"My 600-lb Life" Lisa's Story

1 00:00:01,333 --> 00:00:04,000 ** 2 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:05,733 Lisa: OW! 3 00:00:05,733 --> 00:00:08,633 THIS IS NOT THE LIFE THAT I WANT TO LIVE, 4 00:00:08,633 --> 00:00:10,733 AND I HATE IT. 5 00:00:10,733 --> 00:00:16,433 ** 6 00:00:16,433 --> 00:00:19,267 [ BOTH GROANING ] 7 00:00:19,267 --> 00:00:22,833 Woman: MY LIFE IS WASTING AWAY, AND I HATE IT. 8 00:00:22,833 --> 00:00:26,333 Woman: I'VE TRIED TO CHANGE, BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS KNOCKS ME DOWN. 9 00:00:26,333 --> 00:00:33,867 ** 10 00:00:33,867 --> 00:00:35,867 MY LIFE -- IT'S LIKE LIVING A DEATH SENTENCE. 11 00:00:35,867 --> 00:00:38,633 UGH. OH. OW! [ BLEEP ] 12 00:00:38,633 --> 00:00:40,200 THIS IS NO LIFE FOR ANYONE. 13 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:44,700 ** 14 00:00:44,700 --> 00:00:47,500 OH, JUST PRAY FOR ME. 15 00:00:47,500 --> 00:00:49,000 OW, MY LEG! 16 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:50,233 SIT DOWN RIGHT THERE. 17 00:00:50,233 --> 00:00:51,333 -WAIT. -YOU'RE MAKING ME MAD. 18 00:00:51,333 --> 00:00:53,367 THIS IS COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE. 19 00:00:53,367 --> 00:00:54,533 [ DOOR CLOSES ] 20 00:00:54,533 --> 00:00:57,567 ** 21 00:00:57,567 --> 00:01:00,567 Lisa: AH! DON'T HURT MY LEG RIGHT THERE! 22 00:01:00,567 --> 00:01:02,400 AH, AH! 23 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:04,833 -ONE, TWO, THREE. -AAH! 24 00:01:04,833 --> 00:01:07,233 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 25 00:01:07,233 --> 00:01:09,633 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 26 00:01:10,700 --> 00:01:14,133 Lisa: WHEN ALL YOU DO IS GIVE IN TO WHAT'S EASY, 27 00:01:14,133 --> 00:01:18,067 YOU SOMETIMES FORGET IT'S THE MORE DIFFICULT CHALLENGES 28 00:01:18,067 --> 00:01:19,933 THAT MAKE YOU STRONGER. 29 00:01:19,933 --> 00:01:27,267 ** 30 00:01:27,267 --> 00:01:34,567 ** 31 00:01:34,567 --> 00:01:35,867 UGH. 32 00:01:35,867 --> 00:01:37,133 ONE, TWO, THREE. 33 00:01:37,133 --> 00:01:38,667 UGH! 34 00:01:41,067 --> 00:01:44,100 Lisa: MY LIFE IS SO EXHAUSTING. 35 00:01:46,633 --> 00:01:47,967 UH-OH. 36 00:01:50,167 --> 00:01:52,500 I'M STUCK IN THIS BED. 37 00:01:52,500 --> 00:01:54,367 OH... 38 00:01:54,367 --> 00:01:57,467 AND I'M HELPLESS. 39 00:01:57,467 --> 00:02:02,867 I -- I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE. I -- I CAN'T WALK. 40 00:02:02,867 --> 00:02:07,800 THE LITTLEST THINGS, I CAN'T DO FOR MYSELF. 41 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:11,233 AND THE SORENESS I HAVE IN MY BODY 42 00:02:11,233 --> 00:02:14,433 MAKES EVERY MOVEMENT DIFFICULT. 43 00:02:14,433 --> 00:02:16,300 IT JUST HURTS. 44 00:02:18,633 --> 00:02:23,533 MY TWO DAUGHTERS AND FIVE GRANDKIDS LIVE WITH ME, 45 00:02:23,533 --> 00:02:27,800 AND I RELY ON MY FAMILY FOR HELP. 46 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:31,533 I FEEL A LOT OF GUILT ABOUT HOW MUCH MY FAMILY 47 00:02:31,533 --> 00:02:33,600 HAS TO CARE OF ME. 48 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:39,467 AND IT SO HUMILIATING FOR MY DAUGHTER TO HAVE TO BATHE ME. 49 00:02:39,467 --> 00:02:43,567 ** 50 00:02:43,567 --> 00:02:44,800 WAIT, RIGHT THERE. 51 00:02:44,800 --> 00:02:48,300 Michelle: TAKING CARE OF MY MOM IS EXHAUSTING. 52 00:02:48,300 --> 00:02:52,300 I DON'T WANT THIS TO GET ANY WORSE. 53 00:02:52,300 --> 00:02:54,100 I WOULDN'T SAY I RESENT THE THINGS 54 00:02:54,100 --> 00:02:55,667 THAT I HAVE TO DO FOR MY MOM, 55 00:02:55,667 --> 00:03:00,800 BECAUSE YOU ONLY GET ONE MOM, SO WE ALL HAVE TO HELP HER. 56 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:04,067 Lisa:...TWO...THREE! 57 00:03:04,067 --> 00:03:07,200 AH! GOD HELP ME! 58 00:03:07,200 --> 00:03:09,433 YOU GOT IT? I GOT IT. 59 00:03:09,433 --> 00:03:10,767 OH! AH! 60 00:03:10,767 --> 00:03:14,433 MY GRANDSON DON'T EVEN GET A CHANCE TO BE A KID 61 00:03:14,433 --> 00:03:18,633 BECAUSE HE'S SO BUSY CATERING TO ME. 62 00:03:18,633 --> 00:03:19,900 OH! 63 00:03:19,900 --> 00:03:20,967 AAH! [ WINCES ] 64 00:03:20,967 --> 00:03:23,067 OH, DANIELLE, YOU JUST BROKE MY SKIN. 65 00:03:23,067 --> 00:03:24,600 I FELT IT. 66 00:03:24,600 --> 00:03:25,767 OH! 67 00:03:25,767 --> 00:03:29,867 ** 68 00:03:29,867 --> 00:03:33,933 Danielle: IT REALLY HURTS ME TO SEE MY MOM STRUGGLE SO MUCH. 69 00:03:33,933 --> 00:03:38,300 IT'S HARD TO WATCH BECAUSE SHE'S IN PAIN, 70 00:03:38,300 --> 00:03:40,933 BUT I HAVE TO DO IT. 71 00:03:40,933 --> 00:03:43,433 Errick: SLOWLY. 72 00:03:43,433 --> 00:03:44,767 SLOW... 73 00:03:44,767 --> 00:03:46,267 OH! 74 00:03:46,267 --> 00:03:48,767 MM... 75 00:03:48,767 --> 00:03:50,600 OH! 76 00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:55,400 Lisa: THIS IS THE START OF EVERY DAY, AND I HATE IT. 77 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:57,100 Danielle: OKAY, WHAT YOU WANT TO PUT ON? 78 00:03:57,100 --> 00:04:01,067 I'M SO USED TO BEING IN SO MUCH PAIN, 79 00:04:01,067 --> 00:04:04,367 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO. 80 00:04:04,367 --> 00:04:06,967 IT'S A STRUGGLE EVERY DAY... 81 00:04:08,333 --> 00:04:10,167 MM. 82 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:14,433 ...BECAUSE MY LIFE IS CONFINED TO THIS BED. 83 00:04:14,433 --> 00:04:16,333 Danielle: READY? ONE, TWO, THREE. 84 00:04:16,333 --> 00:04:18,433 OHH! 85 00:04:18,433 --> 00:04:20,367 OH, OW. 86 00:04:20,367 --> 00:04:26,067 Lisa: I CAN TELL DANIELLE IS GETTING TIRED OF HELPING. 87 00:04:26,067 --> 00:04:30,800 BUT SHE LOVES ME, SO SHE ENDURES IT. 88 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:33,500 NOW YOU GOTTA HELP ME ROLL HER OVER. 89 00:04:33,500 --> 00:04:34,533 ALL RIGHT. 90 00:04:36,067 --> 00:04:37,567 OKAY, I NEED TO CHECK YOUR LEG. 91 00:04:37,567 --> 00:04:39,467 OKAY, BIG BOY. 92 00:04:39,467 --> 00:04:41,233 YOU READY? 93 00:04:41,233 --> 00:04:44,833 ONE...TWO... 94 00:04:44,833 --> 00:04:45,667 HIT IT! 95 00:04:45,667 --> 00:04:47,233 OW! 96 00:04:47,233 --> 00:04:48,700 OW! 97 00:04:48,700 --> 00:04:49,767 OH. 98 00:04:49,767 --> 00:04:52,400 A MONTH AGO, I STARTED FEELING SICK, 99 00:04:52,400 --> 00:04:56,233 AND MY LEG WAS REALLY BOTHERING ME. 100 00:04:56,233 --> 00:05:00,600 I KEPT SAYING, "MY LEG IS HURTING BAD." 101 00:05:00,600 --> 00:05:04,433 AND WHEN DANIELLE PULLED OPEN THE FOLDS OF MY SKIN... 102 00:05:08,167 --> 00:05:12,200 SO NOW SHE HAS TO CHECK MY LEG EVERY DAY, 103 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:15,200 AND I CAN'T BELIEVE IT GOT SO BAD. 104 00:05:16,167 --> 00:05:17,567 OH! 105 00:05:17,567 --> 00:05:19,167 OW! 106 00:05:19,167 --> 00:05:21,200 EH. 107 00:05:22,200 --> 00:05:25,367 THIS IS NOT THE LIFE THAT I WANT TO LIVE. 108 00:05:26,433 --> 00:05:29,700 I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD END UP THIS WAY. 109 00:05:29,700 --> 00:05:34,867 ** 110 00:05:34,867 --> 00:05:38,567 I STARTED OUT AS A REGULAR CHILD 111 00:05:38,567 --> 00:05:41,600 HAVING FUN, DOING THINGS, PLAYING. 112 00:05:44,067 --> 00:05:46,867 I GREW UP WITH FIVE BROTHERS, 113 00:05:46,867 --> 00:05:50,133 AND MY DAD ALWAYS TOLD US HE LOVED US -- 114 00:05:50,133 --> 00:05:52,833 ME MORE, BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY GIRL. 115 00:05:52,833 --> 00:05:55,533 I'M SPOILED. 116 00:05:55,533 --> 00:05:58,733 BUT MY MOM NEVER SAID SHE LOVED ME. 117 00:05:58,733 --> 00:06:01,667 SHE WOULD COOK ME ANYTHING I WANTED. 118 00:06:01,667 --> 00:06:05,067 THAT WAS HER WAY OF SHOWING LOVE. 119 00:06:05,067 --> 00:06:08,400 SHE NEVER SAID IT, AND THAT'S HOW SHE SHOWED IT -- 120 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:10,767 BY COOKING. 121 00:06:10,767 --> 00:06:14,267 GROWING UP, LISA WAS TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS IN THE FAMILY. 122 00:06:14,267 --> 00:06:16,767 SHE REALLY LOVED FOOD A WHOLE LOT. 123 00:06:16,767 --> 00:06:19,133 'CAUSE SHE WAS ALWAYS EATING MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE. 124 00:06:20,867 --> 00:06:26,067 Lisa: BUT SOMETIMES MY MOM ALSO USED FOOD AS A PUNISHMENT. 125 00:06:26,067 --> 00:06:29,833 I REMEMBER THIS ONE TIME I ASKED FOR SOME CAKE. 126 00:06:29,833 --> 00:06:32,267 SHE WOULDN'T GIVE IT TO ME. 127 00:06:32,267 --> 00:06:36,433 I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND, SO I JUST TOOK MY FINGER 128 00:06:36,433 --> 00:06:39,900 AND JUST RUBBED ALL THE ICING OFF THE CAKE. 129 00:06:39,900 --> 00:06:43,333 AND MY MAMA CALLED ME AND SHE SAID... 130 00:06:45,367 --> 00:06:49,533 AND SHE SET ME DOWN AND SAID I HAD TO EAT THE WHOLE CAKE. 131 00:06:49,533 --> 00:06:51,867 BUT AFTER ABOUT AN HOUR, MY DAD CAME 132 00:06:51,867 --> 00:06:54,167 AND HE THROWED IT IN THE TRASH CAN. 133 00:06:54,167 --> 00:06:57,933 MY DAD ALWAYS SAVED ME. 134 00:06:57,933 --> 00:07:00,267 AND THEN WHEN I WAS NINE YEARS OLD, 135 00:07:00,267 --> 00:07:01,567 MY PARENTS DIVORCED. 136 00:07:01,567 --> 00:07:05,300 AND THAT WAS A HARD TIME IN MY LIFE. 137 00:07:05,300 --> 00:07:10,067 THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER WAS EATING. 138 00:07:10,067 --> 00:07:12,867 ICE CREAM WAS MY FRIEND AT NIGHT. 139 00:07:12,867 --> 00:07:16,667 I HAD MY OWN BOWL, I HAD MY OWN SPOON, 140 00:07:16,667 --> 00:07:22,800 AND I KEPT IT HID IN MY ROOM UNTIL MY MOM FOUND IT ONE DAY. 141 00:07:22,800 --> 00:07:26,367 SHE TOOK MY BOWL AND MY SPOON AND THREW IT AWAY. 142 00:07:26,367 --> 00:07:29,067 BUT THAT DIDN'T EVEN STOP ME. 143 00:07:29,067 --> 00:07:30,700 I KEPT SNEAKING FOOD. 144 00:07:30,700 --> 00:07:37,667 AND WHEN I WAS 11 YEARS OLD, I WEIGHED 120 POUNDS. 145 00:07:37,667 --> 00:07:42,133 I WAS DEFINITELY THICKER THAN MOST OF THE KIDS IN MY CLASS. 146 00:07:42,133 --> 00:07:44,067 KIDS STARTED PICKING AT ME. 147 00:07:44,067 --> 00:07:47,600 THEY WAS CALLING ME "BIG GIRL," "FAT GIRL." 148 00:07:47,600 --> 00:07:51,267 AND MY FAMILY STARTED CALLING ME NAMES, TOO. 149 00:07:51,267 --> 00:07:53,833 MY MOM HAD A LOT OF NAMES FOR ME. 150 00:07:53,833 --> 00:08:00,900 I WAS, UM, "LI'L FAT GIRL," "MAMA FAT BABY." 151 00:08:00,900 --> 00:08:04,067 MY BROTHERS CALLED ME "FAT-ASS." 152 00:08:06,100 --> 00:08:09,067 Claude: ME AND BROTHERS MADE FUN OF HER MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE. 153 00:08:09,067 --> 00:08:10,333 I KNEW SHE DIDN'T LIKE IT TOO MUCH, 154 00:08:10,333 --> 00:08:11,733 'CAUSE WE USED TO GET ON HER ALL THE TIME. 155 00:08:11,733 --> 00:08:15,233 WE USED TO CALL HER "CHUBBY," "LARGE," 156 00:08:15,233 --> 00:08:17,300 STUFF LIKE THAT, THERE, 157 00:08:17,300 --> 00:08:19,700 TO TRY TO MAKE FEEL LIKE SHE NEEDED 158 00:08:19,700 --> 00:08:22,467 TO TRY TO LOSE THE WEIGHT. 159 00:08:22,467 --> 00:08:24,067 Lisa: IT BOTHERED ME, 160 00:08:24,067 --> 00:08:26,400 BUT IT DIDN'T STOP ME FROM EATING 161 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:29,200 BECAUSE I LOVE FOOD. 162 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:32,200 BUT THEN, MY LIFE REALLY CHANGED. 163 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:37,067 WHEN I WAS 14, I GOT PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST CHILD. 164 00:08:37,067 --> 00:08:40,100 THE WORST THING ABOUT THAT WAS... 165 00:08:40,100 --> 00:08:44,633 THE DISAPPOINTMENT THAT I SAW IN MY MAMA FACE. 166 00:08:44,633 --> 00:08:48,300 SHE WAS SO MAD THAT THE VERY NEXT DAY, 167 00:08:48,300 --> 00:08:49,733 I WAS PACKED UP 168 00:08:49,733 --> 00:08:51,733 AND SENT TO MISSISSIPPI 169 00:08:51,733 --> 00:08:56,733 TO LIVE WITH MY GRANDMOTHER UNTIL I HAD MY DAUGHTER. 170 00:08:56,733 --> 00:09:02,667 BUT I KNEW ONE PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD COULD SAVE ME. 171 00:09:02,667 --> 00:09:07,300 SO I CALLED MY DAD, AND I TOLD HIM WHERE I WAS. 172 00:09:07,300 --> 00:09:10,300 HE TOLD ME, "BABY, DON'T WORRY. 173 00:09:10,300 --> 00:09:12,633 WE'RE BRINGING YOU BACK HOME." 174 00:09:12,633 --> 00:09:17,633 BUT BEING A MOM AT A YOUNG AGE, IT WAS HARD. 175 00:09:17,633 --> 00:09:19,600 I TURNED TO FOOD. 176 00:09:19,600 --> 00:09:22,433 AND BY THE TIME I MADE IT TO HIGH SCHOOL, 177 00:09:22,433 --> 00:09:26,700 I WAS 220 POUNDS. 178 00:09:26,700 --> 00:09:31,567 AROUND THEN, MY BROTHER INTRODUCED ME TO HIS FRIEND, 179 00:09:31,567 --> 00:09:33,700 WHO I STARTED DATING. 180 00:09:33,700 --> 00:09:38,067 AND AT AGE 17, I HAD A SON. 181 00:09:38,067 --> 00:09:42,467 AND WE STAYED TOGETHER ANOTHER YEAR OR SO. 182 00:09:42,467 --> 00:09:46,067 AND AT 19, I HAD MY DAUGHTER. 183 00:09:46,067 --> 00:09:48,633 WE TRIED TO RAISE OUR KIDS TOGETHER, 184 00:09:48,633 --> 00:09:51,333 BUT I JUST DIDN'T WANT THAT. 185 00:09:51,333 --> 00:09:53,867 AND I JUST WANTED TO HAVE FUN. 186 00:09:53,867 --> 00:09:57,100 BUT I WAS A PARENT, TOO. 187 00:09:57,100 --> 00:10:01,300 AND I WORKED IN FAST FOOD, 188 00:10:01,300 --> 00:10:05,233 SO I WAS EATING FAST FOOD EVERY DAY. 189 00:10:05,233 --> 00:10:08,800 WHEN I HAD MY LAST CHILD AT AGE 20, 190 00:10:08,800 --> 00:10:12,233 I GOT UP TO 330 POUNDS. 191 00:10:12,233 --> 00:10:15,833 BUT THEN, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE. 192 00:10:15,833 --> 00:10:20,200 WHEN I WAS 23, MY DAD GOT SICK. 193 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:26,333 HE SAID, "IF YOU LET THEM HOOK ME UP TO THIS BREATHING MACHINE, 194 00:10:26,333 --> 00:10:30,500 YOU GONNA HAVE TO BE THE ONE DECIDING TO TAKE ME OFF." 195 00:10:30,500 --> 00:10:36,367 AND THAT ALMOST KILLED ME. 196 00:10:36,367 --> 00:10:39,933 NOBODY WANTS TO SEE THEIR FATHER DIE. 197 00:10:39,933 --> 00:10:46,100 AND AFTER THAT, I STARTED EATING ALL THE TIME AND DRINKING MORE. 198 00:10:46,100 --> 00:10:48,800 LONG AS I STAYED DRUNK, 199 00:10:48,800 --> 00:10:51,967 THE -- THE FEELINGS DIDN'T HURT ME. 200 00:10:51,967 --> 00:10:55,267 AND MY BROTHER ERRICK WAS ALWAYS AT MY HOUSE 201 00:10:55,267 --> 00:10:58,600 DRINKING AND PARTYING WITH ME. 202 00:10:58,600 --> 00:11:03,333 ONE NIGHT, SOME GUYS OUTSIDE MY APARTMENT WAS FIGHTING... 203 00:11:05,300 --> 00:11:08,133 ...AND MY BROTHER WAS SHOT AND KILLED. 204 00:11:14,700 --> 00:11:17,133 AND TO HAVE YOUR MOM TELL YOU THAT... 205 00:11:19,267 --> 00:11:23,933 ...MY HEART WAS BROKE IN A MILLION PIECES. 206 00:11:23,933 --> 00:11:29,067 SO I DECIDED TO LEAVE TOWN AND MOVE TO MISSISSIPPI. 207 00:11:29,067 --> 00:11:31,933 AND I MET A GUY, 208 00:11:31,933 --> 00:11:35,200 AND WE WERE HAPPY AT FIRST. 209 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:38,667 BUT OVER THE YEARS, THINGS HAPPENED. 210 00:11:38,667 --> 00:11:40,367 HE CHEATED. 211 00:11:40,367 --> 00:11:44,600 I GREW UNHAPPY AND DEPRESSED. 212 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:50,467 AND DURING THAT TIME, I GAINED UP TO 445 POUNDS. 213 00:11:50,467 --> 00:11:53,467 AND THEN IN MY EARLY 40s, 214 00:11:53,467 --> 00:11:57,533 I FOUND OUT MY MOM HAD CANCER. 215 00:11:59,567 --> 00:12:02,100 SO I MOVED BACK HOME WITH MY MOM, 216 00:12:02,100 --> 00:12:06,367 AND SHE PASSED AWAY SHORTLY AFTER. 217 00:12:06,367 --> 00:12:11,833 LOSING MY MOM, I ALMOST LOST MY MIND. 218 00:12:11,833 --> 00:12:15,367 I STARTED EATING AROUND THE CLOCK. 219 00:12:15,367 --> 00:12:20,067 AND I PICKED UP WEIGHT SO FAST... 220 00:12:22,467 --> 00:12:25,367 ...I WAS OVER 500 POUNDS. 221 00:12:25,367 --> 00:12:28,967 ONE DAY, I TRIED TO GET UP AND GO TO THE BATHROOM. 222 00:12:28,967 --> 00:12:30,767 I COULDN'T MAKE IT. 223 00:12:33,067 --> 00:12:38,333 AND I PHYSICALLY COULDN'T GET MYSELF UP ANYMORE. 224 00:12:38,333 --> 00:12:42,333 AND THAT'S THE MOMENT I REALIZED I WAS STUCK IN THIS BED. 225 00:12:42,333 --> 00:12:45,300 ** 226 00:12:45,300 --> 00:12:47,900 BUT JUST WHEN I WAS AT MY LOWEST, 227 00:12:47,900 --> 00:12:50,733 HERBURT CAME INTO MY LIFE. 228 00:12:50,733 --> 00:12:53,833 AND HE'S BEEN WITH ME FOR YEARS NOW. 229 00:12:55,967 --> 00:13:00,867 WE MOSTLY TALK ONLINE BECAUSE I CAN'T GO SEE HIM, 230 00:13:00,867 --> 00:13:04,467 'CAUSE I HAVEN'T WALKED IN OVER A YEAR. 231 00:13:04,467 --> 00:13:09,100 AND NOW I FEEL LIKE A PRISONER RIGHT HERE IN THIS BED, 232 00:13:09,100 --> 00:13:12,433 AND I'M OVER 600 POUNDS. 233 00:13:12,433 --> 00:13:14,733 YOU NEED ANYTHING ELSE? 234 00:13:14,733 --> 00:13:16,067 BREAKFAST. 235 00:13:16,067 --> 00:13:17,767 WHAT YOU WANNA EAT? 236 00:13:17,767 --> 00:13:21,467 I WANNA SAY GRITS, BUT I KNOW YOU CAN'T COOK 'EM GOOD. 237 00:13:21,467 --> 00:13:26,300 SO RICE AND TURKEY SAUSAGE AND EGGS. 238 00:13:26,300 --> 00:13:28,500 ALL RIGHT. 239 00:13:28,500 --> 00:13:29,767 THANK YOU, SUGARS. 240 00:13:29,767 --> 00:13:31,067 YOU'RE WELCOME. 241 00:13:32,733 --> 00:13:37,633 Lisa: I DEPEND ON DANIELLE AND THE REST OF MY FAMILY 242 00:13:37,633 --> 00:13:40,667 TO BRING ME FOOD EVERY DAY. 243 00:13:42,733 --> 00:13:47,300 FOOD PLAYS A MAJOR ROLE IN MY LIFE. 244 00:13:47,300 --> 00:13:54,333 IF I'M MAD, IF I'M DEPRESSED, IF I GET AGITATED, 245 00:13:54,333 --> 00:13:56,167 I WANNA EAT. 246 00:13:56,167 --> 00:13:57,967 -DANIELLE? -MA'AM? 247 00:13:57,967 --> 00:14:00,700 DID YOU PUT CHEESE IN MY RICE? 248 00:14:00,700 --> 00:14:02,200 Danielle: YES, I WILL. 249 00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:04,600 DON'T FORGET MY PEPPER. 250 00:14:04,600 --> 00:14:07,133 I GOT IT. 251 00:14:09,433 --> 00:14:12,333 Danielle: IF I DON'T BRING HER WHAT SHE ASKS FOR 252 00:14:12,333 --> 00:14:14,267 OR SOMETHING SIMILAR, 253 00:14:14,267 --> 00:14:18,733 SHE'LL JUST ORDER IT HERSELF OR CALL SOMEONE ELSE. 254 00:14:18,733 --> 00:14:20,467 MAMA, YOU READY TO EAT? 255 00:14:20,467 --> 00:14:22,233 YES. 256 00:14:22,233 --> 00:14:26,733 AND IF MY MOM DOESN'T GET HER WAY, EVERYBODY HAS TO PAY. 257 00:14:26,733 --> 00:14:28,067 SHE WILL FUSS. 258 00:14:28,067 --> 00:14:29,167 SHE WILL CURSE. 259 00:14:29,167 --> 00:14:32,600 SHE PROBABLY WOULD PUT US OUT. 260 00:14:32,600 --> 00:14:36,767 MY SISTER AND I MOVED HERE TO HELP HER. 261 00:14:36,767 --> 00:14:38,433 WANT SOME JUICE? 262 00:14:38,433 --> 00:14:40,133 WHAT KINDA JUICE WE GOT? 263 00:14:40,133 --> 00:14:42,833 FRUIT PUNCH. 264 00:14:42,833 --> 00:14:45,333 HERE, WASH MY CUP OUT. 265 00:14:45,333 --> 00:14:49,300 ** 266 00:14:49,300 --> 00:14:52,767 Lisa: I EAT MY REGULAR THREE MEALS A DAY... 267 00:14:54,700 --> 00:14:56,367 ...PLUS THREE MORE. 268 00:14:58,767 --> 00:15:01,067 WE DON'T HAVE ANY MORE ICE. 269 00:15:01,067 --> 00:15:02,067 THANK YOU. 270 00:15:02,067 --> 00:15:05,067 ** 271 00:15:05,067 --> 00:15:07,667 -BUT THAT JUICE IS COLD. -THANKS. 272 00:15:07,667 --> 00:15:09,467 I DON'T HAVE PORTION SIZE. 273 00:15:09,467 --> 00:15:14,433 I LIKE TO STACK MY PLATE AND GET TO BUSINESS. 274 00:15:14,433 --> 00:15:19,533 WHEN I'M EATING, NOTHING GOES THROUGH MY MIND. 275 00:15:19,533 --> 00:15:23,600 I'M HAPPY. 276 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:30,567 SINCE I CAN'T GET OUT LIKE I WANT TO, I EAT MORE. 277 00:15:30,567 --> 00:15:32,833 I CAN'T STOP MYSELF. 278 00:15:32,833 --> 00:15:42,633 ** 279 00:15:42,633 --> 00:15:44,733 MIMI? 280 00:15:44,733 --> 00:15:50,733 ** 281 00:15:50,733 --> 00:15:52,400 MA'AM? 282 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:55,300 I'M FEELING A LITTLE HUNGRY. 283 00:15:55,300 --> 00:15:58,533 I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO WHOOP SOMETHING UP FOR YOU. 284 00:15:58,533 --> 00:16:00,233 THANK YOU, BABE. 285 00:16:02,633 --> 00:16:05,400 MICHA DOES STUFF FOR ME. 286 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:09,133 BUT AS FAR AS COMING IN MY ROOM TO, YOU KNOW, 287 00:16:09,133 --> 00:16:12,067 HELP BATHE ME OR SOME-- 288 00:16:12,067 --> 00:16:15,367 "MAMA, I JUST CAN'T DO IT." 289 00:16:15,367 --> 00:16:19,333 BUT SHE'S ALWAYS COOKING. 290 00:16:19,333 --> 00:16:23,167 ON ANY GIVEN NIGHT, YOU GONNA HAVE A BIG MEAL. 291 00:16:23,167 --> 00:16:25,867 ** 292 00:16:25,867 --> 00:16:28,667 I CARRY AROUND A LOT OF GUILT, 293 00:16:28,667 --> 00:16:31,233 BECAUSE I CAN'T DO NOTHING 294 00:16:31,233 --> 00:16:35,667 WITHOUT ASSISTANCE FROM SOMEBODY. 295 00:16:35,667 --> 00:16:39,667 MY CHILDREN ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE THEY OWN LIFE, 296 00:16:39,667 --> 00:16:45,167 BUT THEIR LIFE REVOLVES AROUND MY LIFE... 297 00:16:45,167 --> 00:16:46,367 HERE YOU GO. 298 00:16:48,400 --> 00:16:52,333 ...BECAUSE I NEED SO MUCH ATTENTION. 299 00:16:52,333 --> 00:16:56,933 AND SINCE I CAN'T GET UP, I HAVE TO TAKE MY DINNER TO BED 300 00:16:56,933 --> 00:17:01,367 WHILE THE REST OF THE FAMILY IS TOGETHER. 301 00:17:01,367 --> 00:17:06,767 MY WEIGHT ISOLATES ME FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYBODY. 302 00:17:06,767 --> 00:17:11,100 ** 303 00:17:11,100 --> 00:17:13,300 Danielle: I WISH MY MOM WOULD MAKE BETTER CHOICES 304 00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:14,533 TO SAVE HER LIFE, 305 00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:19,167 AND JUST GET UP AND JUST HELP ME HELP HER. 306 00:17:20,333 --> 00:17:23,667 MY WORST FEAR FOR MY MOM IS HER DYING 307 00:17:23,667 --> 00:17:27,100 WITHOUT BEING TO EXPERIENCE LIFE WITH HER GRANDKIDS. 308 00:17:27,100 --> 00:17:30,500 ** 309 00:17:30,500 --> 00:17:35,500 MY DAUGHTER'S SO SCARED I'MA GO TO SLEEP AND NOT WAKE UP. 310 00:17:35,500 --> 00:17:37,867 I'VE DONE THIS TO MYSELF... 311 00:17:39,533 --> 00:17:41,467 ...AND I'M KILLING MYSELF. 312 00:17:43,767 --> 00:17:46,267 THIS IS NOT THE LIFE I WANTED. 313 00:17:48,600 --> 00:17:52,167 MY LIFE IS A MESS. 314 00:17:52,167 --> 00:17:55,433 I NEED HELP. 315 00:17:55,433 --> 00:17:57,433 I DON'T WANNA DIE LIKE THIS. 316 00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:11,733 ** 317 00:18:11,733 --> 00:18:18,933 ** 318 00:18:18,933 --> 00:18:20,933 DANIELLE! 319 00:18:20,933 --> 00:18:23,933 ** 320 00:18:23,933 --> 00:18:26,367 Danielle: THIS IS DEFINITELY MY MOM'S LAST CHANCE, 321 00:18:26,367 --> 00:18:29,067 BECAUSE NO ONE HAS BEEN WILLING TO HELP HER. 322 00:18:29,067 --> 00:18:30,067 -THANK YOU. -HERE. 323 00:18:30,067 --> 00:18:31,333 IT'S THE LAST RESORT. 324 00:18:31,333 --> 00:18:33,900 AND IT'S MY LAST RESORT, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE 325 00:18:33,900 --> 00:18:37,500 IF SHE DOESN'T DO WHAT SHE NEED TO DO, 326 00:18:37,500 --> 00:18:39,700 I'LL BE AT THE END OF THE ROPE. 327 00:18:42,100 --> 00:18:44,633 [ SKYPE MESSENGER RINGS ] 328 00:18:46,900 --> 00:18:48,533 -HELLO. -HELLO. 329 00:18:48,533 --> 00:18:50,767 HI, LISA. I'M DR. NOWZARADAN. 330 00:18:50,767 --> 00:18:53,867 HEY, DR. NOWZARADAN. HOW ARE YOU? 331 00:18:53,867 --> 00:18:56,333 I'M DOING OKAY. HOW 'BOUT YOURSELF? 332 00:18:56,333 --> 00:18:58,433 I'M STILL ALIVE. 333 00:18:58,433 --> 00:19:00,100 WELL, THAT'S A GOOD THING. 334 00:19:00,100 --> 00:19:03,133 SO, LET ME ASK YOU A FEW QUESTIONS TO START. 335 00:19:03,133 --> 00:19:04,333 YES, SIR. 336 00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:06,633 OKAY. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WEIGH? 337 00:19:06,633 --> 00:19:08,600 MY DAUGHTER SAYS... 338 00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:12,600 643 NOW. 339 00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:15,767 OKAY. AT YOUR WEIGHT, BEING BEDRIDDEN, 340 00:19:15,767 --> 00:19:18,200 I'M GUESSING YOU HAVE SEVERE LYMPHEDEMA. 341 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:20,767 ON THE OUTSIDE OF MY RIGHT LEG 342 00:19:20,767 --> 00:19:23,067 AND ON THE INSIDE OF MY RIGHT LEG. 343 00:19:23,067 --> 00:19:26,667 ALL RIGHT, SO, WHAT IS YOUR EATING HABIT? 344 00:19:26,667 --> 00:19:28,800 MY EATING HABITS AREN'T THE BEST. 345 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,600 I KNOW I EAT A LOT OF JUNK FOOD. 346 00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:33,067 ALL RIGHT. WHAT DO YOU DRINK? 347 00:19:33,067 --> 00:19:36,833 I -- I DRINK PLENTY OF -- WE DRINK PLENTY OF WATER. 348 00:19:36,833 --> 00:19:41,067 BUT I DO ADMIT, I DO DRINK TEA AND KOOL-AID, 349 00:19:41,067 --> 00:19:44,400 AND I LIKE RUBY RED GRAPEFRUIT JUICE. 350 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:47,333 ALL RIGHT. CAN WE TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR LEG? 351 00:19:47,333 --> 00:19:49,867 YES, SIR. 352 00:19:51,300 --> 00:19:52,467 [ COUGHS ] 353 00:19:54,533 --> 00:19:56,067 OH. 354 00:19:57,800 --> 00:20:01,467 SO, YOU LOOK LIKE YOU GOT A LOT OF SWELLING IN THE TISSUE. 355 00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:04,633 SO YOU HAVE TO WATCH AND LIMIT HOW MUCH YOU DRINK 356 00:20:04,633 --> 00:20:08,400 TO KEEP IT FROM CONTINUING TO SWELL AND GETTING BIGGER. 357 00:20:08,400 --> 00:20:09,867 WILL DO. 358 00:20:09,867 --> 00:20:11,200 THAT'S THE FIRST THING. 359 00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:13,833 THEN NEXT, WE HAVE TO GET YOUR WEIGHT DOWN. 360 00:20:13,833 --> 00:20:17,200 AND IT IS CLEAR THAT YOU NEED WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 361 00:20:17,200 --> 00:20:18,967 BUT WE NEED TO GET YOU TO HOUSTON 362 00:20:18,967 --> 00:20:22,533 BEFORE WE CAN DETERMINE WHAT IS POSSIBLE FOR YOU, OKAY? 363 00:20:22,533 --> 00:20:23,833 YES, SIR. 364 00:20:23,833 --> 00:20:27,200 BUT THAT IS A LONG TRIP FOR YOU AT YOUR WEIGHT, 365 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:29,400 AND IT IS NOT THE SAFEST OPTION. 366 00:20:29,400 --> 00:20:32,800 I'M WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING THAT YOU COME UP WITH 367 00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:34,567 SO I CAN GET THERE. 368 00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:36,533 I NEED THIS HELP, DR. NOW. 369 00:20:36,533 --> 00:20:40,833 OKAY. THE MORE WEIGHT YOU LOSE, THE LESS LIKELY IT WILL BE 370 00:20:40,833 --> 00:20:43,767 THAT YOU WILL DEVELOP ANY LIFE-THREATENING ISSUES 371 00:20:43,767 --> 00:20:45,767 DURING TRAVEL. -OKAY. 372 00:20:45,767 --> 00:20:50,933 SO I'M GONNA SEND YOU YOUR NEW DIET TO START ON IMMEDIATELY. 373 00:20:50,933 --> 00:20:53,567 HOW MUCH FRUIT A DAY CAN SHE HAVE? 374 00:20:53,567 --> 00:20:57,167 NO, THIS HAS NO CARBS AND NO SUGAR. 375 00:20:57,167 --> 00:20:59,300 [ GROANS ] OKAY. 376 00:20:59,300 --> 00:21:02,100 I'M ALSO GOING TO SEND YOU SOME EXERCISES 377 00:21:02,100 --> 00:21:03,967 THAT I WANT YOU TO DO IN YOUR BED, 378 00:21:03,967 --> 00:21:06,667 BECAUSE WE NEED TO START YOU TO GET ACTIVE. 379 00:21:06,667 --> 00:21:08,200 OKAY. 380 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:12,467 YOU ACTUALLY LOOK TO POSSIBLY BE CLOSER TO 700, LISA... 381 00:21:12,467 --> 00:21:13,867 NO. 382 00:21:13,867 --> 00:21:15,967 ...AND BEING AT THAT WEIGHT AND BEING IMMOBILE, 383 00:21:15,967 --> 00:21:17,833 IT IS NOT GOOD SCENARIO. 384 00:21:17,833 --> 00:21:20,833 YOU'RE LIKELY NOT GOING TO SURVIVE THIS YEAR, 385 00:21:20,833 --> 00:21:23,800 SO YOU NEED TO START MAKING CHANGES NOW. 386 00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:25,533 -YES, SIR. -ALL RIGHT. 387 00:21:25,533 --> 00:21:27,667 CAN I JUST SAY HELLO TO DANIELLE? 388 00:21:27,667 --> 00:21:29,800 YES, SIR. 389 00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:31,767 HERE, BABE. 390 00:21:31,767 --> 00:21:32,967 -HI, DANIELLE. -HI. 391 00:21:32,967 --> 00:21:36,133 I NEED TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME, OKAY? 392 00:21:36,133 --> 00:21:38,433 YOUR MOM IS IMMOBILE, 393 00:21:38,433 --> 00:21:42,067 SO SHE CAN ONLY EAT WHAT YOU BRING HER. 394 00:21:42,067 --> 00:21:45,533 SO I WANT YOU TO LOOK AT THE DIET THAT I'M SENDING 395 00:21:45,533 --> 00:21:47,633 AND BE STRICT WITH IT. -OKAY. 396 00:21:47,633 --> 00:21:51,100 DON'T BRING HER ANYTHING SHE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE, 397 00:21:51,100 --> 00:21:52,367 NO MATTER WHAT. 398 00:21:52,367 --> 00:21:54,100 -YES, SIR. -OKAY, SUPER. 399 00:21:54,100 --> 00:21:56,633 CAN YOU HAND ME BACK TO YOUR MOM? 400 00:21:58,933 --> 00:22:01,067 -OKAY, LISA. -YES, SIR. 401 00:22:01,067 --> 00:22:05,067 I'M GOING TO WORK TO GET YOU TRANSPORT TO HOUSTON. 402 00:22:05,067 --> 00:22:06,433 YOU HEARD THAT? 403 00:22:06,433 --> 00:22:09,700 IN THE MEANTIME, START WITH THE DIET AND EXERCISE. 404 00:22:09,700 --> 00:22:10,700 OKAY. 405 00:22:10,700 --> 00:22:12,500 IF YOU NEED US, GIVE ME A CALL. 406 00:22:12,500 --> 00:22:15,267 AND WE'LL LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU, OKAY? 407 00:22:15,267 --> 00:22:17,333 -OKAY. -OKAY, BYE-BYE. 408 00:22:17,333 --> 00:22:19,200 BYE-BYE. 409 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:20,733 [ SKYPE CHAT TONE ] 410 00:22:22,900 --> 00:22:24,867 YOU THINK YOU GONNA BE OKAY WITH THIS DIET? 411 00:22:24,867 --> 00:22:26,867 'CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU LOVE FRUIT, 412 00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:30,300 AND HE SAID YOU CAN'T HAVE NO FRUIT. 413 00:22:30,300 --> 00:22:32,067 OKAY, I'M GOOD. 414 00:22:32,067 --> 00:22:33,267 OKAY. 415 00:22:33,267 --> 00:22:35,233 WE'LL SEE. 416 00:22:35,233 --> 00:22:37,333 SO, WHEN I'M SUPPOSED TO START THIS DIET? 417 00:22:37,333 --> 00:22:40,500 TONIGHT. 418 00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:41,400 GO AWAY. 419 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,067 LET ME HAVE MY COKE. 420 00:22:43,067 --> 00:22:44,067 BYE. 421 00:22:46,467 --> 00:22:47,800 OPEN IT! 422 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:50,900 THE DOCTOR SAID YOU CAN'T HAVE CARBONATED DRINKS. 423 00:22:50,900 --> 00:22:52,800 HEY, YOU SAID MY DIET START TONIGHT! 424 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:54,633 I WANNA FINISH DRINKING MY DRINK. 425 00:22:54,633 --> 00:22:57,167 WELL, IT STARTS NOW. 426 00:22:59,267 --> 00:23:02,167 I WANT HER TO BE HERE FOR ME AND FOR MY KIDS, 427 00:23:02,167 --> 00:23:07,133 BUT I DON'T THINK MY MOM CAN CONTINUE LIVING LIKE THIS. 428 00:23:07,133 --> 00:23:10,833 THE CALL WITH THE DOCTOR JUST GIVES ME HOPE... 429 00:23:10,833 --> 00:23:14,467 WELL, I'LL BE BACK LATER. 430 00:23:14,467 --> 00:23:18,767 ...HOPE THAT, FINALLY, MY MOM CAN GET HER LIFE TOGETHER, 431 00:23:18,767 --> 00:23:23,300 AND HOPE THAT SHE'LL TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY AND EMBRACE IT. 432 00:23:25,667 --> 00:23:28,400 Lisa: I KNOW THE ONLY WAY I CAN DO THIS 433 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:31,167 IS WITH DANIELLE'S HELP. 434 00:23:31,167 --> 00:23:38,133 BUT SHE'S GOT TO UNDERSTAND, WE GOTTA EASE INTO THIS. 435 00:23:38,133 --> 00:23:41,400 I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA DO THIS, 436 00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:43,533 BUT I'M WILLING TO TRY. 437 00:23:43,533 --> 00:23:50,267 ** 438 00:23:50,267 --> 00:23:57,067 ** 439 00:23:57,067 --> 00:24:02,133 Lisa: TODAY, I'M MAKING THE JOURNEY TO SEE DR. NOW. 440 00:24:02,133 --> 00:24:05,933 PARAMEDICS ARE COMING TO TRANSPORT ME IN AN AMBULANCE 441 00:24:05,933 --> 00:24:09,067 FOR THE SIX-HOUR TRIP. 442 00:24:09,067 --> 00:24:13,300 I'M TIRED, I'M HUNGRY, AND I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD 443 00:24:13,300 --> 00:24:17,433 TO HAVING THE PARAMEDICS MOVE ME OUT OF THIS BED. 444 00:24:17,433 --> 00:24:19,467 LORD, GIVE ME STRENGTH. 445 00:24:21,267 --> 00:24:22,167 [ BRAKES HISS ] 446 00:24:22,167 --> 00:24:25,067 [ AMBULANCE BEEPING ] 447 00:24:25,067 --> 00:24:30,800 MY WHOLE FAMILY IS COMING OVER TO THE HOUSE TO SAY GOODBYE. 448 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:34,133 I FEEL THE ANXIETY CREEPING UP, 449 00:24:34,133 --> 00:24:38,967 WHICH ALWAYS MAKES ME WANT TO EAT. 450 00:24:38,967 --> 00:24:41,433 UH, THIS IS REAL LAST MINUTE. 451 00:24:41,433 --> 00:24:43,533 CAN I HAVE BOWL -- A LITTLE BOWL OF FROOT LOOPS? 452 00:24:43,533 --> 00:24:49,867 ** 453 00:24:49,867 --> 00:24:51,700 HELLO, MS. FLEMING. 454 00:24:51,700 --> 00:24:53,500 WE JUST GOTTA FINISH SHORING UP THIS RAMP, 455 00:24:53,500 --> 00:24:56,067 AND WE'LL GET YOU ON THE WAY TO HOUSTON IN NO TIME. 456 00:24:56,067 --> 00:24:57,667 HEY, I'M READY. 457 00:24:57,667 --> 00:25:00,733 'CAUSE GUESS WHAT I KNOW FOR A FACT? 458 00:25:00,733 --> 00:25:03,267 I'M SICK OF THIS DAMN BED. 459 00:25:04,933 --> 00:25:08,667 Lisa: THE PARAMEDICS HAVE TO REINFORCE THE RAMP THEY'LL USE 460 00:25:08,667 --> 00:25:12,633 TO GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE. 461 00:25:12,633 --> 00:25:16,267 I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S COME TO THIS. 462 00:25:16,267 --> 00:25:18,933 BUT AT LEAST I'M DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT 463 00:25:18,933 --> 00:25:22,267 BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. 464 00:25:22,267 --> 00:25:24,467 HEY, SON! 465 00:25:26,733 --> 00:25:29,400 Lisa: CAN YOU, LIKE, GET ME DRESSED? 466 00:25:29,400 --> 00:25:30,567 I NEED A CHANGER. 467 00:25:32,333 --> 00:25:34,400 THE ORANGE AND GREEN SOCK, 468 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:36,800 PULL IT UP ON MY HEEL -- ON MY ANKLE. 469 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:39,167 PULL IT! 470 00:25:39,167 --> 00:25:40,367 THANK YOU. 471 00:25:40,367 --> 00:25:44,533 ** 472 00:25:44,533 --> 00:25:45,533 Man: YOU READY? 473 00:25:45,533 --> 00:25:47,233 NO, I'M NOT READY, BUT COME ON! 474 00:25:47,233 --> 00:25:48,633 I AIN'T GONNA NEVER BE READY. -LET'S DO IT. 475 00:25:48,633 --> 00:25:51,733 -ONE, TWO, THREE. [ LISA SQUEALING ] 476 00:25:51,733 --> 00:25:53,600 -THERE YOU GO. -THAT WASN'T BAD, WAS IT? 477 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:55,833 Lisa: OH, LORD, PLEASE DON'T LET THEM KILL ME. 478 00:25:55,833 --> 00:25:58,333 -HOLD HER HAND. -HIT ME, DADDY! HIT ME! 479 00:25:58,333 --> 00:26:02,333 WHOO! -THERE WE GO. 480 00:26:02,333 --> 00:26:04,300 AND I'M COMING OUT THE BED. 481 00:26:04,300 --> 00:26:05,800 -OKAY. -WHAA! 482 00:26:05,800 --> 00:26:06,900 -THERE YOU GO. -ALL RIGHT. 483 00:26:06,900 --> 00:26:09,600 I TOLD YOU MY FOOLISHNESS WORKS SOMETIMES. 484 00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:11,233 -YOU DID. -THAT'S RIGHT. 485 00:26:11,233 --> 00:26:13,800 AND -- OH, [ BLEEP ]. 486 00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,167 [ GROANS ] 487 00:26:15,167 --> 00:26:17,933 -ONE, TWO, THREE. -MOVE A LITTLE BIT. 488 00:26:17,933 --> 00:26:19,400 -ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT. -RIGHT THERE. 489 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,733 -...TWO, THREE. -UP! 490 00:26:21,733 --> 00:26:24,733 IN MY RIDE. 491 00:26:24,733 --> 00:26:29,733 UH, LORD, THESE PEOPLE GOT THEY DRIVER'S LICENSE AT TG&Y! 492 00:26:29,733 --> 00:26:31,500 Danielle: I'M READY TO GET MY MOM 493 00:26:31,500 --> 00:26:33,900 OUT OF THIS HOUSE AND TO HOUSTON, 494 00:26:33,900 --> 00:26:35,800 BECAUSE SHE HAS EVERYONE HERE 495 00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:38,200 BRINGING HER FOOD SHE SHOULDN'T BE EATING... 496 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:39,933 -READY? -[ SQUEALS ] 497 00:26:39,933 --> 00:26:40,967 Man: HOW 'BOUT THAT? 498 00:26:40,967 --> 00:26:43,433 ...AND THE ONLY WAY THIS IS GOING TO STOP 499 00:26:43,433 --> 00:26:46,100 IS IF SHE GETS AWAY FROM OUR FAMILY. 500 00:26:46,100 --> 00:26:49,633 [ SQUEALS ] -HOW 'BOUT THAT? 501 00:26:49,633 --> 00:26:51,933 KEEP EVERYBODY AROUND IT. 502 00:26:51,933 --> 00:26:56,100 I'M SAD, BECAUSE I KNOW SHE WILL MISS BEING AROUND HER FAMILY. 503 00:26:56,100 --> 00:26:59,233 BUT I'M DRIVING DOWN TO HOUSTON TO BE WITH HER, 504 00:26:59,233 --> 00:27:04,067 AND I KNOW THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE OF SAVING HER LIFE. 505 00:27:04,067 --> 00:27:10,233 AND I HOPE THE DOCTOR CAN GET HER TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS. 506 00:27:10,233 --> 00:27:12,933 Lisa: THIS IS REALLY PAINFUL, 507 00:27:12,933 --> 00:27:18,600 BUT THE WORST PAIN IS LEAVING MOST OF MY FAMILY BEHIND. 508 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,067 BUT I HAVE TO REMEMBER 509 00:27:20,067 --> 00:27:22,933 THAT THEY'RE THE REASON I'M DOING THIS. 510 00:27:22,933 --> 00:27:26,067 I WANT US TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE TOGETHER, 511 00:27:26,067 --> 00:27:29,600 AND NONE OF THAT CAN HAPPEN UNTIL I GET THIS HELP. 512 00:27:34,833 --> 00:27:43,500 ** 513 00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:48,400 Lisa: I'M HAPPY TO BE IN HOUSTON, TEXAS. 514 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:53,833 BUT I'M HURTING, I'M AGITATED, AND I'M STIFF. 515 00:27:53,833 --> 00:27:59,767 ** 516 00:27:59,767 --> 00:28:03,100 Dr. Nowzaradan: LISA SHOULD BE ARRIVING ANY MINUTE NOW. 517 00:28:03,100 --> 00:28:05,533 SHE'S BEEN IN THE AMBULANCE OVER SIX HOURS, 518 00:28:05,533 --> 00:28:07,167 SO WE NEED TO GET HER IN 519 00:28:07,167 --> 00:28:10,100 AND MAKE SURE NO SIGNIFICANT ISSUE DEVELOPED 520 00:28:10,100 --> 00:28:12,100 WHILE SHE'S BEEN TRAVELING. 521 00:28:12,100 --> 00:28:13,333 [ METAL CREAKS ] 522 00:28:13,333 --> 00:28:16,533 OW! SON OF A -- OW! 523 00:28:16,533 --> 00:28:20,767 ** 524 00:28:20,767 --> 00:28:23,433 LET'S SHIFT TOWARD THAT WALL OVER THERE. 525 00:28:23,433 --> 00:28:25,967 YOUR TOP HALF, IF YOU CAN. 526 00:28:25,967 --> 00:28:29,067 OW! GOD, HELP ME! 527 00:28:29,067 --> 00:28:30,133 YOU FEEL LIKE YOU MOVED? 528 00:28:30,133 --> 00:28:33,500 YEAH, BUT YOU'RE TRYING TO KILL ME. 529 00:28:33,500 --> 00:28:34,500 HI, LISA. 530 00:28:34,500 --> 00:28:36,267 HOW ARE YOU DOING? -ALL RIGHT? 531 00:28:36,267 --> 00:28:38,567 -HEY, DOCTOR. -HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP? 532 00:28:38,567 --> 00:28:40,567 I'M IN A LOT OF PAIN. 533 00:28:40,567 --> 00:28:43,667 ALL RIGHT. LET'S GET YOU INSIDE SO WE CAN FIX YOU UP, OKAY? 534 00:28:43,667 --> 00:28:44,633 THANK YOU. 535 00:28:44,633 --> 00:28:46,767 ALL RIGHT. 536 00:28:46,767 --> 00:28:51,767 ** 537 00:28:51,767 --> 00:28:54,733 LORD, PLEASE, JESUS, DON'T LET THESE PEOPLE DROP ME. 538 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:56,267 Woman: LITTLE DROP, JUST A LITTLE BIT. 539 00:28:56,267 --> 00:28:57,633 DON'T BE SCARED. 540 00:28:57,633 --> 00:28:59,633 OH, GOD, PLEASE. 541 00:28:59,633 --> 00:29:03,233 ** 542 00:29:03,233 --> 00:29:04,333 OW! 543 00:29:04,333 --> 00:29:06,067 I CAN'T. I-IT... 544 00:29:06,067 --> 00:29:07,733 [ LISA MOANS ] 545 00:29:07,733 --> 00:29:11,100 Dr. Nowzaradan: LISA SEEMS TO BE IN A LOT OF PAIN, 546 00:29:11,100 --> 00:29:15,100 AND IS CLEARLY NOT HAPPY ABOUT HER SITUATION. 547 00:29:15,100 --> 00:29:18,067 WE NEED TO SEE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH HER. 548 00:29:18,067 --> 00:29:20,700 OW! DON'T GRAB MY LEG, PLEASE. OH. 549 00:29:20,700 --> 00:29:24,867 -...TWO, THREE. -OH! 550 00:29:24,867 --> 00:29:28,467 WE EITHER HAVE A SERIOUS SITUATION... 551 00:29:28,467 --> 00:29:29,667 OW! OOPS. 552 00:29:29,667 --> 00:29:31,633 -I'M SORRY, GOD. -OKAY. YOU MADE IT. 553 00:29:31,633 --> 00:29:33,633 ...OR SHE'S OVERLY DRAMATIC. 554 00:29:33,633 --> 00:29:35,133 OH. 555 00:29:35,133 --> 00:29:39,100 BUT WE ARE GOING TO START BY BEING OPTIMISTIC WITH HER 556 00:29:39,100 --> 00:29:43,500 AND SEE WHAT WE CAN ACCOMPLISH TO GET HER LIFE TURNED AROUND. 557 00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:45,467 HOPEFULLY, HOW'S SHE'S ACTING 558 00:29:45,467 --> 00:29:48,200 IS NOT A BAD SIGN OF THINGS TO COME. 559 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:49,433 I'M FINE. 560 00:29:49,433 --> 00:29:52,267 -IT'S JUST I'VE BEEN... -SQUEEZED IN SO LONG? 561 00:29:52,267 --> 00:29:53,400 YEAH. 562 00:29:54,433 --> 00:29:56,167 Man: ALL RIGHT. 563 00:29:56,167 --> 00:29:58,767 OKAY, LISA. YOU'RE GOOD. 564 00:29:58,767 --> 00:30:00,633 I'M HURTING SO BAD. 565 00:30:00,633 --> 00:30:02,767 THIS LEG REALLY BOTHERS ME. 566 00:30:02,767 --> 00:30:05,333 YEAH, I SEE ALL THAT LYMPHEDEMA. 567 00:30:05,333 --> 00:30:08,733 WE WILL ADDRESS THAT ONCE WE GET YOUR WEIGHT DOWN. 568 00:30:08,733 --> 00:30:11,267 ALL RIGHT, THEN. LET ME COME OVER THERE. 569 00:30:12,367 --> 00:30:15,000 WE'RE GOING TO DO A QUICK WEIGHT CHECK ON YOU. 570 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,767 YES, SIR. 571 00:30:17,767 --> 00:30:20,167 ** 572 00:30:20,167 --> 00:30:24,633 SO, OKAY. YOU ARE AT 704. 573 00:30:24,633 --> 00:30:26,867 THAT'S VERY HIGH. 574 00:30:26,867 --> 00:30:30,400 YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE AT 642 WHEN WE TALKED, 575 00:30:30,400 --> 00:30:32,467 SO YOU'RE A GOOD BIT OFF. 576 00:30:32,467 --> 00:30:34,933 AND MY CONCERN IS THAT 577 00:30:34,933 --> 00:30:37,333 IF YOU STUCK TO THE DIET I SENT YOU, 578 00:30:37,333 --> 00:30:41,867 YOU SHOULD HAVE EASILY BEEN ABLE TO LOSE GOOD AMOUNT OF WEIGHT. 579 00:30:41,867 --> 00:30:44,367 I DON'T BELIEVE IT'S GAINED IN WEIGHT. 580 00:30:44,367 --> 00:30:46,867 YOU CLEARLY DIDN'T STICK TO THE DIET. 581 00:30:46,867 --> 00:30:48,367 NO. 582 00:30:48,367 --> 00:30:49,767 YOU HAVE NOT LOST WEIGHT, 583 00:30:49,767 --> 00:30:50,867 AND YOU'RE SIGNIFICANTLY OVERWEIGHT. 584 00:30:50,867 --> 00:30:54,533 OKAY, ALL I WANNA DO IS GET CLINKED UP. 585 00:30:54,533 --> 00:30:57,033 I'M -- I'M NOT EVEN GONNA FIGHT YOU. 586 00:30:57,033 --> 00:30:58,833 THIS IS NOT UP FOR DEBATE. 587 00:30:58,833 --> 00:31:02,500 EVEN IF ALL YOUR TESTS COME BACK OKAY TODAY, 588 00:31:02,500 --> 00:31:03,900 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT 589 00:31:03,900 --> 00:31:06,667 BECAUSE YOU'RE IN VERY DANGEROUS SITUATION RIGHT NOW. 590 00:31:06,667 --> 00:31:07,767 I KNOW. 591 00:31:07,767 --> 00:31:09,833 YOUR BODY CANNOT CONTINUE ON LIKE THIS 592 00:31:09,833 --> 00:31:11,667 FOR MUCH LONGER AT ALL. 593 00:31:11,667 --> 00:31:14,600 SO I'M ADMITTING YOU TO THE HOSPITAL TO START YOU 594 00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:18,367 ON A 1,200-CALORIE CONTROLLED DIET IMMEDIATELY. 595 00:31:18,367 --> 00:31:19,567 OH, MAN. 596 00:31:19,567 --> 00:31:21,733 YOU NEED TO TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY. 597 00:31:21,733 --> 00:31:23,733 IF WE DON'T GET YOUR WEIGHT DOWN, 598 00:31:23,733 --> 00:31:25,733 YOU'RE GOING TO DIE SOON. 599 00:31:25,733 --> 00:31:27,467 CH-- OH, GOODNESS. 600 00:31:27,467 --> 00:31:28,633 YOU UNDERSTAND? 601 00:31:28,633 --> 00:31:30,100 YES, SIR. 602 00:31:30,100 --> 00:31:31,067 ALL RIGHT. WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU. 603 00:31:31,067 --> 00:31:32,367 THANK YOU, DOCTOR. 604 00:31:32,367 --> 00:31:33,900 ALL RIGHT. 605 00:31:33,900 --> 00:31:37,100 Dr. Nowzaradan: WE AREN'T OFF TO A GOOD START WITH LISA. 606 00:31:37,100 --> 00:31:41,067 SHE'S ALREADY DENYING THAT SHE DIDN'T STICK TO THE DIET, 607 00:31:41,067 --> 00:31:43,100 BUT SHE CLEARLY DIDN'T. 608 00:31:43,100 --> 00:31:46,267 EVEN HER FAMILY SEEMS TO BE FRUSTRATED. 609 00:31:46,267 --> 00:31:48,233 SO THERE IS A LOT I'M SEEING 610 00:31:48,233 --> 00:31:50,900 THAT IS VERY CONCERNING RIGHT NOW. 611 00:31:50,900 --> 00:31:53,967 BUT REGARDLESS, WE NEED TO START TO GET HER WEIGHT DOWN 612 00:31:53,967 --> 00:31:58,367 TO GET HER TO A BETTER PLACE PHYSICALLY AS FAST AS WE CAN. 613 00:31:58,367 --> 00:32:00,233 IF SHE DOES NOT WANT TO START 614 00:32:00,233 --> 00:32:02,600 TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR HERSELF, 615 00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:05,300 THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO WELL WITH HER. 616 00:32:07,533 --> 00:32:08,633 Danielle: I'M VERY FRUSTRATED, 617 00:32:08,633 --> 00:32:11,133 BECAUSE I THOUGHT SHE WAS DOING BETTER. 618 00:32:11,133 --> 00:32:13,900 SO I'M WORRIED THAT THE DOCTOR CAN'T HELP MY MOM. 619 00:32:13,900 --> 00:32:16,767 AND AT THIS POINT, IF HE CAN'T HELP HER, 620 00:32:16,767 --> 00:32:20,333 I DON'T KNOW WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO BECAUSE THIS IS OUR LAST CHANCE. 621 00:32:20,333 --> 00:32:22,733 THIS IS HER LAST CHANCE, AND I JUST HOPE 622 00:32:22,733 --> 00:32:25,067 THAT SHE TAKES THIS OPPORTUNITY SERIOUS. 623 00:32:25,067 --> 00:32:30,867 ** 624 00:32:30,867 --> 00:32:36,700 ** 625 00:32:36,700 --> 00:32:41,733 Lisa: I BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR AROUND A MONTH NOW... 626 00:32:41,733 --> 00:32:44,300 OH, JOY. [ GAGS ] 627 00:32:44,300 --> 00:32:48,267 ...AND THE FOOD HERE HAS BEEN TERRIBLE. 628 00:32:48,267 --> 00:32:50,700 BUT IT'S ALL I GOT, BECAUSE DANIELLE 629 00:32:50,700 --> 00:32:55,367 HAD TO GO BACK TO ALABAMA FOR A JOB INTERVIEW. 630 00:32:55,367 --> 00:32:59,900 ALL I'VE DONE IS LET DANIELLE DOWN HER WHOLE LIFE. 631 00:32:59,900 --> 00:33:03,300 I CAN'T DO IT AGAIN, 632 00:33:03,300 --> 00:33:07,833 SO I HAVE TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. 633 00:33:07,833 --> 00:33:14,200 ** 634 00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:20,567 ** 635 00:33:20,567 --> 00:33:24,067 THE DOCTOR SAYS MY LYMPHEDEMA IS GETTING BETTER, 636 00:33:24,067 --> 00:33:26,567 AND I'M GETTING READY TO LEAVE. 637 00:33:26,567 --> 00:33:28,667 SO DANIELLE IS COMING TODAY 638 00:33:28,667 --> 00:33:31,300 TO MOVE ME INTO MY NEW APARTMENT. 639 00:33:31,300 --> 00:33:32,533 [ DOOR OPENS ] 640 00:33:34,867 --> 00:33:37,167 HI, BABY. 641 00:33:37,167 --> 00:33:39,433 HI, MOTHER, DEAR. 642 00:33:39,433 --> 00:33:40,867 YOU LOOK TIRED. 643 00:33:40,867 --> 00:33:41,933 I AM. 644 00:33:41,933 --> 00:33:43,433 CAN I HAVE MY SUGAR? 645 00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:47,467 YOU HAPPY TO BE GETTING OUT OF THIS PLACE? 646 00:33:47,467 --> 00:33:50,567 IF I COULD DO A CARTWHEEL IN THIS HALL, I'D SHOW YOU. 647 00:33:50,567 --> 00:33:52,067 YOU SEE MY LEGS? 648 00:33:52,067 --> 00:33:53,533 -THEY LOOK PRETTY GOOD. -YEAH. 649 00:33:53,533 --> 00:33:55,500 I CAN TOUCH MY KNEES. 650 00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:57,267 MAMA, YOU GOT ANKLES, GIRL. 651 00:33:57,267 --> 00:33:58,600 [ CHUCKLES ] 652 00:33:58,600 --> 00:33:59,733 THAT'S AMAZING. 653 00:33:59,733 --> 00:34:02,100 I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU, LISA. 654 00:34:02,100 --> 00:34:04,067 GOOD JOB. 655 00:34:04,067 --> 00:34:05,067 BAM. 656 00:34:06,067 --> 00:34:08,567 Lisa: THE HARDEST PART OF MY HOSPITAL STAY 657 00:34:08,567 --> 00:34:12,733 WAS BEING AWAY FROM DANIELLE. 658 00:34:12,733 --> 00:34:17,833 AS MUCH AS WE FUSS, SHE'S ALWAYS THERE, 659 00:34:17,833 --> 00:34:21,167 AND SHE WANTS THE BEST FOR ME. 660 00:34:21,167 --> 00:34:27,067 SO I'MA LOSE THIS WEIGHT AND I'MA DO WHAT I SUPPOSED TO, 661 00:34:27,067 --> 00:34:28,967 AND I'M READY TO GO. 662 00:34:28,967 --> 00:34:30,700 I'M EXCITED TO GO. 663 00:34:30,700 --> 00:34:33,500 ** 664 00:34:33,500 --> 00:34:34,800 HI, LISA. 665 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:36,700 HELLO. HOW ARE YOU? 666 00:34:36,700 --> 00:34:39,200 I'M DOING OKAY. HOW IS YOUR DAY GOING? 667 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,800 IT'S GOING GREAT. 668 00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:42,167 ALL RIGHT. 669 00:34:42,167 --> 00:34:46,500 SO, UH, YOU ARE DOING MUCH BETTER THAN THE DAY YOU CAME IN. 670 00:34:46,500 --> 00:34:48,800 AND WE'RE GONNA GET YOU GOING HOME 671 00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:50,600 TO AN APARTMENT I UNDERSTAND YOU GOT. 672 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:52,300 -YES! ALL RIGHT. 673 00:34:52,300 --> 00:34:55,267 SO, I WANT YOU TO LOSE 30 POUNDS OVER THE NEXT MONTH. 674 00:34:55,267 --> 00:34:56,267 -OKAY. -OKAY? 675 00:34:56,267 --> 00:34:58,267 THAT SHOULD BE A VERY EASY GOAL 676 00:34:58,267 --> 00:35:00,633 IF YOU STICK TO THE DIET. -YES. 677 00:35:00,633 --> 00:35:03,833 AND DANIELLE, ARE YOU READY TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR MOM? 678 00:35:03,833 --> 00:35:05,267 Danielle: YES, SIR. 679 00:35:05,267 --> 00:35:06,933 Dr. Nowzaradan: SHE LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT HERE, 680 00:35:06,933 --> 00:35:09,067 AND WE WANT TO KEEP THAT GOING. 681 00:35:09,067 --> 00:35:10,700 SO DIET IS GONNA BE VERY IMPORTANT. 682 00:35:10,700 --> 00:35:12,867 -RIGHT. -OKAY? 683 00:35:12,867 --> 00:35:16,167 ALL RIGHT. I'M GONNA SEND PHYSICAL THERAPY TO YOUR HOME 684 00:35:16,167 --> 00:35:17,700 TO GET YOU UP AND WALKING. 685 00:35:17,700 --> 00:35:19,167 YES. 686 00:35:19,167 --> 00:35:21,433 AND I'M ALSO GOING TO SEND DIETICIAN 687 00:35:21,433 --> 00:35:24,467 TO MAKE SURE YOU PROPERLY UNDERSTAND THE DIET 688 00:35:24,467 --> 00:35:27,467 AND THE THINGS YOU CHOOSE TO EAT, OKAY? 689 00:35:27,467 --> 00:35:28,500 YES. 690 00:35:28,500 --> 00:35:30,600 WE GONNA MAKE SOME GOOD PROGRESS. 691 00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:32,333 Dr. Nowzaradan: ALL RIGHT. I'LL SEE Y'ALL LATER. 692 00:35:32,333 --> 00:35:34,367 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, CALL US. 693 00:35:34,367 --> 00:35:35,800 -BYE-BYE. -THANK YOU. 694 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:40,267 YOU'RE WELCOME. 695 00:35:40,267 --> 00:35:42,533 Dr. Nowzaradan: LISA HAS BEEN HERE IN THE HOSPITAL 696 00:35:42,533 --> 00:35:44,267 FOR A COUPLE MONTHS NOW. 697 00:35:44,267 --> 00:35:47,133 AND DESPITE HER LACK OF COOPERATION, 698 00:35:47,133 --> 00:35:50,700 WE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GET HER SWELLING DOWN IN HER LEGS 699 00:35:50,700 --> 00:35:56,233 AND WE HAVE GOT HER WEIGHT DOWN 87 POUNDS TO 617. 700 00:35:56,233 --> 00:35:58,167 BUT I HAVE SERIOUS CONCERNS 701 00:35:58,167 --> 00:36:00,867 ABOUT LISA'S LEVEL OF COMMITMENT. 702 00:36:00,867 --> 00:36:04,500 SHE MADE IT VERY CLEAR THAT SHE DOES NOT LIKE THE DIET, 703 00:36:04,500 --> 00:36:09,667 SO I'M VERY CONCERNED ABOUT HOW THIS NEXT MONTH WILL GO. 704 00:36:09,667 --> 00:36:12,167 YOU GOT A WHOLE MONTH TO LOSE WHAT, 30 POUNDS? 705 00:36:12,167 --> 00:36:14,333 30 POUNDS. 706 00:36:14,333 --> 00:36:15,900 YOU SHOULD EXCEED THAT GOAL. 707 00:36:15,900 --> 00:36:19,067 LIKE, I THINK YOU DO EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN DOING HERE, 708 00:36:19,067 --> 00:36:21,067 THEN I THINK THAT YOU CAN DO IT. 709 00:36:21,067 --> 00:36:22,767 I APPRECIATE YOU, BABY. 710 00:36:29,167 --> 00:36:36,467 ** 711 00:36:36,467 --> 00:36:37,900 Lisa: I'M FINALLY MOVED IN 712 00:36:37,900 --> 00:36:41,200 TO MY OWN APARTMENT HERE IN HOUSTON, 713 00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:43,767 BUT DANIELLE IS HEADED BACK TO ALABAMA 714 00:36:43,767 --> 00:36:49,167 BECAUSE SHE WAS OFFERED HER DREAM JOB OF BEING A TEACHER. 715 00:36:49,167 --> 00:36:54,500 I KNOW SHE HAS A LIFE, AND SHE HAS TWIN GIRLS, 716 00:36:54,500 --> 00:36:56,867 BUT I'M GONNA MISS MY BABY A LOT. 717 00:36:56,867 --> 00:37:00,267 ** 718 00:37:00,267 --> 00:37:01,600 Danielle: I'M ABOUT TO FINISH 719 00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:03,533 GETTING EVERYTHING SITUATED IN THE KITCHEN... 720 00:37:03,533 --> 00:37:04,533 Lisa: YEAH. 721 00:37:04,533 --> 00:37:05,833 ...AND FIX YOU SOMETHING TO EAT. 722 00:37:05,833 --> 00:37:07,500 THANK YOU. 723 00:37:07,500 --> 00:37:11,200 LIFE IS GONNA BE HARD WITHOUT DANIELLE. 724 00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:13,233 SHE HELPS ME GET DRESSED. 725 00:37:13,233 --> 00:37:17,467 SHE FEEDS ME, SHE COOKS FOR ME. 726 00:37:17,467 --> 00:37:20,200 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE HALF A CUP OF THIS BROCCOLI. 727 00:37:21,533 --> 00:37:23,533 YES, MA'AM. I KNOW. 728 00:37:23,533 --> 00:37:26,533 YOU WANT ME TO, UM, SEASON THIS BROCCOLI A LITTLE BIT? 729 00:37:26,533 --> 00:37:28,500 PLEASE DO. 730 00:37:28,500 --> 00:37:29,933 Danielle: I'M HOPING THAT MY MOM 731 00:37:29,933 --> 00:37:32,633 CAN STICK TO THE DIET AFTER I LEAVE 732 00:37:32,633 --> 00:37:37,767 BY EATING THE FOODS THAT I'VE PURCHASED FOR HER. 733 00:37:37,767 --> 00:37:39,900 AND MY MOTHER'S BOYFRIEND, HERBURT, 734 00:37:39,900 --> 00:37:42,533 IS GOING TO TAKE OVER FOR ME. 735 00:37:42,533 --> 00:37:46,967 AND MY BIGGEST WORRY IS THAT HERBURT WON'T STAND UP TO HER. 736 00:37:46,967 --> 00:37:48,567 THANK YOU. 737 00:37:48,567 --> 00:37:49,967 LOOKS YUMMY. 738 00:37:49,967 --> 00:37:51,767 IF SHE GOES BACK TO HER OLD HABITS, 739 00:37:51,767 --> 00:37:54,833 I'LL JUST FEEL LIKE THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I CAN DO. 740 00:37:55,933 --> 00:37:57,833 [ DANIELLE SIGHS ] 741 00:37:57,833 --> 00:38:00,067 YOU KNOW WE LEAVING IN A COUPLE HOURS. 742 00:38:00,067 --> 00:38:01,667 YEAH, I KNOW. 743 00:38:01,667 --> 00:38:03,300 I'M A LITTLE SAD. 744 00:38:03,300 --> 00:38:04,367 WHAT YOU SAD ABOUT? 745 00:38:04,367 --> 00:38:07,200 I'M GONNA MISS YOU. 746 00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:10,067 WELL, I -- I'LL SEND YOU A PICTURE. 747 00:38:10,067 --> 00:38:11,833 [ CHUCKLES ] 748 00:38:11,833 --> 00:38:13,100 THAT'S NOT THE SAME. 749 00:38:13,100 --> 00:38:16,067 IT CAN'T TALK TO ME. 750 00:38:16,067 --> 00:38:18,200 Danielle: IT'S REALLY HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY MOM, 751 00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:19,733 BUT I HOPE THAT SHE CAN UNDERSTAND 752 00:38:19,733 --> 00:38:21,467 THAT I'M JUST TRYING TO DO WHAT'S BEST 753 00:38:21,467 --> 00:38:24,700 FOR ME AND MY FAMILY AS WELL AS HER. 754 00:38:24,700 --> 00:38:27,067 YOU DONE? 755 00:38:27,067 --> 00:38:31,067 IT'S ALWAYS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BABY. 756 00:38:31,067 --> 00:38:33,833 BUT THAT'S HER DREAM JOB. AND WITH MY WHOLE HEART, 757 00:38:33,833 --> 00:38:36,900 I JUST CAN'T SEE MYSELF TAKING THAT FROM HER. 758 00:38:36,900 --> 00:38:39,500 I'LL GIVE YOU A HUG. 759 00:38:39,500 --> 00:38:41,833 IT HURTS MY HEART THAT SHE'S LEAVING, 760 00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:44,600 BUT IT'S FOR THE BEST. 761 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:54,067 ** 762 00:38:54,067 --> 00:38:56,200 Lisa: DANIELLE WENT BACK TO ALABAMA, 763 00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:58,933 AND HERBURT MOVED HERE TO HOUSTON 764 00:38:58,933 --> 00:39:03,333 AND HAS BEEN TAKING CARE OF ME SINCE DANIELLE'S BEEN GONE. 765 00:39:04,500 --> 00:39:08,167 HERBURT AND I MET TWO YEARS AGO, 766 00:39:08,167 --> 00:39:14,933 AND HE AND I EVEN TALKED ABOUT GETTING MARRIED SOME DAY. 767 00:39:14,933 --> 00:39:18,967 THIS IS THE FIRST TIME HERBURT AND I HAVE BEEN LIVING TOGETHER, 768 00:39:18,967 --> 00:39:22,500 SO IT'S BEEN AN ADJUSTMENT FOR BOTH OF US. 769 00:39:22,500 --> 00:39:25,067 HERE, HOLD THAT... 770 00:39:25,067 --> 00:39:28,433 I'M STILL ON MY HIGH-PROTEIN GIG. 771 00:39:28,433 --> 00:39:30,433 IT'S HARD. 772 00:39:30,433 --> 00:39:33,067 AND I HAVE CHEATED LITTLE BIT MORE. 773 00:39:34,867 --> 00:39:38,567 -THANK YOU, BABY. -MM-HMM. 774 00:39:38,567 --> 00:39:42,733 HE'S NOT AS TOUGH ON ME AS DANIELLE IS ABOUT THIS DIET, 775 00:39:42,733 --> 00:39:46,300 AND THAT'S NICE. 776 00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:48,833 AND NOW THAT HERBURT'S HERE TO SHOP FOR ME, 777 00:39:48,833 --> 00:39:54,067 I CAN HAVE A LITTLE MORE SAY IN WHAT I GET TO EAT. 778 00:39:54,067 --> 00:39:58,833 SO AT LEAST I CAN GET BACK TO EATING FOODS THAT TASTE GOOD. 779 00:39:58,833 --> 00:40:06,833 ** 780 00:40:06,833 --> 00:40:09,167 THE LAST TIME I SAW DR. NOW, 781 00:40:09,167 --> 00:40:12,100 HE WANTED ME TO WORK ON MY MOBILITY. 782 00:40:12,100 --> 00:40:17,767 SO TODAY, THE PHYSICAL THERAPIST IS COMING TO SEE ME. 783 00:40:17,767 --> 00:40:21,200 AND I'M ACTUALLY EXCITED ABOUT THAT. 784 00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:23,233 ** 785 00:40:23,233 --> 00:40:25,267 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 786 00:40:25,267 --> 00:40:27,300 BABE, SOMEBODY KNOCKING. 787 00:40:29,633 --> 00:40:31,067 -HOW ARE YOU TODAY? -I'M DOING ALL RIGHT. 788 00:40:31,067 --> 00:40:32,733 STERLING CARTER. NICE TO MEET YOU. 789 00:40:32,733 --> 00:40:34,200 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 790 00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:36,100 -GOOD MORNING. -GOOD MORNING. 791 00:40:36,100 --> 00:40:38,700 I'M DR. CARTER. I'LL BE YOUR PHYSICAL THERAPIST TODAY. 792 00:40:39,667 --> 00:40:42,467 AND WE'LL GET STARTED WITH SOME EXERCISES, OKAY? 793 00:40:42,467 --> 00:40:43,567 TELL ME ABOUT WALKING. 794 00:40:43,567 --> 00:40:46,600 WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU'VE, UH, STOOD UP? 795 00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:47,433 [ SIGHS ] 796 00:40:47,433 --> 00:40:49,333 IT'S BEEN A WHILE? 797 00:40:49,333 --> 00:40:51,300 -TWO YEARS. -OKAY. 798 00:40:51,300 --> 00:40:53,633 HAVE YOU TRIED SITTING ON THE SIDE OF THE BED? 799 00:40:53,633 --> 00:40:54,967 OH, MY GOD. 800 00:40:54,967 --> 00:40:56,033 UH-HUH? 801 00:40:56,033 --> 00:40:57,567 Dr. Carter: YOU READY TO GIVE IT A TRY? 802 00:40:57,567 --> 00:40:58,833 OKAY. ALL RIGHTY. 803 00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:01,067 WE'RE GONNA DO THIS ON THE COUNT OF THREE. 804 00:41:01,067 --> 00:41:01,900 ONE... -ONE, TWO, FIVE. 805 00:41:01,900 --> 00:41:03,667 ...TWO, THREE. 806 00:41:06,067 --> 00:41:07,400 WHAAA! 807 00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:09,333 HEY, HEY, HEY! COME ON! 808 00:41:09,333 --> 00:41:11,867 OKAY. 809 00:41:11,867 --> 00:41:13,967 AND WE'LL GET THIS HAND, TOO. 810 00:41:13,967 --> 00:41:16,100 -ONE, TWO, THREE. -THERE WE GO. 811 00:41:16,100 --> 00:41:17,600 NOW, LOOK! 812 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:19,600 YOU'RE THERE. WE DON'T HAVE TO GO ANY FARTHER. 813 00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:21,933 I DON'T THINK I LIKE EITHER ONE OF Y'ALL RIGHT NOW. 814 00:41:21,933 --> 00:41:24,300 [ CHUCKLES ] BUT YOU'RE DOING GREAT. 815 00:41:24,300 --> 00:41:25,867 IT FEELS NICE. 816 00:41:25,867 --> 00:41:26,967 GOOD. 817 00:41:26,967 --> 00:41:28,700 I WISH MY DAUGHTER COULD SEE ME SITTING UP. 818 00:41:28,700 --> 00:41:31,367 SHE'LL JUST FALL OVER. 819 00:41:31,367 --> 00:41:34,767 WELL, LET'S GET YOU BACK IN BED. 820 00:41:34,767 --> 00:41:38,700 ONE, TWO, AND THREE. 821 00:41:38,700 --> 00:41:40,967 -READY? -WHAA! 822 00:41:42,300 --> 00:41:46,300 IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT THAT YOU DO EXERCISES EVERY DAY, OKAY? 823 00:41:46,300 --> 00:41:47,133 OKAY. 824 00:41:47,133 --> 00:41:48,633 Dr. Sterling: Y'ALL TAKE CARE. 825 00:41:48,633 --> 00:41:58,400 ** 826 00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:00,867 THANK YOU. 827 00:42:03,133 --> 00:42:05,600 I KNOW. 828 00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:08,867 Lisa: THE DOCTOR WANTS ME TO BE AT LEAST STANDING 829 00:42:08,867 --> 00:42:14,500 AND MAKING SOME STEPS, BUT I'M NOT QUITE READY. 830 00:42:14,500 --> 00:42:17,600 I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO DO THIS. 831 00:42:22,667 --> 00:42:31,700 ** 832 00:42:31,700 --> 00:42:34,867 Lisa: DR. NOW'S SENDING OVER A DIETICIAN, 833 00:42:34,867 --> 00:42:38,600 BUT I DON'T THINK I NEED TO CHANGE MY DIET THAT MUCH. 834 00:42:39,700 --> 00:42:43,800 SO I'LL HEAR HER OUT, BUT THAT'S ABOUT IT. 835 00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:47,100 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 836 00:42:47,100 --> 00:42:50,433 -HOW YOU DOING? -HI. 837 00:42:50,433 --> 00:42:52,833 HI. YOU MUST BE LISA. 838 00:42:52,833 --> 00:42:54,600 -HELLO, HOW ARE YOU? -I'M GOOD. 839 00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:55,833 HOW ARE YOU? 840 00:42:55,833 --> 00:42:57,533 IT'S ALL RIGHT. 841 00:42:57,533 --> 00:42:59,300 Herburt: ALL RIGHT. Y'ALL TAKE CARE. 842 00:42:59,300 --> 00:43:02,333 -I'LL MISS YOU. -MISS YOU, TOO. 843 00:43:02,333 --> 00:43:03,233 [ DOOR CLOSES ] 844 00:43:03,233 --> 00:43:04,867 OKAY, SO. 845 00:43:04,867 --> 00:43:08,333 WHERE ARE YOU ON YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS PLAN RIGHT NOW? 846 00:43:08,333 --> 00:43:10,400 THE DOCTOR SAYS WHEN I GO BACK, 847 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,967 I HAVE TO BE DONE LOST AT LEAST 848 00:43:13,967 --> 00:43:16,067 30 TO 40 POUNDS. 849 00:43:16,067 --> 00:43:17,233 OKAY. 850 00:43:17,233 --> 00:43:18,733 I WANT TO TAKE A LOOK IN YOUR FRIDGE. 851 00:43:18,733 --> 00:43:20,933 SO, LET'S SEE WHAT'S GOING ON HERE. 852 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:23,833 ALL RIGHT. 853 00:43:23,833 --> 00:43:30,500 SO, THERE'S PUDDING, AND THERE'S BREAD. 854 00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:32,600 I'M DEFINITELY NOT A WHITE BREAD FAN. 855 00:43:32,600 --> 00:43:33,833 NEITHER AM I. 856 00:43:33,833 --> 00:43:36,733 THAT'S -- HERBURT IS THE BREAD FAN. 857 00:43:36,733 --> 00:43:39,300 AND THERE'S PIZZA ROLLS. 858 00:43:39,300 --> 00:43:43,900 HE'S THE PIZZA ROLL FAN. -SO...LET'S SEE. 859 00:43:43,900 --> 00:43:46,933 I ALSO SEE A GIANT BOX OF DOUGHNUTS. 860 00:43:46,933 --> 00:43:48,767 WHO'S EATING THAT? 861 00:43:48,767 --> 00:43:51,367 I DIDN'T SEE THAT. -THAT'S HERBURT'S BREAKFAST. 862 00:43:51,367 --> 00:43:54,100 AND I KNOW THAT HERBURT IS NOT EATING THAT BY HIMSELF. 863 00:43:54,100 --> 00:43:58,867 YES, HE IS, BECAUSE I'M PICKIER OF DOUGHNUTS. 864 00:43:58,867 --> 00:44:02,067 -OKAY. LISA, MNH-MNH. -HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. 865 00:44:02,067 --> 00:44:04,433 THIS IS GOING IN THE GARBAGE TONIGHT. 866 00:44:04,433 --> 00:44:08,267 OKAY, WE'RE GONNA GO UP TO THE FREEZER. 867 00:44:08,267 --> 00:44:09,767 OKAY. SO, WHO'S EATING 868 00:44:09,767 --> 00:44:12,267 THE DOUBLE COOKIES AND CREAM AND LASAGNA? 869 00:44:12,267 --> 00:44:14,600 LET ME SEE, BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW 870 00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:16,567 HERBURT WENT TO THE STORE TODAY. 871 00:44:17,567 --> 00:44:19,767 OKAY, LISA? 872 00:44:19,767 --> 00:44:22,967 I CAN TELL YOU THAT IF HERBURT'S EATING THIS, 873 00:44:22,967 --> 00:44:24,467 YOU'RE EATING IT, TOO. 874 00:44:24,467 --> 00:44:27,300 ** 875 00:44:27,300 --> 00:44:28,733 -YES, MA'AM. -YEAH, OKAY. 876 00:44:28,733 --> 00:44:30,300 THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO GET TO. 877 00:44:30,300 --> 00:44:32,067 REMEMBER, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE HONEST WITH ME. 878 00:44:32,067 --> 00:44:33,633 YOU HAVE TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, 879 00:44:33,633 --> 00:44:35,167 BECAUSE THIS IS ABOUT YOU. 880 00:44:35,167 --> 00:44:36,667 -YES. -YOU CANNOT LOSE WEIGHT 881 00:44:36,667 --> 00:44:38,500 IF YOU ARE EATING THESE FOODS. 882 00:44:38,500 --> 00:44:40,467 YES, MA'AM. OKAY. 883 00:44:42,567 --> 00:44:44,600 OKAY, LISA? 884 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,600 A LOT OF WORK TO DO HERE. 885 00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:49,567 Dr. Doctorovich: ALL THIS IS GARBAGE. 886 00:44:49,567 --> 00:44:51,467 WELL... 887 00:44:51,467 --> 00:44:52,967 WHO IS EATING THE ICE CREAM? 888 00:44:52,967 --> 00:44:56,800 THOSE ARE HERBURT'S PRIZES WHEN HE DO THINGS 889 00:44:56,800 --> 00:44:59,367 THAT I LIKE FOR HIM TO DO. 890 00:44:59,367 --> 00:45:01,333 I'M TRYING TO FIND A WORD. 891 00:45:01,333 --> 00:45:04,100 SO, THIS IS -- THESE ARE -- THESE ARE REWARDS FOR LOVE? 892 00:45:04,100 --> 00:45:05,700 IS THAT WHAT YOU MEAN? 893 00:45:05,700 --> 00:45:07,267 NOT LOVE. 894 00:45:07,267 --> 00:45:08,567 MM-HMM. 895 00:45:08,567 --> 00:45:11,567 PLEASE DON'T TAKE 'EM, BECAUSE IF YOU DO, 896 00:45:11,567 --> 00:45:13,067 I CAN'T GET WHAT I WANT. 897 00:45:13,067 --> 00:45:15,933 WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER WAY TO GET WHAT YOU WANT. 898 00:45:15,933 --> 00:45:17,300 COME ON, NOW! YOU -- 899 00:45:17,300 --> 00:45:19,800 YOU'VE GOT TO GIVE IN ON SOMETHING. LOOK! 900 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:25,267 I'M PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH YOU HAVING A VERY HAPPY SEX LIFE. 901 00:45:25,267 --> 00:45:26,400 -BUT, NO -- BUT... 902 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:30,200 -BUT, YOU -- -...NO BAD FOODS WITH THAT. 903 00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:32,867 PUT IT BACK! 904 00:45:32,867 --> 00:45:36,600 ALL I WANT IS... THIS TO BE NOT IN THE HOUSE. 905 00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:39,667 EVEN FOR HERBURT, IT'S NOT GOOD FOR YOU. 906 00:45:39,667 --> 00:45:40,800 OKAY? 907 00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:42,067 SO, I'M TRYING TO GET YOU TO A PLACE 908 00:45:42,067 --> 00:45:44,067 WHERE YOU ARE GOING TO SUCCEED. 909 00:45:44,067 --> 00:45:46,667 BUT EVERY TIME YOU EAT SOMETHING LIKE THIS, 910 00:45:46,667 --> 00:45:49,200 YOU JUST TAKE YOURSELF THE OTHER DIRECTION. 911 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:50,533 SO WE'RE GONNA TAKE THIS 912 00:45:50,533 --> 00:45:52,500 AND WE'RE GONNA PUT IT WHERE IT BELONGS. 913 00:45:52,500 --> 00:45:55,767 YOU KNOW WHERE THAT IS. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. 914 00:45:55,767 --> 00:46:00,433 ** 915 00:46:00,433 --> 00:46:03,233 OKAY. 916 00:46:03,233 --> 00:46:04,767 UGH. BYE, DOUGHNUTS. 917 00:46:06,267 --> 00:46:10,133 OKAY. HOW DO YOU FEEL? 918 00:46:10,133 --> 00:46:12,100 DO YOU FEEL RELIEVED? 919 00:46:12,100 --> 00:46:13,667 WELL, A LITTLE BIT. 920 00:46:13,667 --> 00:46:14,933 OKAY. 921 00:46:14,933 --> 00:46:16,733 THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO HEAR. 922 00:46:16,733 --> 00:46:18,900 AND I WANT YOU TO MAKE THE COMMITMENT RIGHT NOW 923 00:46:18,900 --> 00:46:20,833 THAT THIS DOESN'T HAPPEN ANYMORE, 924 00:46:20,833 --> 00:46:23,733 THAT YOU START EATING REAL FOOD. 925 00:46:23,733 --> 00:46:25,900 YOU KNOW, YOU'RE KIND OF AT THAT DO-OR-DIE STAGE 926 00:46:25,900 --> 00:46:28,733 RIGHT NOW WHERE YOU GOTTA MAKE IT HAPPEN. 927 00:46:28,733 --> 00:46:30,133 OKAY? WE GOT A DEAL? 928 00:46:30,133 --> 00:46:31,700 YOU GONNA SHAKE ON IT? 929 00:46:31,700 --> 00:46:33,133 -YES... -ALL RIGHT? 930 00:46:33,133 --> 00:46:34,600 I'M KEEPING MY EYE ON YOU. 931 00:46:36,667 --> 00:46:37,867 Dr. Doctorovich: LISA, SHE'S TELLING ME 932 00:46:37,867 --> 00:46:39,633 WHAT SHE THINKS I WANT TO HEAR. 933 00:46:39,633 --> 00:46:42,067 BUT NO MATTER WHAT SHE'S TRYING TO SELL ME ON, 934 00:46:42,067 --> 00:46:44,267 THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS SHE'S EATING JUNK. 935 00:46:44,267 --> 00:46:47,333 AND SHE REALLY ENJOYS THE SEX TALK. 936 00:46:47,333 --> 00:46:49,267 IT'S A SHOCK THING. SHE LIKES TO DO THAT. 937 00:46:49,267 --> 00:46:51,067 AND IT IS A FORM OF DEFLECTION. 938 00:46:51,067 --> 00:46:53,800 IT'S A FORM OF GETTING AWAY FROM THE TRUTH. 939 00:46:53,800 --> 00:46:56,633 I KNOW SUCCESS IS POSSIBLE, BUT IT DOES TAKE WORK. 940 00:46:56,633 --> 00:46:57,667 AND SH...I DON'T KNOW 941 00:46:57,667 --> 00:47:00,933 HOW MUCH STRENGTH SHE HAS TO DO THAT WORK. 942 00:47:00,933 --> 00:47:02,067 BYE. 943 00:47:02,067 --> 00:47:05,133 ** 944 00:47:05,133 --> 00:47:07,800 THE NUTRITIONIST IS TELLING ME 945 00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:12,367 I CAN'T HAVE THESE FOODS, HERBURT CAN'T HAVE THESE FOODS. 946 00:47:12,367 --> 00:47:16,700 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT'S GONNA SIT WITH ME. 947 00:47:16,700 --> 00:47:24,800 ** 948 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:32,900 ** 949 00:47:32,900 --> 00:47:41,067 ** 950 00:47:41,067 --> 00:47:43,433 Lisa: THE LAST TIME I SAW DR. NOW, 951 00:47:43,433 --> 00:47:45,767 HE WANTED ME TO FOCUS ON MY DIET 952 00:47:45,767 --> 00:47:48,433 AND WORK ON MOVING SOME MORE. 953 00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:54,200 I'VE BEEN TRYING TO STICK TO THE DIET THE BEST I CAN, 954 00:47:54,200 --> 00:48:01,533 BUT THE DOCTOR ASKED ME TO LOSE 20 TO 30 POUNDS BY THIS VISIT. 955 00:48:01,533 --> 00:48:04,300 AND I'M HOPING THE DOCTOR WILL TELL ME 956 00:48:04,300 --> 00:48:06,733 THAT I CAN GET READY FOR SURGERY, 957 00:48:06,733 --> 00:48:11,833 BUT MY BIGGEST FEAR TODAY, THAT I'M NOT READY. 958 00:48:11,833 --> 00:48:15,533 SO I'M WORRIED ABOUT WHAT HE'S GONNA SAY. 959 00:48:15,533 --> 00:48:21,667 ** 960 00:48:21,667 --> 00:48:24,367 HI, LISA. I'M GLAD YOU MADE IT HERE OKAY. 961 00:48:24,367 --> 00:48:27,667 YEAH, I MADE IT ONE PIECE OF A PIECE. 962 00:48:27,667 --> 00:48:30,567 ALL RIGHT. SO, HOW HAVE YOU BEEN AT HOME? 963 00:48:30,567 --> 00:48:34,733 SOME DAYS I FEEL GOOD. SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE CRAP. 964 00:48:34,733 --> 00:48:37,867 BUT THESE LAST FEW DAYS, I'VE BEEN FEELING BAD. 965 00:48:37,867 --> 00:48:40,100 WHAT'S BEEN MAKING YOU FEEL BAD? 966 00:48:40,100 --> 00:48:43,900 SOME THINGS I -- WHEN I -- IT'S TIME TO EAT, I CAN'T EAT. 967 00:48:43,900 --> 00:48:47,633 YOU NOT BEING HUNGRY DOESN'T SOUND LIKE A PROBLEM AT ALL. 968 00:48:47,633 --> 00:48:51,267 AND IF THAT IS THE CASE, YOU SHOULD HAVE HAD NO PROBLEM 969 00:48:51,267 --> 00:48:55,433 GETTING DOWN TO YOUR GOAL OF 587 THIS PAST MONTH. 970 00:48:55,433 --> 00:48:56,600 I KNOW. 971 00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:59,133 SO, LET'S SEE WHERE YOUR WEIGHT IS AT. 972 00:49:02,500 --> 00:49:06,100 SO, YOU ARE AT 646 POUNDS. 973 00:49:07,467 --> 00:49:10,200 I GAVE YOU A SIMPLE GOAL TO LOSE 30 POUNDS. 974 00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,500 INSTEAD, YOU GAINED 30 POUNDS. 975 00:49:12,500 --> 00:49:14,133 IF YOU STUCK TO THE DIET, 976 00:49:14,133 --> 00:49:16,733 YOU WOULD HAVE LOST THAT IN TWO WEEKS. 977 00:49:16,733 --> 00:49:19,267 SO YOU'RE PLAYING GAMES AND LYING TO ME 978 00:49:19,267 --> 00:49:20,667 SAYING YOU'RE NOT HUNGRY, 979 00:49:20,667 --> 00:49:23,733 WHEN YOU'RE CLEARLY STILL OVEREATING. 980 00:49:23,733 --> 00:49:26,500 HE KEEPS ME ON MY REGULAR DIET. 981 00:49:26,500 --> 00:49:28,267 STOP WITH THE GAMES, LISA. 982 00:49:28,267 --> 00:49:32,600 YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT'S NOT TRUE. 983 00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:35,967 AND HOW ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LEGS? 984 00:49:35,967 --> 00:49:38,267 WELL, IT'S JUST GOING CRAZY. 985 00:49:38,267 --> 00:49:41,567 I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH IT. 986 00:49:41,567 --> 00:49:44,133 YOUR SWELLING HAS COME BACK EVEN WORSE. 987 00:49:44,133 --> 00:49:47,133 IT LOOKS LIKE YOU HAVE DEVELOPED SEVERE INFECTION 988 00:49:47,133 --> 00:49:48,400 IN YOUR LEG HERE, 989 00:49:48,400 --> 00:49:51,467 SO YOU AREN'T EVEN BATHING LIKE YOU NEED. 990 00:49:51,467 --> 00:49:53,633 THIS IS SOMETHING THAT CAN KILL YOU. 991 00:49:53,633 --> 00:49:57,233 WHY AREN'T YOU DOING ANYTHING YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING? 992 00:49:57,233 --> 00:49:58,400 I'M TRYING. 993 00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:02,100 IT'S -- IT'S JUST A SLOW PROCESS WITH ME. 994 00:50:02,100 --> 00:50:04,167 OKAY. THIS IS GOING NOWHERE. 995 00:50:04,167 --> 00:50:06,367 HERBURT, HOW'D SHE GAIN THE WEIGHT? 996 00:50:06,367 --> 00:50:07,833 WHAT HAS SHE BEEN EATING? 997 00:50:07,833 --> 00:50:11,267 WELL, SHE -- WELL, YOU KNOW, IT BE LIKE, UH, GREEN BEANS... 998 00:50:11,267 --> 00:50:14,100 -CAULIFLOWER... -CHICKEN AND STUFF LIKE THAT. 999 00:50:14,100 --> 00:50:16,300 SO, YOU'RE JUST EATING HEALTHY, 1000 00:50:16,300 --> 00:50:17,967 AND SOMEHOW, YOU GAINED WEIGHT? 1001 00:50:17,967 --> 00:50:19,933 I THINK WHAT I NEED TO DO 1002 00:50:19,933 --> 00:50:23,367 IS TRY TO EAT THREE MEALS A DAY 1003 00:50:23,367 --> 00:50:26,933 BECAUSE REALLY, I'M NOT EATING THREE MEALS A DAY. 1004 00:50:26,933 --> 00:50:28,967 SO, YOU'RE NOT TELLING ME THE TRUTH. 1005 00:50:28,967 --> 00:50:31,233 SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE CONTENT BEING IN BED 1006 00:50:31,233 --> 00:50:33,200 AND PEOPLE TAKING CARE OF YOU. 1007 00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:34,400 I'M NOT. 1008 00:50:34,400 --> 00:50:36,667 THIS IS A GAME FOR YOU. 1009 00:50:36,667 --> 00:50:39,267 BASICALLY, YOU'RE LIKE SOMEONE THAT HIT THEIR HEAD 1010 00:50:39,267 --> 00:50:41,967 WITH A BASEBALL BAT AND COMPLAIN ABOUT HEADACHE. 1011 00:50:41,967 --> 00:50:45,167 YOUR BEHAVIOR IS COMPLETELY DYSFUNCTIONAL. 1012 00:50:45,167 --> 00:50:46,400 I'M -- H-- YEAH. 1013 00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:47,767 TH-- YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT. 1014 00:50:47,767 --> 00:50:49,433 RIGHT, RIGHT, RIGHT, RIGHT. 1015 00:50:49,433 --> 00:50:50,733 RIGHT. 1016 00:50:50,733 --> 00:50:53,333 AND IF YOU DON'T START TO WAKE UP AND CHANGE, 1017 00:50:53,333 --> 00:50:56,733 THEN YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO SURVIVE MUCH LONGER. 1018 00:50:56,733 --> 00:50:59,633 AND THERE WILL BE NOTHING I CAN DO THAT ABOUT THAT, 1019 00:50:59,633 --> 00:51:04,867 SO THIS SITUATION IS COMPLETELY IN YOUR HANDS. 1020 00:51:04,867 --> 00:51:07,833 LISA'S LACK OF PROGRESS AND BEHAVIOR 1021 00:51:07,833 --> 00:51:09,833 IS OBVIOUSLY CONCERNING, 1022 00:51:09,833 --> 00:51:13,233 AND SHE'S BECOMING MORE AND MORE DEFIANT. 1023 00:51:13,233 --> 00:51:18,200 SO HER SITUATION IS QUICKLY GOING FROM BAD TO WORSE. 1024 00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:22,067 A SMALL THING LIKE AN INFECTION COULD GET BAD REALLY FAST 1025 00:51:22,067 --> 00:51:23,767 AND COULD KILL HER. 1026 00:51:23,767 --> 00:51:28,067 SO HOPEFULLY, SHE AND HERBURT START TO WAKE UP VERY SOON 1027 00:51:28,067 --> 00:51:31,367 OR SHE'S NOT GOING TO LIVE MUCH LONGER. 1028 00:51:31,367 --> 00:51:32,567 OKAY, LISA. 1029 00:51:32,567 --> 00:51:34,400 I'M ADMITTING YOU TO THE HOSPITAL AGAIN 1030 00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:37,667 SO WE CAN GET YOUR INFECTION UNDER CONTROL. 1031 00:51:37,667 --> 00:51:39,133 AND WE'RE GONNA SEE IF WE CAN IMPROVE 1032 00:51:39,133 --> 00:51:40,800 YOUR SWELLING IN YOUR LEG, 1033 00:51:40,800 --> 00:51:43,967 GET YOU SOME ANTIBIOTIC BEFORE IT BECOMES DEADLY. 1034 00:51:43,967 --> 00:51:45,200 OKAY. 1035 00:51:45,200 --> 00:51:48,200 I AM ALSO PUTTING YOU BACK ON CONTROLLED DIET. 1036 00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:51,067 I SUGGEST YOU START TAKING THINGS SERIOUSLY, 1037 00:51:51,067 --> 00:51:54,133 BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST ABOUT OUT OF CHANCE AT THIS POINT. 1038 00:51:54,133 --> 00:51:55,833 -OKAY. -ALL RIGHT. 1039 00:51:55,833 --> 00:51:57,200 I'LL SEE YOU BOTH SOON. 1040 00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:00,600 WELL, I'M ALWAYS GLAD TO SEE YOU. 1041 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:05,400 ** 1042 00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:07,767 SO, WE GONNA EXERCISE A LITTLE BIT MORE. 1043 00:52:10,067 --> 00:52:14,067 SOMETIMES YOU DON'T WANNA DO IT, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO DO IT. 1044 00:52:14,067 --> 00:52:16,800 Lisa: DR. NOW WAS DISAPPOINTED IN ME, 1045 00:52:16,800 --> 00:52:19,800 AND I'M DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. 1046 00:52:19,800 --> 00:52:22,600 I'M WORRIED THAT IF I DON'T PROVE TO DR. NOW 1047 00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:25,867 THAT I'M SERIOUS, THEN I WON'T EVEN HAVE A SHOT 1048 00:52:25,867 --> 00:52:28,600 AT GETTING WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1049 00:52:28,600 --> 00:52:32,767 AND WITHOUT THIS SURGERY, I'M WORRIED I'M GONNA DIE. 1050 00:52:39,167 --> 00:52:46,833 ** 1051 00:52:46,833 --> 00:52:54,500 ** 1052 00:52:54,500 --> 00:52:58,067 Lisa: DR. NOW IS HAVING ME STAY IN THE HOSPITAL 1053 00:52:58,067 --> 00:53:04,367 TO GIVE ME ANTIBIOTICS AND MONITOR THE INFECTION IN MY LEG. 1054 00:53:04,367 --> 00:53:07,767 I FEEL LIKE DR. NOW WAS REALLY HARD ON ME, 1055 00:53:07,767 --> 00:53:11,500 BUT I'M STILL GONNA KEEP TRYING. 1056 00:53:11,500 --> 00:53:15,333 BUT I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH. 1057 00:53:15,333 --> 00:53:17,433 WITHOUT DANIELLE HERE, 1058 00:53:17,433 --> 00:53:21,433 I HAVE TO RELY ON HERBURT COMPLETELY. 1059 00:53:21,433 --> 00:53:26,633 HERBURT IS MORE THAN A GODSEND, HELPING ME GET THROUGH THIS. 1060 00:53:28,633 --> 00:53:31,767 BABE, YOU KNOW, I HEARD WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID, YOU KNOW? 1061 00:53:31,767 --> 00:53:32,900 I KNOW. 1062 00:53:32,900 --> 00:53:35,767 YOU GOTTA LOSE SOME WEIGHT, BABY, YOU KNOW? 1063 00:53:35,767 --> 00:53:37,833 AND ALL THAT WE BEEN DOING, KINDA CHEATING A LITTLE BIT, 1064 00:53:37,833 --> 00:53:39,600 WE GONNA STOP DOING THAT, 1065 00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:42,300 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU AND I LOVE YOU. 1066 00:53:42,300 --> 00:53:44,567 I WANT YOU TO BE ABLE TO WALK. 1067 00:53:44,567 --> 00:53:45,900 I WANT YOU TO BE ABLE TO WALK AND HOLD 1068 00:53:45,900 --> 00:53:47,833 THE GRANDKIDS, YOU KNOW? 1069 00:53:47,833 --> 00:53:49,067 WOULD YOU LIKE THAT? 1070 00:53:49,067 --> 00:53:51,167 I KNOW. I WANT TO. 1071 00:53:52,833 --> 00:53:55,367 IT GETTING TIME TO PUT THAT RING ON YOUR FINGER, YOU KNOW? 1072 00:53:55,367 --> 00:53:59,400 ** 1073 00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:02,633 WANT YOU TO BE MY WIFE. 1074 00:54:02,633 --> 00:54:05,100 BUT I WANT YOU TO WALK DOWN THAT AISLE, THOUGH. 1075 00:54:05,100 --> 00:54:06,600 ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS JUST KEEP PRAYING 1076 00:54:06,600 --> 00:54:09,300 AND JUST BELIEVE THAT IT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 1077 00:54:09,300 --> 00:54:11,400 IT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 1078 00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:12,667 I KNOW, BABE. 1079 00:54:12,667 --> 00:54:14,367 IT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 1080 00:54:16,667 --> 00:54:19,833 ONLY THING WE HAVE TO DO NOW 1081 00:54:19,833 --> 00:54:22,467 IS START DOING LIKE THE DOCTOR SAID, YOU KNOW? 1082 00:54:22,467 --> 00:54:24,267 WE GONNA LOSE TOGETHER, YOU KNOW? 1083 00:54:24,267 --> 00:54:25,500 WOULD YOU LIKE THAT? 1084 00:54:25,500 --> 00:54:28,867 ** 1085 00:54:28,867 --> 00:54:30,367 IT'S GONNA BE ALL RIGHT. 1086 00:54:30,367 --> 00:54:33,867 ** 1087 00:54:33,867 --> 00:54:38,333 I KNOW, BABE. I KNOW. I LOVE YOU. 1088 00:54:38,333 --> 00:54:39,767 I LOVE YOU, TOO. 1089 00:54:39,767 --> 00:54:42,100 WANT YOU TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT, OKAY? 1090 00:54:42,100 --> 00:54:44,067 DO THIS FOR US, AND DO THIS FOR YOU. 1091 00:54:46,067 --> 00:54:48,967 Lisa: THE FACT THAT HERBURT WANTS TO MARRY ME 1092 00:54:48,967 --> 00:54:51,800 GIVES ME HOPE. 1093 00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:55,467 I KNOW THAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING, 1094 00:54:55,467 --> 00:54:58,367 AND I JUST NEED TO TRY HARDER. 1095 00:54:58,367 --> 00:55:05,300 ** 1096 00:55:05,300 --> 00:55:12,167 ** 1097 00:55:12,167 --> 00:55:14,467 DR. NOW HAS ME IN THE HOSPITAL 1098 00:55:14,467 --> 00:55:17,900 SO HE CAN TREAT MY LEG INFECTION. 1099 00:55:17,900 --> 00:55:20,633 I GOT HERBURT HERE BY MY SIDE, 1100 00:55:20,633 --> 00:55:24,067 AND HE'S HELPING ME GET THROUGH THIS. 1101 00:55:24,067 --> 00:55:29,433 HE'S BEEN A GODSEND BECAUSE I COULDN'T DO THIS ALONE. 1102 00:55:29,433 --> 00:55:34,333 ** 1103 00:55:34,333 --> 00:55:37,167 -HI, LISA. -HEY, DOCTOR. 1104 00:55:37,167 --> 00:55:38,933 SO, WE'RE SENDING YOU HOME TODAY 1105 00:55:38,933 --> 00:55:42,433 TO START TO WORK WITH A PSYCHOTHERAPIST 1106 00:55:42,433 --> 00:55:44,900 AND SEE IF WE CAN START TO ADDRESS 1107 00:55:44,900 --> 00:55:46,333 SOME OF THE ISSUES WITH YOU 1108 00:55:46,333 --> 00:55:49,067 WHERE YOU'RE DENYING SNEAKING FOOD IN. 1109 00:55:49,067 --> 00:55:50,233 OKAY. 1110 00:55:50,233 --> 00:55:53,133 OKAY. AND, MEANTIME, UH, STICK WITH YOUR DIET. 1111 00:55:53,133 --> 00:55:56,367 I'M -- I'M WORKING ON IT AS WE SPEAK. 1112 00:55:56,367 --> 00:55:57,733 OKAY. 1113 00:55:57,733 --> 00:56:01,300 WELL, YOU STILL HAVE TO WORK TO HIT A WEIGHT-LOSS GOAL. 1114 00:56:01,300 --> 00:56:05,333 BUT THIS TIME, I WANT IT TO BE 50 POUNDS OVER THE NEXT MONTH. 1115 00:56:05,333 --> 00:56:08,233 SO YOU WANT TO SHOW ME YOU'RE SERIOUS, 1116 00:56:08,233 --> 00:56:10,300 THEN THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO DO. 1117 00:56:10,300 --> 00:56:11,567 OKAY. 1118 00:56:11,567 --> 00:56:14,067 BUT IF YOU CONTINUE TO OPERATE LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN 1119 00:56:14,067 --> 00:56:18,133 AND DON'T SHOW ME THAT YOU'RE WILLING TO WORK ON THIS PROGRAM, 1120 00:56:18,133 --> 00:56:21,800 THEN THERE IS GOING TO BE NOTHING MORE WE CAN DO FOR YOU. 1121 00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:23,067 YOU UNDERSTAND? 1122 00:56:25,433 --> 00:56:28,233 WELL, THAT'S GOOD. THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE. 1123 00:56:28,233 --> 00:56:31,633 SO PLEASE, TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY, LISA. 1124 00:56:31,633 --> 00:56:34,167 WE CLEARED UP LISA'S INFECTION 1125 00:56:34,167 --> 00:56:37,433 AND GOT HER WEIGHT GOING TO THE RIGHT DIRECTION AGAIN. 1126 00:56:37,433 --> 00:56:40,767 BUT SHE'S ONLY LOST ABOUT 18 POUNDS, 1127 00:56:40,767 --> 00:56:44,467 SO WE ONLY HAVE HER DOWN TO 628. 1128 00:56:44,467 --> 00:56:47,100 SO SOMETHING ISN'T ADDING UP. 1129 00:56:47,100 --> 00:56:49,533 WITH THE CONTROLLED DIET SHE'S BEEN ON, 1130 00:56:49,533 --> 00:56:52,900 SHE SHOULD'VE LOST AT LEAST 60 TO 70 POUNDS BY NOW. 1131 00:56:52,900 --> 00:56:57,233 SO I THINK THE DIFFERENCE IS THE PRESENCE OF HERBURT. 1132 00:56:57,233 --> 00:56:59,700 HE'S PROBABLY BRINGING HER THINGS. 1133 00:56:59,700 --> 00:57:02,900 BUT THEY BOTH DENY THAT'S GOING ON, OF COURSE. 1134 00:57:02,900 --> 00:57:04,600 BUT THE SCALE DOESN'T LIE, 1135 00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:08,300 SO I THINK HER BEST CHANCE IS TO START THERAPY. 1136 00:57:08,300 --> 00:57:12,067 AND RIGHT NOW, THERE IS NO REASON FOR HER TO BE HERE 1137 00:57:12,067 --> 00:57:13,833 SO I'M SENDING HER HOME. 1138 00:57:13,833 --> 00:57:18,267 LISA IS VERY SMART AND KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT SHE'S DOING 1139 00:57:18,267 --> 00:57:21,233 WITH HOW SHE MANIPULATES EVERYONE. 1140 00:57:21,233 --> 00:57:23,067 OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU SOON. 1141 00:57:23,067 --> 00:57:24,233 OKAY. 1142 00:57:24,233 --> 00:57:26,333 Herburt: HEY, DOC? YEAH. 1143 00:57:26,333 --> 00:57:28,167 I BE THE ONE THAT BATHES HER A LOT, 1144 00:57:28,167 --> 00:57:30,867 AND SHE GOT A REAL BAD RASH RIGHT HERE, YOU KNOW? 1145 00:57:30,867 --> 00:57:32,867 -IN THE BACK? -YEAH. I MEAN, REAL BAD. 1146 00:57:32,867 --> 00:57:36,067 AND EVERY TIME I WASH IT OFF, I MEAN, 1147 00:57:36,067 --> 00:57:38,067 ALL THIS BLACK STUFF, YOU KNOW, IS COMING OFF OF IT. 1148 00:57:38,067 --> 00:57:39,967 Lisa: ONE, TWO, THREE. OH. 1149 00:57:39,967 --> 00:57:42,067 Herburt: SEE ALL THAT, DOC? 1150 00:57:42,067 --> 00:57:44,633 SEE, LOOK AT THAT. SEE THIS HERE? 1151 00:57:44,633 --> 00:57:47,500 ALL UP UNDER HERE? -YEAH. 1152 00:57:47,500 --> 00:57:52,267 YEAH, THESE ARE ALL THE -- THE FOLDS THAT NO AIR GET TO IT 1153 00:57:52,267 --> 00:57:55,300 AND THEN, THE FUNGUS THEN GROWS ON THEM. 1154 00:57:55,300 --> 00:57:58,200 AND THAT'S GOING TO BE A PROBLEM, OKAY? 1155 00:57:58,200 --> 00:57:59,400 ALL RIGHT. 1156 00:57:59,400 --> 00:58:01,300 NOW, WHO IS EATING THAT? 1157 00:58:01,300 --> 00:58:03,300 -I BEEN EATING THEM THERE. -HE -- HE WAS EATING THEM, BEC-- 1158 00:58:03,300 --> 00:58:05,500 WELL, HOW DID THEY END UP IN YOUR BED, THEN? 1159 00:58:05,500 --> 00:58:07,333 -I HAD -- I HAD LAID IT THERE. -HE -- HE WAS LAYING RIGHT THERE 1160 00:58:07,333 --> 00:58:08,333 'CAUSE I WAS CRYING THIS MORNING. 1161 00:58:08,333 --> 00:58:09,267 I WAS JUST EATING IT A WHILE AGO. 1162 00:58:09,267 --> 00:58:10,833 Dr. Nowzaradan: LISA, STOP IT. 1163 00:58:10,833 --> 00:58:12,933 THIS IS THE JUNK YOU'VE BEEN EATING. 1164 00:58:12,933 --> 00:58:15,467 THIS IS WHY YOU'RE NOT LOSING ANY WEIGHT. 1165 00:58:15,467 --> 00:58:18,967 HERBURT IS SNEAKING IN JUNK FOOD FOR YOU. 1166 00:58:18,967 --> 00:58:21,100 AND YOU TWO KEEP LYING ABOUT IT. 1167 00:58:21,100 --> 00:58:22,133 NO. 1168 00:58:22,133 --> 00:58:24,267 HOW CAN WE GET THROUGH TO YOU BOTH 1169 00:58:24,267 --> 00:58:26,233 THAT YOUR TIME IS UP? 1170 00:58:26,233 --> 00:58:27,967 YOU'RE GOING TO DIE VERY SOON. 1171 00:58:27,967 --> 00:58:30,800 BUT BOTH OF YOU DON'T SEEM TO GET THAT, 1172 00:58:30,800 --> 00:58:33,633 NO MATTER WHAT WE DO OR SAY. 1173 00:58:33,633 --> 00:58:35,633 HOPEFULLY, THE THERAPIST WILL, 1174 00:58:35,633 --> 00:58:39,633 AND YOU WILL TAKE THAT SERIOUSLY. 1175 00:58:39,633 --> 00:58:42,733 BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, THEN YOU'RE DONE. 1176 00:58:42,733 --> 00:58:45,067 OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU BOTH SOON. 1177 00:58:45,067 --> 00:58:49,600 AND YOU NEED TO HIT YOUR GOAL, BECAUSE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. 1178 00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:52,200 -YEAH. -ALL RIGHT. 1179 00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:54,400 Herburt: ALL RIGHT, DOC. 1180 00:58:54,400 --> 00:58:57,833 Dr. Nowzaradan: THINGS ARE NOT LOOKING OPTIMISTIC RIGHT NOW. 1181 00:58:57,833 --> 00:59:01,133 HOPEFULLY, PSYCHOTHERAPY WILL BE ABLE TO START 1182 00:59:01,133 --> 00:59:03,100 TO BREAK THROUGH TO HER 1183 00:59:03,100 --> 00:59:06,233 BECAUSE NOTHING HERE HAS WORKED. 1184 00:59:06,233 --> 00:59:10,200 AND IF THEY DON'T, THEN WE ARE OUT OF OPTIONS. 1185 00:59:10,200 --> 00:59:12,133 AND THERE'LL BE NO REASON FOR HER 1186 00:59:12,133 --> 00:59:14,967 TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE PROGRAM. 1187 00:59:14,967 --> 00:59:17,233 THIS IS ALL IN HER HANDS. 1188 00:59:17,233 --> 00:59:20,200 AND WHAT SHE DECIDE TO DO... 1189 00:59:20,200 --> 00:59:24,267 WILL DETERMINE HOW THINGS ARE GOING TO END UP FOR HER. 1190 00:59:26,267 --> 00:59:29,667 Lisa: I FEEL LIKE DR. NOW WAS REALLY HARD ON ME, 1191 00:59:29,667 --> 00:59:33,067 BUT I'M STILL GONNA KEEP TRYING 1192 00:59:33,067 --> 00:59:37,267 BECAUSE I KNOW THAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING. 1193 00:59:43,667 --> 00:59:53,600 ** 1194 00:59:53,600 --> 01:00:03,533 ** 1195 01:00:03,533 --> 01:00:06,767 Lisa: EVER SINCE DR. NOW GOT MAD AT ME, 1196 01:00:06,767 --> 01:00:09,533 I HAVE NO MOTIVATION TO BE STRICT 1197 01:00:09,533 --> 01:00:11,900 WITH MY DIET AND EXERCISE. 1198 01:00:11,900 --> 01:00:16,067 ** 1199 01:00:16,067 --> 01:00:17,400 HOW YOU DOING, BABE? 1200 01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:20,133 EH, WELL. 1201 01:00:20,133 --> 01:00:21,867 WHAT YOU WANT TO EAT? 1202 01:00:23,367 --> 01:00:24,867 HUH? -PIZZA. 1203 01:00:24,867 --> 01:00:26,867 -PIZZA? -AND A LITTLE COKE. 1204 01:00:26,867 --> 01:00:28,267 YOU KNOW THAT YOU DON'T REALLY SUPPOSED 1205 01:00:28,267 --> 01:00:29,800 TO BE HAVING NO PIZZA, RIGHT? 1206 01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:33,133 BUT IF I DON'T GET WHAT I WANT, YOU DON'T GET WHAT YOU WANT. 1207 01:00:33,133 --> 01:00:36,467 AND I KNOW WHAT YOU WANT. 1208 01:00:36,467 --> 01:00:38,733 I WANNA START DOING THE RIGHT THING, YOU KNOW? 1209 01:00:38,733 --> 01:00:40,200 I WANT YOU TO LOSE ALL THIS WEIGHT. 1210 01:00:41,700 --> 01:00:47,767 ALL I WANT IS THE PIZZA AND SOME COLD SODA. 1211 01:00:47,767 --> 01:00:48,800 ALL RIGHT. 1212 01:00:50,233 --> 01:00:53,367 Herburt: I KNOW LISA SHOULDN'T HAVE PIZZA, 1213 01:00:53,367 --> 01:00:57,533 BUT IT'S HARD FOR ME TO JUST TURN HER DOWN. 1214 01:00:59,000 --> 01:01:05,074 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=- 1215 01:01:07,633 --> 01:01:12,433 I LOVE LISA, AND I WANT HER TO DO THIS 1216 01:01:12,433 --> 01:01:14,433 'CAUSE I -- I DON'T WANT NOTHING TO HAPPEN TO HER. 1217 01:01:14,433 --> 01:01:18,933 ** 1218 01:01:18,933 --> 01:01:19,933 HERE YOU GO, BABE. 1219 01:01:19,933 --> 01:01:23,767 ** 1220 01:01:23,767 --> 01:01:27,633 Lisa: HERBURT TRIES TO STEER ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, 1221 01:01:27,633 --> 01:01:31,933 BUT I KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GET WHAT I WANT FROM HIM. 1222 01:01:33,500 --> 01:01:37,267 THE WAY I SEE IT, A LITTLE CHEATING HERE AND THERE 1223 01:01:37,267 --> 01:01:39,467 KEEPS US BOTH SANE. 1224 01:01:39,467 --> 01:01:46,700 ** 1225 01:01:46,700 --> 01:01:53,967 ** 1226 01:01:53,967 --> 01:01:56,467 Lisa: TODAY, I'M MEETING WITH THE THERAPIST 1227 01:01:56,467 --> 01:02:00,333 DR. NOW ARRANGED TO COME TALK TO ME. 1228 01:02:00,333 --> 01:02:02,967 MAYBE SHE CAN EXPLAIN TO DR. NOW 1229 01:02:02,967 --> 01:02:07,433 THAT LOSING WEIGHT IS HARDER FOR ME THAN OTHER PEOPLE. 1230 01:02:07,433 --> 01:02:10,333 LORD KNOWS I NEED AN ADVOCATE. 1231 01:02:11,333 --> 01:02:12,867 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1232 01:02:12,867 --> 01:02:15,400 [ SINGSONG VOICE ] COME IN. 1233 01:02:17,067 --> 01:02:21,533 -HELLO. -HELLO. 1234 01:02:21,533 --> 01:02:24,800 HOW ARE YOU THIS BEAUTIFUL AFTERNOON? 1235 01:02:24,800 --> 01:02:26,667 [ WHISPERING ] IT'S COLD. 1236 01:02:28,067 --> 01:02:30,600 OKAY. 1237 01:02:30,600 --> 01:02:32,667 HOW'S ABOUT HERE? 1238 01:02:32,667 --> 01:02:34,467 OKAY. 1239 01:02:34,467 --> 01:02:38,433 WELL, WELCOME TO YOUR FIRST THERAPEUTIC PROCESS. 1240 01:02:38,433 --> 01:02:45,300 SO, AT WHAT POINT IN TIME DID FOOD BECOME AN ISSUE FOR YOU? 1241 01:02:45,300 --> 01:02:48,867 I'VE ALWAYS BEEN OF SIZE... 1242 01:02:48,867 --> 01:02:50,300 MM-HMM. 1243 01:02:50,300 --> 01:02:53,200 ...BUT WHEN IT GOT OUT OF HAND FOR ME 1244 01:02:53,200 --> 01:02:56,433 WAS ON THE DAY MY MOM DIED. 1245 01:02:56,433 --> 01:02:59,600 I CRIED AND I ATE. 1246 01:02:59,600 --> 01:03:00,967 OKAY. 1247 01:03:00,967 --> 01:03:02,867 BEFORE WE DIVE INTO THAT, 1248 01:03:02,867 --> 01:03:05,467 HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU BECAME A MOM? 1249 01:03:05,467 --> 01:03:06,867 15. 1250 01:03:08,133 --> 01:03:10,100 WHAT WAS THAT LIKE FOR YOU? 1251 01:03:10,100 --> 01:03:12,200 MY MAMA SAID, "YOU DONE IT. 1252 01:03:14,267 --> 01:03:15,367 FIX IT." 1253 01:03:15,367 --> 01:03:17,333 DO YOU HAVE SIBLINGS? 1254 01:03:17,333 --> 01:03:22,200 ONE OLDER BROTHER, THREE YOUNGER BROTHERS. 1255 01:03:22,200 --> 01:03:24,733 ONE GOT KILLED WHEN HE WAS 18. 1256 01:03:24,733 --> 01:03:26,733 OH, I'M SORRY ABOUT THAT. 1257 01:03:26,733 --> 01:03:30,333 HOW DID YOUR FAMILY CHANGE WHEN YOUR BROTHER WAS KILLED? 1258 01:03:30,333 --> 01:03:32,733 THE NIGHT MY BROTHER GOT KILLED, 1259 01:03:32,733 --> 01:03:35,633 MY MOM, "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. 1260 01:03:35,633 --> 01:03:37,967 IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. 1261 01:03:37,967 --> 01:03:39,333 HE WOULD'VE BEEN AT HOME 1262 01:03:39,333 --> 01:03:41,700 IF HE DIDN'T WANNA BE AT YOUR HOUSE." 1263 01:03:41,700 --> 01:03:44,233 IT HOLDS A LOT. 1264 01:03:44,233 --> 01:03:45,733 A LOT OF PAIN. 1265 01:03:45,733 --> 01:03:47,967 [ LISA SIGHS ] 1266 01:03:47,967 --> 01:03:51,100 EVEN THOUGH YOUR MOM'S NOT PRESENT 1267 01:03:51,100 --> 01:03:53,600 TO BLAME YOU FOR THINGS ANYMORE, 1268 01:03:53,600 --> 01:03:57,100 IT SOUNDS AS IF YOU'VE BEGUN BLAMING YOURSELF 1269 01:03:57,100 --> 01:03:59,867 OVER AND OVER AGAIN. 1270 01:03:59,867 --> 01:04:02,167 YOU HAVE NO CONTROL 1271 01:04:02,167 --> 01:04:05,733 OVER A LOT OF THE THINGS THAT'VE HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE. 1272 01:04:05,733 --> 01:04:08,433 BUT BY BEING BLAMED FOR THEM, 1273 01:04:08,433 --> 01:04:11,967 THEY'VE BECOME DRAMATIZED FOR YOU. 1274 01:04:11,967 --> 01:04:16,400 IT CAN MAKE ANYONE ISOLATE THEMSELVES AND AVOID LIFE. 1275 01:04:16,400 --> 01:04:17,733 WELL, I GUESS I BETTER GET UP 1276 01:04:17,733 --> 01:04:21,100 AND FIND SOMETHING TO DO OUTSIDE, HUH? 1277 01:04:21,100 --> 01:04:22,533 DEFINITELY. 1278 01:04:22,533 --> 01:04:25,267 SO, SINCE BEING UNDER THE DOCTOR'S CARE, 1279 01:04:25,267 --> 01:04:29,833 ARE YOU LOSING WEIGHT AT THE RATE THAT YOU'RE EXPECTED TO? 1280 01:04:29,833 --> 01:04:31,200 NO. BUT, 1281 01:04:31,200 --> 01:04:32,533 I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP. 1282 01:04:32,533 --> 01:04:35,800 I'M GONNA TRY MY HARDEST. 1283 01:04:35,800 --> 01:04:38,433 OFTENTIMES WHEN PEOPLE WHO ARE LARGER 1284 01:04:38,433 --> 01:04:40,133 THAN WHAT IS MEDICALLY SAFE 1285 01:04:40,133 --> 01:04:42,533 SET OUT ON A WEIGHT-LOSS PROGRAM, 1286 01:04:42,533 --> 01:04:46,467 THE WEIGHT COMES OFF PRETTY RAPIDLY IN THE BEGINNING. 1287 01:04:46,467 --> 01:04:49,300 AND SO, THE FACT THAT YOU'RE NOT LOSING WEIGHT 1288 01:04:49,300 --> 01:04:51,600 AT THE RATE THAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO -- 1289 01:04:51,600 --> 01:04:55,233 IT POINTS TO YOUR NOT DOING EVERYTHING 1290 01:04:55,233 --> 01:04:57,200 THAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO. 1291 01:04:58,567 --> 01:05:01,333 WHAT ARE YOU PREPARED TO DO DIFFERENTLY? 1292 01:05:01,333 --> 01:05:04,400 WHAT ARE YOU ABLE TO START TODAY 1293 01:05:04,400 --> 01:05:06,767 THAT'S GOING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE? 1294 01:05:06,767 --> 01:05:10,367 BECAUSE SAYING THE RIGHT THINGS TO ME, TO THE DOCTOR, 1295 01:05:10,367 --> 01:05:13,767 OR TO ANYONE ELSE ISN'T GOING TO SERVE YOU 1296 01:05:13,767 --> 01:05:16,500 IF YOU DON'T PUT THE ACTIONS BEHIND IT. 1297 01:05:16,500 --> 01:05:17,867 OKAY. 1298 01:05:17,867 --> 01:05:19,833 IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO MAKE THE DECISION 1299 01:05:19,833 --> 01:05:22,333 TO TAKE MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS 1300 01:05:22,333 --> 01:05:25,633 AND BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE PREPARATION OF YOUR MEALS, 1301 01:05:25,633 --> 01:05:28,333 BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR PHYSICAL ACTIVITY. 1302 01:05:28,333 --> 01:05:29,767 OKAY. 1303 01:05:29,767 --> 01:05:30,933 I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD 1304 01:05:30,933 --> 01:05:33,967 TO CONTINUING TO WORK WITH YOU, MS. LISA. 1305 01:05:33,967 --> 01:05:36,433 ME, TOO. 1306 01:05:36,433 --> 01:05:40,433 Dr. Clay: I FEEL LIKE TODAY'S SESSION WITH LISA WENT WELL. 1307 01:05:40,433 --> 01:05:43,800 SHE'S A SOMEWHAT DIFFICULT CANDIDATE FOR THERAPY 1308 01:05:43,800 --> 01:05:49,100 IN THAT SHE'S AVOIDANT OF EXPRESSING HER FEELINGS OPENLY. 1309 01:05:49,100 --> 01:05:52,233 THERE WERE GLIMPSES OF THE REAL LISA, 1310 01:05:52,233 --> 01:05:55,067 BUT THE PAIN RUNS VERY DEEP. 1311 01:05:55,067 --> 01:05:57,800 HER COMPLACENCY REGARDING HER WEIGHT-LOSS JOURNEY 1312 01:05:57,800 --> 01:06:00,733 IS VERY DAMAGING TO HER OVERALL PSYCHE. 1313 01:06:00,733 --> 01:06:04,133 AND THE FACT THAT IT FEELS COMFORTABLE AND SAFE TO HER 1314 01:06:04,133 --> 01:06:06,933 ARE REALLY THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT. 1315 01:06:06,933 --> 01:06:12,967 LISA FEARS NOT BEING LIKED OR LOVED OR WANTED, 1316 01:06:12,967 --> 01:06:17,100 AND SHE FEARS THAT PEOPLE WON'T BE THERE FOR HER. 1317 01:06:17,100 --> 01:06:22,833 THUS, IT LEADS HER TO PROJECT THIS HAPPY-GO-LUCKY PERSONALITY 1318 01:06:22,833 --> 01:06:27,067 AND AVOID ADDRESSING WHAT HER CURRENT LIFE ISSUES ARE. 1319 01:06:32,600 --> 01:06:41,733 ** 1320 01:06:41,733 --> 01:06:50,600 ** 1321 01:06:50,600 --> 01:06:53,233 [ CRYING ] 1322 01:06:53,233 --> 01:06:55,700 IT'LL BE ALL RIGHT. COME ON, NOW. 1323 01:06:55,700 --> 01:06:58,467 COME ON. 1324 01:06:58,467 --> 01:07:00,733 MY LEG HURTS SO BAD! 1325 01:07:00,733 --> 01:07:01,967 I KNOW. 1326 01:07:01,967 --> 01:07:05,267 I CAN'T TAKE TOO MUCH MORE PAIN! 1327 01:07:05,267 --> 01:07:08,233 ** 1328 01:07:08,233 --> 01:07:09,900 HOW YOU DOING, DOC? 1329 01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:11,200 HI. 1330 01:07:13,533 --> 01:07:16,433 MY LEG HURTS SO BAD! 1331 01:07:16,433 --> 01:07:18,900 -WHICH ONE, THE RIGHT LEG? -YES! 1332 01:07:18,900 --> 01:07:22,233 OKAY. WE'RE GONNA GET YOU SITUATED REAL QUICK, OKAY? 1333 01:07:22,233 --> 01:07:23,867 IT HURTS! 1334 01:07:28,900 --> 01:07:31,067 -A BARIATRIC BED? -YEAH. 1335 01:07:33,133 --> 01:07:35,900 Dr. Nowzaradan: ALL RIGHT, LISA. WE'RE GETTING YOU TAKEN CARE OF. 1336 01:07:35,900 --> 01:07:41,067 SO, TELL ME HOW YOU'VE BEEN GETTING ALONG AT HOME. 1337 01:07:41,067 --> 01:07:42,200 NO? 1338 01:07:45,400 --> 01:07:47,100 BUT YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WALKING. 1339 01:07:47,100 --> 01:07:48,900 HOW ABOUT YOUR EATING HABITS? 1340 01:07:48,900 --> 01:07:51,667 I'M TRYING TO MAKE CHANGES, BUT DOCTOR, I -- 1341 01:07:51,667 --> 01:07:53,733 I COULDN'T AFFORD TO BUY GROCERIES 1342 01:07:53,733 --> 01:08:00,167 AND MY PADS AND DIAPERS AND STUFF THAT I REALLY NEED... 1343 01:08:01,267 --> 01:08:02,600 -WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO -- -I DON'T -- 1344 01:08:02,600 --> 01:08:05,133 WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR EATING HABIT? 1345 01:08:05,133 --> 01:08:11,567 BECAUSE IT'S EITHER BUY THAT OR BUY GROCERIES. 1346 01:08:11,567 --> 01:08:15,500 I COULD ONLY BUY LIMITED STUFF ON GROCERIES. 1347 01:08:15,500 --> 01:08:17,433 I NEED THOSE OTHER THINGS. 1348 01:08:17,433 --> 01:08:18,700 WELL, WELL, WELL, WAIT A MINUTE. 1349 01:08:18,700 --> 01:08:21,167 IF -- IF YOU CAN BUY LIMITED STUFF ON GROCERIES, 1350 01:08:21,167 --> 01:08:23,200 YOU'LL BE ABLE TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT. 1351 01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:25,767 YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO LOSE 100 POUNDS. 1352 01:08:25,767 --> 01:08:28,900 BUT YOU LOOK LIKE YOU HAVEN'T LOST ANY WEIGHT. 1353 01:08:28,900 --> 01:08:33,367 IN FACT, YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE BACK TO OVER 700 POUNDS AGAIN. 1354 01:08:33,367 --> 01:08:36,200 AND YOUR BODY IS LIKELY WORSE THAN EVER. 1355 01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:38,100 I NEED HELP. 1356 01:08:38,100 --> 01:08:40,533 I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SAY THAT FOR THE LONGEST -- 1357 01:08:40,533 --> 01:08:42,100 I NEED HELP. 1358 01:08:42,100 --> 01:08:45,067 I GET NOTHING. I GET NO HELP. 1359 01:08:45,067 --> 01:08:46,233 WHAT DO YOU MEAN, NO HELP? 1360 01:08:46,233 --> 01:08:48,533 WE HAVE GIVEN YOU EVERYTHING, LISA. 1361 01:08:48,533 --> 01:08:50,667 YOU DOWN HERE, WE GAVE YOU ALL THE HELP 1362 01:08:50,667 --> 01:08:52,267 AND THE TOOLS YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. 1363 01:08:52,267 --> 01:08:54,233 -I -- -...AND YOU WASTED HALF A YEAR. 1364 01:08:54,233 --> 01:08:56,200 THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE. 1365 01:08:56,200 --> 01:08:59,067 YOU'RE NOT ABLE TO GET UP, YOU'RE NOT WALKING, 1366 01:08:59,067 --> 01:09:01,067 AND YOU'RE EATING THE SAME THING. 1367 01:09:01,067 --> 01:09:02,900 YOU'RE NOT LOSING THE WEIGHT. 1368 01:09:02,900 --> 01:09:05,267 WE GIVE YOU TIME TO CHANGE YOU EATING HABIT, 1369 01:09:05,267 --> 01:09:09,233 AND WHAT MIRACLE ARE YOU EXPECTING TO HAPPEN? 1370 01:09:09,233 --> 01:09:13,067 YOU KEEP DOING THE SAME THING AND TELLING ME THE SAME THING. 1371 01:09:13,067 --> 01:09:16,733 ONCE I'M STRESSED, I -- I WILL EAT. 1372 01:09:16,733 --> 01:09:18,633 I'M SO STRESSED OUT. 1373 01:09:18,633 --> 01:09:20,833 AND I HATE BEING IN THE BED. 1374 01:09:20,833 --> 01:09:22,167 I WANNA GET UP! 1375 01:09:22,167 --> 01:09:24,133 -OKAY, YOU-- -I NEED HELP! 1376 01:09:24,133 --> 01:09:25,967 -ALL RIGHT. -NOBODY HELPS ME. 1377 01:09:25,967 --> 01:09:27,133 IT'S JUST HIM. 1378 01:09:27,133 --> 01:09:28,233 -OKAY, JUST -- -I HAVE NOTHING! 1379 01:09:28,233 --> 01:09:30,367 JUST HOLD -- HOLD ON. HOLD ON. 1380 01:09:30,367 --> 01:09:33,500 YOU KNOW THAT THE ONLY WAY TO GET OUT OF THAT IS EAT LESS, 1381 01:09:33,500 --> 01:09:35,433 AND YOU EAT MORE BECAUSE YOU'RE STRESSED? 1382 01:09:35,433 --> 01:09:36,600 YES. 1383 01:09:36,600 --> 01:09:39,067 EACH PART OF THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. 1384 01:09:39,067 --> 01:09:42,667 BETWEEN YOU TWO, I TOLD YOU THAT YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO EAT 1385 01:09:42,667 --> 01:09:45,067 PROPER AMOUNT OF CALORIE TO LOSE WEIGHT. 1386 01:09:45,067 --> 01:09:46,533 AND THERE IS NO WAY AROUND IT, 1387 01:09:46,533 --> 01:09:49,067 BECAUSE YOU GO HOME AND YOU DON'T EAT PROPERLY 1388 01:09:49,067 --> 01:09:51,967 AND COME HERE AND GIVE ME THE SAME STORY. 1389 01:09:51,967 --> 01:09:53,533 HOW MUCH OF THAT STORY YOU THINK 1390 01:09:53,533 --> 01:09:55,833 I'M GONNA BELIEVE EVERY TIME YOU TELL ME? 1391 01:09:55,833 --> 01:09:58,100 YOU ARE NOT WILLING TO LOSE ANY WEIGHT. 1392 01:09:58,100 --> 01:09:59,567 YOU'RE NOT WILLING TO CHANGE YOUR HABIT. 1393 01:09:59,567 --> 01:10:00,833 YES, I'M WILLING, I JUST... 1394 01:10:00,833 --> 01:10:04,700 I JUST DON'T HAVE NO WILLPOWER ANYMORE! 1395 01:10:04,700 --> 01:10:06,067 -OKAY. -IT'S GONE! 1396 01:10:06,067 --> 01:10:07,767 -ALL RIGHT. -IT'S GONE! 1397 01:10:07,767 --> 01:10:10,500 AND IF THAT'S ALL THIS IS, YOU -- 1398 01:10:10,500 --> 01:10:13,733 I'D RATHER YOU JUST SEND ME BACK TO MY HOUSE 1399 01:10:13,733 --> 01:10:17,433 AND LEAVE ME ALONE, BECAUSE THIS IS NOT HELPING ME! 1400 01:10:17,433 --> 01:10:19,333 IT'S NOT HELPING ME! -COME ON, BABY. 1401 01:10:19,333 --> 01:10:20,600 WHAT KIND OF HELP YOU NEED? 1402 01:10:20,600 --> 01:10:24,800 I -- I'LL TRY, BUT THIS IS NOT HELPING ME! 1403 01:10:24,800 --> 01:10:27,233 IT'S NOT HELPING! 1404 01:10:27,233 --> 01:10:32,067 I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO WITH MYSELF, SO I EAT. 1405 01:10:32,067 --> 01:10:34,067 I CAN'T HELP IT! 1406 01:10:34,067 --> 01:10:36,933 I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! 1407 01:10:36,933 --> 01:10:40,100 I JUST RATHER YOU JUST SEND ME BACK TO ALABAMA 1408 01:10:40,100 --> 01:10:41,433 AND JUST LEAVE ME -- 1409 01:10:41,433 --> 01:10:45,133 JUST LEAVE IT ALONE BECAUSE IT'S NOT WORKING! 1410 01:10:45,133 --> 01:10:47,233 YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT ABOUT THAT, 1411 01:10:47,233 --> 01:10:49,400 BECAUSE THE HELP IS WITH YOU 1412 01:10:49,400 --> 01:10:51,800 AND WE GAVE YOU ALL THE TOOLS YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. 1413 01:10:51,800 --> 01:10:54,900 AND IT'S STILL NOT HELPING ME! 1414 01:10:54,900 --> 01:10:57,533 I DON'T -- I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF! 1415 01:10:57,533 --> 01:10:59,733 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE! 1416 01:10:59,733 --> 01:11:01,067 STOP TALKING LIKE THIS. 1417 01:11:01,067 --> 01:11:04,800 I DON'T FEEL LIKE NOBODY ELSE CARES ABOUT ME! 1418 01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:06,633 I LOVE YOU. NOW STOP ACTING LIKE THIS. 1419 01:11:06,633 --> 01:11:08,400 I'M TIRED! I'M TIRED! 1420 01:11:08,400 --> 01:11:09,467 BABE, WE GOING THROUGH THIS TOGETHER. 1421 01:11:09,467 --> 01:11:13,067 I FEEL LIKE I -- I FAILED MYSELF. 1422 01:11:13,067 --> 01:11:15,300 I FAILED MY KIDS. 1423 01:11:15,300 --> 01:11:17,700 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIX IT NO MORE! 1424 01:11:17,700 --> 01:11:18,767 I DON'T! 1425 01:11:18,767 --> 01:11:20,100 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIX IT! 1426 01:11:20,100 --> 01:11:20,967 COME ON, BABY. 1427 01:11:20,967 --> 01:11:22,667 SEND ME BACK TO MY APARTMENT! 1428 01:11:22,667 --> 01:11:25,833 I DON'T WANT -- JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! 1429 01:11:25,833 --> 01:11:27,900 I UNDERSTAND YOU NEED TO GO BACK HOME 1430 01:11:27,900 --> 01:11:29,167 AND EAT WHATEVER YOU WANT. 1431 01:11:29,167 --> 01:11:31,767 I CAN'T HELP MYSELF! 1432 01:11:31,767 --> 01:11:33,833 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! 1433 01:11:33,833 --> 01:11:35,267 ALL RIGHT. 1434 01:11:35,267 --> 01:11:37,967 DO YOU GET UP AND GO TO THE REFRIGERATOR AND GET THE FOOD? 1435 01:11:37,967 --> 01:11:39,233 NO, I DON'T. 1436 01:11:39,233 --> 01:11:42,333 SO, HOW THE FOOD GET TO YOU? 1437 01:11:42,333 --> 01:11:44,167 DOC, WHEN I BE COOKING THE FOOD, I DON'T NEVER -- 1438 01:11:44,167 --> 01:11:45,600 I DON'T NEVER GIVE HER NO FRIED FOOD. 1439 01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:46,733 ALL RIGHT. COME ON. 1440 01:11:46,733 --> 01:11:48,400 IT'S SHE KILLING HERSELF WITH THE FOOD, 1441 01:11:48,400 --> 01:11:50,400 AND YOU'RE HELPING TO KILL HER. 1442 01:11:50,400 --> 01:11:52,333 THERE'S NO WAY AROUND THAT. 1443 01:11:52,333 --> 01:11:55,300 I TOLD YOU HOW TO EAT AND HOW -- WHAT TO DO, 1444 01:11:55,300 --> 01:11:56,733 AND YOU GOT THE INSTRUCTION. 1445 01:11:56,733 --> 01:11:58,233 SHE GOT THE INSTRUCTION. 1446 01:11:58,233 --> 01:12:01,467 AND COMING HERE AND YELLING THAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO -- 1447 01:12:01,467 --> 01:12:02,400 REALLY? 1448 01:12:02,400 --> 01:12:03,500 REALLY? 1449 01:12:03,500 --> 01:12:05,300 YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE ALL THAT? 1450 01:12:05,300 --> 01:12:06,767 -JUST -- -YOU KEEP TALKING. 1451 01:12:06,767 --> 01:12:09,167 I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING, OKAY? 1452 01:12:09,167 --> 01:12:10,500 ALL RIGHT? -OKAY. 1453 01:12:10,500 --> 01:12:11,933 ALL YOU NEED IS YOUR FOOD. 1454 01:12:11,933 --> 01:12:13,100 JUST -- JUST SEND ME HOME. 1455 01:12:13,100 --> 01:12:15,100 I DON'T WANNA HEAR NOTHING ELSE. 1456 01:12:15,100 --> 01:12:16,833 JUST SEND ME HOME! -BABY. 1457 01:12:16,833 --> 01:12:17,800 GET ME OUTTA HERE! 1458 01:12:17,800 --> 01:12:19,267 -STOP IT. -SEND ME HOME! 1459 01:12:19,267 --> 01:12:20,800 I DON'T CARE NO MORE! 1460 01:12:20,800 --> 01:12:21,833 YOU KNOW WE GOTTA... 1461 01:12:23,933 --> 01:12:25,467 -I DON'T CARE ABOUT ALL THAT! -WHAT YOU MEAN YOU DON'T CARE? 1462 01:12:25,467 --> 01:12:26,467 I JUST WANNA GO HOME! 1463 01:12:26,467 --> 01:12:28,533 -YOU GONNA DIE. -NO, I'M NOT! 1464 01:12:28,533 --> 01:12:30,467 -YES, YOU ARE. -I'M NOT! I'M NOT. 1465 01:12:30,467 --> 01:12:31,700 WE COME A LONG WAY FOR THIS. 1466 01:12:31,700 --> 01:12:33,733 -I KNOW YOU -- -THIS IS USELESS! 1467 01:12:33,733 --> 01:12:35,433 THIS IS USELESS TO ME! 1468 01:12:35,433 --> 01:12:36,567 BABY, COME HERE, NOW. 1469 01:12:36,567 --> 01:12:37,967 I NEED HELP! 1470 01:12:37,967 --> 01:12:40,667 FOOD HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PROBLEM! 1471 01:12:40,667 --> 01:12:43,600 IT'S GONNA ALWAYS BE MY PROBLEM! 1472 01:12:43,600 --> 01:12:45,700 -CAN WE GET HERE INTO HERE? -YEAH, WE CAN GET HER OUT HERE. 1473 01:12:45,700 --> 01:12:47,200 -WE'RE JUST WAITING ON HER. -YEAH, WE'RE JUST -- 1474 01:12:47,200 --> 01:12:50,300 I HAVE NOBODY TO HELP ME FIX THIS... 1475 01:12:50,300 --> 01:12:52,700 -COME HERE, BABY. -...OR HELP ME TRY TO -- 1476 01:12:52,700 --> 01:12:55,400 TRY TO LEARN HOW TO FIX IT FOR MY OWN! 1477 01:12:57,567 --> 01:12:59,267 YOU TELLING ME TO BE QUIET? 1478 01:12:59,267 --> 01:13:02,067 THIS IS -- I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE! 1479 01:13:02,067 --> 01:13:04,533 I CAN'T TAKE IT! 1480 01:13:04,533 --> 01:13:06,367 I CAN'T TAKE THIS NO MORE. 1481 01:13:06,367 --> 01:13:07,433 I CAN'T TAKE IT. 1482 01:13:07,433 --> 01:13:08,833 I CAN'T TAKE IT. 1483 01:13:08,833 --> 01:13:11,300 I CAN'T TAKE IT. 1484 01:13:11,300 --> 01:13:12,867 [ LISA HOWLS ] 1485 01:13:17,067 --> 01:13:19,233 [ CRYING CONTINUES ] 1486 01:13:25,467 --> 01:13:32,333 ** 1487 01:13:32,333 --> 01:13:39,233 ** 1488 01:13:39,233 --> 01:13:46,100 ** 1489 01:13:46,100 --> 01:13:49,367 HI, LISA. YOU FEELING BETTER IN THE BIGGER BED NOW? 1490 01:13:49,367 --> 01:13:51,367 I'M COMFORTABLE NOW. 1491 01:13:51,367 --> 01:13:53,533 BUT I BEEN ON MY LEGS. 1492 01:13:53,533 --> 01:13:54,933 WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOUR LEGS? 1493 01:13:54,933 --> 01:13:57,067 THEY DRAINING AGAIN. 1494 01:13:57,067 --> 01:13:58,400 AND WHEN DID THAT STARTED? 1495 01:13:58,400 --> 01:14:01,467 IT'S BEEN, LIKE, THREE DAYS. 1496 01:14:01,467 --> 01:14:04,200 SO, BOTH LEGS ARE GIVING YOU TROUBLE? 1497 01:14:04,200 --> 01:14:06,533 NO, IT'S THE SAME LEG. 1498 01:14:06,533 --> 01:14:10,067 AND THAT'S JUST A -- A LOT OF SWELLING IN THE FATTY TISSUE. 1499 01:14:10,067 --> 01:14:13,267 BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS YOUR INFECTION ISN'T BACK. 1500 01:14:13,267 --> 01:14:15,867 THEY'RE SWOLLEN BECAUSE YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, 1501 01:14:15,867 --> 01:14:18,867 WHICH IS WHAT WE'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET YOU TO DO. 1502 01:14:18,867 --> 01:14:21,900 WHY ARE YOU BEING RESISTANT TO THAT? 1503 01:14:21,900 --> 01:14:23,200 [ EXHALES CURTLY ] 1504 01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:29,067 I BE SO CONSUMED WITH DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, 1505 01:14:29,067 --> 01:14:32,433 STRESS, THAT I CAN'T FUNCTION! 1506 01:14:32,433 --> 01:14:35,833 WHY DIDN'T YOU SHARE THAT WITH THE PSYCHOTHERAPIST? 1507 01:14:35,833 --> 01:14:38,833 I KEEP A LOT OF STUFF TO MYSELF! 1508 01:14:38,833 --> 01:14:42,500 THAT'S WHY I KEEP SAYING NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME. 1509 01:14:42,500 --> 01:14:45,400 YOU'RE DEPRESSED BECAUSE OF YOUR SITUATION. 1510 01:14:45,400 --> 01:14:48,533 I FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE GIVEN UP ON ME, AND -- 1511 01:14:48,533 --> 01:14:51,167 WE HAVE DONE EVERYTHING WE CAN, 1512 01:14:51,167 --> 01:14:54,767 AND GIVEN YOU EVERY OPPORTUNITY AND TOOL. 1513 01:14:54,767 --> 01:14:58,600 WE GAVE THE INSTRUCTION HOW TO CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT, 1514 01:14:58,600 --> 01:15:01,100 AND YOU HAVE A HELPER AT HOME. 1515 01:15:01,100 --> 01:15:04,933 YOU HAD PSYCHOTHERAPY, A DIETICIAN, 1516 01:15:04,933 --> 01:15:08,833 A PHYSICAL THERAPIST, AND ME, A WEIGHT-LOSS DOCTOR 1517 01:15:08,833 --> 01:15:12,467 TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING WE POSSIBLY CAN. 1518 01:15:12,467 --> 01:15:14,667 WE HAVEN'T GIVEN UP ON YOU. 1519 01:15:14,667 --> 01:15:17,833 YOU'RE THE ONE WHO KEEPS CHOOSING TO GIVE UP. 1520 01:15:17,833 --> 01:15:22,733 BUT I CAN'T GET -- I CAN'T GET IT PAST HERE! 1521 01:15:22,733 --> 01:15:26,233 IT'S GONNA GO BACK TO THE SAME THING. 1522 01:15:26,233 --> 01:15:32,067 I WANNA EAT, AND I WANNA EAT IT, AND I WANNA EAT SOME MORE! 1523 01:15:32,067 --> 01:15:37,067 AND ONCE I EAT, I FEEL LIKE A [ BLEEP ] IDIOT 1524 01:15:37,067 --> 01:15:41,400 BECAUSE I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF! 1525 01:15:41,400 --> 01:15:45,667 LISA. YOU CAN CONTROL YOURSELF AND YOUR EATING HABITS. 1526 01:15:45,667 --> 01:15:48,400 THE REALITY IS YOU DON'T WANT TO, 1527 01:15:48,400 --> 01:15:52,067 AND THIS IS ALL JUST A PERFORMANCE TO MANIPULATE ME. 1528 01:15:52,067 --> 01:15:54,167 THIS IS NOT A PERFORMANCE. 1529 01:15:54,167 --> 01:15:56,133 I'M TELLING YOU THE TRUTH! 1530 01:15:56,133 --> 01:15:57,933 NO, YOU'RE LYING TO ME. 1531 01:15:57,933 --> 01:16:01,267 AND YOU'VE GIVEN ME THIS ACT A THOUSAND TIMES. 1532 01:16:01,267 --> 01:16:02,233 OKAY, SI -- WAIT A MINUTE. 1533 01:16:02,233 --> 01:16:03,100 OKAY. 1534 01:16:03,100 --> 01:16:03,933 JUST LISTEN. NO, NO, NO! 1535 01:16:03,933 --> 01:16:04,967 WAIT, WAIT! 1536 01:16:04,967 --> 01:16:06,900 JUST WAIT, WAIT. JUST LISTEN, PLEASE. 1537 01:16:06,900 --> 01:16:08,600 HOLD UP! NO, NO, WAIT. 1538 01:16:08,600 --> 01:16:12,067 I DON'T DISRESPECT YOU, AND I HAVEN'T. 1539 01:16:12,067 --> 01:16:14,533 BUT WHAT YOU NOT GONNA DO... 1540 01:16:16,933 --> 01:16:21,200 WHAT YOU NOT GONNA DO IS DISRESPECT ME. 1541 01:16:21,200 --> 01:16:24,867 I UNDERSTAND YOU THE DOCTOR, AND I UNDERSTAND 1542 01:16:24,867 --> 01:16:28,467 YOU GET PAID THE BIG BUCKS FOR WHAT YOU DO. 1543 01:16:28,467 --> 01:16:33,133 BUT WHAT YOU DON'T DO IS COME AT ME THAT WAY. 1544 01:16:33,133 --> 01:16:34,133 ARE YOU DONE? 1545 01:16:34,133 --> 01:16:35,433 I'M DONE. 1546 01:16:35,433 --> 01:16:36,767 THAT'S ALL I'M GONNA SAY. 1547 01:16:36,767 --> 01:16:40,067 TREAD LIGHTLY ON HOW YOU ABOUT TO TALK TO ME. 1548 01:16:40,067 --> 01:16:43,067 JUST LOOK AT ME. 1549 01:16:43,067 --> 01:16:45,467 WE HAD YOU IN THE HOSPITAL IN THIS BED. 1550 01:16:45,467 --> 01:16:47,700 DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT YOU'RE GONNA TRY 1551 01:16:47,700 --> 01:16:50,900 AND YOU'RE GONNA DO GOOD ON YOUR EATING HABIT? 1552 01:16:50,900 --> 01:16:52,967 DID YOU SAY THAT, OR YOU DID NOT? 1553 01:16:52,967 --> 01:16:54,833 -I SAID THIS. -OKAY. 1554 01:16:54,833 --> 01:16:57,667 SO YOU DID NOT TELL ME THE TRUTH. 1555 01:16:57,667 --> 01:16:59,367 HERE'S THE REALITY OF THE SITUATION. 1556 01:16:59,367 --> 01:17:01,933 YOU COME ALL THE WAY FROM ALABAMA AND GIVE US AN IDEA 1557 01:17:01,933 --> 01:17:03,467 THAT YOU'RE GONNA FOLLOW OUR PROGRAM. 1558 01:17:03,467 --> 01:17:05,667 AND YOU COME HERE, YOU'RE NOT DOING THAT. 1559 01:17:05,667 --> 01:17:08,300 YOU'RE JUST NOT BEING TRUTHFUL WITH US ABOUT EVERYTHING. 1560 01:17:08,300 --> 01:17:09,567 I'M BEING TRUTHFUL! 1561 01:17:09,567 --> 01:17:12,100 YOU THINK I'M NOT TRYING, DOCTOR. 1562 01:17:12,100 --> 01:17:13,367 YOU TOLD ME YOU'RE NOT, 1563 01:17:13,367 --> 01:17:15,133 THEN IN A MOMENT, YOU TELL ME YOU ARE. 1564 01:17:15,133 --> 01:17:17,967 I DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE OF YOUR STORY I BELIEVE. 1565 01:17:17,967 --> 01:17:20,167 EVERY MOMENT, YOU'RE TELLING ME DIFFERENT THINGS. 1566 01:17:20,167 --> 01:17:22,667 I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO SAY. 1567 01:17:22,667 --> 01:17:25,400 AND IF YOU LISTEN TO YOURSELF, YOU'RE GONNA SEE 1568 01:17:25,400 --> 01:17:26,733 YOU'RE GOING ALL OVER THE PLACE. 1569 01:17:26,733 --> 01:17:28,467 YOU KNOW WHAT? IF YOU LISTEN AT ME, 1570 01:17:28,467 --> 01:17:31,100 YOU SHOULD KNOW SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME! 1571 01:17:31,100 --> 01:17:32,367 I KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU. 1572 01:17:34,400 --> 01:17:35,667 WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? 1573 01:17:35,667 --> 01:17:38,533 'CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING MY MIND. 1574 01:17:38,533 --> 01:17:43,500 WELL, I THINK, DEEP DOWN, YOU REALLY WANT TO BE IN THE BED 1575 01:17:43,500 --> 01:17:47,433 AND YOU WANT EVERYBODY ELSE TO DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. 1576 01:17:47,433 --> 01:17:49,633 I DON'T WANT EVERYBODY TO DO EVERYTHING FOR ME. 1577 01:17:49,633 --> 01:17:51,433 WELL, YOU SPENT THE LAST SEVEN MONTHS 1578 01:17:51,433 --> 01:17:54,400 GIVING ME EVIDENCE TO THE CONTRARY. 1579 01:17:54,400 --> 01:17:58,667 AND WHEN I CALL YOU ON IT, YOU JUST CRY AND LIE. 1580 01:18:00,767 --> 01:18:03,633 HERBURT, STEP OUT THE ROOM FOR A MINUTE, SWEETHEART. 1581 01:18:03,633 --> 01:18:05,667 COME ON, BABE. COME ON, NOW. 1582 01:18:05,667 --> 01:18:07,067 PLEASE! 1583 01:18:07,967 --> 01:18:09,400 [ SIGHS ] 1584 01:18:11,333 --> 01:18:13,867 [ SIGHS ] [ BLEEP ] 1585 01:18:13,867 --> 01:18:14,900 [ DOOR OPENS ] 1586 01:18:16,300 --> 01:18:17,333 [ DOOR CLOSES ] 1587 01:18:18,300 --> 01:18:20,500 LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, DOCTOR. 1588 01:18:20,500 --> 01:18:22,067 YOU THINK ALL THIS I'M DOING 1589 01:18:22,067 --> 01:18:25,100 IS JUST FOR SHOW AND ALL OF THIS. 1590 01:18:25,100 --> 01:18:27,267 LET ME TELL YOU HOW I REALLY FEEL. 1591 01:18:27,267 --> 01:18:31,867 BECAUSE IF I HAD MY WAY, DO YOU KNOW WHERE I'D BE? 1592 01:18:31,867 --> 01:18:33,067 WHERE IS THAT? 1593 01:18:33,067 --> 01:18:37,400 I BEEN DONE BLOWN MY BRAINS OUT MONTHS AGO. 1594 01:18:37,400 --> 01:18:39,500 THAT'S HOW I FEEL. 1595 01:18:39,500 --> 01:18:40,933 SO YOU ARE SUICIDAL? 1596 01:18:40,933 --> 01:18:46,233 I WOULD'VE BEEN BLEW MY BRAINS OUT, BECAUSE THIS IS -- 1597 01:18:46,233 --> 01:18:48,300 ALL THE STUFF THAT'S UP HERE -- 1598 01:18:48,300 --> 01:18:50,667 LISA, THIS IS JUST A GAME TO YOU. 1599 01:18:50,667 --> 01:18:52,367 SO YOU WANT TO DIE. 1600 01:18:52,367 --> 01:18:53,767 IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE SAYING? 1601 01:18:53,767 --> 01:18:58,167 A PERSON SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO GO THAT FAR TO -- 1602 01:18:58,167 --> 01:19:01,400 TO -- TO LET PEOPLE REALLY KNOW HOW THEY FEEL. 1603 01:19:01,400 --> 01:19:02,767 ALL RIGHT, LISA. 1604 01:19:02,767 --> 01:19:07,067 I'LL SEND SOMEONE IN TO DISCUSS THIS FURTHER WITH YOU. 1605 01:19:07,067 --> 01:19:09,133 AND I'LL SEND HERBURT BACK, OKAY? 1606 01:19:09,133 --> 01:19:10,067 THANK YOU. 1607 01:19:10,067 --> 01:19:12,600 ALL RIGHT. 1608 01:19:14,933 --> 01:19:17,500 I THINK LISA IS PLAYING MORE GAMES. 1609 01:19:17,500 --> 01:19:19,567 SHE COULD SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL, 1610 01:19:19,567 --> 01:19:22,067 AND FELL BACK IN THE CORNER, 1611 01:19:22,067 --> 01:19:26,500 AND THAT NOTHING SHE WAS SAYING WAS WORKING TO MANIPULATE ME. 1612 01:19:26,500 --> 01:19:30,067 SO SHE WENT FOR A NUCLEAR OPTION. 1613 01:19:30,067 --> 01:19:33,533 BUT WE TAKE EVERY THREAT LIKE THAT VERY SERIOUSLY, 1614 01:19:33,533 --> 01:19:37,667 SO WE WILL HAVE THE HOSPITAL THERAPIST COME TALK TO YOU. 1615 01:19:37,667 --> 01:19:40,933 AND IF THEY DETERMINE SHE ISN'T SUICIDAL 1616 01:19:40,933 --> 01:19:43,133 AND THAT SHE'S PLAYING GAMES, 1617 01:19:43,133 --> 01:19:46,133 THEN LISA IS DONE ON THIS PROGRAM, 1618 01:19:46,133 --> 01:19:50,700 BECAUSE THIS LEVEL OF MANIPULATION IS THE FINAL STRAW. 1619 01:19:52,900 --> 01:19:55,600 YOU GOTTA LET THE DOCTOR HELP YOU, BABE. 1620 01:19:55,600 --> 01:19:58,233 HE--HE... OKAY. 1621 01:19:58,233 --> 01:20:02,800 BUT, HE STILL DON'T GET TO TALK TO ME ANY KIND OF WAY. 1622 01:20:02,800 --> 01:20:05,033 I'M STILL A [BLEEP] LADY. 1623 01:20:05,033 --> 01:20:08,100 -ARE YOU STILL -- -AND I'M STILL YOURS. 1624 01:20:08,100 --> 01:20:11,267 I DON'T CARE IF HE WAS RIGHT OR WRONG. 1625 01:20:11,267 --> 01:20:14,533 IF HE WAS RIGHT, HE SHOULD'VE CAME CORRECT. 1626 01:20:14,533 --> 01:20:16,067 YOU'RE GONNA LOSE SOME WEIGHT, 1627 01:20:16,067 --> 01:20:18,200 REGARDLESS IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. 1628 01:20:18,200 --> 01:20:20,100 AND WHATEVER DOC SAYS YOU GOTTA DO, 1629 01:20:20,100 --> 01:20:22,800 FROM NOW ON, WE GONNA DO IT, OKAY? 1630 01:20:22,800 --> 01:20:23,800 WE GONNA DO IT. 1631 01:20:23,800 --> 01:20:26,700 YOU BETTER ROLL BACK UP OFF ME, SON, 1632 01:20:26,700 --> 01:20:29,433 BEFORE ME AND YOU HAVE A PROBLEM RIGHT HERE 1633 01:20:29,433 --> 01:20:32,200 TONIGHT IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM RIGHT DOWNSTAIRS. 1634 01:20:32,200 --> 01:20:33,133 OH, YEAH? 1635 01:20:33,133 --> 01:20:35,467 BOY, YOU BETTER RAISE UP. 1636 01:20:35,467 --> 01:20:36,900 BACK UP. 1637 01:20:36,900 --> 01:20:38,033 BACK UP! 1638 01:20:38,033 --> 01:20:39,700 ALL RIGHT. I'M GONE. 1639 01:20:39,700 --> 01:20:41,067 WHERE YOU GOING? 1640 01:20:41,067 --> 01:20:42,933 AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THIS MESS. 1641 01:20:42,933 --> 01:20:46,600 OH, YOU -- WHERE YOU GOING? 1642 01:20:46,600 --> 01:20:49,133 -OKAY. BYE! -CRAZY. 1643 01:20:51,533 --> 01:20:54,367 LORD, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE MEN. 1644 01:20:54,367 --> 01:21:02,767 ** 1645 01:21:02,767 --> 01:21:03,933 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1646 01:21:03,933 --> 01:21:10,700 ** 1647 01:21:10,700 --> 01:21:12,067 HI, LISA. 1648 01:21:12,067 --> 01:21:13,100 HEY, DOCTOR. 1649 01:21:13,100 --> 01:21:14,700 HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY? 1650 01:21:14,700 --> 01:21:18,400 FEELING BETTER THAN I HAVE BEEN IN DAYS. 1651 01:21:18,400 --> 01:21:20,067 WELL, THAT'S GOOD. 1652 01:21:20,067 --> 01:21:22,267 OKAY, HERE'S THE SITUATION. 1653 01:21:22,267 --> 01:21:25,600 SO, WE HAVE YOUR FULL PSYCHIATRY EVALUATION, 1654 01:21:25,600 --> 01:21:29,167 AND THEY DETERMINED THAT YOU'RE NOT SUICIDAL. 1655 01:21:29,167 --> 01:21:32,333 BUT YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT, RIGHT? 1656 01:21:32,333 --> 01:21:35,633 THAT WAS DESIGNED TO ATTEMPT TO MANIPULATE US. 1657 01:21:35,633 --> 01:21:37,500 BUT IT DIDN'T WORK. 1658 01:21:37,500 --> 01:21:41,067 SO IT'S CLEAR TO US YOU HAVE NO DESIRE TO CHANGE, 1659 01:21:41,067 --> 01:21:43,333 AND YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THE PROGRAM 1660 01:21:43,333 --> 01:21:46,567 OR THE CARE AND TOOLS YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN. 1661 01:21:46,567 --> 01:21:51,200 SO, AS OF RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE NO LONGER ON THE PROGRAM. 1662 01:21:51,200 --> 01:21:53,900 SO I'M GOING TO DISCHARGE YOU TO GO HOME. 1663 01:21:53,900 --> 01:21:56,600 AND IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WITH PHYSICAL THERAPY 1664 01:21:56,600 --> 01:21:58,167 AND PSYCHOTHERAPY, 1665 01:21:58,167 --> 01:22:02,100 WE WILL MAKE THAT AVAILABLE TO YOU AS LONG AS YOU USE IT. 1666 01:22:02,100 --> 01:22:03,267 OKAY. 1667 01:22:03,267 --> 01:22:06,233 IF YOU STOP, THEN WE'LL STOP PROVIDING IT. 1668 01:22:06,233 --> 01:22:10,267 AND TO EVER BE CONSIDERED FOR THE PROGRAM AGAIN, 1669 01:22:10,267 --> 01:22:12,700 YOU NEED TO LOSE AT LEAST 50 POUNDS. 1670 01:22:12,700 --> 01:22:14,067 YES, DOCTOR. 1671 01:22:14,067 --> 01:22:17,133 AND YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO STOP MANIPULATING PEOPLE. 1672 01:22:17,133 --> 01:22:18,333 YOU TRIED TO MANIPULATE ME. 1673 01:22:18,333 --> 01:22:20,933 YOU TRIED TO MANIPULATE HIM, TOO. 1674 01:22:20,933 --> 01:22:22,567 Dr. Nowzaradan: WE SPENT THE LAST FEW DAYS 1675 01:22:22,567 --> 01:22:26,067 DOING A FULL PSYCHIATRIC EVALUATION ON LISA, 1676 01:22:26,067 --> 01:22:29,167 AND THEY DETERMINED THAT SHE'S NOT SUICIDAL. 1677 01:22:29,167 --> 01:22:32,833 SHE JUST SAID THAT TO TRY AND MANIPULATE THE SYSTEM 1678 01:22:32,833 --> 01:22:34,567 AND MANIPULATE ME. 1679 01:22:34,567 --> 01:22:36,567 SO WE'RE DONE WITH HER GAMES. 1680 01:22:36,567 --> 01:22:39,567 WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY AS AN EMERGENCY OPTION 1681 01:22:39,567 --> 01:22:42,233 IS NOT EVEN POSSIBLE WITH HER RIGHT NOW, 1682 01:22:42,233 --> 01:22:45,167 BECAUSE HER BODY IS IN SUCH BAD SHAPE 1683 01:22:45,167 --> 01:22:47,233 SHE WOULD NOT SURVIVE IT. 1684 01:22:47,233 --> 01:22:49,633 MEDICAL TRANSPORT WILL COME AND GET YOU 1685 01:22:49,633 --> 01:22:51,167 AND WILL TAKE YOU HOME. 1686 01:22:51,167 --> 01:22:52,833 I WISH YOU THE BEST. 1687 01:22:52,833 --> 01:22:54,167 GOTCHA. 1688 01:22:54,167 --> 01:22:55,400 Herburt: ALL RIGHT, DOC. 1689 01:22:56,733 --> 01:23:00,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: I ALWAYS HOPE FOR THE BEST WITH MY PATIENTS. 1690 01:23:00,067 --> 01:23:02,167 BUT IF THEY CHOOSE TO SELF-DESTRUCT, 1691 01:23:02,167 --> 01:23:04,833 IT'S HEARTBREAKING BUT IT'S NOT OUR CHOICE. 1692 01:23:04,833 --> 01:23:07,200 AND ONCE WE HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING, 1693 01:23:07,200 --> 01:23:10,167 THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO TO CHANGE THAT. 1694 01:23:10,167 --> 01:23:12,700 HOPEFULLY, LISA WILL COME TO A POINT 1695 01:23:12,700 --> 01:23:16,367 WHERE THINGS WILL CHANGE BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE FOR HER. 1696 01:23:16,367 --> 01:23:23,667 ** 1697 01:23:23,667 --> 01:23:31,067 ** 1698 01:23:31,067 --> 01:23:38,300 ** 1699 01:23:38,300 --> 01:23:41,500 OH, MY GOD! HI, BABIES! 1700 01:23:41,500 --> 01:23:44,867 Danielle: SAY, "HEY, GIGI!" 1701 01:23:44,867 --> 01:23:46,567 OH, MY GOD! 1702 01:23:46,567 --> 01:23:48,200 Y'ALL GET HER. 1703 01:23:48,200 --> 01:23:50,067 GIMME SOME! 1704 01:23:50,067 --> 01:23:52,067 GIMME MY SUGAR, GIRL. 1705 01:23:54,067 --> 01:23:55,633 OH, MY GOODNESS. 1706 01:23:55,633 --> 01:23:58,967 I MISS MY BABIES. 1707 01:23:58,967 --> 01:24:01,533 I REALLY CAME DOWN HERE TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON 1708 01:24:01,533 --> 01:24:05,067 AND SEE IF YOU WAS REALLY LOSING SOME WEIGHT, 1709 01:24:05,067 --> 01:24:07,133 'CAUSE SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T BE TELLING ME 1710 01:24:07,133 --> 01:24:08,700 WHAT I NEED TO KNOW. 1711 01:24:08,700 --> 01:24:12,300 I'M NOT GONNA GET THE SURGERY I CAME HERE FOR. 1712 01:24:12,300 --> 01:24:15,967 DR. NOW IS DONE WITH ME. 1713 01:24:15,967 --> 01:24:18,267 SO, WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS GOING FORWARD? 1714 01:24:18,267 --> 01:24:24,067 WELL, I HAD JUST PLANNED ON JUST GIVING UP, DANIELLE. 1715 01:24:24,067 --> 01:24:25,767 WHY? 1716 01:24:25,767 --> 01:24:30,200 I'M JUST NOT GETTING NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED. 1717 01:24:30,200 --> 01:24:32,767 AND I FEEL LIKE YOU THE ONLY ONE OF MY CHILDREN 1718 01:24:32,767 --> 01:24:35,467 WHO EVEN CARE ENOUGH ABOUT ME. 1719 01:24:35,467 --> 01:24:39,533 YOU CAN'T EXPECT NOBODY ELSE TO BE A CHEERLEADER FOR YOU. 1720 01:24:39,533 --> 01:24:42,467 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO BE YOUR OWN CHEERLEADER SOMETIMES. 1721 01:24:42,467 --> 01:24:44,367 YOU NEED TO DO IT FOR YOURSELF. 1722 01:24:44,367 --> 01:24:45,433 I KNOW. 1723 01:24:45,433 --> 01:24:48,833 AND YOU DON'T NEED TO BE LETTING ME DOWN. 1724 01:24:48,833 --> 01:24:51,233 BUT I CAN'T LET MYSELF DOWN, EITHER. 1725 01:24:51,233 --> 01:24:52,633 RIGHT. 1726 01:24:52,633 --> 01:24:54,400 WE GONNA DO THIS? 1727 01:24:54,400 --> 01:24:56,267 YEAH. 1728 01:24:56,267 --> 01:24:57,900 ARE YOU GONNA DO THIS? 1729 01:24:57,900 --> 01:25:00,467 YES. 1730 01:25:00,467 --> 01:25:05,433 ** 1731 01:25:05,433 --> 01:25:07,467 GOT IT. 1732 01:25:09,800 --> 01:25:12,067 Lisa: I HEAR WHAT DANIELLE'S SAYING, 1733 01:25:12,067 --> 01:25:16,067 BUT I SPENT A LIFETIME GETTING TO THIS POINT. 1734 01:25:16,067 --> 01:25:20,167 IT'S DISAPPOINTING TO NOT HAVE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY 1735 01:25:20,167 --> 01:25:22,867 AS AN OPTION NOW, 1736 01:25:22,867 --> 01:25:26,667 BUT I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING AT IT. 1737 01:25:26,667 --> 01:25:28,800 AT THE END OF THE DAY, 1738 01:25:28,800 --> 01:25:32,233 I'M GONNA HAVE TO DO THIS THE LISA WAY. 1738 01:25:33,305 --> 01:26:33,694 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm