"My 600-lb Life" Penny's Story

1 00:00:03,233 --> 00:00:05,767 Penny: EVERY TIME I HAD A PROBLEM, 2 00:00:05,767 --> 00:00:08,633 IT WAS A POUND, TWO POUNDS, FIVE POUNDS, 3 00:00:08,633 --> 00:00:10,233 AND I JUST KEPT GOING. 4 00:00:10,233 --> 00:00:15,533 I LET FOOD BE THE WAY THAT I FOUND SOLACE. 5 00:00:20,033 --> 00:00:23,567 SOMETIMES, IT FEELS LIKE I'M DEAD, 6 00:00:23,567 --> 00:00:24,900 LIKE THAT I'M NOT ALIVE. 7 00:00:24,900 --> 00:00:26,967 IF I COULD DO IT WITHOUT THE SURGERY, 8 00:00:26,967 --> 00:00:28,167 I WOULD HAVE DONE IT. 9 00:00:28,167 --> 00:00:30,500 MY WAY DOESN'T WORK. 10 00:00:37,333 --> 00:00:40,967 AND THIS IS A DYNAMIC THAT WE NEED TO CHANGE NOW. 11 00:00:40,967 --> 00:00:42,567 I'M DONE WITH THIS! 12 00:00:42,567 --> 00:00:44,367 I QUIT! I'M DONE! 13 00:00:48,667 --> 00:00:50,000 OH, IT HURTS. 14 00:00:51,233 --> 00:00:53,933 I CAN'T BE THE REASON YOU LOSE WEIGHT 15 00:00:53,933 --> 00:00:56,700 OR THE REASON YOU GAIN WEIGHT, PERIOD. 16 00:00:56,700 --> 00:00:59,200 [ Voice breaking ] I WILL MAKE THIS WORK, I PROMISE. 17 00:01:03,200 --> 00:01:07,067 I FEEL THAT THE SCALES WERE WRONG IN THE BEGINNING. 18 00:01:08,767 --> 00:01:10,067 I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. 19 00:01:10,067 --> 00:01:13,067 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 20 00:01:13,067 --> 00:01:16,067 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 21 00:01:18,067 --> 00:01:21,167 THERE COMES A TIME WHEN YOU'VE MADE YOURSELF A PRISONER. 22 00:01:21,167 --> 00:01:24,867 ONCE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT, 23 00:01:24,867 --> 00:01:28,433 YOU HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO BREAK FREE. 24 00:01:33,367 --> 00:01:35,467 Penny: HONEY! 25 00:01:35,467 --> 00:01:36,667 Edgar: YEAH. 26 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:44,933 WHEN YOU BECOME AS HEAVY AS I HAVE, IT'S HARD. 27 00:01:44,933 --> 00:01:46,967 IT'S REAL HARD. 28 00:01:46,967 --> 00:01:50,267 SOMETIMES, IT FEELS LIKE I'M DEAD. 29 00:01:50,267 --> 00:01:55,500 I CANNOT DO THE THINGS THAT NORMAL PEOPLE TAKE FOR GRANTED, 30 00:01:55,500 --> 00:01:58,100 LIKE WALKING TO THE BATHROOM. 31 00:01:58,100 --> 00:02:00,567 THIS IS MY BED. 32 00:02:00,567 --> 00:02:03,967 THIS IS MY BATHROOM. THIS IS MY DINNER TABLE. 33 00:02:06,833 --> 00:02:10,333 I MIGHT AS WELL BE A PRISONER IN JAIL. 34 00:02:11,933 --> 00:02:14,200 MMM. IT'S GONNA BE GOOD. 35 00:02:14,200 --> 00:02:18,567 FOOD ADDICTION HAS BECOME MY LIFE. 36 00:02:18,567 --> 00:02:21,567 HEY, ED, I NEED A PAPER TOWEL. 37 00:02:21,567 --> 00:02:25,067 I STARTED OUT JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE, 38 00:02:25,067 --> 00:02:26,533 AND ANYTIME I HAD A PROBLEM, 39 00:02:26,533 --> 00:02:29,267 IT WAS A POUND, TWO POUNDS, FIVE POUNDS, 40 00:02:29,267 --> 00:02:30,767 AND I JUST KEPT GOING. 41 00:02:30,767 --> 00:02:32,967 EVEN AS EARLY AS SECOND AND THIRD GRADE, 42 00:02:32,967 --> 00:02:34,133 I KNEW I WAS HEAVIER, 43 00:02:34,133 --> 00:02:36,100 AND I REMEMBER, LIKE, FOURTH GRADE, 44 00:02:36,100 --> 00:02:39,267 I STARTED HAVING TO WEAR PLUS SIZES. 45 00:02:39,267 --> 00:02:41,333 I HATED THAT REALLY BAD. 46 00:02:41,333 --> 00:02:44,267 JUST GAINING 20 POUNDS A YEAR, 47 00:02:44,267 --> 00:02:50,700 I ENDED UP BEING CLOSE TO 300 BY THE TIME I WAS 22 OR SO. 48 00:02:50,700 --> 00:02:54,533 MY WEIGHT IS VERY NEAR 600 AT THIS TIME. 49 00:02:54,533 --> 00:02:57,733 [ SIGHS ] OH, MY GOODNESS. 50 00:02:57,733 --> 00:03:02,667 I LET FOOD BE THE WAY THAT I FOUND SOLITUDE. 51 00:03:02,667 --> 00:03:07,100 MY WORLD HAS CLOSED IN AROUND ME. 52 00:03:07,100 --> 00:03:08,967 Penny: LIAM. 53 00:03:08,967 --> 00:03:11,600 HEAD UP. YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T DO DOWN. 54 00:03:11,600 --> 00:03:12,700 WHY NOT? 55 00:03:12,700 --> 00:03:15,100 'CAUSE YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR COWLICK IS. 56 00:03:15,100 --> 00:03:19,767 I HELP TAKE CARE OF MY SON, BUT IT'S HERE. 57 00:03:19,767 --> 00:03:21,600 IF HE REFUSED TO COME INTO MY BUBBLE, 58 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:24,400 THEN I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HELP HIM. 59 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:26,200 I LOVE YOU, NUGGET. 60 00:03:26,200 --> 00:03:28,833 LOVE YOU. 61 00:03:28,833 --> 00:03:31,233 YOU CAN GO GET IN THE CAR. 62 00:03:31,233 --> 00:03:33,333 OKAY. 63 00:03:33,333 --> 00:03:35,767 HER WEIGHT HAS AFFECTED US IN MANY WAYS. 64 00:03:35,767 --> 00:03:38,867 I HAVE TO GO TO ALL THE SCHOOL FUNCTIONS. 65 00:03:38,867 --> 00:03:40,433 HE'S IN TAE KWON DO, 66 00:03:40,433 --> 00:03:42,267 AND SHE'S NEVER ACTUALLY SEEN HIM. 67 00:03:42,267 --> 00:03:45,100 I'VE HAD TO VIDEOTAPE HIS CLASSES FOR HER. 68 00:03:45,100 --> 00:03:46,067 HI-YA! 69 00:03:46,067 --> 00:03:48,833 Christina: SHE'S A GREAT MOM, 70 00:03:48,833 --> 00:03:52,400 BUT YOU JUST CAN'T BE A GOOD MOM WHEN YOU'RE IN BED. 71 00:03:52,400 --> 00:03:55,733 Angela: LIAM LOVES HER SO MUCH, 72 00:03:55,733 --> 00:03:58,867 AND I THOUGHT HAVING HIM WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING, 73 00:03:58,867 --> 00:03:59,900 BUT IT HASN'T. 74 00:03:59,900 --> 00:04:01,133 IT'S GOTTEN WORSE. 75 00:04:01,133 --> 00:04:03,633 SOME OF IT IS HER FAULT -- SOME OF IT IS. 76 00:04:03,633 --> 00:04:05,600 AND I THINK A LOT OF IT HAS TO DO WITH 77 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:07,500 WHAT SHE WAS EXPOSED TO WITH MY DAD. 78 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:10,433 MY DAD WAS VERY ABUSIVE TO MY MOM AND TO US SOME. 79 00:04:10,433 --> 00:04:13,567 Christina: THE ABUSE WAS SOMETHING THAT NO KID SHOULD -- 80 00:04:13,567 --> 00:04:18,233 NO KID SHOULD HAVE TO WATCH YOUR MOM BEATEN. 81 00:04:18,233 --> 00:04:20,967 IT WASN'T EVERY DAY, BUT IT WAS EVERY TIME HE DRANK. 82 00:04:20,967 --> 00:04:25,100 PENNY PROBABLY EXPERIENCED A LOT MORE OF IT THAN WE DID 83 00:04:25,100 --> 00:04:27,167 BECAUSE SHE WAS THE OLDEST. 84 00:04:27,167 --> 00:04:29,433 Angela: SHE HAD TO BEAR THE BRUNT 85 00:04:29,433 --> 00:04:31,967 OF A LOT OF WHAT WE HAD TO GO THROUGH. 86 00:04:31,967 --> 00:04:34,400 IT'S NOT ALWAYS HER FAULT. THE EATING -- YEAH, IT IS NOW. 87 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:36,200 BUT ALL THE STUFF IN THE HISTORY -- 88 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:40,633 SHE HAD NOBODY TO TELL HER IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. 89 00:04:40,633 --> 00:04:45,733 IT SEEMS LIKE IT'S GOTTEN WORSE AND WORSE THROUGH THE YEARS. 90 00:04:45,733 --> 00:04:49,567 WHEN WE FIRST STARTED DATING, SHE WAS AROUND 450 POUNDS. 91 00:04:49,567 --> 00:04:52,433 I DIDN'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH HER WEIGHT. 92 00:04:52,433 --> 00:04:55,267 YOU KNOW, WE WERE ABLE TO GO PLACES. 93 00:04:55,267 --> 00:04:57,233 I MET HER AT A RESTAURANT, 94 00:04:57,233 --> 00:05:01,233 STANDING IN LINE AT THE BAR AND TALKING TO HER. 95 00:05:01,233 --> 00:05:03,867 Penny: WE TALKED FOR LIKE TWO OR THREE HOURS, 96 00:05:03,867 --> 00:05:06,433 AND THEN WE AGREED TO MEET AND GO ON A DATE. 97 00:05:06,433 --> 00:05:08,867 FOUR MONTHS LATER, WE BOUGHT OUR HOUSE TOGETHER, 98 00:05:08,867 --> 00:05:11,600 AND WE GOT MARRIED. 99 00:05:11,600 --> 00:05:15,467 AFTER SHE GOT PREGNANT, HER WEIGHT WENT UP TO -- 100 00:05:15,467 --> 00:05:17,133 I BELIEVE IT WAS 630. 101 00:05:17,133 --> 00:05:18,733 AFTER SHE HAD LIAM, 102 00:05:18,733 --> 00:05:22,133 SHE HAD A HARD TIME TAKING THE WEIGHT OFF. 103 00:05:22,133 --> 00:05:27,800 IT HAS AFFECTED OUR RELATIONSHIP EXTREMELY. 104 00:05:27,800 --> 00:05:30,267 IT'S BEEN MANY YEARS NOW 105 00:05:30,267 --> 00:05:34,733 SINCE WE'VE ACTUALLY SLEPT IN THE SAME BED. 106 00:05:36,933 --> 00:05:39,467 RIGHT NOW I'M HER FULL-TIME CAREGIVER, 107 00:05:39,467 --> 00:05:41,733 SO I CAN'T GO OUT AND EARN MONEY. 108 00:05:41,733 --> 00:05:44,600 WE'RE JUST LIVING ON HER DISABILITY. 109 00:05:44,600 --> 00:05:46,267 WE NEED ALL THREE CEREALS. 110 00:05:46,267 --> 00:05:48,067 WE'RE ALL OUT. 111 00:05:48,067 --> 00:05:52,233 IT SEEMS LIKE ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER KEEPS GOING WRONG. 112 00:05:52,233 --> 00:05:54,267 PENNY HAS BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL 113 00:05:54,267 --> 00:05:55,800 FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS... 114 00:05:55,800 --> 00:05:57,967 I WANT DEVIL'S FOOD, CHOCOLATE. 115 00:05:57,967 --> 00:06:02,433 ...AND IT IS DIFFICULT TO THINK THAT I COULD LOSE HER. 116 00:06:06,533 --> 00:06:09,333 PENNY USUALLY GIVES ME A LIST FOR GROCERY SHOPPING 117 00:06:09,333 --> 00:06:16,067 FOR THE HOUSE -- CHIPS, SODA, CAKE MIX, CANDY. 118 00:06:18,267 --> 00:06:22,800 THE LIST IS DONE, BUT I KNOW SHE LIKES ICE CREAM. 119 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:26,533 ED LOVES PENNY, BUT PENNY IS VERY STUBBORN, 120 00:06:26,533 --> 00:06:27,933 AND ED DOES ENABLE HER. 121 00:06:27,933 --> 00:06:30,867 HE BUYS WHATEVER SHE TELLS HIM, 122 00:06:30,867 --> 00:06:33,767 AND IF HE DOESN'T, HE'S GONNA BE IN TROUBLE. 123 00:06:33,767 --> 00:06:35,933 ED DEFINITELY DOES BRING THE FOOD INTO THE HOUSE, 124 00:06:35,933 --> 00:06:39,700 BUT I ALSO BELIEVE THAT HE DOESN'T HAVE MUCH CHOICE. 125 00:06:39,700 --> 00:06:42,933 WE DO EAT PROPERLY... 126 00:06:42,933 --> 00:06:44,800 SOMETIMES. 127 00:06:44,800 --> 00:06:47,600 Christina: [ Voice breaking ] SO YOU DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO 128 00:06:47,600 --> 00:06:53,767 BE MEAN AND MAKE HER WORK HARDER OR JUST LOVE HER UNTIL SHE DIES. 129 00:06:53,767 --> 00:06:55,400 WE'RE GONNA BURY HER, 130 00:06:55,400 --> 00:06:58,500 AND LIAM'S GONNA WALK BESIDE HER CASKET. 131 00:06:58,500 --> 00:07:02,167 HE'S GONNA WATCH HIS MOMMY BE PUT IN THE GROUND, 132 00:07:02,167 --> 00:07:04,333 PROBABLY BEFORE HE'S 10 YEARS OLD. 133 00:07:04,333 --> 00:07:07,767 DO YOU LIKE US, OR DO YOU LIKE DADDY? 134 00:07:07,767 --> 00:07:10,367 WHICH ONE DO YOU WANT? LOOK AT CHRISSY'S TEETH. 135 00:07:10,367 --> 00:07:12,700 Penny: I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE 136 00:07:12,700 --> 00:07:18,467 BECAUSE HE DESERVES A FULL-TIME MOM. 137 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:26,074 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org 138 00:07:31,667 --> 00:07:34,067 WE'RE PACKING UP TO GO TO TEXAS. 139 00:07:34,067 --> 00:07:35,867 THAT'S LIKE THE LAST MINUTE. 140 00:07:35,867 --> 00:07:38,867 WE HAVE TO BE IN THE VEHICLES IN LIKE NO TIME. 141 00:07:38,867 --> 00:07:40,800 I'M GONNA BE IN THE BACK OF THE VAN, 142 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:42,600 ACTUALLY ON MY HOSPITAL MATTRESS. 143 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:45,367 THIS PHYSICIAN IS THE FIRST ONE THAT'S WILLING TO REALLY SEE ME 144 00:07:45,367 --> 00:07:47,700 AND TAKE THE RISK, AT MY WEIGHT, TO DO THE SURGERY. 145 00:07:47,700 --> 00:07:49,100 UP WITH MOMMY. 146 00:07:58,767 --> 00:08:01,067 WHAT CAN WE SAY BESIDES GOODBYE? 147 00:08:01,067 --> 00:08:02,067 I DON'T KNOW. 148 00:08:02,067 --> 00:08:03,667 SEE YOU LATER? UH-OH. 149 00:08:03,667 --> 00:08:05,467 Edgar: HERE'S OUR PLAN. 150 00:08:05,467 --> 00:08:07,733 SHE WANTS ME TO PULL UP TO THAT 151 00:08:07,733 --> 00:08:12,100 AND TO COME OUT AND LOAD HER INTO THAT. 152 00:08:12,100 --> 00:08:13,333 UH-OH. NO. 153 00:08:17,267 --> 00:08:19,700 AFTER WE GET HER OUT OF HER BED, 154 00:08:19,700 --> 00:08:23,267 I HAVE TO BRING THE MATTRESS IN AND PUT IN THE VAN. 155 00:08:25,300 --> 00:08:27,900 Man: COME ON BACK. 156 00:08:29,633 --> 00:08:31,967 Woman: THIS IS IT, GIRL. 157 00:08:31,967 --> 00:08:34,933 [ LAUGHS ] 158 00:08:43,267 --> 00:08:45,567 ALL RIGHT. READY? 159 00:08:45,567 --> 00:08:46,467 OKAY. 160 00:08:46,467 --> 00:08:47,333 I DO. 161 00:08:47,333 --> 00:08:49,100 TAKE YOUR TIME. 162 00:08:49,100 --> 00:08:50,167 GOT IT? 163 00:08:50,167 --> 00:08:51,767 I THINK I DO. 164 00:08:51,767 --> 00:08:53,467 YOU GOT IT, SISTER. 165 00:08:53,467 --> 00:08:54,767 PHEW! 166 00:08:54,767 --> 00:08:57,833 WE GOT TO DO A LITTLE BIT OF MEASUREMENT OUTSIDE, 167 00:08:57,833 --> 00:08:59,733 AND WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK IN. 168 00:08:59,733 --> 00:09:01,567 PUSH STRAIGHT OUT. 169 00:09:01,567 --> 00:09:04,900 YOU GOT TO PIVOT TO GET FEETFIRST. 170 00:09:04,900 --> 00:09:07,633 ALL RIGHT, GUYS, HOLD ON. 171 00:09:07,633 --> 00:09:11,500 ALL RIGHT. HOLD ON A SECOND. 172 00:09:11,500 --> 00:09:14,067 I'M CLENCHING MY -- 173 00:09:14,067 --> 00:09:15,833 YEAH, I'M CLENCHING MY BUTT CHEEKS, 174 00:09:15,833 --> 00:09:18,467 'CAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY THING HOLDING THAT MAT IN PLACE. 175 00:09:18,467 --> 00:09:19,533 SLOWLY PULL ME FORWARD. 176 00:09:19,533 --> 00:09:21,133 WATCH YOUR HEAD. 177 00:09:21,133 --> 00:09:23,233 YEAH, I SEE MY HEAD. 178 00:09:23,233 --> 00:09:24,733 YOU GOT ABOUT MAYBE THIS MUCH -- 179 00:09:24,733 --> 00:09:28,367 ALL RIGHT. YOU'RE DOWN. 180 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:30,833 Penny: THIS IS NOT A JOURNEY OF ONE PERSON. 181 00:09:30,833 --> 00:09:35,567 THIS IS A JOURNEY OF FAMILY, OF A CHILD WHO WANTS HIS MOTHER. 182 00:09:35,567 --> 00:09:38,067 YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL LAY OUT 183 00:09:38,067 --> 00:09:40,067 THIS JOURNEY SAFELY FOR ALL OF US. 184 00:09:40,067 --> 00:09:43,233 AND, HEAVENLY FATHER, I THANK YOU, AMEN. 185 00:09:43,233 --> 00:09:44,367 AMEN. AMEN. 186 00:09:44,367 --> 00:09:47,133 Angela: THIS IS IT. THIS IS HER LAST CHANCE. 187 00:09:47,133 --> 00:09:49,767 I DON'T GIVE HER FIVE YEARS AT THIS POINT. 188 00:09:49,767 --> 00:09:52,300 HER HEALTH IS JUST GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. 189 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:54,567 Christina: ULTIMATELY, I THINK IT COMES DOWN TO 190 00:09:54,567 --> 00:09:57,600 IF PENNY CHOOSES IF SHE'S GONNA LIVE OR DIE. 191 00:09:59,567 --> 00:10:03,333 Edgar: I'VE CRIED AT NIGHT ABOUT IT SOMETIMES. 192 00:10:03,333 --> 00:10:06,233 IF SHE CONTINUES IN THIS FASHION, 193 00:10:06,233 --> 00:10:08,000 SHE COULD DIE. 194 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:11,700 Penny: WE NEED TO DO A QUICK PIT STOP. 195 00:10:11,700 --> 00:10:13,667 PREMIUM CHICKEN SANDWICH. 196 00:10:13,667 --> 00:10:15,067 WOMAN: Crispy or grilled? 197 00:10:15,067 --> 00:10:17,233 CRISPY OR GRILLED? CRISPY. 198 00:10:17,233 --> 00:10:18,767 GRILLED. CRISPY! 199 00:10:18,767 --> 00:10:21,300 OH, I'M SORRY. MAKE THAT CRISPY. 200 00:10:21,300 --> 00:10:22,867 I THINK THAT SHE'S IN TOTAL DENIAL. 201 00:10:22,867 --> 00:10:27,500 A LITTLE BIT OF LUNCH. WE ALL NEEDED IT SO BAD. 202 00:10:27,500 --> 00:10:30,467 I'M JUST HOPING THAT THIS WILL BE THE TURNING POINT. 203 00:10:30,467 --> 00:10:34,000 I JUST DON'T KNOW IF SHE'S EVER GONNA LOSE THE WEIGHT. 204 00:10:45,733 --> 00:10:47,567 OH, MY GOD, OH, MY GOD, OH, MY GOD. 205 00:10:49,100 --> 00:10:51,100 THIS HAS TO BE THE LONGEST DRIVE IN HISTORY. 206 00:11:03,967 --> 00:11:09,100 WE GAMBLED WITH EVERY RESOURCE MY FAMILY HAS FINANCIALLY. 207 00:11:09,100 --> 00:11:11,267 WE'VE HAD FRIENDS, FAMILIES, NEIGHBORS, 208 00:11:11,267 --> 00:11:12,667 PEOPLE DONATING TO US. 209 00:11:12,667 --> 00:11:18,300 HONESTLY, IF THIS IS A FAIL, THE FAILURE IS CATASTROPHIC. 210 00:11:21,833 --> 00:11:23,233 PENNY. HEY, HOW ARE YOU? 211 00:11:23,233 --> 00:11:24,733 I'M DR. NOWZARADAN. HI. 212 00:11:24,733 --> 00:11:26,500 ARE YOU GLAD YOU'RE HERE NOW? 213 00:11:26,500 --> 00:11:29,667 I HAVE TO TELL YOU, DOCTOR, WHEN YOU AND I SPOKE, 214 00:11:29,667 --> 00:11:31,400 YOU ENDED THE CALL WITH 215 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,267 [Voice breaking] "I'M GONNA HELP YOU." 216 00:11:34,267 --> 00:11:36,800 AND THAT MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. 217 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:39,433 THOSE WORDS GAVE ME THE STRENGTH TO COME. 218 00:11:39,433 --> 00:11:42,567 WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU. YOU'RE GONNA BE ALL RIGHT. 219 00:11:43,967 --> 00:11:48,300 Penny: I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO START THIS PROCESS, 220 00:11:48,300 --> 00:11:50,900 BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, WHEN I LOOK AT A TIMELINE FOR MY FUTURE, 221 00:11:50,900 --> 00:11:53,233 IT'S SHORT. 222 00:11:53,233 --> 00:11:55,133 OH, GOD. 223 00:11:55,133 --> 00:11:58,300 I JUST HAVE TO BE READY FOR EVERYTHING HEAD-ON. 224 00:11:58,300 --> 00:12:01,533 OH! 225 00:12:01,533 --> 00:12:06,500 Dr. Nowzaradan: PENNY IS VERY LARGE, 226 00:12:06,500 --> 00:12:08,067 BUT TO KNOW HER SITUATION, 227 00:12:08,067 --> 00:12:11,400 I NEED TO EXAMINE HER AND SEE HOW MUCH SHE WEIGHS. 228 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:14,200 WE'RE GONNA CHECK YOUR WEIGHT NOW, OKAY? 229 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:21,800 THIS IS THE LARGEST FISH IN THE MARKET. 230 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:23,700 OKAY. 231 00:12:38,567 --> 00:12:40,767 LET ME CHECK A COUPLE THINGS ON YOU, OKAY? 232 00:12:43,733 --> 00:12:45,900 OKAY. THAT'S GOOD. 233 00:12:45,900 --> 00:12:49,067 CAN YOU MOVE YOUR FEET FOR ME? 234 00:12:49,067 --> 00:12:51,500 WELL, YES AND NO. 235 00:12:51,500 --> 00:12:54,233 CAN WE TURN THAT OXYGEN OFF? 236 00:12:54,233 --> 00:12:56,400 I AM ON OXYGEN 24 HOURS A DAY. 237 00:12:56,400 --> 00:13:00,567 BUT IF YOUR OXYGEN SATURATION IS BETTER THAN MINE, 238 00:13:00,567 --> 00:13:02,300 WHY DO YOU NEED TO HAVE OXYGEN? 239 00:13:02,300 --> 00:13:04,867 I DON'T KNOW THE TECHNICAL REASON, 240 00:13:04,867 --> 00:13:08,300 BUT AT 20 MINUTES, MY FINGERS AND LIPS GET BLUE. 241 00:13:08,300 --> 00:13:10,100 AND RIGHT NOW, I'M STARTING TO BE 242 00:13:10,100 --> 00:13:11,700 VERY UNCOMFORTABLE WITHOUT THE OXYGEN. 243 00:13:11,700 --> 00:13:12,533 OKAY. 244 00:13:12,533 --> 00:13:14,100 WE WILL TURN IT BACK ON, OKAY? 245 00:13:14,100 --> 00:13:15,267 YEAH. 246 00:13:15,267 --> 00:13:18,600 Dr. Nowzaradan: PENNY GOT A LOT OF ISSUES. 247 00:13:18,600 --> 00:13:22,633 SOME OF THEM ARE REAL. SOME OF THEM ARE IMAGINARY. 248 00:13:22,633 --> 00:13:26,667 SHE SEEMS LIKE SHE PLAYED A ROLE OF BEING A VICTIM 249 00:13:26,667 --> 00:13:29,867 AND ENCOURAGING FAMILY TO BE ENABLERS, 250 00:13:29,867 --> 00:13:34,767 AND THIS DYNAMIC IS VERY DIFFICULT TO BREAK. 251 00:13:34,767 --> 00:13:40,267 WE'RE GONNA KEEP PENNY UNDER OBSERVATION AND A STRICT DIET. 252 00:13:40,267 --> 00:13:43,067 IF SHE LOSES WEIGHT IN ONE MONTH, 253 00:13:43,067 --> 00:13:45,100 SURGERY WILL BE AN OPTION. 254 00:13:45,100 --> 00:13:47,133 THE LITTLE STICKIES NOW? 255 00:13:47,133 --> 00:13:48,767 BEING IN HOSPITAL, 256 00:13:48,767 --> 00:13:52,933 SHE SHOULD EASILY BE ABLE TO LOSE 25 TO 50 POUNDS. 257 00:13:52,933 --> 00:13:56,800 Penny: NOTHING ELSE HAS BEEN SUCCESSFUL, 258 00:13:56,800 --> 00:14:02,533 SO GETTING THIS SURGERY NOW, IT'S THE HAIL MARY. 259 00:14:02,533 --> 00:14:04,067 I LOVE YOU, BABY. 260 00:14:04,067 --> 00:14:05,633 I LOVE YOU, HONEY. 261 00:14:05,633 --> 00:14:06,700 HEY. 262 00:14:09,300 --> 00:14:12,633 TODAY IS THE DAY I FIGHT FOR THIS LIFE. 263 00:14:23,133 --> 00:14:27,367 I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO STILL NOW CHANGE 264 00:14:27,367 --> 00:14:30,500 EVERYTHING I'VE EVER THOUGHT ABOUT EATING. 265 00:14:30,500 --> 00:14:34,200 I'M STARVING TO DEATH. 266 00:14:34,200 --> 00:14:37,633 AT THIS POINT, THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT TO DO 267 00:14:37,633 --> 00:14:40,533 IS EITHER LOSE WEIGHT OR LOSE MY LIFE. 268 00:14:40,533 --> 00:14:43,167 I HAVE NOTHING ELSE. THERE'S NOTHING ELSE. 269 00:14:43,167 --> 00:14:46,067 IF I DON'T TAKE THIS ROUTE NOW, 270 00:14:46,067 --> 00:14:49,800 I WON'T SEE MY SON START MIDDLE SCHOOL. 271 00:14:49,800 --> 00:14:53,167 THERE'S NO WAY THAT THAT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 272 00:15:07,933 --> 00:15:10,233 [ KNOCK AT DOOR ] 273 00:15:10,233 --> 00:15:11,233 GOOD MORNING. 274 00:15:11,233 --> 00:15:12,233 HELLO. 275 00:15:12,233 --> 00:15:13,767 SO, HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 276 00:15:13,767 --> 00:15:16,733 I DEFINITELY CAN FEEL THE DIFFERENCE 277 00:15:16,733 --> 00:15:17,933 WHEN I START LOSING WEIGHT. 278 00:15:17,933 --> 00:15:19,367 SO, I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE ROLE 279 00:15:19,367 --> 00:15:21,833 THAT I NORMALLY PUNCH MY INSULIN INTO. 280 00:15:21,833 --> 00:15:23,833 SO YOU'RE MISSING YOUR ROLLS? 281 00:15:23,833 --> 00:15:25,900 I'M ABSOLUTELY MISSING A ROLL. 282 00:15:25,900 --> 00:15:27,567 Dr. Nowzaradan: PENNY'S DONE VERY WELL. 283 00:15:27,567 --> 00:15:30,333 SHE LOST 40 POUNDS ON HER OWN. 284 00:15:30,333 --> 00:15:33,767 SHE STILL HAS A LOT OF ISSUES, 285 00:15:33,767 --> 00:15:36,667 BUT NOW SHE'S PROVEN SHE CAN LOSE WEIGHT. 286 00:15:36,667 --> 00:15:39,333 SHE NEEDS TO BE ABLE TO WALK, 287 00:15:39,333 --> 00:15:43,500 SO THE SURGERY IS GOING TO BE THE NEXT STEP. 288 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:45,567 WE'RE GONNA SEE HOW THE THING WILL GO 289 00:15:45,567 --> 00:15:46,900 WITH THE FIRST OPERATION. 290 00:15:46,900 --> 00:15:48,933 ALL RIGHT. WE'LL SEE YOU LATER. 291 00:15:48,933 --> 00:15:50,467 THANK YOU. 292 00:15:50,467 --> 00:15:52,533 YOU'RE WELCOME. 293 00:15:56,633 --> 00:16:00,367 GET UP HERE. GIVE ME SOME LOVES. 294 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:03,067 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 295 00:16:03,067 --> 00:16:05,567 Penny: I KNOW WITH THIS SURGERY 296 00:16:05,567 --> 00:16:09,500 THAT I'M GAMBLING WITH TIME NOW TO GET TIME LATER, 297 00:16:09,500 --> 00:16:12,967 BUT I HAVE TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. 298 00:16:12,967 --> 00:16:15,067 WHAT'S MOMMY GIVING YOU WHEN I COME BACK? 299 00:16:15,067 --> 00:16:16,667 ONE OF THESE, RIGHT? YEAH. 300 00:16:16,667 --> 00:16:18,933 Penny: I WANT ED TO BE JUST MY HUSBAND 301 00:16:18,933 --> 00:16:20,933 AND NO LONGER MY CARETAKER. 302 00:16:20,933 --> 00:16:23,100 I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SURPRISE MY SON 303 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:24,500 AND PICK HIM UP AT SCHOOL. 304 00:16:24,500 --> 00:16:25,900 Man: PENNY, RIGHT NOW, 305 00:16:25,900 --> 00:16:27,600 I WANT YOU JUST TO FOCUS ON YOUR BREATHING. 306 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:30,433 PENNY, YOU'RE GONNA START TO GET A LITTLE SLEEPY NOW. 307 00:16:30,433 --> 00:16:34,433 THIS IS MY LIFE. I WILL FIGHT FOR THIS LIFE. 308 00:16:37,200 --> 00:16:38,833 Edgar: SHE'LL BE OKAY, BUD. 309 00:16:38,833 --> 00:16:41,133 YOU GOT TO THINK POSITIVE. 310 00:16:41,133 --> 00:16:42,733 THAT'S WHY WE PRAY. 311 00:17:11,100 --> 00:17:14,267 ...FROM THE SIZE OF A FOOTBALL TO THE SIZE OF A BANANA. 312 00:17:23,367 --> 00:17:24,900 EVERYTHING LOOKED GOOD. 313 00:17:24,900 --> 00:17:26,100 Man: EVERYBODY READY? 314 00:17:26,100 --> 00:17:27,067 1, 2, 3. 315 00:17:42,933 --> 00:17:44,200 Edgar: IT'S A BIG STEP FOR US. 316 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:47,200 EVERYTHING IS GONNA GET BETTER NOW. 317 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:50,333 YOU GET REST. 318 00:17:56,133 --> 00:17:57,767 Woman: HI, MS. PENNY. 319 00:17:57,767 --> 00:17:59,133 HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 320 00:17:59,133 --> 00:18:01,467 OPEN YOUR EYES. 321 00:18:01,467 --> 00:18:04,500 SO, DO YOU HAVE ANY PLAN TO WALK? NO? 322 00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:09,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: PENNY IS UNWILLING TO GET UP AND WALK AROUND. 323 00:18:09,067 --> 00:18:11,067 I'M NOT SURE WHY SHE DOESN'T WANT TO DO THAT. 324 00:18:11,067 --> 00:18:14,767 ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANT TO SIT UP OR -- 325 00:18:14,767 --> 00:18:18,300 IF I CAN WALK, THERE IS TRUE MIRACLES IN THE WORLD. 326 00:18:18,300 --> 00:18:19,367 [ CHUCKLES ] 327 00:18:19,367 --> 00:18:22,167 THAT'S LIKE HAVING SURGERY ON YOUR HAND. 328 00:18:22,167 --> 00:18:24,833 "DOC, CAN I PLAY PIANO NOW?" 329 00:18:24,833 --> 00:18:27,533 "OH, I'VE DONE A GREAT JOB. SURE YOU CAN PLAY PIANO." 330 00:18:27,533 --> 00:18:30,133 "THAT'S GREAT, BECAUSE I COULDN'T BEFORE SURGERY." 331 00:18:30,133 --> 00:18:32,067 IF SHE DOESN'T GET UP AND WALK, 332 00:18:32,067 --> 00:18:35,333 SHE'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO MAINTAIN HER WEIGHT LOSS. 333 00:18:35,333 --> 00:18:37,333 DO YOU WANT UP A LITTLE BIT? 334 00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:39,367 I'M GETTING CONCERNED ABOUT HER. 335 00:18:51,100 --> 00:18:55,067 THIS IS LIAM AND I'S ROOM. IT'S ONLY A ONE-BEDROOM. 336 00:18:55,067 --> 00:18:57,267 I GET THE BOTTOM BUNK. 337 00:18:57,267 --> 00:19:00,933 OBVIOUSLY, CAN'T SLEEP WITH PENNY, 338 00:19:00,933 --> 00:19:02,700 BUT I KNOW LIAM CAN'T WAIT FOR HER TO COME HOME. 339 00:19:02,700 --> 00:19:05,100 THAT MAKES HIM HAPPY. 340 00:19:05,100 --> 00:19:06,233 [ LAUGHS ] 341 00:19:06,233 --> 00:19:08,767 THIS IS THE KITCHEN. 342 00:19:08,767 --> 00:19:11,633 THIS IS WHAT I LIKE TO DRINK. 343 00:19:11,633 --> 00:19:14,100 WHAT DAD LIKES TO DRINK. 344 00:19:14,100 --> 00:19:15,567 AND PUDDING FOR MOM. 345 00:19:15,567 --> 00:19:19,733 I THINK IT'S GONNA BE HARD FOR MOMMY TO QUIT ALL THE FAST FOOD. 346 00:19:19,733 --> 00:19:22,533 Edgar: WHEN SHE COMES HOME, 347 00:19:22,533 --> 00:19:25,867 I'M GONNA HAVE TO CHANGE MY DIET AND START GETTING THINGS RIGHT. 348 00:19:25,867 --> 00:19:28,733 THE FOOD IN HERE IS BASICALLY 349 00:19:28,733 --> 00:19:32,100 FOR LIAM AND I SURVIVING BEFORE SHE GOT HOME, 350 00:19:32,100 --> 00:19:34,700 SO IT'S NOT THE HEALTHIEST STUFF. 351 00:19:34,700 --> 00:19:39,200 I JUST HOPE SHE DOESN'T EXPECT ME TO EAT AS LITTLE AS SHE EATS. 352 00:19:39,200 --> 00:19:40,400 [ LAUGHS ] 353 00:19:40,400 --> 00:19:42,600 THAT'S ALL WE GOT TO DO 354 00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:46,533 IS JUST KEEP OUR HOPES UP AND JUST KEEP PLOWING FORWARD. 355 00:20:05,067 --> 00:20:06,600 Edgar: YEAH. IT'S YOUR DINNER TIME. 356 00:20:06,600 --> 00:20:08,667 Woman: CAN THEY CALL AND BRING SOME FRUIT? 357 00:20:12,233 --> 00:20:13,333 WHAT IS IT? 358 00:20:16,167 --> 00:20:17,600 WHY AM I ON A SOFT DIET? 359 00:20:17,600 --> 00:20:20,167 WELL, HE NEEDS TO GET HIS POOP IN A GROUP, 360 00:20:20,167 --> 00:20:22,167 OR ELSE I'M GONNA ORDER SOMETHING. 361 00:20:22,167 --> 00:20:24,267 THIS IS SO STUPID. 362 00:20:24,267 --> 00:20:27,600 I GOT TO FIND OUT WHY MY DIET IS THIS DIET. 363 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:31,000 NO ONE TOLD ME I HAD TO LOSE WEIGHT WHEN I GOT HERE. 364 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,767 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY CONCERNED ABOUT PENNY'S BEHAVIOR. 365 00:20:33,767 --> 00:20:35,433 SHE'S NOT LOSING WEIGHT ANYMORE. 366 00:20:35,433 --> 00:20:37,100 SHE'S BEEN GIVEN THE RIGHT DIET. 367 00:20:37,100 --> 00:20:41,267 THERE IS NO REASON WHY SHE SHOULDN'T LOSE MORE WEIGHT 368 00:20:41,267 --> 00:20:43,533 WHILE SHE'S IN THE HOSPITAL. 369 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:50,200 SHE FIGURED OUT HOW TO MANIPULATE THE SYSTEM. 370 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:54,033 PENNY, HOW ARE YOU? 371 00:20:54,033 --> 00:20:55,667 HOW MANY TIMES ARE YOU EATING? 372 00:20:55,667 --> 00:20:57,567 Penny: THREE TIMES. THAT'S IT. 373 00:20:57,567 --> 00:21:00,400 ARE YOU ABLE TO FINISH THE WHOLE THING YOU'RE EATING? 374 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:01,467 A MEAL? NO. 375 00:21:01,467 --> 00:21:03,467 THE LESS YOU EAT, THE BETTER IT IS. 376 00:21:03,467 --> 00:21:06,767 BUT THE MIRACLE THAT'S HAPPENING, 377 00:21:06,767 --> 00:21:08,400 THAT YOU HAVEN'T LOST ANY WEIGHT. 378 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:09,967 NO, I'VE DEFINITELY LOST WEIGHT. 379 00:21:09,967 --> 00:21:12,300 WELL, LET'S CHECK YOUR STOMACH, OKAY? 380 00:21:12,300 --> 00:21:13,300 KEEP IN THERE. 381 00:21:13,300 --> 00:21:15,067 OOH, YOU DON'T WANT TO GO THAT LOW. 382 00:21:17,500 --> 00:21:18,767 OH, MY GOD! 383 00:21:18,767 --> 00:21:21,667 I USED TO HAVE A WAD LIKE THIS TO TAKE MY NEEDLES IN. 384 00:21:21,667 --> 00:21:23,433 NOW IT'S THIS. 385 00:21:23,433 --> 00:21:27,833 PENNY IS NOT REALLY MAKING THE CHANGES 386 00:21:27,833 --> 00:21:31,267 THAT WE WANTED TO MAKE PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND COOPERATE 387 00:21:31,267 --> 00:21:35,433 AND BECOME A PERSON THAT WANTS TO GET WELL. 388 00:21:35,433 --> 00:21:37,067 LOOK AT MY NIGHTGOWN. 389 00:21:37,067 --> 00:21:38,067 IT GOES ALL THE WAY -- 390 00:21:38,067 --> 00:21:39,733 I DON'T NEED TO LOOK AT YOUR NIGHTGOWN. 391 00:21:39,733 --> 00:21:41,967 YOU CAN GET UP AND STAND UP ON A SCALE, 392 00:21:41,967 --> 00:21:43,333 WE CAN CHECK YOUR WEIGHT. 393 00:21:45,767 --> 00:21:46,967 NOT TODAY? OKAY. 394 00:21:46,967 --> 00:21:48,633 YEAH, I'M JUST TOO WEAK. 395 00:21:48,633 --> 00:21:51,500 I'M CONCERNED THAT PENNY CONVINCED HERSELF 396 00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:53,567 THAT SHE'S PERMANENTLY DISABLED. 397 00:21:53,567 --> 00:21:54,700 OKAY? 398 00:21:54,700 --> 00:21:58,400 I'M NOT SURE WE'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO HELP HER. 399 00:22:10,500 --> 00:22:12,867 Penny: COME IN. 400 00:22:12,867 --> 00:22:14,633 HI, PENNY. 401 00:22:14,633 --> 00:22:15,600 HI. 402 00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:26,900 PENNY IS NOT MAKING ANY MORE PROGRESS. 403 00:22:26,900 --> 00:22:30,567 THERE IS NO BENEFIT FOR HER TO BE HERE. 404 00:22:30,567 --> 00:22:33,300 HOPEFULLY, THINGS WILL CHANGE AFTER YOU GET BACK HOME. 405 00:22:36,333 --> 00:22:38,700 ARE YOU EXCITED GOING HOME TODAY? 406 00:22:38,700 --> 00:22:40,767 I'M READY TO GO HOME TODAY. 407 00:22:40,767 --> 00:22:41,667 ALL RIGHT. 408 00:22:43,667 --> 00:22:45,400 YEAH, I HAVE IT IN MY FOLDER. 409 00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:47,833 IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM, YOU CALL US. 410 00:22:47,833 --> 00:22:48,667 YEAH. 411 00:22:48,667 --> 00:22:50,133 EVEN 3:00 AT NIGHT, OKAY? 412 00:22:50,133 --> 00:22:55,067 PENNY IS GOING TO HAVE TO MAKE SOME CHANGES WHEN SHE GOES HOME. 413 00:22:55,067 --> 00:22:57,867 IF SHE HAS ANY CHANCE TO SUCCEED, 414 00:22:57,867 --> 00:23:00,933 SHE NEEDS TO BE MOBILE. 415 00:23:00,933 --> 00:23:04,367 Penny: I'M GONNA LOSE THE WEIGHT. IT'S OVER AND DONE. 416 00:23:04,367 --> 00:23:07,067 I JUST NEED TO BE HOME WITH MY FAMILY. 417 00:23:07,067 --> 00:23:09,433 Woman: OKAY, READY. Man: 1, 2, 3. 418 00:23:09,433 --> 00:23:14,467 I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M FINALLY GETTING TO GO HOME. 419 00:23:14,467 --> 00:23:15,967 A FEW LITTLE BUMPS. 420 00:23:15,967 --> 00:23:22,300 I MISS BEING WITH ED AND LIAM SO MUCH. 421 00:23:22,300 --> 00:23:23,467 Penny: THANK YOU. 422 00:23:23,467 --> 00:23:24,433 VOILà. 423 00:23:24,433 --> 00:23:27,400 I DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE CORDONED OFF 424 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,100 LIKE I WAS IN A CAGE. 425 00:23:33,100 --> 00:23:34,133 Edgar: WHICH PIECE? 426 00:23:34,133 --> 00:23:35,600 THE ONE YOU JUST PULLED OUT. 427 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:38,067 I DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE DOING THIS. 428 00:23:40,067 --> 00:23:42,567 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO FIRST? 429 00:23:42,567 --> 00:23:44,867 I JUST ASKED YOU TO DO SOMETHING. 430 00:23:44,867 --> 00:23:46,967 I KNOW. AND I WAS DOING THAT. 431 00:23:46,967 --> 00:23:49,933 WELL, YOU'RE STANDING HERE, AND I DON'T THINK 432 00:23:49,933 --> 00:23:52,900 THAT CONSTITUTES, REALLY, AS A JOB OR A TASK. 433 00:23:52,900 --> 00:23:54,333 WE'LL WORRY ABOUT IT -- 434 00:23:54,333 --> 00:23:56,633 Penny: I WANTED TO GET MY BAG AND START GETTING STUFF OUT, 435 00:23:56,633 --> 00:24:00,833 'CAUSE I NEED TO GET... 436 00:24:00,833 --> 00:24:03,567 Penny: I'M GLAD TO BE HOME. 437 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:15,733 Penny: YOU HAVE NO SHORTAGE OF PEOPLE TELLING YOU WHAT YOU NEED TO DO. 438 00:24:15,733 --> 00:24:18,067 THE BOTTOM LINE IS, THE ONLY ONE THAT'S GONNA KNOW 439 00:24:18,067 --> 00:24:20,067 WHAT WORKS BEST FOR YOU IS YOU. 440 00:24:32,433 --> 00:24:34,400 [ KNOCK AT DOOR ] 441 00:24:34,400 --> 00:24:36,567 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 442 00:24:36,567 --> 00:24:38,333 Sprague: TODAY WAS MY FIRST DAY WITH PENNY. 443 00:24:38,333 --> 00:24:40,300 I'VE WORKED WITH QUITE A FEW BARIATRIC PATIENTS. 444 00:24:40,300 --> 00:24:43,167 I CAN'T SAY THAT I'VE WORKED WITH SOMEONE OF HER SIZE. 445 00:24:43,167 --> 00:24:44,700 OBVIOUSLY, OUR FIRST MAJOR GOAL 446 00:24:44,700 --> 00:24:46,933 IS GETTING YOU SITTING UP ON THE EDGE OF THE BED. 447 00:24:46,933 --> 00:24:50,233 LET'S GET STARTED, AND LET'S JUST KIND OF WARM EVERYTHING UP. 448 00:24:50,233 --> 00:24:52,900 LET'S DO SOME OF YOUR ANKLE PUMPS. 449 00:24:52,900 --> 00:24:54,133 [ GROANS ] 450 00:24:54,133 --> 00:24:56,933 Penny: PHYSICALLY, I'M JUST NOT ABLE TO GET UP. 451 00:24:56,933 --> 00:24:58,367 I JUST CAN'T DO IT. 452 00:24:58,367 --> 00:25:00,233 AAH! 453 00:25:00,233 --> 00:25:03,067 I JUST KNOW MY LIMITATIONS. 454 00:25:03,067 --> 00:25:04,300 JUST SEE IF YOU CAN PUSH DOWN TO MY HAND. 455 00:25:04,300 --> 00:25:06,167 YOU CAN GET THAT HEEL UP. 456 00:25:06,167 --> 00:25:07,467 EVEN JUST TAKE PRESSURE OFF MY HAND. 457 00:25:07,467 --> 00:25:08,300 I JUST DID. 458 00:25:08,300 --> 00:25:10,900 IT COULD BE A VERY LONG TIME 459 00:25:10,900 --> 00:25:12,667 BEFORE I AM ABLE TO WALK. 460 00:25:12,667 --> 00:25:14,600 WHAT ABOUT SIDE LYING? 461 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:15,600 LAYING ON MY SIDE, 462 00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:17,400 MY OXYGEN GETS WONKY REALLY FAST. 463 00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:19,333 Sprague: THERE'S ALWAYS SOME EXCUSE. 464 00:25:19,333 --> 00:25:21,133 I'M NOT SO SURE SHE'S GONNA PUSH HERSELF 465 00:25:21,133 --> 00:25:22,933 ALL THE WAY, SO SHE'S GONNA REQUIRE SOMEONE 466 00:25:22,933 --> 00:25:24,733 TO KIND OF GIVE HER A KICK IN THE BOTTOM. 467 00:25:24,733 --> 00:25:26,833 IT'S JUST GONNA TAKE SOME TIME TO FIGURE OUT WHAT MOTIVATES HER. 468 00:25:26,833 --> 00:25:28,767 TODAY WAS JUST THE FIRST DAY OF EXERCISE, 469 00:25:28,767 --> 00:25:30,567 SO KIND OF LIGHT START TO EVERYTHING. 470 00:25:30,567 --> 00:25:32,967 WE GOT A LOT MORE THAT WE WANT TO ACCOMPLISH. 471 00:25:32,967 --> 00:25:35,300 YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. YOU JUST GOT TO DO IT. 472 00:25:35,300 --> 00:25:37,900 WE GOT A LOT OF WORK TO DO WITH HER. 473 00:25:37,900 --> 00:25:39,167 SHE'S STRONG-WILLED. 474 00:25:39,167 --> 00:25:41,567 WHAT A BLAH DAY. 475 00:25:57,100 --> 00:26:00,200 Penny: YOU REALLY DON'T NEED SOMEONE TELLING YOU RIGHT AFTER SURGERY 476 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:01,700 WHAT YOU CAN AND CAN'T DO. 477 00:26:01,700 --> 00:26:03,367 I CAN PRETTY MUCH LOOK AT FOOD 478 00:26:03,367 --> 00:26:06,667 AND CALCULATE EXACTLY WHAT THE CALORIES ARE. 479 00:26:06,667 --> 00:26:10,367 I KNOW THE PERCENTAGES FROM FAT I SHOULD BE HAVING. 480 00:26:10,367 --> 00:26:13,667 YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE DECISIONS FOR YOURSELF. 481 00:26:13,667 --> 00:26:16,800 YOU KNOW, THE THING IS, IS THERE REALLY WASN'T A DIET, 482 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:18,467 LIKE, GIVEN TO US, OR TO ME. 483 00:26:18,467 --> 00:26:21,367 I'M WAITING FOR THE FOOD! 484 00:26:21,367 --> 00:26:22,667 ALL RIGHT. 485 00:26:22,667 --> 00:26:24,700 I NEED TO GET SOMETHING IN ME. 486 00:26:24,700 --> 00:26:27,133 I FEEL LIKE I'M DROPPING ON MY SUGAR. 487 00:26:27,133 --> 00:26:30,400 THERE'S REALLY ONLY SO MANY POPSICLES AND SOUPS 488 00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:33,967 AND CREAM OF WHEAT YOU CAN TAKE BEFORE YOU'RE DONE WITH IT. 489 00:26:43,567 --> 00:26:48,233 I CANNOT FUNCTION WITHOUT WON TONS. 490 00:26:48,233 --> 00:26:51,067 THEY'RE NOT THE BEST THING FOR ME. 491 00:26:51,067 --> 00:26:54,567 DR. NOWZARADAN IS GONNA BE LIKE, "WHY IS SHE EATING THAT?" 492 00:26:54,567 --> 00:26:59,167 BUT I CAN EAT ALL OF THIS BY MYSELF, 493 00:26:59,167 --> 00:27:02,200 AND IT WOULDN'T BE AS DETRIMENTAL TO ME AS NOT EATING. 494 00:27:26,067 --> 00:27:29,067 [ TELEPHONE RINGING ] 495 00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:34,067 HELLO. 496 00:27:34,067 --> 00:27:36,200 DR. NOWZARADAN: Penny, yeah, this is Dr. Nowzaradan. 497 00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:37,067 HI. 498 00:27:37,067 --> 00:27:39,233 How are you? 499 00:27:39,233 --> 00:27:41,067 I'M NOT DOING TOO GOOD TODAY. 500 00:27:48,933 --> 00:27:49,833 RIGHT. 501 00:27:56,300 --> 00:27:59,867 YEAH. THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE 502 00:27:59,867 --> 00:28:01,800 A POTENTIAL SECOND STEP. 503 00:28:04,433 --> 00:28:05,533 OKAY. 504 00:28:05,533 --> 00:28:07,200 Okay. Bye. 505 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:08,800 [ SIGHS ] 506 00:28:10,833 --> 00:28:14,733 READY? 1, 2, 3. 507 00:28:17,767 --> 00:28:19,767 I HAVE SPENT THE LAST SIX MONTHS 508 00:28:19,767 --> 00:28:22,167 GIVING IT ALL I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT 509 00:28:22,167 --> 00:28:25,233 AND HAVE BEEN SUCCESSFUL IN LOSING WEIGHT. 510 00:28:29,367 --> 00:28:32,900 I WOULD LIKE THE SCALE TO BE LOWER THAN LAST TIME, 511 00:28:32,900 --> 00:28:36,233 'CAUSE THAT'S MY GOAL EVERY TIME I STEP ON IT. 512 00:28:48,133 --> 00:28:50,733 [ KNOCK AT DOOR ] 513 00:28:50,733 --> 00:28:54,167 SO, FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS, WE HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE 514 00:28:54,167 --> 00:28:57,067 TO TAKE A LOOK AT YOU, SO WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU? 515 00:28:57,067 --> 00:28:58,467 YEAH. I'M DOING GOOD. 516 00:28:58,467 --> 00:29:02,367 LOTS OF NICE, NEW HANGING SKIN EVERYWHERE. 517 00:29:02,367 --> 00:29:04,067 WELL, HANGING SKIN IS NOT THE PROBLEM. 518 00:29:04,067 --> 00:29:05,267 WHAT IS YOUR WEIGHT DOING? 519 00:29:05,267 --> 00:29:07,500 WELL, I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO BE WEIGHED YET. 520 00:29:07,500 --> 00:29:08,367 HOW COME? 521 00:29:08,367 --> 00:29:09,933 I DON'T HAVE A SCALE. 522 00:29:09,933 --> 00:29:12,067 YOU BEEN UP, WALKING AROUND? 523 00:29:12,067 --> 00:29:13,267 NO, I HAVEN'T. 524 00:29:13,267 --> 00:29:17,500 WE WEIGH YOU RIGHT NOW, AND YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU LOST. 525 00:29:19,267 --> 00:29:21,133 [ GROANS ] 526 00:29:21,133 --> 00:29:23,067 VERY GOOD. 527 00:29:23,067 --> 00:29:26,200 I JUST NEED TO HOLD ONTO THE FRONT. 528 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:28,533 [ GROANS ] 529 00:29:28,533 --> 00:29:31,333 [ GROANS ] 530 00:29:31,333 --> 00:29:32,800 [ GROANS ] 531 00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:34,833 PENNY, YOU HAVEN'T LOST ANY WEIGHT. 532 00:29:34,833 --> 00:29:37,667 YOU GAINED WEIGHT SINCE THE SURGERY, OKAY? 533 00:29:37,667 --> 00:29:40,767 AND YOU SHOULD BE, RIGHT NOW, WALKING. 534 00:29:40,767 --> 00:29:42,900 YOU SHOULD BE AROUND 250 POUNDS. 535 00:29:42,900 --> 00:29:46,600 [ Voice breaking ] I FEEL THAT THE SCALES WERE WRONG IN THE BEGINNING 536 00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:48,933 AND THAT I WEIGHED MORE THAN WHAT THAT WAS. 537 00:29:48,933 --> 00:29:51,667 I'VE BEEN PUTTING IT ALL OUT THERE. 538 00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:54,400 LOOK, PENNY, QUIT CRYING, 539 00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:57,200 BECAUSE THIS IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT, OKAY? 540 00:30:08,233 --> 00:30:09,900 THERE HAS BEEN CHANGE. 541 00:30:09,900 --> 00:30:13,200 LOOK, I MEAN, IT'S HANGING OFF MY SHOULDERS. 542 00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:15,533 YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO CONVINCE YOURSELF, OKAY? 543 00:30:15,533 --> 00:30:17,633 SIR, YOU CAN'T CONVINCE YOURSELF 544 00:30:17,633 --> 00:30:20,600 THAT YOUR SLEEVES COME PAST YOUR HANDS NOW, 545 00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,233 AND THEY NEVER DID THAT. 546 00:30:22,233 --> 00:30:23,400 PENNY -- 547 00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:25,900 I CAN REACH MY VAGINA AND CLEAN IT MYSELF. 548 00:30:25,900 --> 00:30:28,333 I COULDN'T DO THAT SIX MONTHS AGO. 549 00:30:28,333 --> 00:30:32,233 WHAT YOU'RE SAYING -- IT REALLY MAKES NO SENSE, OKAY? 550 00:30:32,233 --> 00:30:35,233 THEN I'M GOING TO HAVE TO JUST GO HOME, 551 00:30:35,233 --> 00:30:38,233 WHERE I CAN TRY AND GET SOMETHING ELSE. 552 00:30:38,233 --> 00:30:42,033 I DON'T THINK THIS CONVERSATION IS GETTING ANYWHERE. 553 00:30:42,033 --> 00:30:44,233 IT'S YOUR LIFE AND YOUR DECISION. 554 00:30:44,233 --> 00:30:46,433 I'M NOT. I'M -- 555 00:30:46,433 --> 00:30:47,567 [ SOBS ] 556 00:30:52,667 --> 00:30:57,300 Edgar: THERE'S NO WAY YOU GAINED WEIGHT FROM SURGERY TO NOW. 557 00:30:59,233 --> 00:31:01,200 THERE'S NO WAY. 558 00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:02,633 NO WAY. 559 00:31:02,633 --> 00:31:06,200 Dr. Nowzaradan: PENNY HAS BEEN AT HOME FOR SEVERAL MONTHS. 560 00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:07,633 SHE GAINED WEIGHT, 561 00:31:07,633 --> 00:31:10,133 AND SHE DOESN'T LIKE TO SEE WHAT THE SCALE IS SHOWING HER. 562 00:31:14,633 --> 00:31:19,367 MAYBE I'M NOT GONNA BE SUCCESSFUL UNLESS I'M HOME. 563 00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:22,967 [ SIGHS ] 564 00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:35,267 THAT'S WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT. 565 00:31:35,267 --> 00:31:37,967 WELL, HE MIGHT HAVE PUSHED ME TO THAT POINT. 566 00:31:37,967 --> 00:31:42,233 I THINK YOU'RE EATING A LITTLE BIT BECAUSE I EAT SO MUCH. 567 00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:45,200 A LOT WOULD LOOK LIKE A LITTLE BIT TO ME. 568 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:49,333 I DON'T THINK I'M GETTING MUCH ACROSS TO PENNY AT THIS POINT. 569 00:31:49,333 --> 00:31:51,567 I THINK THAT PENNY IS HER WORST ENEMY 570 00:31:51,567 --> 00:31:54,667 AND HER HUSBAND IS HER SECOND-WORST ENEMY THAT SHE GOT, 571 00:31:54,667 --> 00:31:55,967 AND THEY DON'T REALIZE 572 00:31:55,967 --> 00:31:59,500 THAT THIS IS A DANGEROUS GAME SHE'S PLAYING. 573 00:32:01,300 --> 00:32:02,400 YOU'RE HUNGRY? 574 00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:04,267 YOU WANT ME TO GET YOU SOME ICE CREAM? 575 00:32:04,267 --> 00:32:05,633 YES. 576 00:32:05,633 --> 00:32:08,233 I THINK PEOPLE LIKE PENNY, THEY PLAY THIS KIND OF GAME, 577 00:32:08,233 --> 00:32:13,367 AND ONE DAY I GET THE NOTICE TO SIGN THEIR DEATH CERTIFICATE. 578 00:32:13,367 --> 00:32:14,733 Man: 1, 2, 3. 579 00:32:17,367 --> 00:32:19,733 Penny: I FEEL DEFEATED. 580 00:32:19,733 --> 00:32:24,433 I JUST WANT -- I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. 581 00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:39,200 [ BOTH LAUGHING ] 582 00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:40,467 I GOT IT NOW! 583 00:32:40,467 --> 00:32:43,933 WHEN DR. NOWZARADAN CAME IN AND SAID, YOU KNOW, 584 00:32:43,933 --> 00:32:45,733 "OH, YOU'RE NOT DOING THIS RIGHT, 585 00:32:45,733 --> 00:32:48,133 'CAUSE YOU HAVEN'T LOST THE WEIGHT I EXPECTED." 586 00:32:48,133 --> 00:32:52,400 AND THE REASON THAT WHAT HE SAID WAS SO IMPACTFUL TO ME 587 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:55,433 IS IT TOOK ME BY, LIKE -- PHEW! -- SURPRISE. 588 00:32:55,433 --> 00:32:58,467 I THINK THAT DAY IN THE HOSPITAL WAS HARDER 589 00:32:58,467 --> 00:32:59,867 THAN THE DAY I LEFT MARYLAND, 590 00:32:59,867 --> 00:33:04,433 AND IT'S MADE ME THINK ABOUT THINGS A LITTLE DIFFERENTLY. 591 00:33:04,433 --> 00:33:05,933 AND THE BAD NEWS IS WE'RE HAVING THIS 592 00:33:05,933 --> 00:33:07,533 ALL FOR DINNER TOMORROW, GUYS. 593 00:33:07,533 --> 00:33:11,067 PENNY'S ATTITUDE HAS CHANGED CONSIDERABLY. 594 00:33:11,067 --> 00:33:14,300 SHE'S DOING GOOD WITH THE DIET, 595 00:33:14,300 --> 00:33:16,067 AND I'M GETTING BETTER WITH THE DIET. 596 00:33:16,067 --> 00:33:18,667 IT'S A LOT HARDER THAN I EXPECTED. 597 00:33:18,667 --> 00:33:20,600 Penny: ONE OF MY GOALS 598 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:24,900 IS TO GO TO LIAM'S KINDERGARTEN GRADUATION. 599 00:33:24,900 --> 00:33:30,433 I WANT TO BE THE MOTHER FOR LIAM THAT I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF. 600 00:33:30,433 --> 00:33:33,067 [ KNOCK AT DOOR ] 601 00:33:33,067 --> 00:33:34,167 HELLO. 602 00:33:34,167 --> 00:33:36,633 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 603 00:33:53,433 --> 00:33:55,800 Edgar: SINCE WE'VE BEEN HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL, 604 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:57,067 SHE'S DONE A LOT BETTER. 605 00:33:57,067 --> 00:33:58,800 SHE'S TRYING A LOT MORE THROUGH HER PAIN. 606 00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:02,067 ON 3 -- 1, 2, 3. 607 00:34:02,067 --> 00:34:03,333 [ GASPS ] 608 00:34:03,333 --> 00:34:04,933 YOU'RE GOOD. 609 00:34:04,933 --> 00:34:07,200 [ SIGHS ] 610 00:34:07,200 --> 00:34:08,767 YOU'RE DOING GOOD. 611 00:34:08,767 --> 00:34:10,367 I'M JUST STRAIGHTENING MY KNEE. 612 00:34:10,367 --> 00:34:15,233 IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE I COULD WALK. 613 00:34:15,233 --> 00:34:18,100 I'M READY TO GET OUT OF THIS BED. 614 00:34:18,100 --> 00:34:19,133 [ BEEPING ] 615 00:34:19,133 --> 00:34:20,733 YOU'RE DOING GOOD. YOU REALLY ARE. 616 00:34:20,733 --> 00:34:21,933 I'M NOT. [ LAUGHS ] 617 00:34:21,933 --> 00:34:22,767 YES, YOU ARE. 618 00:34:22,767 --> 00:34:24,433 [ SIGHS ] 619 00:34:31,267 --> 00:34:32,467 Penny: LIAM. 620 00:34:32,467 --> 00:34:34,700 BACK UP AND LET ME TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU. 621 00:34:34,700 --> 00:34:37,333 OKAY, WAIT. WAIT, WAIT. 622 00:34:37,333 --> 00:34:39,600 GIVE ME THAT SMILE. 623 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:44,500 TODAY'S LIAM'S GRADUATION FOR KINDERGARTEN. 624 00:34:54,900 --> 00:34:58,333 IT'S HARD, 'CAUSE ED WILL BE LEAVING 625 00:34:58,333 --> 00:35:03,133 TO GO SEE THE AWARD CEREMONY, AND I'LL BE HERE. 626 00:35:06,067 --> 00:35:08,567 WOULD YOU BRING ME HOME AN AWARD AND SOME PICTURES, OKAY? 627 00:35:10,433 --> 00:35:11,800 YOU. 628 00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:17,067 IT'S HARD NOT TO BE THERE, BUT IT'S EVEN HARDER 629 00:35:17,067 --> 00:35:20,600 WHEN I SAY, "I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE THERE TODAY." 630 00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:23,433 AND HE'S LIKE, "OH, IT'S OKAY." 631 00:35:23,433 --> 00:35:25,633 I NEVER WANT ANYONE TO DISCOUNT 632 00:35:25,633 --> 00:35:29,267 "WELL, YOU DIDN'T GET TO DO THESE THINGS WITH YOUR SON," 633 00:35:29,267 --> 00:35:31,800 BECAUSE THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE WITH MY SON 634 00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:33,167 ON A REGULAR, DAILY BASIS 635 00:35:33,167 --> 00:35:36,433 PROBABLY EXCEED WHAT REGULAR MOMS GET TO DO 636 00:35:36,433 --> 00:35:38,967 THAT HAVE TO GO OUT IN THE WORKFORCE. 637 00:35:38,967 --> 00:35:43,633 STILL, THERE'S THINGS THAT ALL MOMS MISS. 638 00:35:43,633 --> 00:35:48,600 BUT I'LL BE AT HIS NEXT EVENT. I KNOW I WILL. 639 00:35:52,900 --> 00:35:55,700 Penny: YOU ONLY GET OUT OF LIFE WHAT YOU PUT INTO IT, 640 00:35:55,700 --> 00:35:59,767 AND IN THE END, YOUR FAILURE OR YOUR SUCCESS IS UP TO YOU. 641 00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,900 YEAH. THEY MESSED UP MY FOOD. 642 00:36:06,900 --> 00:36:09,267 I SHOULD HAVE HAD A CHICKEN CHEESESTEAK, 643 00:36:09,267 --> 00:36:10,433 AND IT'S REGULAR MEAT. 644 00:36:10,433 --> 00:36:11,300 [ GROANS ] 645 00:36:15,500 --> 00:36:18,733 AND, LIKE, THEY DIDN'T HARDLY PUT ANY LETTUCE ON IT EITHER. 646 00:36:18,733 --> 00:36:22,733 I THINK I WAS TOLD BY THE DOCTOR I FAILED 647 00:36:22,733 --> 00:36:25,400 BECAUSE I DIDN'T MEET WHAT GOAL HE WANTED, 648 00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:28,600 BUT I DIDN'T HAVE THE APPROPRIATE TOOLS 649 00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:29,767 GIVEN TO ME. 650 00:36:35,333 --> 00:36:36,533 [ KNOCK AT DOOR ] 651 00:36:36,533 --> 00:36:38,867 Penny: COME IN! 652 00:36:38,867 --> 00:36:40,167 HELLO. 653 00:36:40,167 --> 00:36:41,467 HI. COME ON IN. 654 00:36:41,467 --> 00:36:43,767 Lynn: TODAY I'M HERE TO SEE MS. SAEGER. 655 00:36:43,767 --> 00:36:46,167 WE WANT TO EXPLORE SOME OF HER NUTRITIONAL HABITS 656 00:36:46,167 --> 00:36:49,600 AND SEE IF THERE'S SOME WAYS THAT PERHAPS WE CAN HELP HER 657 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:53,067 TO BE A LITTLE MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN SHE'S BEEN TO THIS POINT. 658 00:36:53,067 --> 00:36:55,333 DR. NOWZARADAN ASKED ME TO COME MEET WITH YOU. 659 00:36:55,333 --> 00:36:56,567 RIGHT. 660 00:36:56,567 --> 00:36:58,767 AND SO WHAT I WANT TO DO FIRST IS GET A LITTLE HISTORY. 661 00:36:58,767 --> 00:37:03,300 WHAT WAS YOUR MOTIVATION FOR SEEKING OUT SURGERY? 662 00:37:03,300 --> 00:37:05,933 I'M SORRY, AND TAKE THIS RUDE IF YOU WANT, 663 00:37:05,933 --> 00:37:08,533 BUT I FIND THAT TO BE AN ASININE QUESTION. 664 00:37:08,533 --> 00:37:09,900 OKAY. 665 00:37:09,900 --> 00:37:12,833 SO, LIKE, THE MOTIVATION IS OBVIOUSLY TO LOSE WEIGHT 666 00:37:12,833 --> 00:37:14,300 AND REGAIN WHAT -- 667 00:37:14,300 --> 00:37:17,467 IT'S TO GET BACK WHATEVER YOU HAVEN'T HAD 668 00:37:17,467 --> 00:37:19,500 BECAUSE OF IT. DO YOU HAVE GOALS OF... 669 00:37:19,500 --> 00:37:20,733 NOPE. 670 00:37:20,733 --> 00:37:24,067 ...MEETING CERTAIN EXPECTATIONS THAT YOU MAY HAVE? 671 00:37:24,067 --> 00:37:25,733 NOPE. ABSOLUTELY NOT. 672 00:37:25,733 --> 00:37:28,200 WILL NOT DO THAT. WILL NOT DO THAT. 673 00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:31,667 IT'S A WAY FOR PEOPLE TO VERY EASILY GET COMFORTABLE, 674 00:37:31,667 --> 00:37:33,133 SIT ON THEIR LAURELS, 675 00:37:33,133 --> 00:37:35,967 AND NOT ACHIEVE TO THEIR BEST ABILITY. 676 00:37:35,967 --> 00:37:37,767 YOU WANT TO CHECK THE FRIDGE, FIRST? 677 00:37:37,767 --> 00:37:40,567 WHILE YOU'RE IN THERE, SHE CAN HELP YOU CLEAN IT OUT. 678 00:37:40,567 --> 00:37:41,567 [ LAUGHS ] 679 00:37:41,567 --> 00:37:43,133 GOT THE HAM. 680 00:37:43,133 --> 00:37:47,800 WE GOT CORN AND POTATOES, COLE SLAW, EGGS, 681 00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:49,700 AND THEN THAT'S THE PIE FOR THANKSGIVING. 682 00:37:49,700 --> 00:37:50,700 THE PIE. 683 00:37:50,700 --> 00:37:52,067 WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE? 684 00:37:52,067 --> 00:37:54,967 SHE MADE CUPCAKES FOR LIAM. 685 00:37:54,967 --> 00:37:56,367 LIAM, MY SON, 686 00:37:56,367 --> 00:37:58,467 HE'S NOT A CANDY-EATER, A COOKIE-EATER. 687 00:37:58,467 --> 00:38:00,200 HE'S GOT, LIKE, SET THINGS THAT -- 688 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:04,633 HE GETS A BEDTIME SNACK AND ONE SNACK A DAY. 689 00:38:04,633 --> 00:38:08,700 SO, WE HAVE SOME CEREALS HERE. 690 00:38:08,700 --> 00:38:11,800 THEY'RE IN THERE, TRYING TO MAKE HIM THROW AWAY YOUR CEREAL. 691 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:13,700 MOMMY SAID, "NOT TILL YOU'RE 18," 692 00:38:13,700 --> 00:38:16,267 THAT YOU ARE GONNA HAVE ALL THE CEREAL YOU WANT. 693 00:38:16,267 --> 00:38:17,733 YOU WANT TO HAVE NUTRIENT-DENSE FOODS ON HAND. 694 00:38:17,733 --> 00:38:20,733 YOU WANT FOODS THAT GIVE YOU VITAMINS AND PROTEIN 695 00:38:20,733 --> 00:38:22,367 AND GIVE YOU FIBER. 696 00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:24,267 I KNOW WHAT'S IN THERE IS NOT GOOD. 697 00:38:24,267 --> 00:38:28,067 I THINK MAYBE I MADE A BIGGER IMPACT 698 00:38:28,067 --> 00:38:29,767 WITH EDGAR THAN PERHAPS PENNY. 699 00:38:29,767 --> 00:38:32,300 I THINK HE MAYBE NOW HAS SOME BETTER KNOWLEDGE 700 00:38:32,300 --> 00:38:34,733 ABOUT WHAT TO LOOK FOR AT THE GROCERY STORE. 701 00:38:34,733 --> 00:38:37,367 EGG WHITES ARE GREAT PROTEIN. 702 00:38:37,367 --> 00:38:39,867 THINK OF PRODUCE, VEGETABLES. 703 00:38:39,867 --> 00:38:41,333 EGG WHITES, AND NOT EGG YOLKS. 704 00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:47,800 I'M HOPING, IF ANYTHING, THAT HE GETS A BENEFIT 705 00:38:47,800 --> 00:38:50,700 THAT HE CAN MAKE BETTER CHOICES AT THE STORE NOW. 706 00:38:50,700 --> 00:38:51,700 OH, SO WHAT DID YOU THINK? 707 00:38:51,700 --> 00:38:53,067 I THINK IT WAS A BUNCH OF [BLEEP] 708 00:38:53,067 --> 00:38:54,433 [ LAUGHS ] 709 00:38:54,433 --> 00:38:57,900 THIS IS SO STUPID. 710 00:39:07,433 --> 00:39:10,067 YOU HOLD MY -- UNDER THIS ARM LIKE -- 711 00:39:10,067 --> 00:39:11,300 HERE? RIGHT HERE? 712 00:39:11,300 --> 00:39:12,900 YEP. THAT'S WHAT I NEED. 713 00:39:12,900 --> 00:39:15,733 THAT'S ALL THEY'RE DOING WHEN I'M DOING THERAPY. 714 00:39:15,733 --> 00:39:17,600 [ SIGHS ] OW. 715 00:39:17,600 --> 00:39:20,800 [ GROANS ] 716 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:23,567 I MUST BE TIRED. MY KNEES HURT. 717 00:39:23,567 --> 00:39:24,767 OOH! 718 00:39:24,767 --> 00:39:27,733 HONEY, YOU WANT US TO HELP YOU GET BACK INTO BED NOW? 719 00:39:35,633 --> 00:39:36,733 I KNOW. 720 00:39:38,533 --> 00:39:42,700 IT'S VERY DIFFICULT LIVING IN A WORLD 721 00:39:42,700 --> 00:39:45,067 WHERE I'VE GIVEN YOU MY LIFE 722 00:39:45,067 --> 00:39:48,067 AND PUT YOU AS MY EARTHLY GOD, 723 00:39:48,067 --> 00:39:50,300 AND THAT'S WHAT I MEAN. 724 00:39:54,633 --> 00:39:56,567 I KNOW. I KNOW. OKAY. 725 00:40:10,867 --> 00:40:15,133 I'M FEELING LIKE I'VE JUST BEEN SUCKER-PUNCHED AGAIN! 726 00:40:15,133 --> 00:40:17,633 WHY DIDN'T THIS DO WHAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO DO 727 00:40:17,633 --> 00:40:19,933 WHEN I'M DOING WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO? 728 00:40:19,933 --> 00:40:21,767 WHERE'S MY YELLOW-BRICK ROAD? 729 00:40:21,767 --> 00:40:22,967 WHY DIDN'T I GET IT? 730 00:40:22,967 --> 00:40:25,300 'CAUSE I'M WORKING HARD, DR. NOWZARADAN, 731 00:40:25,300 --> 00:40:26,467 AND I'M BEING GOOD. 732 00:40:26,467 --> 00:40:30,633 PENNY HAS TO WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT, 733 00:40:30,633 --> 00:40:35,000 AND SHE HAS TO WANT TO BE ABLE TO WALK. 734 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:36,633 IF SHE APPLIES HERSELF, 735 00:40:36,633 --> 00:40:39,200 SHE HAS AS GOOD A CHANCE AS ANYBODY ELSE. 736 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:43,067 BUT I DON'T SEE ANY WILLINGNESS TO WANT TO GET WELL. 737 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:51,400 SO MY MIND IS JUST TIRED. 738 00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:53,767 ALL RIGHT. 739 00:40:53,767 --> 00:40:55,367 OKAY. 740 00:40:55,367 --> 00:40:58,967 I CAN'T DO THIS, AND I NEED TO GO HOME, 741 00:40:58,967 --> 00:41:02,100 WHERE I HAVE FAMILY AND SUPPORT, 742 00:41:02,100 --> 00:41:06,067 AND THAT MEAN THE END ON THIS WHOLE PROCESS. 743 00:41:06,067 --> 00:41:09,500 MAYBE IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME. 744 00:41:09,500 --> 00:41:11,367 Edgar: LORD, WE THANK YOU 745 00:41:11,367 --> 00:41:14,200 FOR THE FOOD THAT WE ARE ABOUT TO RECEIVE, 746 00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:16,200 AND WE DEFINITELY THANK YOU 747 00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:19,267 FOR ALL THE GOOD LUCK THAT YOU'VE GIVEN US 748 00:41:19,267 --> 00:41:22,367 THIS YEAR ESPECIALLY WITH PENNY'S SURGERY. 749 00:41:27,633 --> 00:41:33,167 EVEN IF I'M NOT SUCCESSFUL IN THE WORLD'S EYES, 750 00:41:33,167 --> 00:41:36,733 THE FACT THAT I DID ALL OF THIS SO FAR 751 00:41:36,733 --> 00:41:40,833 CHANGED MY PATH IN LIFE FOREVER. 752 00:41:40,833 --> 00:41:45,333 AND I DON'T EVER HAVE TO BE AN IDEAL WEIGHT IN LIAM'S EYES, 753 00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:49,400 BECAUSE HE'S SEEN WHAT I'M WILLING TO DO FOR HIM, 754 00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:53,067 AND HE'S PROUD OF ME. 755 00:41:53,067 --> 00:41:55,333 I LIKE THE LITTLE CRISPY ONE. 756 00:41:55,333 --> 00:41:59,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: AT THIS POINT, I DON'T THINK PENNY HAS 757 00:41:59,067 --> 00:42:04,167 ANY INTENTION TO CHANGE ANYTHING IN HER LIFESTYLE. 758 00:42:04,167 --> 00:42:05,467 [ LAUGHS ] 759 00:42:05,467 --> 00:42:07,933 I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL WORK FOR PENNY. 760 00:42:07,933 --> 00:42:09,667 I HOPE THAT SHE WAKES UP AT SOME POINT. 761 00:42:09,667 --> 00:42:14,200 OTHERWISE, I DON'T THINK SHE'S GONNA LIVE TOO LONG. 762 00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:17,967 FOR ME, THE THINGS THAT ARE GOING TO COME 763 00:42:17,967 --> 00:42:19,733 ARE GOING TO BE MORE IMPORTANT 764 00:42:19,733 --> 00:42:21,133 THAN THE THINGS I'VE ALREADY OVERCOME. 765 00:42:21,133 --> 00:42:24,667 THIS HAS BEEN A LONG, HARD ROAD, 766 00:42:24,667 --> 00:42:27,100 BUT I'M NOT DEFINITELY NOT WHERE I STARTED, 767 00:42:27,100 --> 00:42:29,100 AND I'M NOT EVER GOING TO GIVE UP. 768 00:42:29,100 --> 00:42:30,900 [ SIGHS ] 768 00:42:31,305 --> 00:43:31,397 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm