27,620
while the photographer
got off on that.

360
01:00:27,790 --> 01:00:31,080
The thought that the pictures would
turn on both men and women...

361
01:00:31,250 --> 01:00:34,490
was delightful.
And best of all, I got paid!

362
01:00:34,660 --> 01:00:39,870
By the way, I've never understood
why society disapproves...

363
01:00:40,040 --> 01:00:44,080
of people of the
same sex making love

364
01:00:44,250 --> 01:00:48,580
while it's normal with someone of
the "opposite" sex, as they say.

365
01:00:49,500 --> 01:00:52,660
All's fair in love.
All is pure

366
01:00:52,830 --> 01:00:56,540
Only love can save us from
boredom and numbness.

367
01:00:56,700 --> 01:00:59,490
Only love can sometimes
make life worth living...

368
01:00:59,660 --> 01:01:02,040
and physical love above all else.

369
01:01:02,500 --> 01:01:05,370
Whenever I feel down,
which is often...

370
01:01:05,540 --> 01:01:10,240
I think about a nice penis or a
woman's hot tongue and I feel better.

371
01:01:10,410 --> 01:01:14,120
When my sweet pussy opens
up and gets moist...

372
01:01:14,290 --> 01:01:16,120
that's when real life begins.

373
01:01:16,620 --> 01:01:20,200
What happens before and after
is just useless wandering.

374
01:01:55,000 --> 01:02:01,700
Maria and me sometimes met up with
other losers like us to smoke weed.

375
01:02:02,080 --> 01:02:03,790
Share a joint, as they say.

376
01:02:14,200 --> 01:02:16,120
At the end of the day,
it's a bit of a downer

377
01:02:16,290 --> 01:02:20,950
but sometimes it can make life
seem a little less sad.

378
01:02:22,540 --> 01:02:25,490
Anyway, that was how
I got to meet the doctor.

379
01:05:54,120 --> 01:05:55,330
Open up in the name of the law!

380
01:06:03,750 --> 01:06:04,740
Police!

381
01:06:04,910 --> 01:06:06,330
Drug Squad.

382
01:06:13,700 --> 01:06:15,540
Remove your glasses!

383
01:07:16,910 --> 01:07:20,160
Please Miss, can you come here?

384
01:07:34,410 --> 01:07:35,450
What is it?

385
01:07:36,160 --> 01:07:37,240
Come with me.

386
01:07:38,830 --> 01:07:40,910
So that's why they released me!

387
01:07:41,910 --> 01:07:45,740
- Don't be a fool...
- Oh, I'm a fool alright!

388
01:07:46,080 --> 01:07:47,830
But an interesting one.

389
01:07:48,500 --> 01:07:49,830
How old are you?

390
01:07:50,660 --> 01:07:53,290
- Twenty.
- You're not really into drugs.

391
01:07:54,200 --> 01:07:55,540
So what's going on?

392
01:07:58,120 --> 01:08:00,330
I don't know... Nothing.

393
01:08:00,870 --> 01:08:02,370
Do you have any family?

394
01:08:03,540 --> 01:08:05,490
I guess so. In the country.

395
01:08:05,660 --> 01:08:09,540
I'll try to give you one.
At least for a while.

396
01:08:14,080 --> 01:08:16,160
This is my house and my clinic.

397
01:08:16,330 --> 01:08:18,990
- Doesn't look like a clinic.
- But it is.

398
01:08:19,330 --> 01:08:22,660
True, there's no surgery,
no expensive equipment.

399
01:08:22,830 --> 01:08:26,410
It's a place to rest.
You'Il find peace and quiet here.

400
01:08:30,540 --> 01:08:32,200
Let me show you your room.

401
01:08:38,160 --> 01:08:40,830
Thus began my new existence.

402
01:08:41,000 --> 01:08:45,410
The doctor said he would remake me
into someone healthy and clean.

403
01:08:46,040 --> 01:08:48,990
I kept telling him he
was wasting his time,

404
01:08:49,450 --> 01:08:51,830
that I was too far gone already

405
01:08:53,040 --> 01:08:54,620
but he wouldn't give up.

406
01:08:55,160 --> 01:08:56,830
He talked about music,

407
01:08:57,000 --> 01:08:59,790
youth crisis, about
artificial highs,

408
01:08:59,950 --> 01:09:03,410
platonic love, spiritual
union and so on...

409
01:09:03,580 --> 01:09:07,160
To be honest, I didn't really
understand everything.

410
01:09:08,120 --> 01:09:11,160
But I was proud to be
treated like a human being.

411
01:09:11,660 --> 01:09:16,080
One day, I offered myself to him.
Asked him to make love to me.

412
01:09:16,790 --> 01:09:17,910
He didn'twant to.

413
01:09:18,660 --> 01:09:19,950
He wouldn't kiss me.

414
01:09:20,660 --> 01:09:22,410
Didn't even come
with me to my room.

415
01:09:23,000 --> 01:09:25,410
Precisely because he
was attracted to me

416
01:09:25,580 --> 01:09:29,120
but he thought it would have been
unfair to take advantage of me.

417
01:09:30,200 --> 01:09:32,660
I felt terribly disappointed.

418
01:11:31,410 --> 01:11:32,490
Come...

419
01:11:41,750 --> 01:11:43,290
No, no...

420
01:11:50,000 --> 01:11:51,330
Try to sleep.

421
01:12:57,330 --> 01:12:59,790
Before coming here, to Guanaquil...

422
01:12:59,950 --> 01:13:02,370
long ago...
I was only 14 then...

423
01:13:03,790 --> 01:13:08,740
I lived in a house like this,
but not so grand, of course.

424
01:13:09,910 --> 01:13:12,910
In the mornings, there
was the same fresh air.

425
01:13:14,250 --> 01:13:17,990
And just as here, the birds
would sing outside my window.

426
01:13:20,080 --> 01:13:22,450
Why did you leave your village?

427
01:13:24,790 --> 01:13:27,160
I wanted to experience
life in a big city.

428
01:13:28,250 --> 01:13:31,740
I used to watch TV in a
bar near my house...

429
01:13:33,790 --> 01:13:37,450
The streets full of life, the
hustle and bustle everywhere...

430
01:13:38,370 --> 01:13:42,330
All these bright lights
literally fascinated me.

431
01:13:43,120 --> 01:13:44,990
So one day I took the train.

432
01:13:46,450 --> 01:13:48,200
And I never went back.

433
01:13:48,910 --> 01:13:49,910
Why?

434
01:13:55,790 --> 01:13:56,830
A man...

435
01:13:58,200 --> 01:14:00,240
a stranger I met...

436
01:14:01,620 --> 01:14:03,490
raped me in a fairground.

437
01:14:04,000 --> 01:14:05,410
I cried out, screamed...

438
01:14:07,500 --> 01:14:10,120
but the music drowned
my cries for help.

439
01:14:12,160 --> 01:14:15,450
It all span round in my
head like the Ferris wheel.

440
01:14:16,080 --> 01:14:19,410
He was red faced, like
a slaughtered pig.

441
01:14:19,790 --> 01:14:23,660
He threatened to kill me...
He beat me!

442
01:14:25,370 --> 01:14:28,040
Carmen! Carmen!

443
01:14:28,500 --> 01:14:29,490
Yes, doctor?

444
01:14:29,660 --> 01:14:32,240
Put her to bed and give
her two sedative pills.

445
01:15:06,370 --> 01:15:10,160
The day after I confided
in him, I escaped.

446
01:15:10,330 --> 01:15:15,490
My body was craving for caresses,
penetrations and kisses...

447
01:15:17,950 --> 01:15:19,700
I've really missed you.

448
01:16:38,120 --> 01:16:39,330
Where were you?

449
01:16:39,790 --> 01:16:42,700
I... I don't know.

450
01:16:44,080 --> 01:16:45,080
Undress!

451
01:17:07,080 --> 01:17:08,290
What do you want?

452
01:17:11,450 --> 01:17:14,160
I really tried to put
you on the right road

453
01:17:14,330 --> 01:17:15,830
but you're just a whore!

454
01:17:19,540 --> 01:17:22,120
Since my efforts
have been in vain,

455
01:17:23,410 --> 01:17:25,740
I may as well get
something out of it...

456
01:18:09,580 --> 01:18:11,580
Now, get out of here!

457
01:18:14,040 --> 01:18:16,120
And so I went back to Maria.

458
01:18:16,370 --> 01:18:18,660
But something inside me had died.

459
01:18:19,160 --> 01:18:21,080
I had trusted that man.

460
01:18:21,450 --> 01:18:23,910
I thought he could
save me from myself

461
01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:26,740
but in the end, he behaved
like all the others.

462
01:18:27,450 --> 01:18:29,330
Maybe it was my fault anyway.

463
01:18:30,370 --> 01:18:33,790
Maybe I carry in me the seeds
of my own destruction.

464
01:19:01,450 --> 01:19:03,620
Excuse me, I'll be right back...

465
01:19:11,000 --> 01:19:12,450
Oh, Alberto!

466
01:19:20,000 --> 01:19:21,200
Let me go!

467
01:19:21,950 --> 01:19:23,580
What do you want?

468
01:19:24,290 --> 01:19:25,330
Spit it out!

469
01:19:25,500 --> 01:19:26,700
It's you I want!

470
01:19:26,870 --> 01:19:29,200
I don't want you to hang out
with these doped up hippies.

471
01:19:29,370 --> 01:19:31,450
I've looked for you everywhere.

472
01:19:33,410 --> 01:19:36,240
Really? Why?

473
01:19:37,290 --> 01:19:39,830
Because I've realised
I really care for you.

474
01:19:40,540 --> 01:19:43,490
- You're really something!
- Listen to me.

475
01:19:45,160 --> 01:19:48,410
I've thought a lot...
about you and me...

476
01:19:48,580 --> 01:19:50,660
If you want to,
I'm ready to give it all up.

477
01:19:55,580 --> 01:19:57,950
Shame it took you so
long to work out.

478
01:19:58,410 --> 01:20:00,450
Sorry, but you're too late.

479
01:20:08,750 --> 01:20:13,200
I went back to Maria, but I feel alone.
I don't like my life anymore.

480
01:20:13,660 --> 01:20:17,240
The time has come for me
to finish with it all.

481
01:20:17,830 --> 01:20:20,490
I would like them to
write on my grave:

482
01:20:21,620 --> 01:20:25,080
"Here lies a poor girl
who lived only for love."

483
01:20:30,540 --> 01:20:34,330
Don't cry.
Linda wouldn't have wanted that.

484
01:20:43,410 --> 01:20:46,660
- Is that better?
- Yes. Don't stop...

485
01:21:11,160 --> 01:21:13,620
I recognised him when
he came into the club.

486
01:21:13,790 --> 01:21:16,120
The beast who has ruined my life.

487
01:21:16,290 --> 01:21:21,660
Since I've decided to kill myself,
I'll frame him for my murder.

488
01:23:31,660 --> 01:23:33,910
Maria, please...

489
01:23:37,160 --> 01:23:38,950
Can I take this?

490
01:23:41,620 --> 01:23:42,700
Yes.

491
01:23:43,040 --> 01:23:44,080
Thank you.

492
01:24:50,450 --> 01:24:53,080
That man destroyed my life.

493
01:24:54,040 --> 01:24:56,490
I was only a child when he raped me.

494
01:24:57,370 --> 01:25:00,950
If there is anyjustice, he must pay.

495
01:25:01,290 --> 01:25:02,620
He must pay!

496
01:25:03,080 --> 01:25:06,200
He must pay! He must pay!

497
01:25:38,700 --> 01:25:42,370
A Robert de Nesle
production

498
01:25:55,040 --> 01:26:00,620
The Secret Diary of a Nymphomaniac

499
01:26:01,290 --> 01:26:03,490
Written by Jesus Franco Manera

500
01:26:03,660 --> 01:26:06,540
Adaptation and dialog
Elisabeth Ledu de Nesle

501
01:26:11,700 --> 01:26:14,290
Cinematographer
Gérard Brissaud

502
01:26:15,450 --> 01:26:17,620
Continuity
Nicole Guettard

503
01:26:19,200 --> 01:26:21,450
Stills
Mario Lippert

504
01:26:22,950 --> 01:26:26,040
Edited by G. Kikoïne

505
01:26:27,120 --> 01:26:30,080
Music

506
01:26:31,080 --> 01:26:33,490
Directed by
Clifford Brown

507
01:26:35,250 --> 01:26:37,950
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