Treading Water

1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 2 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:18,680 <i>Every morning...</i> 3 00:00:18,800 --> 00:00:20,120 <i>I wake up...</i> 4 00:00:20,240 --> 00:00:22,400 <i>and I count the bricks on the wall.</i> 5 00:00:23,680 --> 00:00:26,840 <i>I do it because, to me, it's important.</i> 6 00:00:28,040 --> 00:00:30,440 <i>If I don't, I think something terrible'll happen.</i> 7 00:00:30,560 --> 00:00:34,640 <i>Like... I'll die, or my mum'll die.</i> 8 00:00:35,760 --> 00:00:37,120 <i>And I know it's not true.</i> 9 00:00:37,240 --> 00:00:39,360 <i>Fucking hell, 'course it's not true. It can't be.</i> 10 00:00:39,480 --> 00:00:42,120 <i>But at the same time, I can't ignore it.</i> 11 00:00:42,240 --> 00:00:44,880 <i>I'm controlled by it.</i> 12 00:00:45,000 --> 00:00:47,600 <i>And it's very fucking convincing.</i> 13 00:00:50,680 --> 00:00:55,240 <i>Putting me tongue on the middle brick for ten seconds finishes the job.</i> 14 00:00:55,360 --> 00:00:57,880 <i>Seals the deal.</i> 15 00:00:58,000 --> 00:00:59,360 <i>I won't die.</i> 16 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:03,000 <i>I'll live today.</i> 17 00:01:03,120 --> 00:01:07,480 <i>And today is the 153rd and last day I'll do it.</i> 18 00:01:14,680 --> 00:01:16,320 Wait there. 19 00:01:31,837 --> 00:01:35,280 There's your £76 discharge grant. 20 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:38,040 Here are your belongings. 21 00:01:38,160 --> 00:01:41,298 And could you sign here, to say that you've got everything? 22 00:01:42,440 --> 00:01:45,400 Once you've signed that, get changed in the cubicle. 23 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:47,176 £19.60 for that. 24 00:02:48,320 --> 00:02:50,569 Thanks. 25 00:02:52,640 --> 00:02:54,280 - There you go. - Nice one, mate. 26 00:02:54,400 --> 00:02:57,080 - Have a nice day, now. See ya. - And you, mate, same. 27 00:03:03,640 --> 00:03:06,080 Thank you. 28 00:04:53,280 --> 00:04:54,640 Max! 29 00:04:55,680 --> 00:04:56,858 Max! 30 00:04:56,978 --> 00:04:59,600 I'm talking to you, don't ignore me! 31 00:04:59,720 --> 00:05:02,920 Your face is a mess, it's dirty. Come here now. 32 00:05:03,040 --> 00:05:05,000 Your face is dirty, I need to wipe it. 33 00:05:05,120 --> 00:05:06,896 - No! - Do you want me to take your car off you? 34 00:05:06,920 --> 00:05:08,880 Well, get here now, then. 35 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:16,712 <i>People normally inject in the groin because their veins have collapsed.</i> 36 00:05:16,832 --> 00:05:18,720 <i>You see, I do it to hide the marks.</i> 37 00:05:18,840 --> 00:05:22,880 <i>Like, if people see marks, they get suspicions.</i> 38 00:05:23,000 --> 00:05:26,280 <i>They tell someone. Someone comes, and they try to help you.</i> 39 00:05:26,400 --> 00:05:28,638 <i>Just makes sense to stay clear of all that.</i> 40 00:05:43,720 --> 00:05:47,480 - <i>Hi, can I help?</i> - Danny Prentice. 41 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:50,800 - Got told to see Karen. - <i>Push the door.</i> 42 00:05:54,909 --> 00:05:56,687 How many programmes you got running? 43 00:05:56,812 --> 00:05:57,812 Quite a few. 44 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:01,120 - Tried shutting a few down? - That'd help. 45 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:05,640 Can you sign in for me, please, Danny? 46 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:12,160 - What time is it? - Ten to 12:00. 47 00:06:12,280 --> 00:06:15,802 If you take a seat, Karen'll be with you in a minute. 48 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:35,560 Change the channel. 49 00:06:37,320 --> 00:06:39,800 Jay, fucking change it. I know you can hear me. 50 00:06:39,920 --> 00:06:41,360 Hi, Danny, I'm Karen. 51 00:06:41,480 --> 00:06:42,816 - How are you doing? - I'm all right, yeah. 52 00:06:42,840 --> 00:06:44,416 - Do you wanna come through? - Change it! 53 00:06:44,440 --> 00:06:47,000 - Sorry, just hang on there a sec. - Change it! Change it! 54 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:49,240 - Change it! Cha... - Rob... Rob... 55 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:50,442 Enough. 56 00:06:50,562 --> 00:06:51,880 He's a stubborn bastard. 57 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:54,760 We're watching <i>Bargain Hunt,</i> and he's turned it over. 58 00:06:54,880 --> 00:06:57,360 - You what? - Haven't even got to the auction yet. 59 00:06:57,480 --> 00:07:00,960 I wanna see how much money they make. It's bang out of order, that, cunt! 60 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:03,320 - Hey, Rob, enough. - Hey, Karen. Karen. 61 00:07:03,440 --> 00:07:06,800 - That's assault, that is. - Jay, just change it back, will you? 62 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:10,080 - Sorry, Danny. - What you on about, you? "Assault"? 63 00:07:10,200 --> 00:07:13,040 ABH, lad. Proper serious stuff, that is. 64 00:07:14,341 --> 00:07:16,880 Do you wanna come through? 65 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:20,840 - Do you mind if I roll a cig? - No, there's no smoking in the house. 66 00:07:20,960 --> 00:07:24,160 So, you can smoke in the garden or out the front, 67 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:26,880 but not in the house, okay? 68 00:07:33,920 --> 00:07:36,016 I think it's good the way you've handle this, you know. 69 00:07:36,040 --> 00:07:38,511 I mean, sorting out your accommodation whilst you're in prison's, 70 00:07:38,535 --> 00:07:40,640 like, a really good thing. 71 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:43,080 You've been organised, and you've done well there. 72 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:46,360 - They helped me do it in there, so... - Hey, not everyone does it. 73 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:49,120 So, you'll be here on a trial period to begin with, 74 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:52,280 and we try and make sure that this place fits for you, 75 00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:55,520 and you fit with the other lads that live here, all right? 76 00:07:55,640 --> 00:07:58,360 So everybody's comfortable. That make sense? 77 00:07:58,480 --> 00:07:59,631 - Yeah. - Yeah. 78 00:07:59,751 --> 00:08:02,047 I mean, a lot of lads have used this house as a stepping stone 79 00:08:02,071 --> 00:08:03,960 to getting their own Council flat. 80 00:08:04,080 --> 00:08:09,720 But while you're here, we concentrate on following the rules, yeah? 81 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:12,520 The house has to stay safe. We don't want you using drugs. 82 00:08:12,640 --> 00:08:14,760 No drinking, no wild parties, 83 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:19,960 no inviting people over to stay overnight who don't live here, all right? 84 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:22,920 I know we all need certain things, 85 00:08:23,040 --> 00:08:25,920 but we have to think about what is right for the house. 86 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:29,760 So, no girls can stay over. Or boys, or whatever. 87 00:08:33,360 --> 00:08:35,200 No! 88 00:08:56,117 --> 00:08:58,920 We're here in the house to help you until 5pm, 89 00:08:59,040 --> 00:09:02,640 and then me and the staff leave, and the house is yours to look after. 90 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:05,487 We expect the house to stay in one piece. 91 00:09:05,607 --> 00:09:09,440 The staff here are great. They'll help you achieve your goals. 92 00:09:09,560 --> 00:09:11,560 <i>Things just come into my head.</i> 93 00:09:11,680 --> 00:09:13,480 <i>Like, horrible thoughts.</i> 94 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,400 <i>See, I've got these ideas that...</i> 95 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:19,200 <i>they make me feel fucked-up for even thinking them.</i> 96 00:09:19,320 --> 00:09:21,120 <i>They've done that since I was a kid.</i> 97 00:09:21,240 --> 00:09:23,800 <i>And... it's just got worse.</i> 98 00:09:23,920 --> 00:09:26,720 I'm aware of your mental health issues, 99 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:29,520 and I know you had a few sessions whilst you were in prison. 100 00:09:29,640 --> 00:09:31,697 I think it's important that you continue having therapy 101 00:09:31,721 --> 00:09:32,921 now that you're out of prison. 102 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:35,600 The aim is to help you rebuild. 103 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:38,600 So, if you think that you're gonna start using drugs 104 00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:42,280 or stealing again, you have <i>got</i> to talk to me. 105 00:09:42,400 --> 00:09:44,720 Do you know what I'm talking about? 106 00:09:44,840 --> 00:09:47,120 - Okay. - Yeah, no problem. I get it. Thank you. 107 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,880 Okay, I'll show you around. 108 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:01,720 I'll introduce you to the lads. 109 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:04,480 So, there's seven of you living in the house at the moment. 110 00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:07,720 A couple of lads, they're out. Everyone, just give me a few minutes, please. 111 00:10:07,840 --> 00:10:09,840 This is Danny. He's gonna be moving into the house. 112 00:10:09,960 --> 00:10:12,680 So, you've got Jay, Rob, Gavin and Aiden. 113 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:16,160 And then you've also got Ryan and Jeff. They're both out. 114 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:19,840 The lads will tell you it's a nice place to live, won't you? 115 00:10:19,960 --> 00:10:23,920 - Five-star facilities here, mate. - Breakfast in bed, is it? 116 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:26,360 Karen, you got these all over the place? 117 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:29,120 - What? - Cameras. 118 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:31,480 - On you like a rash in here. - Rob. Don't listen to him. 119 00:10:31,560 --> 00:10:33,080 He's only winding you up. 120 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:34,416 They're in the living room and the office. 121 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:37,403 - They're not in your rooms. - They're everywhere, mate. 122 00:10:37,523 --> 00:10:40,000 In the bogs and everything. Karen watches 'em personally. 123 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:42,560 She goes through the tapes, she files 'em. 124 00:10:42,680 --> 00:10:45,800 - Rob, wind your neck in. - Just don't like being filmed. 125 00:10:45,920 --> 00:10:48,000 Fucking Beyoncé over here. 126 00:10:52,040 --> 00:10:54,160 Come on, I'll show you to your room. 127 00:10:59,080 --> 00:11:02,080 Now you've got the keys, you won't need to sign in any more, all right? 128 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:05,640 There you go. 129 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:10,040 If you need anything, just ask the staff downstairs. 130 00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:44,480 - Hello, Son. - Hello! 131 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:47,000 Come in. 132 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:48,803 - Hiya. - Hiya. You all right? 133 00:13:48,923 --> 00:13:51,446 - Oh, I've missed you. - I've missed you, too, Mum. 134 00:13:54,280 --> 00:13:57,240 Come in, then. 135 00:13:57,360 --> 00:13:58,680 Doing all right? 136 00:13:58,800 --> 00:14:01,040 - Me? Yeah, Mum, I... - Good, good. 137 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:03,800 I put some clothes and stuff in a bag for you. 138 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:05,320 There's not much. 139 00:14:05,440 --> 00:14:07,416 - We'll have to get you more bits. - You shouldn't have done that. 140 00:14:07,440 --> 00:14:09,145 Well, you'll need things, won't you? 141 00:14:09,265 --> 00:14:11,840 - I mean, that's not enough, is it? - It'll be all right. 142 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:13,480 - Are you hungry? - Um, yeah, very. 143 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:15,680 Come on, then. Let's go and get some food down ya. 144 00:14:15,800 --> 00:14:19,080 - Let's do it. - Look who's here! 145 00:14:21,120 --> 00:14:23,160 You want some gravy, love? 146 00:14:23,280 --> 00:14:26,040 - Oh, nah, I'm all right. - I'll have a bit. 147 00:14:26,160 --> 00:14:27,570 Ta. 148 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:32,920 So, what's this place like, then? Are they looking after you? 149 00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:34,200 Mm-hm. 150 00:14:35,240 --> 00:14:37,240 Will you have to cook for yourself? 151 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:42,200 It's just a house, Mum So, yeah, you do everything. 152 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:44,720 - Will you have to cook, though? - Yeah. 153 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:47,040 - Yeah, I'll cook. - What will you cook? 154 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:52,280 - Egg and chips. - Egg and chips? 155 00:14:52,400 --> 00:14:55,720 - Well, can you do that? - Fucking Jesus, Mum, yeah. 156 00:14:55,840 --> 00:14:57,480 Mum, what are you on about? 157 00:14:57,600 --> 00:14:59,720 Are you doing some kind of <i>special</i> interview with him? 158 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:01,160 Eh! 159 00:15:01,280 --> 00:15:02,696 Be quiet, you, and don't be so bloody cheeky. 160 00:15:02,720 --> 00:15:05,720 So, Danny, where is it, then? 161 00:15:05,840 --> 00:15:08,680 - This place you're stopping. - The gaff? 162 00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:10,736 It's not far. I'd say it's about a 20-minute walk. 163 00:15:10,760 --> 00:15:13,475 Not bad. Well... 164 00:15:13,595 --> 00:15:16,900 if you don't want eggs and chips, you know you can come here, don't ya? 165 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:22,200 Nice one, John. Appreciate it, thank you. 166 00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:25,640 Just really glad you're doing well. We all are. 167 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:35,494 You've got some skills there. 168 00:15:36,920 --> 00:15:38,840 I mean, why eat it? What's the point? 169 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:42,200 - At least put the carrots in order. - Oi! Get off me plate, don't touch it. 170 00:15:42,320 --> 00:15:44,360 - I mean, the big one's... - I said, don't touch it. 171 00:15:44,410 --> 00:15:46,696 - I've told you to never do... - Yeah, but it's not a perfect circle, 172 00:15:46,720 --> 00:15:48,616 - and now it's annoying me. - You've got gravy on me hand, man. 173 00:15:48,640 --> 00:15:50,873 - Can we just eat the food? - He's the one not eating. 174 00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:55,640 I, eh... bumped into Cooky. 175 00:15:55,760 --> 00:15:58,040 - Uh, Cooky? - With the pallets. 176 00:15:58,160 --> 00:15:59,640 Yeah. Yeah, vaguely, yeah. 177 00:15:59,760 --> 00:16:01,276 - Bumped into him. - Right. 178 00:16:01,396 --> 00:16:02,856 Said he might have a bit of graft for ya. 179 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:04,440 Mm! 180 00:16:07,480 --> 00:16:09,166 Only if you want it. 181 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:15,040 What the fuck?! 182 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:17,120 Are you fucking tapped?! 183 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:19,520 What have you done that for?! 184 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:21,960 You need fucking help! 185 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:24,360 Can't promise, but I'll ask. 186 00:16:26,520 --> 00:16:29,360 Right, eh... Yeah, sound. Nice one. 187 00:16:29,480 --> 00:16:31,440 - Yeah? - Yeah, man, yeah. 188 00:16:51,360 --> 00:16:55,120 <i>I've took heroin to control my thoughts for years now.</i> 189 00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:58,040 <i>Before that, it was booze.</i> 190 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:01,320 <i>Heroin, it's a little medicine...</i> 191 00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:04,880 <i>which gives me relief from meself.</i> 192 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,927 <i>Without the heroin, I can't stay sane.</i> 193 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:12,973 <i>You've got to be controlled</i> 194 00:17:13,093 --> 00:17:16,160 <i>to stay in society with a habit.</i> 195 00:17:16,280 --> 00:17:18,442 <i>People do it.</i> 196 00:17:18,562 --> 00:17:20,862 <i>You just need the right set-up.</i> 197 00:17:23,320 --> 00:17:27,040 <i>I feel a difference in me, you know? I just feel different to other addicts.</i> 198 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:29,960 <i>I mean, yeah, I'm the same in the fact that we all want comfort,</i> 199 00:17:30,080 --> 00:17:31,677 <i>we all want escape...</i> 200 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:34,635 <i>we all want fucking love.</i> 201 00:17:36,040 --> 00:17:38,061 <i>I don't think their heads are like mine.</i> 202 00:17:40,240 --> 00:17:42,396 <i>I guess I'm doing it to be normal.</i> 203 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:45,429 Danny? 204 00:17:45,549 --> 00:17:47,240 Danny? 205 00:17:47,360 --> 00:17:49,203 Da... 206 00:17:49,323 --> 00:17:50,976 - Just leave it... - He's doing fucking gear! 207 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:54,880 He's doing gear in my house! I want him out my fucking house! 208 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,960 Danny, open this fucking door! 209 00:17:57,080 --> 00:17:59,240 - Tell him to open the door. - Just... 210 00:17:59,360 --> 00:18:01,840 - Tell him to open the fucking door. - Just leave it, will you? 211 00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:03,320 Get him out. 212 00:18:03,440 --> 00:18:05,656 I'm gonna fucking strangle you, mister, when you get out of here! 213 00:18:05,680 --> 00:18:08,360 John, man, what are you fucking talking about? 214 00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:10,336 I'm talking 'bout you doing gear in my fucking house! 215 00:18:10,360 --> 00:18:12,880 No, I'm not, man. I can prove it to ya. 216 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,256 - Open the door, then. - Give me half a second. 217 00:18:14,280 --> 00:18:15,680 You're not helping, are ya? 218 00:18:15,800 --> 00:18:18,400 Fucking prove it! Fucking prove it! 219 00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:20,320 You're doing gear in my house! 220 00:18:20,440 --> 00:18:22,456 - I'm not... - You're doing gear in my fucking house! 221 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:24,160 Get out my fucking house! 222 00:18:24,280 --> 00:18:28,440 I've brought you up from being a lad, and you're doing gear in my house?! 223 00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:29,840 Just leave him! 224 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:32,520 Don't fucking touch me. Mum, you're with a cunt! 225 00:18:34,107 --> 00:18:36,880 - Get off him! - Fucking brought you up! 226 00:18:38,480 --> 00:18:40,320 Oh, Mum... 227 00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:44,600 Has he hurt you, sweetheart? Eh? 228 00:18:44,720 --> 00:18:47,800 What am I supposed to do, eh? I don't know what to do. 229 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,520 - What am I supposed to do? - I don't know! 230 00:18:50,640 --> 00:18:52,767 I can't fucking help it. 231 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:56,240 I'm sorry, I just can't... 232 00:18:56,360 --> 00:18:57,704 Your bag. 233 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:01,360 I'm sorry, Emma. 234 00:19:04,800 --> 00:19:06,680 I'll see you soon, Sonny. 235 00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:52,520 Yes, mate. You all right? It's Danny. 236 00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:54,626 Yeah, yeah, I'm all right, I'm all right. 237 00:19:54,746 --> 00:19:56,595 I'm just seeing if you're about for one. 238 00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:01,160 Off the phone, you twat! 239 00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:03,800 Yeah, yeah, I know it, I know it. 240 00:20:03,920 --> 00:20:05,560 About a half-hour? 241 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:07,600 Yeah, all right, sound. Yeah, I'll be there. 242 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,367 All right. Safe, safe, safe. 243 00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:35,240 - You after some business? - Nah, I'm all right. 244 00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:39,800 Oi! 245 00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:47,120 Don't you remember me? 246 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:49,920 I know you. 247 00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:52,240 - Do ya? - Yeah, I do. 248 00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:53,880 Laura. 249 00:20:56,560 --> 00:20:58,400 - Yeah. - Fucking hell! 250 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:01,440 Come on, man, look at me. 251 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:04,200 Apart from this fluff here, I ain't changed that much. 252 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:05,976 Do you not remember me? I used to touch shit at school. 253 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:09,720 Used to touch chairs and shit like that, eh? 254 00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:11,440 - Danny. - Yes, man! 255 00:21:11,560 --> 00:21:13,920 - No way! - Shit! 256 00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:16,640 - You weirdo. How are ya? - Fucking hell, man. 257 00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:19,720 Yeah, I'm... I'm okay, yeah. 258 00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:21,840 Are you looking at my stomach? 259 00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:23,816 - What? Nah... - I'm not getting fat or anything. 260 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:26,842 - I'm having a baby. - Right. 261 00:21:26,962 --> 00:21:28,256 Should get one of them T-shirts, shouldn't I? 262 00:21:28,280 --> 00:21:30,280 - "I'm not fat..." - Oh, nah, man, you can't tell. 263 00:21:30,400 --> 00:21:32,216 - Fuck off. Yes, you can. - Nah, you fucking can't. 264 00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:33,697 - Danny! - You... 265 00:21:34,840 --> 00:21:37,040 All right, maybe you can a fucking little bit, but... 266 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:40,252 Nah, you look good. You look <i>really</i> good. 267 00:21:41,840 --> 00:21:44,720 - Is it a boy or a girl? - Oh, I dunno yet. 268 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:46,696 I want a little boy just 'cause I've got a girl, 269 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:49,760 - but, you know, whatever. - Yeah. 270 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:52,760 What you down here for, then? Bit of action? 271 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:54,560 Eh, nah, nah... 272 00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:56,960 I'm looking to score, to be honest. 273 00:21:57,040 --> 00:22:01,101 Um, yeah, dealer said meet him here in a sec, so... 274 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:03,880 I can't believe it's you, man. 275 00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:05,680 This is fucking mad, do you not think? 276 00:22:05,800 --> 00:22:09,040 Can I just...? Yeah, you're real. Fuck me! 277 00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:11,640 You're still strange, you, you know. 278 00:22:11,760 --> 00:22:14,923 <i>Your sex drive should normally disappear on heroin.</i> 279 00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:18,560 <i>Everyone tells you that. That's what they say.</i> 280 00:22:18,680 --> 00:22:20,960 <i>But the thing is, yeah, I still want it.</i> 281 00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:22,760 <i>It's never left me.</i> 282 00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:24,800 <i>Guess I'm lucky in that way.</i> 283 00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:27,280 <i>Fucking freak of nature, maybe.</i> 284 00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:28,720 <i>Or whatever you wanna call it.</i> 285 00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:31,600 <i>I still get hard-ons. I can still have a wank.</i> 286 00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:33,640 It's fucking mad! 287 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:36,496 - Apart from the big pot belly... - In fact, here's the little perv now. 288 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:38,136 One sec, yeah? I'll be back in a sec, all right? 289 00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:40,200 - I'm sure. - You... What...? 290 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:43,040 I'll be back in a sec. Stay there, yeah? Stay there. 291 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:47,320 - What's happening? - All right, mate, yeah. 292 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:49,400 - Just had a go of that, yeah? - Eh? 293 00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:51,800 - Oh. Nah, nah, mate. - You gonna? 294 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:54,160 - Nah, it's not about that, mate. - Fucking hell, man. 295 00:22:54,280 --> 00:22:57,160 Missed your fucking chance there, mate. She's getting off. 296 00:23:03,941 --> 00:23:06,764 - Nice one for that, man. - Yeah? Yeah, nice one. 297 00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:09,960 - I'll catch you soon, anyways, man. - See you later. 298 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:35,335 Are they glued on? 299 00:23:36,640 --> 00:23:39,040 They are ridiculous, mate. 300 00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:40,960 They belong to a fucking giant. 301 00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,480 Get the fucking toe on that! 302 00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:46,000 Looks like a fucking finger! 303 00:23:46,120 --> 00:23:48,336 Mate, I think a bit of fucking sick's just come in me mouth. 304 00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:50,600 Innit? 305 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:52,000 - Can I sniff it? - I dare ya. 306 00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:56,360 Hey, Danny. Danny, come here, lad. 307 00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:57,880 Come here for a second. Get on this. 308 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:02,680 What do you reckon, right?<i>Guinness Book of Records</i> - those feet. 309 00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:05,858 - They want fucking measuring, don't they? - They are a bit on the large side, them? 310 00:24:05,882 --> 00:24:08,200 What size are they? 311 00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:10,000 - Fourteen. - Fourteen?! 312 00:24:10,120 --> 00:24:13,440 Fuck off, <i>Jurassic Park</i>! They're like fucking dinosaurs! 313 00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:17,202 - That big toe is fucking mental! - See how mental it is 314 00:24:17,322 --> 00:24:20,477 - when it hits you on the head. - Is it? What are you doing? 315 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,720 - It's hot. - Well, yeah, it's me tea. 316 00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:27,360 Well, I didn't... 317 00:24:27,480 --> 00:24:29,760 What? 318 00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:31,440 Well, I didn't fucking drink it, did I? 319 00:24:31,520 --> 00:24:33,536 - What's the matter with ya? - What's the matter with <i>you</i>? 320 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:35,600 - Why are you getting so fucking upset? - I'm not. 321 00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:37,360 You are! 322 00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:39,400 - It's all right, Danny. - Have a nice day, mate. 323 00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:40,680 Danny! 324 00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:43,880 Danny! 325 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,320 Danny, stay away from that fucking crack pipe. 326 00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:50,880 Innit? Innit? 327 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:52,640 Come on in. 328 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:55,800 Um, sorry to keep you waiting. Do you wanna take a seat? 329 00:24:55,920 --> 00:24:58,640 There seems to be a bit of a theme at the moment. Busy. 330 00:24:58,760 --> 00:25:00,400 Um... 331 00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:02,334 I'm Janet, and I'll... 332 00:25:02,454 --> 00:25:05,080 When you're here, you can talk about anything. 333 00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:07,560 I've looked through your records, so I've kinda got an idea, 334 00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:09,960 but it would be more useful to hear from you. 335 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:16,520 How's it been going in your new place? Are you settling in? 336 00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:20,280 It's better than the last place. 337 00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:22,800 So, what I can gather is, 338 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:26,000 you're open to staying off drugs and you want help with your OCD. 339 00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,280 Not sure you're going to be able to change much. 340 00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:30,360 Are you saying I'm not good enough? 341 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:33,320 How've you been feeling at the moment? 342 00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:35,400 Are you still using drugs? 343 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:40,704 - Are you gonna tell anyone? - I won't do that. 344 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:43,440 I'm guessing that you're still using. 345 00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:45,400 Small amounts. 346 00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:48,320 Little bits. To stop me going nuts. 347 00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:50,120 Why small amounts? 348 00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:52,903 I supposed the tiny doses just sort me head out. 349 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:55,960 Or it keeps me OCD in check. 350 00:25:56,080 --> 00:25:57,920 It's a treatment. 351 00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:00,200 Y-Yeah. 352 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:04,560 Well, I reckon most doctors wouldn't medicate heroin. 353 00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:07,200 I want you to get on the methadone program me. 354 00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:08,600 Get off heroin. 355 00:26:08,720 --> 00:26:11,600 I can speak to your GP about it. We'll set it up. 356 00:26:11,720 --> 00:26:14,120 I worked with a girl with Tourette's once, 357 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:17,240 and she used to booze to stop her tics and twitches. 358 00:26:17,360 --> 00:26:20,720 So, she'd drink, and her tics would mellow. 359 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:23,440 But she got into drinking more and more. 360 00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:28,120 And after five-day benders, she'd wake up covered in sick or blood, 361 00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:31,000 often in a place she didn't remember going to, 362 00:26:31,120 --> 00:26:33,520 waking up next to someone she had no recollection of meeting. 363 00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:37,520 She was using alcohol to cope. It's tough to keep that up. 364 00:26:37,640 --> 00:26:39,280 It's tough doing anything when you've got 365 00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:41,216 loads of fucking mental thoughts running through your head, 366 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,000 and you can't stop touching shit. 367 00:26:43,120 --> 00:26:46,280 Can you tell me about some of the compulsions? 368 00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:49,560 Yeah. Um... 369 00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:53,572 I dunno, like. They change all the time, really. Um... 370 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:58,200 At the moment, I sort of like to touch things. 371 00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:00,983 Objects or people. 372 00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:05,400 Um... I've got a pen... 373 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:07,560 I click at the moment. 374 00:27:07,680 --> 00:27:08,960 Keep me having a good day. 375 00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:13,004 I sort of, like, fight the urge to put things in me mouth and swallow 'em. 376 00:27:13,124 --> 00:27:14,124 Fuck knows. 377 00:27:14,243 --> 00:27:16,880 Those are fucking... But this is just some stuff, really. 378 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:21,196 Um, I find it quite difficult to explain everything. 379 00:27:21,316 --> 00:27:23,081 What do you mean? 380 00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:28,360 Well... 381 00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:30,240 - It's okay. - Yeah. 382 00:27:30,360 --> 00:27:32,400 Um... 383 00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:40,360 Like, I get really disgusting thoughts as well. 384 00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:42,914 Like what? 385 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:49,844 I hate thinking about this. 386 00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:54,855 Go on. 387 00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:03,565 Like, I worry if there's a hammer in a room... 388 00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:06,360 I'm gonna pick it up... 389 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,199 and hit someone with it. 390 00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:16,197 Or, like, if there's a knife sitting there, 391 00:28:16,317 --> 00:28:18,070 I'll just pick it up and stab someone. 392 00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:21,640 I worry that I'm gonna... 393 00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:24,152 smash old people in the face when I see 'em. 394 00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:27,360 Or just throw meself in front of a car. 395 00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:30,400 Or kick a fucking dog to death. 396 00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:33,014 Or, like, wank in public. 397 00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:36,920 Or bite off me own tongue, eat a brick. 398 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:40,000 I dunno, glass people, or put me elbow through someone's skull. 399 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:43,600 Or just walk on the stumps of me legs, until orange shit just comes out. 400 00:28:47,322 --> 00:28:49,362 I worry that I'll do any number of fucked-up things, 401 00:28:49,448 --> 00:28:51,128 you know, like I'm just... 402 00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:55,347 just a bad person, you know? Better off gone. 403 00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:59,320 Some imaginative stuff, there. 404 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:02,160 I love the orange bit. 405 00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:04,920 Cheers. 406 00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:08,760 Listen, I don't think you're a bad person, or better off gone. 407 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:13,560 Everyone has a variety of strange thoughts running through their head every day. 408 00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:18,841 It's normal. You said yourself you think they're disgusting things. 409 00:29:18,961 --> 00:29:21,840 Look how anxious and agitated you are only talking about them. 410 00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:26,840 So, if you wanted to punch people's heads in, then you'd be doing it. 411 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,040 There are plenty of violent people going around doing that already. 412 00:29:32,160 --> 00:29:35,680 Even the thought of violence gives you a panic attack. 413 00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:37,979 You're so worried about thinking terrible things 414 00:29:38,099 --> 00:29:39,600 that you end up stressed-out. 415 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:42,300 The trick is that... 416 00:29:42,420 --> 00:29:45,000 when these things pop into your mind, 417 00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:49,880 to not give yourself a hard time, and to accept these thoughts will bounce around. 418 00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:53,393 Nothing's happened. They're just a thought. 419 00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:58,360 You've got an active mind. 420 00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:01,697 You can use it. It's not a bad thing, Danny. 421 00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:46,563 <i>I want to change.</i> 422 00:30:46,683 --> 00:30:47,960 <i>I'm tired of the routine,</i> 423 00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:50,960 <i>tired of being powerless with no-one to talk to.</i> 424 00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:53,880 <i>All the fucking systems I invent in me head, they lock me in.</i> 425 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:58,977 <i>I just spend time thinking and thinking, and it doesn't do anything.</i> 426 00:30:59,097 --> 00:31:01,880 <i>I need something else.</i> 427 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:05,240 Gotta make sure that's zipped-up. Catch yourself a fucking cold, there. 428 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:06,976 Fuck off, Danny! 429 00:31:08,120 --> 00:31:10,561 What are you doing here again? Your dealer? 430 00:31:10,681 --> 00:31:13,560 Nah. Wanted to see you. 431 00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:16,400 Oi, what? What's that? 432 00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:18,296 What, you've come down for a little natter, have ya? 433 00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:20,480 I've been thinking about ya. Honestly, right. 434 00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:22,185 I thought about how fantastic me and you have done 435 00:31:22,209 --> 00:31:23,480 these past 12 years. 436 00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:24,976 And I thought, "You know what? Fuck it." 437 00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,121 "Gonna go and see my old school-mate, Laura." 438 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:32,240 - Why is it that you do that? - What, that? 439 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:34,160 - Yeah, your little... - Yeah, it's weird. 440 00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:36,560 - Morse Code thing. - It's weird, innit? I dunno. 441 00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:39,136 Had to touch all the fucking car wing mirrors on the way up an'all. 442 00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:40,680 - Did ya? - Mm. 443 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,320 - Why? - I dunno, man. 444 00:31:42,440 --> 00:31:44,480 Like, I think it's so it sort of goes well with you. 445 00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:48,440 Don't give me that. I'll tell you what. What about this? 446 00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:50,200 What about if I'm the one that's evolving, 447 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:52,560 and all humans'll have to catch up, be like me one day, 448 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:55,400 - and do all that to everyone. - Yeah, or maybe... 449 00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:57,560 - you're fucking mental. - Maybe. 450 00:31:57,680 --> 00:32:00,200 - Yeah. - Maybe that's the case. 451 00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:04,900 - So, are you waiting on your dealer? - No. 452 00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:09,360 - What? - Why are you here, then? 453 00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,776 Like I just said, I've come to see you. 454 00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:12,176 - Get lost, Danny! - Laura, listen, listen, listen. 455 00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,200 Honestly, right? Cut the bullshit, right? 456 00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:16,000 I'm getting off the gear, yeah? 457 00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:17,960 And you're the only person that I've spoken to. 458 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:19,520 Apart from me counsellor. 459 00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:21,136 - No, listen, listen, listen. - Lucky me. 460 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:23,480 Right, I'm doing it anyway, right? And I think you're nice. 461 00:32:23,520 --> 00:32:25,547 So, I thought, if I come here... 462 00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:29,840 come here, and I spent my money on you, 463 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:32,240 then I ain't gonna spend it on smack. 464 00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:34,040 I'm your drugs program me, am I? 465 00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,600 No, right. You're helping a member of the community. 466 00:32:36,720 --> 00:32:38,760 I don't know if you're worth helping. 467 00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:41,320 Really? Come on. 468 00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:45,120 I was actually thinking, do you remember that time at school 469 00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:47,560 when you and I kissed down near the canal? 470 00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:50,880 - Yeah. - All I remember is that you were shaking 471 00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:52,400 the entire time. 472 00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:54,560 - I remember. I remember it well. - Yeah. 473 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,600 Me fucking hand was like that with me can. 474 00:32:56,720 --> 00:33:00,120 Do you remember? Like a fucking alky. 475 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:04,480 I used to fancy you, you know. Big time. 476 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:06,451 - Did ya? - Mm. 477 00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:11,563 What? 478 00:33:11,683 --> 00:33:13,360 Just weird, innit? 479 00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:16,040 - Seeing you again. - You're weird. 480 00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:18,520 I'm weird, but you're fucking weird. 481 00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:21,228 - I don't have to touch car wing mirrors. - That's very true. 482 00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:26,880 Just another customer though, right? 483 00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:29,578 - Mm. - Yeah? 484 00:33:29,698 --> 00:33:31,120 Yeah. 485 00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,280 Yeah, yeah. 486 00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,057 35 quid. 487 00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:41,360 35... 488 00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:49,120 I've only got 30, you know. 489 00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:50,920 I'm not even lying. Shit! 490 00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:53,016 You come down here with your little speech prepared, 491 00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:55,016 - and you've not even got the right money. - I'm so fucking sorry. 492 00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:58,103 How about... Listen, Laura, I'll do an IOU, yeah? Listen. 493 00:35:31,240 --> 00:35:35,000 - When's the baby's due? - Got another few months yet. 494 00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:37,145 You looking forward to it? 495 00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:41,640 Why do you still work? 496 00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:44,320 I'm gonna stop soon. 497 00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:46,280 - Glad I seen ya. - Yeah. 498 00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:48,440 You're one of the nice ones. 499 00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:56,480 I've gotta go. I need to go home. 500 00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:58,200 Can I see you in the day? 501 00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:00,480 Nah, listen, I've told you what it is. 502 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:09,480 Fucking hell. 503 00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:28,600 Six... eight... 504 00:38:28,720 --> 00:38:30,720 Stupid fucking... 505 00:38:48,240 --> 00:38:50,789 Oi! Oi, Sarah, come on! 506 00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:53,960 Oi! 507 00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:56,600 Come on, stop pissing about. 508 00:38:56,720 --> 00:38:58,800 Come on. Take the mick out of me. 509 00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:00,840 Taking the piss. Behave! 510 00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:03,000 - Ow! - Don't do that! 511 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,320 - Was there any need to do that? - Yeah, there was need. 512 00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:07,560 - She was pecking me head. - You all right, babe? 513 00:39:07,680 --> 00:39:09,856 - You don't need to hit her like that. - It's a little graze. 514 00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:13,040 It just grazed off. Crocodile tears, that is. 515 00:39:13,160 --> 00:39:15,000 Oi, dickhead. 516 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,840 Danny, get off him! Danny! 517 00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:29,120 You okay, babe? 518 00:39:29,240 --> 00:39:31,040 Come on. Stop getting me in trouble. 519 00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:33,840 All you had to do was keep up. 520 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:36,400 - Dead simple, innit? - She didn't do nothing wrong. 521 00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:40,800 Nope, you're still not playing. 522 00:39:57,400 --> 00:40:01,080 Right, I'm gonna shoot with these. See you in a bit. 523 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:02,680 Mwah! 524 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:04,200 - See you in a bit. - Come on, you. 525 00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:05,816 - Yes, lad, how you doing? - Yes, boys. 526 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:06,936 - You all right, mate? - Yeah, good. You? 527 00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:08,096 How you doing, ladies? You good? 528 00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:09,120 All right, Son. 529 00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:10,240 - All right? - Good. 530 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:11,960 - New car? - Yeah, man, do you like it? 531 00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:13,480 Could have cleaned it. 532 00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:16,400 - It's a right filthy bitch, in't she? - In the back, let's roll. 533 00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:18,920 - You getting the pints in, yeah? - I will do, yeah. 534 00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:44,960 Laura? 535 00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:46,840 - Hang on, don't go... - What you doing?! 536 00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:49,200 No, no, just wait, wait, wait. Listen, you should be mad. 537 00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:50,696 All right, I'm fucking stupid, I know. 538 00:40:50,720 --> 00:40:52,296 - I'm just doing this, yeah... - How did you know I was here? 539 00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:54,120 Laura, you're in me head. I can't get you out. 540 00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:56,256 - But how did you know I was here? - I just wanted to see you again. 541 00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:57,843 - How? - Well... 542 00:40:58,880 --> 00:41:00,365 I followed ya. 543 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:03,440 You don't do that, Danny, that's fucking nuts! 544 00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:05,360 Well, what am I supposed to do? 545 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:07,960 I couldn't get you out of me head. I couldn't just go home. 546 00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:10,080 - What, you've been out all night? - Mm. 547 00:41:11,160 --> 00:41:13,400 - No... - What? 548 00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:14,760 What? What? 549 00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:16,680 - No! - Just listen, listen, listen. 550 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:21,240 Listen, right? Okay, fine, fine. I'm sorry, yeah? Okay, but... 551 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:23,536 And I tell you what, he shouldn't hit the little one like that. 552 00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:26,000 You think I'm mad? Yeah, I saw that. That's fucking mad. 553 00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:27,600 Well, you shouldn't have followed me, 554 00:41:27,651 --> 00:41:29,520 and you wouldn't have seen him do it, would ya? 555 00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:31,720 Look, I don't give a fuck about customers, Danny. 556 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:35,080 Yeah, but I'm your mate, though. I'm not just a customer. 557 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:38,400 And, honestly, us meeting, I think it was meant to happen. 558 00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:42,440 Seriously. Listen, man, I think you're brilliant, I do. 559 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:44,520 I do. I like ya. 560 00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:46,880 - Is that okay? - No, I can't handle this, Danny. 561 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:48,656 - Come on, man, I wanna see you again. - Danny! 562 00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:51,080 What? Come on. Come on. 563 00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:52,480 - No! - What's up with ya? 564 00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:53,960 - No! - Come on, what's up with ya? 565 00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:55,280 Stop! 566 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,320 I've not having this. No, I'm not having it. 567 00:41:57,440 --> 00:41:58,680 - What's up with ya? - Get off! 568 00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:01,800 You're going on here. Get on here now! Get on here now! 569 00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:03,546 - Danny! - Sit down, get on here! 570 00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:07,800 You're fucking nuts, you. 571 00:42:18,680 --> 00:42:20,880 I gotta go. 572 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:23,680 - What? - Don't follow me again, yeah? 573 00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:26,186 Sarah, get off that! 574 00:42:26,306 --> 00:42:28,170 Well... 575 00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:31,040 Can I come see ya? 576 00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:36,917 Eh? 577 00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:44,040 - Can I? - We'll see. 578 00:42:56,120 --> 00:42:58,286 What's the most important things to remember 579 00:42:58,406 --> 00:43:00,680 before you go for an interview? 580 00:43:01,720 --> 00:43:03,613 Any ideas? 581 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:10,680 I'll help you. It's cleanliness and presentation. 582 00:43:10,800 --> 00:43:15,040 - That's you fucked. - Cleanliness and presentation. 583 00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:17,554 - Simple, in't it? - It is. 584 00:43:17,674 --> 00:43:18,840 And that's right. 585 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,858 You can't go into an interview 586 00:43:20,978 --> 00:43:24,080 - if you're looking scruffy or smelly. - Oh, no. 587 00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,960 I mean, a managing director is not gonna give you a job 588 00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:28,973 if you go in and you've got mucky fingernails 589 00:43:29,093 --> 00:43:31,840 and you haven't sprayed under your armpits with deodorant. 590 00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:35,312 It's not funny. It might sound funny, 591 00:43:35,432 --> 00:43:37,680 - but it's not fair on the interviewer. - No. 592 00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:40,160 And it's not going to give you a fair chance. 593 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:42,680 - No. - Wear trousers, 594 00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:45,520 wear a shirt, wear a tie. Even a jacket. 595 00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:49,662 Shine your shoes, have a shower, brush your teeth, brush your hair. 596 00:43:50,800 --> 00:43:53,080 - Be smart. - Mm-hm. 597 00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:56,160 First impressions are key. 598 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:59,560 - Key. - That's right. 599 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:02,840 We need a volunteer for the next bit. 600 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:04,240 Anybody? 601 00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:09,560 Come on, lads, we don't bite! 602 00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:12,080 Yes, Gav! 603 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:15,280 Oh, well done! Well done. 604 00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:20,720 Go on, Gav, lad! 605 00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:25,720 Right, okay, so, um... 606 00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:30,560 Let... Let's just imagine you're smartly dressed, right? 607 00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:33,680 - What's your name, love? - Gavin. 608 00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:38,080 Gavin. Okay, so, Gavin, you're dressed smart, yeah? 609 00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,360 Right, now, what is the most important thing, 610 00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:43,893 that first thing you do when you walk in that room to meet the employer? 611 00:44:44,013 --> 00:44:45,200 What do you do? 612 00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:47,160 Say, "When's payday, dickhead?" 613 00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:51,200 Anybody else? 614 00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:56,000 - Shake hands. - Yes! Exactly right. Shake hands. 615 00:44:56,120 --> 00:44:59,573 Now, what is the most important thing about this handshake? 616 00:45:01,240 --> 00:45:04,600 - Anyone? - Good handshake's a firm handshake. 617 00:45:04,720 --> 00:45:07,280 Great answer! Yes, a firm handshake. 618 00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:11,880 It has got to be firm. Can't go in there like a wet fish. 619 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:15,216 If you go in there like a wet fish, that says nothing about you. 620 00:45:15,336 --> 00:45:19,520 You've got to show strength of character. That's what we're talking about now. 621 00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:22,400 Right, Gavin, are we ready to give this a go? 622 00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:23,960 - Yeah. - Yeah? Smashing. So, just... 623 00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:25,616 No, it's fine. Just stand there for me, love. 624 00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:28,860 That's great. Now, you're dressed smart. 625 00:45:28,980 --> 00:45:30,160 Good lad. 626 00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:33,240 Right, now, I'm your employer, and you're gonna come into me. 627 00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:35,720 Come into me. Come on, come on. 628 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:39,120 - Hi. You must be Gavin. - Yes, I am. Pleased to meet you. 629 00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:44,600 You see, now, that? That was great! 630 00:45:44,720 --> 00:45:47,209 That was a good, firm handshake, that. 631 00:45:47,329 --> 00:45:49,336 That that was great work. Well done. Thank you, Gavin. 632 00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:53,600 - Yes! Masterclass! - Thank you, Gavin, thank you. 633 00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:58,240 Right, now, we're going to do some group work. 634 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:02,400 You're going to practice what we've been doing here today. 635 00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:04,000 Come on, come on. 636 00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:05,920 - Think about your goals in life. - Come on. 637 00:46:06,040 --> 00:46:07,600 - Just come forward. - Come on, lads. 638 00:46:07,720 --> 00:46:09,080 You're our little star. 639 00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:14,240 - You just wear your best jacket. - ..absolutely fine with that. 640 00:46:14,360 --> 00:46:16,440 When you go for an interview, 641 00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:19,699 make sure that you don't have 642 00:46:19,819 --> 00:46:22,840 any shit on your face. 643 00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:25,360 Always clean the shit off. 644 00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:28,560 It doesn't leave a very good first... 645 00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:30,760 Anyone? 646 00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:32,770 Impression. 647 00:46:32,890 --> 00:46:34,640 That's right! 648 00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:37,040 Are they for real, these two, or what? 649 00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,876 - Mate, it's like listening to your gran. - Yeah. 650 00:46:39,996 --> 00:46:43,760 I quite fancy her in yellow, me. She's fucking tidy, look at her. 651 00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:46,070 She knows what she's doing. Saucy! 652 00:46:46,190 --> 00:46:49,330 - Yeah, she's a bit of a belter, in't she? - In't she? Fucking hell. 653 00:46:49,450 --> 00:46:51,200 Off-the-shoulder, canary yellow. 654 00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:53,016 - She's keen as well, man. - She is, man. You can tell. 655 00:46:53,040 --> 00:46:55,160 Come down from the tree to Daddy. 656 00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:00,640 I'm hoping her name's something like, um, Muriel. 657 00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:02,945 - Muriel. - Do you know what I mean? 658 00:47:03,065 --> 00:47:05,160 Or Doris. The name to guarantee a semi. 659 00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:07,760 - Hundred percent. - Doris, fucking hell! 660 00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:10,877 Look at Tony. Fucking look at him. What a dickhead. 661 00:47:10,997 --> 00:47:14,240 'Cause he fucking wears shoes with jeans, the twat. 662 00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:17,600 Here, she's coming over. She's coming over now. 663 00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:20,960 - You're in, mate. - Nah, <i>you're</i> in. 664 00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:22,960 Hello, you two. How are you doing? 665 00:47:23,080 --> 00:47:26,240 Oh, mastered it. It's a massive help, cheers. 666 00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:29,000 Thank you so much. Yeah. 667 00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:32,200 I just feel like you're really giving us proper advice, you know. 668 00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:34,349 I am actually, I was just saying to Danny, 669 00:47:34,469 --> 00:47:36,248 starting to feel a bit better about meself. 670 00:47:36,368 --> 00:47:39,840 - Mm. - Oh! That's lovely to hear. 671 00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:43,040 Thank you so much. He was emotional. 672 00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:45,600 - Yeah. Good pal, in't he? - Yeah, he's me mate. 673 00:47:45,720 --> 00:47:47,240 - Yeah. - Me pal, yeah. 674 00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:49,042 Do you want to take your hat off? 675 00:47:49,162 --> 00:47:50,760 No. 676 00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:52,653 - But it's very warm. - I know it's very warm, 677 00:47:52,677 --> 00:47:55,640 but the hat stays on, I'm afraid. Sorry. 678 00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:58,680 - Sure? - The hat stays on. Yeah, very sure. 679 00:48:01,920 --> 00:48:03,600 Mate, honestly... 680 00:48:03,720 --> 00:48:06,200 if I take this off, right, it'll send me fucking under. 681 00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:10,640 Right you are, Danny. Important hat, that. Don't take any shit, right? 682 00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:14,680 All right, everybody, if I could just have your attention for a minute, please. 683 00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:16,360 We're all going to take a short break, 684 00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:19,160 and we're going to enjoy some tea and cake! 685 00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,480 So, if you want to come and help yourselves, 686 00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:23,440 it's in the corner over there. 687 00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:25,920 We've got doughnuts, we've got muffins. 688 00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:22,280 Who's looking after your daughter? Dad? 689 00:49:22,400 --> 00:49:24,480 She's with my mum. 690 00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:27,720 What's her name again? 691 00:49:27,840 --> 00:49:30,320 - Sarah. - Sarah. 692 00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:32,567 Is that Sarah with a... 693 00:49:33,680 --> 00:49:36,440 - S-A-R-A-H? - How else is it spelled? 694 00:49:36,560 --> 00:49:38,440 Well, it's S-A-R-A. 695 00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,720 That's "Sah-rah." She's not his. 696 00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:43,848 That's why he's a bit funny with her. 697 00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:47,600 Mind you, she's a bit funny with him an'all. 698 00:49:47,720 --> 00:49:50,000 Where's her real dad? 699 00:49:50,120 --> 00:49:52,865 Dunno where he is. Fucked off. 700 00:49:54,120 --> 00:49:55,840 Wouldn't let him near Sarah, anyway. 701 00:49:57,320 --> 00:49:59,093 My dad left me, you know. 702 00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:04,964 I kinda remember him. 703 00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:09,160 Remember that he liked throwing his weight around. 704 00:50:10,560 --> 00:50:12,353 Found out that he died the other year, right? 705 00:50:12,473 --> 00:50:13,873 - I'm sorry. - Nah, it don't matter. 706 00:50:13,960 --> 00:50:16,736 Honestly, I don't even know if the guy had a funeral, do you know what I mean? 707 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:18,520 Fucking mental. 708 00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:22,151 Sarah'll be okay. 709 00:50:23,320 --> 00:50:25,291 You get on with it, don't ya? 710 00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:33,639 What? 711 00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:36,320 What? 712 00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:37,736 - Fucking hell, are you all right? - Yeah. 713 00:50:37,760 --> 00:50:39,083 Oi, look at me. 714 00:50:39,203 --> 00:50:40,616 - Was that what I just said then? - No. 715 00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:43,640 Yes, it... Fuck, come here. You all right? Hey. 716 00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:02,486 What? 717 00:51:05,240 --> 00:51:07,162 What you staring at? 718 00:51:10,877 --> 00:51:12,776 Do you really wanna know? 719 00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:16,805 Like, fucking really? 720 00:51:18,040 --> 00:51:19,584 Yeah. 721 00:51:22,520 --> 00:51:24,874 Right then, I thought I was gonna bite your lip off. 722 00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:29,283 Like... Like, fucking, like, really... 723 00:51:30,760 --> 00:51:33,120 really fucking hard, yer know? 724 00:51:33,240 --> 00:51:35,734 Really hard, till me teeth just went right through. 725 00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:44,540 Well, do it, then. 726 00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,000 What? 727 00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:56,686 Do it. 728 00:51:58,280 --> 00:52:00,120 - Go on. - What do you mean, "do it"? 729 00:52:00,240 --> 00:52:02,400 - Bite 'em off. - I'm not gonna fucking actually do it. 730 00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:04,120 - Why not? - Why the fuck would I do it? 731 00:52:04,240 --> 00:52:06,000 Go on, bite 'em and tear 'em. 732 00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:08,600 Crunch 'em in your mouth, and pop 'em in your mouth. 733 00:52:08,720 --> 00:52:10,960 - What you fucking on about, you? - Go on. 734 00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:12,080 - What? - Do it! 735 00:52:12,200 --> 00:52:14,800 You're fucking strange, you. 736 00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:23,674 Come here. 737 00:52:32,040 --> 00:52:33,853 Come on, then. 738 00:52:57,920 --> 00:53:00,452 All right, babe? 739 00:53:00,572 --> 00:53:01,892 Don't worry, mate, I'm her fella. 740 00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:04,520 - What's wrong? - Yeah, nice to see you as well. 741 00:53:04,640 --> 00:53:06,200 What's your name, mate? 742 00:53:06,320 --> 00:53:07,880 What's your name? 743 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:10,480 - Hey, she's a good girl, in't she? - Gotta go. Bye. 744 00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:17,040 - You all right or what? - Yeah, 'course I am. 745 00:53:17,160 --> 00:53:19,176 Check your phone, there must be a million missed calls. 746 00:53:19,200 --> 00:53:20,731 Yeah, 'cause I've just been with a customer, 747 00:53:20,755 --> 00:53:21,856 and now you've just made him leave. 748 00:53:21,880 --> 00:53:23,560 I don't care. When you get one missed call, 749 00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,160 it means I want to speak to ya. 750 00:53:26,827 --> 00:53:28,520 Did he wear a Johnnie? 751 00:53:28,640 --> 00:53:31,640 - Did he wear a Johnnie? - Why have you come down? 752 00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:33,591 Who are you talking to? 753 00:53:39,720 --> 00:53:44,560 Look, you're too far gone for this, yeah? It'll have to stop soon. 754 00:53:45,680 --> 00:53:47,252 - Okay. - Yeah? 755 00:53:47,372 --> 00:53:48,560 Yeah. 756 00:53:48,680 --> 00:53:51,440 Just get a bit more dough... 757 00:53:51,560 --> 00:53:53,480 and then knock it the head. 758 00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:26,381 You all right, Gav? 759 00:54:27,560 --> 00:54:30,360 You want some? 760 00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:33,440 It's a good one, that, mate. Good fucking move. 761 00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:37,598 You what? 762 00:54:39,120 --> 00:54:40,957 You know what. 763 00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:44,960 I don't, mate. 764 00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:49,640 That's my fucking butter. I paid for it. 765 00:54:51,000 --> 00:54:52,440 Gav... 766 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:54,880 that's my butter, all right? 767 00:54:55,000 --> 00:54:58,240 Oi, Gav, fucking watch it, yeah?! It's my fucking butter, all right?! 768 00:54:58,360 --> 00:54:59,720 It's <i>my</i> fucking butter! 769 00:54:59,840 --> 00:55:02,160 I went to the shop and bought it with my own fucking money, 770 00:55:02,200 --> 00:55:05,160 you thieving little bastard, so I know it's mine! 771 00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:15,561 - There's two butters. - Yeah. 772 00:55:15,681 --> 00:55:18,960 That's what I'm saying, Gav. And that one's mine. 773 00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:24,240 Yeah. 774 00:55:27,320 --> 00:55:29,840 You fucking stupid... 775 00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:32,600 daft, big fucking fuck. 776 00:55:46,442 --> 00:55:49,350 Yesterday, I was worried that I was gonna rape Karen. 777 00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:53,480 Like, I was freaking out that I might do it, you know? 778 00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:56,440 - Could even be in the same room as her. - So, what happened? 779 00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:59,960 Well, I just had to... had to get away. 780 00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:02,800 Um, but I just couldn't get it out of me head. 781 00:56:02,920 --> 00:56:07,480 And then, I was worried, for some reason, that I'd already done it. 782 00:56:07,600 --> 00:56:09,376 - Did you feel anxious? - Yeah, 'course I did, man. 783 00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:11,480 She's there, she's trying to, like... 784 00:56:11,600 --> 00:56:13,880 Well, she's pulled me for a one-for-one... 785 00:56:14,000 --> 00:56:16,334 and she's going through me job options and, you know, 786 00:56:16,454 --> 00:56:18,827 futures, and stuff like that, and I just... 787 00:56:18,947 --> 00:56:20,960 I couldn't even think properly. 788 00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:23,000 Like, I was shaking, man. I just had to get away. 789 00:56:23,080 --> 00:56:27,040 Right, well, this will feel odd, but I don't want you to avoid those situations. 790 00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:28,960 I don't want you to hide from them. 791 00:56:29,080 --> 00:56:31,720 The stress of trying to get away will make it worse. 792 00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:33,920 We want this to be a breeze for you. 793 00:56:34,040 --> 00:56:35,600 Yeah, I know. 794 00:56:35,720 --> 00:56:38,360 And I have, you know, tried to do what you've told me to do. 795 00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:41,040 You know, think of them as thoughts, you know. 796 00:56:41,160 --> 00:56:42,560 It didn't work. 797 00:56:42,680 --> 00:56:46,960 So, you spend all your time trying not to be in the same room as her? 798 00:56:48,640 --> 00:56:50,360 Yeah. 799 00:56:50,480 --> 00:56:52,240 Yeah, I know. Fucking nightmare. 800 00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:54,040 Well, that's what I'm saying. 801 00:56:54,160 --> 00:56:57,680 By putting all that effort into avoiding her, the fear builds up. 802 00:56:57,800 --> 00:56:59,680 And when you do end up in the same room, 803 00:56:59,800 --> 00:57:03,400 your adrenaline'll be so high, that it'll be even more scary for you. 804 00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:06,200 You're in the situation that you've been dreading. 805 00:57:06,320 --> 00:57:08,400 - I want you to change that cycle. - Yeah. 806 00:57:08,520 --> 00:57:11,194 I'm just worried if I stay there, and she's there, she's looking at me, 807 00:57:11,218 --> 00:57:12,896 she's just gonna see it written all over me face. 808 00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:16,520 Inside, you're in turmoil, but outside, you probably look okay. 809 00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:21,640 I've got an assignment for you that I'd like you to try, all right? 810 00:57:21,760 --> 00:57:24,760 So, what I would like you to do, let's say three times a week, 811 00:57:24,880 --> 00:57:28,520 to spend 20 minutes in a room with Karen. 812 00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:32,120 And I want you to gauge your anxiety 813 00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:35,400 during that time on a scale of one to ten. 814 00:57:35,520 --> 00:57:37,800 Even write it down afterwards in a little notebook. 815 00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:39,560 And then, I want you to report back to me, 816 00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:42,240 and let's have a look at it and see how it's gone. 817 00:57:42,360 --> 00:57:44,362 So, you want me... 818 00:57:44,482 --> 00:57:47,680 to spend 20 minutes in a room with Karen... 819 00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:49,800 three times a week... 820 00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:53,880 and gauge my anxiety levels between one and ten... 821 00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:57,760 after I've just told you that I was worried I was gonna rape her. 822 00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:03,680 That's right. And I think you can do it. 823 00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:07,640 All right. 824 00:58:21,560 --> 00:58:24,720 What do you wanna be when you grow up, ay? 825 00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:28,760 A hooker. 826 00:58:30,320 --> 00:58:31,840 Yeah. 827 00:58:31,960 --> 00:58:34,680 - Don't think you'll ever make it. - Ay! 828 00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:38,040 If I work hard and practice, you know, get up early and that... 829 00:58:39,200 --> 00:58:40,890 I reckon I could do it. 830 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:44,320 Mm. Maybe. 831 00:58:45,440 --> 00:58:47,120 Maybe. 832 00:58:47,240 --> 00:58:50,720 You know, I always wanted to be a singer in a band. 833 00:58:50,840 --> 00:58:52,760 - Did ya? - Fucking mad, that, innit? 834 00:58:52,880 --> 00:58:55,640 Imagine that. You know, like Radiohead or summat. 835 00:58:55,760 --> 00:58:56,760 Can you sing? 836 00:58:56,880 --> 00:59:00,120 - I... Yeah, I got a bit, I reckon. - Go on. 837 00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:02,776 I always thought that the lyrics were more important than the voice, though, 838 00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:04,680 'cause it is what you say that counts, innit? 839 00:59:04,800 --> 00:59:06,920 Are you saying that 'cause you sound like shit? 840 00:59:07,040 --> 00:59:09,680 Right, fucking hell, what do you want me to sing? 841 00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,922 Don't know. Make it up, lyric boy. 842 00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:18,360 ♪ Laura... ♪ 843 00:59:18,480 --> 00:59:21,080 ♪ I adore ya 844 00:59:21,200 --> 00:59:22,604 ♪ Bought you some wine 845 00:59:22,724 --> 00:59:24,964 ♪ But you're pregnant So, I'll fucking drink it for ya. ♪ 846 00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:30,160 - That were good, that. - Mm. 847 00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:33,546 I never knew what I wanted to be, you know. 848 00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:37,040 I knew I didn't wanna be fucking here, though. 849 00:59:40,040 --> 00:59:44,171 I'd tell myself I was leaving. I'd say it over and over again in my head, but... 850 00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:52,586 Why? Why didn't ya... just leave? 851 00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:57,280 Dunno. 852 01:00:01,794 --> 01:00:03,920 Does, um... 853 01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:06,560 your mum know... what you do? 854 01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:10,187 I think she just blocks it out. 855 01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:16,204 It was better when I worked in a parlour, 'cause it was warm, but... 856 01:00:16,324 --> 01:00:19,060 - then Warren fucked that up for me. - Warren fucked it up? 857 01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:23,870 - Why? What'd he do? - He's just greedy and kicked off. 858 01:00:28,920 --> 01:00:30,960 Agh! 859 01:00:31,080 --> 01:00:33,480 What? What's up? 860 01:00:33,600 --> 01:00:35,240 The baby's just kicked me bare, you know. 861 01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:37,766 What? Fucking hell, Laura, don't do this. What's up with ya? 862 01:00:37,886 --> 01:00:39,800 - You all right? - Have a feel. 863 01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:41,649 Wha... 864 01:00:42,677 --> 01:00:44,480 - I'm not feeling anything... - Wait. 865 01:00:44,600 --> 01:00:47,480 Oh, fuck me! Yeah, shit! 866 01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:50,680 Oh, my fucking... Let me feel that again. 867 01:00:50,800 --> 01:00:52,403 Fucking hell, it's like <i>Alien,</i> that. 868 01:00:52,523 --> 01:00:53,960 - Ah, it was bad, you know. - What? 869 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:57,440 - Yeah, that hurt. - What, worse than usual? 870 01:00:57,560 --> 01:00:59,320 Is it meant to do that or not? 871 01:00:59,440 --> 01:01:02,880 - Argh! - Oh, fucking hell, man! 872 01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:05,622 Fuck's sake, you fucking... 873 01:01:06,640 --> 01:01:08,160 Ah, the laughing hurt then. 874 01:01:10,520 --> 01:01:12,160 I like you, you know. 875 01:01:12,280 --> 01:01:14,760 Yeah, I know. 876 01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:17,440 What about you? 877 01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:20,040 Yeah, I like you, too. 878 01:01:20,160 --> 01:01:23,312 Jesus, you're like a little fucking girl or something. 879 01:01:27,120 --> 01:01:29,048 Would you ever leave him? 880 01:01:32,107 --> 01:01:33,647 Eh? 881 01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:39,406 All right, all right, fucking hell. You know what? 882 01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:43,480 Should actually probably lay off this. 883 01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:46,961 Yeah, I'm gonna stop soon. 884 01:01:48,440 --> 01:01:50,763 I wanna stop working as well. You probably won't see me. 885 01:01:50,883 --> 01:01:52,252 What? 886 01:01:53,440 --> 01:01:56,640 - W-When? - I dunno yet. 887 01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:00,533 W-Well, it's my birthday tomorrow. 888 01:02:03,080 --> 01:02:05,080 And... 889 01:02:05,200 --> 01:02:08,200 I kinda wanted to see you. Are you working tomorrow? 890 01:02:10,560 --> 01:02:13,560 It's not your birthday tomorrow, it's your birthday right now. 891 01:02:15,720 --> 01:02:17,341 Happy birthday. 892 01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:27,034 Five pound. I'm joking! 893 01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:33,669 Wah! 894 01:02:41,040 --> 01:02:43,680 He's a dickhead. He's a prick. I'm gonna bang him out. 895 01:02:43,800 --> 01:02:45,317 - I'm gonna fuck him up. - You wanna take that down. 896 01:02:45,341 --> 01:02:48,360 Ooh-ooh-ooh-hoo! Yes! Now we're talking! 897 01:02:48,480 --> 01:02:51,200 That looks fucking real. It looks legit, that. 898 01:02:51,320 --> 01:02:52,840 Well, let's see if it is fucking real. 899 01:02:52,880 --> 01:02:55,000 - Gav! - Rob... 900 01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:57,640 - What the fuck is that?! - Fucking idiot. 901 01:02:57,760 --> 01:02:59,763 - Fuck off. - Get your fucking shoes off. 902 01:02:59,883 --> 01:03:03,200 Mate! Rob, mate, no! Rob, what the fuck are you doing? 903 01:03:03,320 --> 01:03:05,804 - Rob, mate, stop it! - You better fucking dance for me. 904 01:03:05,924 --> 01:03:09,160 - Stop it now. - Oi, oi, oi. Oi, oi. 905 01:03:09,280 --> 01:03:11,000 - Birthday bumps, innit? - Whose birthday? 906 01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:13,880 - What? No. Rob, man, no. - Birthday shots. 907 01:03:14,000 --> 01:03:16,360 - Right up the arse! - Are you fucking joking? 908 01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:19,080 It's your birthday! Get your arse out. 909 01:03:19,200 --> 01:03:21,280 - Are you joking? - Get your fucking pants down. 910 01:03:21,400 --> 01:03:23,917 Get over there, get your fucking pants down. 911 01:03:24,037 --> 01:03:27,120 - One shot. - Danny! One shot, 912 01:03:27,240 --> 01:03:29,680 - right between the fucking cheeks. - Get him in the knackers. 913 01:03:29,800 --> 01:03:31,680 Right in the fucking rusty sheriff's badge. 914 01:03:31,800 --> 01:03:34,920 - Go, go, go. - Get 'em down, get 'em down. 915 01:03:37,200 --> 01:03:40,160 Danny, wipe your arse, lad! 916 01:03:40,280 --> 01:03:43,240 One... two... 917 01:03:43,360 --> 01:03:45,592 three. 918 01:03:45,712 --> 01:03:47,600 Oh, my God! 919 01:03:47,720 --> 01:03:49,800 Fucking hell! 920 01:03:49,920 --> 01:03:53,080 Oi! Are you all thick?! 921 01:03:53,200 --> 01:03:55,920 Oi! Where've you got that?! 922 01:03:56,040 --> 01:03:58,801 - It's not on. I'm calling the police. - Calm down, it's a pellet gun. 923 01:03:58,880 --> 01:04:01,280 I know what it is. I know what it bloody is! 924 01:04:01,400 --> 01:04:03,800 Look, they can see, and they can see! 925 01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:06,080 - A bleedin' pellet gun! - I'll take it in, then. 926 01:04:06,200 --> 01:04:08,160 - No, you'll give it to me. - No! 927 01:04:08,280 --> 01:04:09,720 - Yes. - No. 928 01:04:09,840 --> 01:04:11,240 Rob, don't mess me about. 929 01:04:14,947 --> 01:04:17,320 It's Danny's birthday. We're having a laugh. 930 01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:19,280 You might want to try it, Karen. 931 01:04:19,400 --> 01:04:21,120 I laugh when things are humorous. 932 01:04:21,240 --> 01:04:25,600 And you, what are you doing, Danny?! You were doing really well! 933 01:04:25,720 --> 01:04:29,280 - Yeah, Danny. - It's his go now, to be fair. 934 01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:31,960 He just got shot in the arse. 935 01:04:32,080 --> 01:04:33,503 Go on, let him have his go. 936 01:04:33,623 --> 01:04:35,520 Right, that's it. I want everyone inside. 937 01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:39,280 Get up! Up! Get in! Inside the house now! 938 01:04:39,400 --> 01:04:41,772 - Now! - Oh my God. 939 01:04:49,800 --> 01:04:53,920 - Oi, what you got there, lad? - This is my mate Mandy. 940 01:04:54,040 --> 01:04:56,440 Cheeky dab. 941 01:04:56,560 --> 01:04:58,760 Rude not to. 942 01:05:04,840 --> 01:05:06,613 How'd you like that, dirty little fucker? 943 01:05:06,733 --> 01:05:08,440 Oh, fucking hell. 944 01:05:08,560 --> 01:05:12,080 - It's fucking minging, innit? - Mm. 945 01:05:12,200 --> 01:05:14,400 You're an 'orrible bastard, you know that? 946 01:05:14,520 --> 01:05:17,160 Innit? Happy birthday, Danny boy. 947 01:05:17,280 --> 01:05:18,800 Thank you very much, sunshine. 948 01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:21,202 - Enjoy. - Mm-hm. 949 01:05:25,800 --> 01:05:28,560 Oh, mate! Imagine getting strapped into that. 950 01:05:28,680 --> 01:05:30,536 - Fucking make you sick. - Here, they're where it's at. 951 01:05:30,560 --> 01:05:32,416 A nice, like, chill one, mate, is that all right? 952 01:05:32,440 --> 01:05:33,440 Like, not too fast. 953 01:05:33,560 --> 01:05:36,040 Oi. Hey. Oi, oi. 954 01:05:36,160 --> 01:05:38,760 He's gonna fucking smash us now, you know that, don't ya? 955 01:05:46,398 --> 01:05:48,520 They rinsed us! 956 01:05:48,640 --> 01:05:51,000 - What the fuck are they? - Little goats or summat. 957 01:05:51,120 --> 01:05:53,840 I want that. Don't you fucking want that? 958 01:05:53,960 --> 01:05:56,320 Argh! Cheeky little fucker! 959 01:05:58,000 --> 01:06:00,136 - Go on, Rob, you get the ones on the... - All right, all right. 960 01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:01,960 - Get the ones on the left. - I'm on the left. 961 01:06:02,040 --> 01:06:04,608 - Basically, Dylan has us come in... - Mm. 962 01:06:04,728 --> 01:06:07,280 has us play the games and that, just to keep it busy, 963 01:06:07,400 --> 01:06:08,790 and then, when we get the tickets, 964 01:06:08,910 --> 01:06:10,976 we just bring it back, and we get the money back, don't we? 965 01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:14,240 - We need the money now, mate. - Guys, I can't serve you. 966 01:06:14,360 --> 01:06:16,014 Harvey, you need to... 967 01:06:16,134 --> 01:06:18,861 Mate, this could have a serious impact 968 01:06:18,981 --> 01:06:22,400 on your career prospects moving forward, right? 969 01:06:26,560 --> 01:06:28,800 Orange is mine! 970 01:06:28,920 --> 01:06:31,242 Argh! 971 01:06:32,600 --> 01:06:34,960 - Oh, he's on us, he's on us! - Oh, he's there! 972 01:06:35,080 --> 01:06:37,480 Argh! 973 01:06:37,600 --> 01:06:39,520 Go on, chase him. He's getting away, man. 974 01:06:41,040 --> 01:06:43,320 Ah, nowhere to go. Nowhere to hide. 975 01:07:04,986 --> 01:07:06,280 Fucking love you, lad. 976 01:07:06,400 --> 01:07:08,560 Honestly, I'm having the fucking best day, I swear. 977 01:07:15,360 --> 01:07:17,120 There's nowt left in that, anyway, Rob, lad. 978 01:07:19,440 --> 01:07:20,873 Licking air. 979 01:07:22,960 --> 01:07:24,840 Fuck off. 980 01:07:24,960 --> 01:07:27,280 We should get some more. 981 01:07:27,400 --> 01:07:30,600 It was a good fucking night, that, mate. Good night. 982 01:07:30,720 --> 01:07:32,560 Mate, should we go upstairs to Gavin's room? 983 01:07:33,960 --> 01:07:37,120 - Why? - Shit in his bed. 984 01:07:37,240 --> 01:07:38,800 Fucking hell. 985 01:07:38,920 --> 01:07:41,960 Oh, mate, I fucking hate him. 986 01:07:42,080 --> 01:07:44,935 Same. 987 01:07:47,017 --> 01:07:48,840 Oh, you know what, mate? Fuck me. 988 01:07:48,960 --> 01:07:51,960 When I first came here, right, I thought it was gonna be shit, you know. 989 01:07:52,080 --> 01:07:54,317 But it's been all right, I'm having a laugh... 990 01:07:54,437 --> 01:07:55,880 - Yeah? - ..so, yeah, just... 991 01:07:56,000 --> 01:07:58,760 - thank you. - No bother. No bother. 992 01:07:58,880 --> 01:08:00,456 You're clearly a man that's easily pleased. 993 01:08:00,480 --> 01:08:02,188 And you're... 994 01:08:02,308 --> 01:08:04,241 clearly a cunt. 995 01:08:05,720 --> 01:08:08,760 - Easy, tiger! - I just gone fucking weird. 996 01:08:08,880 --> 01:08:10,640 Karen's a laugh, though, in't she? 997 01:08:10,760 --> 01:08:13,600 She reminds me of me ex-wife, the way she gets wound-up. 998 01:08:13,720 --> 01:08:16,160 - Do you miss her? - Who, Karen? 999 01:08:16,280 --> 01:08:18,760 Nah, your... ex-wife. 1000 01:08:21,236 --> 01:08:22,921 Yeah. 1001 01:08:24,200 --> 01:08:27,918 I was always getting fucked-up, and she couldn't hack it. 1002 01:08:29,517 --> 01:08:33,160 What, so... she just left? 1003 01:08:33,280 --> 01:08:34,860 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1004 01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:37,040 Fucking hell, mate. 1005 01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:39,120 She had it right. 1006 01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:42,204 I wasn't bringing anything to the table. 1007 01:08:43,760 --> 01:08:45,640 You're a good lad. 1008 01:08:45,760 --> 01:08:47,240 Nah. 1009 01:08:49,040 --> 01:08:51,640 There's more to it than that. 1010 01:08:52,880 --> 01:08:55,123 She was pregnant. 1011 01:08:55,243 --> 01:08:59,617 She was about six months into it. She collapsed at work. 1012 01:09:01,040 --> 01:09:03,080 - Really bad, mate. - Fucking hell, mate. 1013 01:09:03,200 --> 01:09:05,094 She had to go to hospital. 1014 01:09:06,400 --> 01:09:08,320 Surgery. 1015 01:09:08,440 --> 01:09:10,016 She survived... 1016 01:09:11,080 --> 01:09:13,480 and the baby died, we lost the baby. 1017 01:09:15,680 --> 01:09:17,960 And I was out, wasn't I? Getting fucked. 1018 01:09:19,480 --> 01:09:22,760 - Anyway. Whatever, man. Fuck it. - You're a good guy, mate. 1019 01:09:22,880 --> 01:09:25,880 - Yeah, it's all right, mate, innit? - Seriously, you're a fucking good guy. 1020 01:09:26,000 --> 01:09:28,880 It's all right, man. I don't give a fuck. It's all right, it's all right. 1021 01:09:29,560 --> 01:09:32,092 Wasn't expecting that, Rob. Fuck me. 1022 01:09:33,600 --> 01:09:35,329 Have you got a bird? 1023 01:09:36,830 --> 01:09:38,207 Um... 1024 01:09:39,291 --> 01:09:41,177 Sort of, yeah. 1025 01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:45,228 Like... 1026 01:09:46,280 --> 01:09:48,130 Well, I like here. 1027 01:09:49,680 --> 01:09:51,277 She's not sure. 1028 01:09:56,240 --> 01:09:58,230 Should just look after her. 1029 01:10:00,840 --> 01:10:03,253 - Yeah. - Be kind to her. 1030 01:10:05,120 --> 01:10:08,052 - Kind to her? - That's all, innit? 1031 01:10:09,720 --> 01:10:12,248 - That's all it really is, innit? - Yeah. 1032 01:10:13,400 --> 01:10:15,960 Thanks, mate. 1033 01:10:16,080 --> 01:10:17,960 - It's all right. - Kind to her. 1034 01:10:22,960 --> 01:10:25,040 What you doing? 1035 01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:28,160 - 'Ere you go. - Rob... Lad... 1036 01:10:28,280 --> 01:10:30,120 Rob, fucking hell, Rob. What you doing?! 1037 01:10:30,240 --> 01:10:33,280 'Ere, get hold of these, man. Get hold of these, fucking double-quick. 1038 01:10:33,400 --> 01:10:35,560 - No, mate! - Take 'em down. 1039 01:10:35,680 --> 01:10:37,520 - Get rid of that. - Rob, stop it. 1040 01:10:37,640 --> 01:10:39,320 - 'Ave it! - Rob... 1041 01:10:39,440 --> 01:10:42,280 - Oh, you fuck... - Here, cop for that, cop for that. 1042 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:46,000 Are you fucking joking me? Oh, my fucking God, lad. 1043 01:10:47,840 --> 01:10:49,720 - You are... - Fucking stinks, this. 1044 01:10:49,840 --> 01:10:52,840 - Fucking daft as fuck, mate. - Oh, it fucking stinks! 1045 01:11:19,980 --> 01:11:22,080 Who does that? 1046 01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:24,053 Fuckers! 1047 01:11:25,240 --> 01:11:27,880 This is a piss-take. 1048 01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:30,680 You two, get up. 1049 01:11:31,742 --> 01:11:33,560 Get up now! Danny, Rob, get up! 1050 01:11:33,680 --> 01:11:35,880 No way! You can just wake up! 1051 01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:39,000 - Oh, Karen, keep it down, man! - Keep it down?! 1052 01:11:39,120 --> 01:11:43,240 - I will bloody keep <i>you</i> down. - All right, it's a bit much. 1053 01:11:43,360 --> 01:11:44,760 Look at the wall! 1054 01:11:44,880 --> 01:11:47,520 Danny, Rob, just look at the wall! 1055 01:11:48,600 --> 01:11:51,600 Do you think that <i>that</i> is acceptable?! 1056 01:11:53,760 --> 01:11:55,720 I'm gonna kick you out. 1057 01:11:55,840 --> 01:11:57,160 - You are both going. - K-Karen... 1058 01:11:57,240 --> 01:11:59,240 Guns and this... Shut up! 1059 01:12:00,320 --> 01:12:03,600 That's it, you've done it now. If this is what you want, then fine. 1060 01:12:03,720 --> 01:12:06,621 Go and live like animals out there, because that's how you behave. 1061 01:12:06,741 --> 01:12:09,536 All right, Karen, look, we was having a laugh, and we took it too far, okay? 1062 01:12:09,560 --> 01:12:12,600 - Honestly, we didn't mean it. - You've been here five minutes, Danny. 1063 01:12:12,720 --> 01:12:15,040 I have got to think about everybody. 1064 01:12:15,160 --> 01:12:16,640 All right, well, we're sorry. 1065 01:12:16,760 --> 01:12:18,136 - All right, Karen... - No, no, no, no. 1066 01:12:18,160 --> 01:12:19,896 - We're sorry, all right? - Karen, listen, yeah? 1067 01:12:19,920 --> 01:12:23,680 - Go on. - I did it. It's not his fault, all right? 1068 01:12:23,800 --> 01:12:26,040 - No, listen, Karen... - Look at the whole room! 1069 01:12:26,160 --> 01:12:28,080 He's not gonna write his own name on the wall. 1070 01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:30,880 - Rob, just pipe down, yeah? - Why don't you pipe down? 1071 01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:33,136 And why are you dressed like a copper, you fucking dickhead? 1072 01:12:33,160 --> 01:12:35,040 - You're a secretary. - I want a meeting, 1073 01:12:35,160 --> 01:12:37,136 and you'll come and see me in half an hour, all right? 1074 01:12:37,160 --> 01:12:38,680 Because I am not having this. 1075 01:12:38,800 --> 01:12:40,160 - Karen... - Shut up! 1076 01:12:40,280 --> 01:12:42,480 Fuck... 1077 01:12:42,600 --> 01:12:44,240 Fucking wankers. 1078 01:12:45,480 --> 01:12:47,080 It'll be all right, mate. 1079 01:12:51,560 --> 01:12:54,080 Oh, mate... 1080 01:13:02,040 --> 01:13:04,200 - Hiya, darling, you all right? - Yeah. 1081 01:13:04,320 --> 01:13:06,063 No, no, look. Do you know Laura? 1082 01:13:06,183 --> 01:13:07,496 - Do you know where she is? - I <i>am</i> Laura. 1083 01:13:07,520 --> 01:13:09,800 - Come on, man, she works 'round here. - Nah. 1084 01:13:09,920 --> 01:13:11,976 - She's always here. - Well, she's not here now, is she? 1085 01:13:12,000 --> 01:13:13,360 I'll give a hand job for a tenner. 1086 01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:15,456 Look, I ain't got a tenner, all right? Have you seen her or not. 1087 01:13:15,480 --> 01:13:17,400 - Do you know what? Get fucked. - Fuck off! 1088 01:13:33,920 --> 01:13:36,006 <i>I don't think I can be myself.</i> 1089 01:13:38,760 --> 01:13:40,809 <i>I can only be a twisted version.</i> 1090 01:13:42,440 --> 01:13:45,160 <i>People tell you to cope, accept it.</i> 1091 01:13:45,280 --> 01:13:48,280 <i>"We all go the same way. Just swallow it."</i> 1092 01:13:48,400 --> 01:13:51,680 <i>Sometimes, I feel so desperate...</i> 1093 01:13:51,800 --> 01:13:52,960 <i>and on my own.</i> 1094 01:13:54,200 --> 01:13:56,220 <i>It's like my brain throbs.</i> 1095 01:13:57,360 --> 01:14:01,280 <i>I just wanna take it out of my head and lay it in a pool of water.</i> 1096 01:14:01,400 --> 01:14:04,280 <i>A pool of ice-cold water.</i> 1097 01:14:04,400 --> 01:14:06,865 <i>That'd feel so good.</i> 1098 01:14:11,000 --> 01:14:13,704 <i>Someday, this life will end.</i> 1099 01:15:40,800 --> 01:15:42,400 <i>Who is it?</i> 1100 01:15:42,520 --> 01:15:45,120 Laura? Is Laura there? 1101 01:15:45,240 --> 01:15:47,240 - <i>She's 65.</i> - All right. 1102 01:15:54,920 --> 01:15:57,280 - <i>Hello?</i> - Laura. 1103 01:15:57,400 --> 01:15:58,941 It's me. Danny. 1104 01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:03,920 - Can I come up? - <i>No. Go away.</i> 1105 01:16:04,040 --> 01:16:06,195 Laura, come on, man! 1106 01:16:06,315 --> 01:16:07,868 Just let me in. 1107 01:16:08,960 --> 01:16:12,160 Laura! 1108 01:16:12,280 --> 01:16:14,480 Laura! 1109 01:16:14,600 --> 01:16:16,640 - <i>Danny, stop it.</i> - Do you hear that? 1110 01:16:16,760 --> 01:16:18,680 Yeah? Come on. Just let me in, man. 1111 01:16:18,800 --> 01:16:20,459 Laura! 1112 01:16:23,320 --> 01:16:26,642 Lau... 1113 01:16:26,762 --> 01:16:28,294 ra! 1114 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:31,680 I can do this all day, Laura. 1115 01:16:54,560 --> 01:16:56,129 What? 1116 01:16:58,200 --> 01:16:59,856 What's up with ya? 1117 01:17:01,120 --> 01:17:03,600 - Can I have some juice? - Yeah. 1118 01:17:03,720 --> 01:17:05,400 - Hey. - Hi. 1119 01:17:05,520 --> 01:17:08,997 - Do you want a drink? - Oh, yeah, ta. 1120 01:17:38,360 --> 01:17:40,960 Proper pair of nutters, you two. 1121 01:17:41,080 --> 01:17:44,640 - Ta. - Do you wanna be like him, do ya? 1122 01:17:44,760 --> 01:17:46,675 Go and watch TV, babe. 1123 01:17:50,240 --> 01:17:53,480 You can't come up here again. What if she says summat to him? 1124 01:17:54,560 --> 01:17:57,848 - You just disappeared. - I told you, I'm not working any more. 1125 01:17:57,968 --> 01:17:59,280 You didn't tell me when. 1126 01:17:59,400 --> 01:18:01,343 Danny, I fucking told you what was happening. 1127 01:18:05,960 --> 01:18:08,886 You like me. I know you do. 1128 01:18:09,006 --> 01:18:11,720 And I need you, man, and I reckon you need me. Laura. 1129 01:18:11,840 --> 01:18:15,203 - You're a proper loon. - I've stopped using. 1130 01:18:15,323 --> 01:18:18,040 - Proper sorted meself out, man. - What does that matter? 1131 01:18:19,640 --> 01:18:21,867 Come on, man, you like me. I know you do. 1132 01:18:21,987 --> 01:18:24,360 I'm fucking pregnant! 1133 01:18:24,480 --> 01:18:28,163 - And I'll treat you better than he will. - What, a cosy life, is it? 1134 01:18:28,283 --> 01:18:30,280 What, you go to work, and I'll be here, 1135 01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:32,560 making you brews and making your dinner for ya? 1136 01:18:32,680 --> 01:18:35,960 You come home, and we'll all watch TV like happy families. 1137 01:18:36,080 --> 01:18:38,576 What's wrong with that? Sounds good, that. 1138 01:18:38,696 --> 01:18:41,720 Tell you what I wouldn't do, I wouldn't fucking pimp you out. 1139 01:18:41,840 --> 01:18:43,936 Right, well, you wouldn't have met me again, then, would ya? 1140 01:18:43,960 --> 01:18:45,560 Laura, just chill. Listen. 1141 01:18:45,680 --> 01:18:47,960 You know I think you're top. I'm sorry. 1142 01:18:48,080 --> 01:18:49,800 You know I think you're top. 1143 01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:52,600 Eh? 1144 01:18:52,720 --> 01:18:54,240 Come on. 1145 01:18:59,120 --> 01:19:01,309 - Come on. - Fuck, he's here. 1146 01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:05,096 - Danny, go! Danny, you need to go. - Nah, man. Nah, I don't care. 1147 01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:06,840 - Danny, get out! - No, I'm staying. 1148 01:19:06,960 --> 01:19:08,696 - Danny, I'm serious, you need to... - Let him see me. 1149 01:19:08,720 --> 01:19:10,800 - Get out! Get out! - Nah. No. 1150 01:19:10,920 --> 01:19:12,576 Right, write your number down, and I'll go. 1151 01:19:12,600 --> 01:19:14,840 - What? - Write your number down, and I'll go. 1152 01:19:23,240 --> 01:19:25,080 Right, get out! 1153 01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:36,520 You all right, babe? In here. 1154 01:19:36,640 --> 01:19:38,400 <i>Doors are opening.</i> 1155 01:19:53,000 --> 01:19:54,600 - You all right? - You all right, babe? 1156 01:19:54,720 --> 01:19:56,800 Yeah. 1157 01:19:56,920 --> 01:19:59,240 - You all right? - Yeah. 1158 01:19:59,360 --> 01:20:02,040 - You having that? - Nah, you have it. 1159 01:20:15,805 --> 01:20:17,040 What's she doing? 1160 01:20:17,160 --> 01:20:20,080 Dunno. She's been weird all day. 1161 01:20:20,200 --> 01:20:22,442 Fucking pack it in. Oi, pack it in. 1162 01:20:22,562 --> 01:20:24,164 Stop doing that. 1163 01:20:25,360 --> 01:20:28,405 You'll get her took off ya, doing stuff like that. 1164 01:20:37,440 --> 01:20:39,800 He might not be as bad as she's telling you. 1165 01:20:39,920 --> 01:20:42,520 - Well, he's a pimp. - What? 1166 01:20:42,640 --> 01:20:45,400 Well, that's what I mean. He was pimping her out, like. 1167 01:20:45,520 --> 01:20:47,240 She was working when I met her, right? 1168 01:20:47,360 --> 01:20:49,960 - So, she went to me school. - She's a prostitute? 1169 01:20:50,080 --> 01:20:53,000 Well, yeah, Janet, just... like, hear me out, yeah? 1170 01:20:53,120 --> 01:20:55,840 So, she's getting out the game 'cause she's pregnant, yeah? 1171 01:20:55,960 --> 01:20:57,320 So, she's fine on all that stance, 1172 01:20:57,360 --> 01:20:59,216 and I honestly think that we're right for each other. 1173 01:20:59,240 --> 01:21:03,071 Think about whether this is the best situation for you. 1174 01:21:04,080 --> 01:21:07,411 Think about how that is going to work for you. 1175 01:21:07,531 --> 01:21:10,611 You need to give yourself the best possible options. 1176 01:21:11,960 --> 01:21:15,880 - What you on about? - Well, think things through. 1177 01:21:16,000 --> 01:21:17,903 You need to think of <i>you</i>. 1178 01:21:19,480 --> 01:21:23,080 <i>You</i> getting better.<i>You</i> feeling secure. 1179 01:21:23,200 --> 01:21:26,000 - You, Danny. - Right. 1180 01:21:26,120 --> 01:21:27,948 Just being honest with you. 1181 01:21:30,360 --> 01:21:33,560 I'm gonna wear all red, gonna paint me face red. 1182 01:21:33,680 --> 01:21:36,360 - I'm gonna have a big fuck-off red sword. - Right. 1183 01:21:36,480 --> 01:21:38,560 Sounds proper romantic, that does. 1184 01:21:38,680 --> 01:21:41,240 Sounds like absolute fucking nonsense. 1185 01:21:41,360 --> 01:21:43,520 You can't get in the way of what we've got, mate. 1186 01:21:43,640 --> 01:21:45,240 - No. - Connection. 1187 01:21:45,360 --> 01:21:46,560 Yeah. 1188 01:21:46,680 --> 01:21:48,722 - Fuck me. - Hey, Woz! 1189 01:21:48,842 --> 01:21:50,320 Woz! 1190 01:21:50,440 --> 01:21:53,000 - You all right, mate? - Yes, Rob. You all right? 1191 01:21:53,120 --> 01:21:56,320 - Yeah. What you up to? - Trying to win on these fuckers, mate. 1192 01:21:56,440 --> 01:21:59,400 - Ah, it's a mug's game, innit? - Won four quid. 1193 01:21:59,520 --> 01:22:01,416 - How many have you bought? - That doesn't matter, mate. 1194 01:22:01,440 --> 01:22:04,680 - You all right? - I'm all right, mate, yeah. 1195 01:22:06,220 --> 01:22:08,320 I know you, don't I? 1196 01:22:09,423 --> 01:22:12,160 Yeah, I recognise your face. 1197 01:22:12,280 --> 01:22:14,400 Um... 1198 01:22:14,520 --> 01:22:16,920 I dunno, I live in the same house as Rob, but... 1199 01:22:17,040 --> 01:22:18,419 Yeah. 1200 01:22:19,520 --> 01:22:21,560 Ah, maybe it's just knocking about with this fucker, 1201 01:22:21,640 --> 01:22:24,080 but I do recognise ya. 1202 01:22:25,240 --> 01:22:28,040 Yeah, we get it. You know him. Where you going? 1203 01:22:28,160 --> 01:22:30,560 Paul's gaff. Bit of a session, if you're up for it? 1204 01:22:30,680 --> 01:22:31,760 - Yeah. - Yeah? 1205 01:22:31,880 --> 01:22:34,560 Sound. Yous can come as well, if you want. 1206 01:22:34,680 --> 01:22:35,840 Y'up for it? 1207 01:22:37,349 --> 01:22:38,760 Eh... 1208 01:22:38,880 --> 01:22:41,160 I said I'd chill with me sister, mate, to be fair, so... 1209 01:22:41,280 --> 01:22:43,160 Come on, we was gonna go to boozer, weren't we? 1210 01:22:43,280 --> 01:22:44,800 Yeah, but it's... I dunno. 1211 01:22:44,920 --> 01:22:47,000 All right, suit yourself. I'll see you back there. 1212 01:22:47,120 --> 01:22:49,972 - Think red, you. - Thinking red, yeah. 1213 01:23:00,400 --> 01:23:02,660 - Listen, um... - Mm-hm. 1214 01:23:03,800 --> 01:23:05,200 me dad's not mad any more. 1215 01:23:05,320 --> 01:23:07,360 You can come 'round for half an hour, if you wanted. 1216 01:23:07,400 --> 01:23:09,640 What? Nah, not now, man. Not now. 1217 01:23:09,760 --> 01:23:11,880 I'll catch up with him soon, though. 1218 01:23:12,000 --> 01:23:15,600 - Why don't you just come 'round now? - Nah. Next week, yeah? Promise. 1219 01:23:15,720 --> 01:23:18,496 - It's convenient. You can just chill... - Oh, God, Emma, do you know what, man? 1220 01:23:18,520 --> 01:23:20,160 I don't know why, but, fricking hell, 1221 01:23:20,280 --> 01:23:22,520 me head's just starting pounding, you know. 1222 01:23:22,640 --> 01:23:25,000 I'm starting to feel ill in me stomach as well. 1223 01:23:25,120 --> 01:23:27,520 Oh, my God, do you know what? 1224 01:23:27,640 --> 01:23:29,960 I'm sorry, Emma, I might have to shoot off. 1225 01:23:30,080 --> 01:23:31,640 Right. 1226 01:23:31,760 --> 01:23:33,320 What? 1227 01:23:33,440 --> 01:23:35,456 - I'm telling the the truth, man. - You're not going over there with your... 1228 01:23:35,480 --> 01:23:38,320 - with your mates, are ya? - No. What do you mean? Go with them? 1229 01:23:38,440 --> 01:23:40,410 They've just gone down that road there. 1230 01:23:40,530 --> 01:23:43,510 I'm... I'm jibbing left, but I'm sorry, I am gonna have to go back. 1231 01:23:45,200 --> 01:23:47,200 If you're getting off, just get off now. 1232 01:23:47,320 --> 01:23:50,880 Look, I'm sorry. Look, look look, look. I'm sorry, all right? I am. 1233 01:23:51,000 --> 01:23:53,576 - Just happens every time, innit? - I just feel fucked, all right. 1234 01:23:53,600 --> 01:23:55,362 I can't help how I feel. 1235 01:23:55,482 --> 01:23:56,890 Come here. 1236 01:23:57,960 --> 01:23:59,560 - You be all right getting back? - Yeah. 1237 01:23:59,680 --> 01:24:01,043 All right. 1238 01:24:01,163 --> 01:24:02,536 - I'll get in touch, yeah? - Love ya. 1239 01:24:02,560 --> 01:24:04,320 Yeah, yeah. You, too, man. 1240 01:24:05,480 --> 01:24:07,148 Take care, yeah? 1241 01:24:30,000 --> 01:24:32,400 You having fun? 1242 01:24:32,520 --> 01:24:34,983 - Where's Sarah? - With my mum. 1243 01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:40,496 You know, I think about you at least once every minute... every day. 1244 01:24:40,616 --> 01:24:42,280 Who gives a fuck? 1245 01:24:42,400 --> 01:24:44,360 Reckon anyone's ever thought about you that much? 1246 01:24:44,480 --> 01:24:46,560 No. And they shouldn't. 1247 01:24:47,600 --> 01:24:49,120 Don't say that. 1248 01:24:50,400 --> 01:24:52,204 Why have you picked here? 1249 01:24:53,960 --> 01:24:55,880 Near to yours. 1250 01:24:56,000 --> 01:24:59,760 It's shit 'round here. I fucking hate looking at this place. 1251 01:25:00,880 --> 01:25:02,706 What are you gonna do, then? 1252 01:25:04,160 --> 01:25:05,560 What you on about? 1253 01:25:05,680 --> 01:25:08,800 Well, me and you, we could get away from here, couldn't we? 1254 01:25:08,920 --> 01:25:11,040 Like you wished for. 1255 01:25:11,160 --> 01:25:14,040 Do you know what I mean? We could both just go. 1256 01:25:20,240 --> 01:25:21,858 Seen him today. 1257 01:25:23,360 --> 01:25:26,690 - Eh? - Your boyfriend. Warren. 1258 01:25:26,810 --> 01:25:27,960 He was near mine. 1259 01:25:28,080 --> 01:25:32,280 Lad from me house knows him. You know, he recognised me. 1260 01:25:32,400 --> 01:25:34,480 What, did he kick off? 1261 01:25:36,280 --> 01:25:38,480 I couldn't figure it out. 1262 01:25:38,600 --> 01:25:41,411 I can't keep doing this, Danny. 1263 01:25:46,040 --> 01:25:47,806 I love you. 1264 01:25:49,880 --> 01:25:52,170 You know that, don't ya? 1265 01:25:57,560 --> 01:25:59,481 It's not gonna happen. 1266 01:26:05,000 --> 01:26:06,880 You not hear what I just said? 1267 01:26:11,280 --> 01:26:13,480 I'm sorry. 1268 01:26:13,600 --> 01:26:15,560 I can't see it. 1269 01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:17,483 It's not what I want. 1270 01:26:22,146 --> 01:26:23,816 Warren probably thinks there's something going on now. 1271 01:26:23,840 --> 01:26:24,960 - What? - Between me and you, 1272 01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:26,840 he probably thinks there's something going on. 1273 01:26:26,960 --> 01:26:28,056 What the fuck does Warren care?! 1274 01:26:28,080 --> 01:26:30,000 - He fucking whores you out! - Don't say that! 1275 01:26:30,120 --> 01:26:31,176 Is that what you like, is it? 1276 01:26:31,200 --> 01:26:33,920 You like getting roughed-up and just left on the streets every night? 1277 01:26:36,840 --> 01:26:38,699 You're no better than me. 1278 01:26:42,200 --> 01:26:43,800 Look, I'm glad I've seen you again... 1279 01:26:45,000 --> 01:26:47,600 and I'm glad you are who you are and that you care, but... 1280 01:26:47,720 --> 01:26:49,320 this isn't happening. 1281 01:26:49,440 --> 01:26:51,360 Laura, man, please. I can't just stop how I feel. 1282 01:26:51,440 --> 01:26:53,532 - Well, that's how it is. - You know I can't. 1283 01:26:54,800 --> 01:26:58,320 Come on, man. Please, you're making a mistake. 1284 01:26:58,440 --> 01:27:00,223 - You know we'd be good together. - I'm sorry. 1285 01:27:00,247 --> 01:27:02,040 - Please, please. - I'm sorry. 1286 01:27:05,760 --> 01:27:07,516 Don't come near me again. 1287 01:27:09,400 --> 01:27:11,400 That's it, Danny. 1288 01:28:57,440 --> 01:28:59,260 Ah, come on. 1289 01:29:00,689 --> 01:29:02,689 Fuck. Shit. 1290 01:29:03,920 --> 01:29:05,880 Come on, come on. 1291 01:29:19,640 --> 01:29:22,202 Emma, call the police! 1292 01:29:27,800 --> 01:29:30,182 Emma, phone the police! 1293 01:29:39,480 --> 01:29:43,362 Daniel... Daniel, let go, Son. Let go! 1294 01:29:45,560 --> 01:29:47,160 John, just let him go. 1295 01:29:49,320 --> 01:29:50,818 Danny? 1296 01:29:54,200 --> 01:29:56,720 You bastard, Danny! 1297 01:29:56,840 --> 01:29:58,730 You're no son of mine! 1298 01:30:04,360 --> 01:30:06,360 Get in! Get in! 1299 01:30:53,366 --> 01:30:55,270 I can't get out. 1300 01:30:58,160 --> 01:30:59,680 That's it. 1301 01:30:59,800 --> 01:31:02,160 Everything's just the same. 1302 01:31:02,280 --> 01:31:03,831 All of it. 1303 01:31:04,880 --> 01:31:06,800 Doesn't change. 1304 01:31:08,160 --> 01:31:11,000 I used to worry all the time... 1305 01:31:11,120 --> 01:31:13,273 about getting things right. 1306 01:31:14,440 --> 01:31:18,000 I used to worry all the time... 1307 01:31:18,120 --> 01:31:19,920 about if I'm gonna die. 1308 01:31:20,040 --> 01:31:21,710 And now... 1309 01:31:23,320 --> 01:31:25,680 I actually wanna die. 1310 01:31:25,800 --> 01:31:28,875 Like, I just can't get... anything right. 1311 01:31:30,800 --> 01:31:33,360 Is this to do with the girl you told me about? 1312 01:31:33,480 --> 01:31:35,360 It's just everything. 1313 01:31:36,560 --> 01:31:38,960 You've done so well. 1314 01:31:39,080 --> 01:31:41,480 This is just a blip. 1315 01:31:41,600 --> 01:31:44,040 - Don't let it go to waste. - I'm using again. 1316 01:31:44,160 --> 01:31:47,560 - Then you'll stop again. - I'll stop again? 1317 01:31:47,680 --> 01:31:49,478 Are you sure? 1318 01:31:54,320 --> 01:31:56,308 What am I fucking doing here? 1319 01:31:58,640 --> 01:32:01,960 Seriously, what am I actually fucking doing here? 1320 01:32:02,080 --> 01:32:04,400 As if this is gonna fucking help me. 1321 01:32:04,520 --> 01:32:06,920 Fuck me! 1322 01:32:07,040 --> 01:32:09,280 Just sit down, and we can talk more. 1323 01:32:09,400 --> 01:32:11,600 - Yeah, 'course. - Danny, don't give up! 1324 01:32:11,720 --> 01:32:14,320 Oh, fuck! 1325 01:32:43,280 --> 01:32:46,640 ♪ There is a house 1326 01:32:46,760 --> 01:32:50,320 ♪ In New Orleans 1327 01:32:50,440 --> 01:32:55,583 ♪ They call the Rising Sun 1328 01:32:57,960 --> 01:33:01,480 ♪ And it's been the ruin 1329 01:33:01,600 --> 01:33:05,320 ♪ Of many a poor boy 1330 01:33:05,440 --> 01:33:10,560 ♪ And, God, I know I'm one... ♪ 1331 01:33:10,680 --> 01:33:13,040 - Fucking pack that in. - What you doing? 1332 01:33:13,160 --> 01:33:14,920 Do you want a shot, you? 1333 01:33:15,040 --> 01:33:16,960 Yeah. 1334 01:33:17,080 --> 01:33:18,280 - Danny. - What? 1335 01:33:18,400 --> 01:33:20,071 - Pack that in. - All right. 1336 01:33:20,191 --> 01:33:26,130 ♪ She sewed my new blue jeans 1337 01:33:27,440 --> 01:33:30,920 ♪ My father was 1338 01:33:31,040 --> 01:33:33,760 - ♪ A gamblin' man... ♪ - Oi, oi! 1339 01:33:33,880 --> 01:33:35,795 Oi, oi! What's up, Woz? 1340 01:33:37,469 --> 01:33:38,707 Yeah, good, man. Yeah, sound. 1341 01:33:38,832 --> 01:33:40,920 Fuck me, here's a fella who'll sway me down. 1342 01:33:41,040 --> 01:33:43,000 - All right? - Yeah, good, good, good. Yeah, man. 1343 01:33:43,120 --> 01:33:45,280 ♪ The only thing... ♪ 1344 01:33:45,400 --> 01:33:46,760 - D'yous want a drink? - Yeah. 1345 01:33:46,880 --> 01:33:49,240 ♪ A gambler needs 1346 01:33:49,360 --> 01:33:51,920 ♪ Is a suitcase 1347 01:33:53,200 --> 01:33:55,360 ♪ And a gun... ♪ 1348 01:33:57,880 --> 01:34:00,049 - You remember Danny, don't yer? - Yes. 1349 01:34:01,160 --> 01:34:03,280 - How are you, pal? Yeah, you good? - All right. 1350 01:34:03,400 --> 01:34:06,756 - Uh, Steve, Andy. - How you doing, mate? You all right? 1351 01:34:06,876 --> 01:34:08,760 Saw you sister the other day, by the chippy. 1352 01:34:12,800 --> 01:34:15,120 Want one of these? 1353 01:34:15,240 --> 01:34:17,045 Eh? 1354 01:34:27,280 --> 01:34:29,640 I hate that drippy bit in the back of your throat, you know. 1355 01:34:29,720 --> 01:34:31,040 Yeah, I don't mind it, me. 1356 01:34:34,080 --> 01:34:36,108 I remember how I know you. 1357 01:34:38,000 --> 01:34:41,040 - What? - I remember. I know why. 1358 01:34:41,967 --> 01:34:42,851 Right. 1359 01:34:42,971 --> 01:34:46,200 You know what I'm talking about, don't ya? 1360 01:34:47,360 --> 01:34:48,680 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1361 01:34:48,800 --> 01:34:52,904 Do us a favour. Don't say anything to these lot about what she does, yeah? 1362 01:34:54,320 --> 01:34:55,600 You've not told him, have ya? 1363 01:34:56,666 --> 01:34:58,183 - Nah. - Right. 1364 01:35:01,080 --> 01:35:04,075 She's not doing it any more. She's having me kid. 1365 01:35:05,840 --> 01:35:07,200 - Is she? - Yeah, yeah. 1366 01:35:07,320 --> 01:35:09,109 - Oh, right. - Mm-hm. Yeah. 1367 01:35:10,425 --> 01:35:12,456 I don't know what I was doing, letting her work on the fucking streets. 1368 01:35:12,480 --> 01:35:17,000 She used to work in a parlour, but they were just taking the piss out of her. 1369 01:35:17,120 --> 01:35:19,696 Just trying to earn a bit of extra dough, do you know what I mean? 1370 01:35:19,720 --> 01:35:21,080 - Without getting stung. - Yeah. 1371 01:35:21,200 --> 01:35:22,776 Here, what are you two lovebirds talking about? 1372 01:35:22,800 --> 01:35:24,760 The size of your mum's tits. 1373 01:35:26,865 --> 01:35:29,360 - They're fucking massive. - Fucking beautiful. 1374 01:35:29,480 --> 01:35:32,200 Here, get on this, right? Get on this, right? 1375 01:35:32,320 --> 01:35:34,120 What would you rather do? 1376 01:35:34,240 --> 01:35:36,360 Lick your mam out while your dad wanks himself off, 1377 01:35:36,480 --> 01:35:38,395 or, wait for it... 1378 01:35:38,515 --> 01:35:42,120 suck your dad's cock whilst your mam eats your shit-box out? 1379 01:35:42,240 --> 01:35:45,000 - You dirty... - Eh! You gotta choose, right? 1380 01:35:45,120 --> 01:35:48,200 Gun to the head, or your fucking parents get executed. 1381 01:35:48,320 --> 01:35:50,838 - Gun to the head. - Uh... 1382 01:35:50,958 --> 01:35:52,520 Lick me mam's pussy. 1383 01:35:52,640 --> 01:35:55,120 - Deffo, deffo. Gotta be. - All fucking day. 1384 01:35:56,880 --> 01:35:59,400 - Fucking hell! - Fucking deffo! 1385 01:36:01,360 --> 01:36:03,680 - What made you come up with that? - Dunno, mate. 1386 01:36:03,800 --> 01:36:05,115 That's a belter, that. 1387 01:36:05,235 --> 01:36:07,240 Just making me think about me mam's tits. 1388 01:36:07,360 --> 01:36:09,720 I think we're all thinking of 'em. 1389 01:36:13,400 --> 01:36:16,443 ♪ There is a house 1390 01:36:16,563 --> 01:36:18,941 ♪ In New Orleans 1391 01:36:20,000 --> 01:36:23,880 ♪ They call the Rising Sun 1392 01:36:26,280 --> 01:36:29,320 ♪ And it's been the ruin 1393 01:36:29,440 --> 01:36:33,200 ♪ Of many a poor boy 1394 01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:37,676 ♪ And, God, I know I'm one 1395 01:36:39,120 --> 01:36:40,960 ♪ My mother 1396 01:36:41,974 --> 01:36:44,116 ♪ Was a tailor 1397 01:36:45,840 --> 01:36:50,160 ♪ She sewed my new blue jeans 1398 01:36:51,560 --> 01:36:55,040 ♪ My father was 1399 01:36:55,160 --> 01:36:58,640 ♪ A gamblin' man 1400 01:36:58,760 --> 01:37:04,000 ♪ Way down in New Orleans 1401 01:37:05,177 --> 01:37:08,320 ♪ Now, the only thing 1402 01:37:08,440 --> 01:37:10,805 ♪ A gambler needs 1403 01:37:10,925 --> 01:37:13,600 ♪ Is a suitcase 1404 01:37:13,720 --> 01:37:16,480 ♪ And a gun 1405 01:37:17,840 --> 01:37:20,560 ♪ And the only time 1406 01:37:20,680 --> 01:37:24,680 ♪ That he's satisfied 1407 01:37:24,800 --> 01:37:29,280 ♪ Is when he's on a drug 1408 01:37:30,657 --> 01:37:35,043 ♪ I got one foot on the platform 1409 01:37:36,483 --> 01:37:41,047 ♪ I got one foot on the train 1410 01:37:43,492 --> 01:37:46,080 ♪ I'm going back 1411 01:37:46,200 --> 01:37:49,240 ♪ To New Orleans 1412 01:37:49,360 --> 01:37:53,726 ♪ To wear that ball and chain 1413 01:37:55,557 --> 01:37:57,920 ♪ So, mothers 1414 01:37:58,040 --> 01:38:01,040 ♪ Tell your children 1415 01:38:01,160 --> 01:38:03,560 ♪ Not to do 1416 01:38:03,680 --> 01:38:07,107 ♪ As I have done... ♪ 1417 01:38:19,040 --> 01:38:22,240 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! What'd you do that for?! 1418 01:38:22,360 --> 01:38:25,240 It's all fucking shite, innit, eh? 1419 01:38:25,360 --> 01:38:28,720 My bird. The one you paid, yeah? 1420 01:38:28,840 --> 01:38:31,800 Did you know she was pregnant when you was doing her. 1421 01:38:31,920 --> 01:38:33,360 - No. - Yes, you did. 1422 01:38:33,480 --> 01:38:36,200 You must of! Don't laugh at me. You laughing at me? 1423 01:38:36,320 --> 01:38:38,692 - No, I'm... - Don't laugh at me. Don't laugh at me. 1424 01:38:39,953 --> 01:38:41,120 You must've saw the bump. 1425 01:38:41,240 --> 01:38:44,161 - You must've saw it. - Listen, why'd you let her out there? 1426 01:38:45,960 --> 01:38:47,280 Eh? 1427 01:38:47,400 --> 01:38:48,960 Why'd you let her do it, like? 1428 01:38:49,080 --> 01:38:51,841 You could have just stopped that, yeah, and got money some other ways. 1429 01:38:54,600 --> 01:38:56,192 Dunno. 1430 01:38:57,200 --> 01:38:59,360 Look, she's been doing it for a while, yeah? 1431 01:38:59,480 --> 01:39:02,080 - She did it before I knew her. - I... 1432 01:39:04,306 --> 01:39:07,163 Look, don't... don't say anything about... 1433 01:39:08,680 --> 01:39:10,080 Just don't say anything. 1434 01:39:10,200 --> 01:39:12,600 Don't whisper to anyone about anything, yeah? 1435 01:39:12,720 --> 01:39:15,080 - Yeah. - Just keep it between me and you. 1436 01:39:22,080 --> 01:39:24,000 Thank you! 1437 01:39:27,440 --> 01:39:28,840 Yes! 1438 01:39:36,320 --> 01:39:38,360 The same pub. They play here every week. 1439 01:39:39,440 --> 01:39:42,880 Well, if they get the place rocking, why not? 1440 01:39:46,640 --> 01:39:49,280 Do one. Back to mine, yeah? 1441 01:39:49,400 --> 01:39:51,880 - Going back to Warren's. You coming? - What? 1442 01:39:52,000 --> 01:39:53,480 - What, with...? - Yeah. 1443 01:39:53,600 --> 01:39:56,160 - Yeah, he'll be there. See you in a bit. - Yeah, maybe, man. 1444 01:39:56,280 --> 01:39:57,280 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1445 01:39:57,360 --> 01:39:59,160 Are we going outside for a fag? Come on. 1446 01:39:59,280 --> 01:40:01,720 - Come on, then. - Eh, 20 quid. 1447 01:40:01,840 --> 01:40:04,280 Got a load of this. Come back to mine. 1448 01:40:04,400 --> 01:40:06,096 - I'm a bit fucked... - Don't be at it, mate. 1449 01:40:06,120 --> 01:40:09,040 I've been dishing it out all night. Listen. Eh, listen, listen. 1450 01:40:09,160 --> 01:40:12,220 - Sorry about that in there. I was a cunt. - Yeah, mate, it's not about that. 1451 01:40:12,340 --> 01:40:13,400 It is for me. 1452 01:40:13,520 --> 01:40:15,176 - I'm fucked. - <i>I'm</i> fucked. That was the Es, man. 1453 01:40:15,200 --> 01:40:16,880 I get dead paranoid, I snap up. 1454 01:40:17,000 --> 01:40:19,760 I shouldn't do it, you know what I mean? I've got a lot going on. 1455 01:40:19,880 --> 01:40:22,040 She's left, gone to her mum's for the night, so... 1456 01:40:22,160 --> 01:40:24,640 Come back, man. We'll have a bit of a party, it'll be sweet. 1457 01:40:24,760 --> 01:40:26,440 - You're coming back. - Oh, fu... 1458 01:40:26,560 --> 01:40:29,120 - Alright, yeah. - You're coming back, yeah? Sound. 1459 01:40:29,240 --> 01:40:32,120 Right, listen. Taxi's here, let's go, come on. 1460 01:40:33,960 --> 01:40:36,520 All night, mate. All fucking night! 1461 01:40:36,640 --> 01:40:38,240 See you in a bit, guys. Come on. 1462 01:40:38,360 --> 01:40:40,920 - Come on. - Come on, let's go back. 1463 01:40:52,120 --> 01:40:53,880 I anoint you... 1464 01:40:54,000 --> 01:40:57,840 in the name of the Father, the Son... 1465 01:40:57,960 --> 01:41:01,000 Stick your tongue out. And the Holy Ghost. 1466 01:41:01,120 --> 01:41:03,440 Don't be a dick, mate. Come on, give us a line of that. 1467 01:41:03,560 --> 01:41:05,976 You already owe me 40 fucking quid from last month, all right? 1468 01:41:06,000 --> 01:41:08,240 - Ah, fuck off... cunt. - Yeah, whatever. 1469 01:41:08,360 --> 01:41:11,000 - You need to watch yourself, fella. - What you going to do, buddy? 1470 01:41:11,080 --> 01:41:14,120 That's a fucking gram, that, don't let him do that. 1471 01:41:14,240 --> 01:41:17,476 Go on, then, fella. Go on, little man. Go on! 1472 01:41:22,240 --> 01:41:23,840 Get the fuck out, ya prick! 1473 01:41:23,960 --> 01:41:28,120 - Is he all right? - Fuck him. C'mon. 1474 01:41:32,840 --> 01:41:35,600 That fucking bear looks in a bad way. 1475 01:41:35,720 --> 01:41:39,000 Are you all right, mate? 1476 01:41:41,080 --> 01:41:42,680 - Slumped. - Yeah. 1477 01:41:44,560 --> 01:41:46,520 Listen, I'm, uh... 1478 01:41:46,640 --> 01:41:49,040 I'm sorry about before. 1479 01:41:49,160 --> 01:41:51,840 - I just get all wound-up. - Don't worry about it, mate. 1480 01:41:51,960 --> 01:41:54,200 - Nah, I shouldn't have done it. - It's all right, but. 1481 01:41:55,640 --> 01:41:58,240 - Yeah. - Yeah, sweet. 1482 01:41:58,360 --> 01:42:02,320 The fucking truth is, me and Laura had a fucking bust-up. 1483 01:42:02,440 --> 01:42:04,560 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1484 01:42:06,040 --> 01:42:08,440 What was you fighting about? 1485 01:42:08,560 --> 01:42:11,616 Fucking... You tell me. 1486 01:42:12,760 --> 01:42:15,720 She's fucking just went off. 1487 01:42:15,840 --> 01:42:18,280 She's just always snapping lately. 1488 01:42:19,880 --> 01:42:21,800 Just fucking snapping. 1489 01:42:24,120 --> 01:42:25,920 - Mm. - Yeah. 1490 01:42:27,320 --> 01:42:29,920 You want another pill? 1491 01:42:30,040 --> 01:42:31,960 - You sure? - Yeah. 1492 01:42:32,080 --> 01:42:34,200 - Sure? - Yeah. 'Course, mate, yeah. 1493 01:42:38,160 --> 01:42:40,360 I am fucked. 1494 01:42:48,200 --> 01:42:50,520 I'm gonna go get another drink, mate. 1495 01:42:50,640 --> 01:42:52,833 - Do you want one? - Nah, I'm sound, mate, thanks. 1496 01:42:54,040 --> 01:42:55,720 - Should I get him one? - Yeah, yeah. 1497 01:42:55,840 --> 01:42:58,040 - Yeah, get him... - Hairy fucker. 1498 01:43:41,560 --> 01:43:43,804 - Nice one, mate. - Yeah. 1499 01:43:53,200 --> 01:43:55,535 What was it you was doing in the kitchen, 1500 01:43:55,655 --> 01:43:57,937 with your foot, touching the tiles like that? 1501 01:43:59,080 --> 01:44:02,840 Mate, I just get the urge to just do weird shit sometimes, man. 1502 01:44:02,960 --> 01:44:04,560 Yeah. 1503 01:44:04,680 --> 01:44:07,680 Unusual, that, though, innit? 1504 01:44:07,800 --> 01:44:09,853 Yeah. 1505 01:44:12,080 --> 01:44:14,440 You ever seen anyone else do it, or...? 1506 01:44:14,560 --> 01:44:16,720 I ain't seen anyone else do shit like that, mate. 1507 01:44:16,840 --> 01:44:19,120 - Just me, that. - Just you, yeah. 1508 01:44:24,080 --> 01:44:25,768 Eh, listen, uh... 1509 01:44:26,960 --> 01:44:29,680 You know, I was saying before... 1510 01:44:29,800 --> 01:44:32,766 I'm all right about what happened between you and Laura, because... 1511 01:44:34,000 --> 01:44:35,960 I mean, you didn't know, did you? 1512 01:44:36,080 --> 01:44:37,600 You know, she... 1513 01:44:37,720 --> 01:44:40,520 You pay, she's a fucking hooker, and... 1514 01:44:40,640 --> 01:44:42,476 It's not your fault, is it? 1515 01:44:44,400 --> 01:44:46,159 - Mm. - Yeah. 1516 01:44:47,680 --> 01:44:49,320 Do you, uh... 1517 01:44:49,440 --> 01:44:50,840 you know... 1518 01:44:50,960 --> 01:44:53,200 you talk much? You get on? 1519 01:44:54,320 --> 01:44:56,800 Because she's a fucking cracking girl, in't she? 1520 01:44:56,920 --> 01:44:59,880 - Yeah, man. Yeah, top. - Mm. 1521 01:45:00,000 --> 01:45:01,240 Mm. 1522 01:45:01,360 --> 01:45:03,660 Talks too much. 1523 01:45:03,780 --> 01:45:05,640 Yeah. 1524 01:45:05,760 --> 01:45:07,121 Yeah, fucking hell, mate. 1525 01:45:07,241 --> 01:45:09,880 - She used to chat shit in school. - Yeah. 1526 01:45:10,000 --> 01:45:12,960 Used to, like, give the teachers, like, proper grief. 1527 01:45:13,080 --> 01:45:15,880 Yeah, that sounds like Laura, that. 1528 01:45:17,760 --> 01:45:19,400 Nah, she, um... 1529 01:45:19,520 --> 01:45:21,840 she's a good... good mate. 1530 01:45:21,960 --> 01:45:23,384 Good mate. 1531 01:45:26,320 --> 01:45:29,842 Suppose it helps, don't it? Being mates... 1532 01:45:31,720 --> 01:45:34,480 when you do something like that. 1533 01:45:34,600 --> 01:45:36,120 Mm. 1534 01:45:36,240 --> 01:45:38,480 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1535 01:45:42,120 --> 01:45:44,360 I just... 1536 01:45:44,480 --> 01:45:46,627 just want to say thanks for not... 1537 01:45:47,828 --> 01:45:50,880 you know, saying anything to them lot in there... 1538 01:45:51,000 --> 01:45:52,360 about what she does. 1539 01:45:54,040 --> 01:45:55,411 Yeah. 1540 01:45:56,493 --> 01:45:57,680 Let's have some ket. 1541 01:45:57,800 --> 01:46:00,080 - Is that mine? - Yeah, of course, mate, yeah. 1542 01:46:00,200 --> 01:46:02,637 - You sure? - All yours, mate. 1543 01:46:05,440 --> 01:46:08,000 Just gonna go and get some more skins for mine. 1544 01:46:08,120 --> 01:46:09,604 - Mm. - Yeah. 1545 01:46:14,396 --> 01:46:16,240 Oh, fuck... 1546 01:46:26,240 --> 01:46:27,456 How you doing? You all right, man? 1547 01:46:27,480 --> 01:46:30,440 You look fucking smashed, you two. You been behaving? 1548 01:46:50,618 --> 01:46:52,830 Made from fucking chinchillas, that. 1549 01:46:52,955 --> 01:46:54,955 Is it? 1550 01:46:58,560 --> 01:47:01,914 He's on the fuck in moon, man, in't he? 1551 01:47:04,080 --> 01:47:06,400 Hello-oh? 1552 01:47:08,800 --> 01:47:11,779 Fucking hell, he's a right. He's a good laugh, him, in't he? 1553 01:47:13,560 --> 01:47:15,800 I blew everyone off in school, that's a sport, innit? 1554 01:47:15,920 --> 01:47:17,292 - That's dirty! - That's a sport. 1555 01:47:17,418 --> 01:47:19,416 - Why were you blowing everyone off? - It's a sport! 1556 01:47:19,440 --> 01:47:20,680 - It's not a sport. - It is! 1557 01:47:20,800 --> 01:47:23,800 They're gonna take over the world Watch the YouTube thing about it, mate. 1558 01:47:23,920 --> 01:47:25,600 It's dead-cert, mate. Hundred percent, man. 1559 01:47:25,720 --> 01:47:27,880 - Like, proper true? - Proper fucking true. 1560 01:47:28,000 --> 01:47:30,776 Me and you'll be long gone. The robots, they'll be here for fucking ever. 1561 01:47:30,800 --> 01:47:32,560 - Nah, man. - Millions and billions of years. 1562 01:47:40,360 --> 01:47:42,191 Do you want me to take him back with me? 1563 01:47:42,311 --> 01:47:45,320 Nah, leave him, mate. He's fucking sound. I'll get him on the couch. 1564 01:47:45,440 --> 01:47:47,240 - Yeah? - Yeah, he's all right. He's fucked. 1565 01:47:47,360 --> 01:47:50,160 - Just fucking kick him out. - Nah, I'll look after him, mate. 1566 01:47:50,280 --> 01:47:51,920 See you later, Danny boy. 1567 01:47:52,040 --> 01:47:54,189 Go on. See you, love. 1568 01:47:56,440 --> 01:47:58,051 Shut the door. 1569 01:48:23,280 --> 01:48:25,480 Oi, Danny. 1570 01:48:28,080 --> 01:48:30,200 Danny. 1571 01:48:30,320 --> 01:48:32,080 Oi, can you hear me? 1572 01:48:32,200 --> 01:48:34,375 Hey, can you hear me? 1573 01:48:36,440 --> 01:48:38,584 You went to school with Laura, did ya? 1574 01:48:41,680 --> 01:48:43,150 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1575 01:48:43,270 --> 01:48:44,680 Do you like her? 1576 01:48:46,760 --> 01:48:49,133 - Gorgeous, in't she? - Mm. 1577 01:48:50,240 --> 01:48:53,419 That why you wanted to fuck her? Eh? 1578 01:48:58,720 --> 01:49:00,841 Go on, mate, you laugh. 1579 01:49:02,720 --> 01:49:05,026 - I like her. - You like her? 1580 01:49:06,960 --> 01:49:09,189 How many times have you shagged her? 1581 01:49:11,160 --> 01:49:13,173 - Lots. - Lots. 1582 01:49:14,920 --> 01:49:17,120 Is that why you came here... 1583 01:49:17,240 --> 01:49:18,832 to my flat? 1584 01:49:20,120 --> 01:49:22,360 Teaching Sarah your little fucking weird moves. 1585 01:49:23,640 --> 01:49:25,360 You don't treat her right. 1586 01:49:25,480 --> 01:49:27,960 I don't... Say it again. 1587 01:49:28,080 --> 01:49:30,919 - You don't treat her right. - I don't treat her right? 1588 01:49:32,640 --> 01:49:34,241 Thanks, mate. 1589 01:49:36,920 --> 01:49:38,664 Did you always pay? 1590 01:49:40,160 --> 01:49:41,720 Eh? 1591 01:49:41,840 --> 01:49:44,120 - Oi. - Don't do that. 1592 01:49:44,240 --> 01:49:47,001 - Did you always pay to fuck my bird? - I wanna go... 1593 01:49:48,400 --> 01:49:49,880 No, no, no, no. 1594 01:49:50,000 --> 01:49:52,439 - I want to leave. - Nah, you're going nowhere. 1595 01:49:54,640 --> 01:49:57,001 Did you fuck her in this flat? 1596 01:49:58,120 --> 01:49:59,851 In my flat? 1597 01:49:59,971 --> 01:50:01,901 Did you fuck her on that couch? 1598 01:50:03,320 --> 01:50:05,360 I bet you did, because it's cosy, innit? 1599 01:50:05,480 --> 01:50:07,091 It's warm. 1600 01:50:13,760 --> 01:50:15,528 Do you love her? 1601 01:50:17,840 --> 01:50:19,501 Do you love her? 1602 01:50:21,880 --> 01:50:23,160 Yeah? 1603 01:50:24,200 --> 01:50:27,280 You fucking love her, yeah? Yeah, here you are. 1604 01:50:27,400 --> 01:50:30,760 Here... have some of this. 1605 01:50:30,880 --> 01:50:32,600 Fucking scummy cunt! 1606 01:50:32,720 --> 01:50:35,160 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 1607 01:50:35,280 --> 01:50:36,920 No, no, no, no. Take it, take it. 1608 01:50:37,040 --> 01:50:39,880 Shh, shh. 1609 01:50:40,000 --> 01:50:43,192 Shh, shh, shh. 1610 01:50:45,440 --> 01:50:47,783 Good lad. Eh? 1611 01:50:49,800 --> 01:50:51,480 Good lad. 1612 01:51:28,920 --> 01:51:33,160 Yeah, me mate stayed over last night. He's a bit out of it, is that all right? 1613 01:51:36,920 --> 01:51:39,280 We had a bit of a party last night, Sarah, love. 1614 01:51:39,400 --> 01:51:41,680 Just got a bit out of hand. 1615 01:51:43,280 --> 01:51:45,320 Have you seen Danny before? 1616 01:51:45,440 --> 01:51:48,640 - Go in the bedroom, love. - Have you seen him before? 1617 01:51:49,760 --> 01:51:52,440 - Is he Mummy's friend? - Go in the bedroom, love. Go on. 1618 01:51:52,560 --> 01:51:54,200 Yeah, go on, fuck off, you. 1619 01:51:56,680 --> 01:51:57,840 So, who's he, then, eh? 1620 01:51:59,080 --> 01:52:01,520 You haven't asked about him yet, have you? 1621 01:52:02,960 --> 01:52:04,776 - You've done him, haven't you? - I don't know what you're talking about. 1622 01:52:04,800 --> 01:52:06,520 You do know what I'm fucking talking about. 1623 01:52:06,640 --> 01:52:08,880 You fucking done him here and not out there. 1624 01:52:09,000 --> 01:52:12,520 He's a customer. You've seen him yourself. 1625 01:52:13,840 --> 01:52:15,920 Don't you fucking lie to me. Don't fucking lie! 1626 01:52:16,040 --> 01:52:18,565 You know what he told me, eh? That he fucking loves ya! 1627 01:52:18,685 --> 01:52:21,567 I don't know what you're talking about. He's a customer! He's paying! 1628 01:52:21,687 --> 01:52:23,016 Fucking customer? You know what I'm on about. 1629 01:52:23,040 --> 01:52:25,680 You fucking done him here and not out there! 1630 01:52:25,800 --> 01:52:27,296 - Warren, I swear... - Don't bullshit me, you liar! 1631 01:52:27,320 --> 01:52:30,306 'Cause I'll fucking kill him, kill you, and kill her as well! 1632 01:52:30,426 --> 01:52:32,576 - All right! All right, he's been here! - Don't fucking bullshit me! 1633 01:52:32,600 --> 01:52:35,696 - But he followed me home from work, okay? - He fucking followed you from work?! 1634 01:52:35,720 --> 01:52:37,320 Yeah. 1635 01:52:37,440 --> 01:52:40,553 He's fucking grassed you up, you idiot. Because you went to school with him... 1636 01:52:40,673 --> 01:52:41,920 - So? - ..didn't ya? 1637 01:52:42,040 --> 01:52:43,920 He's your little fucking mate! Fucking dickhead! 1638 01:52:44,040 --> 01:52:45,600 Don't fucking bullshit me! 1639 01:52:45,720 --> 01:52:48,200 - Please, please... - Fuck off! 1640 01:52:48,320 --> 01:52:52,000 He found out you was a whore, and you made his fucking day, didn't ya?! 1641 01:52:52,120 --> 01:52:54,240 You fucking slut! 1642 01:52:54,360 --> 01:52:57,000 Taking the fucking piss outta me, eh?! 1643 01:52:57,120 --> 01:52:59,120 It's fucking your fault, all this! 1644 01:53:01,920 --> 01:53:04,560 It's fucking your fault! 1645 01:53:13,120 --> 01:53:15,120 No. 1646 01:53:19,400 --> 01:53:20,960 Do something with me! 1647 01:53:21,080 --> 01:53:24,600 Oi! Please, help me! Do summat! Listen, help me! 1648 01:53:32,040 --> 01:53:34,195 Yeah, hello? Yeah... 1649 01:53:34,315 --> 01:53:36,720 Yeah, I'd like an ambulance, please. 1650 01:53:37,720 --> 01:53:41,560 Yeah, my girlfriend, she just fell over, and she's badly done-in, yeah. 1651 01:53:41,680 --> 01:53:43,760 She's pregnant. 1652 01:53:43,880 --> 01:53:45,720 Yeah, uh, 65... 1653 01:53:45,840 --> 01:53:47,800 65 Welbeck House. 1654 01:53:47,920 --> 01:53:49,600 M40... 1655 01:53:49,720 --> 01:53:51,160 6AU, yeah. 1656 01:53:51,280 --> 01:53:54,240 No, I'm gonna be here. Yeah, I'll be here, yeah. 1657 01:54:03,583 --> 01:54:05,436 Oh, God... 1658 01:54:06,440 --> 01:54:08,280 I'm... I'm so sorry. 1659 01:54:08,400 --> 01:54:11,000 I'm so... sorry. 1660 01:54:30,880 --> 01:54:33,440 Laura? Laura... 1661 01:54:33,560 --> 01:54:36,160 Laura, listen to... 1662 01:54:37,320 --> 01:54:39,560 Oh, fuck. 1663 01:54:42,280 --> 01:54:45,160 Oh, shit! Shit. 1664 01:54:45,280 --> 01:54:47,040 Laura, can you hear me? 1665 01:54:47,160 --> 01:54:49,640 Mum? 1666 01:54:49,760 --> 01:54:51,880 Hi, Sarah. 1667 01:54:53,960 --> 01:54:57,400 Mummy, you're gonna be okay. 1668 01:54:57,520 --> 01:54:59,360 Yes. Hey, hey... 1669 01:54:59,480 --> 01:55:02,480 Hey, Sarah. Sarah, look at me, look at me. 1670 01:55:16,960 --> 01:55:19,480 - Hi. What's this lady's name? - Eh... Laura. 1671 01:55:19,600 --> 01:55:21,507 Can I just get in there? 1672 01:55:23,720 --> 01:55:25,424 Laura, can you hear me? 1673 01:55:27,240 --> 01:55:29,216 - Is she gonna be all right? - We're looking after her. 1674 01:55:29,240 --> 01:55:30,560 She's gonna be all right, yeah? 1675 01:55:30,680 --> 01:55:32,600 Laura, it's the ambulance. Can you hear me? 1676 01:55:32,720 --> 01:55:36,000 Laura, it's the ambulance. 1677 01:55:36,120 --> 01:55:38,160 - It's the ambulance, love... - My baby. 1678 01:55:38,280 --> 01:55:41,480 I know. Laura, it's the ambulance. Let us help you. 1679 01:55:41,600 --> 01:55:44,280 Laura, look, I'm sorry, babe. I'm so, so sorry. 1680 01:55:44,400 --> 01:55:48,120 - Hey. No, no no no. Laura, I'm here. - Laura, try calm yourself down. 1681 01:55:48,240 --> 01:55:50,560 - Get off me. Get off... Get off me! - It's me and you! 1682 01:55:50,680 --> 01:55:52,440 - Get off... - No, come on! 1683 01:55:52,560 --> 01:55:54,320 - It's me and you! - Just leave her. 1684 01:55:54,440 --> 01:55:56,160 Laura, it's the ambulance. 1685 01:55:56,280 --> 01:55:58,520 We're here to look after you, okay? It's the ambulance. 1686 01:55:58,640 --> 01:56:02,360 We're gonna take you to the hospital, to look after you and your baby. 1687 01:56:02,480 --> 01:56:05,120 - Okay? - Is it gonna be okay? 1688 01:56:05,240 --> 01:56:06,856 Just calm yourself down. We'll look after you. 1689 01:56:06,880 --> 01:56:10,680 Look after you and your baby. 1690 01:56:10,800 --> 01:56:12,920 Laura, tell us what's happened. 1691 01:56:17,720 --> 01:56:18,960 I fell. 1692 01:56:19,080 --> 01:56:21,280 Okay, so, we'll take you to the hospital now. 1693 01:56:21,400 --> 01:56:22,879 Okay? Okay. 1694 01:56:23,960 --> 01:56:27,600 Shall we get you a chair? Let's get you to the ambulance. 1695 01:56:31,080 --> 01:56:33,248 Bit of a bump. 1696 01:57:27,920 --> 01:57:31,560 <i>The messages are all there around you.</i> 1697 01:57:31,680 --> 01:57:35,000 <i>But you choose to make sense of them how you see fit.</i> 1698 01:57:35,120 --> 01:57:38,160 <i>If it feels right, then you go for it.</i> 1699 01:57:38,280 --> 01:57:41,720 <i>You know, you don't care if it'll work out.</i> 1700 01:57:41,840 --> 01:57:43,920 <i>Suppose we're all junkies in that way.</i> 1701 01:57:44,911 --> 01:57:46,760 <i>Laura's baby survived.</i> 1702 01:57:46,880 --> 01:57:48,160 <i>Resilient fucker.</i> 1703 01:57:48,280 --> 01:57:51,116 <i>I heard Warren went missing.</i> 1704 01:57:52,240 --> 01:57:56,360 <i>I wanted to see Laura again, but I just couldn't do it to her.</i> 1705 01:57:56,480 --> 01:57:58,440 <i>And it was never gonna happen.</i> 1706 01:57:58,560 --> 01:58:00,400 <i>I know that now.</i> 1707 01:58:00,520 --> 01:58:04,800 <i>My fucking mind always... pushes me.</i> 1708 01:58:04,920 --> 01:58:07,980 <i>You know, the thought, the obsessions, the drugs.</i> 1709 01:58:09,280 --> 01:58:11,102 <i>It's just part of me.</i> 1710 01:58:12,400 --> 01:58:14,509 <i>I do have me good days.</i> 1711 01:58:15,560 --> 01:58:18,360 <i>I suppose we are all resilient fuckers.</i> 1712 01:58:19,400 --> 01:58:22,240 <i>I wish it had worked with Laura.</i> 1713 01:58:23,240 --> 01:58:24,880 <i>I wish she was happy.</i> 1714 01:58:25,000 --> 01:58:27,960 <i>I wish we'd have been happy.</i> 1715 01:58:28,080 --> 01:58:29,800 <i>I think we could have been.</i> 1716 01:58:29,920 --> 01:58:32,000 <i>I still imagine us...</i> 1717 01:58:32,120 --> 01:58:34,400 <i>together.</i> 1718 01:58:34,520 --> 01:58:38,547 <i>Maybe she's waiting for Warren, to forgive him and be a family.</i> 1719 01:58:39,810 --> 01:58:41,280 <i>Or not.</i> 1720 01:58:41,400 --> 01:58:42,934 <i>Who knows?</i> 1721 01:58:44,840 --> 01:58:47,433 <i>It's hard to make the world fit for everyone.</i> 1722 01:58:48,640 --> 01:58:51,540 <i>You know, you don't just slot in or get a perfect fit.</i> 1723 01:58:52,720 --> 01:58:54,440 <i>You squeeze in, don't you?</i> 1724 01:58:54,560 --> 01:58:57,087 <i>It's uncomfortable, and you do what you can.</i> 1725 01:58:59,000 --> 01:59:01,160 <i>Well, this is my place.</i> 1726 01:59:02,200 --> 01:59:04,640 <i>Right here.</i> 1727 01:59:04,760 --> 01:59:06,418 <i>Bit by bit.</i> 1728 01:59:08,480 --> 01:59:10,257 <i>Day by day.</i> 1729 02:01:35,101 --> 02:01:37,513 Descriptive subtitles by Matchbox Cinesub 1730 02:01:38,305 --> 02:02:38,605