Snorkeling

Name: Snorkeling
Released: 2023

ID	13186017
Movie Name	Snorkeling
Release Name	Snorkeling.2023.1080p.AMZN.WEB-DL.DDP2.0.H.264
Year	2023
Kind	movie
Language	English
IMDB ID	20257536
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1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm 2 00:00:59,393 --> 00:01:01,812 [Lex Junior's "Spicy Tunaz" plays] 3 00:01:01,895 --> 00:01:05,065 [woman singing indistinctly] 4 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:25,210 Open the door! 5 00:01:25,294 --> 00:01:27,963 [police officers shouting] 6 00:01:28,046 --> 00:01:30,507 [singing continues] 7 00:01:46,732 --> 00:01:49,026 [indistinct conversation] 8 00:01:49,735 --> 00:01:52,404 [sirens wailing] 9 00:01:52,487 --> 00:01:55,073 [music continues] 10 00:01:57,784 --> 00:02:00,454 [man] That's right. 11 00:02:00,537 --> 00:02:03,415 [music continues, woman vocalizing] 12 00:02:15,886 --> 00:02:19,306 [down-tempo music plays] 13 00:02:31,235 --> 00:02:33,028 [gasps] 14 00:02:39,243 --> 00:02:42,120 Hey. 15 00:02:42,204 --> 00:02:43,872 Yo. What's happening? 16 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:47,543 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 17 00:02:53,048 --> 00:02:55,634 [down-tempo music plays] 18 00:03:27,124 --> 00:03:29,042 A strong wind today. 19 00:03:29,459 --> 00:03:30,586 Yeah. 20 00:03:30,669 --> 00:03:34,256 [music continues] 21 00:03:34,339 --> 00:03:37,134 Um, my name's Michael. 22 00:03:37,217 --> 00:03:39,052 I'm 17. 23 00:03:39,136 --> 00:03:40,137 I'm in high school. 24 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:42,097 [school bell rings] 25 00:03:47,561 --> 00:03:49,146 [teacher] Okay, switching gears. 26 00:03:49,229 --> 00:03:51,315 Um, I'd like you to put your cellphones away. 27 00:03:51,398 --> 00:03:52,441 Um, eyes up here. 28 00:03:52,524 --> 00:03:58,113 [low monotone] Uhhhhhhh... 29 00:03:58,197 --> 00:04:00,324 You could change the pitch. Ahhhh... 30 00:04:00,407 --> 00:04:01,783 [continues low monotone] 31 00:04:04,328 --> 00:04:07,414 [Brice] Goddamn. Loosen up. Just one more. Try. 32 00:04:09,499 --> 00:04:11,084 That's for experts. 33 00:04:11,168 --> 00:04:13,587 [music continues] 34 00:04:23,597 --> 00:04:27,309 I guess I-I do spend a lot of time with myself. 35 00:04:27,392 --> 00:04:29,686 [music continues] 36 00:04:42,824 --> 00:04:44,409 [telephone rings] 37 00:04:44,493 --> 00:04:45,827 [woman speaks indistinctly] 38 00:04:45,911 --> 00:04:47,538 No, no, no. I got it. Yeah. 39 00:04:47,621 --> 00:04:49,081 [woman] Just be careful. 40 00:04:49,164 --> 00:04:50,791 Yeah, I always lock it up. 41 00:04:53,210 --> 00:04:56,004 [Michael] ...fuckin' wait. Can you wait? 42 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:58,090 Film this here. 43 00:05:08,183 --> 00:05:09,518 This guy looks fucked up. 44 00:05:09,601 --> 00:05:11,353 [laughs] 45 00:05:13,689 --> 00:05:15,983 [man shouting in distance] 46 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:21,613 [William] Every time I try, I do it wrong. 47 00:05:21,697 --> 00:05:23,448 You tell me it's wrong! 48 00:05:23,532 --> 00:05:24,908 What the fuck do you want me to do?! 49 00:05:26,410 --> 00:05:27,953 [door closes] 50 00:05:28,036 --> 00:05:29,746 Fuck. 51 00:05:35,169 --> 00:05:36,461 No camera? 52 00:05:41,508 --> 00:05:45,345 I don't really... 53 00:05:45,429 --> 00:05:47,556 talk to my parents very much. 54 00:05:47,639 --> 00:05:50,934 Um, I don't know, like, my parents were always arguing. 55 00:05:52,102 --> 00:05:55,355 I don't talk with my dad a lot. He's always on my ass. 56 00:05:55,439 --> 00:05:59,568 Like, he's not ever really satisfied with where I'm at. 57 00:06:00,444 --> 00:06:02,446 Even if I'm, you know, doing good. 58 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:11,413 [chuckles] There's, like, a bug flying around. 59 00:06:18,879 --> 00:06:20,923 [rock music plays] 60 00:06:25,844 --> 00:06:28,055 [music volume increases] 61 00:06:45,989 --> 00:06:47,449 [Nasreen] Is everything good? 62 00:06:50,827 --> 00:06:54,206 [high-pitched vocalizing, beatboxing] 63 00:07:00,379 --> 00:07:01,713 [mimics record scratch] 64 00:07:01,797 --> 00:07:04,132 [vocalizing, beatboxing continue] 65 00:07:05,884 --> 00:07:08,679 -Ah, ah, ah, what! -That's pretty good. 66 00:07:08,762 --> 00:07:10,180 That was dope. 67 00:07:11,181 --> 00:07:13,100 [teacher #2] ...she found the least common denominator, 68 00:07:13,183 --> 00:07:15,227 150, which is simply what? 69 00:07:15,310 --> 00:07:16,478 [girl] 100? 70 00:07:16,562 --> 00:07:17,938 [teacher #2] 100. This is 100. 71 00:07:18,021 --> 00:07:21,275 So that would make -- make this 34%. 72 00:07:21,358 --> 00:07:23,777 Even though it's 17 out of 50 people, 73 00:07:23,861 --> 00:07:27,990 it would make it still 34%, 34 out of 100. 74 00:07:28,073 --> 00:07:30,826 All right? 34%. So even though they were close... 75 00:07:30,909 --> 00:07:32,744 -[Michael] I like to film. -[teacher #2] ...percent bar. 76 00:07:32,828 --> 00:07:34,538 Did you look at it on your percent bar? 77 00:07:34,621 --> 00:07:38,333 Things that I -- that I find either beautiful 78 00:07:38,417 --> 00:07:40,878 or, um... 79 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:46,592 ...or scary or, you know, whatever intrigues me. 80 00:07:46,675 --> 00:07:48,802 [down-tempo music plays] 81 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:09,323 My name's Jameson. 82 00:08:09,406 --> 00:08:12,201 I am 17 years old. 83 00:08:12,284 --> 00:08:14,578 It's hard to introduce yourself. [laughs] 84 00:08:14,661 --> 00:08:16,872 [music continues] 85 00:08:47,946 --> 00:08:50,532 [humming softly] 86 00:09:04,170 --> 00:09:07,590 [indistinct talking] 87 00:09:11,135 --> 00:09:13,429 [music continues] 88 00:09:18,184 --> 00:09:20,436 [music intensifies] 89 00:09:22,272 --> 00:09:25,358 [Shermanology's "Hijos de la Noche" plays] 90 00:09:30,572 --> 00:09:32,699 [muffled music thumping] 91 00:09:36,578 --> 00:09:39,122 [song continues] 92 00:09:48,923 --> 00:09:51,676 ♪ Hijos de la noche ♪ 93 00:09:52,802 --> 00:09:55,013 Happiness. 94 00:09:55,096 --> 00:09:58,933 It's just that feeling of... 95 00:09:59,017 --> 00:10:02,604 of -- of almost catching yourself 96 00:10:02,687 --> 00:10:05,356 just in a moment where... 97 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:06,900 where you're okay... 98 00:10:10,653 --> 00:10:13,823 ...where you can just be. 99 00:10:13,907 --> 00:10:16,117 [down-tempo music plays] 100 00:10:31,007 --> 00:10:32,634 [gasps] 101 00:10:36,596 --> 00:10:39,015 I couldn't sleep a lot last night, 102 00:10:39,098 --> 00:10:40,391 so I'm kinda tired. 103 00:10:42,101 --> 00:10:45,396 I guess, like, uh, I get a lot of thoughts at night, 104 00:10:45,480 --> 00:10:49,651 and I just couldn't really... 105 00:10:49,734 --> 00:10:51,569 um, let 'em go. 106 00:10:55,698 --> 00:10:58,493 [down-tempo music plays] 107 00:11:11,464 --> 00:11:14,759 [Jameson] What is the concept of being alone? 108 00:11:18,388 --> 00:11:21,099 You have, um... 109 00:11:21,182 --> 00:11:24,519 you have your friends and you have your family. 110 00:11:24,602 --> 00:11:27,188 You have the acquaintances you see around, and -- and... 111 00:11:30,567 --> 00:11:32,986 ...still, it just feels like it's just... 112 00:11:33,945 --> 00:11:35,154 ...it's just you. 113 00:11:35,238 --> 00:11:37,198 [music continues] 114 00:11:48,376 --> 00:11:51,004 [laughs] 115 00:11:51,087 --> 00:11:53,464 Is anyone really watching this? I mean... 116 00:12:03,892 --> 00:12:06,019 [music intensifies] 117 00:12:09,105 --> 00:12:11,149 [music slows] 118 00:12:23,953 --> 00:12:25,872 [Michael] I have a lot of videos of you. 119 00:12:30,293 --> 00:12:31,878 I watch 'em back a lot. 120 00:12:35,131 --> 00:12:36,883 I feel like we're the same person. 121 00:12:39,802 --> 00:12:40,970 In what way? 122 00:12:45,975 --> 00:12:47,894 I always see you when you're alone. 123 00:13:04,661 --> 00:13:07,664 I'm half, you know, Iranian. 124 00:13:07,747 --> 00:13:09,874 See? I ne-- I never knew that, though. 125 00:13:09,958 --> 00:13:11,793 -You didn't know that? -I thought you were Mexican, 126 00:13:11,876 --> 00:13:13,169 to be honest. 127 00:13:13,253 --> 00:13:15,338 Oh. [laughs] 128 00:13:15,421 --> 00:13:16,965 To be honest, I did. 129 00:13:18,383 --> 00:13:20,009 You just got that look. 130 00:13:22,595 --> 00:13:23,763 All right. 131 00:13:25,932 --> 00:13:28,142 [indistinct arguing in distance] 132 00:13:28,226 --> 00:13:30,520 [down-tempo music plays] 133 00:13:44,659 --> 00:13:46,035 Um... 134 00:13:48,872 --> 00:13:50,123 Whatcha got there? 135 00:13:51,291 --> 00:13:53,001 [lighter clicks] 136 00:14:00,633 --> 00:14:02,719 [music continues] 137 00:14:06,556 --> 00:14:08,224 This place sucks, right? 138 00:14:13,313 --> 00:14:14,856 Can I have some...of my... 139 00:14:14,939 --> 00:14:16,900 Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 140 00:14:19,611 --> 00:14:20,862 It's good stuff. 141 00:14:33,750 --> 00:14:34,918 You snorkel? 142 00:14:37,295 --> 00:14:39,297 Like in the water? 143 00:14:39,380 --> 00:14:41,132 [laughs] No. 144 00:14:42,884 --> 00:14:45,845 Like... [inhales] 145 00:14:45,929 --> 00:14:47,347 -[inhales] -You don't know? 146 00:14:47,430 --> 00:14:48,848 It's like Darth Vader or something. 147 00:14:48,932 --> 00:14:51,059 [laughs] Kinda like Darth Vader. 148 00:14:51,726 --> 00:14:53,186 No, I don't know what that is. 149 00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:56,189 [laughs] 150 00:14:58,733 --> 00:14:59,943 I can't tell if you're kidding or not. 151 00:15:00,026 --> 00:15:02,278 Oh, I don't do any. Do you...? 152 00:15:03,321 --> 00:15:04,572 Yeah. 153 00:15:13,456 --> 00:15:14,874 I gotta go. 154 00:15:16,668 --> 00:15:19,295 -Okay. -I'll see ya. 155 00:15:19,379 --> 00:15:20,797 All right, we'll see. 156 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:22,882 [music continues] 157 00:15:39,858 --> 00:15:42,193 [dance music plays] 158 00:15:45,738 --> 00:15:46,990 [man] Hit it! 159 00:15:49,617 --> 00:15:51,035 Hit it! 160 00:15:52,078 --> 00:15:54,122 [man #2] Let's see. What else is there? 161 00:15:54,205 --> 00:15:56,541 [music continues] 162 00:16:10,013 --> 00:16:12,599 [man] Welcome to the exciting new sound, sound, sound... 163 00:16:21,691 --> 00:16:23,693 [mid-tempo music plays] 164 00:16:26,404 --> 00:16:28,823 [boy] It's like smoking, 165 00:16:28,907 --> 00:16:32,118 like two ounces of, like, pure indica pot. 166 00:16:32,202 --> 00:16:34,495 And just like -- just like... 167 00:16:34,579 --> 00:16:37,040 you're just melted into, like, where you are. 168 00:16:37,123 --> 00:16:39,250 [girl] Everything around me gets brighter, more fun. 169 00:16:39,334 --> 00:16:42,128 Everyone's dancing better if they sucked before. 170 00:16:42,212 --> 00:16:44,130 The music's better if it's sucked before. 171 00:16:44,214 --> 00:16:46,716 Like, everything that sucked is a bit better. 172 00:16:46,799 --> 00:16:48,968 [boy #2] I get so nervous around girls. 173 00:16:49,052 --> 00:16:50,887 But when I'm in this world, 174 00:16:50,970 --> 00:16:53,598 I'm not scared to be myself. 175 00:16:53,681 --> 00:16:55,600 And I feel like no one's judging me. 176 00:16:55,683 --> 00:16:58,811 A lot of times it's hard to be a part of the world 177 00:16:58,895 --> 00:17:01,940 if you're not open to that kind of thing. 178 00:17:02,023 --> 00:17:04,776 [Michael] It's not something I-I don't know too much about. 179 00:17:06,486 --> 00:17:09,489 But, yeah, it's like a... 180 00:17:09,572 --> 00:17:12,659 drug that they breathe in. 181 00:17:12,742 --> 00:17:16,579 [girl #2] That particular drug feels like I left my body 182 00:17:16,663 --> 00:17:18,414 and I'm just somewhere else. 183 00:17:18,498 --> 00:17:20,083 I mean, it's all in your head, 184 00:17:20,166 --> 00:17:22,544 but the world around you completely changes. 185 00:17:22,627 --> 00:17:24,504 You feel kind of invincible. 186 00:17:27,799 --> 00:17:30,009 Like you can do anything. 187 00:17:34,097 --> 00:17:36,015 I guess I was curious. 188 00:17:38,601 --> 00:17:42,939 But I guess it's, like, also kind of because of a girl. 189 00:17:43,022 --> 00:17:45,608 [music continues] 190 00:18:07,046 --> 00:18:08,715 [air hissing] 191 00:18:13,011 --> 00:18:15,638 [teacher] Nirtraxil, Trax, 192 00:18:15,722 --> 00:18:17,599 or you guys might call it snorkeling. 193 00:18:17,682 --> 00:18:20,518 Extremely dangerous, highly addictive drug. 194 00:18:20,602 --> 00:18:22,687 It can be taken in various forms, 195 00:18:22,770 --> 00:18:25,607 most commonly inhaling from a canister, 196 00:18:25,690 --> 00:18:27,775 but in more severe cases it can be injected, 197 00:18:27,859 --> 00:18:30,486 which poses an even greater risk of overdose. 198 00:18:33,072 --> 00:18:36,367 80% of first-time users will use again. 199 00:18:36,451 --> 00:18:39,412 If you or anyone you know is using, 200 00:18:39,495 --> 00:18:43,208 please seek medical help and counsel immediately. 201 00:18:48,796 --> 00:18:53,468 I just don't like myself or being in my own body, so... 202 00:18:55,970 --> 00:18:59,432 And the...situation I'm in 203 00:18:59,516 --> 00:19:02,268 with just everything, I just -- I -- 204 00:19:02,352 --> 00:19:05,438 it's too much and I just want to... 205 00:19:05,522 --> 00:19:06,981 escape from it. 206 00:19:10,735 --> 00:19:13,112 This isn't cool, man. 207 00:19:13,196 --> 00:19:14,864 This is not -- you know it's not cool. 208 00:19:14,948 --> 00:19:17,367 I know, thank you. Thank you for accompanying me. 209 00:19:17,450 --> 00:19:20,078 [engine revving] 210 00:19:20,161 --> 00:19:22,330 [music thumping from stereo] 211 00:19:22,413 --> 00:19:23,748 [tires screech] 212 00:19:26,668 --> 00:19:28,086 [sighs] 213 00:19:35,426 --> 00:19:38,096 I guess the scariest moment is -- is -- 214 00:19:38,179 --> 00:19:40,682 is when you don't know -- is when you're outside 215 00:19:40,765 --> 00:19:43,393 and you're about to open the door and you don't know. 216 00:19:43,476 --> 00:19:45,687 [electronic music thumping] 217 00:20:07,041 --> 00:20:09,127 -Mike. -Shut the fuck -- shut the fuck up. 218 00:20:09,210 --> 00:20:11,546 [music continues] 219 00:20:40,033 --> 00:20:42,410 [down-tempo music plays] 220 00:20:43,745 --> 00:20:45,580 [Michael] Well, you put, like, a little cartridge 221 00:20:45,663 --> 00:20:47,415 into the thing 222 00:20:47,498 --> 00:20:49,709 and then you put the mask on. 223 00:20:51,794 --> 00:20:54,547 And then you press, like, a thing that lets the smoke 224 00:20:54,631 --> 00:20:57,258 come in, but I guess it's kind of scary, 225 00:20:57,342 --> 00:20:59,552 like, the seconds before doing it, 226 00:20:59,636 --> 00:21:02,180 'cause I did it for the first time, and I don't really -- 227 00:21:02,263 --> 00:21:04,182 I didn't really know what to expect. 228 00:21:04,265 --> 00:21:05,934 So it was kind of scary. 229 00:21:06,017 --> 00:21:08,061 [air hissing] 230 00:21:08,144 --> 00:21:10,730 [music continues] 231 00:21:16,402 --> 00:21:19,239 It was quite wonderful. 232 00:21:19,322 --> 00:21:22,116 [up-tempo music plays] 233 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:06,703 [music continues] 234 00:22:55,126 --> 00:22:57,337 [gasps] 235 00:23:01,216 --> 00:23:03,510 The come-down, like, it sucks. 236 00:23:03,593 --> 00:23:06,387 And it's crazy to go from here to there so quickly. 237 00:23:06,471 --> 00:23:09,390 You can really tell when someone's, like, taken too much. 238 00:23:09,474 --> 00:23:14,312 They just become so, like, secluded and in their own space. 239 00:23:14,395 --> 00:23:16,189 And it's depressing. Like, it sucks to be 240 00:23:16,272 --> 00:23:19,025 in that zone, in that world, like, re-appropriating 241 00:23:19,108 --> 00:23:20,568 everything and everything's new 242 00:23:20,652 --> 00:23:23,196 and you're like a baby and naive 243 00:23:23,279 --> 00:23:25,406 and stuff's way better than it really is, 244 00:23:25,490 --> 00:23:29,202 and then you come out of it and you, like, 245 00:23:29,285 --> 00:23:30,870 are back in the shit again. 246 00:23:38,795 --> 00:23:40,296 [humming softly] 247 00:23:44,133 --> 00:23:45,718 [sighs] 248 00:23:45,802 --> 00:23:47,887 [down-tempo music plays] 249 00:23:56,521 --> 00:23:58,815 -Hey. -Hey. 250 00:23:58,898 --> 00:24:00,149 How's it going? 251 00:24:00,233 --> 00:24:02,443 -Good, good. How are you? -Good. 252 00:24:03,444 --> 00:24:05,989 [Jameson] Um, we're just all meeting up Saturday night. 253 00:24:06,072 --> 00:24:08,157 -Shit. Okay, cool. -Yeah. 254 00:24:10,243 --> 00:24:11,953 You're gonna be there, obviously, so... 255 00:24:12,036 --> 00:24:13,621 [laughs] Yeah. Yeah, I'll be there. 256 00:24:13,705 --> 00:24:16,291 Yeah. What are you gonna do? 257 00:24:17,959 --> 00:24:20,170 -[inhales] -Okay. 258 00:24:24,591 --> 00:24:26,176 [exhales] 259 00:24:32,515 --> 00:24:35,185 [Jameson] When's the last time you were out in nature? 260 00:24:38,980 --> 00:24:41,941 [Michael] Mm...I haven't been into the nature 261 00:24:42,025 --> 00:24:44,319 in a -- in a while, I guess. 262 00:24:44,402 --> 00:24:47,280 Like real nature, nature. 263 00:24:47,363 --> 00:24:50,283 I guess probably when I was young, 264 00:24:50,366 --> 00:24:53,161 like camping, like, maybe five years old. 265 00:24:53,244 --> 00:24:55,538 -Really? -But I-I don't know... 266 00:24:59,918 --> 00:25:01,378 [Jameson] With your mom? 267 00:25:01,462 --> 00:25:03,714 [Michael] Yeah. 268 00:25:03,797 --> 00:25:05,174 [Jameson] Just the two of you? 269 00:25:06,091 --> 00:25:07,635 [Michael] Mm-hmm. 270 00:25:08,677 --> 00:25:10,137 [Jameson] That's nice. 271 00:25:11,305 --> 00:25:13,015 Do you miss it? 272 00:25:14,558 --> 00:25:15,851 [Michael] Yeah, I guess. 273 00:25:15,935 --> 00:25:18,187 [air hissing] 274 00:25:18,270 --> 00:25:20,689 [music continues] 275 00:25:36,872 --> 00:25:38,916 Do you believe in love? 276 00:25:41,418 --> 00:25:42,545 [Jameson] Yeah. 277 00:25:44,004 --> 00:25:46,131 [up-tempo music plays] 278 00:26:41,020 --> 00:26:43,606 [beeping] 279 00:26:43,689 --> 00:26:45,608 Hey. 280 00:26:45,691 --> 00:26:46,901 [Michael] Hey. 281 00:26:48,861 --> 00:26:50,529 How do you feel? 282 00:26:53,407 --> 00:26:54,700 [sighs] Good. 283 00:26:59,622 --> 00:27:02,208 -What's this? -Just listen. 284 00:27:03,667 --> 00:27:05,628 [laughs] 285 00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:11,133 Does it scare you that we're completely alone? 286 00:27:19,391 --> 00:27:21,185 [Michael] What do you like to do when you're alone? 287 00:27:22,686 --> 00:27:23,896 [Jameson] I like to write. 288 00:27:28,484 --> 00:27:31,695 What do you love most in the world? 289 00:27:33,155 --> 00:27:35,407 [Michael] I guess the feeling of, uh... 290 00:27:36,742 --> 00:27:38,869 ...the feeling of being loved. 291 00:27:45,042 --> 00:27:46,877 Run faster! 292 00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:49,588 [Michael] Whoa! 293 00:27:53,509 --> 00:27:55,261 Come on. 294 00:27:58,973 --> 00:28:00,099 [both laugh] 295 00:28:00,182 --> 00:28:01,350 -Whoa. -You ran like... 296 00:28:01,433 --> 00:28:02,601 Have you tried that? 297 00:28:02,685 --> 00:28:03,853 Fuck. 298 00:28:06,939 --> 00:28:09,149 Why do you think people want to escape? 299 00:28:12,444 --> 00:28:16,532 Well, I guess some people don't feel comfortable 300 00:28:16,615 --> 00:28:17,783 with who they are. 301 00:28:21,412 --> 00:28:23,539 Why do you think people want to escape? 302 00:28:26,166 --> 00:28:28,127 Because reality sucks. 303 00:28:28,210 --> 00:28:30,296 [music continues] 304 00:28:37,761 --> 00:28:39,180 [whispering] I love these movies. 305 00:28:39,263 --> 00:28:40,681 [movie plays indistinctly] 306 00:28:40,764 --> 00:28:42,141 [Jameson, whispering] They're beautiful. 307 00:28:42,224 --> 00:28:43,976 I like how they talk. 308 00:28:45,060 --> 00:28:46,896 Yeah, it's different. 309 00:28:50,566 --> 00:28:52,359 I love the music. 310 00:29:00,284 --> 00:29:01,785 [zapping] 311 00:29:03,287 --> 00:29:04,455 You wanna dance? 312 00:29:15,799 --> 00:29:19,094 ♪ Don't waste your mind ♪ 313 00:29:22,723 --> 00:29:26,852 ♪ Don't waste your life ♪ 314 00:29:29,605 --> 00:29:32,650 ♪ Don't waste your blood ♪ 315 00:29:36,862 --> 00:29:39,615 ♪ Don't, don't ♪ 316 00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:43,077 ♪ Don't ♪ 317 00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:46,580 ♪ Don't waste your mind ♪ 318 00:29:49,959 --> 00:29:53,963 ♪ Don't waste your mind ♪ 319 00:29:56,632 --> 00:30:00,052 ♪ Don't waste your breath ♪ 320 00:30:00,135 --> 00:30:03,472 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 321 00:30:05,724 --> 00:30:09,687 Um, I think for me, happiness would be, 322 00:30:09,770 --> 00:30:12,231 um, like stability, 323 00:30:12,314 --> 00:30:15,609 just, like, mentally and emotionally 324 00:30:15,693 --> 00:30:17,862 and, like, just in life. 325 00:30:17,945 --> 00:30:20,739 If everything could just be stable for a second, 326 00:30:20,823 --> 00:30:22,283 then I can, like, catch up. 327 00:30:22,366 --> 00:30:24,034 I feel like in the absence of, like, 328 00:30:24,118 --> 00:30:25,911 pure happiness or whatever, 329 00:30:25,995 --> 00:30:27,454 the next best thing for me is, like, 330 00:30:27,538 --> 00:30:29,957 whatever fake happiness I can create, 331 00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,334 usually through doing stuff. 332 00:30:32,418 --> 00:30:34,587 I guess maybe when I'm just not alone is 333 00:30:34,670 --> 00:30:38,674 when I feel the most content and happy. 334 00:30:38,757 --> 00:30:41,635 There's so many fucking cool people in this world and, like, 335 00:30:41,719 --> 00:30:43,554 meeting them, it makes you so happy. 336 00:30:43,637 --> 00:30:45,222 Like, you're like, whoa! 337 00:30:45,306 --> 00:30:47,099 I just got this connection with someone. 338 00:30:47,183 --> 00:30:49,018 [brushing] 339 00:30:51,770 --> 00:30:54,190 [Shermanology's "Coco Loco" plays] 340 00:30:54,273 --> 00:30:56,692 [woman singing in Spanish] 341 00:31:16,962 --> 00:31:18,380 [laughs] 342 00:31:18,464 --> 00:31:20,716 [song continues] 343 00:31:26,972 --> 00:31:30,518 -You circumcised? -What? 344 00:31:32,353 --> 00:31:33,646 [Brice] You got those happy eyes. 345 00:31:33,729 --> 00:31:36,190 -Yeah. -You got those lovey-dovey eyes. 346 00:31:36,273 --> 00:31:39,068 Mm. I don't know. 347 00:31:39,151 --> 00:31:40,653 Yeah. Yeah, I think so. 348 00:31:42,196 --> 00:31:43,572 You in love? 349 00:31:44,448 --> 00:31:45,574 Ah! 350 00:31:45,658 --> 00:31:47,993 [song continues] 351 00:31:52,915 --> 00:31:54,917 What would you want to eat? 352 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:56,669 Um... 353 00:31:58,379 --> 00:32:02,341 Double chocolate cookie dough from Dairy Queen 354 00:32:02,424 --> 00:32:05,719 and...burgers. 355 00:32:05,803 --> 00:32:09,640 I wanna have a... Quarter Pounder with cheese. 356 00:32:09,723 --> 00:32:10,891 Whoa. 357 00:32:10,975 --> 00:32:13,018 [song continues] 358 00:32:28,325 --> 00:32:30,369 [Michael] The air conditioning's not real. 359 00:32:30,452 --> 00:32:32,705 [Jameson] Are your parents out? 360 00:32:32,788 --> 00:32:34,748 Yeah, I don't know, I think so, yeah. 361 00:32:37,710 --> 00:32:38,711 -Wow. -I-I'm sorry. 362 00:32:38,794 --> 00:32:41,088 Could you take your shoes off? 363 00:32:41,172 --> 00:32:43,215 -Yeah. Yeah, of course. -Yeah. I'm sorry. Yeah. 364 00:32:45,426 --> 00:32:48,888 [Michael] Just don't, like, touch any of the...stuff. 365 00:32:49,471 --> 00:32:51,098 Sure. 366 00:32:53,017 --> 00:32:54,476 What's up with the owls? 367 00:32:55,561 --> 00:32:58,939 [Michael] Oh, I like owls. I like, I guess, animals and... 368 00:33:01,233 --> 00:33:02,693 [Jameson] What are your parents like? 369 00:33:02,776 --> 00:33:06,197 [Michael] My dad's very quiet and my mom's... 370 00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:07,948 very loud. 371 00:33:08,032 --> 00:33:10,075 -Oh, really? -Mm-hmm. 372 00:33:11,327 --> 00:33:13,204 What are your -- What are your parents like? 373 00:33:14,121 --> 00:33:16,665 [Jameson] Um... 374 00:33:16,749 --> 00:33:18,250 well, I haven't seen my dad in a while, 375 00:33:18,334 --> 00:33:21,879 but...he's a good man. 376 00:33:21,962 --> 00:33:25,382 He's just a bit -- a bit of a child. 377 00:33:26,592 --> 00:33:29,553 My mom, she's, um, very outgoing. 378 00:33:29,637 --> 00:33:31,472 [Michael] Mm-hmm. 379 00:33:36,977 --> 00:33:39,563 Cool. [laughs] Um... 380 00:33:41,106 --> 00:33:43,776 Y-Yeah. I'm sorry. I don't like... 381 00:33:43,859 --> 00:33:46,070 Sorry about -- I don't like people touching... 382 00:33:46,153 --> 00:33:47,571 -No, no, no, I didn't mean -- -...my stuff. 383 00:33:47,655 --> 00:33:49,240 My mom comes in here sometimes 384 00:33:49,323 --> 00:33:51,116 and just messes all my shit up 385 00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:53,118 and it fucking annoys me, you know? 386 00:33:53,202 --> 00:33:55,204 [Jameson] Is there a system? 387 00:33:55,287 --> 00:33:57,289 Not -- no. Um... 388 00:33:57,373 --> 00:34:00,876 Well, yeah, I just like everything... 389 00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:02,670 sort of organized. 390 00:34:04,505 --> 00:34:06,423 [Jameson] I don't want to mess that up. 391 00:34:06,507 --> 00:34:08,050 [Michael] Mm-hmm. 392 00:34:08,133 --> 00:34:11,846 So you just let me know if I'm crossing any boundaries. 393 00:34:11,929 --> 00:34:14,849 [Michael] No boundaries crossed or -- no. 394 00:34:14,932 --> 00:34:16,058 -No? -No. 395 00:34:16,141 --> 00:34:17,518 Okay. 396 00:34:18,602 --> 00:34:20,563 [Michael] I'm so excited for the weekend. 397 00:34:20,646 --> 00:34:23,357 Weather's gonna be nice. 398 00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:24,942 I'm gonna look nice. 399 00:34:24,984 --> 00:34:26,569 You gonna look nice? You gonna be with your girl? 400 00:34:26,652 --> 00:34:27,903 I'm gonna look nice for Jameson. 401 00:34:27,987 --> 00:34:29,488 Jameson. 402 00:34:29,572 --> 00:34:31,448 -Jameson. -Jameson. 403 00:34:31,532 --> 00:34:33,617 -Jameson. Jameson. -Jameson. Jameson. 404 00:34:33,701 --> 00:34:36,620 -Jameson. Jameson. -Jameson. Jameson. Jameson. 405 00:34:36,704 --> 00:34:39,290 [Michael] Jameson. I feel good, dude. I feel really good. 406 00:34:39,373 --> 00:34:41,375 -Yeah. -[Brice] I like that. 407 00:34:41,458 --> 00:34:43,210 I like -- I like seeing you like this. 408 00:35:01,020 --> 00:35:02,521 [Michael] What are you thinking? 409 00:35:04,231 --> 00:35:05,399 Nothing. 410 00:35:11,322 --> 00:35:14,200 [Michael] 117. 116. 411 00:35:29,590 --> 00:35:30,966 Third time's the charm. 412 00:35:33,844 --> 00:35:36,305 [down-tempo music plays] 413 00:35:49,568 --> 00:35:50,986 You come here a lot? 414 00:35:53,489 --> 00:35:54,740 Yeah. 415 00:36:19,598 --> 00:36:22,476 [music continues] 416 00:36:54,133 --> 00:36:56,260 [inhales] 417 00:37:15,070 --> 00:37:17,323 [music continues] 418 00:37:27,416 --> 00:37:29,376 [air hissing] 419 00:37:52,483 --> 00:37:54,151 [Michael] I feel so connected. 420 00:37:55,236 --> 00:37:57,863 [both laugh] 421 00:38:01,242 --> 00:38:03,577 [Michael] Does my voice sound different?! 422 00:38:05,037 --> 00:38:06,580 [Jameson laughs] 423 00:38:10,793 --> 00:38:12,878 [Michael] I want to know everything that's in your head. 424 00:38:13,963 --> 00:38:15,464 [Jameson] Why? 425 00:38:15,548 --> 00:38:17,800 'Cause I want to feel more connected to you. 426 00:38:20,761 --> 00:38:23,180 [Jameson] But what if I open up and then you leave? 427 00:38:25,558 --> 00:38:27,393 Do you think we can just stay here? 428 00:38:29,770 --> 00:38:31,063 I want to. 429 00:38:33,983 --> 00:38:36,485 [music continues] 430 00:38:43,158 --> 00:38:46,287 Can you drop this to Dennis? It's his birthday. 431 00:38:46,787 --> 00:38:48,038 After school? 432 00:38:50,207 --> 00:38:51,500 Mm-hmm. 433 00:38:52,376 --> 00:38:54,753 [indistinct conversations] 434 00:38:56,839 --> 00:38:58,674 -Oh, lordy, lordy. -Happy birthday. 435 00:38:58,757 --> 00:39:00,593 -Thank you. -Yeah. Yeah. 436 00:39:00,676 --> 00:39:03,304 [Dennis] Thank you. Look at right here. 437 00:39:03,387 --> 00:39:05,806 [indistinct conversations] 438 00:39:05,890 --> 00:39:08,350 [Michael] With my real self, I feel -- 439 00:39:08,434 --> 00:39:12,980 I feel like I'm very obsessive, you know, and anxious at times. 440 00:39:13,063 --> 00:39:15,733 I guess when I -- when I -- when I'm on it... 441 00:39:17,276 --> 00:39:19,361 ...it takes that feeling away. 442 00:39:20,529 --> 00:39:23,991 Even when I'm off it, I guess I start to feel less obsessive 443 00:39:24,074 --> 00:39:25,993 or -- or anxious. 444 00:39:26,076 --> 00:39:28,829 [indistinct conversations] 445 00:39:31,373 --> 00:39:33,417 -Hey. -Hey. 446 00:39:33,500 --> 00:39:34,668 -Hi. -Hi. 447 00:39:34,752 --> 00:39:36,295 This is my grandma. This is Michael. 448 00:39:36,378 --> 00:39:38,839 -Hi, Michael. Nice to see you. -Nice to meet you. 449 00:39:38,923 --> 00:39:41,550 I, uh, I was standing across the room, 450 00:39:41,634 --> 00:39:43,427 and I saw you. 451 00:39:43,511 --> 00:39:45,179 Oh, wow. [laughs] 452 00:39:45,262 --> 00:39:47,473 [Michael] Would you want to dance with me? 453 00:39:47,556 --> 00:39:50,684 Oh, sure. I'd love to. Oh, what an honor. 454 00:39:50,768 --> 00:39:52,937 [down-tempo music plays] 455 00:40:06,367 --> 00:40:08,202 [Nasreen] Michael! 456 00:40:09,286 --> 00:40:12,039 Don't forget your dentist appointment. 457 00:40:15,918 --> 00:40:17,503 -Oh. -[chair whirring] 458 00:40:17,586 --> 00:40:19,797 All right. 459 00:40:26,220 --> 00:40:28,472 Let me, uh, take a look at 'em. 460 00:40:31,225 --> 00:40:34,770 Pay some attention to your teeth. 461 00:40:34,854 --> 00:40:36,397 Wide open. 462 00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:39,650 And a bit of [indistinct] 463 00:40:39,733 --> 00:40:41,068 You're gonna be fine. 464 00:40:44,780 --> 00:40:47,283 Ohh... 465 00:40:47,366 --> 00:40:48,701 [Michael] Ah! 466 00:40:48,784 --> 00:40:50,661 [ethereal music playing] 467 00:41:17,354 --> 00:41:20,232 [chuckles] Should I put it on? 468 00:41:26,155 --> 00:41:27,781 [laughs] 469 00:41:27,865 --> 00:41:29,575 [Michael] What do you think about the world right now? 470 00:41:29,658 --> 00:41:30,951 What do I think about the world? 471 00:41:31,035 --> 00:41:32,244 [Michael] Yeah, sure. 472 00:41:32,328 --> 00:41:34,622 It's messy. It's a messy place. 473 00:41:34,705 --> 00:41:36,040 I don't know how I feel about it. 474 00:41:36,123 --> 00:41:38,584 Um... 475 00:41:38,667 --> 00:41:44,758 I feel like it's in an absolute state of madhouse chaos, 476 00:41:44,841 --> 00:41:48,929 and everyone is doing their damnedest to block it out. 477 00:41:49,012 --> 00:41:50,430 The world's fucked up. I don't know. 478 00:41:50,514 --> 00:41:52,182 I don't love it. 479 00:41:52,265 --> 00:41:54,059 But I'm grateful for stuff like this. 480 00:41:54,142 --> 00:41:59,439 Like, nature and stuff that humans didn't fuck up yet. 481 00:41:59,523 --> 00:42:01,399 I don't know. Obviously, it's like blu-- 482 00:42:01,483 --> 00:42:03,735 Like, it's beautiful. 483 00:42:03,818 --> 00:42:07,155 It's nice, but I think there's a lot of crappy people in it. 484 00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:09,866 [Michael] How do you see the future? 485 00:42:09,950 --> 00:42:10,951 Um, I don't know. 486 00:42:11,034 --> 00:42:13,203 In general, I think, 487 00:42:13,286 --> 00:42:14,913 I want to believe that the world's gonna be okay 488 00:42:14,996 --> 00:42:17,958 and, like, happy and everyone -- [sighs] 489 00:42:18,083 --> 00:42:21,086 It's stupid, but, like, I want that, 490 00:42:21,169 --> 00:42:23,755 and I want everyone to be happy and peaceful. 491 00:42:23,839 --> 00:42:27,342 But I really don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon. 492 00:42:27,425 --> 00:42:30,345 And for me, I just haven't thought about it at all. 493 00:42:30,428 --> 00:42:32,264 I don't think I want to think about it. 494 00:42:32,347 --> 00:42:34,432 [sniffles] 495 00:42:39,145 --> 00:42:42,524 [Michael] What's wrong? 496 00:42:42,607 --> 00:42:44,484 I just don't like thinking about the future. 497 00:42:48,864 --> 00:42:51,241 [Michael] Why? 498 00:42:51,324 --> 00:42:54,160 [inhales] 499 00:42:54,244 --> 00:42:55,829 [sniffles] 500 00:42:55,912 --> 00:42:58,039 I don't know what I'm gonna do. 501 00:42:58,123 --> 00:43:00,083 [sniffles] 502 00:43:05,839 --> 00:43:07,465 [Michael] Hi, my name is Michael. 503 00:43:07,549 --> 00:43:10,218 Do you mind if I ask you guys some questions? 504 00:43:10,302 --> 00:43:11,803 Are you, uh, are you guys from around? 505 00:43:11,887 --> 00:43:14,890 You live here? -Um, we're from Aggasiz, 506 00:43:15,056 --> 00:43:16,683 but I used to come to Hope all the time. 507 00:43:16,766 --> 00:43:19,811 [Michael] Yeah? What's it like growing up there? 508 00:43:19,895 --> 00:43:21,479 Everyone knows you, that's for sure, 509 00:43:21,563 --> 00:43:23,315 and everyone wants to know your business. 510 00:43:23,398 --> 00:43:24,649 It's super small. 511 00:43:24,733 --> 00:43:26,610 Like, I mean, you got not much to do. 512 00:43:26,651 --> 00:43:29,070 Just, I guess, go and get high. 513 00:43:29,154 --> 00:43:30,530 Yeah. You find ways to entertain yourself, 514 00:43:30,614 --> 00:43:32,657 more or less. -Exactly. 515 00:43:32,741 --> 00:43:35,118 So many people that have the potential to do so great, 516 00:43:35,202 --> 00:43:37,495 but then they get hooked and latched on to this drug 517 00:43:37,579 --> 00:43:39,998 and it just takes over their lives. 518 00:43:40,081 --> 00:43:42,209 -Exactly. -And it's not good. 519 00:43:42,292 --> 00:43:43,752 [Michael] You wanna -- You wanna play a song? 520 00:43:43,835 --> 00:43:44,961 Uh, yeah. 521 00:43:45,045 --> 00:43:47,672 -Heck yeah. -Hecka yeah. 522 00:43:47,756 --> 00:43:49,257 [girl clears throat] 523 00:43:49,341 --> 00:43:51,384 [guitar strumming] 524 00:43:51,468 --> 00:43:53,094 What are the lyrics again? 525 00:43:58,225 --> 00:44:01,895 ♪ Settle down with me ♪ 526 00:44:01,978 --> 00:44:05,106 ♪ Cover me up ♪ 527 00:44:05,190 --> 00:44:07,192 ♪ Cuddle me in ♪ 528 00:44:09,819 --> 00:44:12,364 ♪ Lie down with me ♪ 529 00:44:12,447 --> 00:44:15,867 ♪ And hold me ♪ 530 00:44:15,951 --> 00:44:18,662 ♪ In your arms ♪ 531 00:44:21,039 --> 00:44:24,042 ♪ And your heart's against my chest ♪ 532 00:44:24,125 --> 00:44:26,878 ♪ Your lips pressed to my neck ♪ 533 00:44:26,962 --> 00:44:30,090 ♪ And I'm fallin' for your eyes ♪ 534 00:44:30,173 --> 00:44:32,509 ♪ But they don't know me yet ♪ 535 00:44:32,592 --> 00:44:35,262 ♪ And with this feeling, I'll forget ♪ 536 00:44:35,345 --> 00:44:37,305 ♪ I'm in love now ♪ 537 00:44:37,389 --> 00:44:42,143 ♪ Kiss me like you wanna be loved ♪ 538 00:44:42,227 --> 00:44:45,188 ♪ You wanna be loved ♪ 539 00:44:45,272 --> 00:44:49,442 ♪ You wanna be loved ♪ 540 00:44:49,526 --> 00:44:54,698 ♪ This feels like fallin' in love ♪ 541 00:44:54,781 --> 00:44:57,659 ♪ We're falling in love ♪ -[man and woman moaning] 542 00:44:57,742 --> 00:45:00,370 ♪ We're in love ♪ 543 00:45:00,453 --> 00:45:02,497 [guitar strumming] 544 00:45:02,581 --> 00:45:05,584 ♪ Settle down with me ♪ 545 00:45:05,667 --> 00:45:09,004 ♪ You'll be my safety ♪ 546 00:45:09,087 --> 00:45:11,548 ♪ And I'll be your lady ♪ 547 00:45:13,758 --> 00:45:18,263 ♪ I was made to keep your body warm ♪ 548 00:45:18,346 --> 00:45:20,932 ♪ But I'm cold as the wind blows ♪ 549 00:45:21,016 --> 00:45:24,394 ♪ So hold me in your arms ♪ 550 00:45:24,477 --> 00:45:26,021 ♪ Oh, no ♪ 551 00:45:26,104 --> 00:45:28,398 ♪ My heart's against your chest ♪ 552 00:45:28,481 --> 00:45:31,735 ♪ My lips pressed to your neck ♪ 553 00:45:31,818 --> 00:45:34,905 ♪ And I'm falling for your eyes ♪ 554 00:45:34,988 --> 00:45:37,282 ♪ They don't know me yet ♪ 555 00:45:37,365 --> 00:45:40,202 ♪ And with this feelin', I'll forget ♪ 556 00:45:40,285 --> 00:45:42,245 ♪ I'm in love now ♪ 557 00:45:42,329 --> 00:45:46,458 ♪ Kiss me like you wanna be loved ♪ 558 00:45:46,541 --> 00:45:49,711 ♪ You wanna be loved ♪ 559 00:45:49,794 --> 00:45:53,882 ♪ You wanna be loved ♪ 560 00:45:53,965 --> 00:45:58,428 ♪ This feels like falling in love ♪ 561 00:45:58,512 --> 00:46:01,139 ♪ We're falling in love ♪ 562 00:46:01,223 --> 00:46:04,643 ♪ We're falling in love ♪ 563 00:46:04,726 --> 00:46:06,728 And that's it 'cause I don't know the rest. 564 00:46:06,811 --> 00:46:08,563 [young women laugh] 565 00:46:11,358 --> 00:46:14,444 [Jameson] I feel like I'm losing myself to it. 566 00:46:14,528 --> 00:46:15,946 I don't like who I am when I'm sober, 567 00:46:16,029 --> 00:46:17,697 and I don't like what's around me when I'm sober. 568 00:46:17,781 --> 00:46:21,409 And -- Sorry. I don't -- 569 00:46:21,493 --> 00:46:23,328 I don't feel comfortable doing this. 570 00:46:25,872 --> 00:46:28,458 [Michael] Why'd you want to get out of town? 571 00:46:28,542 --> 00:46:30,043 [Jameson] I just needed to get out. 572 00:46:35,173 --> 00:46:38,885 -[Michael] What's wrong? -Nothing's wrong. 573 00:46:38,969 --> 00:46:40,178 [Michael] You sure? 574 00:46:43,598 --> 00:46:45,642 [Jameson] Do you think we're doing it too much? 575 00:46:50,939 --> 00:46:53,984 [Michael] Oh, fuck it. 576 00:46:54,067 --> 00:46:57,612 [air hisses] 577 00:46:57,696 --> 00:47:00,156 [electronic music playing] 578 00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:16,756 [music continues] 579 00:47:35,901 --> 00:47:37,277 [Jameson] No. 580 00:47:40,739 --> 00:47:42,824 [Michael] I'm here. 581 00:47:44,159 --> 00:47:46,494 [Jameson] Oh. 582 00:47:46,578 --> 00:47:48,455 [Michael] I'm here. 583 00:47:51,166 --> 00:47:53,501 [Jameson] I feel empty. 584 00:47:53,585 --> 00:47:56,004 -[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] Stop. 585 00:47:57,714 --> 00:47:59,549 [Michael] I can help you. 586 00:47:59,633 --> 00:48:01,092 [Jameson] No, you can't. 587 00:48:03,470 --> 00:48:05,430 -[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] No, you can't! 588 00:48:05,514 --> 00:48:07,432 -[Michael] Yeah. -[Jameson] Shut up! 589 00:48:07,516 --> 00:48:09,601 -[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] Shut up! 590 00:48:09,684 --> 00:48:11,478 -[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] Shut up! 591 00:48:11,561 --> 00:48:13,939 [breathing heavily] 592 00:48:15,565 --> 00:48:19,277 What time is it? 593 00:48:19,361 --> 00:48:21,446 I gotta go. 594 00:48:23,365 --> 00:48:25,825 Hey, I gotta go. Are you coming? 595 00:48:29,454 --> 00:48:30,539 Are you coming? 596 00:48:30,622 --> 00:48:32,332 No, I'm just gonna stay. 597 00:48:51,852 --> 00:48:54,771 [Michael] You know, I-I did... 598 00:48:54,855 --> 00:48:58,316 You know, I did something I shouldn't have done. 599 00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:01,570 Um... 600 00:49:01,653 --> 00:49:03,280 it felt really... 601 00:49:03,363 --> 00:49:04,906 You know, I felt really -- 602 00:49:04,990 --> 00:49:06,199 like, really embarrassed about it, 603 00:49:06,283 --> 00:49:08,702 really ashamed. 604 00:49:08,785 --> 00:49:12,497 [down-tempo music playing] 605 00:49:30,015 --> 00:49:32,517 Jameson? 606 00:49:32,601 --> 00:49:34,769 Jameson? 607 00:49:39,733 --> 00:49:42,027 Jameson. 608 00:49:42,110 --> 00:49:44,738 [woman laughs] Jameson. 609 00:49:44,821 --> 00:49:47,991 [Michael] How old are you? 610 00:49:48,074 --> 00:49:50,535 [Jameson] 17. 611 00:49:50,619 --> 00:49:54,080 [Michael] What are you most scared of? 612 00:49:54,164 --> 00:49:57,000 I'm scared... 613 00:49:57,083 --> 00:49:59,836 of all the time I'm wasting. 614 00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:01,338 And... 615 00:50:04,549 --> 00:50:07,636 ...that I'll never... 616 00:50:07,719 --> 00:50:10,847 get better. 617 00:50:10,931 --> 00:50:13,475 And give up. 618 00:50:13,558 --> 00:50:14,893 [Michael] What are you running away from? 619 00:50:17,479 --> 00:50:18,813 Myself. 620 00:50:24,694 --> 00:50:26,404 I haven't seen you around much. 621 00:50:30,075 --> 00:50:31,451 You really look fucked up. 622 00:50:34,079 --> 00:50:37,749 Have you seen Jameson? 623 00:50:37,832 --> 00:50:39,376 [Brice] No. 624 00:50:42,921 --> 00:50:45,382 [air hissing] 625 00:50:45,465 --> 00:50:47,425 [down-tempo music playing] 626 00:51:16,413 --> 00:51:18,415 [air hissing] 627 00:51:18,498 --> 00:51:21,167 [music continues] 628 00:51:25,755 --> 00:51:27,674 [girl] If I look back on my own life, 629 00:51:27,757 --> 00:51:29,801 like, my parents and my aunts and uncles, 630 00:51:29,885 --> 00:51:33,722 and everybody was always going through, like, withdrawal, 631 00:51:33,805 --> 00:51:36,600 trying to wean yourself off or stay away from it 632 00:51:36,683 --> 00:51:39,477 to, like, balance what drugs can offer you 633 00:51:39,561 --> 00:51:42,314 as, like, a coping thing. 634 00:51:42,397 --> 00:51:44,691 It is terrifying to see. 635 00:51:44,774 --> 00:51:47,611 [girl #2] I've had amazing moments on drugs 636 00:51:47,694 --> 00:51:50,405 that I will remember forever. 637 00:51:50,488 --> 00:51:54,492 Then I also know that abusing them can be super awful 638 00:51:54,576 --> 00:51:56,703 because it's like, "When are you abusing it? 639 00:51:56,786 --> 00:52:00,415 When does it not become just, like, fun?" 640 00:52:00,498 --> 00:52:03,835 [girl #3] I don't really do a lot, I guess, 641 00:52:03,919 --> 00:52:05,545 and it's nice to know that there's something -- 642 00:52:05,629 --> 00:52:07,255 There's lots of things out there 643 00:52:07,339 --> 00:52:10,800 that I can use to alter who I am. 644 00:52:10,884 --> 00:52:13,887 [girl #4] I've been struggling a lot with feeling like 645 00:52:13,970 --> 00:52:15,722 what I'm doing is really selfish, 646 00:52:15,805 --> 00:52:17,265 but in the moment, it doesn't feel 647 00:52:17,349 --> 00:52:19,059 like there's any other option. 648 00:52:19,142 --> 00:52:20,602 I've just been doing stupid shit, 649 00:52:20,685 --> 00:52:22,979 like drinking and doing Xanax, for example. 650 00:52:23,063 --> 00:52:25,440 And I don't know, a lot of people die off that mixture 651 00:52:25,524 --> 00:52:27,484 and I think I'm just being an idiot. 652 00:52:27,567 --> 00:52:31,321 But I also don't know how else to get through a day sometimes, 653 00:52:31,404 --> 00:52:33,865 so [laughs] it's just messy. 654 00:52:33,949 --> 00:52:35,534 [down-tempo music playing] 655 00:52:47,921 --> 00:52:50,257 Fuck. 656 00:52:50,340 --> 00:52:52,676 Fuck. 657 00:52:52,759 --> 00:52:54,469 Fuck. 658 00:52:54,553 --> 00:52:56,304 What have I done? 659 00:52:56,388 --> 00:52:57,848 What have I done? 660 00:52:57,931 --> 00:53:00,267 [electronic music playing] 661 00:53:18,660 --> 00:53:20,537 [Brice] Mikey! 662 00:53:20,620 --> 00:53:21,955 My boy! 663 00:53:25,458 --> 00:53:28,003 [laughs] 664 00:53:28,086 --> 00:53:30,046 [Michael] Oh, my God. 665 00:53:30,130 --> 00:53:31,464 [Brice] Oh. 666 00:53:31,548 --> 00:53:33,884 Hey, man, 667 00:53:33,967 --> 00:53:36,511 tonight we gotta do something. 668 00:53:36,595 --> 00:53:40,432 [echoing] Come on, man. Wake up. 669 00:53:40,515 --> 00:53:43,143 Gotta go clubbing or something. 670 00:53:43,226 --> 00:53:44,561 Let's go. 671 00:53:47,856 --> 00:53:50,108 [dance music playing] 672 00:54:24,351 --> 00:54:27,896 [man] Color pink and bright hues of life. 673 00:54:27,979 --> 00:54:30,899 [music continues] 674 00:54:43,537 --> 00:54:45,288 Where's my bike? 675 00:54:45,372 --> 00:54:47,749 Oh, we should get stuck. 676 00:54:49,626 --> 00:54:52,045 Get stuck in the mud. 677 00:54:52,128 --> 00:54:55,423 Like a stick in the mud. Crazy and wild. 678 00:55:02,305 --> 00:55:05,058 [music continues] 679 00:55:13,859 --> 00:55:16,361 Where Were You? 680 00:55:18,780 --> 00:55:20,699 Where Were You? 681 00:55:22,826 --> 00:55:25,453 I Was Trying To Find You. 682 00:55:27,497 --> 00:55:31,293 I Couldn't Find You. 683 00:55:33,837 --> 00:55:36,381 I Think I Love You 684 00:55:39,176 --> 00:55:40,760 [music continues] 685 00:56:14,002 --> 00:56:15,921 [music continues] 686 00:56:37,817 --> 00:56:41,363 [ethereal music playing] 687 00:56:48,703 --> 00:56:50,747 [air hissing] 688 00:56:50,830 --> 00:56:52,874 [down-tempo music playing] 689 00:57:28,326 --> 00:57:30,078 Apparently he's kind of junky. 690 00:57:30,161 --> 00:57:34,791 He's the only one that, like, um, injects, uh, 691 00:57:34,875 --> 00:57:37,502 injects the drug instead of just, like, you know, 692 00:57:37,586 --> 00:57:38,712 breathing it in like we all do. 693 00:57:38,795 --> 00:57:43,175 [music continues] 694 00:57:49,973 --> 00:57:52,392 If you overdose on it, 695 00:57:52,475 --> 00:57:54,144 it's almost like where you're in your own mind, 696 00:57:54,227 --> 00:57:56,396 if that makes sense. 697 00:57:56,479 --> 00:57:59,816 It just kind of takes you through your memories 698 00:57:59,900 --> 00:58:01,276 in a way you -- 699 00:58:01,359 --> 00:58:03,445 You're kind of going through, 700 00:58:03,486 --> 00:58:06,698 You're reliving things from the past. 701 00:58:06,781 --> 00:58:09,910 [Michael] Um, hi. 702 00:58:09,993 --> 00:58:12,287 I'm Michael. 703 00:58:12,370 --> 00:58:14,915 You know, I guess I'm a bit of an introvert. 704 00:58:14,998 --> 00:58:17,459 I'm a little obsessive. 705 00:58:17,542 --> 00:58:20,338 [inhaling deeply] 706 00:58:23,049 --> 00:58:25,343 [girl] Love is really scary 707 00:58:25,426 --> 00:58:28,262 in the sense it makes you really realize 708 00:58:28,346 --> 00:58:31,098 that you can be your own company. 709 00:58:31,182 --> 00:58:34,060 You're constantly needing for something 710 00:58:34,143 --> 00:58:37,355 or someone to fulfill your desire-- desires, 711 00:58:37,438 --> 00:58:39,690 or some wishes that you can kind of... 712 00:58:39,774 --> 00:58:44,237 [man] Pink and bright hues of life. 713 00:58:46,447 --> 00:58:49,075 [man speaking indistinctly] 714 00:58:51,536 --> 00:58:54,872 Why am I so obsessive? 715 00:58:54,956 --> 00:58:56,165 What am I? 716 00:58:56,249 --> 00:58:58,668 Can I find myself? 717 00:58:58,751 --> 00:58:59,961 [girl] I'm alone. 718 00:59:00,044 --> 00:59:03,256 [electronic music playing] 719 00:59:12,974 --> 00:59:16,644 I feel... 720 00:59:16,727 --> 00:59:18,521 really lost. 721 00:59:21,774 --> 00:59:25,361 I don't know how I'm gonna get through it. 722 00:59:25,444 --> 00:59:27,071 It's like the next fucking minute. 723 00:59:30,032 --> 00:59:32,076 It's just all too much. It's just... 724 00:59:34,453 --> 00:59:36,622 It's too overwhelming, all of it. 725 00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:42,753 And I don't want to be here. 726 00:59:42,837 --> 00:59:44,797 [music continues] 727 01:00:01,898 --> 01:00:03,524 [screaming] 728 01:00:07,987 --> 01:00:09,655 Jameson! 729 01:00:09,739 --> 01:00:11,532 Jameson! 730 01:00:17,496 --> 01:00:20,875 Fuck. I should have fucking lost her! 731 01:00:20,958 --> 01:00:22,668 Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! 732 01:00:29,759 --> 01:00:34,555 [intense music playing] 733 01:01:17,515 --> 01:01:20,476 [music continues] 734 01:01:39,328 --> 01:01:40,580 [gasps] 735 01:01:40,663 --> 01:01:42,957 [coughs] 736 01:01:43,040 --> 01:01:44,834 [breathing heavily] 737 01:01:53,759 --> 01:01:55,428 What the fuck? 738 01:01:58,931 --> 01:02:00,057 Oh, fuck. 739 01:02:04,270 --> 01:02:07,315 [breathing heavily] 740 01:02:07,398 --> 01:02:09,483 Uh. [inhales] 741 01:02:13,863 --> 01:02:15,740 [down-tempo music playing] 742 01:02:15,823 --> 01:02:17,950 [breathing heavily] 743 01:02:30,087 --> 01:02:32,465 [music stops] 744 01:02:37,136 --> 01:02:41,015 Can I sing a song or... 745 01:02:55,071 --> 01:02:58,783 [singing along with recording] ♪ It's just like Heaven ♪ 746 01:02:58,866 --> 01:03:03,079 ♪ Being here with you ♪ 747 01:03:03,162 --> 01:03:06,332 ♪ You're like an angel ♪ 748 01:03:06,415 --> 01:03:09,835 ♪ Too good to be true ♪ 749 01:03:09,919 --> 01:03:13,339 ♪ But after all ♪ 750 01:03:13,422 --> 01:03:15,508 ♪ I love you ♪ 751 01:03:15,591 --> 01:03:17,677 ♪ I do ♪ 752 01:03:17,760 --> 01:03:21,305 ♪ Angel baby ♪ 753 01:03:21,389 --> 01:03:24,767 ♪ My angel baby ♪ 754 01:03:24,851 --> 01:03:28,563 ♪ When you are near me ♪ 755 01:03:28,646 --> 01:03:32,400 ♪ My heart skips a beat ♪ 756 01:03:32,483 --> 01:03:35,278 ♪ I can hardly stand on ♪ 757 01:03:35,361 --> 01:03:39,699 ♪ My own two feet ♪ 758 01:03:39,782 --> 01:03:43,452 ♪ Because I love you ♪ 759 01:03:43,536 --> 01:03:46,956 ♪ I love you, I do ♪ 760 01:03:47,039 --> 01:03:49,625 -[Michael] Hey, I can't move. -♪ Angel baby ♪ 761 01:03:49,709 --> 01:03:51,502 I can't move my arms. 762 01:03:51,586 --> 01:03:53,296 -Calm down. -♪ My angel baby ♪ 763 01:03:53,379 --> 01:03:54,672 [Michael] I can't move, I can't fucking move! 764 01:03:54,755 --> 01:03:56,966 ♪ Ooh, I love you ♪ 765 01:03:57,049 --> 01:03:58,843 -I'm not gonna move. -[Michael] We gotta get out. 766 01:03:58,926 --> 01:04:00,386 -[Jameson] I'm gonna stay. -[Michael] Look at me. 767 01:04:00,469 --> 01:04:02,138 Can you look at me? -No. I want to stay here. 768 01:04:02,221 --> 01:04:03,514 [Michael] Look at me. 769 01:04:03,598 --> 01:04:05,099 [Jameson] You can do whatever you want. 770 01:04:05,183 --> 01:04:06,684 You should leave. 771 01:04:06,767 --> 01:04:09,478 [dance music playing] 772 01:04:14,859 --> 01:04:18,487 [Michael] I'm not just my thoughts. 773 01:04:18,571 --> 01:04:21,657 I'm not my obsessive thoughts. I'm not my obsessive thoughts. 774 01:04:21,741 --> 01:04:24,368 There's more to me than just my thoughts. 775 01:04:37,089 --> 01:04:38,633 [music continues] 776 01:04:58,444 --> 01:05:00,988 [music fast-forwarding] 777 01:05:05,368 --> 01:05:06,953 [Michael] Jameson! 778 01:05:07,036 --> 01:05:10,998 [sad music playing] 779 01:05:32,186 --> 01:05:33,771 Hey. 780 01:05:33,855 --> 01:05:35,898 Hey. Hey. Look at me. 781 01:05:35,982 --> 01:05:38,442 Just open your eyes. 782 01:05:38,526 --> 01:05:40,111 Please stay. Please don't go. 783 01:05:40,194 --> 01:05:41,904 Please. I'm sorry. 784 01:05:41,988 --> 01:05:43,990 Okay? I love you. Fuck! 785 01:05:44,073 --> 01:05:47,159 Please. Please. 786 01:05:47,243 --> 01:05:49,787 Fuck. Fuck! Please. 787 01:05:52,290 --> 01:05:54,625 It's okay to not be okay. 788 01:05:56,502 --> 01:06:00,173 You're worthy. You're worthy of love. 789 01:06:00,256 --> 01:06:02,675 You're not a burden. 790 01:06:02,758 --> 01:06:06,262 You're not the depression and you're not the anxiety. 791 01:06:08,389 --> 01:06:11,225 And please don't ever give up. 792 01:06:11,309 --> 01:06:14,020 [Michael] You are not your obsessive thoughts. 793 01:06:14,103 --> 01:06:17,773 You are not what your mind makes you think you are. 794 01:06:17,857 --> 01:06:19,483 You are you. 795 01:06:19,567 --> 01:06:21,110 I am Michael. 796 01:06:21,194 --> 01:06:24,238 [Jameson] It's okay to not be okay. 797 01:06:24,363 --> 01:06:28,159 You are worthy. You are worthy of love. 798 01:06:28,242 --> 01:06:31,370 [Michael] You are not your obsessive thoughts. 799 01:06:31,454 --> 01:06:34,081 You are not what your mind makes you think you are. 800 01:06:34,165 --> 01:06:36,167 You're not a burden. 801 01:06:36,250 --> 01:06:38,920 You're not the depression and you're not the anxiety. 802 01:06:39,003 --> 01:06:40,379 You are you. 803 01:06:40,463 --> 01:06:42,173 Please don't ever give up. 804 01:06:42,256 --> 01:06:44,133 [Michael] I am Michael. 805 01:06:44,217 --> 01:06:46,219 [Jameson] It's okay to not be okay. 806 01:06:46,302 --> 01:06:48,179 You are not a burden. 807 01:06:48,262 --> 01:06:51,807 You are not the anxiety and you're not the depression. 808 01:06:51,891 --> 01:06:53,893 You are loved and you are worthy of love. 809 01:06:57,522 --> 01:06:59,732 And please don't ever give up. 810 01:06:59,815 --> 01:07:02,818 [mid-tempo music playing] 811 01:07:18,334 --> 01:07:20,336 Learn to love yourself and forgive yourself 812 01:07:20,419 --> 01:07:24,549 and just...love. 813 01:07:24,632 --> 01:07:27,844 [music continues] 814 01:08:01,794 --> 01:08:03,671 [music continues] 815 01:08:05,423 --> 01:08:07,425 [music intensifies] 816 01:08:17,101 --> 01:08:19,187 [music continues] 817 01:09:35,555 --> 01:09:41,102 [Cannon Division feat. Old Man Saxon's "Forever Faithful II" playing] 818 01:09:43,980 --> 01:09:48,818 [Cannon Division] ♪ Seek your soul with your consent ♪ 819 01:09:51,028 --> 01:09:55,616 ♪ Hundred miles an hour if I can ♪ 820 01:09:57,952 --> 01:10:03,499 ♪ Wonder if I'll ever see again ♪ 821 01:10:11,007 --> 01:10:15,511 ♪ An easy love I can't repay ♪ 822 01:10:18,014 --> 01:10:23,853 ♪ Over and over, our world decays ♪ 823 01:10:23,936 --> 01:10:26,480 ♪ Whisper slow ♪ 824 01:10:26,564 --> 01:10:31,485 ♪ There's a lot at stake ♪ 825 01:10:34,947 --> 01:10:36,199 [Old Man Saxon] Shattered glasses. 826 01:10:36,282 --> 01:10:40,036 But I still see the sun rise. 827 01:10:40,119 --> 01:10:41,370 Blurred vision from broken thoughts. 828 01:10:41,454 --> 01:10:43,122 [man] Broken thoughts. 829 01:10:43,206 --> 01:10:44,373 [Old Man Saxon] Understandably so. 830 01:10:44,457 --> 01:10:45,833 [man] Understandably so. 831 01:10:45,917 --> 01:10:47,710 [Old Man Saxon] This pain comes in stages, 832 01:10:47,793 --> 01:10:51,214 a menage of emotions with acceptance at the end. 833 01:10:54,217 --> 01:10:56,886 This can't be rushed. -[man] No. 834 01:10:56,969 --> 01:10:59,597 [Old Man Saxon] This can't be rushed. 835 01:10:59,680 --> 01:11:02,808 But it's there waiting. -[man] Waiting. 836 01:11:02,892 --> 01:11:05,353 [Old Man Saxon] Waiting for the next step from you. 837 01:11:05,436 --> 01:11:07,021 Grief does not change. 838 01:11:07,104 --> 01:11:10,191 Only reveals who you are. 839 01:11:10,274 --> 01:11:11,817 [Cannon Division] ♪ I need a seventh sense ♪ 840 01:11:11,901 --> 01:11:15,112 ♪ In the arms of the maker ♪ 841 01:11:15,196 --> 01:11:17,073 [Old Man Saxon] Only reveals who you are. 842 01:11:17,156 --> 01:11:20,451 [Cannon Division] ♪ Some silver linings never show ♪ 843 01:11:20,535 --> 01:11:22,119 [Old Man Saxon] Will you stay faithful? 844 01:11:22,203 --> 01:11:25,748 [Cannon Division sings indistinctly] 845 01:11:25,831 --> 01:11:30,086 ♪ Will it break up? ♪ 846 01:11:30,169 --> 01:11:35,967 ♪ How can I leave him ♪ 847 01:11:36,050 --> 01:11:38,845 ♪ With a wandering mind ♪ 848 01:11:38,928 --> 01:11:43,349 ♪ As she slipped away ♪ 849 01:11:43,432 --> 01:11:48,813 ♪ Those silhouettes running wild ♪ 850 01:11:48,896 --> 01:11:52,066 ♪ But these deceiving tears ♪ 851 01:11:52,149 --> 01:11:55,570 ♪ Nothing is protected now ♪ 852 01:11:55,653 --> 01:11:58,322 [Old Man Saxon] Where do you stand? 853 01:11:58,406 --> 01:12:01,951 By my side or is there doubt? 854 01:12:02,034 --> 01:12:04,078 Faith is cliché for a reason. 855 01:12:04,161 --> 01:12:05,830 The substance of hope. 856 01:12:05,913 --> 01:12:07,498 Deliberate confidence. 857 01:12:07,582 --> 01:12:09,709 Unwavering faith. 858 01:12:09,792 --> 01:12:11,544 Forever. -[man] Forever. 859 01:12:11,627 --> 01:12:13,880 [Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪ 860 01:12:13,963 --> 01:12:15,923 [Old Man Saxon] Forever faithful. 861 01:12:16,007 --> 01:12:18,551 All things are possible. 862 01:12:18,634 --> 01:12:21,262 Can't see the linings. 863 01:12:21,345 --> 01:12:24,891 Because what is the outside made of? 864 01:12:24,974 --> 01:12:27,768 Broken pieces, a tattered cover. 865 01:12:27,852 --> 01:12:29,729 A shell of itself. 866 01:12:29,812 --> 01:12:32,315 Meant for you to look the other way. 867 01:12:32,398 --> 01:12:34,317 That's all I see. -[man] That's all I see. 868 01:12:34,400 --> 01:12:35,651 [Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪ 869 01:12:35,735 --> 01:12:38,404 [Old Man Saxon] That's all I see. 870 01:12:38,487 --> 01:12:40,448 But I stay... -[man] I stay. 871 01:12:40,531 --> 01:12:43,117 [Old Man Saxon] Forever faithful. 872 01:12:43,201 --> 01:12:47,038 But I stay forever faithful. -[man] Forever faithful. 873 01:12:47,121 --> 01:12:50,750 [Old Man Saxon] What I need is unseen but felt. 874 01:12:50,833 --> 01:12:53,127 So I stay forever faithful. 875 01:12:53,211 --> 01:12:55,254 [Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪ 876 01:12:55,338 --> 01:12:58,966 [Old Man Saxon] So I stay forever faithful. 877 01:12:59,050 --> 01:13:03,304 [Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪ 878 01:13:03,387 --> 01:13:05,097 [man] Forever faithful. 879 01:13:05,181 --> 01:13:09,101 [Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪ 879 01:13:10,305 --> 01:14:10,502 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm