"My 600-lb Life" Melissa and Ashley

1 00:00:07,133 --> 00:00:08,367 Marla: I CAN'T EVEN BATHE MYSELF. 2 00:00:08,367 --> 00:00:11,867 MY KIDS HAVE TO DO THAT FOR ME. 3 00:00:11,867 --> 00:00:14,500 Charity: I FEEL LIKE SOME MONSTER. 4 00:00:14,500 --> 00:00:19,167 Woman: I'VE BEEN HIDING FROM THE WORLD, JUST WAITING TO DIE. 5 00:00:19,167 --> 00:00:21,433 Woman #2: [ Voice breaking ] I AM ABSOLUTELY TRAPPED 6 00:00:21,433 --> 00:00:22,500 IN THIS BODY, 7 00:00:22,500 --> 00:00:23,800 AND I FEEL LIKE I'M DYING EVERY DAY. 8 00:00:25,333 --> 00:00:27,433 Susan: I'M TERRIFIED RIGHT NOW. 9 00:00:27,433 --> 00:00:31,167 THIS IS MY LAST HOPE TO BECOME NORMAL. 10 00:00:31,167 --> 00:00:32,833 Madison: I NEED MY MOM. 11 00:00:32,833 --> 00:00:34,300 I NEED HER TO BE HERE FOR ME. 12 00:00:34,300 --> 00:00:37,567 ** 13 00:00:43,300 --> 00:00:45,467 Man: 10 SECONDS NOW. 14 00:00:45,467 --> 00:00:46,800 HOLD IT, HOLD IT, HOLD IT. 15 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:47,867 [ SIGHS ] GOOD JOB. 16 00:00:47,867 --> 00:00:50,133 Christina: I HAD TO MAKE A CHOICE 17 00:00:50,133 --> 00:00:51,667 TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. 18 00:00:51,667 --> 00:00:55,100 Joe: I REFUSE TO LET THEM BURY ME. 19 00:00:56,633 --> 00:01:03,067 I AM NOW EXPRESSING MYSELF AND LIVING MY OWN TRUTH. 20 00:01:03,067 --> 00:01:06,067 Woman #3: I LOST THE WEIGHT, BUT I GAINED MY FAMILY. 21 00:01:06,067 --> 00:01:08,633 Woman #4: LIFE IS AMAZING NOW. I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF. 22 00:01:13,100 --> 00:01:14,367 Woman #5: THIS IS AMAZING. 23 00:01:14,367 --> 00:01:15,767 THERE YOU GO. AWESOME. 24 00:01:15,767 --> 00:01:17,733 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 25 00:01:17,733 --> 00:01:19,700 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 26 00:01:19,700 --> 00:01:23,100 Melissa: IT'S NOT LIKE I SET OUT TO SAY, 27 00:01:23,100 --> 00:01:26,433 "I WANT TO GROW UP TO BE THE WORLD'S BIGGEST LADY." 28 00:01:26,433 --> 00:01:29,300 IT JUST HAPPENED. 29 00:01:33,433 --> 00:01:35,100 [ Voice breaking ] IT'S AWFUL TO REALIZE 30 00:01:35,100 --> 00:01:37,133 WHAT I HAD DONE TO MYSELF. 31 00:01:40,267 --> 00:01:41,267 [ MAN LAUGHS ] 32 00:01:41,267 --> 00:01:43,067 Melissa: I HAVE TO HAVE THE SURGERY. 33 00:01:43,067 --> 00:01:44,733 I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE. 34 00:01:49,167 --> 00:01:53,367 IT WOULD BE A RISKY PROCEDURE ON SOMEONE MY SIZE. 35 00:01:53,367 --> 00:01:56,067 Chris: I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO HER LIFE CHANGING 36 00:01:56,067 --> 00:01:58,200 AND OUR LIFE CHANGING. 37 00:01:59,733 --> 00:02:04,433 LOOK! I CAN GO UP AND DOWN THE STEPS WITH NO HANDS! 38 00:02:04,433 --> 00:02:05,567 OH, MY GOSH. 39 00:02:05,567 --> 00:02:07,167 I GOT JEANS ON. 40 00:02:07,167 --> 00:02:09,133 [ LAUGHS ] 41 00:02:09,133 --> 00:02:12,467 I'M JUST HALF THE PERSON I USED TO BE. 42 00:02:16,567 --> 00:02:18,567 NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY. 43 00:02:18,567 --> 00:02:20,567 I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW THIN I AM. 44 00:02:20,567 --> 00:02:23,200 I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS SIZE. 45 00:02:26,233 --> 00:02:27,800 THERE IS NOT ONE PIECE OF CHICKEN 46 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:30,600 THAT FEELS AS GOOD AS THIS DOES. 47 00:02:30,600 --> 00:02:32,733 I'VE TALKED TO PATIENTS 48 00:02:32,733 --> 00:02:35,167 ABOUT THEIR SURGERIES BEFORE AND AFTER. 49 00:02:35,167 --> 00:02:36,933 IT'S HARD TO DO IT ON YOUR OWN. 50 00:02:40,833 --> 00:02:44,433 I TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST, AND IT CAME BACK POSITIVE. 51 00:02:44,433 --> 00:02:46,900 I FEEL SO BLESSED. 52 00:02:50,800 --> 00:02:53,767 WE DID ANOTHER ULTRASOUND, BUT THERE WAS NO HEARTBEAT. 53 00:02:53,767 --> 00:02:55,467 Chris: WE'VE BEEN TRYING FOR SO LONG, 54 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:57,800 AND, THEN, JUST TO HAVE IT TAKEN AWAY... 55 00:02:57,800 --> 00:02:58,967 [ SCREAMS ] 56 00:02:58,967 --> 00:03:02,267 IT'S LIKE THE WORST HURT YOU EVER CAN IMAGINE. 57 00:03:05,367 --> 00:03:07,067 I JUST FOUND OUT 58 00:03:07,067 --> 00:03:11,500 CHRIS WAS TALKING TO ANOTHER LADY TO HAVE SEX. 59 00:03:13,533 --> 00:03:19,533 MY GOAL FROM THE BEGINNING WAS TO HAVE A CHILD, 60 00:03:19,533 --> 00:03:20,800 BUT NOW THAT I HAVE HER, 61 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:22,200 IT'S LIKE A MILLION TIMES BETTER. 62 00:03:22,200 --> 00:03:24,967 I CAN TELL YOU THIS WHOLE JOURNEY WAS EASY, 63 00:03:24,967 --> 00:03:26,533 BUT THAT WOULD BE A LIE. 64 00:03:26,533 --> 00:03:28,667 BUT IT WOULDN'T BE A LIE TO TELL YOU IT WAS WORTH IT. 65 00:03:28,667 --> 00:03:30,367 ** 66 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:38,074 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm 67 00:03:46,667 --> 00:03:48,233 ALANA... Alana: YES? 68 00:03:48,233 --> 00:03:50,800 ...COME GET THIS BAG OUT OF THE FLOOR. 69 00:03:50,800 --> 00:03:54,567 IT HAS BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE MY WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 70 00:03:54,567 --> 00:03:56,733 AND LIFE IS SO DIFFERENT NOW. 71 00:03:56,733 --> 00:03:59,533 BEFORE I LOST THE WEIGHT, 72 00:03:59,533 --> 00:04:03,800 I WAS MISERABLE AND BARELY LIVING LIFE, 73 00:04:03,800 --> 00:04:07,367 AND MY DREAM WAS TO HAVE KIDS. 74 00:04:07,367 --> 00:04:09,600 Woman: IT'S GREAT HAVING HER HOME, 75 00:04:09,600 --> 00:04:11,767 HAVING ALL THESE KIDS AROUND HER. 76 00:04:11,767 --> 00:04:14,933 I HOPED THAT SHE'D EVENTUALLY HAVE A BABY OF HER OWN. 77 00:04:14,933 --> 00:04:18,533 Melissa: NOW I'M ABLE TO BE ACTIVE ALL DAY, 78 00:04:18,533 --> 00:04:22,767 AND I HAVE TWO WONDERFUL KIDS, ALANA AND ELI. 79 00:04:22,767 --> 00:04:26,200 [ GASPS ] GOOD JOB. 80 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:30,400 AT MY HEAVIEST, I WAS 653 POUNDS. 81 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:35,067 AFTER BYPASS, I LOST ALMOST 500 POUNDS 82 00:04:35,067 --> 00:04:38,233 AND GOT DOWN TO 157 POUNDS. 83 00:04:38,233 --> 00:04:42,300 I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS SIZE, NEVER IN MY LIFE. 84 00:04:42,300 --> 00:04:45,300 BUT THE LAST TIME I GOT MY WEIGHT CHECKED, 85 00:04:45,300 --> 00:04:49,067 I WAS BACK UP TO AROUND 270 POUNDS. 86 00:04:49,067 --> 00:04:53,200 MOST OF THAT WEIGHT GAIN HAS BEEN FROM MY PREGNANCIES. 87 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:57,600 I GAINED AROUND 20 POUNDS WHEN I HAD ALANA FOUR YEARS AGO, 88 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:01,333 BUT DURING MY PREGNANCY WITH ELI TWO YEARS AGO, 89 00:05:01,333 --> 00:05:03,433 I GAINED ALMOST 100 POUNDS. 90 00:05:03,433 --> 00:05:05,667 ALANA, DO YOU WANT YOURS CUT? 91 00:05:05,667 --> 00:05:07,633 I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW HARD IT WAS GONNA BE 92 00:05:07,633 --> 00:05:08,800 WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS 93 00:05:08,800 --> 00:05:12,433 AND HAVE FOOD FOR THEM AROUND YOU ALL DAY LONG. 94 00:05:12,433 --> 00:05:15,367 WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH ALANA, IT WAS A LITTLE EASIER, 95 00:05:15,367 --> 00:05:17,800 'CAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE TO FEED ANOTHER CHILD. 96 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:20,067 BUT WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH ELI, 97 00:05:20,067 --> 00:05:23,633 HAVING CRAVINGS WHILE I WAS FIXING HER SNACKS AND MEALS 98 00:05:23,633 --> 00:05:25,767 WAS HARD TO RESIST. 99 00:05:25,767 --> 00:05:28,267 AND NOW I HAVE FOUR KIDS IN MY HOUSE 100 00:05:28,267 --> 00:05:31,433 BECAUSE MY NEPHEW COREY AND MY NIECE NIA 101 00:05:31,433 --> 00:05:33,700 HAVE COME TO LIVE WITH US, TOO. 102 00:05:33,700 --> 00:05:40,133 I'M FEEDING KIDS ALL DAY LONG, SO IT'S HARD TO STICK TO A DIET. 103 00:05:40,133 --> 00:05:44,167 AND I DIDN'T EXPECT HOW MUCH MY WORLD WOULD CHANGE 104 00:05:44,167 --> 00:05:48,067 BEING A MOM AND THE STRUGGLES THAT WOULD BRING. 105 00:05:48,067 --> 00:05:50,467 AFTER HAVING ELI, MY HUSBAND, CHRIS, AND I DECIDED 106 00:05:50,467 --> 00:05:52,500 THAT HE WOULD BE THE ONE THAT WORKED 107 00:05:52,500 --> 00:05:55,467 AND I WOULD STAY HOME AND RAISE OUR CHILDREN. 108 00:05:55,467 --> 00:05:57,133 ** 109 00:05:57,133 --> 00:05:58,800 BUT I MISSED MY JOB, 110 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:01,700 AND I MISSED BEING ABLE TO GO OUT. 111 00:06:01,700 --> 00:06:03,867 I WAS HAPPY TO BE A MOM, 112 00:06:03,867 --> 00:06:07,167 BUT I WAS DEPRESSED BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING I HAD TO GIVE UP. 113 00:06:07,167 --> 00:06:08,533 ** 114 00:06:08,533 --> 00:06:13,667 SO I ATE AND I DIDN'T GO BACK TO MY DIET. 115 00:06:13,667 --> 00:06:16,500 SINCE THEN, I KNOW I'M GAINING SLOWLY, 116 00:06:16,500 --> 00:06:20,567 SO I REALIZED I NEEDED TO GET MY WEIGHT BACK UNDER CONTROL 117 00:06:20,567 --> 00:06:24,133 AND WENT BACK ON MY DIET FOR A BIT. 118 00:06:27,667 --> 00:06:30,067 [ RETCHING ] 119 00:06:31,100 --> 00:06:33,600 BUT, THEN, CHRIS AND I FOUND OUT 120 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:36,333 THAT I'M PREGNANT WITH OUR THIRD CHILD, 121 00:06:36,333 --> 00:06:38,400 AND I'M REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THIS. 122 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:42,067 BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT BEING A MOTHER AT 40. 123 00:06:42,067 --> 00:06:43,700 BUT, THEN, THERE'S THAT WHOLE PART OF ME 124 00:06:43,700 --> 00:06:46,267 THAT REMEMBERS THE FEAR OF NOT BEING A MOM AT ALL, 125 00:06:46,267 --> 00:06:47,733 SO I'M GRATEFUL. 126 00:06:47,733 --> 00:06:52,900 BUT I'M SO SCARED THAT I'M GONNA GAIN AS MUCH AS I DID WITH ELI, 127 00:06:52,900 --> 00:06:56,767 SO I'M GONNA SEE DR. NOW FOR AN APPOINTMENT SOON 128 00:06:56,767 --> 00:07:01,733 TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT HOW NOT TO REPEAT MY MISTAKES THIS TIME... 129 00:07:01,733 --> 00:07:03,067 WHERE'S YOUR SHOES? 130 00:07:03,067 --> 00:07:05,600 ...BECAUSE I'M REALLY SCARED RIGHT NOW. 131 00:07:05,600 --> 00:07:07,900 ** 132 00:07:12,267 --> 00:07:15,733 Ashley: MY FEAR IS I'LL BE DEAD IN FIVE YEARS 133 00:07:15,733 --> 00:07:19,067 'CAUSE I'M GONNA KEEP GETTING BIGGER. 134 00:07:23,500 --> 00:07:25,933 I'M TRYING REALLY HARD TO CHANGE MY LIFE. 135 00:07:25,933 --> 00:07:27,933 I DO NOT WANT TO DIE. 136 00:07:27,933 --> 00:07:29,933 I WANT TO LIVE. 137 00:07:33,967 --> 00:07:36,600 MY FAMILY HASN'T CHANGED IN WHAT THEY EAT. 138 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:39,500 IT'S HARD BEING AROUND ALL THESE FOODS ALL THE TIME. 139 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,300 Pat: I'LL MAKE A GOOD APPLE PIE. 140 00:07:41,300 --> 00:07:42,967 SAY, "OOH, ASHLEY, THIS TASTES SO GOOD." 141 00:07:45,667 --> 00:07:46,700 [ LAUGHS ] 142 00:07:46,700 --> 00:07:49,300 I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE KEEPS TEASING ME. 143 00:07:49,300 --> 00:07:51,133 SHE'S MAKING IT SO HARD. 144 00:07:54,900 --> 00:07:59,467 I HAVEN'T SEEN ASHLEY DRESS LIKE THIS SINCE HER PROM. 145 00:07:59,467 --> 00:08:01,067 Ashley: I'M GOING TO SCHOOL, 146 00:08:01,067 --> 00:08:03,167 WORKING TO GET MY ASSOCIATE DEGREE IN CHILD CARE. 147 00:08:03,167 --> 00:08:05,367 I HAVE BEEN ORDERING CLOTHES OUT OF CATALOGS 148 00:08:05,367 --> 00:08:06,800 SINCE I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. 149 00:08:06,800 --> 00:08:10,200 BEING ABLE TO SHOP AT A REGULAR STORE MADE ME SO HAPPY. 150 00:08:16,067 --> 00:08:19,300 MY DAD GOT DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER. 151 00:08:19,300 --> 00:08:20,900 HE WAS LIKE MY ROCK. 152 00:08:20,900 --> 00:08:22,700 HE SAID, "YOU WORK ON THIS WEIGHT, 153 00:08:22,700 --> 00:08:24,167 GET THIS OFF SO YOU CAN START YOUR LIFE. 154 00:08:24,167 --> 00:08:28,267 KNOWING THAT HE'S WATCHING ME, I HAVE TO MAKE HIM PROUD. 155 00:08:31,667 --> 00:08:35,967 I HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF OTHER DREAMS BESIDES LOSING WEIGHT. 156 00:08:35,967 --> 00:08:39,367 I AM SO HAPPY TO GET MY LIFE BACK. 157 00:08:45,533 --> 00:08:49,933 ** 158 00:08:58,533 --> 00:09:03,900 A LOT HAS CHANGED IN THE LAST 10 YEARS. 159 00:09:03,900 --> 00:09:06,100 ** 160 00:09:06,100 --> 00:09:09,067 SO MUCH OF MY LIFE IS BETTER NOW, 161 00:09:09,067 --> 00:09:12,767 BUT THERE'S STILL A LOT I'M TRYING TO WORK ON. 162 00:09:12,767 --> 00:09:16,967 WHEN MY DAD DIED, MY MOM DECIDED TO SELL THE HOUSE, 163 00:09:16,967 --> 00:09:19,267 SO I MOVED IN WITH A FRIEND. 164 00:09:19,267 --> 00:09:22,967 MY MOM MOVED IN WITH MY YOUNGER SISTER, MEGAN. 165 00:09:22,967 --> 00:09:27,433 THEY WERE ALWAYS CLOSER ANYWAY, SO IT MADE SENSE. 166 00:09:27,433 --> 00:09:28,867 SINCE MY DAD DIED, 167 00:09:28,867 --> 00:09:32,567 MY MOM AND I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WORK ON OUR RELATIONSHIP, 168 00:09:32,567 --> 00:09:35,967 BUT SHE STILL GIVES ME A HARD TIME ABOUT MY WEIGHT. 169 00:09:35,967 --> 00:09:38,267 Pat: ASHLEY BLAMED ME FOR HER WEIGHT, 170 00:09:38,267 --> 00:09:40,633 BUT I DIDN'T FORCE HER TO EAT ANY OF THEM FOODS. 171 00:09:40,633 --> 00:09:41,700 I TOLD HER. 172 00:09:41,700 --> 00:09:43,167 I SAID, "ONCE YOU HAVE THIS SURGERY, 173 00:09:43,167 --> 00:09:44,933 THERE WILL BE NO COKES, NO CHIPS." 174 00:09:44,933 --> 00:09:46,367 OH, SHE GOT VERY MAD AT ME. 175 00:09:46,367 --> 00:09:48,733 SHE'S A MESS. [ LAUGHS ] 176 00:09:48,733 --> 00:09:52,767 Ashley: AT MY HIGHEST, I HAD GOTTEN UP TO 617 POUNDS. 177 00:09:52,767 --> 00:09:56,467 BUT A FEW YEARS AGO, I HAD REACHED MY LOWEST WEIGHT -- 178 00:09:56,467 --> 00:09:57,900 216 POUNDS. 179 00:09:57,900 --> 00:10:02,800 I HAD LOST OVER 400 POUNDS, AND I WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF. 180 00:10:02,800 --> 00:10:05,667 I WANTED TO KEEP LOSING THAT WEIGHT 181 00:10:05,667 --> 00:10:08,767 BECAUSE MY DAD WOULD HAVE WANTED ME TO. 182 00:10:08,767 --> 00:10:11,900 MY DADDY WAS ALWAYS THERE IN MY CORNER. 183 00:10:11,900 --> 00:10:13,700 HE WAS PROUD THAT I WAS LOSING THE WEIGHT, 184 00:10:13,700 --> 00:10:16,900 AND IT FEELS VERY GOOD FOR ME THAT HE GOT TO SEE THAT. 185 00:10:20,233 --> 00:10:25,567 I HIT A WALL TWO YEARS AGO, AND I STOPPED LOSING WEIGHT, 186 00:10:25,567 --> 00:10:28,300 WHICH MEANT I NEVER GOT MY NEXT SKIN SURGERY ON MY LEGS. 187 00:10:28,300 --> 00:10:31,233 THAT WAS DISAPPOINTING, 188 00:10:31,233 --> 00:10:33,967 'CAUSE I REALLY HATE THE WAY MY LEGS LOOK. 189 00:10:33,967 --> 00:10:38,900 THEY'RE STILL THE AREA OF MY BODY I WANT TO CHANGE THE MOST. 190 00:10:38,900 --> 00:10:41,933 SINCE I KNOW I'M NOT MAKING MUCH PROGRESS, 191 00:10:41,933 --> 00:10:46,867 I HAVEN'T BEEN BACK TO SEE DR. NOWZARADAN. 192 00:10:46,867 --> 00:10:50,067 AND RIGHT NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WEIGH, 193 00:10:50,067 --> 00:10:53,633 BECAUSE I LOST A LOT OF MY MOTIVATION. 194 00:10:53,633 --> 00:10:57,000 I STARTED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND GET MY DEGREE 195 00:10:57,000 --> 00:10:59,133 SO I COULD OPEN MY OWN DAYCARE. 196 00:10:59,133 --> 00:11:02,100 NOW, THE NERVOUS PART ABOUT GOING BACK TO SCHOOL 197 00:11:02,100 --> 00:11:04,133 IS AM I GONNA FIT IN THAT SEAT 198 00:11:04,133 --> 00:11:06,600 OR, YOU KNOW, IS THERE GONNA BE A PROBLEM OR WHAT? 199 00:11:06,600 --> 00:11:10,667 I'D LIKE TO WELCOME YOU ALL HERE TO LAB ORIENTATION. 200 00:11:10,667 --> 00:11:12,067 SHE'S LOOKING GREAT. 201 00:11:12,067 --> 00:11:14,967 IT IS GONNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE FOR HER, I BET, 202 00:11:14,967 --> 00:11:16,300 AS SHE WORKS WITH THE CHILDREN, 203 00:11:16,300 --> 00:11:19,300 BECAUSE BEING ABLE TO GET DOWN ON THEIR LEVEL 204 00:11:19,300 --> 00:11:21,167 IS REALLY SO IMPORTANT. 205 00:11:21,167 --> 00:11:23,400 Ashley: THAT WAS MY DREAM 206 00:11:23,400 --> 00:11:27,067 AND A HUGE REASON WHY I WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT. 207 00:11:27,067 --> 00:11:31,833 BUT THAT DREAM KIND OF STALLED WHEN MY WEIGHT LOSS STOPPED. 208 00:11:31,833 --> 00:11:33,300 BUT I STILL LOVE CHILDREN, 209 00:11:33,300 --> 00:11:35,633 SO I TRY TO GET SOME WORK HERE AND THERE, 210 00:11:35,633 --> 00:11:38,167 TAKING CARE OF MY FRIENDS' KIDS WHEN THEY NEED ME TO. 211 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:43,500 I ENJOY BEING ACTIVE WITH THEM AND HAVING FUN. 212 00:11:43,500 --> 00:11:46,700 WANT TO GO TO A PARK? 213 00:11:46,700 --> 00:11:50,933 TAKING CARE OF KIDS HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE JOB I WANT. 214 00:11:50,933 --> 00:11:52,700 IT'S STILL A LITTLE HARD DOING MUCH 215 00:11:52,700 --> 00:11:54,533 WITH MY LEGS THE WAY THEY ARE. 216 00:11:54,533 --> 00:11:56,800 OH! READY? 217 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:58,300 WHOO! 218 00:11:58,300 --> 00:12:01,100 BUT I CAN STILL DO SO MUCH MORE, 219 00:12:01,100 --> 00:12:05,533 AND I HAVE A LOT MORE IN MY LIFE THAN I DID BEFORE. 220 00:12:05,533 --> 00:12:08,967 ** 221 00:12:10,067 --> 00:12:11,567 THAT WASN'T TOO BAD. 222 00:12:11,567 --> 00:12:15,067 WHEN I WAS 600 POUNDS, I COULD BARELY GET AROUND. 223 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:18,233 [ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ] 224 00:12:18,233 --> 00:12:22,200 ** 225 00:12:22,200 --> 00:12:25,733 AND I'D GO OUT, PLAY POOL, ENJOY MY FRIENDS, AND HANG OUT. 226 00:12:25,733 --> 00:12:26,933 NICE. 227 00:12:26,933 --> 00:12:30,500 AND I'M REALLY THANKFUL FOR THE LIFE I HAVE NOW. 228 00:12:30,500 --> 00:12:32,167 NO. I HIT NOTHING. 229 00:12:32,167 --> 00:12:36,233 BUT THERE IS STILL A LOT I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH, 230 00:12:36,233 --> 00:12:38,667 AND I KNOW GETTING CLOSE TO MY TARGET WEIGHT 231 00:12:38,667 --> 00:12:40,733 AND GETTING TO MY FINAL SKIN SURGERY 232 00:12:40,733 --> 00:12:43,067 IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN REACH THAT GOAL. 233 00:12:43,067 --> 00:12:46,433 BUT IT'S A STRUGGLE TO KEEP WITH IT RIGHT NOW. 234 00:12:46,433 --> 00:12:48,700 HOW ABOUT WE JUST SPLIT A GRILLED-CHICKEN QUESADILLA 235 00:12:48,700 --> 00:12:50,467 AND SOME FRIED MUSHROOMS? 236 00:12:50,467 --> 00:12:51,567 OKAY. ALL RIGHTY. 237 00:12:51,567 --> 00:12:53,333 THAT SOUNDS FINE WITH ME. 238 00:12:53,333 --> 00:12:55,567 I TRY TO FIND A BALANCE 239 00:12:55,567 --> 00:12:57,933 BETWEEN EATING WHAT I SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T. 240 00:12:57,933 --> 00:12:59,533 GOT TO ADD THE RANCH. 241 00:12:59,533 --> 00:13:02,133 YEAH. 242 00:13:02,133 --> 00:13:04,800 I DON'T KNOW WHY IT'S BEEN SO HARD OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, 243 00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:07,800 BUT IT HAS BEEN. 244 00:13:07,800 --> 00:13:12,167 I'M NOT SURE WHAT I WEIGH NOW, BUT I KNOW I'M GAINING. 245 00:13:12,167 --> 00:13:14,967 I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUSH MYSELF 246 00:13:14,967 --> 00:13:17,800 TO GET BACK ON TRACK RIGHT NOW. 247 00:13:22,100 --> 00:13:25,300 ** 248 00:13:26,833 --> 00:13:30,567 Melissa: TODAY, I'M GOING TO SEE DR. NOWZARADAN. 249 00:13:30,567 --> 00:13:34,100 AND MY BIG QUESTION IS HOW DO I AVOID GAINING LIKE I DID 250 00:13:34,100 --> 00:13:36,133 WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH ELIJAH? 251 00:13:36,133 --> 00:13:38,167 ** 252 00:13:38,167 --> 00:13:41,067 IF I GAIN ANOTHER 100 POUNDS WITH THIS BABY, 253 00:13:41,067 --> 00:13:42,900 I'M GONNA BE IN THE UPPER 300s, 254 00:13:42,900 --> 00:13:47,900 AND THAT'S NOT FAR FROM 400 AND THEN 500, 255 00:13:47,900 --> 00:13:52,067 AND EVENTUALLY, I'LL BE RIGHT BACK TO WHERE I STARTED. 256 00:13:52,067 --> 00:13:55,067 SO I AM HOPING THE DOCTOR CAN HELP ME CHANGE THAT 257 00:13:55,067 --> 00:13:56,600 FOR THIS PREGNANCY. 258 00:13:56,600 --> 00:13:59,400 [ CHUCKLES ] 259 00:13:59,400 --> 00:14:02,667 THAT'S ALMOST 300 POUNDS. 260 00:14:02,667 --> 00:14:03,800 ** 261 00:14:04,833 --> 00:14:07,333 I CAN'T GO BACK TO THE WAY I WAS, 262 00:14:07,333 --> 00:14:10,833 ESPECIALLY NOW THAT I HAVE KIDS. 263 00:14:10,833 --> 00:14:14,667 I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR THEM, AND I AM NOT GOING TO GET TO A PLACE 264 00:14:14,667 --> 00:14:16,467 WHERE THEY HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ME. 265 00:14:16,467 --> 00:14:18,433 I AM THEIR MOM, 266 00:14:18,433 --> 00:14:24,633 AND I AM GONNA FIND A WAY TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THEM. 267 00:14:24,633 --> 00:14:27,067 MELISSA, HOW ARE YOU DOING? 268 00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:28,067 I'M OKAY. 269 00:14:28,067 --> 00:14:31,500 SO, THIS IS ALMOST ABOUT 10 YEARS, HUH? 270 00:14:31,500 --> 00:14:33,400 [ CHUCKLES ] JANUARY. 271 00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:34,967 YOU WERE 650. 272 00:14:34,967 --> 00:14:38,333 NOW TODAY, YOU ARE 290 POUNDS. 273 00:14:38,333 --> 00:14:39,500 MM. 274 00:14:39,500 --> 00:14:41,567 SO, WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU? 275 00:14:41,567 --> 00:14:44,533 I'M PREGNANT WITH BABY NUMBER THREE. 276 00:14:44,533 --> 00:14:46,067 CONGRATULATIONS. 277 00:14:46,067 --> 00:14:48,900 I'M PROUD OF YOU THAT YOU CAME SO FAR, 278 00:14:48,900 --> 00:14:50,700 BUT WITH EVERY PREGNANCY, 279 00:14:50,700 --> 00:14:53,500 WE'RE GAINING A LITTLE BIT OF WEIGHT. 280 00:14:53,500 --> 00:14:56,067 YOU KNOW, YOU WERE 650. 281 00:14:56,067 --> 00:15:00,433 YOU HIT THE 300, YOU'RE GONNA BE HALFWAY THERE. 282 00:15:00,433 --> 00:15:04,067 MELISSA HAS BEEN ONE OF OUR MOST SUCCESSFUL PATIENTS OVERALL. 283 00:15:04,067 --> 00:15:06,733 SHE LOST ALMOST 500 POUNDS, 284 00:15:06,733 --> 00:15:09,867 BUT SLOWLY, SHE STARTED GAINING HER WEIGHT BACK. 285 00:15:09,867 --> 00:15:12,800 OKAY, SO, IN THE FIRST FEW MONTHS OF PREGNANCY, 286 00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:15,867 YOU'RE STILL ABLE TO LOSE WEIGHT IN A HEALTHY WAY. 287 00:15:15,867 --> 00:15:18,233 SO YOU WANT ME TO LOSE WEIGHT WHILE I'M PREGNANT? 288 00:15:18,233 --> 00:15:19,467 RIGHT. 289 00:15:19,467 --> 00:15:22,400 I WANT YOU TO LOSE 10 POUNDS OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS. 290 00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:26,533 IT'S NOT HEALTHY TO LOSE TOO MUCH WEIGHT DURING PREGNANCY, 291 00:15:26,533 --> 00:15:30,133 BUT MELISSA CAN SAFELY LOSE 10, 15 POUNDS 292 00:15:30,133 --> 00:15:32,133 IN THE FIRST FEW MONTHS 293 00:15:32,133 --> 00:15:33,933 BY LIMITING HER CARBOHYDRATE INTAKE 294 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:37,233 AND STICKING TO A HIGH-PROTEIN DIET. 295 00:15:37,233 --> 00:15:38,433 CONGRATULATIONS. 296 00:15:38,433 --> 00:15:39,600 THANKS, DR. NOWZARADAN. 297 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:41,067 ALL RIGHT. 298 00:15:41,067 --> 00:15:45,567 MELISSA HAS TO LEARN TO BALANCE WHAT'S GOING ON IN HER LIFE 299 00:15:45,567 --> 00:15:47,700 AND MAINTAIN HEALTHY EATING 300 00:15:47,700 --> 00:15:52,367 IF SHE WANTS TO AVOID BEING BACK AT 600 POUNDS. 301 00:15:52,367 --> 00:15:56,767 Melissa: IT'S HARD TO THINK ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT WHILE I'M PREGNANT, 302 00:15:56,767 --> 00:15:59,433 'CAUSE I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO LOSE WEIGHT PERIOD. 303 00:16:00,700 --> 00:16:04,500 BUT TO DO IT WHEN ALL THE CRAVINGS OF PREGNANCY KICKS IN 304 00:16:04,500 --> 00:16:07,367 MAKES ME REALLY NERVOUS. 305 00:16:07,367 --> 00:16:08,833 [ SIGHS ] 306 00:16:08,833 --> 00:16:12,833 BUT IF THAT'S WHAT'S GONNA KEEP ME FROM GAINING LIKE I HAVE, 307 00:16:12,833 --> 00:16:14,933 THEN I'M GONNA PUSH MYSELF TO DO IT. 308 00:16:21,300 --> 00:16:24,400 ** 309 00:16:24,400 --> 00:16:27,100 IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP, BABY. 310 00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:30,633 YOU WANT TO GO SEE THE BABY TODAY? 311 00:16:30,633 --> 00:16:33,400 Melissa: TODAY, I'M GONNA HAVE MY FIRST ULTRASOUND 312 00:16:33,400 --> 00:16:34,467 FOR THIS PREGNANCY 313 00:16:34,467 --> 00:16:36,467 TO SEE HOW THE BABY'S DOING. 314 00:16:36,467 --> 00:16:38,733 ** 315 00:16:38,733 --> 00:16:40,867 AND IT'S MAKING ME REALLY ANXIOUS, 316 00:16:40,867 --> 00:16:43,233 BECAUSE THINGS ARE STILL A LITTLE ROUGH 317 00:16:43,233 --> 00:16:45,267 BETWEEN ME AND CHRIS. 318 00:16:45,267 --> 00:16:47,733 WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? SOMETHING TO EAT. 319 00:16:47,733 --> 00:16:49,933 I USED -- MADE ALL THE EGGS. 320 00:16:50,967 --> 00:16:53,333 WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 20 YEARS, 321 00:16:53,333 --> 00:16:54,800 AND IN THE BEGINNING, 322 00:16:54,800 --> 00:16:57,267 OUR MARRIAGE WAS LIKE A FAIRY TALE. 323 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:58,567 Chris: THE FIRST QUESTION SHE ASKED ME WAS, 324 00:16:58,567 --> 00:17:01,500 "WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAT, AND WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TRUCK?" 325 00:17:01,500 --> 00:17:04,400 AND OF COURSE THE HAT WAS WHITE AND THE TRUCK WAS BLACK. 326 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:06,800 Melissa: IT'S FUNNY, 'CAUSE I KNEW RIGHT THEN 327 00:17:06,800 --> 00:17:07,967 THAT I WAS GONNA MARRY HIM. 328 00:17:09,067 --> 00:17:15,933 CHRIS IS A DIFFERENT PERSON THAN HE WAS EVEN THREE YEARS AGO. 329 00:17:15,933 --> 00:17:19,533 IT FEELS LIKE CHRIS IS BASICALLY JUST WITHDRAWN. 330 00:17:19,533 --> 00:17:21,200 HE WANTS HIS DAGGONE SOCKS ON AGAIN. 331 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:22,800 CAN YOU START PUTTING THEM ON HIM? 332 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:23,800 Chris: NO! 333 00:17:23,800 --> 00:17:25,367 ** 334 00:17:25,367 --> 00:17:28,733 THE TIMING OF THIS PREGNANCY IS NOT GOOD AT ALL. 335 00:17:28,733 --> 00:17:32,433 I'M THANKFUL FOR THE BLESSING, BUT I'M SCARED TO DEATH 336 00:17:32,433 --> 00:17:34,433 ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. 337 00:17:34,433 --> 00:17:36,833 WELL, LET'S GET IN THE CAR. LET'S GET GOING. 338 00:17:38,367 --> 00:17:41,967 I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT SAME 600-POUND PERSON 339 00:17:41,967 --> 00:17:44,867 WHO FEELS WORTHLESS ALL THE TIME, 340 00:17:44,867 --> 00:17:48,367 AND THAT'S HOW CHRIS MAKES ME FEEL. 341 00:17:48,367 --> 00:17:51,533 BUT RIGHT NOW, I COULD REALLY USE CHRIS' SUPPORT... 342 00:17:51,533 --> 00:17:53,100 Woman: MELISSA MORRIS. 343 00:17:53,100 --> 00:17:57,433 Melissa: ...BECAUSE EVER SINCE I WENT TO MY VERY FIRST ULTRASOUND 344 00:17:57,433 --> 00:17:59,300 AND THERE WAS NO HEARTBEAT, 345 00:17:59,300 --> 00:18:04,533 I'M AFRAID EVERY TIME I GO THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN. 346 00:18:04,533 --> 00:18:07,067 AND THEY FINALLY SEEN THE BABY, BUT THERE WAS NO HEARTBEAT. 347 00:18:07,067 --> 00:18:12,167 SO WE ARE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL TO HAVE A DNC. 348 00:18:12,167 --> 00:18:14,067 Chris: THE FACT THAT WE'VE BEEN TRYING FOR SO LONG, 349 00:18:14,067 --> 00:18:17,500 AND, THEN, JUST TO HAVE IT...TAKEN AWAY 350 00:18:17,500 --> 00:18:20,767 WAS LIKE SOMEBODY JUST PUNCHED ME IN THE GUT. 351 00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:24,267 Melissa: NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I GO THROUGH THIS, 352 00:18:24,267 --> 00:18:27,733 AND THE FEAR NEVER GOES AWAY. 353 00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:31,100 I AM JUST PRAYING THERE IS A HEARTBEAT RIGHT NOW. 354 00:18:31,100 --> 00:18:33,067 [ HEARTBEAT ] 355 00:18:33,067 --> 00:18:34,867 [ CHUCKLES ] 356 00:18:34,867 --> 00:18:37,433 Woman: THAT'S THE BABY'S HEART. 357 00:18:37,433 --> 00:18:39,533 VERY NICE. YES. 358 00:18:39,533 --> 00:18:40,867 MELISSA... 359 00:18:40,867 --> 00:18:42,067 ...I HOPE THOSE ARE TEARS OF JOY. 360 00:18:42,067 --> 00:18:43,600 YES. 361 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:46,900 I'M OVER-THE-MOON HAPPY THAT THERE WAS A HEARTBEAT. 362 00:18:46,900 --> 00:18:50,067 ABOUT HOW LONG YOU'VE BEEN WAITING TO KNOW THAT? 363 00:18:50,067 --> 00:18:51,067 12 WEEKS. 364 00:18:51,067 --> 00:18:53,100 12 WEEKS. OKAY, ALL RIGHT. YES. 365 00:18:53,100 --> 00:18:55,667 THAT BABY RIGHT THERE -- SEE ITS HEAD? 366 00:18:55,667 --> 00:18:57,833 MM-HMM. SEE IT'S WAVING AT YOU? 367 00:18:57,833 --> 00:18:59,500 MM-HMM. SEE IT MOVING? 368 00:18:59,500 --> 00:19:00,733 THAT'S THE BABY. 369 00:19:00,733 --> 00:19:02,567 THAT'S COOL. THAT'S COOL? 370 00:19:02,567 --> 00:19:04,833 ** 371 00:19:04,833 --> 00:19:07,467 I'M EXTREMELY RELIEVED THAT THERE'S A HEARTBEAT, 372 00:19:07,467 --> 00:19:12,967 BUT NOW THERE'S A MILLION OTHER THINGS I NEED TO WORRY ABOUT. 373 00:19:22,167 --> 00:19:24,633 WE'RE GONNA GO SEE DR. NOWZARADAN TODAY 374 00:19:24,633 --> 00:19:26,933 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ABOUT THREE YEARS. 375 00:19:26,933 --> 00:19:30,233 I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY HEALTH THIS PAST MONTH, 376 00:19:30,233 --> 00:19:33,333 AND NOT GETTING UNDER 200 POUNDS TO GET MY SKIN SURGERY 377 00:19:33,333 --> 00:19:36,333 IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST REGRETS FROM THE LAST FEW YEARS. 378 00:19:36,333 --> 00:19:39,500 BUT THAT MEANS OWNING UP TO DR. NOWZARADAN 379 00:19:39,500 --> 00:19:42,100 ABOUT NOT BEING BACK FOR A WHILE. 380 00:19:42,100 --> 00:19:45,500 YOU HAVE A LOT OF EXCESSIVE FLUID IN YOUR LEG. 381 00:19:45,500 --> 00:19:50,433 OVERALL, YOU'RE DOING GREAT, BUT IF YOU CAN GO TO 220. 382 00:19:50,433 --> 00:19:51,467 OKAY. 383 00:19:51,467 --> 00:19:53,667 BUT I'M STILL NERVOUS COMING HERE, 384 00:19:53,667 --> 00:19:55,233 KNOWING I PROBABLY GAINED, 385 00:19:55,233 --> 00:19:58,867 AND THEN HEARING WHAT DR. NOWZARADAN HAS TO SAY ABOUT IT. 386 00:19:59,900 --> 00:20:01,467 Woman: 312. 387 00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:04,400 ** 388 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:06,800 THAT'S A LITTLE BIT OF A SHOCK. 389 00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:10,000 I JUST HOPE DR. NOWZARADAN IS NOT TOO DISAPPOINTED. 390 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,733 [ SIGHS ] 391 00:20:11,733 --> 00:20:13,133 HELLO. HI, ASHLEY. 392 00:20:13,133 --> 00:20:14,733 HOW ARE YOU? I'M FINE. 393 00:20:14,733 --> 00:20:15,800 HOW ARE YOU? 394 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:18,200 ALL RIGHT. I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN A WHILE. 395 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:21,167 AND YOU GAINED WEIGHT SINCE LAST TIME I SAW YOU, 396 00:20:21,167 --> 00:20:22,400 SO WHAT'S GOING ON? 397 00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:23,833 I MEAN, MY EATING HABITS 398 00:20:23,833 --> 00:20:26,067 COULD PROBABLY BE A LITTLE MORE HEALTHIER. 399 00:20:26,067 --> 00:20:29,133 I GET TO WHERE I CRAVE SOMETHING LIKE ICE CREAM OR SOMETHING. 400 00:20:29,133 --> 00:20:31,467 I JUST GO AHEAD AND GET IT, GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM, 401 00:20:31,467 --> 00:20:34,633 BECAUSE IF I DON'T, I FEEL LIKE IF I WANT IT, 402 00:20:34,633 --> 00:20:38,433 I'LL GET IT LATER, AND I'LL EAT MORE THAN WHAT I SHOULD. 403 00:20:38,433 --> 00:20:41,300 THAT PERSPECTIVE IS A PROBLEM, OKAY? 404 00:20:41,300 --> 00:20:45,433 YOU CRAVE JUSTIFICATION TO GO BACK EATING WHAT YOU WANT, 405 00:20:45,433 --> 00:20:48,400 AND YOU'RE TELLING YOURSELF IT'S HELPING YOU. 406 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:51,133 YOU KEEP DOING THIS, YOU'RE GOING TO BE BACK 407 00:20:51,133 --> 00:20:53,767 TO YOUR ORIGINAL WEIGHT IN A COUPLE YEARS. 408 00:20:53,767 --> 00:20:57,900 Dr. Nowzaradan: ASHLEY WAS THE FIRST KNOWN PERSON IN THE WORLD 409 00:20:57,900 --> 00:21:00,967 OVER 600 POUNDS TO GET GASTRIC BYPASS, 410 00:21:00,967 --> 00:21:04,067 SO WE WERE NOT SURE HOW EFFECTIVE IT WAS GONNA BE 411 00:21:04,067 --> 00:21:05,467 OVER THE LONG TERM. 412 00:21:05,467 --> 00:21:08,733 AND SHE MANAGED TO LOSE A SIGNIFICANT AMOUNT OF WEIGHT. 413 00:21:08,733 --> 00:21:13,500 WHAT SEEMS TO BE A MAJOR ISSUE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW? 414 00:21:13,500 --> 00:21:16,800 PROBABLY IS EXTRA SKIN, ESPECIALLY ON MY LEGS. 415 00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:20,667 FEEL LIKE IT'S HANGING DOWN, AND THEY JUST LOOK SO HUGE. 416 00:21:20,667 --> 00:21:22,067 YOU NEVER LOST THE WEIGHT 417 00:21:22,067 --> 00:21:24,067 TO GET YOUR FINAL SKIN SURGERY IN YOUR LEGS. 418 00:21:24,067 --> 00:21:27,233 IF YOU WANT THAT TO BE A POSSIBILITY AGAIN, 419 00:21:27,233 --> 00:21:29,633 YOU NEED TO LOSE AT LEAST 120 POUNDS, OKAY? 420 00:21:29,633 --> 00:21:30,667 OKAY. 421 00:21:30,667 --> 00:21:32,833 I WANT YOU TO COME BACK IN TWO MONTHS, 422 00:21:32,833 --> 00:21:35,300 AND I WANT YOU TO LOSE 30 POUNDS BY THEN. 423 00:21:35,300 --> 00:21:38,833 YOU CAN GET TO YOUR GOAL TO SEE IF YOU GET BACK ON TRACK. 424 00:21:38,833 --> 00:21:40,367 YES, I CAN. 425 00:21:40,367 --> 00:21:41,633 OKAY, NICE TO SEE YOU. NICE TO SEE YOU. 426 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:42,767 ALL RIGHT. 427 00:21:42,767 --> 00:21:43,867 ALL RIGHT. 428 00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:47,633 ** 429 00:21:48,700 --> 00:21:51,167 Ashley: I WANT TO GET BACK ON TRACK 430 00:21:51,167 --> 00:21:54,333 AND FINALLY MAKE IT TO MY TARGET WEIGHT SO BAD. 431 00:21:54,333 --> 00:21:55,867 I WAS SO CLOSE. 432 00:21:55,867 --> 00:21:59,800 I KNOW I CAN WORK TO GET BACK THERE AGAIN. 433 00:22:05,067 --> 00:22:08,067 ** 434 00:22:08,067 --> 00:22:12,467 Melissa: IT'S BEEN ABOUT SIX WEEKS SINCE I SEEN DR. NOW, 435 00:22:12,467 --> 00:22:16,233 AND HE TOLD ME HE WANTED ME TO LOSE 10 POUNDS. 436 00:22:16,233 --> 00:22:18,833 AND I'VE BEEN WORKING HARD TO STICK TO THE DIET 437 00:22:18,833 --> 00:22:20,267 AS MUCH AS I CAN. 438 00:22:20,267 --> 00:22:24,067 BUT I'M CONSTANTLY PREPARING FOOD FOR MY FAMILY.. 439 00:22:24,067 --> 00:22:26,367 ** 440 00:22:26,367 --> 00:22:30,467 BUT I CAN'T FORCE MY FAMILY TO ONLY EAT WHAT I HAVE TO EAT. 441 00:22:33,867 --> 00:22:36,400 MY FAMILY IS HAVING HAM AND BISCUITS, 442 00:22:36,400 --> 00:22:39,900 AND I'M HAVING COTTAGE CHEESE. 443 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:41,700 ** 444 00:22:41,700 --> 00:22:45,133 I HAVE ALL THE STRESS OF TAKING CARE OF OUR FAMILY, 445 00:22:45,133 --> 00:22:47,167 PREPARING FOR THIS THIRD CHILD, 446 00:22:47,167 --> 00:22:50,500 AND THE STRAIN THAT'S ON OUR MARRIAGE RIGHT NOW. 447 00:22:50,500 --> 00:22:53,200 IT GETS HARDER THAN I EVEN REALIZE. 