"My 600-lb Life" Penny and Tara

1 00:00:06,900 --> 00:00:10,167 Olivia: MY WEIGHT IS KILLING ME. 2 00:00:10,167 --> 00:00:11,467 James: IT'S DEPRESSING, 3 00:00:11,467 --> 00:00:13,533 BEING OVERWEIGHT FOR SO MANY YEARS. 4 00:00:13,533 --> 00:00:17,600 Zsalynn: I'VE MISSED OUT ON SO MUCH OF MY DAUGHTER'S CHILDHOOD. 5 00:00:17,600 --> 00:00:20,733 Christina: I FEAR THAT I'LL JUST KEEP GETTING BIGGER 6 00:00:20,733 --> 00:00:22,767 UNTIL I DO DIE. 7 00:00:25,067 --> 00:00:26,533 Penny: THIS IS MY LIFE, 8 00:00:26,533 --> 00:00:28,033 AND I'M GONNA FIGHT FOR THIS LIFE. 9 00:00:28,033 --> 00:00:30,767 ARE YOU IN PAIN? [ GROANING ] 10 00:00:30,767 --> 00:00:33,033 WE CAN GIVE YOU SOME MEDICINE, OKAY? 11 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:41,074 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=- 12 00:00:44,067 --> 00:00:45,467 COME ON. 13 00:00:45,467 --> 00:00:47,767 James: I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO WHERE I WAS. 14 00:00:47,767 --> 00:00:50,633 THERE YOU GO. WORK IT, GIRL. 15 00:00:50,633 --> 00:00:52,200 Chuck: THE VERY REASON I PUT THE WEIGHT ON 16 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:54,967 IS BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAVEN'T DEALT WITH. 17 00:00:58,233 --> 00:01:00,600 Paula: IT'S BEEN EIGHT YEARS SINCE I WAS ABLE TO DO 18 00:01:00,600 --> 00:01:02,567 A LOT OF THE THINGS THAT I'M DOING NOW. 19 00:01:02,567 --> 00:01:04,867 Tara: IT FEELS LIKE A NEW LIFE. 20 00:01:04,867 --> 00:01:06,533 Zsalynn: I'M A WORK IN PROGRESS, 21 00:01:06,533 --> 00:01:07,933 BUT WE ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH. 22 00:01:13,700 --> 00:01:16,167 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 23 00:01:16,167 --> 00:01:18,633 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 24 00:01:18,633 --> 00:01:20,767 Penny: SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE I'M DEAD. 25 00:01:20,767 --> 00:01:24,233 I MIGHT AS WELL BE A PRISONER IN JAIL. 26 00:01:24,233 --> 00:01:26,233 Edgar: IF SHE CONTINUES IN THIS FASHION, 27 00:01:26,233 --> 00:01:27,333 SHE COULD DIE. 28 00:01:31,267 --> 00:01:34,600 Penny: YOU JUST CAN'T BE A GOOD MOM WHEN YOU'RE IN BED. 29 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:36,433 Angela: LIAM LOVES HER SO MUCH, 30 00:01:36,433 --> 00:01:38,733 AND I THOUGHT HAVING HIM WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING, 31 00:01:38,733 --> 00:01:41,300 BUT IT HASN'T. IT'S GOTTEN WORSE. 32 00:01:41,300 --> 00:01:43,633 [ Voice breaking ] HE'S GONNA WATCH HIS MOMMY BE PUT IN THE GROUND 33 00:01:43,633 --> 00:01:45,200 BEFORE HE'S 10 YEARS OLD. 34 00:01:45,200 --> 00:01:48,067 Penny: I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE 35 00:01:48,067 --> 00:01:51,200 BECAUSE HE DESERVES A FULL-TIME MOM. 36 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:53,933 I HAVE TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. 37 00:01:53,933 --> 00:01:55,067 THIS IS MY LIFE, 38 00:01:55,067 --> 00:01:57,267 AND I'M GONNA FIGHT FOR THIS LIFE. 39 00:01:57,267 --> 00:01:59,733 Angela: THIS IS IT. THIS IS HER LAST CHANCE. 40 00:02:01,533 --> 00:02:05,333 IF THIS IS A FAIL, THE FAILURE IS CATASTROPHIC. 41 00:02:08,067 --> 00:02:10,900 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY CONCERNED ABOUT PENNY'S BEHAVIOR. 42 00:02:10,900 --> 00:02:13,400 Penny: YOU REALLY DON'T NEED SOMEONE TELLING YOU RIGHT AFTER SURGERY 43 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:14,800 WHAT YOU CAN AND CAN'T DO. 44 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:17,233 STAND UP ON A SCALE, WE CAN CHECK YOUR WEIGHT. 45 00:02:17,233 --> 00:02:19,467 I CAN'T STAND TODAY, HONESTLY. 46 00:02:19,467 --> 00:02:21,867 Dr. Nowzaradan: IF SHE DOESN'T GET UP AND WALK, 47 00:02:21,867 --> 00:02:24,467 SHE'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO MAINTAIN THE WEIGHT LOSS. 48 00:02:24,467 --> 00:02:26,067 Christina: ULTIMATELY, IT COMES DOWN TO 49 00:02:26,067 --> 00:02:28,600 IF PENNY CHOOSES IF SHE'S GONNA LIVE OR DIE. 50 00:02:37,667 --> 00:02:41,100 Penny: NO ONE TOLD ME I HAD TO LOSE WEIGHT WHEN I GOT HERE. 51 00:02:44,467 --> 00:02:47,167 Angela: I THINK THAT SHE'S IN TOTAL DENIAL. 52 00:02:50,167 --> 00:02:51,400 Penny: THERE HAS BEEN CHANGE. 53 00:02:54,533 --> 00:02:56,667 THEN I'M GOING TO HAVE TO JUST GO HOME. 54 00:03:12,900 --> 00:03:15,067 Penny: LET ME SHOW DAD YOUR FOOT. 55 00:03:15,067 --> 00:03:16,167 I'M NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING. 56 00:03:16,167 --> 00:03:17,267 HEY! I LIED. 57 00:03:17,267 --> 00:03:19,100 [ LAUGHS ] 58 00:03:19,100 --> 00:03:21,967 Penny: I FEEL LIKE THE LAST YEAR WAS A BIT OF A WASTE. 59 00:03:21,967 --> 00:03:25,400 I FELT GOOD ABOUT MY PROGRESS, AND THE DOCTOR DIDN'T. 60 00:03:25,400 --> 00:03:27,867 SO WE DECIDED TO MOVE BACK TO MARYLAND. 61 00:03:27,867 --> 00:03:30,067 IT WAS A GOOD CHOICE. 62 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:41,200 HOW THINGS TURNED OUT WITH PENNY WAS UNFORTUNATE. 63 00:03:41,200 --> 00:03:43,733 SHE REALLY NEVER WANTED TO CHANGE. 64 00:03:43,733 --> 00:03:46,267 SO SHE WENT BACK HOME 65 00:03:46,267 --> 00:03:49,267 WHERE SHE CAN BE IN CONTROL OF HER FOOD. 66 00:03:49,267 --> 00:03:52,500 FOOD ADDICTS WILL FEED THEIR ADDICTION 67 00:03:52,500 --> 00:03:55,700 BY GETTING OTHERS TO DO WHAT THEY WANT. 68 00:03:55,700 --> 00:03:58,067 YOU WANT TO HAVE NUTRIENT-DENSE FOODS ON HAND. 69 00:03:58,067 --> 00:03:59,500 I KNOW WHAT'S IN THERE IS NOT GOOD. 70 00:03:59,500 --> 00:04:03,100 SO, WE HAVE SOME CEREALS HERE. 71 00:04:03,100 --> 00:04:05,167 THEY'RE IN THERE TRYING TO MAKE THEM THROW AWAY YOUR CEREAL. 72 00:04:05,167 --> 00:04:08,667 MOMMY SAID THAT YOU ARE GONNA HAVE ALL THE CEREAL YOU WANT. 73 00:04:08,667 --> 00:04:10,633 Dr. Nowzaradan: I ALWAYS HAVE HOPE 74 00:04:10,633 --> 00:04:13,067 THAT EVERY PATIENT WILL DO WELL. 75 00:04:13,067 --> 00:04:16,467 BUT THEY HAVE TO WANT TO CHANGE. 76 00:04:16,467 --> 00:04:20,067 IF NOT, EVEN WITH THE SURGERY, THEY WON'T LOSE WEIGHT, 77 00:04:20,067 --> 00:04:21,567 AND THEY'LL FIND A WAY 78 00:04:21,567 --> 00:04:24,067 TO CONTINUE TO FEED THEIR ADDICTION. 79 00:04:24,067 --> 00:04:27,733 WHEN THEY WOULD GIVE ME CEREAL IN THE HOSPITAL, 80 00:04:27,733 --> 00:04:31,167 I WOULD PUT DIET SPRITE OR GINGER ALE AS MY MILK. 81 00:04:31,167 --> 00:04:34,433 Dr. Nowzaradan: WHEN PENNY DECIDED TO QUIT WEIGHT LOSS 82 00:04:34,433 --> 00:04:36,567 AND GO BACK HOME, 83 00:04:36,567 --> 00:04:39,967 IT WAS BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T MANIPULATE EVERYONE 84 00:04:39,967 --> 00:04:42,633 THE WAY SHE WANTED IN THE HOSPITAL. 85 00:04:42,633 --> 00:04:44,867 WHY DIDN'T THIS DO WHAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO DO 86 00:04:44,867 --> 00:04:46,900 WHEN I'M DOING WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO? 87 00:04:46,900 --> 00:04:49,367 WHERE'S MY YELLOW-BRICK ROAD? 88 00:04:49,367 --> 00:04:51,067 WHY DIDN'T I GET IT? 89 00:04:51,067 --> 00:04:52,667 'CAUSE I'M WORKING HARD, DR. NOWZARADAN. 90 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:57,067 NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY, THE TRUTH IS IN THE SCALE. 91 00:04:57,067 --> 00:04:58,300 I KNOW. I KNOW. 92 00:04:58,300 --> 00:05:01,867 I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO GO ANY FURTHER. 93 00:05:01,867 --> 00:05:03,400 I NEED TO GO HOME. 94 00:05:03,400 --> 00:05:07,233 Penny: IT'S BEEN A MUCH MORE POSITIVE EXPERIENCE HERE 95 00:05:07,233 --> 00:05:10,300 WITHOUT HAVING SOMEONE TELLING ME I'M NOT DOING A GOOD JOB. 96 00:05:10,300 --> 00:05:12,167 I HAVEN'T BEEN ON A SCALE. 97 00:05:12,167 --> 00:05:15,500 I DON'T FEEL THE NEED TO BE ON A SCALE 98 00:05:15,500 --> 00:05:18,800 BECAUSE IT DOESN'T MATTER. 99 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:21,567 THIS IS A VERY DANGEROUS SITUATION. 100 00:05:21,567 --> 00:05:24,200 MOST OF THESE PEOPLE THAT ARE BEDRIDDEN 101 00:05:24,200 --> 00:05:27,167 DON'T HAVE A LIFE-SPAN OF EVEN A FEW MONTHS. 102 00:05:28,667 --> 00:05:32,400 SHE'S TRYING TO CONVINCE EVERYBODY SHE'S DOING WELL. 103 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:33,600 IT'S A DELUSION. 104 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:37,400 Penny: I'M BETTER OFF NOW THAN HOW I WAS BEFORE 105 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:39,867 BECAUSE I CAN FEEL IT. 106 00:05:45,533 --> 00:05:49,167 Tara: THIS IS WHAT I AM ASHAMED OF. THIS. 107 00:05:49,167 --> 00:05:51,233 JUST TAKE IT OFF. 108 00:05:51,233 --> 00:05:54,600 I HATE MYSELF THE WAY I AM NOW. 109 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:05,733 Dr. Nowzaradan: TARA -- SHE NEEDED DRASTIC CHANGE NOW. 110 00:06:05,733 --> 00:06:07,633 I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE GONNA LIVE ANOTHER FIVE YEARS. 111 00:06:07,633 --> 00:06:09,267 [ Voice breaking ] THAT WAS LIKE REALITY 112 00:06:09,267 --> 00:06:10,967 JUST SLAPPED ME DEAD IN THE FACE. 113 00:06:10,967 --> 00:06:13,067 Tara: THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE. 114 00:06:13,067 --> 00:06:16,433 I CAN'T LEAVE MY CHILDREN THE WAY MY DADDY LEFT ME. 115 00:06:16,433 --> 00:06:19,133 [ Crying ] I'M GONNA MISS MY MAMA. 116 00:06:19,133 --> 00:06:20,700 THERE'S NO TURNING BACK. 117 00:06:24,700 --> 00:06:27,167 I HAVE TO PUSH THROUGH THE PAIN. 118 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:30,767 CHANGING SOMETHING LIKE MY EATING HABITS 119 00:06:30,767 --> 00:06:31,967 IS NEVER GONNA BE EASY. 120 00:06:31,967 --> 00:06:33,233 Dr. Nowzaradan: WE CAN'T REMOVE THE SKIN 121 00:06:33,233 --> 00:06:35,700 IF SHE DOESN'T LOSE THE WEIGHT. 122 00:06:35,700 --> 00:06:37,867 I'M DONE WITH THIS! I-I QUIT! 123 00:06:37,867 --> 00:06:39,567 OUR KIDS HAVE TO COME FIRST. 124 00:06:39,567 --> 00:06:41,433 WHEN YOU ARE YOUR HEALTHIEST, 125 00:06:41,433 --> 00:06:43,533 YOU WILL TAKE BETTER CARE OF THEM. 126 00:06:43,533 --> 00:06:45,700 Tara: FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG WHILE, 127 00:06:45,700 --> 00:06:46,833 I KNOW I CAN DO THIS. 128 00:06:46,833 --> 00:06:48,200 AND WE BOTH CAN WALK THE STORE. 129 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:49,233 YEAH! YEAH, BABY! 130 00:06:49,233 --> 00:06:50,900 IT'S TIME FOR ME TO STOP MAKING EXCUSES 131 00:06:50,900 --> 00:06:52,867 AND START CHANGING FOR REAL. 132 00:06:54,233 --> 00:06:57,333 Dr. Nowzaradan: WE TOOK OVER 50 POUND OF TISSUE. 133 00:06:59,067 --> 00:07:02,067 Tara: A YEAR AGO, I WAS AT THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE. 134 00:07:02,067 --> 00:07:04,800 I WILL NEVER FORGET WHO THAT 600-POUND PERSON WAS. 135 00:07:04,800 --> 00:07:07,100 IT FEELS LIKE A NEW LIFE. 136 00:07:21,833 --> 00:07:23,900 WHAT IS IT? WHAT? 137 00:07:25,867 --> 00:07:26,900 OKAY. 138 00:07:26,900 --> 00:07:28,933 ALL RIGHT. 139 00:07:28,933 --> 00:07:33,300 A YEAR AGO, I WAS MAKING A LOT OF WRONG CHOICES. 140 00:07:33,300 --> 00:07:36,800 I WOULD EAT POORLY. 141 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:40,100 I WAS STUCK IN MY BED ALMOST ALL DAY. 142 00:07:40,100 --> 00:07:42,800 AND I WAS ANGRY AT THE WORLD. 143 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:45,733 TODAY THAT IS NOT ME AT ALL. 144 00:07:45,733 --> 00:07:48,300 I'M ACTIVE ALL DAY LONG. 145 00:07:48,300 --> 00:07:51,600 I'M MAKING HEALTHY FOOD CHOICES. 146 00:07:53,100 --> 00:07:54,433 [ LAUGHS ] 147 00:07:54,433 --> 00:07:56,267 SAY WHAT? Y'ALL DIDN'T GET ONE YET? 148 00:07:56,267 --> 00:07:59,567 AND I'M NO LONGER JUST ANGRY WITH EVERYTHING. 149 00:08:03,167 --> 00:08:05,700 LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER NOW. 150 00:08:05,700 --> 00:08:09,567 THE BIGGEST DIFFERENCE IS THAT I CAN TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY. 151 00:08:09,567 --> 00:08:11,067 BABY! 152 00:08:13,367 --> 00:08:14,633 YOU GOT AN "A"? 153 00:08:14,633 --> 00:08:15,833 "A." YEAH! 154 00:08:15,833 --> 00:08:18,467 IT'S INCREDIBLE TO BE THERE FOR THEM. 155 00:08:22,667 --> 00:08:24,733 [ LAUGHS ] STOP! 156 00:08:24,733 --> 00:08:26,633 YOU WANT TO GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY? 157 00:08:26,633 --> 00:08:27,667 YEAH. 158 00:08:27,667 --> 00:08:29,067 Darren: MY MOM'S DOING PRETTY GOOD 159 00:08:29,067 --> 00:08:30,867 BECAUSE SHE LOST ALL OF THAT WEIGHT. 160 00:08:30,867 --> 00:08:33,367 NOW, I'M, LIKE, SO HAPPY. 161 00:08:33,367 --> 00:08:36,867 Tara: NOW I CAN BE MORE HANDS-ON WITH MY KIDS. 162 00:08:36,867 --> 00:08:38,200 COME ON. 163 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:39,733 OH. 164 00:08:39,733 --> 00:08:42,467 BEFORE, EVERYTHING WOULD ACHE. 165 00:08:42,467 --> 00:08:45,333 MY BODY WOULD ACHE ALL THE TIME. 166 00:08:45,333 --> 00:08:47,067 SO I WAS ALWAYS STUCK IN THE HOUSE. 167 00:08:47,067 --> 00:08:48,067 I DIDN'T GO ANYWHERE. 168 00:08:48,067 --> 00:08:49,133 I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. 169 00:08:49,133 --> 00:08:50,300 LET'S PLAY BASKETBALL. 170 00:08:50,300 --> 00:08:51,600 I COULDN'T BE THERE FOR THEM. 171 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:55,200 I WAS BARELY LIVING. 172 00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:59,133 MY GOAL IS TO BE ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH MY CHILDREN. 173 00:08:59,133 --> 00:09:01,067 I CAN'T LET THEM DOWN ANYMORE. 174 00:09:01,067 --> 00:09:02,933 AAH! [ LAUGHTER ] 175 00:09:02,933 --> 00:09:04,833 THE KIDS ARE ACTUALLY HAVING FUN. 176 00:09:04,833 --> 00:09:07,867 THEY'RE LIKE, "MAMA, WE'RE HAVING SO MUCH WITH YOU NOW." 177 00:09:07,867 --> 00:09:09,833 I'M HAPPY. 178 00:09:09,833 --> 00:09:13,100 I CAN CONNECT WITH MY KIDS AS A MOM NOW. 179 00:09:13,100 --> 00:09:14,767 AAH! 180 00:09:14,767 --> 00:09:17,600 Tara: AND I'M STARTING TO BE THE MOM I WANT TO BE. 181 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:24,600 I'VE BEEN ALL ABOUT FAMILY, 182 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:27,433 BUT I'M LEARNING HOW TO BE ABOUT MYSELF, TOO. 183 00:09:27,433 --> 00:09:32,567 SO, TONIGHT I'M GONNA TAKE A BIG STEP AND GO OUT ON A DATE. 184 00:09:32,567 --> 00:09:34,400 I'M KIND OF NERVOUS. 185 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,900 I HAVEN'T BEEN ON A DATE IN SOME YEARS, 186 00:09:37,900 --> 00:09:39,700 SO THIS IS NEW TO ME. 187 00:09:39,700 --> 00:09:43,300 IN THE PAST, I WAS DISGUSTED WITH MY BODY, 188 00:09:43,300 --> 00:09:45,733 SO I USED TO KEEP EVERYBODY AT ARM'S LENGTH. 189 00:09:45,733 --> 00:09:47,767 I NEVER WAS AN AFFECTIONATE PERSON. 190 00:09:47,767 --> 00:09:50,133 I WAS MISSING OUT ON A LOT. 191 00:09:50,133 --> 00:09:53,600 NOW I CAN LOOK IN A MIRROR AND SMILE AND BE LIKE, 192 00:09:53,600 --> 00:09:56,467 "HEY, GIRL, YOU'RE LOOKING GOOD TODAY." 193 00:09:56,467 --> 00:09:57,733 DID YOU LOSE MORE WEIGHT? 194 00:09:57,733 --> 00:10:00,133 MAYBE! I'M TRYING. 195 00:10:00,133 --> 00:10:02,567 OR YOU JUST DIDN'T EAT YET? 196 00:10:02,567 --> 00:10:04,867 I DO HAVE NOT ALL MY SEXY BACK, 197 00:10:04,867 --> 00:10:07,900 BUT I HAVE AT LEAST 85% OF MY SEXY BACK. 198 00:10:07,900 --> 00:10:09,933 I USED TO BE, LIKE, JUST ROUND. 199 00:10:09,933 --> 00:10:13,367 NOW MY WAIST GOES IN. I HAVE, LIKE, A LITTLE WAIST. 200 00:10:15,300 --> 00:10:17,400 I FEEL SEXY. 201 00:10:18,633 --> 00:10:22,633 IT LOOKS SO PRETTY WITH THESE NAILS. 202 00:10:22,633 --> 00:10:26,733 MY CHILDREN ARE LIKE, "MAMA, YOU NEED TO BE HAPPY, TOO." 203 00:10:27,967 --> 00:10:29,633 MIND YOUR SISTER. 204 00:10:29,633 --> 00:10:31,667 IT WOULD BE NICE TO FIND SOMEBODY FOR ME. 205 00:10:31,667 --> 00:10:32,800 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 206 00:10:32,800 --> 00:10:33,900 I'M LEAVING. 207 00:10:33,900 --> 00:10:36,900 LET ME SEE HOW YOU LOOK. OH, YOU LOOK NICE. 208 00:10:36,900 --> 00:10:38,233 I'M GONNA SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK. 209 00:10:38,233 --> 00:10:40,133 OKAY. ALL RIGHT. 210 00:10:41,633 --> 00:10:45,167 I'M EXCITED AND SCARED AT THE SAME TIME. 211 00:10:45,167 --> 00:10:47,733 BUT IF I'M GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE FULLY, 212 00:10:47,733 --> 00:10:52,267 I HAVE TO GET OUT THERE AND EXPERIENCE NEW THINGS. 213 00:10:52,267 --> 00:10:54,567 MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS. 214 00:10:54,567 --> 00:10:56,267 I'M NERVOUS. 215 00:10:57,833 --> 00:11:00,800 I REALLY, REALLY HOPE THIS GOES WELL. 216 00:11:07,433 --> 00:11:12,500 I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE BEEN ON A TRADITIONAL DATE. 217 00:11:12,500 --> 00:11:15,933 I DON'T KNOW IF I'M READY, BUT I'M GONNA TAKE A CHANCE. 218 00:11:15,933 --> 00:11:17,300 HEY. 219 00:11:17,300 --> 00:11:21,700 MY SON'S BARBER, EUGENE, ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE. 220 00:11:21,700 --> 00:11:24,700 WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 14 YEARS. 221 00:11:24,700 --> 00:11:26,533 BUT LATELY HE'S BEEN SHOWING ME 222 00:11:26,533 --> 00:11:29,967 THAT HE WANTS TO BE MAYBE A LITTLE MORE THAN JUST FRIENDS. 223 00:11:29,967 --> 00:11:32,400 I'M NERVOUS. 224 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:36,300 I'M A LITTLE OUT OF PRACTICE ON DATING. 225 00:11:36,300 --> 00:11:39,133 BUT I'M GONNA GIVE THIS A TRY AND SEE WHERE IT GOES. 226 00:11:39,133 --> 00:11:42,467 YOU LOOK NICE. YOU LOOK STUNNING. 227 00:11:42,467 --> 00:11:44,633 NOW THAT I'VE LOST THE WEIGHT, 228 00:11:44,633 --> 00:11:46,067 THIS IS A WHOLE NEW WORLD FOR ME. 229 00:11:48,967 --> 00:11:50,767 [ BOTH LAUGH ] 230 00:11:50,767 --> 00:11:54,433 THE REASON I'M WILLING TO GIVE EUGENE A CHANCE 231 00:11:54,433 --> 00:11:56,433 IS THAT HE IS A GOOD MAN. 232 00:11:57,733 --> 00:11:59,400 NARROW IT DOWN A LITTLE BIT? 233 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:01,167 I'M READY. YOU READY? 234 00:12:01,167 --> 00:12:03,100 I WANT THE GRILLED SHRIMP SALAD, SMALL. 235 00:12:03,100 --> 00:12:04,133 OKAY. 236 00:12:04,133 --> 00:12:06,333 I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL ABOUT WHAT I EAT. 237 00:12:06,333 --> 00:12:08,500 I'M SERIOUS ABOUT WATCHING MY WEIGHT. 238 00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:12,067 IF IT'S NOT HEALTHY OR IT'S TOO MUCH FOOD, 239 00:12:12,067 --> 00:12:13,700 I'M NOT GONNA DO IT. 240 00:12:13,700 --> 00:12:14,833 HAVE AT IT. 241 00:12:14,833 --> 00:12:16,067 [ LAUGHS ] 242 00:12:16,067 --> 00:12:18,267 I WANT MY SHRIMP SALAD. YOU CAN EAT THE TOMATO. 243 00:12:18,267 --> 00:12:21,467 UNH-UNH. IF I EAT, I'M GONNA GET FULL. 244 00:12:21,467 --> 00:12:24,067 OKAY. GOOD. GOOD GIRL. 245 00:12:24,067 --> 00:12:26,467 SHRIMP SALAD FOR YOU. OH! 246 00:12:26,467 --> 00:12:28,600 THAT THING IS HUGE! 247 00:12:28,600 --> 00:12:31,800 FILET SPECIAL FOR YOU, GOING MEDIUM WELL. 248 00:12:31,800 --> 00:12:34,133 I'M JUST A LITTLE SLIGHTLY OFFENDED. 249 00:12:34,133 --> 00:12:35,733 YOU DIDN'T WANT TO EAT MY TOMATO, 250 00:12:35,733 --> 00:12:37,500 BUT YOU ATE THAT TOMATO. [ CHUCKLES ] 251 00:12:37,500 --> 00:12:39,167 YOU DISCRIMINATE ON TOMATOES. 252 00:12:39,167 --> 00:12:40,767 [ LAUGHS ] YES. 253 00:12:40,767 --> 00:12:42,167 WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF 254 00:12:42,167 --> 00:12:44,400 FIVE, SIX YEARS FROM NOW, HEALTH-WISE? 255 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:46,300 I'M NOT TRYING TO GET BACK TO LIKE I WAS, 256 00:12:46,300 --> 00:12:48,067 'CAUSE THAT'S NOT HEALTHY FOR NOBODY. 257 00:12:48,067 --> 00:12:51,700 NOW BEING A MOM, A DAUGHTER, 258 00:12:51,700 --> 00:12:54,267 AND I WANT TO BE A WIFE ONE DAY. 259 00:12:54,267 --> 00:12:57,200 HATS OFF TO YOU FOR TRYING TO REVERSE THE CYCLE, 260 00:12:57,200 --> 00:12:59,700 TRYING TO GET YOUR HEALTH BACK IN ORDER. 261 00:12:59,700 --> 00:13:01,433 OH, LORD. 262 00:13:01,433 --> 00:13:04,667 LOSING THE WEIGHT AND GETTING OUT THERE IS MORE ABOUT ME. 263 00:13:04,667 --> 00:13:08,267 I HAVE TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF TO FIND SOMEONE. 264 00:13:08,267 --> 00:13:10,067 AND I'M FULL. [ LAUGHS ] 265 00:13:10,067 --> 00:13:11,200 GOT ENOUGH. 266 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:12,500 THAT'S IT. 267 00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:14,600 I CAN'T EVEN GET YOU TO EAT A PIECE OF TOMATO. 268 00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:16,567 [ LAUGHS ] 269 00:13:16,567 --> 00:13:18,700 YOU KNOW WHAT? CHECK, PLEASE. 270 00:13:18,700 --> 00:13:20,600 [ BOTH LAUGH ] 271 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:23,500 I'M STARTING TO FEEL LIKE I CAN HAVE A LIFE AGAIN 272 00:13:23,500 --> 00:13:25,333 AND I CAN BE HAPPY. 273 00:13:25,333 --> 00:13:26,633 DON'T DO IT. 274 00:13:26,633 --> 00:13:30,333 IT'S SCARY, BUT IT'S EXCITING AT THE SAME TIME. 275 00:13:41,433 --> 00:13:45,100 PENNY WANTS TO BE THE ONE IN CONTROL 276 00:13:45,100 --> 00:13:47,933 AND GET OTHERS TO DO WHAT SHE WANTS. 277 00:13:47,933 --> 00:13:51,367 WE NEED ALL THREE CEREALS. WE'RE ALL OUT. 278 00:13:51,367 --> 00:13:53,433 Edgar: PENNY USUALLY GIVES ME A LIST FOR GROCERY SHOPPING. 279 00:13:53,433 --> 00:13:57,567 CHIPS, SODA, CAKE MIX, CANDY. 280 00:13:58,867 --> 00:14:02,567 PENNY IS VERY STUBBORN, AND ED DOES ENABLE HER. 281 00:14:02,567 --> 00:14:05,533 HE BUYS WHATEVER SHE TELLS HIM, 282 00:14:05,533 --> 00:14:07,933 AND IF HE DOESN'T, HE'S GONNA BE IN TROUBLE. 283 00:14:08,567 --> 00:14:11,433 THE FACT THAT PENNY IS COUPONING, 284 00:14:11,433 --> 00:14:13,933 IT'S JUST HER FINDING A WAY 285 00:14:13,933 --> 00:14:16,700 TO GET OTHERS TO GET THE FOOD SHE WANTS 286 00:14:16,700 --> 00:14:19,500 AND JUSTIFY THAT'S WHAT IS BEST FOR HER. 287 00:14:19,500 --> 00:14:23,667 Penny: I LITERALLY COUNT -- ONE, TWO, THREE -- 288 00:14:23,667 --> 00:14:25,900 THAT'S $3. 289 00:14:25,900 --> 00:14:28,333 $79 IS WHAT WE SAVE FOR THE KITCHEN. 290 00:14:28,333 --> 00:14:29,667 THAT'S AWESOME. 291 00:14:29,667 --> 00:14:33,233 IF I CAN SAVE $500, 292 00:14:33,233 --> 00:14:36,467 THAT'S AS GOOD AS MAKING $500. 293 00:14:36,467 --> 00:14:39,333 I'M FINANCIALLY PROVIDING AS MUCH FOR OUR FAMILY AS EDGAR. 294 00:14:39,333 --> 00:14:42,167 AND WHEN EDGAR WAS PICKING UP THE GROCERIES, 295 00:14:42,167 --> 00:14:44,467 A LOT OF TIMES THEY WOULD BE UNHEALTHY FOOD. 296 00:14:44,467 --> 00:14:45,900 NOW THAT WE'RE COUPONING, 297 00:14:45,900 --> 00:14:49,067 HE HAS TO CHOOSE THE HEALTHY FOODS THAT I HAVE ON THE LIST. 298 00:14:50,500 --> 00:14:52,633 Dr. Nowzaradan: IT'S NOT ABOUT HEALTH. 299 00:14:52,633 --> 00:14:54,633 IT'S NOT ABOUT SAVING MONEY. 300 00:14:54,633 --> 00:14:58,800 IT'S ABOUT HER BEING IN CONTROL AND GETTING WHAT SHE WANTS. 301 00:14:58,800 --> 00:15:01,067 SHE'S ADDICTED TO FOOD, 302 00:15:01,067 --> 00:15:03,767 AND SHE WILL DO EVERYTHING TO GET WHAT SHE WANTS. 303 00:15:05,367 --> 00:15:07,467 EACH ONE OF THESE IS A DIFFERENT STORE 304 00:15:07,467 --> 00:15:08,833 WE HAVE TO SHOP THIS WEEK. 305 00:15:08,833 --> 00:15:10,800 ALL RIGHT, YOU READY TO GO DOWN THE LIST? 306 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:11,967 Edgar: WHENEVER. 307 00:15:13,867 --> 00:15:15,967 DILL PICKLE SLICES -- DO YOU WANT THEM -- 308 00:15:15,967 --> 00:15:17,867 I WANT THE JARS LIKE WE GET. 309 00:15:17,867 --> 00:15:19,367 THE LONG ONES? 310 00:15:19,367 --> 00:15:21,367 NO. THAT WOULD BE SPEARS. I WANT SLICES. 311 00:15:21,367 --> 00:15:25,700 [ Chuckling ] WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED ME TO TELL YOU? 312 00:15:25,700 --> 00:15:29,567 UNTIL PEOPLE AROUND HER STOP ENABLING HER, 313 00:15:29,567 --> 00:15:32,067 SHE'S NOT GOING TO CHANGE. 314 00:15:32,067 --> 00:15:35,333 Edgar: I HATE DOING THIS [CHUCKLES] COUPONING. 315 00:15:38,067 --> 00:15:39,967 [ CAR ALARM CHIRPS ] 316 00:15:39,967 --> 00:15:42,900 I GO TO SO MANY DIFFERENT STORES. 317 00:15:42,900 --> 00:15:46,100 IT MAKES THE SHOPPING A LITTLE MORE TIME-CONSUMING. 318 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:51,900 BEFORE, I COULD PRETTY MUCH GET WHAT I WANTED. 319 00:15:51,900 --> 00:15:54,267 SO NOW I GOT TO GET WHAT'S ON THE LIST. 320 00:15:56,567 --> 00:15:58,767 I CAN'T ADD LIKE I USED TO. 321 00:15:58,767 --> 00:16:00,067 [ Telephone ringing ] 322 00:16:00,067 --> 00:16:03,067 DO YOU WANT ME TO GET CAKE MIX? 323 00:16:05,133 --> 00:16:06,900 [ Ringing ] 324 00:16:06,900 --> 00:16:09,600 YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED TO AN AUTOMATIC -- 325 00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:12,567 TURN YOUR PHONE BACK ON, PLEASE. 326 00:16:16,233 --> 00:16:18,300 [ Ringing ] 327 00:16:18,300 --> 00:16:20,067 YOUR CALL HAS BEEN -- 328 00:16:20,067 --> 00:16:21,467 [ BEEP ] 329 00:16:21,467 --> 00:16:24,567 ALL RIGHT, THIS IS ABOUT THE FOURTH CALL I'VE MADE. 330 00:16:24,567 --> 00:16:27,533 [ SIGHS ] 331 00:16:27,533 --> 00:16:31,733 I TRIED TO CALL PENNY TO ASK HER IF SHE WOULD LIKE SOMETHING. 332 00:16:33,133 --> 00:16:35,100 ALL RIGHT. [ SIGHS ] 333 00:16:35,100 --> 00:16:38,133 SHE DIDN'T ANSWER THE PHONE. SHE'S PUTTING ME OUT. 334 00:16:38,133 --> 00:16:40,733 THERE'S THINGS THAT SHE WANTS AND NEEDS. 335 00:16:40,733 --> 00:16:42,333 AND THEN SHE'LL GET UPSET 336 00:16:42,333 --> 00:16:45,700 'CAUSE I TOOK IT UPON MYSELF TO GET HER HEALTHY STUFF. 337 00:16:47,900 --> 00:16:51,700 Dr. Nowzaradan: EITHER PEOPLE AROUND HER STOP ENABLING HER... 338 00:16:51,700 --> 00:16:53,500 [ LAUGHS ] 339 00:16:53,500 --> 00:16:57,367 ...OR HER ADDICTION EVENTUALLY IS GONNA KILL HER. 340 00:16:57,367 --> 00:17:00,800 OH, I KNOW WHAT WE COULD HAVE FOR DINNER TOMORROW NIGHT. 341 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:02,700 THEY GOT THE LOBSTERS AGAIN. 342 00:17:02,700 --> 00:17:03,900 WHATEVER. 343 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:18,533 HOW WAS SCHOOL? 344 00:17:18,533 --> 00:17:21,533 WHAT'S WRONG? HAD A LONG DAY? 345 00:17:21,533 --> 00:17:23,933 Tara: I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A CONCERNED MOM 346 00:17:23,933 --> 00:17:27,367 AND WANTED TO KNOW IF MY KIDS WERE DOING ALL RIGHT. 347 00:17:27,367 --> 00:17:30,500 IF THEY HAD A BAD DAY OR IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG, 348 00:17:30,500 --> 00:17:33,067 I HAD TO WAIT FOR THEM TO COME TO ME. 349 00:17:33,067 --> 00:17:36,933 NOW IF EITHER OF MY KIDS ARE COMING HOME FROM A BAD DAY, 350 00:17:36,933 --> 00:17:39,100 I'M THERE, 351 00:17:39,100 --> 00:17:41,067 AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. 352 00:17:42,600 --> 00:17:45,500 TODAY I THINK IT WAS BIOLOGY. 353 00:17:45,500 --> 00:17:47,967 HE'S GOING OVER THE LAB RULES AND ALL THAT. 354 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,700 WHO'S YOUR LAB PARTNER? DO YOU HAVE ONE YET? 355 00:17:49,700 --> 00:17:50,833 NO. 356 00:17:50,833 --> 00:17:52,800 SCHOOL JUST STARTED, MOTHER. 357 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,133 YOU ATE LUNCH AT SCHOOL? 358 00:17:56,133 --> 00:17:58,133 NOPE. WHAT DID THEY HAVE? 359 00:17:58,133 --> 00:17:59,633 I DON'T KNOW. I DIDN'T EAT. 360 00:17:59,633 --> 00:18:02,067 AND WHY ARE YOU NOT EATING LUNCH? 361 00:18:02,067 --> 00:18:03,333 BECAUSE I'M NOT HUNGRY. 362 00:18:08,533 --> 00:18:10,067 I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. 363 00:18:10,067 --> 00:18:11,733 SO YOU'RE GONNA STARVE YOURSELF? 364 00:18:11,733 --> 00:18:13,100 YEP. 365 00:18:13,100 --> 00:18:16,733 Tara: HEARING FELICITY IS SKIPPING MEALS, 366 00:18:16,733 --> 00:18:21,500 IT HURTS ME TO THE CORE 'CAUSE I KNOW WHAT SHE'S FEELING. 367 00:18:21,500 --> 00:18:22,800 THE FEAR OF BEING FAT 368 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,433 CAN DRIVE YOU TO SOME VERY UNHEALTHY PLACES. 369 00:18:25,433 --> 00:18:27,233 ARE YOU GONNA EAT TONIGHT? 370 00:18:27,233 --> 00:18:29,300 I DON'T KNOW. PROBABLY. 371 00:18:29,300 --> 00:18:31,467 WHAT YOU MEAN PROBABLY? I'M MAKING CHICKEN WRAPS. 372 00:18:31,467 --> 00:18:33,933 I'M GONNA EAT ONE. 373 00:18:33,933 --> 00:18:36,333 I DID THE SAME UNHEALTHY THING. 374 00:18:36,333 --> 00:18:39,233 I WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT, SO I SKIPPED MEALS. 375 00:18:39,233 --> 00:18:42,433 THAT ONLY MEANS YOU'RE GONNA BE MORE HUNGRY LATER, 376 00:18:42,433 --> 00:18:45,733 AND IT'S NOT GOOD FOR YOUR BODY. 377 00:18:45,733 --> 00:18:47,867 I HAVEN'T BEEN EATING, 378 00:18:47,867 --> 00:18:51,633 AND IT'S, LIKE, I HAVEN'T BEEN HUNGRY. 379 00:18:51,633 --> 00:18:53,533 ARE YOU GONNA EAT TONIGHT? 380 00:18:53,533 --> 00:18:55,933 I DON'T CARE. 381 00:18:55,933 --> 00:19:00,067 IF SHE'S MAKING CHOICES LIKE THIS, TO SKIP MEALS, 382 00:19:00,067 --> 00:19:02,367 THEN SHE'S ON THE SAME PATH I WAS. 383 00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:06,600 I'M NOT GOING TO LET THAT HAPPEN. 384 00:19:06,600 --> 00:19:08,867 I JUST HOPE IT'S NOT TOO LATE. 385 00:19:21,600 --> 00:19:24,267 Penny: I'M READY TO GET BETTER, AND I'M TRYING, 386 00:19:24,267 --> 00:19:27,700 BUT THINGS KEEP HAPPENING TO SLOW MY PROGRESS. 387 00:19:27,700 --> 00:19:30,333 IT DOESN'T SEEM FAIR. 388 00:19:30,333 --> 00:19:31,667 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 389 00:19:31,667 --> 00:19:32,867 COME IN! 390 00:19:32,867 --> 00:19:34,433 HEY, PENNY. HOW ARE YOU? 391 00:19:34,433 --> 00:19:36,300 RIGHT NOW, I HAVE A HOME HEALTH NURSE 392 00:19:36,300 --> 00:19:38,267 VISITING ME ONCE A WEEK. 393 00:19:38,267 --> 00:19:39,600 HOW YOU BEEN? 394 00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:41,967 GOOD AND BAD. YEAH? 395 00:19:41,967 --> 00:19:45,367 CELLULITIS DROPPED TO MY THIGH. ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL? 396 00:19:45,367 --> 00:19:47,833 HERE'S THE NEW ONE. ISN'T THAT LOVELY? 397 00:19:47,833 --> 00:19:50,200 YEAH, IT IS A LOT WORSE THAN IT WAS. 398 00:19:50,200 --> 00:19:52,433 I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME. 399 00:19:52,433 --> 00:19:54,467 I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEEP HAVING SETBACKS. 400 00:19:54,467 --> 00:19:57,200 AND THEN THIS IS WHERE WE'RE AT WITH THIS ONE. 401 00:19:57,200 --> 00:19:58,433 OH, YEAH. 402 00:19:58,433 --> 00:20:00,700 IT JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERY TIME I GET OUT THERE, 403 00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:04,133 ANOTHER SETBACK HAS ME BACK IN THE BED. 404 00:20:04,133 --> 00:20:06,700 WE'LL TAKE A LOOK AT THAT WOUND AND SEE HOW IT'S DOING. 405 00:20:06,700 --> 00:20:09,833 IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE TOUCHING, LIKE, MY SPLEEN. 406 00:20:11,367 --> 00:20:15,000 BECAUSE OF THE PAIN, I CAN'T WALK RIGHT NOW. 407 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:19,200 I'M SO ANXIOUS FOR THE CELLULITIS TO HEAL. 408 00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:21,867 I CAN'T GET UP TO WALK OR GET INTO THE WHEELCHAIR 409 00:20:21,867 --> 00:20:23,000 BECAUSE OF THE PAIN. 410 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:26,667 UNTIL THEN, I'M TRAPPED IN THIS BED. 411 00:20:26,667 --> 00:20:28,333 SO, HOPEFULLY, HOPEFULLY, WE'LL GET THAT CLEARED UP, 412 00:20:28,333 --> 00:20:31,667 INFECTION FREE, UP WALKING AGAIN. 413 00:20:31,667 --> 00:20:34,133 ANYTHING ELSE WE NEED TO DO TODAY? 414 00:20:34,133 --> 00:20:35,533 ARE YOU DOING GOOD? 415 00:20:35,533 --> 00:20:37,500 NO, I THINK THAT'S COOL. 416 00:20:37,500 --> 00:20:39,567 WELL, I WILL BE BACK NEXT WEEK, 417 00:20:39,567 --> 00:20:41,667 BUT CALL ME IF ANYTHING CHANGES. 418 00:20:41,667 --> 00:20:43,533 I'M HOPING THIS INFECTION WILL HEAL 419 00:20:43,533 --> 00:20:45,600 BECAUSE I PROMISED LIAM NO MATTER WHAT, 420 00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:47,633 I'M GOING TRICK-OR-TREATING WITH HIM THIS YEAR. 421 00:20:47,633 --> 00:20:51,867 LAST YEAR, I WASN'T ABLE TO GO WITH HIM. 422 00:20:51,867 --> 00:20:53,133 ALL RIGHT, BYE-BYE. 423 00:20:53,133 --> 00:20:54,667 HAVE A GOOD ONE. BYE-BYE. 424 00:20:54,667 --> 00:20:57,800 IT'S LIAM'S FAVORITE HOLIDAY, AND IT'S ONLY A MONTH AWAY. 425 00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:02,133 I NEED TO GET BETTER SO THAT I CAN KEEP MY PROMISE. 426 00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:17,633 DO PEOPLE LOOK AT YOU STRANGE 427 00:21:17,633 --> 00:21:20,400 BECAUSE YOU HAVE, LIKE, HIPS AND THIGHS? 428 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:21,600 NO. 429 00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:23,133 YOU DON'T GET ANY STRANGE LOOKS OR NOTHING? 430 00:21:23,133 --> 00:21:24,900 I KNOW YOU GET COMPLIMENTS, THOUGH. 431 00:21:24,900 --> 00:21:25,833 I DO. I KNOW. 432 00:21:25,833 --> 00:21:27,167 TELL THEM BACK OFF. 433 00:21:27,167 --> 00:21:31,267 Tara: LATELY, FELICITY'S BEEN SKIPPING MEALS TO LOSE WEIGHT. 434 00:21:31,267 --> 00:21:34,333 I WANT MY DAUGHTER TO LEARN FROM MY BAD EXPERIENCE 435 00:21:34,333 --> 00:21:37,067 AND NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES THAT I DID. 436 00:21:37,067 --> 00:21:39,333 IT'S ABOUT EATING RIGHT AND EXERCISING. 437 00:21:39,333 --> 00:21:41,133 YOU READY TO GO GET THIS STARTED WITH ME? 438 00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:42,067 YEAH. 439 00:21:43,100 --> 00:21:44,900 NO. [ LAUGHS ] 440 00:21:44,900 --> 00:21:48,433 THE BEST WAY TO TEACH SOMEONE IS TO DO IT WITH THEM. 441 00:21:48,433 --> 00:21:50,933 [ GRUNTS ] 442 00:21:50,933 --> 00:21:53,967 SO I'M TAKING MY DAUGHTER TO WORK OUT. 443 00:21:53,967 --> 00:21:55,533 WELL, YOU'RE ABOUT TO GET HOT. 444 00:21:55,533 --> 00:21:57,667 THIS WILL BE NEW FOR THE BOTH OF US. 445 00:21:59,500 --> 00:22:00,833 [ LAUGHS ] 446 00:22:00,833 --> 00:22:02,600 THIS IS GONNA BE HARD. 447 00:22:02,600 --> 00:22:04,567 BUT I LOVE MY DAUGHTER, AND I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR HER. 448 00:22:04,567 --> 00:22:06,300 HOW'S IT GOING? I'M WESLEY. 449 00:22:06,300 --> 00:22:07,767 HELLO. I'M TARA. NICE TO MEET YOU. 450 00:22:07,767 --> 00:22:10,467 MY DAUGHTER, FELICITY. NICE TO MEET YOU. 451 00:22:10,467 --> 00:22:13,400 FELICITY, YOU EXCITED? YOU READY TO GET STARTED? 452 00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:15,133 [ LAUGHS ] 453 00:22:15,133 --> 00:22:18,600 I'M KIND OF NERVOUS, BUT I DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE MY MOM, 454 00:22:18,600 --> 00:22:22,733 'CAUSE MY MOM, SHE WENT THROUGH A LOT, AND IT WAS A STRUGGLE. 455 00:22:22,733 --> 00:22:25,067 IF I KEEP DOING WHAT I'M DOING NOW, 456 00:22:25,067 --> 00:22:28,067 I'LL FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA END UP LIKE MY MOM DID. 457 00:22:28,067 --> 00:22:29,067 NICE AND EASY. 458 00:22:29,067 --> 00:22:30,233 OH, IT ALREADY HURTS. 459 00:22:30,233 --> 00:22:32,433 [ LAUGHS ] 460 00:22:32,433 --> 00:22:34,633 Tara: IF MY DAUGHTER HAD TO WEIGH THE AMOUNT I DID, 461 00:22:34,633 --> 00:22:35,800 SHE WOULDN'T HAVE A LIFE, 462 00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:37,933 AND THAT'S NO WAY TO LIVE BECAUSE I WAS MISERABLE. 463 00:22:37,933 --> 00:22:40,467 SO I'M GONNA DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING IN MY POWER 464 00:22:40,467 --> 00:22:42,300 TO MAKE SURE THAT DOES NOT HAPPEN. 465 00:22:42,300 --> 00:22:43,500 [ GRUNTS ] 466 00:22:43,500 --> 00:22:45,867 USING THE LEGS TO SQUAT, USING YOUR SHOULDERS. 467 00:22:45,867 --> 00:22:49,467 Tara: HER WEIGHT IS SOMETHING WE CAN FIGHT AGAINST. 468 00:22:49,467 --> 00:22:52,767 SO, I GOT TO DO WHATEVER I GOT TO DO TO KEEP MYSELF HEALTHY, 469 00:22:52,767 --> 00:22:54,900 AND I GOT TO MAKE HER DO IT WITH ME. 470 00:22:54,900 --> 00:22:56,433 [ LAUGHS ] 471 00:22:56,433 --> 00:22:58,433 YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO SO FAR BACK, BABY. 472 00:22:58,433 --> 00:23:02,133 IT FEELS GOOD TO PUSH MYSELF... 473 00:23:02,133 --> 00:23:04,733 ...AND TO KNOW I'M NOT JUST GETTING HEALTHY. 474 00:23:04,733 --> 00:23:06,067 DOING GOOD. 475 00:23:06,067 --> 00:23:07,800 Tara: I'M HELPING MY DAUGHTER. 476 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:09,300 Wesley: WE'RE DONE FOR TODAY. 477 00:23:09,300 --> 00:23:10,533 YOU GUYS DID GREAT. 478 00:23:10,533 --> 00:23:11,767 I THINK THIS WOULD BE SOMETHING 479 00:23:11,767 --> 00:23:13,400 THAT COULD BE REALLY A PART OF YOUR LIFESTYLE 480 00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:15,067 THAT WOULD REALLY HELP YOU IN YOUR JOURNEY. 481 00:23:15,067 --> 00:23:16,833 THANK YOU SO MUCH. GLAD TO HAVE YOU. 482 00:23:16,833 --> 00:23:18,567 NICE TO MEET YOU. MY BODY HURTS. 483 00:23:18,567 --> 00:23:20,500 BUT IT'S GOOD. Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY. 484 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,167 I'D LIKE TO HAVE YOU ALL AGAIN. 485 00:23:22,167 --> 00:23:25,067 YOU WILL. I PROMISE. WE'LL BE BACK. 486 00:23:26,067 --> 00:23:29,233 I WILL BREAK THE CYCLE OF OBESITY THAT RUNS IN MY FAMILY. 487 00:23:29,233 --> 00:23:30,833 [ LAUGHS ] 488 00:23:30,833 --> 00:23:31,833 RUN. 489 00:23:31,833 --> 00:23:33,067 I CAN'T! 490 00:23:33,067 --> 00:23:36,333 THIS IS TOP SPEED. THIS IS TOP SPEED. 491 00:23:49,667 --> 00:23:56,233 LIAM, YOUR JOB NOW IS TO GIVE HIM A FACE. 492 00:23:56,233 --> 00:23:58,233 Penny: IT'S HALLOWEEN. 493 00:23:58,233 --> 00:24:00,667 ONE OF MY GOALS LAST YEAR WAS TO LOSE WEIGHT 494 00:24:00,667 --> 00:24:02,567 TO GO TRICK-OR-TREATING WITH LIAM. 495 00:24:02,567 --> 00:24:05,467 OH, HOW CUTE ARE THE LITTLE GUYS. 496 00:24:05,467 --> 00:24:09,300 WHEN I TOLD HIM "NEXT YEAR" LAST TIME, I MEANT IT. 497 00:24:09,300 --> 00:24:11,633 LIAM, LET'S DO IT UP, DUDE. 498 00:24:11,633 --> 00:24:16,300 BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S EXCRUCIATING WHEN I STAND. 499 00:24:16,300 --> 00:24:20,067 SOMEHOW I'M GETTING OUT OF THIS BED AND DOING IT. 500 00:24:20,067 --> 00:24:22,333 OKAY, WELL, THEN, YOU'LL HAVE TO FIGURE OUT ANOTHER WAY 501 00:24:22,333 --> 00:24:23,400 TO PUT THAT ON THE DOOR. 502 00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:26,433 I DON'T KNOW HOW I'LL BE ABLE TO DO IT, 503 00:24:26,433 --> 00:24:27,900 BUT I HAVE TO TRY. 504 00:24:41,500 --> 00:24:43,933 [ SIGHS ] 505 00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:53,167 OH, STOP. NO. YOU -- JUST NO. 506 00:24:53,167 --> 00:24:56,067 WHAT YOU'VE GOT TO DO IS CLOSE IT MORE. 507 00:24:56,067 --> 00:24:58,633 I HAVE EVERY INTENTION OF GOING TRICK-OR-TREATING 508 00:24:58,633 --> 00:25:01,167 WITH LIAM THIS YEAR, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES. 509 00:25:01,167 --> 00:25:03,200 I WON'T DISAPPOINT HIM. 510 00:25:09,167 --> 00:25:12,867 I KNOW DOING THIS IS GONNA MAKE ME ENDURE A LOT OF PAIN, 511 00:25:12,867 --> 00:25:14,967 BUT I WANT TO DO THAT FOR LIAM. 512 00:25:16,700 --> 00:25:18,433 [ GROANS ] 513 00:25:20,333 --> 00:25:22,133 [ GRUNTS ] 514 00:25:25,833 --> 00:25:27,567 [ GRUNTS ] 515 00:25:27,567 --> 00:25:30,567 THAT THING'S CATCHING. 516 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:34,867 RIGHT OVER THE OXYGEN. 517 00:25:36,267 --> 00:25:38,200 STOP, STOP, STOP! 518 00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:41,367 I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I CAN SIT IN THIS CHAIR, 519 00:25:41,367 --> 00:25:44,367 BUT I'M WILLING TO STICK IT OUT AS LONG AS I CAN FOR MY SON. 520 00:25:46,900 --> 00:25:51,800 HE'S ARRESTING FOR CANDY CORN AND APPLES. 521 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:53,633 [ LAUGHTER ] 522 00:25:53,633 --> 00:25:57,733 SEEING LIAM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED THAT I'M OUT WITH HIM 523 00:25:57,733 --> 00:26:01,567 AND THAT I KEPT MY PROMISE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. 524 00:26:01,567 --> 00:26:04,333 I'M VERY HAPPY WITH THE PROGRESS I'VE MADE, 525 00:26:04,333 --> 00:26:06,167 NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE THINKS. 526 00:26:06,167 --> 00:26:09,533 THIS MAKES ME WANT TO WORK HARDER AND KEEP MAKING PROGRESS. 527 00:26:09,533 --> 00:26:10,733 1, 2, 3. 528 00:26:10,733 --> 00:26:13,700 HI, PENNY. IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE YOU UP AND ABOUT. 529 00:26:13,700 --> 00:26:16,533 I'M PROUD OF HOW FAR I'VE COME. 530 00:26:20,900 --> 00:26:24,133 I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS OUTSIDE AT NIGHT. 531 00:26:24,133 --> 00:26:25,633 IT'S A HUGE STEP FOR ME. 532 00:26:25,633 --> 00:26:28,433 THANK YOU. YOU'RE WELCOME. 533 00:26:28,433 --> 00:26:33,633 I THINK IT'S GOOD, AND I'M PROUD OF HER BEING OUT OF BED 534 00:26:33,633 --> 00:26:37,233 AND GETTING OUT TO TRICK-OR-TREAT WITH ME. 535 00:26:37,233 --> 00:26:40,100 Penny: I'M SO HAPPY I DID THIS. 536 00:26:40,100 --> 00:26:43,467 TONIGHT I'M JUST A REGULAR MOM OUT WITH MY FAMILY. 537 00:26:43,467 --> 00:26:45,867 THERE'S NO FEELING IN THE WORLD BETTER THAN THAT. 538 00:26:45,867 --> 00:26:47,800 * TRICK OR TREAT * 539 00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:49,433 * SMELL MY FEET * 540 00:26:49,433 --> 00:26:52,700 * GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD TO EAT * 541 00:27:07,233 --> 00:27:09,600 Tara: MY MOM IS MY BEST FRIEND. 542 00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:12,067 YOU WANT REGULAR HOT CHOCOLATE OR EGGNOG? 543 00:27:12,067 --> 00:27:14,667 OH, IF YOU HAVE THE EGGNOG, I'LL TAKE THE EGGNOG. 544 00:27:21,233 --> 00:27:24,367 BEFORE, MY MOM -- SHE TOOK MY CARE OF ME. 545 00:27:24,367 --> 00:27:26,067 SHE DID EVERYTHING FOR ME. 546 00:27:28,633 --> 00:27:33,367 IN THE PAST, I HAD CARETAKERS, BUT NOW I HAVE RELATIONSHIPS. 547 00:27:33,367 --> 00:27:36,800 I CAN CONNECT TO MY MOM AS A DAUGHTER. 548 00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:39,333 NOW THAT I'VE LOST THE WEIGHT, 549 00:27:39,333 --> 00:27:41,733 I'M THINKING ABOUT GETTING OUT AND BEING ON MY OWN. 550 00:27:41,733 --> 00:27:43,467 LET'S GO SIT ON THE PORCH. OKAY. 551 00:27:44,867 --> 00:27:46,867 I'M WORRIED ABOUT TELLING MY MOM, 552 00:27:46,867 --> 00:27:49,533 BUT HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY. 553 00:27:49,533 --> 00:27:53,267 LIVING HERE HAS BEEN LIKE A BLESSING, YOU KNOW. 554 00:27:53,267 --> 00:27:55,800 BUT I'M 37. 555 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:58,300 [ LAUGHS ] AND YOU CAN'T... 556 00:27:58,300 --> 00:28:00,733 I'M READY TO HAVE MY OWN -- 557 00:28:00,733 --> 00:28:03,400 YOU KNOW, I'M READY TO COME HOME AND UNLOCK MY HOUSE. 558 00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:06,233 I DON'T WANT TO BE 40 YEARS OLD LIVING WITH MY PARENTS. 559 00:28:06,233 --> 00:28:08,533 SO FAR, YOU'VE DONE AWESOME, SO... 560 00:28:08,533 --> 00:28:10,133 SO IT DOESN'T BOTHER YOU? 561 00:28:10,133 --> 00:28:12,900 IT'S JUST A STEP FORWARD YOU'RE GONNA TAKE. 562 00:28:12,900 --> 00:28:14,500 ALL I WANT -- I MEAN, I DIDN'T WANT TO -- 563 00:28:14,500 --> 00:28:16,400 I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU WITHOUT YOU BE LIKE, 564 00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:18,433 "WELL, I DIDN'T --" I KNOW YOU'VE DONE SO MUCH FOR ME. 565 00:28:18,433 --> 00:28:19,733 NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO. 566 00:28:19,733 --> 00:28:22,067 YOU CAN ALWAYS COME BACK HOME. 567 00:28:22,067 --> 00:28:24,233 BECAUSE I'M NOT TRYING TO ABANDON YOU IN THE HOUSE. 568 00:28:24,233 --> 00:28:26,433 I STILL WANT TO BE ABLE TO COME OVER AND HELP YOU. 569 00:28:26,433 --> 00:28:27,900 I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TELL Y'ALL 570 00:28:27,900 --> 00:28:29,600 COME OVER TO MY HOUSE, COME VISIT ME. 571 00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:31,567 YOU KNOW, HAVE DINNER TO MY HOUSE. 572 00:28:31,567 --> 00:28:32,700 THAT SOUNDS GOOD. 573 00:28:32,700 --> 00:28:35,333 I DON'T WANT MY MOM TO TAKE IT LIKE, 574 00:28:35,333 --> 00:28:38,267 "BOY, SHE DON'T NEED ME NO MORE. SHE'S GONNA LEAVE ME." 575 00:28:38,267 --> 00:28:40,367 SHE DID FOR ME. NOW IT'S MY TURN TO DO FOR HER, 576 00:28:40,367 --> 00:28:42,567 AND I WANT TO SHOW HER HOW MUCH I CAN ACTUALLY DO. 577 00:28:42,567 --> 00:28:43,933 ALL THAT STUFF YOU DID FOR ME, 578 00:28:43,933 --> 00:28:45,733 I'M READY TO DO FOR YOU, READY TO HELP YOU. 579 00:28:45,733 --> 00:28:49,067 WELL, WHEN THE TIME COMES, YES. 580 00:28:49,067 --> 00:28:50,600 I'M PROUD OF YOU. 581 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:52,467 I'LL STAND BEHIND YOU 100%. 582 00:28:52,467 --> 00:28:53,433 WELL, GOOD. 583 00:28:53,433 --> 00:28:55,433 IT FEELS GOOD. 584 00:28:55,433 --> 00:28:58,300 I'M READY TO BE OUT AND BE MORE INDEPENDENT. 585 00:29:09,700 --> 00:29:10,933 Penny: YOU CAN'T FIND WHAT, ED? 586 00:29:10,933 --> 00:29:12,133 Edgar: I CAN'T FIND THE CHEESE. 587 00:29:12,133 --> 00:29:15,267 ED, THE HAM IS WITH THE CHEESE TOGETHER 588 00:29:15,267 --> 00:29:17,200 THAT YOU JUST HANDED ME. 589 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,267 [ SIGHS ] 590 00:29:21,267 --> 00:29:24,067 PENNY WILL MAKE SMALL VICTORIES 591 00:29:24,067 --> 00:29:28,133 AND CONVINCE HERSELF THAT SHE'S DOING WELL. 592 00:29:28,133 --> 00:29:29,467 Penny: THIS HALLOWEEN, 593 00:29:29,467 --> 00:29:32,067 I WENT OUT TRICK-OR-TREATING WITH MY FAMILY. 594 00:29:33,333 --> 00:29:35,267 IT'S A MEMORY I'LL ALWAYS HAVE. 595 00:29:35,267 --> 00:29:40,567 BUT IT MADE MY LYMPHEDEMA WORSE, AND I'M BACK IN THE BED. 596 00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:43,500 EVEN IF I'M PAYING FOR IT TODAY, 597 00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:46,667 IT'S STILL SOMETHING I CAN BE PROUD OF. 598 00:29:46,667 --> 00:29:51,100 PENNY DID HAVE MOMENTS THAT SHE WILL TRY TO GET UP 599 00:29:51,100 --> 00:29:52,933 AND OUT OF THE BED, 600 00:29:52,933 --> 00:29:56,133 BUT THE PROGRESS NEVER CONTINUED. 601 00:29:56,133 --> 00:29:58,933 YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANT TO SIT UP OR...? 602 00:29:58,933 --> 00:30:02,333 IF I CAN WALK, THERE IS TRUE MIRACLES IN THE WORLD. 603 00:30:02,333 --> 00:30:03,633 [ CHUCKLES ] 604 00:30:03,633 --> 00:30:07,733 IT WAS USUALLY THE WAY TO CREATE ILLUSION 605 00:30:07,733 --> 00:30:09,733 THAT SHE WAS MAKING PROGRESS 606 00:30:09,733 --> 00:30:12,967 AND TO CONVINCE OTHERS THAT SHE WAS GETTING HEALTHIER. 607 00:30:12,967 --> 00:30:14,600 YOU WANT A TOOTHPICK IN YOUR SANDWICH? 608 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:15,933 I WANT ONE, YEAH. 609 00:30:15,933 --> 00:30:17,633 WELL, COME GET IT. 610 00:30:17,633 --> 00:30:22,900 IT'S NOT PROGRESS IF YOU GO BACK TO WHAT YOU WERE DOING BEFORE. 611 00:30:24,733 --> 00:30:27,800 Penny: IF IT WERE NOT FOR THE INFECTION I GOT, 612 00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:31,267 I WOULD HAVE BEEN STILL PROGRESSING. 613 00:30:31,267 --> 00:30:35,533 IT'S SCARY TO KNOW THAT YOU CAN HAVE ONE LITTLE THING 614 00:30:35,533 --> 00:30:37,233 SET YOU BACK SO FAR. 615 00:30:37,233 --> 00:30:42,433 SHE'LL ALWAYS FIND A REASON TO GO BACK TO BED AND STAY THERE. 616 00:30:42,433 --> 00:30:44,767 [ SIGHS ] 617 00:30:44,767 --> 00:30:46,267 THERE'S MY WALL. 618 00:30:46,267 --> 00:30:47,767 [ Chuckling ] I JUST HIT IT. 619 00:31:00,767 --> 00:31:04,200 Tara: THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING REALLY WELL WITH EUGENE. 620 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:07,100 WE ARE OFFICIALLY DATING. 621 00:31:08,100 --> 00:31:09,733 IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME 622 00:31:09,733 --> 00:31:12,067 SINCE I HAD SOMEONE GOOD IN MY LIFE. 623 00:31:13,333 --> 00:31:16,533 NEXT WEEKEND, HE AND I ARE GOING TO A FORMAL EVENT. 624 00:31:16,533 --> 00:31:20,833 SO FELICITY AND I ARE GOING DRESS SHOPPING TODAY. 625 00:31:20,833 --> 00:31:21,833 [ SIGHS ] 626 00:31:21,833 --> 00:31:23,100 HAVE YOU BEEN HERE BEFORE? 627 00:31:23,100 --> 00:31:24,167 NO, MA'AM. 628 00:31:24,167 --> 00:31:26,233 I'M GOING TO AN ALL-WHITE PARTY, 629 00:31:26,233 --> 00:31:28,067 AND I NEED SOMETHING WHITE. 630 00:31:28,067 --> 00:31:32,133 DOING STUFF LIKE THIS IS A BIG CHANGE FOR ME IN A LOT OF WAYS. 631 00:31:32,133 --> 00:31:33,167 THAT'S CUTE. 632 00:31:33,167 --> 00:31:34,600 WHOA! 633 00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:37,100 O-M-G! 634 00:31:37,100 --> 00:31:38,433 LOOK! 635 00:31:38,433 --> 00:31:40,467 I DIDN'T USED TO GO SHOPPING. 636 00:31:40,467 --> 00:31:42,167 THAT IS PRETTY. 637 00:31:42,167 --> 00:31:45,433 BEING AS BIG AS I WAS, YOU CAN'T GO OUT. 638 00:31:46,467 --> 00:31:49,433 I HAD TO SPECIAL-ORDER EVERYTHING. 639 00:31:50,267 --> 00:31:52,200 AND IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE 640 00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:55,167 TO FIND SOMETHING REALLY NICE IN A 10X. 641 00:31:55,167 --> 00:31:57,733 [ SIGHS ] 642 00:31:57,733 --> 00:31:59,567 THIS IS CUTE. 643 00:31:59,567 --> 00:32:00,867 BUT THE BIGGER CHANGE IS, 644 00:32:00,867 --> 00:32:03,100 I CAN DO STUFF LIKE THIS WITH MY DAUGHTER NOW. 645 00:32:03,100 --> 00:32:06,667 [ GASPS ] HOMECOMING ALL OVER IT! 646 00:32:06,667 --> 00:32:07,867 WHAT MOTHER AND DAUGHTER 647 00:32:07,867 --> 00:32:09,767 WOULDN'T WANT TO BOND OVER SHOPPING? 648 00:32:09,767 --> 00:32:13,367 GORGEOUS GIRL. I LIKE THAT. 649 00:32:13,367 --> 00:32:17,333 I DIDN'T NOTICE HOW MUCH OF A YOUNG WOMAN SHE ACTUALLY IS. 650 00:32:18,967 --> 00:32:20,900 SHE'S GROWING UP SO FAST. 651 00:32:20,900 --> 00:32:23,467 I AM SO THANKFUL I GET THIS TIME WITH HER NOW. 652 00:32:23,467 --> 00:32:25,667 OH, MY! 653 00:32:25,667 --> 00:32:27,900 OH, BABY, THAT'S PRETTY. 654 00:32:27,900 --> 00:32:30,567 IT'S SO MUCH FUN TO SHOP WITH MY DAUGHTER 'CAUSE SHE'S LIKE, 655 00:32:30,567 --> 00:32:32,300 "MOM, YOU WOULD LOOK NICE IN THIS," 656 00:32:32,300 --> 00:32:34,233 AND I'M LIKE, "GIRL, YOU'RE 15 YEARS OLD. 657 00:32:34,233 --> 00:32:35,667 WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT BEING SEXY?" 658 00:32:35,667 --> 00:32:37,633 NO. NO. NO. 659 00:32:37,633 --> 00:32:38,733 WHY? 660 00:32:38,733 --> 00:32:40,200 YOU'RE 15. NO, MA'AM. 661 00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:41,500 LOVE YOU, BUT NO. 662 00:32:41,500 --> 00:32:43,333 [ GASPS ] 663 00:32:43,333 --> 00:32:44,667 OOH! 664 00:32:44,667 --> 00:32:46,667 OOH-HOO-HOO! WOW! 665 00:32:46,667 --> 00:32:48,367 [ LAUGHS ] 666 00:32:48,367 --> 00:32:51,200 NOW THAT I CAN DO THIS AND SPEND MORE TIME OUT WITH HER, 667 00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:52,767 I'M GETTING TO KNOW HER BETTER. 668 00:32:52,767 --> 00:32:54,667 OUR RELATIONSHIP AS MOTHER AND DAUGHTER 669 00:32:54,667 --> 00:32:56,467 IS IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE. 670 00:33:02,367 --> 00:33:06,067 EVERYTHING I'VE DONE IN THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF, 671 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,667 ALL THE PAIN AND ALL THE STRUGGLE 672 00:33:08,667 --> 00:33:10,167 HAS BEEN WORTH IT. 673 00:33:10,167 --> 00:33:11,567 UNTIE ME. 674 00:33:11,567 --> 00:33:15,067 I CAN NOW BE THE MOM I NEED TO BE. 675 00:33:15,067 --> 00:33:18,100 YOU JUST CAN'T PUT A PRICE ON ALL THAT. 676 00:33:18,100 --> 00:33:20,500 WELL, WE HAVE TO DISTINGUISH WHO'S WHO. 677 00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:22,067 THANK YOU SO MUCH. I APPRECIATE IT. 678 00:33:22,067 --> 00:33:24,433 THANK YOU, LADIES. THANK YOU. 679 00:33:37,233 --> 00:33:39,167 [ Ringing ] 680 00:33:39,167 --> 00:33:41,567 HI, PENNY. HI. HOW ARE YOU? 681 00:33:41,567 --> 00:33:42,967 I'M GOOD. 682 00:33:50,267 --> 00:33:55,400 ONE OF THE THINGS THAT'S GONNA BE OUR GOAL IN ALL OF THIS, 683 00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:57,667 WE'RE NOT GONNA SUGARCOAT THIS. 684 00:33:57,667 --> 00:34:00,567 I'M NOT GONNA LIE TO YOU AND YOU'RE NOT GONNA LIE TO ME, 685 00:34:00,567 --> 00:34:02,533 AND IF I HEAR YOU LYING TO YOURSELF, 686 00:34:02,533 --> 00:34:04,233 I'M GONNA CALL YOU OUT ON IT. 687 00:34:04,233 --> 00:34:07,600 I-I N-- I-I DON'T HAVE ANY ISSUE WITH THAT. 688 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:09,600 SO, TELL ME HOW MUCH WEIGHT HAVE YOU LOST. 689 00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:11,267 I'M DOWN TO 400, 690 00:34:11,267 --> 00:34:15,367 SO I'VE ACTUALLY HAD ABOUT 230-SOME POUNDS 691 00:34:15,367 --> 00:34:16,900 LOST ALTOGETHER SO FAR. 692 00:34:16,900 --> 00:34:19,067 SO YOU'RE AT 400 EVEN RIGHT NOW? 693 00:34:19,067 --> 00:34:22,233 YEAH. WELL, IT'S 402. 694 00:34:22,233 --> 00:34:23,533 AT THE MOMENT -- WHAT K-- 695 00:34:23,533 --> 00:34:25,600 I WAS GONNA SAY AT THE MOMENT, 696 00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:29,167 I KNOW THAT I'M HEAVIER THAN THAT BECAUSE OF THE INFECTION. 697 00:34:29,167 --> 00:34:30,800 IT, LIKE, IT'S FLUID. 698 00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:32,467 THIS IS JUST THE HONEST TRUTH. 699 00:34:32,467 --> 00:34:34,267 SO, YOU'RE NOT UP WALKING AROUND? 700 00:34:34,267 --> 00:34:36,933 SO THERE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE A LITTLE BIT OF WEIGHT GAIN. 701 00:34:36,933 --> 00:34:39,333 I'M -- WELL, I'VE BEEN -- 702 00:34:39,333 --> 00:34:42,767 I HAVE A REALLY TERRIBLE INFECTION 703 00:34:42,767 --> 00:34:46,100 THAT HAS CAUSED A WOUND ON MY RIGHT SIDE. 704 00:34:46,100 --> 00:34:48,067 IT'S SO VERY PAINFUL, AND, I MEAN, 705 00:34:48,067 --> 00:34:50,967 I ALMOST FEEL LIKE I NEED TO HOLD IT IN ORDER TO STAND, 706 00:34:50,967 --> 00:34:52,533 BUT I USE A WALKER, 707 00:34:52,533 --> 00:34:55,933 SO IT'S MADE THAT SITUATION VERY DIFFICULT. 708 00:34:55,933 --> 00:34:58,433 RIGHT NOW FEELING LIKE I'M IN A SETBACK 709 00:34:58,433 --> 00:35:01,267 IS VERY DIFFICULT BECAUSE I HAD MADE SO MUCH GROUND. 710 00:35:01,267 --> 00:35:02,667 LET'S STOP RIGHT THERE, THOUGH. 711 00:35:02,667 --> 00:35:06,167 WE'RE NOT GONNA MAKE EXCUSES FOR ANYTHING, YOU AND I. 712 00:35:06,167 --> 00:35:08,767 THAT'S ACCEPTABLE TO ME, YES. 713 00:35:08,767 --> 00:35:11,667 WE'RE NOT GONNA ALLOW MEDICAL ISSUES 714 00:35:11,667 --> 00:35:15,533 TO PLAY SUCH A BIG ROLE IN YOUR WEIGHT LOSS ANYMORE. 715 00:35:15,533 --> 00:35:19,067 IT'S VERY BASIC THE WAY THE BODY'S GONNA WORK. 716 00:35:19,067 --> 00:35:23,067 THE MORE YOU'RE MOVING, THE QUICKER YOU'RE GONNA HEAL. 717 00:35:23,067 --> 00:35:25,767 THE LESS YOU MOVE, THE WORSE YOUR ABSCESS IS GONNA GET, 718 00:35:25,767 --> 00:35:27,200 THE LESS YOU'RE GONNA MOVE. 719 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:28,300 IT'S VERY CYCLICAL. 720 00:35:28,300 --> 00:35:29,967 IT'S A CATCH-22 IS WHAT I CALL IT. 721 00:35:29,967 --> 00:35:32,500 IT'S LIKE A VICIOUS CYCLE. 722 00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:34,700 AND SO, I DON'T LOOK AT IT AS A CATCH-22 723 00:35:34,700 --> 00:35:37,267 BECAUSE WE ALREADY HAVE THE ANSWER TO FIXING THAT 724 00:35:37,267 --> 00:35:38,433 RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. 725 00:35:38,433 --> 00:35:39,800 AND I JUST SAID IT. 726 00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:42,167 YOU GOT TO MOVE TO GET IT HEALED. 727 00:35:42,167 --> 00:35:45,133 IT'S JUST UNCOMFORTABLE. 728 00:35:45,133 --> 00:35:48,167 BUT INSTEAD OF ALLOWING YOURSELF TO BE BEDRIDDEN AGAIN, 729 00:35:48,167 --> 00:35:50,867 WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO IS, EVEN IF YOU CAN'T GET UP, 730 00:35:50,867 --> 00:35:53,067 I WANT YOU TO EXERCISE YOUR ARMS. 731 00:35:53,067 --> 00:35:54,700 YOU SAID YOUR INTENTION, 732 00:35:54,700 --> 00:35:58,200 THE REASON WHY WE'RE SITTING HERE TALKING RIGHT NOW, 733 00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:02,333 IS THAT YOU WANT TO TRY TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE. 734 00:36:02,333 --> 00:36:06,400 I'M GONNA HOLD YOU ACCOUNTABLE TO THAT, THOUGH, OKAY? 735 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,433 IT WAS A PLEASURE TALKING TO YOU. 736 00:36:08,433 --> 00:36:09,867 OKAY. 737 00:36:09,867 --> 00:36:13,100 Penny: TODAY WAS REALLY TO FIND THE DIRECTION 738 00:36:13,100 --> 00:36:15,800 THAT SHE NEEDED TO GUIDE ME THROUGH. 739 00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:18,700 IT'S GONNA TAKE TIME FOR CERTAIN THINGS 740 00:36:18,700 --> 00:36:20,567 TO BE UNRAVELED AND FIGURED OUT, 741 00:36:20,567 --> 00:36:26,400 AND SO I'LL BE ANXIOUS TO SEE WHAT THE NEXT ROUND WOULD HOLD. 742 00:36:38,833 --> 00:36:41,733 Tara: I'M GOING TO SEE THE DOCTOR TODAY FOR A CHECKUP 743 00:36:41,733 --> 00:36:44,900 AND TO SEE HOW MUCH WEIGHT I'VE LOST. 744 00:36:44,900 --> 00:36:47,967 BEFORE, I USED TO WEAR A 10X -- 10X! 745 00:36:47,967 --> 00:36:51,100 YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO PUT ON A 3X? 746 00:36:51,100 --> 00:36:53,700 OH! BABY, THAT'S LIKE 7 X's GONE. 747 00:36:53,700 --> 00:36:55,700 7 X's IS LIKE -- POOF! GONE. 748 00:36:55,700 --> 00:36:59,900 I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN DOING WELL AND MAKING GOOD PROGRESS. 749 00:36:59,900 --> 00:37:03,067 BUT THE DOCTOR AND I HAVE BUTTED HEADS IN THE PAST. 750 00:37:03,067 --> 00:37:06,600 I'M DONE WITH THIS! I-I QUIT! I'M DONE! 751 00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:07,900 [BLEEP] THIS [BLEEP] 752 00:37:07,900 --> 00:37:10,300 SO I ALWAYS WONDER HOW IT'S GONNA GO. 753 00:37:11,500 --> 00:37:13,467 I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS. 754 00:37:17,233 --> 00:37:19,767 [ LAUGHS ] 755 00:37:19,767 --> 00:37:22,467 I NEVER THOUGHT IN MY LIFE I WOULD SEE UNDER 300. 756 00:37:23,867 --> 00:37:26,433 CONGRATS, CONGRATS, CONGRATS. 757 00:37:26,433 --> 00:37:27,567 [ LAUGHS ] 758 00:37:29,167 --> 00:37:30,367 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] HELLO. 759 00:37:30,367 --> 00:37:31,433 HI. 760 00:37:31,433 --> 00:37:34,367 SO, YOU'RE DOWN UNDER 300 POUNDS NOW, 761 00:37:34,367 --> 00:37:35,833 HUH, FOR THE FIRST TIME. 762 00:37:35,833 --> 00:37:37,667 YOU SEE THAT, HUH? IN HOW LONG? 763 00:37:37,667 --> 00:37:39,067 SINCE I WAS IN JUNIOR HIGH? 764 00:37:39,067 --> 00:37:40,400 WOW. 765 00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,167 HOW IS YOUR ACTIVITY? 766 00:37:42,167 --> 00:37:43,700 NONSTOP. 767 00:37:43,700 --> 00:37:44,700 NONSTOP. 768 00:37:44,700 --> 00:37:45,833 YOU'RE FEELING OKAY? 769 00:37:45,833 --> 00:37:47,300 OH, YES, SIR. I'M FEELING AWESOME. 770 00:37:47,300 --> 00:37:49,800 WELL, I'M GLAD TO SEE YOU'RE DOING SO WELL. 771 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:51,567 THANK YOU. 772 00:37:51,567 --> 00:37:53,567 Dr. Nowzaradan: I THINK TARA HAS COME FAR ENOUGH 773 00:37:53,567 --> 00:37:55,967 THAT SHE WILL CONTINUE WITH THE SUCCESS. 774 00:37:55,967 --> 00:37:58,233 WELL, YOU LOOK GOOD. YOU LOOK GOOD. 775 00:37:58,233 --> 00:37:59,767 THANK YOU. ALL RIGHT. 776 00:37:59,767 --> 00:38:01,100 NICE TO SEE YOU. THANK YOU. 777 00:38:01,100 --> 00:38:02,967 I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE FOR ME. 778 00:38:02,967 --> 00:38:04,633 I APPRECIATE IT. WELL, THAT'S OUR JOB. 779 00:38:04,633 --> 00:38:06,333 [ LAUGHS ] 780 00:38:06,333 --> 00:38:09,700 IF SHE'S NOT LOOKING FOR MORE SKIN SURGERY, 781 00:38:09,700 --> 00:38:13,300 SHE PROBABLY IS NOT GONNA CHECK WITH ME. 782 00:38:13,300 --> 00:38:17,233 SHE'S HAPPY, AND THAT'S WHAT WE WANT. 783 00:38:17,233 --> 00:38:18,967 BUT IF SHE CHANGE HER MIND 784 00:38:18,967 --> 00:38:21,667 OR IF SHE NEED ANYTHING, WE'LL BE HERE. 785 00:38:23,233 --> 00:38:25,833 Tara: THE DOCTOR SEEMS PLEASED WITH MY PROGRESS, 786 00:38:25,833 --> 00:38:27,067 AND I KNOW I AM. 787 00:38:27,067 --> 00:38:29,467 I'M GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING HE'S DONE FOR ME. 788 00:38:29,467 --> 00:38:32,133 AND I'M READY TO TAKE THESE CHALLENGES ON MY OWN. 789 00:38:33,367 --> 00:38:36,867 I'VE LEARNED A LOT, AND NOW I'M TEACHING MY DAUGHTER. 790 00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:40,667 FROM HERE ON OUT, I FEEL LIKE THE JOURNEY IS ON ME. 791 00:38:54,700 --> 00:38:58,133 Tara: I'M DOWN TO 276 POUNDS. 792 00:38:58,133 --> 00:39:02,433 I FEEL LIGHTER, HAPPIER, AND HEALTHIER. 793 00:39:02,433 --> 00:39:04,367 IT'S LIKE, "WOW!" 794 00:39:04,367 --> 00:39:05,733 I FEEL GOOD. 795 00:39:05,733 --> 00:39:07,233 UGH. 796 00:39:07,233 --> 00:39:10,933 TONIGHT ME AND MY KIDS ARE HAVING DINNER WITH EUGENE. 797 00:39:10,933 --> 00:39:13,833 EUGENE HAS BECOME A BIG PART OF MY LIFE. 798 00:39:13,833 --> 00:39:15,600 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 799 00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:18,700 WE HAVE TALKED ABOUT MARRIAGE A LOT. 800 00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:21,067 HE ASKED ME, AND I SAID YES. 801 00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:24,367 I'M VERY EXCITED. WE'RE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER. 802 00:39:24,367 --> 00:39:25,867 I SEE A BIG FUTURE HERE. 803 00:39:25,867 --> 00:39:30,200 HE WANTS TO BE A DAD, AND I WOULDN'T MIND BEING A MOM AGAIN. 804 00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:32,900 LOSING ALL THIS WEIGHT 805 00:39:32,900 --> 00:39:36,533 AND GOING THROUGH ALL THE BATTLES THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH, 806 00:39:36,533 --> 00:39:38,200 I DON'T TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED ANYMORE. 807 00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:40,900 I GOT A SECOND CHANCE. 808 00:39:42,067 --> 00:39:44,067 MY UNHAPPINESS WITH THE WORLD 809 00:39:44,067 --> 00:39:47,367 WAS BECAUSE OF MY UNHAPPINESS WITH ME, 810 00:39:47,367 --> 00:39:50,533 AND NOW I'M WHO I WANT TO BE. 811 00:39:50,533 --> 00:39:54,733 MY SELF-ESTEEM HAS WENT FROM ZERO TO A MILLION. 812 00:39:54,733 --> 00:39:58,600 I'M A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH. [ LAUGHS ] 813 00:39:59,667 --> 00:40:03,133 I'M A BETTER MOM, I'M A BETTER DAUGHTER, 814 00:40:03,133 --> 00:40:06,067 I'M A BETTER PERSON TODAY. 815 00:40:06,067 --> 00:40:08,567 MY KIDS SUPPORTED ME AS I WAS LOSING WEIGHT, 816 00:40:08,567 --> 00:40:12,367 AND NOW I HAVE TO SUPPORT THEM IN EVERYTHING THEY WANT TO DO. 817 00:40:14,100 --> 00:40:18,567 IT'S NICE TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY CHILDREN ENJOY THEMSELVES. 818 00:40:20,367 --> 00:40:25,833 I CAN ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MOMENT WITH MY BABIES NOW. 819 00:40:25,833 --> 00:40:30,133 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG WHILE, I'M JUST HAPPY. 820 00:40:37,933 --> 00:40:41,567 Penny: THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS MY MIND. 821 00:40:43,267 --> 00:40:47,200 I'VE MADE GREAT PROGRESS, NO MATTER WHAT A SCALE SAYS OR NOT. 822 00:40:48,233 --> 00:40:50,367 OKAY, LET'S JUST DO THIS. 823 00:40:50,367 --> 00:40:51,700 [ SIGHS ] 824 00:40:51,700 --> 00:40:53,833 I'M DOING SO MUCH MORE, 825 00:40:53,833 --> 00:40:56,533 AND I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER WITH MYSELF. 826 00:41:04,067 --> 00:41:06,167 [ GRUNTS ] OKAY. 827 00:41:06,167 --> 00:41:08,067 [ GROANS ] 828 00:41:10,067 --> 00:41:13,933 Dr. Nowzaradan: I WILL ALWAYS MAINTAIN HOPE 829 00:41:13,933 --> 00:41:16,833 THAT A PATIENT WILL START MAKING RIGHT CHOICES. 830 00:41:16,833 --> 00:41:18,700 [ GRUNTS ] 831 00:41:20,733 --> 00:41:21,933 IT'S CAUGHT ON SOMETHING, ED. 832 00:41:21,933 --> 00:41:23,967 STOP. STOP. 833 00:41:23,967 --> 00:41:27,400 NO, I'M ACTUALLY ON THIS. CRIPEYS. 834 00:41:28,833 --> 00:41:33,300 WITH PENNY, I DON'T THINK THIS IS AS LIKELY 835 00:41:33,300 --> 00:41:36,267 BECAUSE SHE HAS NO REASON TO CHANGE. 836 00:41:36,267 --> 00:41:38,667 OH, MY GOSH, WE'RE GONNA TEAR THIS UP AGAIN. 837 00:41:38,667 --> 00:41:42,633 Penny: OVERALL, I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING WELL. 838 00:41:42,633 --> 00:41:45,633 LIFE IS A LOT BETTER. 839 00:41:47,067 --> 00:41:50,100 I KNOW YOU'RE WAITING. YOUR DADDY'S SLOW TODAY. 840 00:41:50,100 --> 00:41:54,133 UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPEN, SHE WILL NOT SEE A NEED FOR CHANGE. 841 00:41:54,133 --> 00:41:56,333 GO DOWN THE BIG SLIDE. I'LL COME CATCH YOU. 842 00:41:56,333 --> 00:42:00,967 IF SHE DOES DECIDE TO COME BACK, WE'LL HELP HER AGAIN. 843 00:42:00,967 --> 00:42:05,300 BUT SHE'S GOING TO HAVE TO MAKE THE CHOICE FOR HERSELF... 844 00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:07,167 ARE YOU "X" OR "O"? 845 00:42:07,167 --> 00:42:08,200 "X." 846 00:42:08,200 --> 00:42:10,300 I KNEW IT. YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME. 847 00:42:10,300 --> 00:42:12,167 ...HOPEFULLY BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. 848 00:42:12,167 --> 00:42:15,433 Penny: AM I GONNA HAVE DAYS WHERE I FAIL? YEAH. 849 00:42:15,433 --> 00:42:16,967 BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN 850 00:42:16,967 --> 00:42:20,267 THAT TOMORROW I DON'T DO THE RIGHT THING AGAIN. 851 00:42:20,267 --> 00:42:24,067 I'M GOING TO KEEP DOING IT LIKE I WANT, AT MY OWN PACE. 852 00:42:24,067 --> 00:42:26,400 NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT. 853 00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:29,933 I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING WELL, AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY. 853 00:42:30,305 --> 00:43:30,160 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=-