The Perks of Being a Wallflower

1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm 2 00:00:55,932 --> 00:00:58,935 ♪ The only time I feel good falling 3 00:00:59,018 --> 00:01:02,855 ♪ Is when I'm falling fast and hard for you 4 00:01:06,484 --> 00:01:09,403 ♪ The last two digits when I'm calling ♪ 5 00:01:09,487 --> 00:01:13,991 ♪ Fade away but somehow I'll get through ♪ 6 00:01:17,161 --> 00:01:20,081 ♪ The only time I feel good sinking 7 00:01:20,164 --> 00:01:24,669 ♪ Is when I'm sinking fast and deep for you ,) 8 00:01:27,755 --> 00:01:30,591 ♪ You caught me as I was winking ,) 9 00:01:30,675 --> 00:01:36,514 Now [I think my winking days are through 10 00:01:37,431 --> 00:01:42,520 ♪ Could it be another change 11 00:01:42,603 --> 00:01:47,900 ♪ To come and rearrange?) 12 00:01:47,984 --> 00:01:54,282 oJ Why can't she just feel that way I do? J," 13 00:01:57,702 --> 00:02:00,121 Dear friend... 14 00:02:00,204 --> 00:02:04,458 I am writing to you because she said you listen and understand. 15 00:02:04,542 --> 00:02:06,627 And didn't try to sleep with that person at that party... 16 00:02:06,711 --> 00:02:08,421 even though you could have. 17 00:02:09,547 --> 00:02:12,091 Please, don't try to figure out who I am. 18 00:02:12,174 --> 00:02:14,260 I don't want you to do that. 19 00:02:14,343 --> 00:02:17,305 I just need to know that people like you exist. 20 00:02:17,388 --> 00:02:19,682 Like, if you met me you wouldn't.. 21 00:02:19,765 --> 00:02:23,769 think I was the weird kid who spent time in the hospital. 22 00:02:26,522 --> 00:02:28,524 And I wouldn't make you nervous. 23 00:02:30,067 --> 00:02:33,321 I hope it's okay for me to think that. 24 00:02:33,404 --> 00:02:35,698 You see, I haven't really talked to anyone... 25 00:02:35,781 --> 00:02:37,908 outside of my family all summer. 26 00:02:37,992 --> 00:02:41,287 But tomorrow is my first day of high school ever. 27 00:02:41,370 --> 00:02:44,206 And I need to turn things around. 28 00:02:44,290 --> 00:02:46,959 So / have a plan. 29 00:02:47,043 --> 00:02:48,836 As I enter the school for the first time... 30 00:02:48,919 --> 00:02:50,671 I will visualize what it will be like... 31 00:02:50,755 --> 00:02:53,716 on the last day of my senior year. 32 00:02:53,799 --> 00:02:56,177 Unfortunately, I counted and that's— 33 00:02:57,428 --> 00:02:59,555 Hop, freshman toads! Hop! Let's move it! 34 00:02:59,638 --> 00:03:03,184 1,385 days from now. 35 00:03:03,267 --> 00:03:05,478 We worked out all summer. Rock hard. 36 00:03:05,561 --> 00:03:07,646 Hey, you know what? Why don't you guys get a room? 37 00:03:07,730 --> 00:03:12,318 Just 1,385 days. 38 00:03:12,401 --> 00:03:16,238 In the meantime, I'd hoped that my sister, Candace, and her boyfriend, Derek... 39 00:03:16,322 --> 00:03:18,324 would have let me eat lunch with their Earth Club. 40 00:03:18,407 --> 00:03:19,742 Seniors only. 41 00:03:21,452 --> 00:03:23,204 What are you doing with that plastic spork? 42 00:03:23,287 --> 00:03:25,414 I don't wanna bring back silverware. 43 00:03:25,498 --> 00:03:29,877 Derek, you're Earth Club treasurer. Come on! 44 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:32,380 When my sister said "No," I thought... 45 00:03:32,463 --> 00:03:36,425 maybe my old friend Susan would wanna have lunch with me. 46 00:03:36,509 --> 00:03:40,513 In middle school, Susan was very fun to be around... 47 00:03:40,596 --> 00:03:43,599 but now she doesn't like to say "Hi" to me anymore. 48 00:03:43,682 --> 00:03:45,184 And then there's Brad Hays. 49 00:03:45,267 --> 00:03:48,270 Before my older brother went to play football for Penn State... 50 00:03:48,354 --> 00:03:49,980 he and Brad played together... 51 00:03:50,064 --> 00:03:52,650 so I thought maybe he'd say "Hi" to me. 52 00:03:52,733 --> 00:03:54,402 But Brad's a senior. 53 00:03:54,485 --> 00:03:57,238 And I'm me. So who am I kidding? 54 00:03:57,321 --> 00:03:59,448 On the bright side... 55 00:03:59,532 --> 00:04:02,910 one senior decided to make fun of the teacher instead of the freshmen. 56 00:04:02,993 --> 00:04:05,955 He even drew on Mr. Callahan's legendary goatee... 57 00:04:06,038 --> 00:04:07,415 with a grease pencil. 58 00:04:10,292 --> 00:04:12,920 The prick punch is not a toy. 59 00:04:13,003 --> 00:04:15,881 I learned that back in 'Nam in '68. 60 00:04:15,965 --> 00:04:17,758 "Callahan," sergeant said... 61 00:04:17,842 --> 00:04:18,884 "you put down that prick punch. 62 00:04:18,968 --> 00:04:20,928 You go kill some gooks." 63 00:04:21,011 --> 00:04:22,805 And you know what happened? 64 00:04:22,888 --> 00:04:26,434 That prick punch killed my best friend in a Saigon whorehouse. 65 00:04:26,517 --> 00:04:29,812 I heard you were gonna be in my class. 66 00:04:29,895 --> 00:04:31,188 Are you proud to be a senior... 67 00:04:31,272 --> 00:04:34,316 having to take freshman shop, Patty-Cakes? 68 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:36,110 Look, my name is Patrick. 69 00:04:36,193 --> 00:04:38,362 Either you call me Patrick or you call me nothing. 70 00:04:38,446 --> 00:04:40,448 Okay, Nothing. 71 00:04:42,408 --> 00:04:44,368 I felt really bad for Patrick. 72 00:04:44,452 --> 00:04:48,247 He wasn't doing the impersonation to be mean or anything. 73 00:04:48,330 --> 00:04:51,208 He was just trying to make us freshmen feel better. 74 00:04:51,292 --> 00:04:54,128 Nothing, why don't you read first? 75 00:04:54,211 --> 00:04:56,839 All right. "Chapter One. 76 00:04:56,922 --> 00:04:58,924 Surviving your fascist shop teacher... 77 00:04:59,008 --> 00:05:00,718 who needs to put kids down to feel big." 78 00:05:00,801 --> 00:05:03,095 Oh, wow, this is useful, guys. We should read on. 79 00:05:04,388 --> 00:05:07,475 My last class of the day is Advanced English... 80 00:05:07,558 --> 00:05:09,351 and I'm really excited to finally learn... 81 00:05:09,435 --> 00:05:12,062 with the smartest kids in the school. 82 00:05:12,146 --> 00:05:15,149 Nice Trapper Keeper, faggot. 83 00:05:15,232 --> 00:05:18,569 Believe it or not, she's gotten straight A's since kindergarten. 84 00:05:19,570 --> 00:05:21,906 Shh! 85 00:05:21,989 --> 00:05:23,449 I'm Mr. Anderson. 86 00:05:23,532 --> 00:05:25,701 I'm gonna be your teacher for freshman English. 87 00:05:25,784 --> 00:05:27,119 This semester we're gonna learn about... 88 00:05:27,203 --> 00:05:29,121 Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird. 89 00:05:29,205 --> 00:05:30,623 Genius book. 90 00:05:30,706 --> 00:05:32,791 Now, who'd like to get out of the first pop quiz? 91 00:05:34,793 --> 00:05:37,671 I'm shocked. All right. Well, you can skip the quiz... 92 00:05:37,755 --> 00:05:40,132 if you tell me which author invented the paperback book. 93 00:05:41,008 --> 00:05:42,510 Anyone? 94 00:05:42,593 --> 00:05:44,261 He was British. 95 00:05:44,345 --> 00:05:46,222 He also invented the serial. 96 00:05:46,305 --> 00:05:50,726 In fact, at the end of the third chapter of his first novel... 97 00:05:50,809 --> 00:05:54,980 he had a man hanging from a cliff by his fingernails. 98 00:05:55,064 --> 00:05:56,732 Hence the term "cliff hanger." 99 00:05:57,566 --> 00:05:59,360 Anybody? 100 00:05:59,443 --> 00:06:01,403 - Yeah? - Shakespeare. 101 00:06:01,487 --> 00:06:03,155 That's a great guess, but no. 102 00:06:03,239 --> 00:06:04,949 Shakespeare didn't write novels. 103 00:06:05,658 --> 00:06:07,451 Anybody else? 104 00:06:07,535 --> 00:06:08,536 Hmm? 105 00:06:09,370 --> 00:06:11,247 The author... 106 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:17,461 was Charles Dickens. 107 00:06:17,545 --> 00:06:19,755 However, if you and I had gone to a Shakespeare play... 108 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:21,674 it would have cost us four pennies. 109 00:06:21,757 --> 00:06:22,883 Can you imagine that? 110 00:06:22,967 --> 00:06:25,553 We would have put those pennies in a metal box. 111 00:06:25,636 --> 00:06:27,555 The ushers would lock it in the office. 112 00:06:27,638 --> 00:06:29,223 And that's where we get the term— 113 00:06:29,306 --> 00:06:30,724 Cash register. 114 00:06:32,434 --> 00:06:33,394 Office Max. 115 00:06:33,477 --> 00:06:35,062 I'll give you a free "A" on anything... 116 00:06:35,145 --> 00:06:37,189 except the final term paper if you get it right. 117 00:06:41,318 --> 00:06:42,653 Box office. 118 00:06:45,364 --> 00:06:47,157 You should learn to participate. 119 00:06:50,202 --> 00:06:51,704 Why didn't you raise your hand? 120 00:06:54,748 --> 00:06:56,959 They call you the "teacher's pet"? 121 00:06:57,042 --> 00:06:58,335 "Freak"? That kinda thing? 122 00:06:59,169 --> 00:07:01,046 I used to get "spaz." 123 00:07:01,130 --> 00:07:02,506 I mean, come on, "spaz"? 124 00:07:06,927 --> 00:07:09,388 You know, I heard you had a tough time last year. 125 00:07:09,471 --> 00:07:12,349 But they say if you make one friend... 126 00:07:12,433 --> 00:07:14,560 on your first day, you're doing okay. 127 00:07:14,643 --> 00:07:16,520 Thank you, sir, but if my English teacher... 128 00:07:16,604 --> 00:07:18,272 is the only friend I make today... 129 00:07:18,355 --> 00:07:20,441 that would be sort of depressing. 130 00:07:20,524 --> 00:07:22,818 Yeah, I can see that. 131 00:07:22,901 --> 00:07:25,446 Don't worry, Mr. Anderson, I'm okay. 132 00:07:25,529 --> 00:07:26,530 Thanks. 133 00:07:32,578 --> 00:07:35,414 I would happily not take shop— 134 00:07:36,165 --> 00:07:37,541 Hey, freshman toad. 135 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:43,839 Well, I have 1,384 days to go. 136 00:07:44,965 --> 00:07:47,259 Just so I say it to someone... 137 00:07:47,343 --> 00:07:50,179 high school is even worse than middle school. 138 00:07:51,972 --> 00:07:53,807 If my parents ask me about it... 139 00:07:53,891 --> 00:07:56,143 I probably won't tell them the truth... 140 00:07:56,226 --> 00:07:57,519 because I don't want them... 141 00:07:57,603 --> 00:08:00,564 to worry that I might get bad again. 142 00:08:00,648 --> 00:08:03,484 If my Aunt Helen were still here, I could talk to her... 143 00:08:03,567 --> 00:08:05,152 and I know she would understand... 144 00:08:05,235 --> 00:08:07,655 how I'm both happy and sad. 145 00:08:07,738 --> 00:08:11,033 And I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. 146 00:08:11,116 --> 00:08:13,952 1 just hope I make a friend soon. 147 00:08:14,036 --> 00:08:16,705 Love always, Charlie. 148 00:08:17,748 --> 00:08:19,541 Charlie? Come on. 149 00:08:19,625 --> 00:08:21,377 Mmm. 150 00:08:21,460 --> 00:08:23,796 This chicken paprikash is delicious. 151 00:08:23,879 --> 00:08:25,839 Thank you, Derek. It's Charlie's favorite. 152 00:08:25,923 --> 00:08:29,677 He was a little nervous about starting high school today, so I made it for him. 153 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:31,595 Feel a little silly about being nervous now, huh, Champ? 154 00:08:32,638 --> 00:08:34,723 Yes, sir. I sure do. 155 00:08:34,807 --> 00:08:37,017 I told you, just give 'em a smile... 156 00:08:37,101 --> 00:08:38,519 and be yourself. 157 00:08:38,602 --> 00:08:40,729 - That's how you— - Make friends in the real world. 158 00:08:40,813 --> 00:08:42,356 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'. 159 00:08:42,439 --> 00:08:45,275 Freshman year is tough, but... 160 00:08:45,359 --> 00:08:47,236 you really find yourself. 161 00:08:52,032 --> 00:08:54,201 Thanks, Derek. 162 00:08:54,284 --> 00:08:56,203 You could have been a little nicer to Derek. 163 00:08:56,286 --> 00:09:00,124 I'm sorry, the kid's a pussy. I can't stand him. 164 00:09:00,207 --> 00:09:02,376 - I really hope you love the mix tape I made. - I do. 165 00:09:02,459 --> 00:09:05,462 - The cover is hand-painted. - Oh, wow. 166 00:09:10,134 --> 00:09:11,760 Hey, Charlie, you want this? 167 00:09:12,761 --> 00:09:14,304 Are you sure? 168 00:09:14,388 --> 00:09:16,348 He gives me one every week. 169 00:09:20,018 --> 00:09:21,478 Hey, babe. 170 00:09:21,562 --> 00:09:26,024 This next one might be a little sad, but it reminded me of your eyes. 171 00:09:26,108 --> 00:09:29,111 ♪ Sing me to sleep) 172 00:09:29,194 --> 00:09:31,822 ♪ Sing me to sleep) 173 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:35,242 ♪ I'm tired and I 174 00:09:35,325 --> 00:09:38,662 ♪ / want to go to bed 175 00:09:38,746 --> 00:09:41,498 ♪ Sing me to sleep) 176 00:09:41,582 --> 00:09:44,418 ♪ Sing me to sleep) 177 00:09:44,501 --> 00:09:47,004 Did you already do the term paper on To Kill a Mockingbird? 178 00:09:47,087 --> 00:09:48,464 No. 179 00:09:48,547 --> 00:09:51,091 Get him. 180 00:09:51,175 --> 00:09:55,596 oJ Don't try to wake me in the morning ♪ 181 00:09:55,679 --> 00:09:59,183 ♪ 'Cause I will be gone 182 00:10:04,188 --> 00:10:07,691 ♪ Don't feel bad for me 183 00:10:07,775 --> 00:10:12,362 ♪ / want you to know 184 00:10:16,200 --> 00:10:20,245 ♪ Deep in the cell of my heart 185 00:10:20,329 --> 00:10:24,541 ♪ will feel so glad to go J, ♪ 186 00:10:55,948 --> 00:10:58,492 Let's go, Devils! 187 00:11:05,833 --> 00:11:07,584 Right. Come on, offense! 188 00:11:07,668 --> 00:11:09,461 - Hey, Nothing. - Hey, Nothing. 189 00:11:09,545 --> 00:11:11,004 Oh, suck it, virginity pledges. 190 00:11:12,047 --> 00:11:13,966 Suck it. 191 00:11:14,049 --> 00:11:17,469 Oh, you're in trouble now, Jaguars! 192 00:11:29,147 --> 00:11:31,733 Hey, Patrick. 193 00:11:31,817 --> 00:11:34,403 Hey. You're in my shop class, right? 194 00:11:34,486 --> 00:11:36,029 How's your clock coming? 195 00:11:36,113 --> 00:11:37,614 My dad's building it for me. 196 00:11:37,698 --> 00:11:40,659 Yeah. Mine looks like a boat. 197 00:11:40,742 --> 00:11:42,911 You wanna sit over here or are you waiting for your friends? 198 00:11:42,995 --> 00:11:44,580 No, no, no, I'll sit. 199 00:11:47,499 --> 00:11:49,710 Thanks for not calling me Nothing by the way. 200 00:11:49,793 --> 00:11:51,378 It's an endless nightmare. 201 00:11:51,461 --> 00:11:53,589 And these assholes, they actually think they're being original. 202 00:11:55,716 --> 00:11:57,718 So do you like football? 203 00:11:57,801 --> 00:11:58,886 Love it. Love football. 204 00:11:58,969 --> 00:12:00,470 Maybe you know my brother then. 205 00:12:00,554 --> 00:12:02,055 Hey, Sam. 206 00:12:02,139 --> 00:12:05,225 Question. Could the bathrooms here be more disgusting? 207 00:12:05,309 --> 00:12:07,269 Yes. They call it the men's room. 208 00:12:08,562 --> 00:12:11,064 Oh. So I finally got hold of Bob. 209 00:12:11,148 --> 00:12:13,108 Party tonight? 210 00:12:13,191 --> 00:12:16,653 He's still trying to shag that waitress from the Olive Garden. 211 00:12:16,737 --> 00:12:18,155 Ah! He's never tossing that salad. 212 00:12:21,491 --> 00:12:23,035 Come on! 213 00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:26,580 Patrick. 214 00:12:26,663 --> 00:12:27,497 Yeah? 215 00:12:27,581 --> 00:12:28,999 Who's this? 216 00:12:29,082 --> 00:12:30,042 This is— 217 00:12:30,792 --> 00:12:31,877 Charlie Kelmeckis. 218 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,253 Kelmeckis? 219 00:12:33,337 --> 00:12:36,465 No shit? Your sister's dating Ponytail Derek, isn't she? 220 00:12:36,548 --> 00:12:38,342 - God. - Is that what they call him? 221 00:12:38,425 --> 00:12:40,260 Would you leave Ponytail Derek alone? 222 00:12:40,344 --> 00:12:42,512 You put the "ass" in "class," Patrick. 223 00:12:42,596 --> 00:12:44,598 I try. Sam, I try. 224 00:12:44,681 --> 00:12:47,809 It's nice to meet you, Charlie. I'm Sam. 225 00:12:47,893 --> 00:12:50,729 - What's the plan? Are we going to Mary Elizabeth's tonight? - Nope. 226 00:12:50,812 --> 00:12:53,649 She got caught watering down her parents' brandy with iced tea. 227 00:12:53,732 --> 00:12:55,442 - Ugh! - Let's just go to Kings. 228 00:12:55,525 --> 00:12:59,905 All right. We're goin' to Kings after the game if you wanna come. 229 00:13:18,090 --> 00:13:19,591 Do you have a favorite band? 230 00:13:19,675 --> 00:13:21,927 Well, I think The Smiths are my favorite. 231 00:13:22,010 --> 00:13:25,847 Are you kidding? I love The Smiths. Best breakup band ever. 232 00:13:25,931 --> 00:13:27,349 What's your favorite song? 233 00:13:27,432 --> 00:13:30,227 "Asleep." It's from Louder than Bombs. 234 00:13:30,310 --> 00:13:32,562 I heard it on Ponytail Derek's mix tape. 235 00:13:32,646 --> 00:13:34,147 Oh, that works on so many levels. 236 00:13:34,231 --> 00:13:36,608 I can make you guys a copy if you want. 237 00:13:36,692 --> 00:13:39,611 - What about Eides? You love Eides, right? - Yeah, of course. They're great. 238 00:13:39,695 --> 00:13:41,405 Not a band, Charlie. 239 00:13:41,488 --> 00:13:42,906 It's a record store downtown. 240 00:13:42,990 --> 00:13:45,033 Things sound so much better on vinyl. 241 00:13:45,117 --> 00:13:47,619 You know, I used to be popular before Sam got me some good music. 242 00:13:47,703 --> 00:13:50,580 So you be careful. She'll ruin your life forever. 243 00:13:50,664 --> 00:13:51,832 That's okay. 244 00:13:51,915 --> 00:13:54,334 - Hey, Nothing. - Hey, Nothing. 245 00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:56,712 Let it go! Jesus! 246 00:13:56,795 --> 00:13:59,464 It's an antique joke. It's over. 247 00:13:59,548 --> 00:14:01,717 So what are you gonna do when you get outta this place? 248 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:04,845 Well, my Aunt Helen said I should be a writer... 249 00:14:04,928 --> 00:14:06,513 but I don't know what I'd write about. 250 00:14:06,596 --> 00:14:08,265 You could write about us. 251 00:14:08,348 --> 00:14:11,810 Yeah! Call it S/ut and the Falcon. 252 00:14:11,893 --> 00:14:13,395 Make us solve crimes. 253 00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:15,731 You guys seem really happy together. 254 00:14:15,814 --> 00:14:17,566 How long have you been boyfriend and girlfriend? 255 00:14:20,110 --> 00:14:23,030 He's not my boyfriend. He's my stepbrother. 256 00:14:23,113 --> 00:14:25,449 My mom finally left my worthless dad... 257 00:14:25,532 --> 00:14:28,243 and married his nice dad when we moved here. 258 00:14:28,326 --> 00:14:30,245 But she's not bitter or anything. Make no mistake. 259 00:14:30,328 --> 00:14:34,249 Absolutely not. Charlie, I'm not a bulimic. 260 00:14:34,332 --> 00:14:37,544 - I'm a bulim-ist. - I'm sorry, I don't know what that is. 261 00:14:37,627 --> 00:14:39,671 She just really believes in bulimia. 262 00:14:39,755 --> 00:14:41,298 I love bulimia! 263 00:14:46,762 --> 00:14:48,472 Hey. Thanks for paying, Charlie. 264 00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:50,640 Oh, no problem. Thank you guys for the ride. 265 00:14:50,724 --> 00:14:52,976 - Maybe I'll see you around in school? 266 00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:57,522 - God, would you turn it down? You're gonna make us deaf. - So be it. It's rock and roll. 267 00:14:58,398 --> 00:14:59,608 Bye, Charlie! 268 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:01,735 - Bye, Charlie. - Okay, bye. 269 00:15:13,246 --> 00:15:15,582 Your mom says, "Don't go to Columbia with Candace, Derek." 270 00:15:15,665 --> 00:15:17,375 - Shh! Shut— - "Don't go to Columbia!" 271 00:15:17,459 --> 00:15:19,461 Do you always want to be a mama's boy, Derek? 272 00:15:19,544 --> 00:15:20,837 I am not a mama's boy! 273 00:15:20,921 --> 00:15:22,798 You are, because every single time I go to your house— 274 00:15:22,881 --> 00:15:23,882 Every single time! 275 00:15:23,965 --> 00:15:25,842 Shut up, Candace! 276 00:15:25,926 --> 00:15:28,845 You just stand there like a little bitch dog. 277 00:15:28,929 --> 00:15:33,016 No. Charlie— Charlie, just go. I can handle it. 278 00:15:33,100 --> 00:15:35,185 Just don't wake up Mom and Dad. 279 00:16:02,712 --> 00:16:04,923 Hey! Look who's here. 280 00:16:06,383 --> 00:16:08,135 Welcome home, Aunt Helen. 281 00:16:08,218 --> 00:16:11,221 Aw! Look at you guys. 282 00:16:11,304 --> 00:16:13,098 Dressed so nice. 283 00:16:21,523 --> 00:16:22,941 Hey, Candace. 284 00:16:24,609 --> 00:16:26,153 What are you doing? 285 00:16:27,904 --> 00:16:31,575 Look, I egged him on. You saw it. 286 00:16:31,658 --> 00:16:35,996 He's never hit me before, and I promise you, he will never hit me again. 287 00:16:36,079 --> 00:16:38,081 Like Aunt Helen's boyfriends? 288 00:16:42,460 --> 00:16:45,130 Charlie, this is Ponytail Derek. 289 00:16:45,964 --> 00:16:47,465 I can handle him. 290 00:16:49,676 --> 00:16:51,178 Do you trust me? 291 00:16:54,222 --> 00:16:56,391 Please, don't tell Mom and Dad. 292 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:39,267 Oh, my God, they're playing good music! 293 00:17:39,351 --> 00:17:42,312 Holy shit. Holy shit! They are! They're playing good music. 294 00:17:42,395 --> 00:17:44,898 - Living room routine. - Living room routine. 295 00:17:44,981 --> 00:17:46,858 - Yes. - Yes! 296 00:17:46,942 --> 00:17:48,777 Excuse us. Excuse me. Pardon. 297 00:17:48,860 --> 00:17:50,445 Sorry. 298 00:17:50,528 --> 00:17:53,365 Get out of the way! Get out of the way! 299 00:17:56,159 --> 00:18:00,247 ♪ Poor old Johnny Ray 300 00:18:00,330 --> 00:18:02,749 ♪ Sounded sad upon the radio 301 00:18:02,832 --> 00:18:05,710 ♪ Moved a million hearts Iin mono 302 00:18:05,794 --> 00:18:09,631 ♪ Our mothers cried 303 00:18:09,714 --> 00:18:13,969 - ♪ Sang along, who'd blame them? - ♪ Come on, Eileen 304 00:18:14,052 --> 00:18:20,600 ♪ Too-rye-loo-rye, Too-rye-loo-rye-ay 305 00:18:20,684 --> 00:18:25,730 ♪ And we can sing Just like our fathers 306 00:18:25,814 --> 00:18:27,774 oJ Come on, Eileen 307 00:18:27,857 --> 00:18:30,026 - ♪ Oh, I swear) - ♪ What he means 308 00:18:30,110 --> 00:18:35,156 ♪ At this moment you mean everything 309 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:38,493 ♪ You in that dress My thoughts, I confess 310 00:18:38,576 --> 00:18:40,620 ♪ Verge on dirty 311 00:18:40,704 --> 00:18:44,457 ♪ Oh, come on, Eileen 312 00:18:46,501 --> 00:18:48,795 oJ Come on, Eileen 313 00:18:48,878 --> 00:18:50,755 ♪ Too-loo-rye-ay 314 00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:53,216 oJ Come on, Eileen 315 00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:54,801 ♪ Too-loo-rye-ay 316 00:18:54,884 --> 00:18:58,722 Now you're full grown Now you have shown 317 00:18:58,805 --> 00:19:00,890 - ♪ Oh, Eileen - Oh! 318 00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:02,809 Oh! 319 00:19:02,892 --> 00:19:04,853 oJ Come on, Eileen 320 00:19:04,936 --> 00:19:10,108 ♪ These things they are real and I know how you feel 321 00:19:10,191 --> 00:19:13,361 o Now I must say more than ever) 322 00:19:13,445 --> 00:19:15,363 ♪ Things round here have changed 323 00:19:15,447 --> 00:19:22,912 ♪ / said, too-loo-rye Too-loo-rye-ay J.) 324 00:19:24,914 --> 00:19:26,416 God, it's freezing! 325 00:19:26,499 --> 00:19:29,127 But you wore that toasty costume. It's not like it's cute or original. 326 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:32,422 - You'd hope it would be warm. - Yeah, piss off, Tennessee Tuxedo. 327 00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:34,674 Are you sure it's okay that I come? 328 00:19:34,758 --> 00:19:37,802 Yeah, of course. Just remember, Charlie, Bob's not paranoid. 329 00:19:37,886 --> 00:19:39,179 He's sensitive. 330 00:19:39,262 --> 00:19:41,014 Sam! 331 00:19:41,097 --> 00:19:44,309 That waitress from the Olive Garden, she was such a tease. 332 00:19:44,392 --> 00:19:45,268 - Oh. 333 00:19:45,352 --> 00:19:46,728 Will you marry me? 334 00:19:46,811 --> 00:19:48,396 Only with Patrick's blessing. 335 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:50,023 Patrick? 336 00:19:50,106 --> 00:19:52,359 You are a hopeless stoner who attends the culinary institute. 337 00:19:52,442 --> 00:19:55,820 I'm gonna say "no" on that, but nice try. Charlie. 338 00:19:55,904 --> 00:19:57,530 Oh, touché. 339 00:19:57,614 --> 00:20:00,158 Jo 340 00:20:05,413 --> 00:20:09,209 So, Charlie. This is a party. 341 00:20:18,635 --> 00:20:20,470 This is what fun looks like. 342 00:20:22,222 --> 00:20:24,182 Are you ready to meet some desperate women? 343 00:20:24,265 --> 00:20:25,809 Here, have a seat. 344 00:20:25,892 --> 00:20:26,935 Hey, ladies. 345 00:20:27,727 --> 00:20:29,437 Meet Charlie. 346 00:20:30,855 --> 00:20:32,607 - Hi. - Meet ladies. 347 00:20:32,690 --> 00:20:33,983 - Hey. - Mary Elizabeth. 348 00:20:34,067 --> 00:20:35,527 - Alice. - Nice to meet you. 349 00:20:35,610 --> 00:20:37,070 This is Charlie's first party ever. 350 00:20:37,153 --> 00:20:42,158 So I expect nice, meaningful, heartfelt blowjobs from both of you. 351 00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,828 Patrick, you're such a dick. - Where the hell did you go? 352 00:20:44,911 --> 00:20:47,455 - The dance was a little boring, don't you think? - You are so selfish. 353 00:20:47,539 --> 00:20:49,999 We looked everywhere for you. You could have told someone. 354 00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:51,459 Cry me ariver. 355 00:20:51,543 --> 00:20:54,921 How is it that you've got meaner since becoming a Buddhist? 356 00:20:55,004 --> 00:20:56,256 Just lucky, I guess. 357 00:20:56,339 --> 00:20:57,632 No, you're doing something wrong, I think. 358 00:20:57,715 --> 00:20:59,217 Mmm. Or something very right. 359 00:20:59,300 --> 00:21:01,302 - Yeah, well— - Hey! 360 00:21:01,386 --> 00:21:03,012 Look who's here. 361 00:21:05,056 --> 00:21:06,558 Is that Brad Hays? 362 00:21:06,641 --> 00:21:08,643 Yeah. He comes here sometimes. 363 00:21:08,726 --> 00:21:10,812 - But he's a popular kid. - Hmm. 364 00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:12,981 Then what are we? 365 00:21:13,064 --> 00:21:16,734 Oh, Charlie! You look like you could use a brownie. 366 00:21:17,235 --> 00:21:18,903 Thank you. 367 00:21:18,987 --> 00:21:22,115 I was so hungry at the dance. I was gonna go to Kings... 368 00:21:22,198 --> 00:21:23,908 but I didn't really have any time. 369 00:21:24,492 --> 00:21:25,535 Thanks. 370 00:21:39,299 --> 00:21:41,259 Have you guys felt this carpet? 371 00:21:41,342 --> 00:21:43,678 This carpet feels so darn good. 372 00:21:49,767 --> 00:21:52,353 Charlie, Charlie, what do you think about high school? 373 00:21:52,437 --> 00:21:53,730 High school? 374 00:21:54,230 --> 00:21:56,483 Bullshit. 375 00:21:56,566 --> 00:21:58,526 The cafeteria is called the Nutrition Center. 376 00:21:58,610 --> 00:22:01,988 People wear their letter jackets even when it's 98 degrees out. 377 00:22:02,071 --> 00:22:04,866 And why do they give out letter jackets to marching band? 378 00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:07,744 It's not a sport. 379 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,162 We all know it. 380 00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:11,372 This kid is crazy. 381 00:22:11,456 --> 00:22:13,708 Mary Elizabeth, I think you're really gonna regret that... 382 00:22:13,791 --> 00:22:17,587 you know— haircut when you look back at old photographs. 383 00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:19,923 - Oh, my God! 384 00:22:20,006 --> 00:22:22,592 I'm really sorry. That sounded like a compliment in my head. 385 00:22:22,675 --> 00:22:23,551 My God! 386 00:22:23,635 --> 00:22:24,636 Well, it's kinda true. 387 00:22:24,719 --> 00:22:26,095 Shut up! 388 00:22:26,179 --> 00:22:28,306 I can't even be mad at him. Look at him. 389 00:22:28,389 --> 00:22:29,724 Bob, did you get him stoned? 390 00:22:29,807 --> 00:22:31,935 Come on, Sam, he likes it, just look at him. 391 00:22:33,102 --> 00:22:34,562 How do you feel, Charlie? 392 00:22:36,231 --> 00:22:37,565 I just really want a milk shake. 393 00:22:46,658 --> 00:22:47,992 Sam— 394 00:22:50,620 --> 00:22:53,706 You have such pretty brown eyes. 395 00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:55,416 The kind of pretty that deserves to make... 396 00:22:55,500 --> 00:22:57,835 a big deal about itself though, you know what I mean? 397 00:22:59,504 --> 00:23:03,550 Okay, Charlie. Let me make the milk shake. 398 00:23:03,633 --> 00:23:06,761 Mmm. What a great word. Milk shake. 399 00:23:06,844 --> 00:23:10,848 It's like when you say your name over and over again in the mirror... 400 00:23:10,932 --> 00:23:13,101 and after a while it sounds crazy. 401 00:23:13,184 --> 00:23:15,520 So I'm guessing you've never been high before? 402 00:23:15,603 --> 00:23:18,106 No. No, no, no. 403 00:23:18,189 --> 00:23:20,692 My best friend, Michael, his dad was a big drinker... 404 00:23:20,775 --> 00:23:23,361 so he hated all that stuff. 405 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:24,487 Parties too. 406 00:23:24,571 --> 00:23:26,072 Well, where is Michael tonight? 407 00:23:26,155 --> 00:23:28,616 Oh, he shot himself last May. 408 00:23:33,621 --> 00:23:36,291 I kinda wished he'd left a note. You know what I mean? 409 00:23:43,464 --> 00:23:45,008 Where's the bathroom? 410 00:23:47,135 --> 00:23:48,177 It's up the stairs. 411 00:23:48,261 --> 00:23:49,554 Thanks, Sam. 412 00:23:49,637 --> 00:23:51,347 You're so nice. 413 00:24:04,319 --> 00:24:05,653 Charlie. 414 00:24:08,865 --> 00:24:10,033 Weird. 415 00:24:14,746 --> 00:24:15,747 Oh. 416 00:24:17,332 --> 00:24:18,333 Charlie. 417 00:24:18,416 --> 00:24:19,792 What— 418 00:24:20,835 --> 00:24:22,253 Who was that kid? 419 00:24:22,337 --> 00:24:24,797 Relax. Relax. He's a friend of mine. 420 00:24:25,381 --> 00:24:26,633 Stay here. 421 00:24:26,716 --> 00:24:28,384 I didn't see anything. 422 00:24:28,468 --> 00:24:30,678 Yeah, I know you saw something, but it's okay. 423 00:24:31,596 --> 00:24:33,139 Okay, listen... 424 00:24:34,515 --> 00:24:36,434 Brad doesn't want anyone to know. 425 00:24:38,186 --> 00:24:39,312 Wait. 426 00:24:40,188 --> 00:24:43,232 - Are you baked? - Like a cake. 427 00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,318 That's what Bob said. 428 00:24:45,401 --> 00:24:47,987 And you can't have three on a match because then they'd find us. 429 00:24:48,071 --> 00:24:50,615 And everybody laughed but I don't understand what's funny. 430 00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:55,036 Okay, Charlie, listen. 431 00:24:56,537 --> 00:24:58,456 I need you to promise... 432 00:24:58,539 --> 00:25:01,918 that you're not gonna say anything to anyone about me and Brad. 433 00:25:03,127 --> 00:25:05,171 Okay? This has to be our little secret. 434 00:25:05,963 --> 00:25:09,217 Our little secret. Agreed. 435 00:25:10,093 --> 00:25:11,094 Okay. 436 00:25:11,177 --> 00:25:12,804 Thank you. 437 00:25:12,887 --> 00:25:14,013 we'll talk later. 438 00:25:16,849 --> 00:25:18,768 I look forward to that big talk. 439 00:25:21,771 --> 00:25:24,065 - Can I have your cherry? - Mm-hmm. 440 00:25:24,148 --> 00:25:27,777 Isn't this the best milk shake ever, Alice? 441 00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:29,445 It's even better than the first one. 442 00:25:35,284 --> 00:25:37,912 Charlie just told me that his best friend shot himself. 443 00:25:41,082 --> 00:25:43,501 I don't think he has any friends. 444 00:25:50,758 --> 00:25:52,385 Hey, everyone! 445 00:25:52,468 --> 00:25:53,720 Everybody! 446 00:25:55,763 --> 00:25:58,391 Everyone... 447 00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:00,476 raise your glasses to Charlie. 448 00:26:02,478 --> 00:26:05,356 - What did I do? - You didn't do anything. 449 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:07,692 We just wanna toast to our new friend. 450 00:26:07,775 --> 00:26:09,360 You see things. 451 00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:11,070 And you understand. 452 00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:13,823 You're a wallflower. 453 00:26:17,618 --> 00:26:18,536 What is it? What's wrong? 454 00:26:20,246 --> 00:26:22,373 I didn't think anyone noticed me. 455 00:26:25,835 --> 00:26:29,046 Well, we didn't think there was anyone cool left to meet. 456 00:26:29,130 --> 00:26:31,174 So come on, everyone. 457 00:26:33,426 --> 00:26:34,802 To Charlie. 458 00:26:34,886 --> 00:26:36,304 To Charlie. 459 00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:43,144 Welcome to the Island of Misfit Toys. 460 00:26:44,395 --> 00:26:47,523 Jo 461 00:26:53,488 --> 00:26:55,323 Oh, my God! What is this song? 462 00:26:55,406 --> 00:26:56,949 Right? I have no idea. 463 00:26:57,033 --> 00:26:58,785 Have you ever heard this before? 464 00:26:59,368 --> 00:27:00,536 Never. 465 00:27:02,246 --> 00:27:04,081 Patrick, we've gotta go through the tunnel. 466 00:27:04,165 --> 00:27:05,541 Sam, it's freezing. 467 00:27:05,625 --> 00:27:06,709 Patrick, It's the perfect song. 468 00:27:06,793 --> 00:27:09,045 No. Mama Patrick says "No." 469 00:27:09,128 --> 00:27:12,673 Patrick. It's Sam. It's Sam speaking to you right now. 470 00:27:12,757 --> 00:27:14,509 I'm begging you to do this for me. 471 00:27:14,592 --> 00:27:15,259 I concede! 472 00:27:18,346 --> 00:27:19,555 What is she doing? 473 00:27:19,639 --> 00:27:21,557 Oh, don't worry. She does it all the time. 474 00:27:25,436 --> 00:27:27,313 Turn it up! 475 00:27:27,396 --> 00:27:29,106 You got it, your highness. 476 00:27:30,358 --> 00:27:34,695 ♪ We can be heroes 477 00:27:34,779 --> 00:27:37,240 ♪ Just for one day 478 00:27:57,260 --> 00:28:00,012 ny 479 00:28:00,096 --> 00:28:03,099 ♪ / will be king 480 00:28:05,476 --> 00:28:08,521 ♪ And you 481 00:28:08,604 --> 00:28:09,856 What? 482 00:28:11,232 --> 00:28:12,984 I feel infinite. 483 00:28:14,110 --> 00:28:17,196 ♪ And nothing 484 00:28:17,280 --> 00:28:19,782 ♪ Will drive them away 485 00:28:21,909 --> 00:28:25,872 ♪ We can be heroes 486 00:28:25,955 --> 00:28:28,457 ♪ Just for one day J," 487 00:28:29,709 --> 00:28:31,043 Dear friend... 488 00:28:32,670 --> 00:28:34,380 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while... 489 00:28:34,463 --> 00:28:37,049 but I've been trying hard not to be a loser. 490 00:28:37,133 --> 00:28:38,467 - Ju 491 00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:41,095 For example, I'm trying to participate... 492 00:28:41,178 --> 00:28:43,598 by listening to Sam's collection of big rock ballads... 493 00:28:43,681 --> 00:28:45,182 and thinking about love. 494 00:28:46,851 --> 00:28:49,437 Sam says they're kitschy and brilliant. 495 00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:50,980 I completely agree. 496 00:28:54,859 --> 00:28:59,071 I'm also writing essays and studying extra books outside of class. 497 00:28:59,155 --> 00:29:01,949 As it turns out, Mr. Anderson is a writer. 498 00:29:02,033 --> 00:29:03,951 He even had a play put up in New York once... 499 00:29:04,035 --> 00:29:06,037 which I think is very impressive. 500 00:29:06,120 --> 00:29:07,788 Great Gatsby? 501 00:29:07,872 --> 00:29:11,083 He and his wife might go back there after this year. 502 00:29:11,167 --> 00:29:14,462 I know this is selfish, but I really hope he doesn't. 503 00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,340 My favorite time, though, is lunch... 504 00:29:17,423 --> 00:29:19,967 because I get to see Sam and Patrick. 505 00:29:20,051 --> 00:29:22,762 We spend the time working on Mary Elizabeth's fanzine... 506 00:29:22,845 --> 00:29:25,556 about music and The Rocky Horror Picture Show. 507 00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:27,767 It's called Punk Rocky. 508 00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:29,810 Mary Elizabeth is really interesting... 509 00:29:29,894 --> 00:29:32,271 because she's a Buddhist and a punk. 510 00:29:32,355 --> 00:29:37,193 But somehow she always acts like my father at the end of a long day. 511 00:29:37,276 --> 00:29:39,278 Her best friend Alice loves vampires... 512 00:29:39,362 --> 00:29:40,947 and wants to go to film school. 513 00:29:41,030 --> 00:29:43,324 She also steals jeans from the mall. 514 00:29:43,407 --> 00:29:46,369 I don't know why, because her family is rich... 515 00:29:46,452 --> 00:29:48,079 but I'm trying not to be judgmental. 516 00:29:48,162 --> 00:29:52,166 Especially since I know that they were all there for Patrick last year. 517 00:29:52,249 --> 00:29:54,043 Patrick never likes to be serious... 518 00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:57,088 so it took me a while to get what happened. 519 00:29:57,171 --> 00:30:02,051 When he was a junior, Patrick started seeing Brad on the weekends in secret 520 00:30:02,134 --> 00:30:03,844 I guess it was hard, too... 521 00:30:03,928 --> 00:30:07,348 because Brad had to get drunk every time they fooled around. 522 00:30:07,431 --> 00:30:09,433 Then Monday in school, Brad would say... 523 00:30:09,517 --> 00:30:13,187 "Man, I was so wasted I don't remember a thing." 524 00:30:13,270 --> 00:30:16,190 This went on for seven months. 525 00:30:16,273 --> 00:30:19,860 When they finally did it, Brad said he loved Patrick. 526 00:30:19,944 --> 00:30:21,988 Then he started to cry. 527 00:30:22,071 --> 00:30:23,698 No matter what Patrick did... 528 00:30:23,781 --> 00:30:26,450 Brad kept saying that his dad would kill him. 529 00:30:26,534 --> 00:30:29,328 And saying that he was going to hell. 530 00:30:29,412 --> 00:30:33,249 Patrick was eventually able to help Brad get sober. 531 00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:35,209 [I asked Patrick if he felt sad... 532 00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:38,129 that he still had to keep it a secret. 533 00:30:38,212 --> 00:30:40,923 And he said "No," because at least now... 534 00:30:41,007 --> 00:30:44,719 Brad doesn't have to get drunk to love him. 535 00:30:44,802 --> 00:30:49,223 I think I understand, because I really like Sam. 536 00:30:49,306 --> 00:30:50,975 I asked my sister about her... 537 00:30:51,058 --> 00:30:52,893 and she said that when Sam was a freshman... 538 00:30:52,977 --> 00:30:56,313 the upperclassmen used to get her drunk at parties. 539 00:30:56,397 --> 00:30:58,482 I guess she had a reputation. 540 00:30:58,566 --> 00:31:00,026 But I don't care. 541 00:31:00,109 --> 00:31:04,655 I'd hate for her to judge me based on what I used to be like. 542 00:31:04,739 --> 00:31:07,700 So I've been making her a mix tape so she'll know how I feel. 543 00:31:09,785 --> 00:31:11,287 Oh, shit! 544 00:31:13,706 --> 00:31:14,623 - Give me a K! 545 00:31:14,707 --> 00:31:16,333 - Givemea! 546 00:31:16,417 --> 00:31:17,418 What's that spell? 547 00:31:17,501 --> 00:31:18,502 Rocky! 548 00:31:18,586 --> 00:31:19,670 I can't hear you! 549 00:31:19,754 --> 00:31:20,671 Rocky! 550 00:31:20,755 --> 00:31:22,048 One more time! 551 00:31:22,131 --> 00:31:24,091 Rocky! 552 00:31:44,361 --> 00:31:48,240 ♪ Whatever happened to Fay Wray? 553 00:31:48,324 --> 00:31:49,617 She went ape-shit. 554 00:31:49,700 --> 00:31:51,660 ♪ That delicate 555 00:31:51,744 --> 00:31:55,748 ♪ Satin-draped frame 556 00:31:57,333 --> 00:32:01,921 ♪ As it clung to her thigh ♪ 557 00:32:02,004 --> 00:32:08,427 ♪ How I started to cry) 558 00:32:08,511 --> 00:32:14,683 ♪ 'Cause I wanted to be dressed Just the same 559 00:32:17,061 --> 00:32:19,772 ♪ Give yourself over) 560 00:32:19,855 --> 00:32:23,984 ♪ To absolute pleasure 561 00:32:24,068 --> 00:32:27,279 ♪ Swim the warm waters 562 00:32:27,363 --> 00:32:31,492 ♪ Of sins of the flesh 563 00:32:31,575 --> 00:32:34,161 ♪ Erotic nightmares 564 00:32:34,245 --> 00:32:38,457 ♪ Beyond any measure 565 00:32:38,541 --> 00:32:41,961 oJ And sensual daydreams 566 00:32:42,044 --> 00:32:46,715 ♪ To treasure forever) 567 00:32:46,799 --> 00:32:51,303 ♪ Can't you just see it? 568 00:32:52,054 --> 00:32:55,724 ♪ Whoa, ho, whoa 569 00:33:01,856 --> 00:33:04,817 ♪ Don't dream it) 570 00:33:06,152 --> 00:33:09,029 ♪ Beit), 571 00:33:12,408 --> 00:33:15,244 That picture is gorgeous, Craig. What did you use? 572 00:33:15,327 --> 00:33:17,163 Oh, I know. Thank you. 573 00:33:17,246 --> 00:33:20,332 Color film, but black and white paper for printing. 574 00:33:20,416 --> 00:33:22,668 Yeah. My professor gave me an A... 575 00:33:22,751 --> 00:33:24,378 but for all the wrong reasons. 576 00:33:24,461 --> 00:33:26,213 Most of them are idiots. 577 00:33:26,297 --> 00:33:28,382 You'll see what I mean when you get to college. 578 00:33:28,465 --> 00:33:30,092 How'd your S.A.T.s go, by the way? 579 00:33:30,176 --> 00:33:33,345 1150. I think I'll get into NYU. 580 00:33:33,429 --> 00:33:34,388 Yeah, I hope so. 581 00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:37,766 1490. Harvard. Face. 582 00:33:40,352 --> 00:33:41,604 So— 583 00:33:41,687 --> 00:33:42,980 Are you okay? 584 00:33:43,063 --> 00:33:44,940 Yeah. Yeah. 585 00:33:46,108 --> 00:33:48,944 But I got my S.A.T. results back. 586 00:33:49,486 --> 00:33:50,696 Oops. 587 00:33:50,779 --> 00:33:53,574 You can take them again, you know. 588 00:33:53,657 --> 00:33:56,368 Yeah, it's just, if 'm going to Penn State main campus... 589 00:33:56,452 --> 00:33:58,329 I have to do much better. 590 00:33:58,412 --> 00:34:00,581 I wish I would have studied freshman year. 591 00:34:01,957 --> 00:34:04,126 It's a bit of a mess. 592 00:34:05,502 --> 00:34:07,922 I'll help you study for the next one. 593 00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:09,506 Will you? 594 00:34:09,590 --> 00:34:10,841 Yeah. Of course. 595 00:34:12,134 --> 00:34:13,677 Thanks, Charlie. 596 00:34:26,148 --> 00:34:27,566 What's this? 597 00:34:27,650 --> 00:34:31,237 It's just a mix tape. No big deal. 598 00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:33,280 My parents have a good stereo, so— 599 00:34:34,990 --> 00:34:37,451 It's all about that night in the tunnel. 600 00:34:37,534 --> 00:34:39,578 I couldn't find that song that we were listening to... 601 00:34:39,662 --> 00:34:42,414 but, you know, I'm still searching for it, so yeah. 602 00:34:42,498 --> 00:34:43,707 That's okay. 603 00:34:44,833 --> 00:34:46,377 These are great. 604 00:34:47,378 --> 00:34:49,088 Nick Drake. 605 00:34:49,171 --> 00:34:51,340 The Shaggs. 606 00:34:51,423 --> 00:34:54,468 You have really good taste, Charlie. 607 00:34:54,551 --> 00:34:55,636 Really? 608 00:34:55,719 --> 00:34:56,929 Yeah. 609 00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:59,181 Way better than me as a freshman. 610 00:34:59,265 --> 00:35:01,141 I used to listen to the worst Top 40. 611 00:35:01,225 --> 00:35:03,394 - No. - Yeah, I did. 612 00:35:04,853 --> 00:35:06,855 Then I heard this old song. 613 00:35:08,023 --> 00:35:10,150 "Pearly Dewdrops' Drop." 614 00:35:10,234 --> 00:35:13,946 And I thought someday I'd be at a party in college or something... 615 00:35:14,029 --> 00:35:19,201 and I'd look up and see this person across the room. 616 00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:21,453 And from that moment, I'd know... 617 00:35:21,537 --> 00:35:24,248 everything was going to be okay. 618 00:35:25,708 --> 00:35:27,042 You know what I mean? 619 00:35:29,211 --> 00:35:30,296 Yeah. 620 00:35:46,562 --> 00:35:48,230 I hope it works out. 621 00:35:48,314 --> 00:35:50,232 I don't know. 622 00:35:50,316 --> 00:35:52,818 Craig would be a big step up from her last boyfriend. 623 00:35:52,901 --> 00:35:53,986 Yeah, no shit. 624 00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:56,155 Who could forget Mr. Car Wash Loser? 625 00:35:56,238 --> 00:35:59,491 I just hope she can stop playing dumb with these guys. 626 00:35:59,575 --> 00:36:03,120 I keep telling her, "Don't make yourself small." 627 00:36:04,163 --> 00:36:05,914 Can't save anybody. 628 00:36:07,291 --> 00:36:08,751 Excuse me. 629 00:36:08,834 --> 00:36:11,378 Man, your mix is morbidly sad, kid. 630 00:36:11,462 --> 00:36:13,922 How about something a little bit more upbeat, huh? 631 00:36:14,006 --> 00:36:15,716 Let's just see. 632 00:36:15,799 --> 00:36:17,926 So Sam tells me you wanna be a writer. 633 00:36:19,803 --> 00:36:21,055 Yeah. 634 00:36:21,138 --> 00:36:22,431 Don't you write poetry, Craig? 635 00:36:25,267 --> 00:36:29,271 Poetry writes me. You know? 636 00:36:30,647 --> 00:36:31,940 Let's get this party started. 637 00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:56,048 Wow. 638 00:36:56,131 --> 00:36:58,133 That was fast. 639 00:36:58,217 --> 00:36:59,301 You want another one? 640 00:36:59,385 --> 00:37:00,427 Yeah. 641 00:37:00,511 --> 00:37:01,553 All right. 642 00:37:10,604 --> 00:37:11,939 Mr. Anderson? 643 00:37:14,024 --> 00:37:15,067 Can I ask you something? 644 00:37:15,150 --> 00:37:17,236 Yeah. 645 00:37:17,319 --> 00:37:23,158 Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? 646 00:37:24,576 --> 00:37:26,620 Are we talking about anyone specific? 647 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:29,415 Well— 648 00:37:33,001 --> 00:37:36,422 We accept the love we think we deserve. 649 00:37:36,505 --> 00:37:39,174 Can we make them know that they deserve more? 650 00:37:39,258 --> 00:37:41,009 We can try. 651 00:37:59,027 --> 00:38:01,238 - Hey. - Hey, Sam. Didn't see you come in. 652 00:38:01,321 --> 00:38:02,948 How's it goin'? 653 00:38:03,031 --> 00:38:05,909 You wanna start work on probability and statistics? 654 00:38:05,993 --> 00:38:07,202 Yeah. Sure. 655 00:38:07,286 --> 00:38:10,581 Page 291 in your book. 656 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:14,209 And I ordered you some breakfast. 657 00:38:14,293 --> 00:38:16,086 The country breakfast. 658 00:38:23,135 --> 00:38:25,888 Jo 659 00:38:32,728 --> 00:38:34,188 Dad? 660 00:38:34,271 --> 00:38:36,398 Can I have 30 dollars? 661 00:38:36,482 --> 00:38:38,650 Twenty dollars? What do you need 10 dollars for? 662 00:38:38,734 --> 00:38:40,027 Sam's doing Secret Santa. 663 00:38:40,110 --> 00:38:42,404 It's her favorite thing in the world. Please? 664 00:38:45,365 --> 00:38:46,492 Have fun. 665 00:38:48,744 --> 00:38:49,912 Thanks. 666 00:38:59,755 --> 00:39:00,756 Hmm! 667 00:39:02,132 --> 00:39:03,509 Charlie. 668 00:39:03,592 --> 00:39:06,345 This was my favorite book growing up. 669 00:39:06,428 --> 00:39:09,681 This is my copy, but I want you to have it. 670 00:39:11,099 --> 00:39:12,392 Thanks. 671 00:39:12,476 --> 00:39:13,852 Have a great Christmas break. 672 00:39:13,936 --> 00:39:15,687 You, too, Mr. Anderson. 673 00:39:18,690 --> 00:39:19,775 Terrible stain. 674 00:39:22,945 --> 00:39:26,782 That's pretty good, Charlie. 675 00:39:33,372 --> 00:39:34,831 You gotta be kidding me. 676 00:39:34,915 --> 00:39:37,292 If you fail me, you get me next semester. 677 00:39:41,463 --> 00:39:43,507 Whoo! 678 00:39:45,175 --> 00:39:48,595 C minus! Ladies and gentlemen, I am below average! 679 00:39:48,679 --> 00:39:51,056 - Below average! - Below average! 680 00:39:51,139 --> 00:39:52,724 Guys, 1210. 681 00:39:52,808 --> 00:39:53,850 What? 682 00:39:55,352 --> 00:39:59,231 No more applications! No more S.A.T.'s! 683 00:39:59,314 --> 00:40:01,108 Thank you, Charlie! 684 00:40:01,191 --> 00:40:03,986 All right. All right, guys, I got— 685 00:40:04,069 --> 00:40:07,155 Multiple pairs of blue jeans. 686 00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:08,740 Wow, this is a really tough one... 687 00:40:08,824 --> 00:40:10,909 but I'm gonna have to guess Alice. 688 00:40:10,993 --> 00:40:11,952 Wait. 689 00:40:12,035 --> 00:40:15,372 Guys, a receipt! She actually paid! 690 00:40:15,455 --> 00:40:17,416 I'm so touched! 691 00:40:17,499 --> 00:40:18,584 Where's Craig? 692 00:40:18,667 --> 00:40:20,168 Oh, he went home to Connecticut. 693 00:40:20,252 --> 00:40:22,462 But he'll be back for New Year's Eve. 694 00:40:22,546 --> 00:40:25,507 Sorry we won't be seeing him tonight. 695 00:40:25,591 --> 00:40:29,469 All right, big brother by three weeks, who's your Secret Santa? 696 00:40:29,553 --> 00:40:31,138 I'll tell you, Sam. 697 00:40:31,221 --> 00:40:32,598 This one's tough. 698 00:40:32,681 --> 00:40:34,850 I have received a harmonica... 699 00:40:34,933 --> 00:40:36,935 a Magnetic Poetry set... 700 00:40:37,019 --> 00:40:38,812 a book about Harvey Milk... 701 00:40:38,895 --> 00:40:43,567 and a mix tape with the song "Asleep" on it twice. 702 00:40:43,650 --> 00:40:45,277 I mean, I have no idea. 703 00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:48,113 This collection of presents is so gay... 704 00:40:48,196 --> 00:40:50,616 that I think I must have given them to myself. 705 00:40:50,699 --> 00:40:53,035 But despite that distinct possibility... 706 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,537 I'm gonna have to go with— 707 00:40:55,621 --> 00:40:56,663 Drum roll. 708 00:40:57,998 --> 00:41:00,417 - Charlie. - Oh! 709 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:01,668 Obviously. 710 00:41:01,752 --> 00:41:02,878 Beautifully done. 711 00:41:02,961 --> 00:41:05,547 All right, Charlie. It's your turn. 712 00:41:06,298 --> 00:41:07,716 Okay. 713 00:41:07,799 --> 00:41:10,969 Okeydokey. 714 00:41:11,053 --> 00:41:17,559 I have received socks, pants, a shirt and a belt. 715 00:41:17,643 --> 00:41:20,270 I was ordered to wear them all tonight, so— 716 00:41:20,354 --> 00:41:24,399 Guessing my Secret Santa is Mary Elizabeth. 717 00:41:24,483 --> 00:41:26,109 Huh. Now why do you say that? 718 00:41:26,193 --> 00:41:28,570 You know, she bosses people around sometimes. 719 00:41:28,654 --> 00:41:29,821 - Sorry. 720 00:41:29,905 --> 00:41:32,699 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Sorry. 721 00:41:32,783 --> 00:41:35,702 You'll be surprised to know that your Secret Santa is actually me. 722 00:41:36,578 --> 00:41:37,871 Why all the clothes? 723 00:41:37,954 --> 00:41:41,166 Well, all the great writers used to wear great suits. 724 00:41:41,249 --> 00:41:44,753 So your last present is on a towel rack in the bathroom. 725 00:41:44,836 --> 00:41:47,214 Delve into our facilities. 726 00:41:47,297 --> 00:41:49,174 Emerge a star. 727 00:41:49,257 --> 00:41:50,342 Perfect. 728 00:41:50,425 --> 00:41:51,677 Will you hand these out while I'm gone? 729 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:53,095 Wait a second. 730 00:41:53,178 --> 00:41:55,180 There's only Secret Santa presents. There's rules. 731 00:41:55,263 --> 00:41:58,392 Mary Elizabeth, why are you trying to eat Christmas? 732 00:41:58,475 --> 00:41:59,768 Hand them out, Sam. 733 00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:02,771 All right. Mary Elizabeth. For you. 734 00:42:03,772 --> 00:42:04,773 Alice. 735 00:42:04,856 --> 00:42:06,024 Thanks. 736 00:42:06,817 --> 00:42:07,818 Bob. 737 00:42:10,112 --> 00:42:11,863 And this one's for me. 738 00:42:11,947 --> 00:42:14,616 "Alice, I know you'll get into NYU." 739 00:42:14,700 --> 00:42:18,954 Forty dollars to print Punk Rocky in color next time. 740 00:42:20,122 --> 00:42:22,290 He knows me. 741 00:42:22,374 --> 00:42:24,000 - He really knows me. 742 00:42:39,349 --> 00:42:41,226 All right, Charlie. 743 00:42:41,977 --> 00:42:43,061 Come on out. 744 00:42:43,145 --> 00:42:44,271 Get out here, buddy. 745 00:42:44,354 --> 00:42:45,480 Come on, Charlie. Charlie! 746 00:42:46,648 --> 00:42:48,984 Don't be shy. 747 00:42:49,067 --> 00:42:51,778 Come out, come out, wherever— 748 00:42:51,862 --> 00:42:53,822 - Oh! 749 00:42:59,244 --> 00:43:00,912 - Yeah! 750 00:43:00,996 --> 00:43:05,333 What a display of man I have never seen! 751 00:43:06,668 --> 00:43:08,086 Where are we going? 752 00:43:08,170 --> 00:43:09,838 It's a surprise. 753 00:43:12,048 --> 00:43:13,425 Is this your room? 754 00:43:13,508 --> 00:43:14,676 Mm-hmm. 755 00:43:18,180 --> 00:43:19,347 So cool. 756 00:43:20,182 --> 00:43:21,224 Thanks. 757 00:43:25,896 --> 00:43:28,315 You got me a present? 758 00:43:28,398 --> 00:43:30,734 After all your help on my Penn State application? 759 00:43:31,443 --> 00:43:32,861 Of course I did. 760 00:43:34,780 --> 00:43:36,031 Open it! 761 00:43:41,077 --> 00:43:42,996 I don't know what to say. 762 00:43:43,079 --> 00:43:44,414 You don't have to say anything. 763 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:08,146 I'm really sorry we can't be here for your birthday. 764 00:44:08,230 --> 00:44:11,483 No, that's okay. I'm just sorry you have to go back and visit your dad. 765 00:44:11,566 --> 00:44:14,319 I'm in such a good mood I don't think even he could ruin it. 766 00:44:14,402 --> 00:44:16,822 I feel like I'm finally doing good. 767 00:44:16,905 --> 00:44:18,031 You are. 768 00:44:18,114 --> 00:44:20,909 Well, what about you? 769 00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:24,746 When I met you, you were this scared freshman. 770 00:44:25,914 --> 00:44:27,415 Now look at you in that suit. 771 00:44:27,499 --> 00:44:30,836 You're like a sexy English schoolboy. 772 00:44:30,919 --> 00:44:32,337 I saw Mary Elizabeth checking you out. 773 00:44:32,420 --> 00:44:33,380 No. 774 00:44:34,089 --> 00:44:36,007 Innocent. 775 00:44:36,091 --> 00:44:37,509 Worst kinda guys. 776 00:44:37,592 --> 00:44:38,760 Never see you coming. 777 00:44:38,844 --> 00:44:41,054 And parents love you. 778 00:44:41,137 --> 00:44:43,390 That's, like... 779 00:44:43,473 --> 00:44:45,058 extra danger. 780 00:44:45,141 --> 00:44:47,185 Yeah, well, it hasn't worked so far. 781 00:44:47,269 --> 00:44:49,271 You've never had a girlfriend? 782 00:44:49,354 --> 00:44:51,439 Not even like a second grade Valentine? 783 00:44:51,523 --> 00:44:52,566 Nope. 784 00:44:52,649 --> 00:44:54,401 Have you ever kissed a girl? 785 00:44:54,484 --> 00:44:55,610 No. 786 00:44:56,820 --> 00:44:58,113 What about you? 787 00:45:01,992 --> 00:45:03,743 Have I ever kissed a girl? 788 00:45:03,827 --> 00:45:05,954 No, no. Your first kiss. 789 00:45:07,789 --> 00:45:09,708 I was 11. 790 00:45:09,791 --> 00:45:11,543 His name was Robert. 791 00:45:11,626 --> 00:45:13,920 He used to come over to the house all the time. 792 00:45:14,004 --> 00:45:15,630 Was he your first boyfriend? 793 00:45:16,965 --> 00:45:19,050 He was my— 794 00:45:19,134 --> 00:45:21,303 He was my dad's boss. 795 00:45:24,222 --> 00:45:28,894 You know, Charlie, I used to sleep with guys who treated me like shit. 796 00:45:28,977 --> 00:45:31,521 And get wasted all the time. 797 00:45:32,522 --> 00:45:33,982 But now I feel like... 798 00:45:34,900 --> 00:45:36,776 I have a chance. Like— 799 00:45:36,860 --> 00:45:39,154 I can even get into a real college. 800 00:45:39,237 --> 00:45:41,031 It's true. You can do it. 801 00:45:46,077 --> 00:45:47,787 You really think so? 802 00:45:52,042 --> 00:45:58,840 My aunt had that same thing done to her, too. 803 00:45:58,924 --> 00:46:01,343 And she turned her life around. 804 00:46:03,011 --> 00:46:05,597 She must have been great. 805 00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:08,516 She was my favorite person in the world. 806 00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:09,851 Until now. 807 00:46:18,109 --> 00:46:19,444 Charlie— 808 00:46:21,363 --> 00:46:26,368 I know that you know I like Craig. 809 00:46:26,451 --> 00:46:29,871 But I want to forget about that for a minute, okay? 810 00:46:29,955 --> 00:46:31,790 Okay. 811 00:46:31,873 --> 00:46:36,044 I just wanna make sure that the first person who kisses you... 812 00:46:36,878 --> 00:46:38,505 loves you. 813 00:46:38,588 --> 00:46:39,798 Okay? 814 00:46:43,468 --> 00:46:44,928 Okay. 815 00:47:03,405 --> 00:47:05,240 I love you, Charlie. 816 00:47:08,410 --> 00:47:09,995 I love you, too. 817 00:47:16,501 --> 00:47:17,002 I wanna do Secret Santa forever! 818 00:47:17,002 --> 00:47:19,004 I wanna do Secret Santa forever! 819 00:47:25,343 --> 00:47:26,845 Have a good time at your mom's. 820 00:47:26,928 --> 00:47:29,723 Thanks. And, listen, Charlie. 821 00:47:29,806 --> 00:47:31,933 Because your birthday's on Christmas Eve... 822 00:47:32,017 --> 00:47:33,893 I figure you don't get that many presents? 823 00:47:35,437 --> 00:47:37,230 I thought you should have my clock. 824 00:47:37,313 --> 00:47:38,523 From the heart. 825 00:47:38,606 --> 00:47:40,358 Thank you, Patrick. 826 00:47:42,527 --> 00:47:43,778 Bye. 827 00:47:44,487 --> 00:47:47,032 Have a good one, guys. 828 00:47:47,115 --> 00:47:49,451 I love you guys! 829 00:47:55,790 --> 00:47:57,625 Hey! 830 00:47:57,709 --> 00:47:58,626 Look who's here. 831 00:48:01,379 --> 00:48:04,507 - Come here, little sister. - Hey, Chris. 832 00:48:04,591 --> 00:48:06,885 Hey, honey. Ah. 833 00:48:06,968 --> 00:48:09,179 Ma, you look so thin. 834 00:48:09,262 --> 00:48:11,014 You. Look at you. 835 00:48:11,097 --> 00:48:12,140 Charlie. 836 00:48:15,351 --> 00:48:16,853 Come on, I got dinner ready. 837 00:48:16,936 --> 00:48:18,480 - Happy birthday. - Thanks. 838 00:48:18,563 --> 00:48:19,898 Let's eat. 839 00:48:19,981 --> 00:48:21,775 Make a wish, honey. 840 00:48:33,161 --> 00:48:35,830 Can you see it, Charlie? 841 00:48:35,914 --> 00:48:39,876 The luminaria is a landing strip for Santa Claus. 842 00:48:39,959 --> 00:48:43,338 Why don't you keep an eye out for him, and I will be right back, okay? 843 00:48:45,632 --> 00:48:48,510 Going to get your birthday present. 844 00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:00,772 Hey. 845 00:49:01,815 --> 00:49:03,149 Hey. 846 00:49:04,776 --> 00:49:07,278 God, I miss Mom's cooking. 847 00:49:07,362 --> 00:49:09,405 You have no idea how good you have it. 848 00:49:11,116 --> 00:49:13,326 I'm actually starting to hate pizza. 849 00:49:13,409 --> 00:49:14,828 - Mmm. 850 00:49:14,911 --> 00:49:16,412 So how you liking school? 851 00:49:16,496 --> 00:49:20,041 Well, I'm no braniac like you or Candace. 852 00:49:20,792 --> 00:49:22,335 I'm doing okay. 853 00:49:22,418 --> 00:49:24,420 Okay? You're playing in a bowl game. 854 00:49:32,887 --> 00:49:34,681 How are you feeling, Charlie? 855 00:49:37,016 --> 00:49:37,851 Good. 856 00:49:37,934 --> 00:49:39,811 No, you know what I mean. 857 00:49:40,603 --> 00:49:41,855 Is it bad tonight? 858 00:49:42,981 --> 00:49:43,982 No. 859 00:49:44,065 --> 00:49:45,692 No. 860 00:49:46,943 --> 00:49:49,904 I'm not picturing things anymore. 861 00:49:49,988 --> 00:49:53,116 Or if I do, I can just shut it off. 862 00:49:54,993 --> 00:49:58,663 Well, you know, Mom did say that you have good friends now. 863 00:49:58,746 --> 00:50:02,292 And maybe if it does get bad again... 864 00:50:02,375 --> 00:50:04,085 you can just talk to them. Yeah? 865 00:50:04,169 --> 00:50:06,296 Yeah. 866 00:50:06,379 --> 00:50:10,216 Especially Sam. She's great. 867 00:50:10,300 --> 00:50:12,886 I'm gonna ask her out at New Year's. 868 00:50:12,969 --> 00:50:14,596 I think the time is right now. 869 00:50:17,724 --> 00:50:19,726 - Body of Christ. - Amen. 870 00:50:22,103 --> 00:50:24,105 - Body of Christ. - Amen. 871 00:50:26,566 --> 00:50:28,568 - Body of Christ. - Amen. 872 00:50:30,570 --> 00:50:32,989 - Body of Christ. - Amen. 873 00:50:34,490 --> 00:50:37,202 Jo 874 00:50:48,755 --> 00:50:50,798 How long does this take to work? 875 00:51:05,980 --> 00:51:07,732 Shovelin' snow, huh? 876 00:51:08,942 --> 00:51:11,236 I have to get this driveway clean. 877 00:51:11,736 --> 00:51:13,196 And then... 878 00:51:13,279 --> 00:51:16,616 I'm going to congratulate you on being happy. 879 00:51:16,699 --> 00:51:17,992 'Cause you deserve it. 880 00:51:19,410 --> 00:51:21,162 You said that an hour ago. 881 00:51:21,246 --> 00:51:22,455 Was that tonight? 882 00:51:25,833 --> 00:51:27,835 Oh, I just... 883 00:51:27,919 --> 00:51:30,672 saw this tree, but it was a dragon. 884 00:51:30,755 --> 00:51:33,132 Then it was a tree again and it just lied to me. 885 00:51:33,216 --> 00:51:35,510 Okay, Charlie, don't freak out. Give me this. 886 00:51:36,177 --> 00:51:37,470 Calm down. 887 00:51:41,391 --> 00:51:42,642 Look up. 888 00:51:45,311 --> 00:51:46,604 Isn't it quiet? 889 00:51:49,274 --> 00:51:52,193 Sam, do you think if people knew... 890 00:51:52,277 --> 00:51:55,780 how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you? 891 00:51:57,865 --> 00:51:59,575 All the time. 892 00:52:03,454 --> 00:52:05,957 So you wanna wear these glasses? 893 00:52:08,209 --> 00:52:09,961 They'll protect you. 894 00:53:31,626 --> 00:53:34,712 10,9,8,7.. 895 00:53:34,796 --> 00:53:37,673 6, 54. 896 00:53:37,757 --> 00:53:39,675 3,2, 1! 897 00:53:39,759 --> 00:53:41,469 It's gonna be our little secret. 898 00:54:41,654 --> 00:54:43,531 Did your older friends pressure you? 899 00:54:43,614 --> 00:54:46,409 No one pressured me, Officer. 900 00:54:46,492 --> 00:54:49,954 I would never do drugs. Never. 901 00:54:50,037 --> 00:54:53,416 Then how did you happen to be passed out on the ground at 6:00 in the morning? 902 00:54:55,126 --> 00:54:59,422 Well, I, um— I-l was really tired. 903 00:54:59,505 --> 00:55:02,508 And I was feeling feverish... 904 00:55:02,592 --> 00:55:07,305 so I went outside for a walk just to get some cold air. 905 00:55:07,388 --> 00:55:09,807 I started seeing things, so I passed out. 906 00:55:09,891 --> 00:55:11,392 You're seeing things again, Charlie? 907 00:55:12,810 --> 00:55:14,687 Not really. 908 00:55:20,860 --> 00:55:22,361 Nice suit. 909 00:55:24,238 --> 00:55:26,032 It was a Christmas present. 910 00:55:30,745 --> 00:55:32,538 Did you have fun on your break? 911 00:55:32,622 --> 00:55:35,249 More fun than you're gonna have today, Sinatra. 912 00:55:38,336 --> 00:55:39,795 Nice look, jag-off. 913 00:55:43,299 --> 00:55:45,009 [ve called him 30 times. 914 00:55:45,092 --> 00:55:47,345 What are we supposed to do? We're going on in 10 minutes. 915 00:55:48,679 --> 00:55:50,181 - They said in health class— - Hello? 916 00:55:50,264 --> 00:55:52,350 They say that about L.S.D. just to scare you. 917 00:55:52,433 --> 00:55:55,603 - Are you sure? You know I've seen— - Charlie, you're fine, man. 918 00:55:55,686 --> 00:55:58,272 Guys, we have an emergency. 919 00:55:58,356 --> 00:55:59,982 Craig has flaked out on us again. 920 00:56:00,066 --> 00:56:01,609 So I need a Rocky. 921 00:56:01,692 --> 00:56:02,735 Brad? 922 00:56:02,818 --> 00:56:04,195 No. No way. No. I'm not— 923 00:56:04,278 --> 00:56:05,821 There's people out there. No. 924 00:56:09,784 --> 00:56:12,745 Charlie, take off your clothes. 925 00:56:19,085 --> 00:56:21,295 - ♪ Then if anything grows 926 00:56:22,171 --> 00:56:24,924 ♪ While you pose 927 00:56:25,007 --> 00:56:28,386 - ♪ oil you up and rub you down 928 00:56:28,469 --> 00:56:30,680 ♪ Down, down, down 929 00:56:30,763 --> 00:56:36,769 ♪ And that's just one small fraction of the main attraction 930 00:56:36,852 --> 00:56:39,438 ♪ You need a friendly hand 931 00:56:39,522 --> 00:56:42,024 ♪ And I need action 932 00:56:42,108 --> 00:56:44,860 ♪ Toucha toucha toucha touch me 933 00:56:44,944 --> 00:56:47,780 ♪ / wanna be dirty 934 00:56:47,863 --> 00:56:50,157 ♪ Thrill me, chill me, fulfill me 935 00:56:50,241 --> 00:56:52,827 ♪ Creature of the night 936 00:57:21,856 --> 00:57:24,942 Maybe I can join the cast as an alternate or something. 937 00:57:25,026 --> 00:57:27,528 Well, we're filled up now... 938 00:57:27,612 --> 00:57:29,989 but they're gonna need people when we go to college. 939 00:57:30,072 --> 00:57:33,367 We could put in a good word for you. 940 00:57:33,451 --> 00:57:35,369 That'd be great. Thanks. 941 00:57:35,453 --> 00:57:36,287 Yeah. 942 00:57:39,206 --> 00:57:41,125 Charlie— 943 00:57:41,208 --> 00:57:44,462 Have you heard of the Sadie Hawkins dance? 944 00:57:44,545 --> 00:57:46,047 The one where the girl asks the guy? 945 00:57:46,130 --> 00:57:49,175 Obviously, it is completely stupid. 946 00:57:49,258 --> 00:57:52,803 And sexist. I mean, it's like "Hey, thanks for the crumb." 947 00:57:52,887 --> 00:57:56,974 And normally, I would just blow it off, because school dances suck torture. 948 00:57:57,058 --> 00:58:00,394 But, you know, it's my last year and— 949 00:58:03,814 --> 00:58:05,816 Would you maybe wanna go with me? 950 00:58:05,900 --> 00:58:07,693 You wanna go with me? 951 00:58:07,777 --> 00:58:10,655 Yeah, I'm sick of macho guys. 952 00:58:10,738 --> 00:58:13,157 Plus you looked really cute in your costume. 953 00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:15,117 So what do you say? 954 00:58:19,580 --> 00:58:20,956 You must be Mary Elizabeth. 955 00:58:21,707 --> 00:58:22,625 Yes. 956 00:58:22,708 --> 00:58:24,001 It's so nice to meet you. 957 00:58:24,085 --> 00:58:25,795 You, too, Mrs. Kelmeckis. 958 00:58:25,878 --> 00:58:28,130 Charlie tells me you're a Buddhist. 959 00:58:28,214 --> 00:58:30,758 - Please, come in. - Okay. 960 00:58:30,841 --> 00:58:32,301 A little closer together. 961 00:58:32,385 --> 00:58:33,844 - That looks nice. - Hmm. 962 00:58:33,928 --> 00:58:35,930 Buddhist, I need you to smile a little bit more. 963 00:58:36,013 --> 00:58:37,765 There you go. Nice. 964 00:58:37,848 --> 00:58:39,308 ou 965 00:59:08,796 --> 00:59:10,131 Hey. 966 00:59:10,214 --> 00:59:11,632 Hey. 967 00:59:11,716 --> 00:59:13,217 Are you having a good time? 968 00:59:15,720 --> 00:59:19,140 Not really. How about you? 969 00:59:19,849 --> 00:59:21,684 I mean, I don't know. 970 00:59:21,767 --> 00:59:24,228 It's my first date, I don't have much to compare it to. 971 00:59:24,854 --> 00:59:26,313 You're doing fine. 972 00:59:30,234 --> 00:59:33,404 Sorry Craig couldn't come. 973 00:59:33,487 --> 00:59:37,533 Yeah. He said he didn't want to go to some stupid high school dance. 974 00:59:37,616 --> 00:59:40,536 I can't say I blame him really. 975 00:59:40,619 --> 00:59:43,998 I don't know. If you like it, he should come. 976 00:59:49,253 --> 00:59:50,546 Thanks, Charlie. 977 00:59:53,424 --> 00:59:55,634 Have a beautiful first date. 978 00:59:55,718 --> 00:59:57,720 You deserve it. 979 00:59:57,803 --> 00:59:59,388 I'll try not to make you too jealous. 980 01:00:11,650 --> 01:00:12,651 Mmm! 981 01:00:13,611 --> 01:00:15,112 Now just let it breathe. 982 01:00:24,163 --> 01:00:24,997 Whoa. 983 01:00:27,166 --> 01:00:29,001 It sure is a nice house. 984 01:00:29,084 --> 01:00:30,294 Thanks. 985 01:00:32,546 --> 01:00:33,547 Mmm. 986 01:00:35,382 --> 01:00:38,052 Don't you just love old music? 987 01:00:38,135 --> 01:00:39,512 Yeah. 988 01:00:39,595 --> 01:00:42,556 Good. 'Cause I made you a mix of it. 989 01:00:44,183 --> 01:00:47,436 I'd love to expose you to great things like... 990 01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:50,231 Billie Holiday and foreign films. 991 01:00:50,314 --> 01:00:53,526 This merlot is really fancy. 992 01:00:53,609 --> 01:00:56,403 Yeah. My dad collects wine, but he doesn't drink. 993 01:00:56,487 --> 01:00:57,988 That's kinda weird, isn't it? 994 01:00:58,072 --> 01:01:01,158 I guess. Where are your parents? 995 01:01:01,242 --> 01:01:04,036 Their club's hosting a cotillion or something racist. 996 01:01:06,372 --> 01:01:07,915 They'll be gone all night. 997 01:01:14,338 --> 01:01:16,173 Sure is a nice fire. 998 01:01:17,716 --> 01:01:19,260 Yeah. 999 01:01:19,343 --> 01:01:20,678 When I'm done being a lobbyist... 1000 01:01:20,761 --> 01:01:23,806 I wanna move to a house like this in Cape Cod. 1001 01:01:23,889 --> 01:01:25,182 Sounds nice, doesn't it? 1002 01:01:25,266 --> 01:01:26,267 Yeah. 1003 01:01:31,981 --> 01:01:34,275 Your heart is beating really fast. 1004 01:01:34,358 --> 01:01:35,693 Is it? 1005 01:01:35,776 --> 01:01:37,987 Here. Feel. 1006 01:01:43,450 --> 01:01:45,452 - Charlie? - Uh-huh? 1007 01:01:46,620 --> 01:01:47,955 Do you like me? 1008 01:01:48,038 --> 01:01:49,039 Uh-huh. 1009 01:01:49,123 --> 01:01:50,207 You know what I mean. 1010 01:01:50,291 --> 01:01:51,667 I think so. 1011 01:01:52,626 --> 01:01:54,378 Don't be nervous. 1012 01:02:31,874 --> 01:02:33,167 Charlie. 1013 01:02:36,253 --> 01:02:38,380 I didn't know how tonight was gonna go, but— 1014 01:02:39,924 --> 01:02:41,091 It's really nice, isn't it? 1015 01:02:41,175 --> 01:02:42,509 Yeah. 1016 01:02:44,553 --> 01:02:46,096 I just can't believe it. 1017 01:02:47,264 --> 01:02:48,933 You, of all people. 1018 01:02:49,016 --> 01:02:51,602 I just can't believe you're my boyfriend. 1019 01:02:57,191 --> 01:02:59,360 Shit! My parents! Shit! 1020 01:02:59,443 --> 01:03:01,612 - Here, zip this up. - Okay. No, I got this. 1021 01:03:01,695 --> 01:03:03,113 Just zip it up like a normal zipper! 1022 01:03:03,197 --> 01:03:04,323 It's stuck. It's just— 1023 01:03:05,199 --> 01:03:06,825 Thank you. 1024 01:03:06,909 --> 01:03:08,035 See you Monday. 1025 01:03:09,370 --> 01:03:11,956 Dear friend... 1026 01:03:12,039 --> 01:03:15,209 sorry I haven't written for a while... 1027 01:03:15,292 --> 01:03:17,878 but things are a total disaster. 1028 01:03:19,213 --> 01:03:21,840 We're literally making out and I'm in my bra— 1029 01:03:21,924 --> 01:03:23,509 Hello! And the front door opens, it's my parents! 1030 01:03:23,592 --> 01:03:25,803 I probably should have been honest about... 1031 01:03:25,886 --> 01:03:28,973 how I didn't want to go out with Mary Elizabeth after Sadie's, but... 1032 01:03:29,056 --> 01:03:31,308 I really didn't want to hurt her feelings. 1033 01:03:32,559 --> 01:03:35,479 You see, Mary Elizabeth is a really nice person... 1034 01:03:35,562 --> 01:03:37,856 underneath the part of her that hates everyone. 1035 01:03:37,940 --> 01:03:39,525 Hey! 1036 01:03:39,608 --> 01:03:41,276 And since I heard that having a girlfriend makes you happy... 1037 01:03:41,360 --> 01:03:43,862 I tried hard to love her like I love Sam. 1038 01:03:43,946 --> 01:03:45,990 Can you believe it's almost our 2-week anniversary? 1039 01:03:46,073 --> 01:03:48,200 Yeah, I know. 1040 01:03:48,283 --> 01:03:49,785 So / took her on double dates. 1041 01:03:49,868 --> 01:03:52,871 First foreign film. 1042 01:03:52,955 --> 01:03:55,165 Do you want butter on your popcorn? 1043 01:03:55,249 --> 01:03:56,875 Vegans don't eat butter. 1044 01:03:56,959 --> 01:03:59,586 And I tried not to mind that she loves to hold hands... 1045 01:03:59,670 --> 01:04:01,213 even when her hands are sweaty. 1046 01:04:05,300 --> 01:04:08,554 And I had to admit something really upsetting, but... 1047 01:04:09,930 --> 01:04:13,559 I'm tired of touching her boobs. 1048 01:04:13,642 --> 01:04:17,062 I thought maybe if she would just let me pick the make-out music... 1049 01:04:17,146 --> 01:04:20,190 once in a while, we might have a chance. 1050 01:04:20,274 --> 01:04:24,653 And maybe if she didn't put down the books that Mr. Anderson gives me. 1051 01:04:25,446 --> 01:04:26,864 Walden. 1052 01:04:26,947 --> 01:04:29,158 I read this in 7th grade. 1053 01:04:29,241 --> 01:04:31,785 I would have called it On Boring Pond. 1054 01:04:31,869 --> 01:04:35,914 Or if she would stop calling me the minute I get home from school... 1055 01:04:35,998 --> 01:04:40,627 when I have absolutely nothing to talk about other than the bus ride home. 1056 01:04:42,421 --> 01:04:45,007 Somehow she finds new things to say. 1057 01:04:45,090 --> 01:04:46,592 That dairy just sits with you. 1058 01:04:46,675 --> 01:04:48,052 You know, it walks with you. 1059 01:04:48,135 --> 01:04:50,012 She's on the phone right now? 1060 01:04:50,095 --> 01:04:51,722 Charlie, you've gotta break up with her. 1061 01:04:51,805 --> 01:04:53,057 I can do that? 1062 01:04:53,140 --> 01:04:54,933 For Christ's sake, I need to use the phone. 1063 01:04:55,017 --> 01:04:56,560 I got you this book. 1064 01:04:56,643 --> 01:04:57,811 It's really how I became a vegan. 1065 01:04:57,895 --> 01:04:59,438 I know I should have been honest... 1066 01:04:59,521 --> 01:05:02,649 but I was getting so mad, It was starting to scare me. 1067 01:05:02,733 --> 01:05:04,401 I mean the way they treat those— 1068 01:05:04,485 --> 01:05:07,571 1 just wish I could have found another way to break up. 1069 01:05:07,654 --> 01:05:09,907 Um, Mary Elizabeth, can I talk to you— 1070 01:05:09,990 --> 01:05:12,409 Charlie, please don't interrupt. You know I hate that 1071 01:05:12,493 --> 01:05:14,411 In hindsight, I probably could not have picked... 1072 01:05:14,495 --> 01:05:17,081 a worse way to be honest with Mary Elizabeth. 1073 01:05:17,164 --> 01:05:18,165 Truth or dare? 1074 01:05:18,248 --> 01:05:19,666 Who are you talking to? 1075 01:05:19,750 --> 01:05:23,504 I dare you to kiss Alice. 1076 01:05:23,587 --> 01:05:25,339 Oh. 1077 01:05:25,422 --> 01:05:28,801 Gird your loins, procreator. 1078 01:05:28,884 --> 01:05:31,345 Oh, my God. 1079 01:05:31,428 --> 01:05:34,932 Mary Elizabeth, Samantha told me that you got into Harvard. Congratulations. 1080 01:05:35,015 --> 01:05:39,353 Thank you. This one still hasn't gotten me flowers. 1081 01:05:39,436 --> 01:05:40,979 But I forgive you. 1082 01:05:42,648 --> 01:05:45,400 Hey, don't worry about Penn State. You're just wait-listed. 1083 01:05:45,484 --> 01:05:47,444 Yeah. 1084 01:05:47,528 --> 01:05:51,240 You guys are about to miss some severely hot fag-on-goth action. 1085 01:05:55,661 --> 01:05:57,204 Wow. 1086 01:05:58,831 --> 01:05:59,790 Get a room. 1087 01:05:59,873 --> 01:06:01,583 Mmm! You're a monster. 1088 01:06:01,667 --> 01:06:05,129 My turn. Let's see. 1089 01:06:05,212 --> 01:06:07,422 Let's think. Charlie. 1090 01:06:07,506 --> 01:06:08,382 Truth. 1091 01:06:08,465 --> 01:06:09,883 How's your first relationship going? 1092 01:06:10,884 --> 01:06:12,803 It's so bad... 1093 01:06:12,886 --> 01:06:17,224 that I keep fantasizing that one of us is dying of cancer. 1094 01:06:17,307 --> 01:06:19,935 So that I don't have to break up with her. 1095 01:06:21,812 --> 01:06:24,648 Charlie? Truth or dare? 1096 01:06:24,731 --> 01:06:25,941 Hello? 1097 01:06:27,693 --> 01:06:29,528 Dare. 1098 01:06:29,611 --> 01:06:33,532 Okay, I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room... 1099 01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:34,992 on the lips. 1100 01:06:35,075 --> 01:06:37,744 And notice I charitably said "girl" and not "person"... 1101 01:06:37,828 --> 01:06:40,873 because, let's face it, I'd smoke all you bitches. 1102 01:06:50,674 --> 01:06:52,426 Oh, that's fucked up. 1103 01:06:56,680 --> 01:06:58,432 Mary Elizabeth. 1104 01:06:58,515 --> 01:06:59,933 I'm so sorry. 1105 01:07:01,768 --> 01:07:04,354 It was a mistake, I'm sorry. 1106 01:07:04,438 --> 01:07:06,231 Sam? Sam? 1107 01:07:06,315 --> 01:07:08,859 I really didn't mean anything by it. I'm sorry. 1108 01:07:09,985 --> 01:07:11,737 What the hell is wrong with you? 1109 01:07:14,198 --> 01:07:15,908 I should go back and apologize. 1110 01:07:15,991 --> 01:07:18,994 Charlie, trust me, you don't wanna go back in there. 1111 01:07:19,077 --> 01:07:22,206 I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to do anything. 1112 01:07:22,289 --> 01:07:23,624 I know you didn't. 1113 01:07:24,249 --> 01:07:26,084 But, look— 1114 01:07:28,587 --> 01:07:30,631 I hate to be the one to break this... 1115 01:07:30,714 --> 01:07:34,760 but there's history with Mary Elizabeth and Sam. 1116 01:07:34,843 --> 01:07:38,138 Other guys and things that have nothing to do with you. 1117 01:07:38,222 --> 01:07:41,975 It's best if you just stay away for a while. 1118 01:07:43,977 --> 01:07:45,437 Oh, okay. 1119 01:07:50,067 --> 01:07:51,485 How long do you think? 1120 01:08:20,138 --> 01:08:22,099 - Charlie. 1121 01:08:22,182 --> 01:08:24,393 Come on, get dressed. You're gonna be late for Easter Mass. 1122 01:08:24,476 --> 01:08:26,019 I'll be there in a minute. 1123 01:08:30,274 --> 01:08:34,611 Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. 1124 01:08:34,695 --> 01:08:39,199 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. 1125 01:08:39,283 --> 01:08:41,326 Give us this day our daily bread... 1126 01:08:41,410 --> 01:08:43,328 and forgive us our trespasses... 1127 01:08:43,412 --> 01:08:46,039 as we forgive those who trespass against us. 1128 01:08:50,168 --> 01:08:52,921 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us— 1129 01:08:53,005 --> 01:08:57,467 Mary Elizabeth, I've been listening to the Billie Holiday CD every night. 1130 01:08:57,551 --> 01:08:58,927 It's too late, Charlie. 1131 01:08:59,011 --> 01:09:02,139 I know. I just feel really bad about what I did. 1132 01:09:02,222 --> 01:09:05,100 I just get so messed up inside. 1133 01:09:05,183 --> 01:09:06,893 Like I'm not there or something. 1134 01:09:06,977 --> 01:09:09,354 Tell it to someone who cares. - Look, I know. I'm sorry. 1135 01:09:09,438 --> 01:09:11,064 Just we've all become such good friends. 1136 01:09:11,148 --> 01:09:13,108 Good friends? 1137 01:09:13,191 --> 01:09:15,068 Do you mean the people that I've known since kindergarten... 1138 01:09:15,152 --> 01:09:16,987 and you've known for six months? 1139 01:09:17,070 --> 01:09:18,613 Those good friends? 1140 01:09:18,697 --> 01:09:21,033 Yeah, I mean, I just don't wanna do anything to ruin our relationship. 1141 01:09:21,116 --> 01:09:22,743 It's ruined. Okay? 1142 01:09:22,826 --> 01:09:25,996 So stop calling everyone. Stop embarrassing yourself. 1143 01:09:26,079 --> 01:09:29,374 Okay, I will. Good— 1144 01:09:33,670 --> 01:09:37,049 - Something's wrong with me. - Don't worry about it. 1145 01:09:39,343 --> 01:09:41,887 Hey, have you heard from Patrick? 1146 01:09:41,970 --> 01:09:44,598 No, he told me to stay away. 1147 01:09:44,681 --> 01:09:47,392 Oh. You don't know. 1148 01:09:47,476 --> 01:09:49,728 Why? Why? What happened? 1149 01:09:49,811 --> 01:09:52,105 Brad's father caught them together. 1150 01:09:56,193 --> 01:09:58,278 Some kids jumped him outside the O. 1151 01:09:58,362 --> 01:10:00,906 No, it was some kids from North Hills. 1152 01:10:00,989 --> 01:10:03,408 Did you see his face? 1153 01:10:03,492 --> 01:10:04,910 That's not what I heard. 1154 01:10:06,995 --> 01:10:08,497 Are you okay? 1155 01:10:08,580 --> 01:10:11,375 Not now, Charlie. I'm sorry. 1156 01:10:20,092 --> 01:10:21,301 Hey, Nothing. 1157 01:10:29,184 --> 01:10:32,312 Oops. Sorry, Nothing. 1158 01:10:43,573 --> 01:10:45,075 You gonna do anything? 1159 01:10:45,158 --> 01:10:46,451 What are you talking about? 1160 01:10:46,535 --> 01:10:48,662 I'm talking about your pet ape just tripped me. 1161 01:10:48,745 --> 01:10:49,830 Gonna say something? 1162 01:10:51,623 --> 01:10:53,542 - Why would I? - You know why. 1163 01:10:53,625 --> 01:10:57,421 This is pathetic, man. Your fixation on me. 1164 01:10:57,504 --> 01:10:59,589 Do you want your friends to know how you got those bruises? Really? 1165 01:10:59,673 --> 01:11:01,466 I got jumped in a parking lot. 1166 01:11:01,550 --> 01:11:03,260 Where? Schenley Park? 1167 01:11:03,343 --> 01:11:05,470 Do you guys know about Schenley Park? 1168 01:11:05,554 --> 01:11:07,389 - Do your friends know— - I don't know what kinda sick shit... 1169 01:11:07,472 --> 01:11:11,226 you're trying to pull, but you better walk away right now. 1170 01:11:12,269 --> 01:11:13,687 Nothing. 1171 01:11:13,770 --> 01:11:15,188 Fine. 1172 01:11:16,648 --> 01:11:18,525 Say hi to your dad for me. 1173 01:11:21,862 --> 01:11:24,739 Whatever, faggot. 1174 01:11:27,075 --> 01:11:29,202 - What did you just call me? - Just called you a faggot. 1175 01:11:43,884 --> 01:11:46,887 Say that shit again! Say that shit again! 1176 01:11:46,970 --> 01:11:48,221 It's Patrick! 1177 01:11:49,222 --> 01:11:50,682 Leave him alone! 1178 01:11:50,765 --> 01:11:52,058 Sam! 1179 01:12:00,066 --> 01:12:02,777 Stop! Leave him! Stop! 1180 01:12:03,570 --> 01:12:04,905 Stop! 1181 01:12:37,729 --> 01:12:40,232 Touch my friends again and I'll blind you. 1182 01:12:50,200 --> 01:12:51,701 Charlie? 1183 01:12:51,785 --> 01:12:52,869 Yeah? 1184 01:12:54,120 --> 01:12:55,455 Thanks for stopping 'em. 1185 01:12:57,999 --> 01:12:59,334 Sure, Brad. 1186 01:13:21,439 --> 01:13:22,816 How you doing, Charlie? 1187 01:13:22,899 --> 01:13:24,901 I don't know. 1188 01:13:24,985 --> 01:13:28,113 I keep trying, but I can't really remember what I did. 1189 01:13:29,197 --> 01:13:30,699 Do you want me to tell you? 1190 01:13:32,450 --> 01:13:33,785 Yeah. 1191 01:13:33,868 --> 01:13:35,745 You saved my brother. 1192 01:13:36,955 --> 01:13:38,164 That's what you did. 1193 01:13:39,249 --> 01:13:40,584 So you're not scared of me? 1194 01:13:40,667 --> 01:13:41,793 No. 1195 01:13:44,588 --> 01:13:45,755 Can we be friends again? 1196 01:13:45,839 --> 01:13:47,799 Of course. 1197 01:13:55,390 --> 01:13:56,516 Come on. 1198 01:13:59,644 --> 01:14:01,479 Let's go be psychos together. 1199 01:14:07,485 --> 01:14:08,903 I'm dating Peter now. 1200 01:14:10,530 --> 01:14:11,990 He's in college with Craig. 1201 01:14:12,073 --> 01:14:15,827 He's opinionated. We have intellectual debates. 1202 01:14:15,910 --> 01:14:19,998 You were very sweet but our relationship was too one-sided. 1203 01:14:20,081 --> 01:14:22,834 I know this is hard for you. 1204 01:14:22,917 --> 01:14:24,377 I'm just glad that you're happy. 1205 01:14:25,128 --> 01:14:26,379 Okay. 1206 01:14:31,259 --> 01:14:34,262 Hey, Craig, Sam will be down. Soon. 1207 01:14:34,346 --> 01:14:36,848 Oy vey. We're gonna miss the movie. 1208 01:14:36,931 --> 01:14:39,392 Yeah, I'll go put some pep in her step. Don't worry. 1209 01:14:39,476 --> 01:14:40,518 Hello? 1210 01:14:42,729 --> 01:14:45,732 Hey. Do you wanna get out of here? 1211 01:14:45,815 --> 01:14:47,108 Sure, Patrick. 1212 01:14:50,236 --> 01:14:51,488 I'll tell you something, Charlie... 1213 01:14:51,571 --> 01:14:53,448 I feel good. You know what I mean? 1214 01:14:53,531 --> 01:14:56,701 Maybe tomorrow I'll take you to this karaoke place downtown. 1215 01:14:56,785 --> 01:14:59,162 And this club off the Strip. They don't card. 1216 01:14:59,245 --> 01:15:01,247 And the Schenley Park scene. 1217 01:15:01,331 --> 01:15:04,417 You have to see the Fruit Loop at least one time. 1218 01:15:16,179 --> 01:15:20,350 Oh, my God. My life is officially an after-school special. 1219 01:15:20,433 --> 01:15:21,893 Son of a bitch! 1220 01:15:22,686 --> 01:15:24,354 It really is. 1221 01:15:24,437 --> 01:15:26,272 It so is. 1222 01:15:29,859 --> 01:15:32,821 So, you ever hear the one about Lily Miller? 1223 01:15:32,904 --> 01:15:34,197 I don't know. 1224 01:15:34,280 --> 01:15:35,782 Really? 1225 01:15:35,865 --> 01:15:38,326 I thought your brother would have told you. It's a classic. 1226 01:15:38,410 --> 01:15:40,078 Maybe. 1227 01:15:40,161 --> 01:15:42,997 Okay, Lily comes here one night with this guy Parker. 1228 01:15:43,081 --> 01:15:46,918 And this was to be the night that they were gonna lose their virginity. 1229 01:15:47,001 --> 01:15:49,546 So she did it really proper. She packed a picnic. 1230 01:15:49,629 --> 01:15:51,881 Stole a bottle of wine. 1231 01:15:51,965 --> 01:15:56,636 Everything was perfect and they're just about to "do it." 1232 01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,264 When they realize they forgot the condoms. 1233 01:15:59,347 --> 01:16:02,517 - So what do you think happened? - I don't know. 1234 01:16:02,600 --> 01:16:04,310 They did it with one of the sandwich bags. 1235 01:16:05,103 --> 01:16:06,271 Ew! 1236 01:16:08,356 --> 01:16:09,941 Oh, that's disgusting! 1237 01:16:10,024 --> 01:16:11,568 Yes, it is. 1238 01:16:11,651 --> 01:16:13,987 Come on! Let's keep the train rolling. 1239 01:16:14,070 --> 01:16:16,322 Suburban legend, Charlie. 1240 01:16:16,406 --> 01:16:17,991 Well— 1241 01:16:18,074 --> 01:16:21,077 There's this girl named Second Base Stace. 1242 01:16:21,161 --> 01:16:24,831 And, well, she had boobs in 4th grade. 1243 01:16:24,914 --> 01:16:27,083 Mosquito bites. Promising. Go. 1244 01:16:27,167 --> 01:16:30,670 And she let some of the guys feel them. 1245 01:16:32,046 --> 01:16:34,507 - That's your suburban legend? - Yeah. 1246 01:16:34,591 --> 01:16:37,010 - Did you at least cop a feel? - No. 1247 01:16:37,093 --> 01:16:39,721 No. Of course not. You went home... 1248 01:16:39,804 --> 01:16:42,515 listened to "Asleep," wrote a poem— 1249 01:16:42,599 --> 01:16:44,642 Fine. Okay. Your turn. 1250 01:16:46,936 --> 01:16:48,438 Hmm. 1251 01:16:50,356 --> 01:16:51,566 Yeah. I've got one. 1252 01:16:53,860 --> 01:16:55,320 Well... 1253 01:16:55,403 --> 01:16:57,238 there's this one guy. 1254 01:16:57,322 --> 01:17:00,074 Queer as a 3-dollar bill. 1255 01:17:00,158 --> 01:17:04,037 The guy's father doesn't know about his son. 1256 01:17:04,120 --> 01:17:09,375 So he comes into the basement one night when he's supposed to be out of town. 1257 01:17:09,459 --> 01:17:11,586 Catches his son with another boy. 1258 01:17:13,087 --> 01:17:14,798 So he starts beating him. 1259 01:17:14,881 --> 01:17:18,885 But not like the slap kind. Like, the real kind. 1260 01:17:22,055 --> 01:17:26,726 And the boyfriend says, "Stop. You're killing him." 1261 01:17:28,019 --> 01:17:30,605 But the son just yells, "Get out." 1262 01:17:31,981 --> 01:17:35,109 And eventually... 1263 01:17:36,528 --> 01:17:39,572 the boyfriend just did. 1264 01:17:46,246 --> 01:17:48,373 Why can't you save anybody? 1265 01:17:50,667 --> 01:17:52,126 I don't know. 1266 01:17:54,462 --> 01:17:55,755 Forget it. 1267 01:17:56,798 --> 01:17:58,842 I'm free now, right? 1268 01:17:58,925 --> 01:18:02,929 I could meet the love of my life any second. 1269 01:18:03,012 --> 01:18:06,558 Things will be different now and that's good. 1270 01:18:06,641 --> 01:18:08,935 I just need to meet a good guy. 1271 01:18:09,853 --> 01:18:10,979 Yeah. 1272 01:18:24,534 --> 01:18:26,035 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 1273 01:18:27,954 --> 01:18:29,163 It's all right. 1274 01:18:33,877 --> 01:18:37,297 I've been spending a lot of time with Patrick. 1275 01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:40,675 He begins every night really excited. 1276 01:18:40,758 --> 01:18:44,762 He always says he feels free and tonight is his destiny. 1277 01:18:44,846 --> 01:18:48,516 But after a while he runs out of things to keep himself numb. 1278 01:18:50,935 --> 01:18:53,813 And Sam got her letter from Penn State. 1279 01:19:00,194 --> 01:19:02,447 "We will require you to take our summer session... 1280 01:19:02,530 --> 01:19:06,200 at the main campus immediately following your high school graduation." 1281 01:19:09,412 --> 01:19:10,663 She got in, Charlie. 1282 01:19:22,550 --> 01:19:27,430 After that, all Patrick could talk about was college and all their futures. 1283 01:19:27,513 --> 01:19:30,016 Alice did get into NYU film school. 1284 01:19:30,099 --> 01:19:32,226 Patrick is going to the University of Washington... 1285 01:19:32,310 --> 01:19:35,980 because he wants to be near the music in Seattle. 1286 01:19:36,064 --> 01:19:41,069 But he wasn't going to leave without organizing the best senior prank ever. 1287 01:19:47,617 --> 01:19:50,036 Sam is going away right after graduation. 1288 01:19:50,119 --> 01:19:52,288 It all feels very exciting. 1289 01:19:52,372 --> 01:19:54,916 I just wish it were happening to me. 1290 01:19:54,999 --> 01:19:59,128 Especially because, ever since I blacked out in the cafeteria... 1291 01:19:59,212 --> 01:20:00,797 it's been getting worse. 1292 01:20:00,880 --> 01:20:03,967 And I can't turn it off this time. 1293 01:20:04,050 --> 01:20:08,096 All right, guys, you wanna pass your copies of Gatsby up to the front, please. 1294 01:20:08,179 --> 01:20:10,098 And I know it's the last day... 1295 01:20:10,181 --> 01:20:13,935 but if we could keep it to a dull roar, I'd appreciate it. 1296 01:20:14,018 --> 01:20:15,019 Thank you. 1297 01:20:15,103 --> 01:20:18,606 Guy. Guys. Thank you for such a great year. 1298 01:20:18,690 --> 01:20:20,566 I had a blast. I hope you did, too. 1299 01:20:20,650 --> 01:20:23,528 And I hope you have a great time this summer on your vacations. 1300 01:20:23,611 --> 01:20:25,905 Now who here is gonna read for pleasure this summer? 1301 01:20:31,452 --> 01:20:32,704 Charlie. 1302 01:20:32,787 --> 01:20:33,788 Very good. 1303 01:20:37,834 --> 01:20:39,168 Have a good summer. 1304 01:20:43,881 --> 01:20:45,466 Last day. 1305 01:20:45,550 --> 01:20:47,468 Yeah. 1306 01:20:47,552 --> 01:20:51,431 So I know it's none of my business, but have you decided? 1307 01:20:52,348 --> 01:20:54,434 Are you going to New York? 1308 01:20:55,476 --> 01:20:56,561 Well— 1309 01:20:57,645 --> 01:21:00,481 My wife and I like it here. 1310 01:21:00,565 --> 01:21:02,817 And I think I might be better at teaching than writing. 1311 01:21:04,110 --> 01:21:06,696 You know, Charlie, I was thinking that, uh... 1312 01:21:08,239 --> 01:21:10,158 maybe I could still give you books next year. 1313 01:21:10,241 --> 01:21:12,744 Yeah. Yeah. 1314 01:21:12,827 --> 01:21:15,163 I think you could write one of them one day. 1315 01:21:16,372 --> 01:21:18,916 - Really? - I do. 1316 01:21:21,711 --> 01:21:23,463 You're the best teacher I've ever had. 1317 01:21:24,380 --> 01:21:25,798 Thank you. 1318 01:21:35,475 --> 01:21:38,061 10, nine, eight... 1319 01:21:38,144 --> 01:21:40,271 seven, six, five... 1320 01:21:40,354 --> 01:21:42,940 four, three, two, one. 1321 01:21:50,990 --> 01:21:52,533 Dear friend... 1322 01:21:52,617 --> 01:21:55,161 I wanted to tell you about us running. 1323 01:21:55,244 --> 01:21:57,038 There was this beautiful sunset. 1324 01:21:57,121 --> 01:21:59,457 And just a few hours before, everyone I love... 1325 01:21:59,540 --> 01:22:02,168 had their last day of high school ever. 1326 01:22:02,251 --> 01:22:04,212 I was happy because they were happy... 1327 01:22:04,295 --> 01:22:06,631 even though I counted and I have... 1328 01:22:06,714 --> 01:22:10,927 1,095 days to go. 1329 01:22:11,010 --> 01:22:13,429 I kept imagining what school would be like without them... 1330 01:22:13,513 --> 01:22:16,182 as they were all getting ready for their prom. 1331 01:22:16,265 --> 01:22:19,644 My sister finally decided to break up with Derek... 1332 01:22:19,727 --> 01:22:22,146 and go stag with her girlfriends instead. 1333 01:22:24,398 --> 01:22:26,651 And then there was Sam. 1334 01:22:26,734 --> 01:22:30,071 I've looked at her picture since that night. 1335 01:22:30,154 --> 01:22:33,491 I like to see how happy she was before she knew. 1336 01:22:33,574 --> 01:22:37,453 They were in a hotel suite after prom and the truth came out. 1337 01:22:37,537 --> 01:22:41,457 Basically Craig has been cheating on Sam the whole time. 1338 01:22:41,541 --> 01:22:43,292 When I heard that .. 1339 01:22:43,376 --> 01:22:45,962 I kept thinking about the happy girl in these pictures. 1340 01:22:46,045 --> 01:22:49,841 'Cause she doesn't have 1,095 days to go. 1341 01:22:49,924 --> 01:22:51,843 She made it. 1342 01:22:51,926 --> 01:22:54,137 This is her time. 1343 01:22:54,220 --> 01:22:57,014 And no one should be able to take that away. 1344 01:22:59,267 --> 01:23:00,768 Congratulations. 1345 01:23:00,852 --> 01:23:02,770 Oh, Charlie. Charlie's here. Guys, group photo. 1346 01:23:02,854 --> 01:23:04,313 We should all take a group photo. 1347 01:23:04,397 --> 01:23:06,399 Ooh! Get against the railing and try to look suave. 1348 01:23:06,482 --> 01:23:08,943 Yep, this is the one. That's gonna be a great angle. 1349 01:23:16,951 --> 01:23:18,828 At her going away party... 1350 01:23:18,911 --> 01:23:22,165 I wanted her to know about that night we went through the tunnel. 1351 01:23:22,248 --> 01:23:24,167 And how for the first time... 1352 01:23:24,250 --> 01:23:26,294 I felt like I belonged somewhere. 1353 01:23:27,962 --> 01:23:30,631 And tomorrow, she's leaving. 1354 01:23:30,715 --> 01:23:33,426 So I wanted to give her a part of me. 1355 01:23:35,761 --> 01:23:38,222 Are these all your books, Charlie? 1356 01:23:47,607 --> 01:23:49,025 Thanks for staying up with me. 1357 01:23:49,108 --> 01:23:51,736 Sure. 1358 01:23:51,819 --> 01:23:56,782 My brother said Penn State has this restaurant called Ye Olde College Diner. 1359 01:23:56,866 --> 01:23:59,076 You have to get a grilled sticky on your first night. 1360 01:23:59,160 --> 01:24:01,495 It's a tradition. 1361 01:24:02,288 --> 01:24:03,623 That sounds like fun. 1362 01:24:03,706 --> 01:24:04,790 Yeah. 1363 01:24:07,460 --> 01:24:10,171 Pretty soon, you'll have a whole new group of friends, you know. 1364 01:24:11,505 --> 01:24:13,799 You won't even think about this place anymore. 1365 01:24:16,344 --> 01:24:17,678 Yes, I will. 1366 01:24:31,150 --> 01:24:32,818 Had lunch with Craig today. 1367 01:24:34,820 --> 01:24:36,572 Yeah? 1368 01:24:36,656 --> 01:24:39,659 He said he was sorry and that I was right to break up with him. 1369 01:24:41,911 --> 01:24:46,749 I'm driving away and was feeling so small. 1370 01:24:46,832 --> 01:24:52,755 Just asking myself, "Why do I and everyone I love... 1371 01:24:52,838 --> 01:24:55,967 pick people who treat us like we're nothing?" 1372 01:25:00,721 --> 01:25:03,516 We accept the love we think we deserve. 1373 01:25:10,022 --> 01:25:12,358 Then why didn't you ever ask me out? 1374 01:25:19,365 --> 01:25:20,908 [, um— 1375 01:25:20,992 --> 01:25:23,369 I just didn't think that you wanted that. 1376 01:25:24,120 --> 01:25:26,205 Well, what did you want? 1377 01:25:27,540 --> 01:25:29,875 I just want you to be happy. 1378 01:25:30,876 --> 01:25:32,795 Don't you get it, Charlie? 1379 01:25:33,838 --> 01:25:36,382 I can't feel that. 1380 01:25:36,465 --> 01:25:39,635 It's really sweet and everything, but— 1381 01:25:39,719 --> 01:25:42,471 You can't just sit there and put everybody's lives ahead of yours... 1382 01:25:42,555 --> 01:25:44,223 and think that counts as love. 1383 01:25:44,307 --> 01:25:47,351 I don't want to be somebody's crush. 1384 01:25:47,435 --> 01:25:51,314 I want people to like the real me. 1385 01:25:54,483 --> 01:25:56,861 I know who you are, Sam. 1386 01:26:02,408 --> 01:26:04,243 I know I'm quiet. 1387 01:26:05,494 --> 01:26:08,372 And I know I should speak more. 1388 01:26:08,456 --> 01:26:12,335 But if you knew the things that were in my head most of the time... 1389 01:26:12,418 --> 01:26:15,629 you'd know what it really meant. 1390 01:26:17,506 --> 01:26:20,426 How much we're alike... 1391 01:26:20,509 --> 01:26:22,970 and how we've been through the same things. 1392 01:26:24,597 --> 01:26:26,849 And you're not small. 1393 01:26:26,932 --> 01:26:28,267 You're beautiful. 1394 01:26:55,002 --> 01:26:56,128 What's wrong, Charlie? 1395 01:26:56,670 --> 01:26:57,963 Nothing. 1396 01:27:26,700 --> 01:27:28,160 You know I'm gonna call you all the time. 1397 01:27:28,244 --> 01:27:30,621 - We're gonna see each other in New York. - All the time. 1398 01:27:33,582 --> 01:27:34,834 Come on, Sam. 1399 01:28:17,209 --> 01:28:18,752 What's wrong, Charlie? 1400 01:28:22,214 --> 01:28:23,674 Put your seat belt on. 1401 01:28:23,757 --> 01:28:24,884 we'll meet you there. 1402 01:28:48,616 --> 01:28:50,242 Don't wake your sister. 1403 01:29:03,005 --> 01:29:04,757 It'll be our little secret, okay? 1404 01:29:07,176 --> 01:29:10,638 Look, Charlie, she's fast asleep. 1405 01:29:12,556 --> 01:29:13,641 Don't wake your sister. 1406 01:29:20,981 --> 01:29:22,691 My fault. 1407 01:29:22,775 --> 01:29:24,151 My fault. 1408 01:29:24,235 --> 01:29:25,361 My fault. 1409 01:29:26,028 --> 01:29:27,613 It's all my fault 1410 01:29:27,696 --> 01:29:29,532 It'l] be our little secret. Okay? 1411 01:29:29,615 --> 01:29:30,783 Stop it. 1412 01:29:31,951 --> 01:29:33,118 Stop. 1413 01:29:37,206 --> 01:29:38,666 Stop crying. 1414 01:29:39,333 --> 01:29:41,335 Stop crying. 1415 01:29:48,384 --> 01:29:49,802 This'll be our little secret. 1416 01:29:56,559 --> 01:29:58,686 Candace. Your brother's on the phone. 1417 01:30:01,313 --> 01:30:02,565 Hello? 1418 01:30:02,648 --> 01:30:04,900 - Hey, Candace. - Charlie? 1419 01:30:04,984 --> 01:30:09,572 Sam and Patrick left, and I can't stop thinking about something. 1420 01:30:09,655 --> 01:30:10,823 Shh. What? 1421 01:30:10,906 --> 01:30:12,157 Candace... 1422 01:30:13,200 --> 01:30:15,786 ! killed Aunt Helen, didn't I? 1423 01:30:15,869 --> 01:30:17,621 She died getting my birthday present... 1424 01:30:17,705 --> 01:30:20,749 so I guess I killed her, right? 1425 01:30:20,833 --> 01:30:22,918 I've tried to stop thinking that, but can't 1426 01:30:23,002 --> 01:30:24,670 She keeps driving away and dying. 1427 01:30:24,753 --> 01:30:26,297 Call the police and send them to my house. 1428 01:30:26,380 --> 01:30:28,132 I can't stop her. I'm crazy again. 1429 01:30:28,215 --> 01:30:29,800 No. Charlie, listen to me. 1430 01:30:29,883 --> 01:30:31,927 Mom and Dad are gonna be home with Chris any second. 1431 01:30:32,011 --> 01:30:34,305 I'm just thinking... 1432 01:30:34,388 --> 01:30:36,599 what if I wanted her to die, Candace? 1433 01:30:36,682 --> 01:30:38,851 - What? Charlie? 1434 01:30:38,934 --> 01:30:40,060 Charlie! 1435 01:31:15,137 --> 01:31:16,430 Charlie? 1436 01:31:17,514 --> 01:31:19,058 I'm Dr. Burton. 1437 01:31:23,771 --> 01:31:25,272 Where am I? 1438 01:31:25,356 --> 01:31:27,524 Mayview Hospital. 1439 01:31:29,485 --> 01:31:34,073 You, uh— You have to let me go. My dad can't afford it. 1440 01:31:34,156 --> 01:31:36,158 Oh, don't worry about that. 1441 01:31:36,241 --> 01:31:41,163 No. I saw them when I was little... 1442 01:31:41,246 --> 01:31:43,499 and I don't want to be a Mayview kid. 1443 01:31:43,582 --> 01:31:45,376 Just tell me how to stop it. 1444 01:31:45,459 --> 01:31:46,794 Stop what? 1445 01:31:47,586 --> 01:31:49,463 Seeing it. 1446 01:31:52,007 --> 01:31:56,095 All their lives all the time. 1447 01:31:57,137 --> 01:31:59,098 How do you stop seeing it? 1448 01:31:59,181 --> 01:32:01,058 Seeing what, Charlie? 1449 01:32:01,141 --> 01:32:06,730 There is so much pain. 1450 01:32:06,814 --> 01:32:11,443 And I don't know how to not notice it. 1451 01:32:11,527 --> 01:32:13,362 What's hurting you? 1452 01:32:13,445 --> 01:32:14,738 No, not me. 1453 01:32:14,822 --> 01:32:19,368 It's them. It's everyone. It never stops. 1454 01:32:20,494 --> 01:32:21,662 Do you understand? 1455 01:32:28,627 --> 01:32:30,671 What about your Aunt Helen? 1456 01:32:34,633 --> 01:32:36,969 What about her? 1457 01:32:37,052 --> 01:32:38,595 Do you see her? 1458 01:32:41,849 --> 01:32:43,976 Yes. 1459 01:32:44,059 --> 01:32:46,061 She had a terrible life. 1460 01:32:48,981 --> 01:32:50,065 God, what am I supposed to— 1461 01:32:50,149 --> 01:32:53,318 You said some things about her in your sleep. 1462 01:32:53,402 --> 01:32:55,237 I don't care. 1463 01:32:55,320 --> 01:32:56,822 If you want to get better... 1464 01:32:57,990 --> 01:32:59,658 you have to. 1465 01:33:06,415 --> 01:33:07,416 She— 1466 01:33:08,917 --> 01:33:11,336 She was insane. 1467 01:33:12,171 --> 01:33:13,547 I'm just sayin'. 1468 01:33:14,548 --> 01:33:15,841 She— 1469 01:33:17,342 --> 01:33:18,761 Charlie? 1470 01:33:18,844 --> 01:33:21,180 You gonna let me help you here? 1471 01:33:24,224 --> 01:33:25,434 Okay. 1472 01:33:26,727 --> 01:33:29,521 Do you remember anything before you blacked out? 1473 01:33:32,191 --> 01:33:34,985 I remember leaving Sam's house. 1474 01:33:35,778 --> 01:33:38,864 I was walking home. And— 1475 01:33:40,449 --> 01:33:42,618 I was in the hospital for a while. 1476 01:33:44,411 --> 01:33:47,664 I won't go into detail about all of it. 1477 01:33:47,748 --> 01:33:51,960 But I will say there were some very bad days. 1478 01:33:52,044 --> 01:33:54,713 And some unexpected beautiful days. 1479 01:33:57,716 --> 01:34:01,386 The worst day was the time my doctor told my mom and dad... 1480 01:34:01,470 --> 01:34:03,388 what Aunt Helen did to me. 1481 01:34:10,229 --> 01:34:11,271 Honey? 1482 01:34:14,066 --> 01:34:15,734 I'm so sorry. 1483 01:34:29,915 --> 01:34:32,835 The best days were those when [I could have visitors. 1484 01:34:32,918 --> 01:34:35,379 My brother and sister always came for those... 1485 01:34:35,462 --> 01:34:38,549 until Chris had to go to training camp. 1486 01:34:38,632 --> 01:34:40,759 He's going to be first string this year. 1487 01:34:42,886 --> 01:34:46,807 My sister told me she met a nice guy at her summer job. 1488 01:34:50,811 --> 01:34:53,272 Here he is. 1489 01:34:53,355 --> 01:34:57,192 So I'll see you Thursday at 6:00, right? 1490 01:34:57,276 --> 01:34:59,278 - Okay. - You gonna hang in there? 1491 01:34:59,361 --> 01:35:02,197 My doctor said we can't choose where we come from... 1492 01:35:02,281 --> 01:35:04,783 but we can choose where we go from there. 1493 01:35:05,993 --> 01:35:07,578 I know it's not all the answers... 1494 01:35:07,661 --> 01:35:11,373 but it was enough to start putting these pieces together. 1495 01:35:12,624 --> 01:35:14,376 God bless this food we are about to receive. 1496 01:35:14,459 --> 01:35:15,878 We thank you for this bounty... 1497 01:35:15,961 --> 01:35:18,255 in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, Amen. 1498 01:35:18,338 --> 01:35:20,340 - Amen. - Amen. 1499 01:35:28,557 --> 01:35:31,184 How do you think the Penguins are gonna do this year, Dad? 1500 01:35:33,562 --> 01:35:35,230 Goddamn Penguins. 1501 01:35:35,314 --> 01:35:37,524 Think they're allergic to goddamn defense. 1502 01:35:40,986 --> 01:35:43,196 What do the players call a puck again? 1503 01:35:43,864 --> 01:35:45,490 A biscuit. 1504 01:35:45,574 --> 01:35:47,576 Are you sure it's not a "goddamn biscuit"? 1505 01:35:47,659 --> 01:35:49,119 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'. 1506 01:35:49,202 --> 01:35:50,996 Honey, I think we're gonna have to do... 1507 01:35:51,079 --> 01:35:52,748 a little shopping for you before you take off, huh? 1508 01:35:52,831 --> 01:35:55,584 - Yeah, I need some books. - Clothes, too. 1509 01:35:55,667 --> 01:35:56,835 Yeah. 1510 01:36:02,424 --> 01:36:04,176 Can Charlie come out and play? 1511 01:36:10,223 --> 01:36:12,601 The first night, we had grilled stickies. 1512 01:36:12,684 --> 01:36:14,061 So good. 1513 01:36:14,144 --> 01:36:15,938 You have to visit in the fall. we'll have some, okay? 1514 01:36:16,021 --> 01:36:17,105 Definitely. 1515 01:36:17,189 --> 01:36:18,649 Oh, sorry... 1516 01:36:18,732 --> 01:36:21,234 Charlie has a breakdown scheduled for October. 1517 01:36:22,653 --> 01:36:24,696 Well, can I tell you something? 1518 01:36:24,780 --> 01:36:27,032 I've been away for two months. 1519 01:36:27,741 --> 01:36:29,201 It's another world. 1520 01:36:29,284 --> 01:36:31,286 And it gets better. 1521 01:36:31,370 --> 01:36:34,456 And my roommate Katie has the best taste in music. 1522 01:36:40,921 --> 01:36:42,714 I found the tunnel song. 1523 01:36:46,051 --> 01:36:47,052 Let's drive. 1524 01:36:51,807 --> 01:36:54,518 I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters... 1525 01:36:54,601 --> 01:36:57,729 because I might be too busy trying to participate. 1526 01:37:01,108 --> 01:37:03,485 So, if this does end up being the last letter... 1527 01:37:03,568 --> 01:37:07,656 I want you to know that I was in a bad place before I started high school. 1528 01:37:07,739 --> 01:37:10,158 And you helped me. 1529 01:37:10,242 --> 01:37:12,494 Even ifyou didn't know what I was talking about... 1530 01:37:12,577 --> 01:37:14,830 or know someone who's gone through it 1531 01:37:14,913 --> 01:37:16,748 You made me not feel alone. 1532 01:37:19,418 --> 01:37:23,839 Because I know there are people who say all these things don't happen. 1533 01:37:23,922 --> 01:37:29,511 There are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17. 1534 01:37:29,594 --> 01:37:32,222 I know these will all be stories someday. 1535 01:37:32,305 --> 01:37:35,267 And our pictures will become old photographs. 1536 01:37:35,350 --> 01:37:37,853 And we'll all become somebody's mom or dad. 1537 01:37:39,604 --> 01:37:43,400 But right now these moments are not stories. 1538 01:37:43,483 --> 01:37:44,860 This is happening. 1539 01:37:45,861 --> 01:37:47,362 I am here. 1540 01:37:47,446 --> 01:37:49,031 And I am looking at her. 1541 01:37:49,948 --> 01:37:52,284 And she is so beautiful. 1542 01:38:02,294 --> 01:38:04,046 I can see it 1543 01:38:04,129 --> 01:38:07,632 This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. 1544 01:38:08,550 --> 01:38:11,136 You are alive. 1545 01:38:11,219 --> 01:38:13,889 You stand up and see the lights on the buildings... 1546 01:38:13,972 --> 01:38:17,100 and everything that makes you wonder. 1547 01:38:17,184 --> 01:38:19,436 And you're listening to that song on that drive... 1548 01:38:19,519 --> 01:38:22,564 with the people you love most in this world. 1549 01:38:25,358 --> 01:38:28,111 And in this moment, I swear... 1550 01:38:29,988 --> 01:38:31,782 we are infinite. 1551 01:38:35,702 --> 01:38:38,413 Jo 1552 01:38:48,215 --> 01:38:49,841 ny 1553 01:38:51,635 --> 01:38:54,846 ♪ / will be king 1554 01:38:56,306 --> 01:38:59,893 ♪ And you 1555 01:38:59,976 --> 01:39:02,354 ♪ You will be queen 1556 01:39:05,023 --> 01:39:07,400 ♪ Though nothing 1557 01:39:07,484 --> 01:39:10,487 ♪ Nothing will keep us together 1558 01:39:13,406 --> 01:39:16,785 ♪ We can beat them) 1559 01:39:16,868 --> 01:39:19,371 ♪ Forever and ever 1560 01:39:21,164 --> 01:39:23,583 ♪ We can be heroes 1561 01:39:25,544 --> 01:39:28,088 ♪ Just for one day 1562 01:39:48,066 --> 01:39:49,734 ny 1563 01:39:51,236 --> 01:39:53,738 ♪ / will be king 1564 01:39:56,241 --> 01:39:59,661 ♪ And you 1565 01:39:59,744 --> 01:40:02,038 ♪ You will be queen 1566 01:40:04,791 --> 01:40:07,961 ♪ Though nothing 1567 01:40:08,044 --> 01:40:10,630 ♪ Will drive them away 1568 01:40:12,591 --> 01:40:16,678 ♪ We can be heroes 1569 01:40:16,761 --> 01:40:19,181 ♪ Just for one day 1570 01:40:21,641 --> 01:40:24,269 ♪ We can be us) 1571 01:40:25,437 --> 01:40:27,772 ♪ Just for one day 1572 01:40:30,775 --> 01:40:33,904 ny 1573 01:40:33,987 --> 01:40:36,156 ♪ / can remember 1574 01:40:36,239 --> 01:40:39,117 ♪ / remember 1575 01:40:39,201 --> 01:40:42,829 ♪ Standing 1576 01:40:42,913 --> 01:40:44,581 ♪ By the wall;; 1577 01:40:44,664 --> 01:40:47,417 ♪ By the wall;; 1578 01:40:47,500 --> 01:40:51,213 ♪ And the guards 1579 01:40:51,296 --> 01:40:53,173 ♪ Shot above our heads 1580 01:40:53,256 --> 01:40:55,550 ♪ Over our heads 1581 01:40:55,634 --> 01:40:58,720 ♪ And we kissed) 1582 01:40:58,803 --> 01:41:01,598 ♪ As though nothing could fall ♪ 1583 01:41:01,681 --> 01:41:04,059 ♪" Nothing could fall ♪ 1584 01:41:04,142 --> 01:41:08,230 ♪ And the shame) 1585 01:41:08,313 --> 01:41:10,815 ♪ Was on the other side 1586 01:41:12,525 --> 01:41:16,238 ♪ Oh, we can beat them 1587 01:41:16,321 --> 01:41:18,990 ♪ Forever and ever 1588 01:41:20,659 --> 01:41:24,996 ♪ Then we can be heroes) 1589 01:41:25,080 --> 01:41:27,624 ♪ Just for one day 1590 01:41:33,588 --> 01:41:36,341 ♪ We can be heroes 1591 01:41:42,013 --> 01:41:44,849 ♪ We can be heroes 1592 01:41:50,480 --> 01:41:53,525 ♪ We can be heroes 1593 01:41:54,693 --> 01:41:57,195 ♪ Just for one day 1594 01:41:59,072 --> 01:42:01,825 ♪ We can be heroes 1595 01:42:03,743 --> 01:42:07,163 ♪ We're nothing 1596 01:42:07,247 --> 01:42:09,874 ♪ And nothing will help us 1597 01:42:11,710 --> 01:42:14,129 ♪ Maybe we're lying 1598 01:42:15,463 --> 01:42:17,841 ♪ Then you better not stay ,) 1599 01:42:19,926 --> 01:42:22,846 ♪ But we could be safer) 1600 01:42:24,389 --> 01:42:26,766 ♪ Just for one day 1601 01:42:28,768 --> 01:42:32,981 ♪ Oh-oh-oh 1602 01:42:33,064 --> 01:42:36,067 ♪ Oh-oh-oh J, ♪ 1602 01:42:37,305 --> 01:43:37,320