448 00:22:54,233 --> 00:22:57,067 I WISH I COULD RELY ON CHRIS RIGHT NOW. 449 00:22:58,333 --> 00:23:00,667 BUT THAT'S JUST NOT THE REALITY. 450 00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:04,467 IS HE A "SIT DOWN, I SEE YOU'RE TIRED 451 00:23:04,467 --> 00:23:07,300 AND SEE YOU'RE SICK AND I'M GONNA TAKE CARE OF DINNER" GUY? 452 00:23:07,300 --> 00:23:09,533 NO. 453 00:23:09,533 --> 00:23:11,500 WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER 20 YEARS, 454 00:23:11,500 --> 00:23:14,967 AND THE GUY I MARRIED I KNOW IS IN THERE SOMEWHERE. 455 00:23:14,967 --> 00:23:17,100 I JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE HE'S AT. 456 00:23:17,100 --> 00:23:20,800 BEFORE MY SURGERY, CHRIS WAS MY CARETAKER. 457 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:24,767 Chris: NOW HER ROLE IS A HUSBAND AND A WIFE -- 458 00:23:24,767 --> 00:23:26,700 A REAL HUSBAND AND WIFE. 459 00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:30,433 Melissa: RIGHT NOW, I'M JUST GETTING BY 460 00:23:30,433 --> 00:23:31,633 BY THINKING ABOUT MY KIDS. 461 00:23:31,633 --> 00:23:33,600 AND GAINING THE WEIGHT -- 462 00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:35,900 NOT BEING ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS, 463 00:23:35,900 --> 00:23:38,433 NOT BEING THE MOM THEY DESERVE -- 464 00:23:38,433 --> 00:23:40,400 THAT'S MY BIGGEST FEAR RIGHT NOW. 465 00:23:41,467 --> 00:23:44,700 SO I'M GONNA FIGHT TO DO WHAT I NEED TO RIGHT NOW 466 00:23:44,700 --> 00:23:47,767 AND KEEP MY FAMILY GOING. 467 00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:55,533 ** 468 00:23:58,267 --> 00:23:59,333 YOU NEED THE CHICKEN? 469 00:23:59,333 --> 00:24:00,933 YEAH, GO AHEAD AND BRING THAT OUT. 470 00:24:00,933 --> 00:24:02,533 Ashley: SINCE SEEING DR. NOWZARADAN 471 00:24:02,533 --> 00:24:04,533 AND TRYING TO GET MY WEIGHT LOSS BACK ON TRACK, 472 00:24:04,533 --> 00:24:06,833 I'VE OFFERED TO GO TO MY SISTER'S HOUSE 473 00:24:06,833 --> 00:24:09,667 TWICE A WEEK TO COOK DINNER FOR MY WHOLE FAMILY. 474 00:24:09,667 --> 00:24:11,367 ** 475 00:24:11,367 --> 00:24:14,567 BUT I KNOW THAT IF I'M GOING TO GET BACK ON MY DIET, 476 00:24:14,567 --> 00:24:17,200 I HAVE TO START PREPARING MY MEALS AGAIN. 477 00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:21,400 IT'S HARD, BUT I'M HOPING THAT MAKING THIS COMMITMENT 478 00:24:21,400 --> 00:24:24,933 TO COOK FOR MY FAMILY WILL KEEP ME ON TRACK 479 00:24:24,933 --> 00:24:28,467 BECAUSE I KNOW THEY'LL TELL ME WHEN I'M NOT EATING RIGHT. 480 00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:29,933 I'D GET ON HER ALL THE TIME. 481 00:24:29,933 --> 00:24:31,500 "YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EATING THAT." 482 00:24:31,500 --> 00:24:34,367 WE'D FIND EMPTY SOUP CANS IN HER DRAWER. 483 00:24:34,367 --> 00:24:36,100 INSTEAD OF LOSING, SHE WAS GAINING. 484 00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:38,100 I SAID, "THAT'S IT. I'M NOT DOING NOTHING ELSE." 485 00:24:38,100 --> 00:24:39,300 AND I DIDN'T. 486 00:24:39,300 --> 00:24:41,233 GET THE SALSA, BECKY? 487 00:24:41,233 --> 00:24:43,600 Becky: YES, I'M GRABBING IT. 488 00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:46,533 Ashley: MY FAMILY, AND MOSTLY MY MOM, 489 00:24:46,533 --> 00:24:48,767 NEVER HOLD BACK WHEN THEY THINK I'M DOING SOMETHING WRONG. 490 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:53,333 ASHLEY, DO YOU EAT THIS WAY EVERY NIGHT? 491 00:24:53,333 --> 00:24:54,533 Ashley: NO. 492 00:24:54,533 --> 00:24:58,967 DO YOU THINK YOU'LL GO AHEAD AND TRY TO DO YOUR LEGS? 493 00:24:58,967 --> 00:25:02,067 WHEN ALL THE WEIGHT IS COMPLETELY OFF. 494 00:25:02,067 --> 00:25:04,567 SO, WHY DID YOU WAIT SO LONG TO GO SEE HIM -- 495 00:25:04,567 --> 00:25:05,767 LIKE FIVE YEARS? 496 00:25:05,767 --> 00:25:08,200 DID HE WANT YOU TO WAIT THAT LONG? 497 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:12,133 NO, I JUST -- I HADN'T SEEN HIM AND DADDY DIED, 498 00:25:12,133 --> 00:25:15,333 AND I JUST -- I JUST NEVER WENT BACK. 499 00:25:15,333 --> 00:25:20,167 IT'S HARD BECAUSE WHEN MY MOM STARTS TO GIVE ME A HARD TIME, 500 00:25:20,167 --> 00:25:23,067 I FEEL LIKE MY WHOLE FAMILY STARTS TO DO IT, TOO. 501 00:25:23,067 --> 00:25:25,700 AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL EMBARRASSED AND HURT. 502 00:25:25,700 --> 00:25:28,167 SO I WANT TO EAT MORE. 503 00:25:28,167 --> 00:25:34,200 BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL ANY OF THEM THAT, ESPECIALLY MY MOM. 504 00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:36,833 Pat: I'M VERY PROUD OF ASHLEY, 505 00:25:36,833 --> 00:25:39,500 BUT SHE HAS BACKSLIDE WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS. 506 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:42,600 SHE NEEDS TO LOSE A LITTLE BIT MORE OF HER WEIGHT. 507 00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:44,067 Ashley: I KNOW I'LL HAVE TO FIGURE OUT 508 00:25:44,067 --> 00:25:46,433 HOW TO TALK TO THEM ABOUT IT AT SOME POINT 509 00:25:46,433 --> 00:25:49,533 BECAUSE WHAT THEY DO MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD. 510 00:25:49,533 --> 00:25:52,467 ** 511 00:25:58,233 --> 00:26:01,733 IT'S BEEN ABOUT TWO MONTHS SINCE I'VE SEEN DR. NOWZARADAN. 512 00:26:01,733 --> 00:26:03,467 MELISSA MORRIS. 513 00:26:03,467 --> 00:26:06,100 BUT WE CAN CHECK MY WEIGHT ON MY OWN NOW, 514 00:26:06,100 --> 00:26:07,967 SO I KNOW I HIT MY GOAL TODAY. 515 00:26:09,067 --> 00:26:10,967 281. 516 00:26:10,967 --> 00:26:15,067 AND I'M EXCITED TO SHOW DR. NOW MY PROGRESS. 517 00:26:15,067 --> 00:26:16,633 ** 518 00:26:16,633 --> 00:26:17,800 HEY, MELISSA. 519 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:19,667 HEY, DR. NOWZARADAN. 520 00:26:19,667 --> 00:26:22,067 WELL, IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE DOING GOOD, 521 00:26:22,067 --> 00:26:26,667 BUT NOW THE GOAL IS TO WEIGH LESS AFTER DELIVERY 522 00:26:26,667 --> 00:26:28,067 THAN BEFORE YOU GOT PREGNANT. 523 00:26:28,067 --> 00:26:29,333 OKAY. 524 00:26:29,333 --> 00:26:31,800 I WANT YOU TO STICK TO YOUR HIGH-PROTEIN, LOW-CARB DIET 525 00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:33,833 FOR THE REST OF YOUR PREGNANCY. 526 00:26:33,833 --> 00:26:35,667 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M PROUD OF MELISSA 527 00:26:35,667 --> 00:26:38,233 BECAUSE I KNOW THIS IS NOT EASY FOR HER TO DO. 528 00:26:38,233 --> 00:26:43,667 I WANT YOU TO BE UNDER 260 POUNDS AFTER YOUR DELIVERY. 529 00:26:43,667 --> 00:26:46,067 THAT MEANS YOU SHOULDN'T GAIN TOO MUCH WEIGHT 530 00:26:46,067 --> 00:26:47,900 FOR THE REST OF YOUR PREGNANCY. 531 00:26:47,900 --> 00:26:48,900 OKAY. 532 00:26:48,900 --> 00:26:51,400 IF SHE WAS AT HER TARGET WEIGHT, 533 00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:53,833 NORMAL WEIGHT GAIN DURING PREGNANCY 534 00:26:53,833 --> 00:26:55,600 WOULD BE MAXIMUM 40 POUNDS. 535 00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:57,067 BUT AT HER WEIGHT, 536 00:26:57,067 --> 00:27:00,867 SHE SHOULD ONLY SEE BETWEEN 10 TO 15 POUNDS OF WEIGHT GAIN. 537 00:27:00,867 --> 00:27:02,067 YOU CAN DO THIS. 538 00:27:02,067 --> 00:27:03,333 THANKS, DR. NOWZARADAN. 539 00:27:03,333 --> 00:27:06,133 I HAVE A GOAL, AND I'M GOING TO ACHIEVE IT. 540 00:27:06,133 --> 00:27:08,067 ALL RIGHT, SUPER. 541 00:27:08,067 --> 00:27:10,400 ** 542 00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:11,900 Melissa: IF YOU'D HAVE ASKED ME 543 00:27:11,900 --> 00:27:13,867 IF I COULD GET THROUGH THE REST OF PREGNANCY 544 00:27:13,867 --> 00:27:15,933 AND WEIGH LESS AFTER DELIVERY, 545 00:27:15,933 --> 00:27:18,467 I WOULD HAVE SAID, "YOU'RE CRAZY." 546 00:27:18,467 --> 00:27:20,967 BUT NOW THAT I'VE LOST SOME WEIGHT 547 00:27:20,967 --> 00:27:25,167 OVER THE LAST COUPLE MONTHS, I KNOW I CAN DO THIS. 548 00:27:25,167 --> 00:27:30,800 BUT IT'S GONNA BE EVEN HARDER TO DO THIS TIME AROUND. 549 00:27:42,233 --> 00:27:43,833 Ashley: TODAY, I'M GOING TO SEE DR. NOWZARADAN 550 00:27:43,833 --> 00:27:47,133 FOR A FOLLOW-UP APPOINTMENT AND SEE IF I LOST ANY WEIGHT. 551 00:27:47,133 --> 00:27:50,233 I WAS SUPPOSED TO LOSE 30 POUNDS THESE PAST TWO MONTHS 552 00:27:50,233 --> 00:27:51,833 AND GET DOWN TO AROUND 280. 553 00:27:51,833 --> 00:27:54,067 I'VE DONE WHAT HE'S ASKED ME TO DO. 554 00:27:54,067 --> 00:27:56,233 I'VE WATCHED MY INTAKE OF WHAT I'VE BEEN EATING. 555 00:27:56,233 --> 00:27:57,533 I'VE BEEN EXERCISING. 556 00:27:57,533 --> 00:28:01,067 BUT I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHAT MY WEIGHT IS RIGHT NOW. 557 00:28:01,067 --> 00:28:02,267 ** 558 00:28:02,267 --> 00:28:04,133 I FEEL LIKE I MADE GOOD PROGRESS. 559 00:28:04,133 --> 00:28:08,367 I KNOW I'VE BEEN WORKING HARD TO LOSE WEIGHT. 560 00:28:08,367 --> 00:28:09,433 ** 561 00:28:09,433 --> 00:28:11,767 Woman: 310. 562 00:28:11,767 --> 00:28:15,200 HMM. OKAY. 563 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,067 THAT'S A LITTLE DISAPPOINTING. 564 00:28:17,067 --> 00:28:18,233 I'M NOT SURE 565 00:28:18,233 --> 00:28:20,667 WHAT DR. NOWZARADAN'S GONNA SAY RIGHT NOW, 566 00:28:20,667 --> 00:28:23,133 BUT I DON'T THINK HE'S GONNA BE HAPPY. 567 00:28:23,133 --> 00:28:24,633 HI, ASHLEY. 568 00:28:24,633 --> 00:28:26,233 HOW ARE YOU? 569 00:28:26,233 --> 00:28:27,333 I'M GOOD. 570 00:28:27,333 --> 00:28:30,067 SO I GAVE YOU THE GOAL OF LOSING 30 POUNDS 571 00:28:30,067 --> 00:28:33,733 OVER THE PAST TWO MONTHS, AND YOU ONLY LOST TWO POUNDS. 572 00:28:33,733 --> 00:28:36,600 ARE YOU STILL HAVING PROBLEMS WITH EATING BETWEEN MEALS? 573 00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,700 I'VE BEEN WATCHING IT. 574 00:28:38,700 --> 00:28:40,300 HOW MANY TIMES ARE YOU EATING A DAY? 575 00:28:40,300 --> 00:28:41,833 I EAT ABOUT FOUR TIMES A DAY. 576 00:28:41,833 --> 00:28:43,100 FOUR TIMES? 577 00:28:43,100 --> 00:28:46,333 THERE'S NO REASON YOU SHOULD BE EATING FOUR TIMES A DAY. 578 00:28:46,333 --> 00:28:49,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: ASHLEY HAS A CHOICE RIGHT NOW. 579 00:28:49,067 --> 00:28:52,267 SHE CAN EITHER GET BACK ON TRACK AND START LOSING WEIGHT 580 00:28:52,267 --> 00:28:54,967 OR CONTINUE WHAT SHE'S DOING 581 00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:58,300 AND BECOME 600 POUNDS AGAIN IN THE NEXT COUPLE YEARS. 582 00:28:58,300 --> 00:29:00,833 YOU NEED TO GET UNDER 200 POUNDS 583 00:29:00,833 --> 00:29:02,767 IF YOU WANT SKIN SURGERY IN YOUR LEGS. 584 00:29:02,767 --> 00:29:08,067 AND IF YOU WANT ME TO EVEN CONSIDER YOU FOR ANY SURGERIES, 585 00:29:08,067 --> 00:29:10,133 THEN HIT THE GOAL I'VE GIVEN YOU, 586 00:29:10,133 --> 00:29:11,833 AND WE CAN WORK FOR THAT. 587 00:29:11,833 --> 00:29:14,933 IT WOULD BE A SHAME FOR HER TO COME THIS FAR 588 00:29:14,933 --> 00:29:17,167 ONLY TO END UP BACK WHERE SHE STARTED. 589 00:29:17,167 --> 00:29:18,567 BUT THE CHOICE IS HERS. 590 00:29:18,567 --> 00:29:21,767 YOU'RE SMALL ENOUGH NOW THAT YOU CAN USE A REGULAR SCALE 591 00:29:21,767 --> 00:29:23,300 AND CHECK YOUR WEIGHT. 592 00:29:23,300 --> 00:29:24,933 IF YOU'RE NOT MAKING PROGRESS, 593 00:29:24,933 --> 00:29:27,367 KEEP TRYING AND COME BACK WHEN YOU HIT YOUR GOAL. 594 00:29:27,367 --> 00:29:28,767 OKAY. 595 00:29:28,767 --> 00:29:32,933 ** 596 00:29:32,933 --> 00:29:36,667 IT WAS HARD MAKING THE CHANGES I DID THESE PAST COUPLE MONTHS. 597 00:29:36,667 --> 00:29:39,233 BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO WORK HARDER RIGHT NOW 598 00:29:39,233 --> 00:29:40,800 BECAUSE I WANT TO DO THIS. 599 00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:43,200 I'VE ALREADY MISSED TOO MANY CHANCES. 600 00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,067 I DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS ONE. 601 00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:54,133 ** 602 00:29:54,133 --> 00:29:56,067 Melissa: TODAY, I'M GOING TO A SUPPORT GROUP 603 00:29:56,067 --> 00:29:57,533 AT DR. NOW'S OFFICE. 604 00:29:57,533 --> 00:30:00,900 AND IT'S A LITTLE WEIRD BECAUSE I USED TO HELP RUN THESE GROUPS 605 00:30:00,900 --> 00:30:03,500 AND SHARE MY STORY TO HELP OTHERS LOSE WEIGHT. 606 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:05,900 THIS IS MY SKIRT. 607 00:30:05,900 --> 00:30:08,933 FOUR YARDS OF MATERIAL. 608 00:30:08,933 --> 00:30:13,967 THERE IS NOT ONE POTATO CHIP THAT FEELS AS GOOD... 609 00:30:13,967 --> 00:30:15,000 ** 610 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,700 ...AS THIS DOES. 611 00:30:17,700 --> 00:30:19,133 [ APPLAUSE ] 612 00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:22,467 BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M THE ONE THAT COULD USE 613 00:30:22,467 --> 00:30:26,100 A LITTLE MORE ENCOURAGEMENT AND INSPIRATION. 614 00:30:26,100 --> 00:30:27,967 YOU DON'T END UP CLOSE TO 700 POUNDS 615 00:30:27,967 --> 00:30:32,500 AND JUST MAGICALLY NEVER DEAL WITH WHAT GOT YOU THERE. 616 00:30:32,500 --> 00:30:34,967 YOU NEED HELP TO DO IT. 617 00:30:34,967 --> 00:30:36,333 WELCOME, EVERYBODY. I'M CINDY. 618 00:30:36,333 --> 00:30:38,367 I'M THE COORDINATOR HERE FOR TONIGHT, 619 00:30:38,367 --> 00:30:41,267 AND I JUST WANT TO INTRODUCE EACH PERSON. 620 00:30:41,267 --> 00:30:43,033 HI, EVERYBODY. I'M JOE. 621 00:30:43,033 --> 00:30:44,433 MY HIGH WEIGHT WAS 803. 622 00:30:44,433 --> 00:30:47,133 I'M CURRENTLY AT 522. 623 00:30:47,133 --> 00:30:49,433 WOW! THAT'S AMAZING. 624 00:30:49,433 --> 00:30:50,600 I'M COLLEEN. 625 00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:54,633 I STARTED AT 678, AND I'M NOW 405. 626 00:30:54,633 --> 00:30:56,433 [ APPLAUSE ] 627 00:30:56,433 --> 00:30:58,200 HI, EVERYONE. I'M CHRISTINA. 628 00:30:58,200 --> 00:31:02,167 I STARTED AT 708, AND I'M 177 NOW. 629 00:31:02,167 --> 00:31:04,267 WOW! 630 00:31:04,267 --> 00:31:06,433 [ APPLAUSE ] I'M AMBER. 631 00:31:06,433 --> 00:31:09,867 MY HIGH WEIGHT WAS 660-ISH, 632 00:31:09,867 --> 00:31:11,200 AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I CURRENTLY AM. 633 00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,267 I'LL HAVE TO WEIGH IN AFTER THE MEETING. 634 00:31:13,267 --> 00:31:15,400 YEAH, BUT YOU LOOK GOOD, GIRL. YOU GO. 635 00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:17,167 YOU LOOK FABULOUS, FABULOUS, FABULOUS. 636 00:31:17,167 --> 00:31:18,333 [ APPLAUSE ] 637 00:31:18,333 --> 00:31:22,667 MY NAME IS MELISSA, AND I LOST 500 POUNDS. 638 00:31:22,667 --> 00:31:24,100 [ APPLAUSE ] 639 00:31:24,100 --> 00:31:28,267 BUT WITH MY LAST PREGNANCY, I GAINED 100, 640 00:31:28,267 --> 00:31:32,367 SO I'M HAVING LONG-TERM ISSUES WITH FOOD 641 00:31:32,367 --> 00:31:34,767 'CAUSE HE DID SURGERY DOWN HERE AND NOT UP HERE. 642 00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:36,300 I DON'T THINK YOU'RE ALONE. 643 00:31:36,300 --> 00:31:38,467 I THINK EVERYBODY ELSE CAN FEEL FOR THAT IN THE ROOM, TOO. 644 00:31:38,467 --> 00:31:39,567 YEAH. 645 00:31:39,567 --> 00:31:42,233 THERE'S BEEN SOME AWESOME SHARING TONIGHT, 646 00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:43,767 AND HOPEFULLY WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SOON. 647 00:31:43,767 --> 00:31:45,867 Melissa: I'M REALLY GLAD I CAME TODAY. 648 00:31:45,867 --> 00:31:47,200 YOU ROCK, MAN. 649 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:48,933 THAT'S AN AMAZING AMOUNT. 650 00:31:48,933 --> 00:31:51,700 BEING A FULL-TIME MOTHER TO FOUR KIDS 651 00:31:51,700 --> 00:31:54,900 CAN MAKE YOU FEEL ISOLATED AT TIMES. 652 00:31:54,900 --> 00:31:57,433 BUT I FEEL SO ENCOURAGED RIGHT NOW. 653 00:31:57,433 --> 00:32:01,100 I ONLY HAVE THREE MORE MONTHS UNTIL MY DUE DATE. 654 00:32:01,100 --> 00:32:04,133 SO I HAVE MY EYE ON THE FINISH LINE RIGHT NOW. 655 00:32:13,900 --> 00:32:17,067 THIS MORNING, I CAME IN FOR A REGULAR CHECKUP, 656 00:32:17,067 --> 00:32:20,300 AND MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS JUST OUT-OF-CONTROL HIGH. 657 00:32:20,300 --> 00:32:23,567 SO THE DOCTOR DECIDED THAT I NEEDED TO DELIVER EARLY. 658 00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:25,333 I'M ABOUT 32 WEEKS PREGNANT, 659 00:32:25,333 --> 00:32:28,333 SO THIS IS ALL HAPPENING SOONER THAN I EXPECTED. 660 00:32:28,333 --> 00:32:29,900 ** 661 00:32:29,900 --> 00:32:31,467 INSANE. 662 00:32:31,467 --> 00:32:33,500 I'M READY FOR IT. I'M READY FOR IT. 663 00:32:33,500 --> 00:32:34,667 I'M READY FOR IT. 664 00:32:34,667 --> 00:32:36,900 BUT GUESS WHAT, I'M NOT THAT READY FOR IT. 665 00:32:36,900 --> 00:32:39,667 I HAD PLANNED ON PREPARING A LOT OF HEALTHY MEALS 666 00:32:39,667 --> 00:32:42,133 TO HAVE READY FOR AFTER THE BABY WAS BORN, 667 00:32:42,133 --> 00:32:44,800 BUT I WASN'T EXPECTING HIM TO BE HERE SO EARLY. 668 00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:46,433 Woman: HI. THEY'RE HERE TO GET US. 669 00:32:46,433 --> 00:32:49,100 WE'RE HERE TO TAKE YOU DOWNSTAIRS AND GO HAVE A BABY. 670 00:32:49,100 --> 00:32:53,133 I DON'T FEEL PREPARED, AND I'M NOT SURE HOW I'M GONNA DO THIS 671 00:32:53,133 --> 00:32:54,933 WHEN I GET HOME RIGHT NOW. 672 00:32:54,933 --> 00:32:59,233 BUT WHETHER I'M READY OR NOT, THE BABY'S COMING TODAY. 673 00:33:08,700 --> 00:33:11,400 Chris: ALL RIGHT, WHO WANTS HIM FIRST? 674 00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:12,500 YOU GET BABY FEVER AGAIN? 675 00:33:12,500 --> 00:33:14,167 NO. 676 00:33:14,167 --> 00:33:16,200 Melissa: THE PAST MONTH, GETTING HOME AND SETTLING IN 677 00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:17,400 HAS BEEN A LITTLE OVERWHELMING. 678 00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:19,100 BUT THAT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS 679 00:33:19,100 --> 00:33:22,633 WHEN YOU HAVE A WHOLE NEW PERSON IN YOUR LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF. 680 00:33:22,633 --> 00:33:25,500 SO IT'S A STRUGGLE RIGHT NOW TO KEEP THE DIET, 681 00:33:25,500 --> 00:33:26,900 BUT I'M WORKING ON IT. 682 00:33:26,900 --> 00:33:28,733 HE'S SO COLD. 683 00:33:28,733 --> 00:33:31,667 I'M HOPING BY NEXT MONTH, I CAN START DOING MORE 684 00:33:31,667 --> 00:33:34,733 AND WORKING OUT BECAUSE I SEE DR. NOWZARADAN SOON. 685 00:33:34,733 --> 00:33:37,633 AND I WANT TO HIT MY GOAL OF BEING 20 POUNDS LIGHTER 686 00:33:37,633 --> 00:33:39,333 THAN I WAS WHEN I GOT PREGNANT. 687 00:33:39,333 --> 00:33:41,300 THAT'S ALL RIGHT. I GOT ELI. 688 00:33:41,300 --> 00:33:44,067 BUT EVEN THOUGH HAVING KIDS THAT TAKE UP ALL MY TIME 689 00:33:44,067 --> 00:33:45,500 IS A STRUGGLE, 690 00:33:45,500 --> 00:33:48,667 IT'S NOT AN EXCUSE TO IGNORE MY HEALTH AND GAIN LIKE I HAVE, 691 00:33:48,667 --> 00:33:53,533 SO I HAVE TO FIX IT FOR MY FAMILY AND FOR ME. 692 00:33:55,067 --> 00:33:58,067 ** 693 00:34:00,367 --> 00:34:03,300 Ashley: TODAY, I'M GOING TO HAVE LUNCH WITH MY MOM. 694 00:34:03,300 --> 00:34:06,633 MY DAD WAS ALWAYS THE ONE WHO I COULD RELY ON 695 00:34:06,633 --> 00:34:09,100 BECAUSE I NEVER HAD TO TELL HIM ANYTHING. 696 00:34:09,100 --> 00:34:13,233 HE JUST KNEW, AND HE WAS THERE FOR ME. 697 00:34:13,233 --> 00:34:16,733 I KNOW IT'S UNFAIR TO EXPECT THAT FROM THE REST OF MY FAMILY, 698 00:34:16,733 --> 00:34:20,233 SO I TOLD MY MOM AND HOW I WANT HER SUPPORT 699 00:34:20,233 --> 00:34:22,567 SO THAT SHE KNOWS WHAT I NEED. 700 00:34:22,567 --> 00:34:24,300 HEY. SORRY I'M LATE. 701 00:34:24,300 --> 00:34:25,700 THAT'S ALL RIGHT. 702 00:34:25,700 --> 00:34:29,100 IN THE PAST, MY MOM AND I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH OF A RELATIONSHIP. 703 00:34:29,100 --> 00:34:32,733 SHE USED TO GIVE ME A HARD TIME ALL THE TIME ABOUT MY WEIGHT. 704 00:34:32,733 --> 00:34:34,300 IT WAS VERY HARD. 705 00:34:34,300 --> 00:34:35,933 WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR LUNCH TODAY? 706 00:34:35,933 --> 00:34:37,767 VERY LITTLE. 707 00:34:37,767 --> 00:34:39,100 ** 708 00:34:39,100 --> 00:34:42,200 I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE STAYING ON TRACK. 709 00:34:42,200 --> 00:34:43,200 OH, I AM. 710 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:45,900 I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I LET MY MOM DOWN 711 00:34:45,900 --> 00:34:48,300 OR THAT SHE'S DISAPPOINTED IN ME. 712 00:34:48,300 --> 00:34:51,533 AND THAT'S MADE ME AFRAID TO SHARE THINGS WITH HER. 713 00:34:51,533 --> 00:34:53,200 HOW'D YOU DO ON YOUR WEIGH-IN? 714 00:34:56,700 --> 00:34:57,867 HOW MUCH DID YOU GAIN? 715 00:34:59,300 --> 00:35:00,467 ** 716 00:35:00,467 --> 00:35:02,067 THAT'S NOT GOOD. 717 00:35:02,067 --> 00:35:03,700 NO, IT'S NOT. 718 00:35:03,700 --> 00:35:06,500 I THINK THERE ARE THINGS SHE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER 719 00:35:06,500 --> 00:35:08,367 TO BE THERE FOR ME. 720 00:35:08,367 --> 00:35:11,967 BUT I CAN'T BLAME HER FOR ANYTHING IF I NEVER SPEAK UP. 721 00:35:11,967 --> 00:35:14,467 YOU KNOW, I'M DOING WHAT I CAN NOW WITH MY WEIGHT. 722 00:35:14,467 --> 00:35:15,600 I GOT TO GET THAT OFF 723 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,200 SO I CAN BE ABLE TO FINISH THIS SCHOOLING UP. 724 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,267 YOU GOT TO BE NUMBER ONE. 725 00:35:19,267 --> 00:35:20,600 YOU GOT TO PUT YOURSELF FIRST 726 00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:22,100 SO YOU CAN START ON THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. 727 00:35:22,100 --> 00:35:23,333 YES. 728 00:35:23,333 --> 00:35:26,200 MY MOM HAD GASTRIC BYPASS WITH DR. NOWZARADAN, 729 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:28,767 SO SHE KNOWS WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH. 730 00:35:28,767 --> 00:35:32,500 SHE CAN REALLY HELP ME THROUGH THIS. 731 00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:34,667 YOU KNOW, DADDY IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU, 732 00:35:34,667 --> 00:35:36,267 AND HE'S VERY PROUD OF YOU. 733 00:35:36,267 --> 00:35:38,133 WHAT DID HE ALWAYS CALL YOU? 734 00:35:38,133 --> 00:35:39,800 "BABY GIRL"? 735 00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:43,067 WE'RE GONNA GO AHEAD AND GET THIS 60 POUNDS OFF, EAT HEALTHY, 736 00:35:43,067 --> 00:35:45,333 AT LEAST WALK THREE TO FOUR TIMES A WEEK. 737 00:35:45,333 --> 00:35:46,333 WE GOT TO DO IT. 738 00:35:46,333 --> 00:35:48,500 AND WE'RE GONNA DO IT TOGETHER. 739 00:35:48,500 --> 00:35:50,567 YOU CAN DO IT, BABY GIRL. 740 00:35:50,567 --> 00:35:54,133 YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND TO, ASHLEY. 741 00:35:55,433 --> 00:35:58,333 I'M EXCITED TO START DOING SOME THINGS WITH MY MOM 742 00:35:58,333 --> 00:36:00,067 THAT MAY HELP ME LOSE THE WEIGHT. 743 00:36:00,067 --> 00:36:01,800 I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. 744 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:03,067 SEE YOU TOMORROW. 745 00:36:03,067 --> 00:36:05,067 I THINK THIS IS GONNA HELP ME 746 00:36:05,067 --> 00:36:07,233 MORE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. 747 00:36:07,233 --> 00:36:11,400 AND I FEEL SO ENCOURAGED TO KEEP GOING AND DOING THIS. 748 00:36:16,167 --> 00:36:19,167 ** 749 00:36:19,167 --> 00:36:21,567 Melissa: THINGS ARE GOING WELL RIGHT NOW. 750 00:36:21,567 --> 00:36:23,700 I'VE MANAGED TO LOSE A LITTLE BIT MORE WEIGHT 751 00:36:23,700 --> 00:36:25,200 OVER THE PAST MONTH. 752 00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,900 IT'S STILL JUST BABY WEIGHT THAT I'M LOSING, THOUGH, 753 00:36:28,900 --> 00:36:32,833 BECAUSE I HAVEN'T MADE IT BACK INTO THE 270s YET. 754 00:36:32,833 --> 00:36:34,367 ** 755 00:36:34,367 --> 00:36:37,533 SO I'VE STARTED WORKING OUT SOME TO HELP ME LOSE WEIGHT FASTER. 756 00:36:37,533 --> 00:36:39,400 HOW ARE YOU? I'M FINE. 757 00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:41,067 HOW ARE YOU? GOOD. 758 00:36:41,067 --> 00:36:42,267 ** 759 00:36:42,267 --> 00:36:46,067 SO FAR, I'VE REALLY ENJOYED IT 760 00:36:46,067 --> 00:36:50,700 BECAUSE IT'S QUIET "ME" TIME WHERE I CAN THINK. 761 00:36:50,700 --> 00:36:52,067 ** 762 00:36:52,067 --> 00:36:54,367 I HAVE TWO MORE MONTHS TO DO THIS 763 00:36:54,367 --> 00:36:57,200 AND A LOT OF WEIGHT TO LOSE TO GET THERE. 764 00:36:57,200 --> 00:37:00,433 BUT I'M GONNA DO IT. 765 00:37:06,067 --> 00:37:09,200 ** 766 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,233 Ashley: MY MOM AND I HAVE BEEN SPENDING MORE TIME TOGETHER 767 00:37:19,233 --> 00:37:22,233 TRYING TO WALK AND BE AS ACTIVE AS WE CAN. 768 00:37:22,233 --> 00:37:23,633 YOU DOING OKAY? YEAH. 769 00:37:23,633 --> 00:37:25,533 YOU DOING OKAY? I'M DOING FINE. 770 00:37:25,533 --> 00:37:28,733 WE'VE GOTTEN A LITTLE CLOSER OVER THE LAST MONTH 771 00:37:28,733 --> 00:37:32,933 JUST DOING MORE TOGETHER AND SUPPORTING EACH OTHER. 772 00:37:32,933 --> 00:37:36,733 SHE'S ALSO BEEN HELPING ME PREPARE HEALTHY MEALS, 773 00:37:36,733 --> 00:37:39,133 AND THAT'S BEEN HUGE. 774 00:37:39,133 --> 00:37:40,700 IT'S TAKEN ME A LITTLE BIT 775 00:37:40,700 --> 00:37:44,067 TO GET MY WEIGHT LOSS GOING BACK IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 776 00:37:45,900 --> 00:37:47,433 I WANT MY LEG SURGERY, 777 00:37:47,433 --> 00:37:50,467 AND I KNOW I HAVE A WAYS TO GO TO GET THERE. 778 00:37:50,467 --> 00:37:54,667 BUT I WANT TO STAY ON TRACK AND DO EVERYTHING I NEED TO DO THAT. 779 00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:01,900 LAST TIME I WENT TO GET ON A SCALE 780 00:38:01,900 --> 00:38:03,333 WAS AROUND A MONTH AGO, 781 00:38:03,333 --> 00:38:05,700 AND I HAD LOST AROUND 20 POUNDS THEN. 782 00:38:05,700 --> 00:38:10,967 SO I'M HOPING I LOST THE REST TO MAKE IT BELOW 280 POUNDS. 783 00:38:10,967 --> 00:38:12,700 Woman: 272. 784 00:38:12,700 --> 00:38:13,767 I LIKE THAT. 785 00:38:13,767 --> 00:38:15,933 I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF RIGHT NOW. 786 00:38:15,933 --> 00:38:18,167 I JUST HOPE DR. NOWZARADAN IS, TOO. 787 00:38:18,167 --> 00:38:20,200 ALL RIGHT, ASHLEY, YOU DID GREAT. 788 00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:21,933 YOU LOST 40 POUNDS. 789 00:38:21,933 --> 00:38:23,067 I'M EXCITED. 790 00:38:23,067 --> 00:38:24,767 I'M JUST -- I'M HAPPY IT'S COMING OFF. 791 00:38:24,767 --> 00:38:26,200 IF YOU KEEP THIS UP, 792 00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:29,067 YOU CAN BE UNDER 200 POUNDS IN 6 MONTHS. 793 00:38:29,067 --> 00:38:31,667 AND IF YOU DO THAT, YOU QUALIFY FOR SKIN SURGERY. 794 00:38:31,667 --> 00:38:32,867 I CAN'T WAIT. 795 00:38:32,867 --> 00:38:35,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M REALLY PROUD OF ASHLEY. 796 00:38:35,067 --> 00:38:37,200 WHEN SHE STOPPED COMING A COUPLE YEARS BACK, 797 00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:39,800 I WASN'T SURE SHE WOULD EVER GET BACK TO THE PROGRAM. 798 00:38:39,800 --> 00:38:43,267 I'M REALLY GLAD TO SEE SHE HAS. 799 00:38:43,267 --> 00:38:46,700 JUST STICK WITH THE PROGRAM, AND I'LL SEE YOU SOON. 800 00:38:46,700 --> 00:38:47,833 ** 801 00:38:47,833 --> 00:38:50,167 I KNOW I STILL HAVE 75 POUNDS TO LOSE 802 00:38:50,167 --> 00:38:52,767 BEFORE I'M READY FOR MY NEXT SKIN SURGERY. 803 00:38:52,767 --> 00:38:56,067 BUT I WAS 110 POUNDS WHEN I STARTED THIS, 804 00:38:56,067 --> 00:38:59,333 AND THAT'S A HUGE AMOUNT I'VE ALREADY LOST. 805 00:38:59,333 --> 00:39:03,067 SO I'M SO GLAD I'M BACK ON TRACK RIGHT NOW. 806 00:39:03,067 --> 00:39:05,067 I STARTED WORKING WITH A TRAINING CAMP 807 00:39:05,067 --> 00:39:07,267 THAT HELPS KIDS BUILD UP THEIR CONFIDENCE. 808 00:39:07,267 --> 00:39:08,567 ALL RIGHT, YOU READY? 809 00:39:08,567 --> 00:39:09,567 STEP UP. 810 00:39:09,567 --> 00:39:11,133 I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WORK WITH KIDS, 811 00:39:11,133 --> 00:39:14,267 BUT I NEED TO PICK BACK UP WITH MY TRAINING AND MY SCHOOLING. 812 00:39:14,267 --> 00:39:16,100 SO I'M STARTING ALL THAT AGAIN. 813 00:39:16,100 --> 00:39:17,900 Woman: HAVE YOU EVER WALKED ON A BALANCE BEAM BEFORE? 814 00:39:17,900 --> 00:39:18,900 Ashley: NO. 815 00:39:18,900 --> 00:39:20,233 IT'S A LITTLE UNCOMFORTABLE 816 00:39:20,233 --> 00:39:22,200 TO PUT MYSELF BACK OUT THERE LIKE THIS. 817 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:23,500 AWESOME! 818 00:39:23,500 --> 00:39:25,267 SO THAT'S YOUR SELF-ESTEEM FOR THE DAY. 819 00:39:25,267 --> 00:39:27,167 BUT THE MOST OUTSIDE-MY-COMFORT-ZONE THING 820 00:39:27,167 --> 00:39:30,700 I'M GONNA DO IS TO START AN ONLINE PROFILE ON A DATING SITE. 821 00:39:30,700 --> 00:39:33,400 Woman: WHAT KIND OF GUY ARE YOU LOOKING FOR, ASHLEY? 822 00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:35,133 SOMEBODY NICE, I GUESS. 823 00:39:35,133 --> 00:39:38,433 I NEVER REALLY DATED BECAUSE I'M NOT VERY OUTSPOKEN. 824 00:39:38,433 --> 00:39:41,433 BUT I'M TRYING TO CHANGE THAT ABOUT MYSELF. 825 00:39:41,433 --> 00:39:43,933 Woman: YOU'RE GONNA GET A LOT OF HITS TODAY. 826 00:39:43,933 --> 00:39:46,367 I'M MOVING FORWARD EACH DAY. 827 00:39:46,367 --> 00:39:47,667 OH, THAT'S A GOOD ONE. I GOT YOU SMILING. 828 00:39:47,667 --> 00:39:51,067 I'M NEVER GONNA LET MYSELF FALL BACK TO A PLACE 829 00:39:51,067 --> 00:39:55,267 WHERE I'M LOOKING AT BEING 600 POUNDS AGAIN. 830 00:39:55,267 --> 00:39:58,100 ** 831 00:39:58,100 --> 00:40:00,600 Melissa: I'VE BEEN LOSING WEIGHT, 832 00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:03,367 AND I SEE THE DOCTOR IN TWO WEEKS. 833 00:40:03,367 --> 00:40:05,067 BUT I STOPPED GETTING ON THE SCALE 834 00:40:05,067 --> 00:40:07,600 AND KEEPING TRACK OF MY WEIGHT ABOUT A WEEK AGO 835 00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:10,600 BECAUSE I WANT TO BE SURPRISED WHEN I GO SEE DR. NOW 836 00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:11,867 AND SEE WHERE I'M AT. 837 00:40:11,867 --> 00:40:13,400 ** 838 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:15,600 AND I'VE BEEN FEELING BETTER ABOUT MYSELF, 839 00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:17,767 SO I'M GONNA TREAT MYSELF TO A NEW HAIRSTYLE 840 00:40:17,767 --> 00:40:19,100 AND A MAKEOVER TODAY. 841 00:40:19,100 --> 00:40:21,700 COME BACK AND HAVE A SEAT OVER HERE FOR ME, PLEASE. 842 00:40:21,700 --> 00:40:24,500 MY FOCUS IS STILL MY FAMILY, 843 00:40:24,500 --> 00:40:26,300 BUT I'M JUST NOT LEAVING MYSELF OUT ANYMORE. 844 00:40:26,300 --> 00:40:28,400 AND THIS IS SOMETHING I'VE WANTED TO DO FOR A WHILE. 845 00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:29,733 Melissa: WHAT DID YOU SAY? 846 00:40:29,733 --> 00:40:31,433 IF I'M GONNA GO, GO BIG. GO BIG. 847 00:40:31,433 --> 00:40:32,500 CHOP IT OFF. CHOP IT OFF. 848 00:40:32,500 --> 00:40:34,300 ALL RIGHT. LOVELY. 849 00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:36,900 WOW. FIVE YEARS JUST FELL OFF. 850 00:40:36,900 --> 00:40:38,867 Melissa: I FEEL LIKE IT'S TIME FOR A NEW ME -- 851 00:40:38,867 --> 00:40:41,700 SOMEONE WHO ISN'T PUSHED OFF TO THE SIDE. 852 00:40:41,700 --> 00:40:43,367 AND PART OF THAT IS THE REALIZATION 853 00:40:43,367 --> 00:40:46,233 THAT CHRIS AND I AREN'T GOING TO WORK TOGETHER ANYMORE. 854 00:40:46,233 --> 00:40:48,333 SO RIGHT NOW, I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 855 00:40:48,333 --> 00:40:49,733 WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE 856 00:40:49,733 --> 00:40:51,733 BECAUSE IT'S TIME I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF 857 00:40:51,733 --> 00:40:54,500 IN BECOMING THE MELISSA I WANT TO BE. 858 00:40:54,500 --> 00:40:57,833 SO, MELISSA, ARE YOU READY TO SEE YOURSELF WITH THE NEW LOOK? 859 00:40:57,833 --> 00:41:00,600 [ GASPS ] OHH! 860 00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:01,900 I LOOK... 861 00:41:01,900 --> 00:41:04,567 Woman: 10 YEARS YOUNGER? 862 00:41:04,567 --> 00:41:07,900 I FEEL LIKE I'M BECOMING A NEW PERSON. 863 00:41:07,900 --> 00:41:09,433 Woman: LET'S PUT A LITTLE MAKEUP ON YOU 864 00:41:09,433 --> 00:41:11,067 SO WE CAN COMPLETE THE NEW LOOK. 865 00:41:11,067 --> 00:41:12,467 WHY NOT? SOUNDS FUN. 866 00:41:12,467 --> 00:41:17,633 AND THIS MELISSA IS WHO I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THESE PAST FEW YEARS. 867 00:41:18,967 --> 00:41:21,467 ** 868 00:41:21,467 --> 00:41:24,267 I'M ALWAYS NERVOUS GETTING ON THE SCALE 869 00:41:24,267 --> 00:41:26,400 AND CHECKING MY WEIGHT. 870 00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:28,267 BUT I KNOW I'VE MADE PROGRESS. 871 00:41:28,267 --> 00:41:31,433 I JUST HOPE I HIT 260, LIKE I WAS SUPPOSED TO. 872 00:41:32,467 --> 00:41:33,833 Woman: 252. 873 00:41:33,833 --> 00:41:35,067 YES! 874 00:41:35,933 --> 00:41:37,567 THAT IS INCREDIBLE. 875 00:41:37,567 --> 00:41:42,067 I SEE YOU LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT SINCE LAST TIME I SAW YOU. 876 00:41:42,067 --> 00:41:43,967 YOU ARE DOING GREAT. THANK YOU. 877 00:41:43,967 --> 00:41:47,133 I GOT BACK ON YOUR EATING PLAN AND OFF OF MINE. 878 00:41:47,133 --> 00:41:48,567 ALL RIGHT, YOU'RE DOING GOOD, THEN. 879 00:41:48,567 --> 00:41:51,367 NOW WE NEED TO KEEP PROGRESS GOING 880 00:41:51,367 --> 00:41:55,467 SO WE GET YOU BACK TO YOUR TARGET OF 150 POUNDS, OKAY? 881 00:41:55,467 --> 00:41:56,533 ALL RIGHT. 882 00:41:56,533 --> 00:42:00,067 HOPEFULLY, YOU SEE NOW WHAT YOU'RE CAPABLE OF 883 00:42:00,067 --> 00:42:01,333 IF YOU APPLY YOURSELF. 884 00:42:01,333 --> 00:42:02,400 HOW ARE THE KIDS? 885 00:42:02,400 --> 00:42:03,633 THEY'RE GOOD. 886 00:42:03,633 --> 00:42:06,333 ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? 887 00:42:06,333 --> 00:42:09,400 YOUR LIFE IS DIFFERENT, HUH? 888 00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:11,067 I'M PROUD OF YOU. THANK YOU. 889 00:42:11,067 --> 00:42:12,800 ALL RIGHT, I'LL SEE YOU LATER. 890 00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:14,800 THANK YOU, DR. NOWZARADAN. 891 00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:16,500 THE APPOINTMENT TODAY WAS GOOD. 892 00:42:16,500 --> 00:42:18,967 HE MADE ME CRY NOT BECAUSE HE WAS YELLING AT ME, 893 00:42:18,967 --> 00:42:21,133 BUT BECAUSE HE TOLD ME HE WAS PROUD OF ME. 894 00:42:21,133 --> 00:42:24,367 DR. NOWZARADAN SAVED MY LIFE. 895 00:42:25,800 --> 00:42:29,933 HAVING WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY HAS MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE. 896 00:42:29,933 --> 00:42:31,667 I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER RIGHT NOW. 896 00:42:32,305 --> 00:43:32,613 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm