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1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm 2 00:00:24,478 --> 00:00:26,511 - This area is under violation. 3 00:00:32,579 --> 00:00:35,611 You are trespassing on this- 4 00:00:48,779 --> 00:00:50,078 - Hey, bad bitches. 5 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:52,678 I hope everybody is having an amazing evening. 6 00:00:52,680 --> 00:00:55,145 Tonight, I have something super fun for you guys. 7 00:00:55,147 --> 00:00:58,012 This is my all new super top secret formula 8 00:00:58,014 --> 00:01:01,079 that I've se-se, fuck! 9 00:01:01,081 --> 00:01:03,979 This is my, oh, what is this, what is this? 10 00:01:03,981 --> 00:01:06,580 It is my fucking makeup, why can't I get this right? 11 00:01:06,582 --> 00:01:09,614 Okay. 12 00:01:09,616 --> 00:01:14,213 This is my new pH-bal, no, fuck me in the face. 13 00:01:14,215 --> 00:01:18,014 PH activated, duh, fucking say that, okay. 14 00:01:18,016 --> 00:01:20,715 This is my brand new pH-activated formula. 15 00:01:20,717 --> 00:01:23,248 It's going to have you guys literally fucking glowing. 16 00:01:23,250 --> 00:01:25,615 I can't wait for you to try it. 17 00:01:29,950 --> 00:01:32,115 - Hello everybody, so today I got these new products 18 00:01:32,117 --> 00:01:33,549 from roseisnotdead, 19 00:01:33,551 --> 00:01:35,549 and I'm super excited to try them out. 20 00:01:35,551 --> 00:01:38,549 Just a reminder, I'm still prettier than her. 21 00:01:38,551 --> 00:01:42,450 The only person prettier than roseisnotdead is me. 22 00:01:44,851 --> 00:01:47,749 - We like to think we live in a world of constant constants, 23 00:01:47,751 --> 00:01:51,617 that the things we know and love will always be the same. 24 00:01:51,619 --> 00:01:54,251 We crave creature comforts, 25 00:01:54,253 --> 00:01:57,718 remembered romances, familiar faces. 26 00:01:57,720 --> 00:02:01,651 Our memories will always display the fondest colors, 27 00:02:01,653 --> 00:02:05,050 deeply saturated with the hues of nostalgia. 28 00:02:05,052 --> 00:02:07,385 We like to forget how fast everything 29 00:02:07,387 --> 00:02:10,051 can become strange and unfamiliar. 30 00:02:10,053 --> 00:02:13,118 How years of determination and desire are destroyed 31 00:02:13,120 --> 00:02:15,218 in what feels like an instant. 32 00:02:17,854 --> 00:02:20,386 Sometimes I, again, long for that escape 33 00:02:20,388 --> 00:02:22,219 into another world where everything makes sense 34 00:02:22,221 --> 00:02:24,952 in a different direction, 35 00:02:24,954 --> 00:02:28,019 where things that could be are 36 00:02:28,021 --> 00:02:31,187 and things that shouldn't never did. 37 00:02:31,189 --> 00:02:34,354 It always feels like a place so close that I can feel it 38 00:02:34,356 --> 00:02:37,721 just on the other side of my eyelids. 39 00:02:37,723 --> 00:02:38,753 - Rose, are you crazy? 40 00:02:38,755 --> 00:02:40,420 What the fuck is wrong with you? 41 00:02:40,422 --> 00:02:42,854 Call your therapist, Jesus Christ. 42 00:02:42,856 --> 00:02:44,421 Rose, listen to me. 43 00:02:44,423 --> 00:02:46,521 Rose, have you even looked at your feed? 44 00:02:46,523 --> 00:02:49,821 Have you seen what these sick fucking people are saying? 45 00:02:49,823 --> 00:02:51,988 Internet wants you dead, Rose. 46 00:02:51,990 --> 00:02:54,955 They think you did this to her. 47 00:02:58,091 --> 00:03:01,855 Rose, Rose, listen to me, Rose. 48 00:03:01,857 --> 00:03:05,289 Rose, this is your problem, you need to fucking fix it. 49 00:03:05,291 --> 00:03:09,525 Get your shit together, Rose, and say you are sorry. 50 00:03:34,361 --> 00:03:35,527 - What the fuck? 51 00:04:06,497 --> 00:04:08,428 So now that this needs to be said, 52 00:04:08,430 --> 00:04:10,861 when using any new makeup product, 53 00:04:10,863 --> 00:04:13,828 you simply just wanna do a little test patch. 54 00:04:13,830 --> 00:04:16,595 And guess what, if it burns, 55 00:04:16,597 --> 00:04:20,129 maybe don't put it on your fucking face. 56 00:04:20,131 --> 00:04:22,529 If any questions, comments, or concerns, 57 00:04:22,531 --> 00:04:24,496 you can call the customer service hotline. 58 00:04:24,498 --> 00:04:27,029 And stop harassing me, you jealous-ass bitches. 59 00:04:34,032 --> 00:04:36,297 Also, since we know you're so jealous, 60 00:04:36,299 --> 00:04:38,197 don't forget to fuck yourself 61 00:04:38,199 --> 00:04:39,896 while you use my promo code FUCKUROSE 62 00:04:39,898 --> 00:04:43,098 for a extra 20% off at checkout, bye bitches. 63 00:04:56,934 --> 00:04:58,199 I don't know who needs to hear this, 64 00:04:58,201 --> 00:05:00,099 but read the warning label next time, bitch. 65 00:05:07,035 --> 00:05:08,766 Today at the gym, this fucking creepy guy 66 00:05:08,768 --> 00:05:10,267 just started filming me. 67 00:05:10,269 --> 00:05:14,433 I am so over dating in Los Angeles, it's terrible here. 68 00:05:14,435 --> 00:05:16,400 Pink is literally everything. 69 00:05:16,402 --> 00:05:19,201 Let me know what you guys think in the comments. 70 00:05:34,204 --> 00:05:36,202 - Rose, you need professional help. 71 00:05:36,204 --> 00:05:39,868 Stop selling, you know, these toxic products. 72 00:05:39,870 --> 00:05:41,637 Go back to e-commerce where you belong. 73 00:05:41,639 --> 00:05:44,802 And, uh, newsflash, your eyeshadow's creasing. 74 00:05:44,804 --> 00:05:46,403 So we don't want you here. 75 00:05:46,405 --> 00:05:50,203 Leave the beauty tips to the experts, bye. 76 00:05:50,205 --> 00:05:53,003 - Bitches will be bitches. 77 00:06:07,906 --> 00:06:10,771 Is that what we need, kitty? 78 00:06:10,773 --> 00:06:13,540 Yeah, no. 79 00:06:14,674 --> 00:06:17,874 We don't need that, no. 80 00:06:35,609 --> 00:06:38,040 - Look this way, honey. 81 00:06:38,042 --> 00:06:39,806 All right Rose. 82 00:06:39,808 --> 00:06:41,073 - Darling. 83 00:06:43,577 --> 00:06:47,541 Amazing, amazing. 84 00:06:47,543 --> 00:06:50,807 This is amazing. 85 00:07:32,347 --> 00:07:35,679 - Rose. - Rose, listen to me, Rose? 86 00:07:35,681 --> 00:07:37,145 Are you crazy? 87 00:07:37,147 --> 00:07:38,279 Rose, are you crazy? 88 00:07:38,281 --> 00:07:39,379 What the fuck is wrong with you? 89 00:07:39,381 --> 00:07:41,513 - Rose, I love you. 90 00:08:07,083 --> 00:08:09,148 - Why is there no talented people 91 00:08:09,150 --> 00:08:10,981 in fucking this city anymore? 92 00:08:10,983 --> 00:08:13,415 It's just girls on their phones. 93 00:08:13,417 --> 00:08:15,881 I hate your attitude, I hate your dress. 94 00:08:15,883 --> 00:08:19,116 I hate your general just personality. 95 00:08:19,118 --> 00:08:20,383 It's not working for me 96 00:08:20,385 --> 00:08:21,915 and it's not working for the company 97 00:08:21,917 --> 00:08:24,516 and you're losing me money every day. 98 00:08:24,518 --> 00:08:25,815 And what is that, what are you wearing? 99 00:08:25,817 --> 00:08:27,283 What are you wearing? 100 00:08:27,285 --> 00:08:29,850 Take your selfies, go back to Instagram. 101 00:08:29,852 --> 00:08:32,684 Go start your OnlyFans, go back to whatever hole 102 00:08:32,686 --> 00:08:36,651 in the Midwest you crawled out of, fuck off. 103 00:08:36,653 --> 00:08:38,617 I don't fucking care, do you understand that? 104 00:08:38,619 --> 00:08:40,317 Do you, does your pea-sized fucking brain 105 00:08:40,319 --> 00:08:42,851 understand that you are done? 106 00:08:42,853 --> 00:08:44,351 - I'm, I'm sorry, I just thought that- 107 00:08:44,353 --> 00:08:47,051 - I don't want sorry, I want you gone. 108 00:08:47,053 --> 00:08:48,551 Get outta my face. 109 00:08:54,421 --> 00:08:56,486 - How fucking dare you talk to her like that? 110 00:08:56,488 --> 00:08:58,219 I don't give a fuck what she did. 111 00:08:58,221 --> 00:08:59,719 You don't talk to someone like that. 112 00:08:59,721 --> 00:09:02,019 You know what, I can't wait to be fucking done with you. 113 00:09:02,021 --> 00:09:04,885 Don't even bother coming tonight, you make me sick. 114 00:09:04,887 --> 00:09:07,919 - Yeah, she didn't deserve to be here and you know it, Lily. 115 00:09:13,289 --> 00:09:17,020 - Fuck you, Harold, suck a dick. 116 00:09:19,822 --> 00:09:21,922 - Ungrateful fucking bitch. 117 00:09:23,189 --> 00:09:24,922 This is fucking crazy. 118 00:09:27,822 --> 00:09:29,955 Oh, hello, Rose. 119 00:09:29,957 --> 00:09:32,988 I don't suppose you're here to yell at me too. 120 00:09:32,990 --> 00:09:34,424 - Fuck you, Harold. 121 00:09:35,923 --> 00:09:37,722 - I'm surprised they let you back in here 122 00:09:37,724 --> 00:09:39,988 after that acid-face fiasco. 123 00:09:39,990 --> 00:09:42,156 You're making me look good. 124 00:11:18,733 --> 00:11:19,964 - I made the exact same face 125 00:11:19,966 --> 00:11:22,331 the first time I saw it too, so. 126 00:11:25,199 --> 00:11:28,564 You look familiar, do I know you from somewhere? 127 00:11:28,566 --> 00:11:32,165 - Everyone knows each other on the internet these days, so. 128 00:11:32,167 --> 00:11:33,299 - Fair. 129 00:11:36,833 --> 00:11:39,032 I don't know why I like it. 130 00:11:39,034 --> 00:11:40,100 I mean... 131 00:11:42,268 --> 00:11:45,233 Given that it's kinda sickening and disturbing. 132 00:11:45,235 --> 00:11:47,300 - That's what my last boyfriend said about me too. 133 00:11:47,302 --> 00:11:49,033 - Sickening and disturbing? 134 00:11:49,035 --> 00:11:51,300 - Yep, he'd also probably say 135 00:11:51,302 --> 00:11:53,166 that I look peaceful surrounded 136 00:11:53,168 --> 00:11:55,236 by dead bodies as well. 137 00:11:56,403 --> 00:11:58,167 - Who did the murdering, you or him? 138 00:11:58,169 --> 00:11:59,867 - It depends on the day. 139 00:12:01,670 --> 00:12:04,933 - And what do you think all of that means? 140 00:12:04,935 --> 00:12:07,135 - Um, that's easy, that's Bakersfield. 141 00:12:07,137 --> 00:12:10,001 Not Bakersfield then, but like the current Bakersfield. 142 00:12:10,003 --> 00:12:11,368 - OMG stop, don't say that. 143 00:12:11,370 --> 00:12:13,001 You know, people actually still have to live in Bakersfield. 144 00:12:13,003 --> 00:12:14,135 - Okay, first of all, 145 00:12:14,137 --> 00:12:16,535 no one should ever live in Bakersfield. 146 00:12:16,537 --> 00:12:19,503 Also, did you just say "OMG" out loud? 147 00:12:19,505 --> 00:12:21,469 - Honestly, it started off as a joke 148 00:12:21,471 --> 00:12:23,303 and somewhere along the lines I just kind of adapted it. 149 00:12:23,305 --> 00:12:25,869 And now I say it sometimes, but not all the time. 150 00:12:25,871 --> 00:12:29,169 - Mm-hm, OMG me to dinner. 151 00:13:29,244 --> 00:13:30,075 - There's no way that you could have that type 152 00:13:30,077 --> 00:13:31,908 of reaction from stomach acid. 153 00:13:31,910 --> 00:13:33,409 It's not even stomach acid. 154 00:13:33,411 --> 00:13:34,908 Like, she has to be making it up. 155 00:13:34,910 --> 00:13:37,208 And to be completely honest, I know the city is just full 156 00:13:37,210 --> 00:13:39,841 of jealous people that will do anything 157 00:13:39,843 --> 00:13:41,443 for attention, literally. 158 00:13:41,445 --> 00:13:42,842 And I know that people just see everything 159 00:13:42,844 --> 00:13:44,310 that I already have and think 160 00:13:44,312 --> 00:13:46,009 that it's always been like this. 161 00:13:46,011 --> 00:13:47,310 Mm-mm, it hasn't. 162 00:13:47,312 --> 00:13:48,976 I've actually worked really hard 163 00:13:48,978 --> 00:13:51,578 for everything that I have, and... 164 00:13:55,079 --> 00:13:58,544 I have not asked a single thing about you. 165 00:13:58,546 --> 00:14:00,177 I mean, I'm not usually like this. 166 00:14:00,179 --> 00:14:02,144 Well, I'm sometimes like this. 167 00:14:02,146 --> 00:14:03,544 I'm like this right now. 168 00:14:03,546 --> 00:14:08,878 Just think you're really pretty and confident and cool. 169 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:13,113 And I also don't want you to think that I'm annoying. 170 00:14:30,182 --> 00:14:32,414 When are we getting married? 171 00:14:35,549 --> 00:14:37,347 - I'm glad you think I'm pretty. 172 00:14:37,349 --> 00:14:38,880 More. 173 00:14:40,549 --> 00:14:44,949 - Um, wow, sorry, what do you do again? 174 00:14:46,883 --> 00:14:47,583 - Depends. 175 00:14:48,883 --> 00:14:51,682 - Same. Pets? 176 00:14:51,684 --> 00:14:52,847 - One cat. 177 00:14:52,849 --> 00:14:54,382 - Same. 178 00:14:54,384 --> 00:14:56,649 - I love our little family already. 179 00:14:56,651 --> 00:14:58,015 - Shh. 180 00:15:11,352 --> 00:15:12,252 - Me too. 181 00:15:14,452 --> 00:15:17,016 - Are you cool with being my trophy wife? 182 00:15:17,018 --> 00:15:18,817 - Oh, please and thank you. 183 00:15:35,187 --> 00:15:37,218 Kids? - Ew. 184 00:16:02,022 --> 00:16:06,590 - Uh, favorite... 185 00:16:10,057 --> 00:16:10,956 Medication. 186 00:16:12,290 --> 00:16:14,088 - Excuse me? 187 00:16:14,090 --> 00:16:16,188 - Hot girls have personality disorders. 188 00:16:16,190 --> 00:16:18,089 I don't make the rules. 189 00:16:36,292 --> 00:16:38,426 - How do you know? 190 00:16:42,126 --> 00:16:45,058 - Ma'am, you have the look. 191 00:17:11,395 --> 00:17:14,060 - Are you bipolar? - Type 1. 192 00:17:14,062 --> 00:17:15,993 - Stop, I'm type 2. 193 00:17:15,995 --> 00:17:17,894 - Runs in the family, actually. 194 00:17:17,896 --> 00:17:21,094 - Well, good thing we don't want kids. 195 00:17:21,096 --> 00:17:26,194 - Exactly. 196 00:17:40,631 --> 00:17:42,763 - Where have you been hiding? 197 00:19:16,739 --> 00:19:18,237 - Warning, 198 00:19:18,239 --> 00:19:20,671 violation for the camera. 199 00:19:20,673 --> 00:19:25,705 Warning, 200 00:20:18,111 --> 00:20:21,543 - Hey! 201 00:20:21,545 --> 00:20:25,309 Hey! Hello? 202 00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:28,242 Why are you following me? 203 00:20:28,244 --> 00:20:31,277 Do you get off on this, you sick pervert? 204 00:20:33,612 --> 00:20:36,677 If I find you, you're fucking dead. 205 00:20:40,646 --> 00:20:42,347 I know you're in here! 206 00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:45,979 Leave me the fuck alone! 207 00:20:48,613 --> 00:20:49,979 Quit following me. 208 00:21:22,116 --> 00:21:23,281 Fucking hell. 209 00:21:23,283 --> 00:21:24,514 Great. 210 00:21:58,453 --> 00:22:01,451 I just need a second. - Okay. 211 00:23:56,563 --> 00:23:57,463 - Hey! 212 00:23:59,229 --> 00:24:01,361 Hey, I'm talking to you. 213 00:24:05,030 --> 00:24:06,963 Leave me the fuck alone! 214 00:24:39,132 --> 00:24:41,633 Sorry, babe, I only have a card. 215 00:24:43,467 --> 00:24:46,732 You have to be the main character of your own story. 216 00:24:46,734 --> 00:24:47,897 That's the only way you're ever 217 00:24:47,899 --> 00:24:50,931 gonna be successful, how it is. 218 00:24:50,933 --> 00:24:51,897 I- 219 00:25:19,336 --> 00:25:24,735 Hi guys, I know it's been a while since I've made a video. 220 00:25:24,737 --> 00:25:27,101 I've just had a lot going on. 221 00:25:27,103 --> 00:25:32,102 And honestly, I've been fucking miserable. 222 00:25:33,870 --> 00:25:37,202 You know, I've recently realized 223 00:25:37,204 --> 00:25:41,370 most of my time I spend doing things 224 00:25:41,372 --> 00:25:44,038 that other people wanna see me do. 225 00:25:45,405 --> 00:25:48,737 So much that I actually don't really know 226 00:25:48,739 --> 00:25:50,770 what I enjoy doing anymore. 227 00:25:50,772 --> 00:25:53,005 I attract new opportunities. 228 00:25:54,606 --> 00:25:56,903 I am loved. 229 00:25:56,905 --> 00:25:59,539 And everything I do just seems... 230 00:26:00,773 --> 00:26:05,238 Empty and meaningless. 231 00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:08,507 Like it, it doesn't even fucking matter. 232 00:26:09,774 --> 00:26:11,105 Nothing fucking matters. 233 00:26:12,273 --> 00:26:13,605 I'm not a main character, okay? 234 00:26:13,607 --> 00:26:15,238 None of you are. 235 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,272 This isn't a fucking movie. 236 00:26:17,274 --> 00:26:19,139 This is just life and we're just human beings 237 00:26:19,141 --> 00:26:22,473 and all we actually really need to do is just, 238 00:26:22,475 --> 00:26:25,905 just breathe and, and, and rest, and... 239 00:26:25,907 --> 00:26:27,706 And just fucking exist, okay? 240 00:26:27,708 --> 00:26:30,240 Like, I don't, like, it is so difficult 241 00:26:30,242 --> 00:26:33,476 to just exist nowadays. 242 00:26:40,042 --> 00:26:43,742 My job is to literally go to places 243 00:26:43,744 --> 00:26:45,974 and take photos of myself 244 00:26:45,976 --> 00:26:48,742 while not taking photos of other people 245 00:26:48,744 --> 00:26:51,742 taking photos of themselves. 246 00:26:51,744 --> 00:26:53,709 How is that okay? 247 00:26:53,711 --> 00:26:56,109 Like, when the fuck did we just normalize this? 248 00:26:56,111 --> 00:27:00,376 Why is everyone walking around like that's so normal? 249 00:27:00,378 --> 00:27:05,510 I'm just so sick of turning on, 250 00:27:05,512 --> 00:27:09,543 turning on, turning on for the camera, you know? 251 00:27:09,545 --> 00:27:11,343 But it doesn't matter because honestly, 252 00:27:11,345 --> 00:27:13,643 if I actually turned my phone off 253 00:27:13,645 --> 00:27:15,310 or deleted all these fucking apps, 254 00:27:15,312 --> 00:27:16,611 someone somewhere is gonna ask me 255 00:27:16,613 --> 00:27:18,077 to be on their stupid little story, 256 00:27:18,079 --> 00:27:19,044 and someone's gonna ask me 257 00:27:19,046 --> 00:27:22,077 to take a stupid selfie with them. 258 00:27:22,079 --> 00:27:23,811 'Cause for some reason, 259 00:27:23,813 --> 00:27:27,944 that's all anyone fucking cares about anymore. 260 00:27:27,946 --> 00:27:29,812 You know, and I don't wanna pretend 261 00:27:29,814 --> 00:27:32,312 that I like anything new or that I wanna sell you this 262 00:27:32,314 --> 00:27:34,011 or sell you that, you know, these things 263 00:27:34,013 --> 00:27:35,779 that you actually don't really fucking need. 264 00:27:35,781 --> 00:27:39,178 But everyone nowadays has to have something, 265 00:27:39,180 --> 00:27:42,079 a, a, a tequila or a makeup line or a bikini line, 266 00:27:42,081 --> 00:27:44,979 because you are your brand. 267 00:27:44,981 --> 00:27:47,648 Bitch. 268 00:27:49,981 --> 00:27:53,316 It's gross and you don't fucking need it. 269 00:27:59,349 --> 00:28:01,714 You know, but like, of course, 270 00:28:01,716 --> 00:28:04,315 how can I say no to all of this? 271 00:28:04,317 --> 00:28:07,448 This amazing lifestyle of getting shit for free 272 00:28:07,450 --> 00:28:10,981 and going to places with these fucking people 273 00:28:10,983 --> 00:28:14,749 that literally suck the fucking soul outta you 274 00:28:14,751 --> 00:28:16,716 until you hate yourself... 275 00:28:19,585 --> 00:28:20,551 Like me. 276 00:28:29,419 --> 00:28:31,851 You will literally lie to yourself 277 00:28:31,853 --> 00:28:35,652 and convince yourself that, hm, change is good. 278 00:28:38,152 --> 00:28:39,319 But it's not. 279 00:28:41,453 --> 00:28:42,487 Not like this. 280 00:28:49,453 --> 00:28:52,285 - Are the heart's a good sign or a bad sign? 281 00:28:52,287 --> 00:28:53,987 - I'm gonna find out. 282 00:28:56,788 --> 00:28:59,419 I hope these have anthrax. 283 00:29:03,755 --> 00:29:04,655 - What is it? 284 00:29:13,155 --> 00:29:16,086 - I think it's kind of... 285 00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:20,654 - Creepy obsessive? 286 00:29:20,656 --> 00:29:23,523 - I was gonna say cute, but whatever. 287 00:29:27,189 --> 00:29:28,988 Cute. 288 00:29:28,990 --> 00:29:32,088 - Course you like it, it's of you, Rose. 289 00:29:32,090 --> 00:29:33,489 Don't take this the wrong way, 290 00:29:33,491 --> 00:29:35,455 but you are a little self-obsessed. 291 00:29:35,457 --> 00:29:36,856 I guess that's not so much of a bad thing. 292 00:29:36,858 --> 00:29:41,889 The world needs lots of strong, confident women, so. 293 00:29:41,891 --> 00:29:44,989 - Sounds like you're just a little jealous. 294 00:29:44,991 --> 00:29:48,623 - Sounds to me like it's time to get you drunk. 295 00:29:50,658 --> 00:29:56,557 We're all chasing this thing that's so toxic and hollow and, 296 00:29:56,559 --> 00:29:58,424 I don't know, we're profiting off 297 00:29:58,426 --> 00:29:59,491 of each other's insecurities. 298 00:29:59,493 --> 00:30:02,624 Like, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm. 299 00:30:02,626 --> 00:30:04,725 It's so, it's so toxic and gross 300 00:30:04,727 --> 00:30:08,592 and it makes me fucking sick, I fucking hate it. 301 00:30:08,594 --> 00:30:10,924 - Am I toxic and gross? 302 00:30:10,926 --> 00:30:13,026 - It's not about you, Rose. 303 00:30:14,527 --> 00:30:17,925 No, it, it's, it's the bigger picture. 304 00:30:17,927 --> 00:30:19,228 Like, no, I mean, 305 00:30:20,461 --> 00:30:23,661 look, Rose, what you do is amazing, and... 306 00:30:26,128 --> 00:30:28,027 I fucking love you, Rose. 307 00:30:33,763 --> 00:30:35,227 You don't have to say it back 308 00:30:35,229 --> 00:30:38,329 if you're not ready, it's totally fine. 309 00:30:50,096 --> 00:30:50,996 I got you. 310 00:30:53,030 --> 00:30:55,562 I got you, I'll take care of you. 311 00:30:55,564 --> 00:30:58,763 I'll take care of you, I got you, Rose. 312 00:30:58,765 --> 00:31:01,095 I'm gonna take care of you. 313 00:31:01,097 --> 00:31:03,895 I love you so fucking much. 314 00:32:02,770 --> 00:32:06,036 Shh, it's okay, baby. 315 00:32:08,370 --> 00:32:12,468 I'm here. 316 00:32:34,105 --> 00:32:35,670 I need you to be quiet. 317 00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:46,304 I need you to be quiet Rose. 318 00:33:08,008 --> 00:33:08,675 You okay? 319 00:33:11,175 --> 00:33:13,208 - I'll be fine, thank you. 320 00:33:16,510 --> 00:33:17,410 - Come here. 321 00:33:21,543 --> 00:33:24,676 - Mm, oh my God, stop, this is so good. 322 00:33:26,009 --> 00:33:27,274 - It'd be better if you came and drank it 323 00:33:27,276 --> 00:33:29,308 on the balcony with me. 324 00:33:29,310 --> 00:33:31,975 - No, I'm not doing that. 325 00:33:37,177 --> 00:33:39,677 Last night was pretty hot, right? 326 00:33:42,612 --> 00:33:45,777 It's kind of like being awake in a dream. 327 00:33:45,779 --> 00:33:47,345 - Yeah. - Yeah. 328 00:33:48,578 --> 00:33:51,977 You think we can do that again sometime? 329 00:33:51,979 --> 00:33:54,144 - What do you mean? 330 00:33:54,146 --> 00:33:55,346 - On the couch. 331 00:33:56,479 --> 00:33:57,513 With the mask. 332 00:34:00,012 --> 00:34:01,444 And the outfit? 333 00:34:01,446 --> 00:34:04,046 You're fucking with me, right? 334 00:34:06,647 --> 00:34:07,514 - No. 335 00:34:09,180 --> 00:34:10,213 Sounds kinky. 336 00:34:33,249 --> 00:34:35,781 - You look great as always, honey. 337 00:34:35,783 --> 00:34:38,180 Keep up the good work, Rose. 338 00:35:59,022 --> 00:36:00,487 - Hey guys, I couldn't sleep 339 00:36:00,489 --> 00:36:04,889 so I figured I would show you something new. 340 00:36:04,891 --> 00:36:07,988 Here's where we get a little crazy. 341 00:36:07,990 --> 00:36:10,023 So we're just gonna start 342 00:36:11,323 --> 00:36:14,422 with this color, uh, Rebel, 343 00:36:14,424 --> 00:36:18,222 and we're just gonna blend here 344 00:36:18,224 --> 00:36:22,258 and kinda go in the crease, like that. 345 00:36:58,327 --> 00:36:59,225 Hello? 346 00:37:12,829 --> 00:37:14,093 - Hey, it's Rose, I'm busy right now, 347 00:37:14,095 --> 00:37:17,561 but leave a message and I'll forget to call you back, bye. 348 00:37:17,563 --> 00:37:19,861 - This is an automated message for Rose. 349 00:37:19,863 --> 00:37:21,994 You have missed your prescription appointment. 350 00:37:23,163 --> 00:37:24,428 - We're calling to let you know 351 00:37:24,430 --> 00:37:26,895 your payment is 10 days overdue. 352 00:37:26,897 --> 00:37:29,729 To make a payment over the phone, please press 1. 353 00:38:10,801 --> 00:38:12,998 - Hey, you. 354 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,965 - Jesus fucking Christ, you scared the shit out of me. 355 00:38:15,967 --> 00:38:18,699 - Mm, how was the shoot? 356 00:38:18,701 --> 00:38:21,132 - You know, just sit there and looked pretty. 357 00:38:21,134 --> 00:38:22,900 So, super easy. - Yeah? 358 00:38:22,902 --> 00:38:25,800 Okay, well, I'm taking you somewhere fun tonight. 359 00:38:25,802 --> 00:38:27,734 It's a secret. - Okay. 360 00:38:27,736 --> 00:38:31,267 - I need to get you into something slutty. 361 00:38:31,269 --> 00:38:32,634 - Oh, marry me already. 362 00:38:44,403 --> 00:38:47,435 What the fuck did you bring me to? 363 00:38:47,437 --> 00:38:49,570 - Just wait, he's the best. 364 00:39:04,472 --> 00:39:07,537 - Gentle ladies and sweet men, 365 00:39:07,539 --> 00:39:09,637 I believe that makes it time, am I correct? 366 00:39:09,639 --> 00:39:12,570 This is our final arrival of the evening? 367 00:39:22,972 --> 00:39:26,471 My dear folks, thank you for coming. 368 00:39:26,473 --> 00:39:28,405 And we welcome your presence. 369 00:39:28,407 --> 00:39:32,405 Today is the Sabbath and it is time for church. 370 00:39:32,407 --> 00:39:36,071 Please line up for your communion. 371 00:42:17,254 --> 00:42:20,388 - Welcome to paradise. 372 00:42:56,057 --> 00:42:57,456 - It is tradition that the newcomer 373 00:42:57,458 --> 00:42:59,988 gets best seat in the house. 374 00:42:59,990 --> 00:43:02,322 Are you ready, my love? 375 00:43:02,324 --> 00:43:04,156 - I'm so fucking ready. 376 00:43:06,358 --> 00:43:10,190 - 1,000 fingers, we will begin. 377 00:43:10,192 --> 00:43:14,156 Do whatever you want with it, my love, very worst. 378 00:46:33,676 --> 00:46:35,576 - What the fuck? Kitty? 379 00:46:44,877 --> 00:46:47,608 No, no, no, no, Kitty, Kitty. 380 00:46:59,911 --> 00:47:01,709 I'm sorry. 381 00:47:01,711 --> 00:47:06,176 I'm sorry 382 00:47:11,912 --> 00:47:16,079 We're gonna get you help. 383 00:47:20,947 --> 00:47:24,377 We're gonna get you help, okay, it's gonna be okay. 384 00:47:26,313 --> 00:47:28,479 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 385 00:47:39,782 --> 00:47:43,079 It's okay, we're gonna get you help. 386 00:47:46,048 --> 00:47:50,448 Fuck, somebody help! 387 00:47:55,382 --> 00:47:58,414 Somebody please help! 388 00:47:58,416 --> 00:48:01,047 Hey, hey, hey, you have to help me, you have to help me. 389 00:48:01,049 --> 00:48:02,714 Hey, hey, hey! 390 00:48:02,716 --> 00:48:04,548 Get away from the glass now! 391 00:48:04,550 --> 00:48:06,381 Hey, back up! 392 00:48:06,383 --> 00:48:07,682 Stay right there, get away from the glass. 393 00:48:07,684 --> 00:48:09,682 - Fuck, fuck, it's okay. 394 00:48:09,684 --> 00:48:11,181 It's okay. 395 00:48:11,183 --> 00:48:12,548 Please, please- - Back up, back up! 396 00:48:12,550 --> 00:48:15,416 - Okay. - Get your hands up. 397 00:48:15,418 --> 00:48:19,850 Hey, get your hands up. 398 00:48:19,852 --> 00:48:21,751 Put 'em up. 399 00:48:22,918 --> 00:48:24,349 Get your hands up. 400 00:50:08,993 --> 00:50:11,191 - Where the fuck have you been? 401 00:50:11,193 --> 00:50:12,825 I've been calling you for weeks 402 00:50:12,827 --> 00:50:14,525 and you haven't fucking answered 403 00:50:18,761 --> 00:50:23,992 - Hey, calm down, take a deep breath, I'm here, I'm here. 404 00:50:46,730 --> 00:50:48,862 I have something that'll make you feel better. 405 00:53:32,944 --> 00:53:35,442 - I am able to change. 406 00:53:35,444 --> 00:53:37,677 I attract new opportunities. 407 00:53:39,378 --> 00:53:42,278 I am loved. 408 00:53:43,945 --> 00:53:45,778 My pussy has gorilla grip. 409 00:53:47,078 --> 00:53:49,178 My body is bangin' as fuck. 410 00:53:52,713 --> 00:53:53,779 I'm a bad bitch. 411 00:54:27,115 --> 00:54:30,814 - Oh my God, yas queen, yas! 412 00:54:30,816 --> 00:54:33,213 This is so fucking good! 413 00:54:33,215 --> 00:54:35,714 Oh my god, yas queen! 414 00:54:35,716 --> 00:54:37,347 - My body... 415 00:54:37,349 --> 00:54:40,450 - Yas, this is so fucking good! 416 00:54:41,917 --> 00:54:45,748 Love it, gimme sad. 417 00:54:45,750 --> 00:54:48,948 Can we try something else? 418 00:54:48,950 --> 00:54:53,749 Yes, absolutely, gorgeous, yes, love it, iconic. 419 00:54:53,751 --> 00:54:56,616 Fucking iconic, yes, so fucking good. 420 00:54:56,618 --> 00:54:59,115 Okay, darling, let's get you out of the tub. 421 00:54:59,117 --> 00:55:01,983 Time for more drugs. 422 00:55:06,385 --> 00:55:07,750 Time for more drugs. 423 00:55:12,085 --> 00:55:16,486 So heroin chic, fucking obsessed, so good. 424 00:55:19,820 --> 00:55:22,718 - Gimme rehab. 425 00:55:22,720 --> 00:55:27,385 Fucking hoe, up. 426 00:55:27,387 --> 00:55:30,118 Gimme death, gimme overdose. 427 00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:32,886 Gimme overdose. 428 00:55:32,888 --> 00:55:34,919 Gimme overdose, gimme death. 429 00:55:54,256 --> 00:55:58,155 Yes, this is so fucking good! 430 00:56:03,223 --> 00:56:06,522 You're dying, you're dying. 431 00:56:06,524 --> 00:56:09,190 Your soul is leaving your body, 432 00:56:10,457 --> 00:56:12,989 and you're dead. 433 00:56:12,991 --> 00:56:18,256 Your soul is leaving your body, and you're dead. 434 00:56:47,827 --> 00:56:50,358 - You think I'm crazy now, you haven't seen anything yet. 435 00:56:51,961 --> 00:56:54,526 Just fucking wait, I'll fucking cut you bitches up 436 00:56:54,528 --> 00:56:57,125 if you fuck with me anymore. 437 00:56:57,127 --> 00:56:59,726 You have no idea how crazy I can be. 438 00:57:51,165 --> 00:57:53,497 - Hey guys, I was inspired by roseisnotdead 439 00:57:53,499 --> 00:57:55,998 to do a little wild look today. 440 00:57:56,000 --> 00:57:58,697 I think you guys are going to absolutely love it. 441 00:57:58,699 --> 00:58:00,764 So we're gonna use Rose's product here. 442 00:58:00,766 --> 00:58:04,133 And you know, just a little tap, tap, tap. 443 00:58:25,735 --> 00:58:30,267 Okay, and now that we have, you know, our lip oil set, 444 00:58:30,269 --> 00:58:33,767 let's just really do it up 445 00:58:33,769 --> 00:58:38,768 with our lip pencil to finish it off. 446 00:58:38,770 --> 00:58:41,034 And we're done, what do you guys think? 447 00:58:41,036 --> 00:58:42,601 What do you guys think? 448 00:58:42,603 --> 00:58:44,368 What do you think, Rose? 449 00:58:44,370 --> 00:58:45,701 What do you think, Rose? 450 00:58:45,703 --> 00:58:46,902 What do you think, Rose? 451 00:58:46,904 --> 00:58:48,201 What do you think, Rose? 452 00:58:48,203 --> 00:58:49,935 What do you think, Rose? 453 00:58:49,937 --> 00:58:51,736 What do you think, Rose? 454 00:58:51,738 --> 00:58:52,736 What do we think, Rose? 455 00:58:52,738 --> 00:58:54,168 What do we think, Rose? 456 00:58:54,170 --> 00:58:56,869 What do we think, Rose, huh, huh, huh? 457 00:59:01,237 --> 00:59:02,570 What do we think, Rose? 458 00:59:02,572 --> 00:59:05,770 What do we think, Rose, huh, huh, huh? 459 00:59:13,772 --> 00:59:15,671 - Rose. 460 00:59:20,573 --> 00:59:21,473 Rose? 461 00:59:22,706 --> 00:59:25,971 I know you're in there, I need my money. 462 00:59:28,207 --> 00:59:31,807 I'm not gonna hurt you, Rose, I need my money. 463 00:59:33,674 --> 00:59:37,038 Rose? 464 00:59:37,040 --> 00:59:39,306 Rose, where's my fucking money? 465 00:59:41,375 --> 00:59:43,174 I know you're in there. 466 00:59:46,975 --> 00:59:50,141 - Rose, I love you, Rose. 467 00:59:51,776 --> 00:59:56,407 Rose, Rose, you're so beautiful. 468 00:59:56,409 --> 00:59:58,042 I love you so much. 469 01:00:06,510 --> 01:00:07,377 Rose? 470 01:00:11,377 --> 01:00:13,508 I love you, Rose. 471 01:00:13,510 --> 01:00:15,743 I love you so much, Rose. 472 01:00:15,745 --> 01:00:17,044 Rose, I love you. 473 01:00:18,811 --> 01:00:21,609 I love you so much, Rose. 474 01:00:26,012 --> 01:00:27,410 Rose. 475 01:00:29,178 --> 01:00:30,110 Rose. 476 01:00:32,279 --> 01:00:34,011 - Oh, yes, yum. 477 01:00:36,646 --> 01:00:38,043 - Rose. - Rose. 478 01:00:38,045 --> 01:00:40,211 - Open up! - Open and let us in, 479 01:00:40,213 --> 01:00:42,745 we're all waiting, Rose. - Rose. 480 01:00:42,747 --> 01:00:44,077 - Rose! - Rose! 481 01:00:44,079 --> 01:00:46,278 - Let us in, Rose! - Rose! 482 01:00:51,748 --> 01:00:53,047 - Hey, let us in! 483 01:00:54,514 --> 01:00:56,479 - Please just stop talking to me. 484 01:00:56,481 --> 01:00:58,445 Stop fucking talking to me. 485 01:00:58,447 --> 01:01:00,312 I don't care about your problems! 486 01:01:00,314 --> 01:01:03,813 That's why they are your problems. 487 01:01:03,815 --> 01:01:06,079 No, I'm glad you're gone. 488 01:01:06,081 --> 01:01:09,280 You, you are, you are dead to me, you are dead to me. 489 01:01:09,282 --> 01:01:11,815 Kill yourself, ya fucking whore! 490 01:01:18,816 --> 01:01:19,816 Oh, hey, Rose. 491 01:01:22,383 --> 01:01:25,816 Sorry about that, you, you know how love is. 492 01:01:28,484 --> 01:01:30,916 What's wrong, trouble at home? 493 01:01:30,918 --> 01:01:32,148 You, you usually clean up nice, 494 01:01:32,150 --> 01:01:35,217 but you really look like shit. 495 01:01:43,652 --> 01:01:45,552 She's tearing you apart. 496 01:01:47,518 --> 01:01:49,818 And you have to have realized it. 497 01:01:51,419 --> 01:01:52,384 - Who, who are you- 498 01:01:52,386 --> 01:01:54,784 - Oh, come on, don't play dumb. 499 01:01:54,786 --> 01:01:57,517 You know exactly who I'm talking about. 500 01:01:57,519 --> 01:02:02,320 She's tearing you apart, limb by limb by limb. 501 01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:07,353 Like a rotting carcass surrounded by vultures. 502 01:02:08,820 --> 01:02:10,485 You think she loves you? 503 01:02:10,487 --> 01:02:13,451 She doesn't love you, she wants what you have. 504 01:02:13,453 --> 01:02:16,085 She wants to take it, she's jealous. 505 01:02:16,087 --> 01:02:18,386 And she's gonna take and take and take 506 01:02:18,388 --> 01:02:21,221 and take until there's nothing left. 507 01:02:22,821 --> 01:02:25,085 I wouldn't lie to you, Rose. 508 01:02:28,822 --> 01:02:33,155 Check your jewelry box, she's been stealing from you. 509 01:02:44,456 --> 01:02:46,223 - She's fucking crazy. 510 01:02:47,957 --> 01:02:49,488 - Yeah, we knew it was her. 511 01:02:49,490 --> 01:02:53,023 Yeah, we knew it was her the whole time, everyone knew that. 512 01:02:53,025 --> 01:02:55,289 - I just can't fucking stand Lily, she doesn't under... 513 01:02:55,291 --> 01:02:56,389 No, no, listen. 514 01:02:58,591 --> 01:03:00,622 - Bash her fucking brains in. 515 01:03:00,624 --> 01:03:03,156 Fucking kill her, kill her, kill her! 516 01:03:06,058 --> 01:03:08,623 Kill her, just kill her. 517 01:03:08,625 --> 01:03:10,657 Kill, kill. - She's jealous. 518 01:03:10,659 --> 01:03:13,056 - Fucking stand Lily. - She wants what you have. 519 01:03:13,058 --> 01:03:15,491 Kill her, kill her. 520 01:03:15,493 --> 01:03:18,691 She wants what you have. 521 01:03:39,295 --> 01:03:40,828 - Where are you going? 522 01:03:48,128 --> 01:03:51,294 - It was you this whole time. 523 01:03:51,296 --> 01:03:53,861 Why didn't you answer the phone? 524 01:03:53,863 --> 01:03:56,994 You never answer the phone, not even once. 525 01:03:56,996 --> 01:04:00,294 Ever single time, fucking 526 01:04:00,296 --> 01:04:02,929 But always here to sweep in 527 01:04:02,931 --> 01:04:04,562 and pick up the pieces when you think that I'm 528 01:04:04,564 --> 01:04:06,328 actually not broken- 529 01:04:06,330 --> 01:04:08,428 - Baby, baby- 530 01:04:08,430 --> 01:04:09,595 - What are you talking? 531 01:04:09,597 --> 01:04:12,094 - I'm talking about you, Lily! 532 01:04:12,096 --> 01:04:14,162 I thought I was the crazy one. 533 01:04:14,164 --> 01:04:17,896 I had everything in my body telling me that this was wrong. 534 01:04:17,898 --> 01:04:18,996 - Rose- 535 01:04:18,998 --> 01:04:22,763 - Because that's what you do when you're in love. 536 01:04:22,765 --> 01:04:23,729 Right, babe? 537 01:04:23,731 --> 01:04:25,596 Please just tell me, Lily- - Baby- 538 01:04:25,598 --> 01:04:27,830 - Just tell me, Lily, please. 539 01:04:27,832 --> 01:04:31,497 Just tell me why my life fell apart the second I met you. 540 01:04:31,499 --> 01:04:33,597 Just tell me how you ruined my life. 541 01:04:33,599 --> 01:04:34,997 - Listen to me, listen to me- 542 01:04:34,999 --> 01:04:36,163 - Step by step. - Hey, hey- 543 01:04:36,165 --> 01:04:37,196 - I just need to hear you say it! 544 01:04:37,198 --> 01:04:39,064 - I love you, Rose, I love you and you're- 545 01:04:39,066 --> 01:04:42,164 - I just need to hear you say it. 546 01:04:42,166 --> 01:04:45,364 - Baby, I love you. 547 01:04:45,366 --> 01:04:47,264 You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. 548 01:04:47,266 --> 01:04:48,665 - Don't fucking touch me! 549 01:04:48,667 --> 01:04:50,165 - Rose, let me help. 550 01:04:55,001 --> 01:04:57,632 They know everything. 551 01:04:57,634 --> 01:05:01,332 Listen to me, they know what you did, Rose. 552 01:05:01,334 --> 01:05:03,099 They know everything. 553 01:05:03,101 --> 01:05:06,333 What do you mean they know? 554 01:05:06,335 --> 01:05:08,900 - Rose, think about what happened. 555 01:05:10,201 --> 01:05:11,300 - I don't know what you're talking about. 556 01:05:11,302 --> 01:05:12,400 I don't know what you're talking about. 557 01:05:12,402 --> 01:05:13,800 - Rose, 558 01:05:13,802 --> 01:05:17,467 I know you didn't mean to do any of it. 559 01:05:20,003 --> 01:05:21,801 You're sick again, Rose. 560 01:05:21,803 --> 01:05:23,868 You need help. 561 01:05:23,870 --> 01:05:25,734 - I didn't do anything wrong. 562 01:05:25,736 --> 01:05:27,435 - Rose, 563 01:05:27,437 --> 01:05:29,635 you know what you did, baby. 564 01:05:29,637 --> 01:05:30,537 Rose? 565 01:05:31,437 --> 01:05:34,101 I would never hurt you. 566 01:05:34,103 --> 01:05:35,837 - I don't believe you. 567 01:05:38,638 --> 01:05:39,469 - I know. 568 01:05:55,472 --> 01:05:57,871 Why won't you let me take care of you? 569 01:05:57,873 --> 01:06:00,170 - 'Cause you're a fucking psychopath! 570 01:06:00,172 --> 01:06:02,672 - No, Rose, it's you they're after. 571 01:06:02,674 --> 01:06:04,972 You're sick, Rose, but don't worry, 572 01:06:04,974 --> 01:06:07,572 Mommy's gonna make it all better. 573 01:06:11,307 --> 01:06:12,905 - What the fuck? 574 01:06:37,642 --> 01:06:40,141 - What the fuck? 575 01:06:40,143 --> 01:06:43,408 - Baby, baby, Lily, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. 576 01:06:43,410 --> 01:06:44,274 - It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 577 01:06:44,276 --> 01:06:45,207 - You know I didn't meant it. 578 01:06:45,209 --> 01:06:46,374 - It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 579 01:06:46,376 --> 01:06:48,708 - You know I love you. 580 01:06:48,710 --> 01:06:50,575 I didn't mean it. - It's okay, okay, all right. 581 01:06:50,577 --> 01:06:52,475 We're, it's okay, it's okay. 582 01:06:52,477 --> 01:06:53,576 - I know you're just trying 583 01:06:53,578 --> 01:06:55,642 to protect me and keep me safe. 584 01:06:55,644 --> 01:06:59,509 - I know, I know. 585 01:06:59,511 --> 01:07:01,609 - You know I love you. 586 01:07:01,611 --> 01:07:02,843 - It's okay. 587 01:07:02,845 --> 01:07:04,677 - I'm just a little crazy sometimes. 588 01:07:07,812 --> 01:07:09,777 - What the fucking fuck? 589 01:07:55,482 --> 01:07:57,881 - So here's the thing. 590 01:07:57,883 --> 01:08:00,681 Just like creating a flawless smokey eye, 591 01:08:00,683 --> 01:08:03,748 finding love in Los Angeles takes time, patience, 592 01:08:03,750 --> 01:08:06,915 and a whole lot of trial and error. 593 01:08:06,917 --> 01:08:09,815 Don't be afraid to really go in with the shadow, 594 01:08:09,817 --> 01:08:12,848 really wanna get in there. 595 01:08:12,850 --> 01:08:16,316 It's okay if it's a little bit messy. 596 01:08:16,318 --> 01:08:18,683 Hmm, remember, beauties, 597 01:08:18,685 --> 01:08:21,149 while dating in LA can be challenging, 598 01:08:21,151 --> 01:08:24,883 it's also an opportunity for growth and self-discovery. 599 01:08:24,885 --> 01:08:26,984 Keep shining your unique light, 600 01:08:26,986 --> 01:08:30,852 both in your makeup and in your search for love. 601 01:11:33,001 --> 01:11:33,867 Okay. 602 01:11:37,167 --> 01:11:39,735 Shit 603 01:11:47,335 --> 01:11:49,703 Okay. 604 01:11:57,903 --> 01:11:59,434 Do you know that moment when you're afraid 605 01:11:59,436 --> 01:12:01,768 to close your eyes for too long, 606 01:12:01,770 --> 01:12:03,535 because when you open them again, 607 01:12:03,537 --> 01:12:07,935 you might wake up from the life that you've been living? 608 01:12:07,937 --> 01:12:10,168 That small fleeting moment caught somewhere 609 01:12:10,170 --> 01:12:12,101 between your day and a daydream, 610 01:12:13,303 --> 01:12:16,603 terrified to return to either reality. 611 01:12:16,605 --> 01:12:18,836 Just like dust in a sunbeam, 612 01:12:18,838 --> 01:12:23,336 suspended in animation in a world between worlds. 613 01:12:26,572 --> 01:12:30,470 How easy it is to forget what's really real. 614 01:12:30,472 --> 01:12:31,937 Posting photos of phantoms 615 01:12:31,939 --> 01:12:37,037 in poses in places we've visited, but never been. 616 01:12:37,039 --> 01:12:39,805 Perceptions perplexed by a pharmaceutical philosophy. 617 01:12:42,573 --> 01:12:45,571 We like to think we live in a world of constant constants, 618 01:12:45,573 --> 01:12:48,605 that the things we know and love will always be the same. 619 01:12:48,607 --> 01:12:51,405 We crave creature comforts, 620 01:12:51,407 --> 01:12:54,872 familiar faces, remembered romances. 621 01:12:54,874 --> 01:12:58,006 Our memories will always display the fondest colors, 622 01:12:58,008 --> 01:13:00,906 deeply saturated with the hues of nostalgia. 623 01:13:03,675 --> 01:13:06,074 I took a vow to always chase tomorrow 624 01:13:06,076 --> 01:13:10,740 because you never know what the sunrise will bring. 625 01:13:10,742 --> 01:13:15,207 You're in charge of your destiny, your cosmic return. 626 01:13:15,209 --> 01:13:18,841 Your journey through the stars can only be decided by you. 627 01:13:23,276 --> 01:13:25,274 We like to forget how fast everything 628 01:13:25,276 --> 01:13:28,042 can become strange and unfamiliar, 629 01:13:28,044 --> 01:13:30,642 how years of determination and desire are destroyed 630 01:13:30,644 --> 01:13:33,110 in what feels like an instant. 631 01:13:35,243 --> 01:13:37,977 Sometimes I, again, long for that escape 632 01:13:37,979 --> 01:13:40,209 into another world where everything makes sense 633 01:13:40,211 --> 01:13:42,176 in a different direction. 634 01:13:42,178 --> 01:13:44,576 Where things that could be are 635 01:13:44,578 --> 01:13:47,543 and things that shouldn't never did. 636 01:13:47,545 --> 01:13:50,744 It always feels like a place so close that I can feel it 637 01:13:50,746 --> 01:13:54,177 just on the other side of my eyelids. 638 01:14:08,914 --> 01:14:13,378 You're all you will ever have and all you'll ever be. 639 01:14:13,380 --> 01:14:16,479 Sometimes it tortures me, this terrifying thought 640 01:14:16,481 --> 01:14:19,013 that nothing is what it seems. 641 01:14:19,015 --> 01:14:21,446 And I wanna live a lifetime in those seconds 642 01:14:21,448 --> 01:14:22,846 as they fall through the cracks 643 01:14:22,848 --> 01:14:25,479 from the present to the has been. 644 01:14:35,949 --> 01:14:39,348 But there's nothing like the here and now. 645 01:14:39,350 --> 01:14:42,048 Here and now. 646 01:14:42,050 --> 01:14:45,048 Nothing like the here and now. 647 01:14:45,050 --> 01:14:48,815 - Hey, get out, hey. 648 01:15:33,187 --> 01:15:36,585 They know that you did it, they know that you're crazy. 649 01:15:36,587 --> 01:15:37,953 They know that you fucking killed her. 650 01:15:37,955 --> 01:15:39,553 And nobody actually really cares who you are. 651 01:15:39,555 --> 01:15:42,853 Nobody knows who you are, no one knows, nobody remembers. 652 01:15:42,855 --> 01:15:46,152 The fuck are you looking at? 653 01:15:46,154 --> 01:15:47,588 Yeah, that's right. 654 01:15:49,055 --> 01:15:51,220 The fuck are you looking at? 655 01:15:51,222 --> 01:15:52,889 Fucking keep walking! 656 01:16:22,191 --> 01:16:24,789 They know that you did it, they know that you're crazy. 657 01:16:24,791 --> 01:16:26,357 They know that you fucking killed her. 658 01:16:26,359 --> 01:16:28,156 And nobody actually cares about you. 659 01:18:40,203 --> 01:18:42,768 - Rose. 660 01:18:51,304 --> 01:18:53,602 Rose, where's my fucking money? 661 01:18:53,604 --> 01:18:55,602 Rose. 662 01:19:09,006 --> 01:19:11,803 - This is an emergency, Rose. 663 01:19:18,107 --> 01:19:20,239 This is an emergency, Rose. 664 01:20:39,047 --> 01:20:41,945 - Your stupid little 665 01:20:41,947 --> 01:20:45,845 None of it actually fucking matters 666 01:20:50,914 --> 01:20:52,379 Where's my money? 667 01:20:52,381 --> 01:20:54,113 I've been waiting months for you guys to pay me 668 01:20:54,115 --> 01:20:56,145 and not a single fucking phone call 669 01:20:56,147 --> 01:20:58,379 or a text message or a goddam email. 670 01:20:58,381 --> 01:20:59,779 Where is my money? 671 01:20:59,781 --> 01:21:02,915 - I'm sorry, we don't know who you are. 672 01:21:04,649 --> 01:21:06,947 - You don't know who the fuck I am? 673 01:21:06,949 --> 01:21:08,279 - I'm sorry. - My face is on the front 674 01:21:08,281 --> 01:21:09,913 of this building and all over town 675 01:21:09,915 --> 01:21:12,815 and you don't know who the fuck I am? 676 01:21:17,149 --> 01:21:18,581 - Rose? 677 01:21:18,583 --> 01:21:19,881 - Uh-huh. 678 01:21:19,883 --> 01:21:23,447 - Um, I didn't even, um, recognize you. 679 01:21:23,449 --> 01:21:25,849 We've been trying to call you, are you okay? 680 01:21:25,851 --> 01:21:27,215 - Where's my money? 681 01:21:27,217 --> 01:21:29,448 And where the fuck is Harold? 682 01:21:29,450 --> 01:21:32,582 - Your checks were cashed weeks ago. 683 01:21:32,584 --> 01:21:34,181 - I don't want any excuses! 684 01:21:34,183 --> 01:21:36,082 - And Harold quit and we- 685 01:21:36,084 --> 01:21:40,249 And we tried to tell you. 686 01:21:40,251 --> 01:21:44,416 - And this is how you fucking treat me? 687 01:21:44,418 --> 01:21:46,583 You're all just jealous of me, is that it? 688 01:21:46,585 --> 01:21:48,716 Is that why you gotta go ruin my life? 689 01:21:48,718 --> 01:21:51,517 Is that why you gotta fucking ruin everything for me? 690 01:21:51,519 --> 01:21:52,984 Because you all wanna be me 691 01:21:52,986 --> 01:21:55,283 but you don't wanna put in the fucking work? 692 01:21:55,285 --> 01:21:58,586 You have no idea what it's like to be me! 693 01:22:11,887 --> 01:22:13,819 I'm, I'm sorry, I'm not... 694 01:22:13,821 --> 01:22:15,452 I'm sorry, you know that's not me. 695 01:22:15,454 --> 01:22:18,921 That's not me, I'm not like that, I'm sorry. 696 01:22:20,122 --> 01:22:21,755 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 697 01:22:24,221 --> 01:22:26,186 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 698 01:22:28,856 --> 01:22:30,654 You know that's not, that's not me. 699 01:22:30,656 --> 01:22:32,587 That's not who I am, I'm sorry. 700 01:22:32,589 --> 01:22:34,553 I'm not, I'm not like that, you know? 701 01:22:34,555 --> 01:22:37,055 I'm, I, I would, I would never do that, that's not me. 702 01:22:37,057 --> 01:22:39,022 You have to believe me. 703 01:22:45,124 --> 01:22:47,855 I, I, I would never do that, that's not me, you know? 704 01:22:47,857 --> 01:22:50,222 Like I'm, I'm Rose. 705 01:22:52,924 --> 01:22:55,257 I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine. 706 01:22:58,125 --> 01:23:01,925 I'm sorry. 707 01:23:18,259 --> 01:23:20,760 - Hello, Rose, I'm Dr. Miller, 708 01:23:21,660 --> 01:23:23,824 and you've had a difficult time 709 01:23:23,826 --> 01:23:25,092 and you're in a psychiatric hospital. 710 01:23:25,094 --> 01:23:26,392 You've had an episode- 711 01:23:26,394 --> 01:23:28,525 You've been sick, Rose. 712 01:23:28,527 --> 01:23:31,558 Things have been going very wrong for you. 713 01:23:31,560 --> 01:23:34,492 And people are watching you. 714 01:23:34,494 --> 01:23:38,860 And no, it's not going to stop anytime soon. 715 01:24:59,135 --> 01:25:00,933 - They know that you're crazy. 716 01:25:00,935 --> 01:25:02,433 They know that you fucking killed her. 717 01:25:02,435 --> 01:25:03,900 And nobody actually really cares who you are. 718 01:25:03,902 --> 01:25:05,466 They know that you're crazy. 719 01:25:05,468 --> 01:25:06,767 They know that you fucking killed her. 720 01:25:06,769 --> 01:25:08,400 And nobody actually really cares who you are. 721 01:25:08,402 --> 01:25:09,667 Nobody knows who you are. 722 01:25:09,669 --> 01:25:12,268 No one knows, nobody remembers. 723 01:25:13,269 --> 01:25:14,834 Hey! 724 01:25:14,836 --> 01:25:17,701 Hey, I'm talking to you. 725 01:25:17,703 --> 01:25:18,603 Lily. 726 01:25:19,803 --> 01:25:21,367 Lily! 727 01:25:21,369 --> 01:25:22,636 - What the fuck? 728 01:25:24,403 --> 01:25:26,835 - I'm talking to you. 729 01:25:26,837 --> 01:25:28,402 - I'm sorry, I don't, I don't know who you are. 730 01:25:28,404 --> 01:25:30,036 - Do you not... 731 01:25:30,038 --> 01:25:31,635 How do you not recognize me? 732 01:25:31,637 --> 01:25:33,002 - I'm sorry, I- - I would've done 733 01:25:33,004 --> 01:25:34,902 so much for you, and this is how you treat me? 734 01:25:34,904 --> 01:25:37,302 After everything I've done for you, 735 01:25:37,304 --> 01:25:39,003 this is how you treat me? - You're a fucking psychopath. 736 01:25:39,005 --> 01:25:40,503 - You act like you don't know who I am? 737 01:25:40,505 --> 01:25:41,670 - Leave me alone. 738 01:25:41,672 --> 01:25:43,403 - You're just jealous of me! 739 01:25:44,972 --> 01:25:46,369 - Lock the fucking door. - You're just jealous. 740 01:25:46,371 --> 01:25:47,803 You're a fucking dead bitch! 741 01:25:47,805 --> 01:25:49,437 - Okay, um- - Who the hell is that? 742 01:25:49,439 --> 01:25:50,704 - Don't, don't even- - You're a dead bitch! 743 01:25:50,706 --> 01:25:52,237 - Who the fuck is this? - Just don't entertain it. 744 01:25:52,239 --> 01:25:53,637 - Lily! - She's a fucking psycho. 745 01:25:53,639 --> 01:25:54,971 I don't know who that is. - Fucking answer me, Lily! 746 01:25:54,973 --> 01:25:56,038 - Do you know her? - You know who I am! 747 01:25:56,040 --> 01:25:57,737 - No, I don't know how- - She said your name. 748 01:25:57,739 --> 01:26:00,704 - Yeah, she's fucking psycho, I have no idea. 749 01:26:00,706 --> 01:26:02,940 Let's just go, let's just go. 749 01:26:03,305 --> 01:27:03,268