Pagtatag! The Documentary

1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 2 00:00:47,505 --> 00:00:53,762 -SB19! -SB19! 3 00:00:56,890 --> 00:00:59,851 -We are… -SB19! 4 00:01:21,122 --> 00:01:26,127 …and now even Korean super-idol, Minzy has done the "Gento" challenge. 5 00:01:26,211 --> 00:01:28,463 "Gento" is really taking off as a trend. 6 00:01:28,546 --> 00:01:30,590 -Is it still trending? -Yes. Super. 7 00:01:37,055 --> 00:01:38,473 We're rich! 8 00:01:46,314 --> 00:01:49,067 There's too much going on in our lives for things to get boring. 9 00:01:53,154 --> 00:01:54,405 Pause. 10 00:01:54,489 --> 00:01:55,865 Silence. 11 00:01:55,949 --> 00:01:57,992 Silence from SB19. 12 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:02,956 Could the timing of all this be any more ominous? 13 00:02:03,039 --> 00:02:07,001 -Mahalima! -Mahalima! 14 00:02:07,085 --> 00:02:08,169 What just happened? 15 00:02:08,253 --> 00:02:10,630 Don't turn off their mics without telling them. 16 00:02:10,713 --> 00:02:13,925 Imagine them performing with this burden in their minds. 17 00:02:14,008 --> 00:02:16,094 No matter what happened, we were on the losing end. 18 00:02:16,177 --> 00:02:17,262 Big problem. 19 00:02:17,345 --> 00:02:21,432 Why is this happening? I thought everything was going well. 20 00:02:21,516 --> 00:02:23,184 Is this how things end for us? 21 00:02:23,268 --> 00:02:25,311 SB19! 22 00:03:08,688 --> 00:03:12,275 Even we were surprised by the reaction to our song "Gento." 23 00:03:12,358 --> 00:03:15,486 So we thought instead of being limited to old plans, 24 00:03:15,570 --> 00:03:21,951 we should think of new plans to further promote "Gento." 25 00:03:22,035 --> 00:03:26,164 A global approach since the song proves to have a global reach. 26 00:03:26,831 --> 00:03:29,709 At first, I was close-minded about my approach to music. 27 00:03:29,792 --> 00:03:32,003 I thought we shouldn't mix languages within a song. 28 00:03:32,086 --> 00:03:35,798 But music inspires emotion beyond language. 29 00:03:35,882 --> 00:03:36,841 Even with lyrics like… 30 00:03:36,925 --> 00:03:39,010 -"Lataratara." -Yes, even "Lataratara." 31 00:03:39,093 --> 00:03:45,516 Music knows no boundaries when it comes to touching people's feelings. 32 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:49,062 When I first heard "Gento," I thought, "Okay, this is a good title track." 33 00:03:49,145 --> 00:03:51,481 -Then I heard "Crimzone," I thought… -A strong contender. 34 00:03:51,564 --> 00:03:53,691 I thought it was a strong track. Why not make it our title track? 35 00:03:53,775 --> 00:03:56,152 They asked me why it was my pick for the title track. 36 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:57,445 I said, "Because it's in English." 37 00:03:57,528 --> 00:04:00,865 -I thought anyone could understand it. -Yes, that was your reason. 38 00:04:00,949 --> 00:04:05,411 We were starting to develop SB19 as an act that could be known globally. 39 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:07,956 So I thought we should release an English song as our title track. 40 00:04:08,039 --> 00:04:09,374 And now I wonder, 41 00:04:09,457 --> 00:04:12,168 what if we had released "Crimzone" instead of "Gento"? 42 00:04:12,251 --> 00:04:17,632 Would "Gento" have the same impact if we hadn't released it as a title track? 43 00:04:17,715 --> 00:04:20,218 Language isn't a barrier to a song's potential. 44 00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:25,473 It was like a plant we were nurturing at the beginning of our EP. 45 00:04:25,556 --> 00:04:28,893 It grew and established itself. 46 00:04:28,977 --> 00:04:32,689 -It exploded. -Yes, it exploded into a solid gold tree. 47 00:04:32,772 --> 00:04:36,859 Our story from Pagsibol was about growth. 48 00:04:36,943 --> 00:04:41,322 Continues in "Pagtatag!" with the message, "This is who we are now. This is SB19." 49 00:04:41,406 --> 00:04:44,158 We went through a lot. It was hard work. 50 00:04:44,242 --> 00:04:49,289 It took our blood, sweat, and tears to make it this far. 51 00:04:49,372 --> 00:04:54,043 We are a P-pop group that has transitioned into being self-managed artists. 52 00:04:56,379 --> 00:04:57,380 We're very happy. 53 00:04:57,463 --> 00:04:58,423 Yes. 54 00:04:58,506 --> 00:05:00,633 There are challenges. 55 00:05:00,717 --> 00:05:03,469 It is difficult at times, but the accomplishments 56 00:05:03,553 --> 00:05:05,388 feel even more fulfilling. 57 00:05:05,471 --> 00:05:06,806 It's more fulfilling. 58 00:05:06,889 --> 00:05:08,933 And we can only blame ourselves from now on. 59 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:14,439 The group is super sensitive to it 60 00:05:14,522 --> 00:05:18,735 because we see our craft as something sacred. 61 00:05:22,947 --> 00:05:26,909 Or even the manpower, in terms of our staff who help us, 62 00:05:27,702 --> 00:05:33,291 I think we can fully express ourselves and get back to everything we used to do. 63 00:05:33,374 --> 00:05:37,920 And maybe this would really help to push boundaries. 64 00:05:38,004 --> 00:05:43,426 We want to inspire others, especially those surrounding us 65 00:05:43,509 --> 00:05:47,555 to persevere in their daily lives 66 00:05:47,638 --> 00:05:50,183 so that together, we can create something beautiful 67 00:05:50,266 --> 00:05:53,644 and the results can be seen around the world. 68 00:06:15,083 --> 00:06:17,251 We'll do a sound check, SB, 69 00:06:17,335 --> 00:06:18,544 Sir Richard… 70 00:06:18,628 --> 00:06:20,880 Band, let's keep it quiet first. Thank you. 71 00:06:20,963 --> 00:06:21,964 Standby. 72 00:06:26,260 --> 00:06:27,720 Hi, Leo. 73 00:06:27,804 --> 00:06:30,473 For my in-ear monitors… This is Stell by the way. 74 00:06:30,556 --> 00:06:35,103 Can we lower Pablo and Josh's volume levels? 75 00:06:35,186 --> 00:06:36,395 Jah, can you sing out? 76 00:06:43,903 --> 00:06:45,905 Is that volume okay, SB? 77 00:06:45,988 --> 00:06:48,699 We can go lower, I think. Or better yet, let's mute everyone. 78 00:06:51,661 --> 00:06:54,956 When they presented to me the "Pagtatag!" EP, 79 00:06:55,748 --> 00:06:58,459 I told them to give me all the demos. 80 00:06:58,543 --> 00:07:01,504 Send me all the demos so I can review everything. 81 00:07:17,937 --> 00:07:21,399 I added my take on things, like mash-ups. 82 00:07:21,482 --> 00:07:24,318 Do you want to work on the mash-ups so we can see what needs fixing? 83 00:07:24,402 --> 00:07:27,488 -Then we'll work on "Gento" and "Mana." -Let's prioritize the mash-up. 84 00:07:27,572 --> 00:07:28,614 That's important. 85 00:07:29,740 --> 00:07:32,201 To Loraine, they're important. 86 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:34,454 You are such a bully! 87 00:07:34,537 --> 00:07:37,248 I told them, "Why don't we mash up songs? 88 00:07:37,331 --> 00:07:39,542 Because you are such strong singers. 89 00:07:39,625 --> 00:07:44,630 We should showcase that you are all such strong singers." 90 00:07:47,258 --> 00:07:48,259 There seems to be… 91 00:07:48,342 --> 00:07:52,722 There seems to be quite a lot of reverb in the music we're hearing? 92 00:07:52,805 --> 00:07:53,806 Yes. 93 00:07:53,890 --> 00:07:57,268 It almost seems like we're hearing double. 94 00:07:57,351 --> 00:07:59,020 Like an echo. 95 00:07:59,645 --> 00:08:02,773 We can ask them not to play the live band in our in-ear monitors. 96 00:08:02,857 --> 00:08:03,983 -I like hearing the band. -It adds vibes. 97 00:08:04,066 --> 00:08:07,945 -The live band heightens the feeling but… -The mixing needs to be balanced. 98 00:08:08,029 --> 00:08:10,239 During the last playback, could you hear yourself through the monitors? 99 00:08:10,323 --> 00:08:11,282 A little. 100 00:08:11,365 --> 00:08:15,536 But I can't say, when they're singing, 101 00:08:15,620 --> 00:08:17,955 it just has this really super live feel, you know? 102 00:08:18,039 --> 00:08:20,500 -If the backing track is on 70… -Then we should be hearing-- 103 00:08:20,583 --> 00:08:21,709 Then we should be hearing it. 104 00:08:21,792 --> 00:08:22,960 But I don't hear it. 105 00:08:23,044 --> 00:08:25,505 While we're singing, our voices occupy most of the mix. 106 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:27,215 I've been working with them 107 00:08:27,298 --> 00:08:30,343 for three years, so I'm able to include their input and their likes 108 00:08:30,426 --> 00:08:33,304 into my presentation. 109 00:08:33,387 --> 00:08:35,097 And then when they comment things like, 110 00:08:35,181 --> 00:08:36,641 "Do you think we can do something like…" 111 00:08:36,724 --> 00:08:37,642 They're always coming up with, 112 00:08:37,725 --> 00:08:41,437 "Do you think we can try a lifter on this number?" 113 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:44,774 I say, "Of course!" Then we'll start planning the staging. 114 00:08:44,857 --> 00:08:46,609 When we were programming "Pagtatag!", 115 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:50,363 I consulted them and asked, "What do you want for your show?" 116 00:08:50,446 --> 00:08:53,032 Is it narrative-based or is it a concert-type 117 00:08:53,115 --> 00:08:54,534 made up of segments or vignettes? 118 00:08:57,203 --> 00:09:00,957 Our approach is very theatrical because we happen to like it that way. 119 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:02,708 SB19 enjoys exploring theatrical elements. 120 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:04,043 There's a ballad suite. 121 00:09:04,126 --> 00:09:05,044 A dance suite. 122 00:09:05,127 --> 00:09:07,755 A solo suite and then the fan service. 123 00:09:07,838 --> 00:09:09,674 Fan service is always part of their performance. 124 00:09:09,757 --> 00:09:11,676 They are always asking me, 125 00:09:11,759 --> 00:09:14,220 "Let's make sure we give back to our fans." 126 00:09:20,393 --> 00:09:22,603 So hot! 127 00:09:22,687 --> 00:09:23,688 Choreography. 128 00:09:23,771 --> 00:09:24,897 Coach Jay. 129 00:09:24,981 --> 00:09:29,026 Coach Jay is always with us during rehearsals because staging-wise, 130 00:09:29,610 --> 00:09:31,112 he consults with me. 131 00:09:31,195 --> 00:09:33,155 I also give my input like, 132 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:35,199 "I think it would be nice to stage it this way." 133 00:09:45,126 --> 00:09:47,461 For "Gento," I thought about 134 00:09:47,545 --> 00:09:50,339 what kind of hand gestures evoke the phrase "Like this?" 135 00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:52,008 Like this. "Gento." 136 00:09:52,091 --> 00:09:55,011 So I was building off of this gesture. 137 00:09:55,094 --> 00:09:56,429 How do we make it a dance? 138 00:09:58,055 --> 00:09:59,140 Bingo. 139 00:09:59,223 --> 00:10:01,142 In the province, don't we shake 140 00:10:01,225 --> 00:10:03,185 -the Bingo tumbler like this? -Yes. 141 00:10:03,269 --> 00:10:05,104 That's how this step was formed. 142 00:10:05,187 --> 00:10:07,356 Bento. When you hear the word bento, 143 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,984 isn't it this? Like you're holding a bento box. 144 00:10:10,067 --> 00:10:12,361 So there it is, bento. Easy, right? 145 00:10:12,445 --> 00:10:15,197 Pablo always asks me, "Jay, do you think 146 00:10:15,281 --> 00:10:18,075 people will remember our choreography?" 147 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:21,454 That's the challenge. It has to be intentional. 148 00:10:21,537 --> 00:10:25,499 So the way they wrote it, and how much thought was put into the song, 149 00:10:25,583 --> 00:10:28,336 the choreography should reflect the intent. 150 00:10:28,419 --> 00:10:31,297 We're not necessarily going wide. It's more like going through the cave. 151 00:10:32,298 --> 00:10:34,592 All right, I get it. Like a tunnel inside a cave? 152 00:10:34,675 --> 00:10:37,219 A tunnel! A tunnel that goes back to the house. 153 00:10:37,303 --> 00:10:39,055 Ingay… 154 00:10:39,138 --> 00:10:40,348 Wouldn't it be funny if 155 00:10:40,431 --> 00:10:42,808 there's someone on the floor, on the dining table and whatnot. 156 00:10:42,892 --> 00:10:45,311 Sitting on the sofa going "Gento!" 157 00:10:59,742 --> 00:11:03,079 A lot of people guide us when we're making music 158 00:11:03,162 --> 00:11:05,706 so that we can convey meaning 159 00:11:05,790 --> 00:11:08,250 or evoke a feeling in our listeners through the song. 160 00:11:08,334 --> 00:11:09,669 So… 161 00:11:09,752 --> 00:11:13,255 Musically and sonically, for this EP, 162 00:11:13,339 --> 00:11:16,509 besides having more freedom, 163 00:11:16,592 --> 00:11:19,595 we're sure about the output of this work. 164 00:11:19,678 --> 00:11:24,016 When we started collating ideas for the album, 165 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:28,813 one thing we discussed was genres we were looking to tackle. 166 00:11:28,896 --> 00:11:32,149 Mr. August Rigo wrote us a song. 167 00:11:32,233 --> 00:11:35,861 It's definitely a song with strong appeal, 168 00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:38,155 but difficult to perform. 169 00:11:38,239 --> 00:11:41,909 I'm more used to gritty singing 170 00:11:41,992 --> 00:11:46,914 rather than controlling my voice to be very sultry and R&B. 171 00:11:46,997 --> 00:11:48,666 The first time I heard the song, 172 00:11:48,749 --> 00:11:50,209 I said to myself, 173 00:11:50,292 --> 00:11:52,211 "Will this song suit us?" That was my first thought. 174 00:11:52,294 --> 00:11:53,587 I was thinking about whether 175 00:11:53,671 --> 00:11:56,841 we would be able to feel the song when performing as a group. 176 00:11:56,924 --> 00:12:00,553 But when I heard our recording, 177 00:12:00,636 --> 00:12:03,180 I was so excited by how we sounded. 178 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:39,925 It's our first time trying this kind of music video approach. 179 00:12:40,009 --> 00:12:44,513 We're excited to show our fans and supporters this new kind of style. 180 00:12:44,597 --> 00:12:48,100 This music video has a more artistic approach. 181 00:12:48,184 --> 00:12:51,979 It's simple, but the direction is different 182 00:12:52,062 --> 00:12:55,649 because the way the clips are executed, put together 183 00:12:55,733 --> 00:12:59,111 and juxtaposed with the music 184 00:12:59,195 --> 00:13:01,447 makes it a sensory experience. 185 00:13:01,530 --> 00:13:05,284 At first, I thought it might be awkward for us 186 00:13:05,367 --> 00:13:06,994 since it's our first time trying 187 00:13:07,077 --> 00:13:09,955 a music video without shots of us dancing or singing. 188 00:13:10,039 --> 00:13:14,210 But looking at it now, there is actually a sense of ease. 189 00:13:14,293 --> 00:13:16,629 You just have to enjoy the process. 190 00:13:16,712 --> 00:13:18,380 We know we have many supporters. 191 00:13:18,464 --> 00:13:23,969 So we make sure the music we release resonates with our listeners. 192 00:13:24,053 --> 00:13:29,016 That's one of my motivations for altering the lyrics. 193 00:13:29,099 --> 00:13:32,686 But the essence of intimacy remains in the song. 194 00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:37,358 We would rather push boundaries than stay in our comfort zone. 195 00:13:37,441 --> 00:13:40,319 We've always said SB19 would get bolder. 196 00:13:40,402 --> 00:13:43,322 Unwavering. So here it is. This is the result. 197 00:13:43,405 --> 00:13:44,490 I think, well… 198 00:13:46,867 --> 00:13:50,204 Just kidding. It's going to be chaos! 199 00:14:03,133 --> 00:14:05,219 -When we perform it… -I think our performance of 200 00:14:05,302 --> 00:14:06,762 "I Want You" is good. 201 00:14:06,845 --> 00:14:10,516 I get the sense it's a crowd favorite 202 00:14:10,599 --> 00:14:12,935 because of the vibes, you know? 203 00:14:13,018 --> 00:14:17,064 During the sexiest parts, like the floor work, 204 00:14:17,147 --> 00:14:20,734 we can hear people screaming. 205 00:14:22,278 --> 00:14:24,071 So this is what you want from us. 206 00:14:46,594 --> 00:14:47,720 Cute, isn't it? 207 00:14:48,637 --> 00:14:50,097 The background is much nicer. 208 00:14:50,806 --> 00:14:52,099 What is that, Jah? 209 00:14:52,182 --> 00:14:53,684 -Game Boy? -Yeah. 210 00:14:53,767 --> 00:14:55,060 Game Boy Color? What does it… 211 00:14:55,144 --> 00:14:58,063 No, it's a combination. PS1, Tekken. 212 00:14:58,147 --> 00:14:59,273 Stell's gift to me. 213 00:14:59,356 --> 00:15:01,942 Stell's gift? Stell got you a birthday gift in advance. 214 00:15:02,026 --> 00:15:04,236 -It has all the games, even PS titles. -All the games are in there. 215 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:08,657 It even has Marvel vs. Capcom and SNK vs. Capcom. 216 00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:10,492 Even Mortal Kombat. 217 00:15:10,576 --> 00:15:11,577 -Even PS1? -Really? 218 00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:12,536 -Yes. -Mortal Kombat? 219 00:15:12,620 --> 00:15:13,996 Ask Stell to buy me one too. 220 00:15:27,676 --> 00:15:30,054 I have the new tracks for the tour, 221 00:15:30,137 --> 00:15:32,723 which is why I requested for this music review. 222 00:15:32,806 --> 00:15:34,934 So there are no surprises. 223 00:15:45,235 --> 00:15:48,530 -Intro, live band. That's it. -Yes, I've instructed that. 224 00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:51,116 -And for the chorus… -So, intro… 225 00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:53,452 Just the intro and ending. Live band. 226 00:15:53,535 --> 00:15:55,079 -Intro and ending only. -Live band. Okay. 227 00:15:57,373 --> 00:15:58,874 The light. 228 00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:02,336 Something about the light. But we listened to it and it seemed fine. 229 00:16:02,419 --> 00:16:06,674 -My concern is the vibe has changed. -Yes. 230 00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:08,926 The feeling. Something just feels off. 231 00:16:14,390 --> 00:16:16,934 Pau, can you and Ken do the footwork on that line? 232 00:16:17,017 --> 00:16:20,062 -I don't think I can, Jay. -Okay, that's fine. 233 00:16:21,897 --> 00:16:24,233 -Let's try it. -Try crossing on that line. 234 00:16:27,361 --> 00:16:29,488 I'm being so dramatic here. 235 00:16:29,571 --> 00:16:30,572 Don't add drama! 236 00:16:30,656 --> 00:16:31,740 But this would be so flat. 237 00:16:34,243 --> 00:16:36,120 Where's the feeling in that? 238 00:16:40,582 --> 00:16:43,544 Why is that again? 239 00:16:50,843 --> 00:16:52,970 Move to the perimeter a little, Ken. 240 00:17:04,273 --> 00:17:07,609 -Did you miss us? -A little, since it's been cold! 241 00:17:09,319 --> 00:17:11,196 They were with us during the last WYAT tour. 242 00:17:14,199 --> 00:17:15,117 That's right! 243 00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:16,910 -You're good! -Was that correct? 244 00:17:26,754 --> 00:17:29,465 -That works too. -The other one is better. 245 00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:32,176 -Without? -But this is the only vest left? 246 00:17:32,259 --> 00:17:34,636 -Actually, it's fine with one sleeve. -Right? 247 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:36,305 It's nice. 248 00:17:37,264 --> 00:17:39,099 What do you think? 249 00:17:41,977 --> 00:17:43,479 It bled through! 250 00:17:44,229 --> 00:17:47,191 Snow told me, "You made a mistake on this part." 251 00:17:47,274 --> 00:17:49,902 I just continued doing the move. 252 00:17:50,819 --> 00:17:54,031 Sorry, Snow. I'm only human. Sometimes, I have problems too. 253 00:17:54,114 --> 00:17:55,532 -Sorry. -I'm kidding! 254 00:17:55,616 --> 00:17:57,868 I'm shaking right now. 255 00:17:57,951 --> 00:17:59,119 Are you nervous? 256 00:17:59,203 --> 00:18:01,080 -Do you feel under pressure? -Something like that. 257 00:18:03,081 --> 00:18:04,875 Here we go again. 258 00:18:04,958 --> 00:18:06,627 Nothing bad will happen. 259 00:18:06,710 --> 00:18:08,921 I declare, only good things will happen. 260 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:11,548 Let's go, Pau! 261 00:18:21,391 --> 00:18:23,101 KEN! LET'S DANCE BUDOTS 262 00:18:23,185 --> 00:18:24,311 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUSTIN 263 00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:00,681 Your energy is amazing. 264 00:19:00,764 --> 00:19:02,349 We just finished performing, 265 00:19:02,432 --> 00:19:05,060 but you brought our energy right back up. Thank you, A'TIN! 266 00:19:40,637 --> 00:19:42,097 This is what you hear in the monitors? 267 00:19:44,933 --> 00:19:46,435 That's what plays in our ears. 268 00:19:55,652 --> 00:19:59,156 I can't hear my voice because of congestion. Annoying. 269 00:19:59,239 --> 00:20:03,493 -That happens when you have a cold. -Almost like even my ears are congested. 270 00:20:03,577 --> 00:20:05,037 Try singing the line "pilit." 271 00:20:11,585 --> 00:20:12,878 It feels awkward. 272 00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:22,221 One of our big concerns is the quality of our show. 273 00:20:22,304 --> 00:20:24,556 When we found out about our US tour, 274 00:20:25,098 --> 00:20:28,143 we knew there were some things that had to be sacrificed. 275 00:20:28,226 --> 00:20:30,437 First of which is, bringing the Skouts on tour. 276 00:20:34,983 --> 00:20:41,031 Just like any job or responsibility, it wears you out sometimes. 277 00:20:41,114 --> 00:20:44,159 But when we see you, Skouts, doing your best, 278 00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:46,119 I get hyped and you uplift me. 279 00:20:46,203 --> 00:20:49,873 Even though you aren't coming on tour with us in the US and Canada, 280 00:20:49,957 --> 00:20:51,875 you're in our hearts. 281 00:20:51,959 --> 00:20:55,170 Hopefully in the future, we'll be on tour together. 282 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,713 Because we're stronger together. 283 00:20:57,631 --> 00:20:59,299 When I see you all… 284 00:20:59,383 --> 00:21:01,218 Oh no! I'm about to cry! 285 00:21:01,301 --> 00:21:03,929 You won't be able to sing "Gento"! 286 00:21:04,012 --> 00:21:08,642 When I see all of you dance, I'm inspired to keep getting better myself. 287 00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:11,812 I'm happy to be part of this family 288 00:21:11,895 --> 00:21:14,189 and for the Skouts to have become so established. 289 00:21:14,273 --> 00:21:15,274 Thank you, Jay. 290 00:21:15,357 --> 00:21:17,359 How I wish that 291 00:21:17,442 --> 00:21:21,947 we came from a big company, a rich company 292 00:21:22,030 --> 00:21:26,410 to show the fans the best show we can give them. 293 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:33,834 But unfortunately, we couldn't afford it, this time. 294 00:21:33,917 --> 00:21:36,169 From the beginning of this tour until the end, 295 00:21:36,253 --> 00:21:39,756 let's stay hungry and eager to perform with all our hearts. 296 00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:41,174 Just like this. Justin is sick. 297 00:21:41,258 --> 00:21:42,968 -Give an energetic performance. -Pray for him. 298 00:21:43,051 --> 00:21:45,595 -You can sing in his place! -Please sing in my place. 299 00:21:51,143 --> 00:21:53,228 -Gento! -Gento! 300 00:21:55,272 --> 00:21:57,858 Whatever resources or energy we have at the moment, 301 00:21:57,941 --> 00:22:00,360 our performance stays at 100 percent. 302 00:22:29,765 --> 00:22:31,475 I sound like a robot. 303 00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:33,351 Did you hear that? 304 00:22:38,523 --> 00:22:40,609 Where are we going to eat? Over at… 305 00:22:40,692 --> 00:22:45,072 We were out of our element for this show. 306 00:22:45,155 --> 00:22:50,118 Since we modified our sound and visuals, the set-up changed. 307 00:22:50,202 --> 00:22:54,331 Our resolution now is to have alignment sessions 308 00:22:54,414 --> 00:22:57,375 with you and David, and whoever else needed. 309 00:22:57,459 --> 00:23:01,588 And with Bene for the cues, whatever needs to be modified. 310 00:23:01,671 --> 00:23:04,257 It's important to iron out any music problems 311 00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:06,927 before the international tour. 312 00:23:07,010 --> 00:23:12,015 We planned the world tour even before making the album. 313 00:23:12,099 --> 00:23:16,394 This is because our first world tour received a good response. 314 00:23:16,478 --> 00:23:20,398 We were capable of handling a world tour. We proved we had an audience for it. 315 00:23:36,540 --> 00:23:38,708 This is so fun! Oh no! 316 00:23:47,801 --> 00:23:49,886 We are SB19. 317 00:24:09,573 --> 00:24:11,199 It was cold yesterday. 318 00:24:11,783 --> 00:24:15,078 We did not expect it to be this cold. 319 00:24:15,829 --> 00:24:19,374 I knew the wind would make it cold, 320 00:24:20,375 --> 00:24:21,585 but not that cold! 321 00:24:21,668 --> 00:24:22,878 I think this is my favorite weather. 322 00:24:22,961 --> 00:24:26,131 -Yes, I do prefer cooler weather. -Yes, because 323 00:24:26,214 --> 00:24:30,218 the weather here isn't too hot or too cold. 324 00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:33,054 It's just right. This weather is relaxing. 325 00:24:34,097 --> 00:24:35,640 The heat in Texas was so… 326 00:24:35,724 --> 00:24:39,144 Somehow so much hotter than the Philippines! 327 00:24:39,227 --> 00:24:41,188 Sunburn-prone weather. 328 00:24:41,271 --> 00:24:43,773 It's 34 degrees Celsius, up to 36, right? 329 00:24:43,857 --> 00:24:44,941 It's so hot. 330 00:24:45,025 --> 00:24:46,193 So hot. 331 00:24:56,077 --> 00:24:57,913 I'm excited, 332 00:24:57,996 --> 00:24:59,998 but also uneasy. 333 00:25:00,081 --> 00:25:03,293 Because our next schedule is two consecutive show days. 334 00:25:03,376 --> 00:25:04,461 No rest in between. 335 00:25:05,128 --> 00:25:06,796 Of course I'm excited to do a great show. 336 00:25:07,797 --> 00:25:09,549 The moment I stop getting excited, 337 00:25:10,383 --> 00:25:12,969 I wouldn't be able to put my soul into the performance. 338 00:25:14,221 --> 00:25:16,389 I'm good. Let's go. 339 00:25:16,473 --> 00:25:20,685 Today, we're performing in Redwood City, at the Fox Theater. 340 00:25:40,163 --> 00:25:42,958 -Chaos. -It's getting more complicated. 341 00:25:43,041 --> 00:25:45,335 Just imagine this is a company team-building in Pansol. 342 00:25:45,418 --> 00:25:49,631 -But what is this part though? -That part goes around the armpit. 343 00:25:49,714 --> 00:25:50,924 -No. -I think it goes somewhere 344 00:25:51,007 --> 00:25:53,009 -in the middle, Rain. -Jah, I think that goes here. 345 00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:54,844 This part seems to go around his neck. 346 00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:58,473 This is what we love. Solving problems. 347 00:25:58,556 --> 00:26:00,976 -I got it! -Wow, Justin de Dios is good at this. 348 00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:02,978 Josh can wear it now! This is the back piece. 349 00:26:03,061 --> 00:26:03,937 This is it. 350 00:26:04,020 --> 00:26:05,563 As long as we can get it on Josh, that's good. 351 00:26:05,647 --> 00:26:07,524 -This is the opening. -Try it on. 352 00:26:07,607 --> 00:26:08,525 What are we doing? 353 00:26:08,608 --> 00:26:10,819 -I think this is correct. -What about the back? 354 00:26:10,902 --> 00:26:11,778 There! 355 00:26:13,530 --> 00:26:15,115 It feels like a scene out of a movie. 356 00:26:15,198 --> 00:26:17,909 You imagine you're performing in front of so many people. 357 00:26:17,993 --> 00:26:22,956 Do you picture the crowd in underwear to calm your nerves? 358 00:26:23,039 --> 00:26:24,374 No. 359 00:26:24,457 --> 00:26:26,626 It feels more like I'm the one in my underwear. 360 00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:35,719 The difference between this tour and our first world tour was, 361 00:26:35,802 --> 00:26:38,138 we didn't really understand our audience back then. 362 00:26:38,221 --> 00:26:40,932 There are Filipinos all over the world 363 00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:45,103 and there are US-based A'TIN who support us whenever we tour. 364 00:26:45,186 --> 00:26:49,399 This time, we're focusing on casual fans. 365 00:26:49,482 --> 00:26:53,403 We want them to be the fuse 366 00:26:53,486 --> 00:26:56,740 that ignites the momentum toward our ultimate goal. 367 00:26:56,823 --> 00:26:59,409 For SB19 to be known all over the world. 368 00:26:59,492 --> 00:27:01,536 Then "Mapa." Stay. 369 00:27:01,619 --> 00:27:02,454 When moving… 370 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:13,840 Same blocking with Snow. 371 00:27:15,633 --> 00:27:16,718 That's it. 372 00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:26,770 -Some parts aren't flattening! -Yes. 373 00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:28,146 It's all bumpy. 374 00:27:28,229 --> 00:27:30,315 Do a second pass with the steamer later. 375 00:27:31,441 --> 00:27:32,359 It's wrinkled. 376 00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:33,943 I think this is okay. 377 00:27:46,414 --> 00:27:51,127 Are you okay with the cues, Bene? Can we do a sound check then? 378 00:27:51,211 --> 00:27:53,129 Performing here is nerve-wracking 379 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:55,423 because we're performing for international fans. 380 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:58,676 Though they've been fully converted into A'TIN, but of course, 381 00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:01,971 they will do their best to bring in new fans 382 00:28:02,055 --> 00:28:05,475 such as their friends or family members that they will bring to our concerts. 383 00:28:05,558 --> 00:28:08,686 That doubles our nervousness, 384 00:28:08,770 --> 00:28:13,316 because the people they bring in who are just curious or casual fans, 385 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:17,695 it's our job to convert them fully into A'TIN, through and through. 386 00:28:17,779 --> 00:28:20,281 Or at least, make them listen to our music. 387 00:28:27,247 --> 00:28:28,081 Come on. 388 00:28:30,291 --> 00:28:31,418 They're going. 389 00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:36,673 -Here we go again. -Please grab your mics. 390 00:28:37,424 --> 00:28:38,967 They're making a lot of noise. 391 00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:41,428 The venue is almost at full capacity today. 392 00:28:41,511 --> 00:28:43,346 Even the balcony is occupied. 393 00:28:43,430 --> 00:28:46,015 They sold tickets for the balcony 394 00:28:46,099 --> 00:28:49,144 since there's demand for it here in San Francisco. 395 00:28:50,395 --> 00:28:51,479 So it's a full house. 396 00:29:16,921 --> 00:29:19,716 Every time we perform, we make sure that 397 00:29:20,341 --> 00:29:25,138 we're performing on a new level, with a stronger approach to our shows. 398 00:29:37,984 --> 00:29:39,569 It serves to challenge us 399 00:29:39,652 --> 00:29:43,573 in making sure the next show is better than the last, 400 00:29:43,656 --> 00:29:44,908 and even the current one. 401 00:30:02,300 --> 00:30:06,387 Performing "La Luna" on consecutive days is killing me. 402 00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:07,805 Because I have to sustain that anger. 403 00:30:07,889 --> 00:30:09,641 Try singing it sweetly. 404 00:30:09,724 --> 00:30:10,600 You'd enter this way. 405 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:34,874 -That… -Please come down. 406 00:30:37,460 --> 00:30:39,212 That's it. 407 00:30:39,295 --> 00:30:41,673 Whose phone is this? 408 00:30:41,756 --> 00:30:45,343 If there's nothing to be taken… 409 00:30:46,427 --> 00:30:47,387 None. 410 00:30:48,221 --> 00:30:51,599 It's 11:55 p.m. Five minutes to go before midnight. 411 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:55,812 We're on our way to Los Angeles for our next show. 412 00:30:55,895 --> 00:30:58,648 It will take us six hours to get there. 413 00:30:58,731 --> 00:31:00,275 It can get tiring, but of course, 414 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:06,322 this is the kind of experience that's very unforgettable for us. 415 00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:09,033 To think "Wow, we just did a show, 416 00:31:09,117 --> 00:31:11,703 but right after that, we're doing another one." 417 00:31:16,374 --> 00:31:19,252 We enjoy what we're doing. It's a lot of fun. 418 00:31:19,335 --> 00:31:23,339 Of course we're determined to give our best to make each show great 419 00:31:23,423 --> 00:31:26,009 so we don't disappoint our fans. 420 00:31:26,092 --> 00:31:31,014 This is the best thing we can do as a way of thanking them 421 00:31:31,097 --> 00:31:32,432 to make them happy. 422 00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:45,028 Can you fit in there? 423 00:31:57,707 --> 00:31:59,083 The stage is beautiful. 424 00:31:59,751 --> 00:32:02,962 Also, this venue looks huge. Just look at the capacity. 425 00:32:03,046 --> 00:32:05,506 I'll admit this venue is giving. 426 00:32:05,590 --> 00:32:07,383 For performers, 427 00:32:07,467 --> 00:32:10,136 it really adds value when the set-up is beautiful. 428 00:32:10,219 --> 00:32:11,429 It heightens the feeling. 429 00:32:11,512 --> 00:32:13,222 A great sound system, great lighting… 430 00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:15,600 And everything. The whole thing. 431 00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:20,355 -Give me the rest. -There! That's okay. 432 00:32:23,024 --> 00:32:27,362 San Francisco and LA are stops we've toured before. 433 00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:30,365 It was our first time at Chicago and Dallas though. 434 00:32:30,448 --> 00:32:35,244 To be honest, ticket sales were struggling before we got to US. 435 00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:38,498 We were worried we wouldn't be able to fill the venues. 436 00:32:38,581 --> 00:32:41,084 But when we got there, we were at full capacity. 437 00:32:41,167 --> 00:32:44,128 So that was cool. Usually, they only knew "Gento." 438 00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:46,589 They didn't sing along much to the other songs. 439 00:32:46,673 --> 00:32:49,425 Some people would sing along here and there 440 00:32:49,509 --> 00:32:51,386 because we're a foreign group. 441 00:32:51,469 --> 00:32:55,181 But as it turned out, they enjoyed themselves. 442 00:32:58,685 --> 00:33:00,186 Full capacity tonight? 443 00:33:00,269 --> 00:33:01,270 Does that include the balcony? 444 00:33:01,354 --> 00:33:02,563 No. 445 00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:03,898 Just the orchestra. 446 00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:04,983 In fairness though… 447 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,361 We've added glowing stage lights. 448 00:33:08,444 --> 00:33:09,862 It will light up during the blackout. 449 00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:12,240 Maybe it's in mono? 450 00:33:13,449 --> 00:33:16,119 It was in mono. Now we've switched it to stereo. 451 00:33:16,202 --> 00:33:19,163 -Don't panic on us. -It was in stereo, but panned left! 452 00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:20,748 -Okay. -It's working now. 453 00:33:20,832 --> 00:33:23,042 -You good? Perfect. -I got nervous for a second. 454 00:33:23,126 --> 00:33:25,962 -Do you want to try "Crimzone" first? -That made me nervous. 455 00:33:26,045 --> 00:33:29,549 So far, it's been super tiring because 456 00:33:29,632 --> 00:33:34,012 besides doing back-to-back shows, 457 00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:37,056 we travel, the weather changes in every city, 458 00:33:38,099 --> 00:33:40,309 and we have other activities besides the shows. 459 00:33:40,393 --> 00:33:42,979 I'm just going to soak up good vibes now, so that the show will be enjoyable. 460 00:33:43,521 --> 00:33:45,481 Even if my body feels heavy, 461 00:33:45,565 --> 00:33:47,859 the important thing is to enjoy being on stage. 462 00:33:48,651 --> 00:33:51,029 So, let's go. We'll persevere. 463 00:34:21,434 --> 00:34:22,310 Make way. 464 00:34:22,393 --> 00:34:24,687 Stell, move to the side. That's the path for people. 465 00:34:24,771 --> 00:34:26,689 Please watch your step. 466 00:34:26,773 --> 00:34:27,857 Okay, one minute to go. 467 00:34:28,441 --> 00:34:30,485 I beat my own record yesterday. 468 00:34:30,568 --> 00:34:32,445 -I only used one "Lola" yesterday. -SB, ready. 469 00:34:32,528 --> 00:34:34,530 But your performance was good yesterday. 470 00:34:34,614 --> 00:34:38,409 -Maybe you shouldn't be doing "Lola." -I just said I did "Lola" yesterday. 471 00:34:38,493 --> 00:34:41,078 -What if you stop doing it? -Please be ready. 472 00:34:42,413 --> 00:34:43,664 You told me not to do it, 473 00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:46,125 but I just said… 474 00:34:55,802 --> 00:34:56,886 It feels like 475 00:34:56,969 --> 00:34:58,679 the cards are stacked against us. 476 00:34:58,763 --> 00:35:03,017 We're taking a chance by going on tour. That's how risky it feels. 477 00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:08,022 No matter what, we have to make it. You need to toughen up. 478 00:35:10,983 --> 00:35:14,195 Besides being fun to watch because we had backup dancers with us, 479 00:35:14,278 --> 00:35:17,615 the important thing was the Skouts always gave us energy. 480 00:35:41,347 --> 00:35:42,473 Please go to stage left. 481 00:35:42,557 --> 00:35:45,434 Every time we perform with the Skouts, 482 00:35:45,518 --> 00:35:47,353 we feel a lot stronger. 483 00:35:47,436 --> 00:35:52,692 The energy of having more than ten people cheering along with you 484 00:35:52,775 --> 00:35:55,862 and performing with you on stage really takes the nerves away. 485 00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:08,833 -Very tiring. Back-to-back. -All the traveling. 486 00:36:08,916 --> 00:36:12,712 There are times when it feels like you've hardly sat down 487 00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:14,463 and it's time to do it all over again. 488 00:36:14,547 --> 00:36:17,049 Whatever sleep you get feels over in a blink. 489 00:36:17,133 --> 00:36:19,260 "Oh we're here? Let's go, prepare. 490 00:36:19,343 --> 00:36:21,262 -Do makeup now." -On the bus. 491 00:36:21,345 --> 00:36:23,639 What worries us most is our voices. 492 00:36:23,723 --> 00:36:25,016 Being so tired… 493 00:36:25,099 --> 00:36:28,269 Because we're going full out for what… Almost two hours? 494 00:36:28,352 --> 00:36:31,480 The concert is almost two hours. 495 00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,942 You're singing for two hours because the mics are on! 496 00:36:37,486 --> 00:36:42,116 You're performing that show and doing it again on little to no sleep. 497 00:36:47,496 --> 00:36:49,790 Josh, did you announce that SB19's busking today? 498 00:36:51,417 --> 00:36:53,169 I just posted we're up to "something special." 499 00:36:53,252 --> 00:36:55,212 You told me not to be specific. 500 00:36:56,839 --> 00:36:59,884 -It's your first time busking, right? -First time. 501 00:36:59,967 --> 00:37:02,053 No, we've gone busking before. 502 00:37:02,136 --> 00:37:04,096 We even sang "Give It to Me Now." 503 00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,266 -You've gone busking before? -It was when… 504 00:37:07,350 --> 00:37:09,852 -When you weren't part of our staff yet. -Oh really? 505 00:38:08,661 --> 00:38:10,037 Hello, again! 506 00:38:18,587 --> 00:38:21,507 They said we'll move forward, we'll move forward. 507 00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:46,157 Can you help carry this? Be careful. 508 00:39:28,032 --> 00:39:29,533 If I had such a cool office, 509 00:39:29,617 --> 00:39:33,037 I'd finish a month's worth of work in three days. 510 00:40:06,779 --> 00:40:08,656 Wave to your right. 511 00:40:17,665 --> 00:40:18,833 Miss Em, is today your birthday? 512 00:40:18,916 --> 00:40:20,626 It's tomorrow. 513 00:40:20,709 --> 00:40:22,545 -But if we were in the Philippines… -It would be today? 514 00:40:29,552 --> 00:40:31,345 How old are you? Eighteen? 515 00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:33,347 -Seventeen. -Seventeen. 516 00:40:42,314 --> 00:40:46,402 Are we going to meet the expectations of everyone coming to see us? 517 00:40:46,485 --> 00:40:48,529 How will they respond to us? 518 00:40:48,612 --> 00:40:50,990 I ask myself, did they find the show good? 519 00:40:51,073 --> 00:40:55,077 Were they satisfied with our performance? Did we make them happy? 520 00:40:55,161 --> 00:40:57,163 I like this setting. 521 00:40:57,246 --> 00:40:59,915 Loraine, is this standing room only? 522 00:40:59,999 --> 00:41:01,375 -Yes! -Cool. 523 00:41:01,459 --> 00:41:03,169 -I like it. -Party! 524 00:41:03,252 --> 00:41:04,253 That's right! 525 00:41:04,336 --> 00:41:08,299 I just want us to be successful and for our fans to be happy, 526 00:41:08,382 --> 00:41:10,968 for us to be healthy all the time and safe. 527 00:41:17,892 --> 00:41:20,144 We aren't going back to the Philippines for a while. 528 00:41:23,147 --> 00:41:25,649 I'd never make it as an Overseas Filipino Worker. 529 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:29,069 -Does this go inside your undershirt? -No, it can go inside the jacket. 530 00:41:29,153 --> 00:41:30,279 -Leah? -Yes? 531 00:41:30,362 --> 00:41:32,615 Do you think I can-- 532 00:41:32,698 --> 00:41:33,991 Place it inside my undershirt. 533 00:41:34,074 --> 00:41:36,368 Depending on my voice tonight, should I sing "La Luna"? 534 00:41:36,452 --> 00:41:38,829 Yes. But how do you feel now? 535 00:41:38,913 --> 00:41:41,123 I'll know later, once they start their solos. 536 00:41:41,207 --> 00:41:43,250 What song did you put on standby for this show? 537 00:41:44,001 --> 00:41:46,045 -Is it "Kumunoy"? -"Kumunoy." 538 00:41:47,880 --> 00:41:49,590 Okay, a few reminders. 539 00:41:49,673 --> 00:41:53,636 This is a walk-up. So when you're going down, 540 00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:55,262 pay attention to the signs for your dressing area. 541 00:41:55,346 --> 00:41:57,765 -Yes. -You will be doing your own quick changes. 542 00:41:57,848 --> 00:42:02,186 -Leah, do we have any "Lola" left? -Yes, with me. 543 00:42:20,913 --> 00:42:23,082 One of our goals is 544 00:42:23,832 --> 00:42:27,044 to bring Filipino music to the world scene. 545 00:42:27,628 --> 00:42:29,588 And to leave a legacy, you know? 546 00:42:29,672 --> 00:42:33,259 When they talk about Filipino pop, I want everyone to think, 547 00:42:33,342 --> 00:42:36,470 "SB19. They represent Filipino pop." 548 00:42:36,554 --> 00:42:42,184 Hopefully, more artists get the opportunities that we've gotten 549 00:42:42,268 --> 00:42:48,107 so that we can help each other boost Filipino music and culture. 550 00:42:48,190 --> 00:42:50,776 Quick change for everyone. 551 00:42:50,859 --> 00:42:53,237 -Quick change! -Hard stop! 552 00:42:53,320 --> 00:42:54,613 Ken, you're going the wrong way. 553 00:42:54,697 --> 00:42:56,031 -Ken, here. -Quick change, hard stop! 554 00:42:56,115 --> 00:42:57,491 -Where's my spot? -Passing behind you! 555 00:42:57,575 --> 00:42:59,410 -To the left. -I think I can pass here. 556 00:42:59,493 --> 00:43:01,620 -Who went downstairs? -Ken went all the way down. 557 00:43:01,704 --> 00:43:04,915 -I thought he would run to the car. -Ken went all the way down. 558 00:43:04,999 --> 00:43:06,667 -Ken, all the clothes are here. -Are these mine? 559 00:43:08,294 --> 00:43:09,920 -Xi-Anne! -Yes. 560 00:43:10,004 --> 00:43:11,297 Get a shot closer to the stage. 561 00:43:11,380 --> 00:43:13,716 Do we have a tissue? 562 00:43:13,799 --> 00:43:18,470 Pablo! 563 00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:21,432 Pablo! 564 00:44:05,559 --> 00:44:06,894 Maybe it's just that 565 00:44:07,519 --> 00:44:08,854 this is not a good day. 566 00:44:08,937 --> 00:44:12,816 Maybe it's the weather or just a coincidence. 567 00:44:28,540 --> 00:44:30,751 Of course, not every day can be a good day. 568 00:44:33,045 --> 00:44:36,006 Most of the time, we take turns having rough days. 569 00:44:40,094 --> 00:44:42,638 Hopefully, we'll all be okay soon. 570 00:45:14,878 --> 00:45:17,631 Especially for enduring everything that's happened 571 00:45:17,714 --> 00:45:21,135 from our first show until our show yesterday. 572 00:45:21,218 --> 00:45:23,971 Anyway, I want you all to thank yourselves. 573 00:45:24,054 --> 00:45:27,766 And SB19, again, you know this. 574 00:45:35,107 --> 00:45:38,902 Thank you for the life of every single person here. 575 00:45:38,986 --> 00:45:42,072 For every single person who makes up this show. 576 00:45:45,868 --> 00:45:46,994 What high energy. 577 00:45:47,578 --> 00:45:49,204 We've run out of energy, haven't we? 578 00:45:49,288 --> 00:45:52,166 Let's do it once more. First, inhale. 579 00:45:52,249 --> 00:45:55,043 -Can you inhale? -Inhale, and then release. 580 00:45:56,753 --> 00:45:58,797 Loraine, are you sure we should be facing each other? 581 00:45:58,881 --> 00:45:59,882 Step back! 582 00:45:59,965 --> 00:46:01,925 -Step back when you exhale. -One more time! 583 00:46:02,009 --> 00:46:03,302 Step back, and… 584 00:46:07,055 --> 00:46:08,682 It smelled good during the inhale. 585 00:46:08,765 --> 00:46:10,100 You smell anything? 586 00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:12,311 -All right, everyone, mic up. -Smells like chop suey. 587 00:46:57,606 --> 00:46:59,399 Is my mic on stage? 588 00:47:07,074 --> 00:47:12,913 Justin! 589 00:47:24,299 --> 00:47:25,717 Pablo, you changed clothes? 590 00:47:25,801 --> 00:47:29,555 Pablo! 591 00:47:29,638 --> 00:47:34,393 Pablo! 592 00:47:34,476 --> 00:47:36,853 How do you react when it gets nerve-wracking? 593 00:47:36,937 --> 00:47:39,147 -Let it be. -Just keep singing? 594 00:47:39,231 --> 00:47:41,817 When I'm performing on stage, 595 00:47:41,900 --> 00:47:45,612 I try to imagine no one's watching, 596 00:47:45,696 --> 00:47:49,324 so I can give it my all without holding back. 597 00:47:49,408 --> 00:47:53,161 But hearing people sing your song is the best feeling ever. 598 00:48:00,002 --> 00:48:02,421 I end up feeling like, from so many people, 599 00:48:02,504 --> 00:48:03,463 we've become one voice. 600 00:48:03,547 --> 00:48:09,386 It's amazing how even foreign or casual fans know the lyrics. 601 00:48:09,469 --> 00:48:11,722 That's the best feeling for an artist because 602 00:48:11,805 --> 00:48:13,599 though there's a language barrier, 603 00:48:13,682 --> 00:48:15,559 they really make an effort to learn our songs. 604 00:48:15,642 --> 00:48:17,811 It's fulfilling. It makes you feel like 605 00:48:17,894 --> 00:48:21,523 you're doing what you were meant to do. 606 00:48:21,607 --> 00:48:22,983 You were meant to perform. 607 00:48:57,976 --> 00:49:01,855 A lot of people ask me about "Crimzone" because of these lyrics I wrote. 608 00:49:01,938 --> 00:49:05,734 "This is all I can give. My blood, sweat, and tears. 609 00:49:05,817 --> 00:49:08,278 That's why I stay unbothered." 610 00:49:08,362 --> 00:49:12,032 First of all, you have to be willing to work hard 611 00:49:12,115 --> 00:49:15,369 and spend hours upon hours pursuing that certain dream. 612 00:49:15,452 --> 00:49:16,828 Blood is symbolic. 613 00:49:16,912 --> 00:49:18,997 Giving everything your full heart, passion, and everything. 614 00:49:19,081 --> 00:49:21,124 As for the tears, trust that any pursuit brings tears 615 00:49:21,208 --> 00:49:26,254 because the road to success to big things is very difficult. 616 00:49:26,338 --> 00:49:29,633 It becomes worth it once you realize 617 00:49:29,716 --> 00:49:31,468 the most valuable things in life 618 00:49:31,551 --> 00:49:34,429 are the experiences you undergo through living. 619 00:49:34,513 --> 00:49:37,891 That's what's so fun about "Crimzone." It's essentially a party song. 620 00:50:31,945 --> 00:50:35,699 Everything was red-hot for us. Then suddenly, it came to a standstill. 621 00:50:37,576 --> 00:50:38,660 Silence. 622 00:50:39,828 --> 00:50:41,371 SB19's sudden silence. 623 00:50:45,542 --> 00:50:47,377 My mom received a letter 624 00:50:47,461 --> 00:50:49,838 which she sent to me. 625 00:50:49,921 --> 00:50:52,924 The contents of which stated 626 00:50:53,008 --> 00:50:55,552 we, SB19, were not allowed… 627 00:50:55,635 --> 00:50:58,555 -To use… -To use the name "SB19." 628 00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:01,767 So technically, we could no longer perform 629 00:51:01,850 --> 00:51:03,310 as SB19. 630 00:51:03,393 --> 00:51:06,980 Back then, we were focused on staging new performances 631 00:51:07,063 --> 00:51:08,190 for our anniversary. 632 00:51:08,273 --> 00:51:11,735 Our anniversary celebration was a month-long event. 633 00:51:11,818 --> 00:51:14,237 It featured an exhibit and various events planned by our staff. 634 00:51:14,321 --> 00:51:16,656 We were preparing a performance with a medley of songs. 635 00:51:16,740 --> 00:51:19,367 We even got fancy new mic stands. 636 00:51:19,451 --> 00:51:21,244 We thought we were ready for everything 637 00:51:21,328 --> 00:51:23,830 until we received the bad news. 638 00:51:31,129 --> 00:51:33,298 Everyone in our company was stressed out 639 00:51:33,381 --> 00:51:36,384 because we didn't know how to control the damage 640 00:51:36,468 --> 00:51:40,847 or how to face the problem, how to resolve it. 641 00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:42,182 I was so anxious. 642 00:51:42,265 --> 00:51:44,434 I kept asking myself, "Why did this happen?" 643 00:51:44,518 --> 00:51:46,102 I thought everything was fine. 644 00:51:46,186 --> 00:51:47,938 We didn't know how to react. 645 00:51:48,021 --> 00:51:50,816 We couldn't understand how we ended up in that situation. 646 00:51:50,899 --> 00:51:53,860 The most immediate discussion was about how to resolve it 647 00:51:53,944 --> 00:51:55,904 because we couldn't bear the idea 648 00:51:55,987 --> 00:51:58,949 of our company going through such uncertainty. 649 00:51:59,032 --> 00:52:04,579 And this happened just two days before our anniversary concert, 650 00:52:04,663 --> 00:52:05,747 of course that felt stressful. 651 00:52:05,831 --> 00:52:08,583 -Imagine being mid-practice, -Wondering if we should even continue. 652 00:52:08,667 --> 00:52:11,044 practicing so hard knowing the possibility of 653 00:52:11,127 --> 00:52:13,171 canceling the anniversary was so likely. 654 00:52:17,133 --> 00:52:19,970 So we tried to change everything. 655 00:52:20,053 --> 00:52:24,015 From the script to the logos to LED screen displays. 656 00:52:24,099 --> 00:52:25,267 We removed all traces of SB19. 657 00:52:25,350 --> 00:52:27,102 But for existing materials… 658 00:52:27,185 --> 00:52:30,730 Well, they were already printed, so we just went with it. 659 00:52:30,814 --> 00:52:32,566 We started canceling shows. 660 00:52:34,150 --> 00:52:36,069 There were issues about whether 661 00:52:36,152 --> 00:52:38,280 we could continue as a group because-- 662 00:52:38,363 --> 00:52:39,865 -It's all problems. -One after another. 663 00:52:42,993 --> 00:52:45,662 It was painful to see how our Asian tour cancellations 664 00:52:45,745 --> 00:52:50,834 affected Filipino and other A'TIN living near our Asian tour stops. 665 00:52:50,917 --> 00:52:53,044 To see how our fans booked their flights… 666 00:52:53,670 --> 00:52:56,673 To see how excited they were, only for us to cancel the concerts. 667 00:52:56,756 --> 00:52:59,926 -We canceled the concerts one by one. -That was the toughest part for us. 668 00:53:00,010 --> 00:53:02,762 No matter how much we wanted to comfort them, 669 00:53:02,846 --> 00:53:03,847 we couldn't do anything. 670 00:53:03,930 --> 00:53:06,975 We felt guilty for all the effort our fans put in. 671 00:53:07,058 --> 00:53:09,269 Their effort in watching out for our tour dates. 672 00:53:09,352 --> 00:53:12,814 We really wanted to perform in those countries, 673 00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:19,112 but this problem wasn't something we knew how to solve 674 00:53:19,195 --> 00:53:22,532 -during those times. -Because no one expected it to happen. 675 00:53:26,453 --> 00:53:29,623 Many fans were wondering why the cancellations were announced so late. 676 00:53:29,706 --> 00:53:31,333 Why announce only a day before the concert date? 677 00:53:32,208 --> 00:53:37,714 It's because I think at that time, all the teams involved in the issue 678 00:53:37,797 --> 00:53:39,424 and the production of the show, 679 00:53:39,507 --> 00:53:41,134 they really tried their best, 680 00:53:41,217 --> 00:53:43,386 to the point of hoping for a miracle. 681 00:53:43,470 --> 00:53:45,639 Maybe there was still hope 682 00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:49,684 to resolve things even if we were counting down to the hour 683 00:53:49,768 --> 00:53:51,937 before the day of the concert. 684 00:53:52,020 --> 00:53:53,939 They held out hope that maybe 685 00:53:54,022 --> 00:53:55,440 we could still push through with the shows. 686 00:53:55,523 --> 00:53:58,193 We worked so hard and went through so many things 687 00:53:58,276 --> 00:54:00,278 in order to establish our group. 688 00:54:00,820 --> 00:54:02,072 Our album is even named Pagtatag! 689 00:54:02,155 --> 00:54:05,617 We were so confident in claiming, "Here we are, stronger than ever." 690 00:54:06,326 --> 00:54:11,039 Only to experience that strength erode so suddenly. 691 00:54:11,122 --> 00:54:12,958 Is this how things end for us? 692 00:54:13,041 --> 00:54:14,918 No matter which way I looked at it, we seemed to be losing. 693 00:54:15,001 --> 00:54:18,713 Personally, I don't see myself as being particularly stable in life already. 694 00:54:24,135 --> 00:54:26,012 And now we're back to square one. 695 00:54:26,096 --> 00:54:28,765 You know how we had this goal 696 00:54:28,848 --> 00:54:32,102 of making sure Original Filipino Music became known in the global scene. 697 00:54:32,185 --> 00:54:35,939 And then it felt like that dream was over. 698 00:54:36,022 --> 00:54:38,024 Maybe we would have just settled for less. 699 00:54:38,108 --> 00:54:41,444 There were events at that time where they didn't use the name "SB19." 700 00:54:41,528 --> 00:54:44,072 The event pushed through using their own names, 701 00:54:44,155 --> 00:54:46,199 Pablo, Josh, Stell, Ken and Justin. 702 00:54:47,075 --> 00:54:50,704 Or the posters and publicity materials reflected the intent to push through. 703 00:54:59,754 --> 00:55:02,966 On the management side, we were very scared at that time. 704 00:55:03,049 --> 00:55:05,427 We were uncertain about what could happen, 705 00:55:05,510 --> 00:55:09,097 but we couldn't show the five of them 706 00:55:09,764 --> 00:55:12,183 that we were afraid. 707 00:55:12,267 --> 00:55:15,687 Because performing is difficult enough 708 00:55:16,271 --> 00:55:18,023 even without the burden of such a problem. 709 00:55:18,106 --> 00:55:21,276 I asked for updates all the time, like, "What's going on now? 710 00:55:21,359 --> 00:55:23,153 Why is this dragging on so long? 711 00:55:23,236 --> 00:55:24,529 What's going to happen next? 712 00:55:24,612 --> 00:55:25,905 Haven't we resolved it yet?" 713 00:55:25,989 --> 00:55:28,033 It was a restless time. 714 00:55:28,116 --> 00:55:30,535 -I couldn't sleep at night. -Really. 715 00:55:30,618 --> 00:55:32,412 We had meetings every day for it. 716 00:55:32,495 --> 00:55:36,332 From morning to evening, every two hours, I think? 717 00:55:36,416 --> 00:55:37,375 We would be in meetings. 718 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:40,003 Because we had so many pending events. 719 00:55:40,086 --> 00:55:43,506 Whichever ones we could retain, we managed to retain. 720 00:55:43,590 --> 00:55:45,675 But the events we had to sacrifice… 721 00:55:45,759 --> 00:55:48,428 For example, the events that we could attend, we thought, 722 00:55:48,511 --> 00:55:50,555 "Okay, let's just use our own names. 723 00:55:50,638 --> 00:55:53,224 Better to go than make things worse." 724 00:56:00,148 --> 00:56:02,150 This next song 725 00:56:02,817 --> 00:56:07,155 is our letter to each and every one of you. 726 00:56:07,238 --> 00:56:10,825 We'll be together forever. 727 00:56:11,367 --> 00:56:13,745 This Beloved Five will be with you forever. 728 00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:40,897 Even without the name, 729 00:56:40,980 --> 00:56:42,816 A'TIN were still supporting us. 730 00:56:42,899 --> 00:56:44,984 They reminded us by saying 731 00:56:45,068 --> 00:56:49,948 we're still the Beloved Five, even without the name "SB19." 732 00:56:51,616 --> 00:56:53,660 Even if we lose that name. 733 00:56:53,743 --> 00:56:57,372 It lifted my spirits and kept me going. 734 00:56:57,455 --> 00:57:00,834 It motivated me to say, "Okay, we can withstand this." 735 00:57:20,895 --> 00:57:22,605 I love them because 736 00:57:22,689 --> 00:57:25,733 for me, they inspire me that my dreams, not just mine, 737 00:57:25,817 --> 00:57:28,069 but all A'TIN's dreams, even casual fans' dreams. 738 00:57:28,153 --> 00:57:30,780 They show us that achieving our dreams is possible 739 00:57:30,864 --> 00:57:32,449 if you just keep going. 740 00:57:32,532 --> 00:57:37,328 They can relate to people from all walks of life. 741 00:57:37,412 --> 00:57:40,623 I discovered them while working on a ship. 742 00:57:40,707 --> 00:57:44,169 They really helped my mental health 743 00:57:44,252 --> 00:57:48,214 because working on a ship gets difficult and lonely. 744 00:57:55,054 --> 00:57:57,015 If I can send them a message directly, 745 00:57:57,098 --> 00:57:59,309 I hope you don't disband. 746 00:57:59,392 --> 00:58:02,312 Because you're our stress relievers 747 00:58:02,395 --> 00:58:04,939 and the happy pills for us senior citizens. 748 00:58:05,023 --> 00:58:11,112 You've made a huge impact on the people you've entertained. 749 00:58:11,196 --> 00:58:13,114 Thank you very much. 750 00:58:13,198 --> 00:58:19,329 You're also the reason why A'TIN like me never give up. 751 00:58:19,412 --> 00:58:24,667 You will remain in my heart and in our hearts forever. 752 00:58:24,751 --> 00:58:28,046 A'TIN will be with us no matter what name we go by. 753 00:58:28,129 --> 00:58:31,424 And I know the people surrounding us never lose faith. 754 00:58:31,508 --> 00:58:35,178 Because they're even the ones pouring their energy 755 00:58:35,261 --> 00:58:39,349 into resolving the conflict we were facing. 756 00:58:39,432 --> 00:58:42,602 That's how important our dream is to them. 757 00:58:42,685 --> 00:58:45,522 The term "Mahalima" is now trending among netizens, 758 00:58:45,605 --> 00:58:47,607 which is A'TIN's nickname for the group. 759 00:58:47,690 --> 00:58:52,070 This follows the members' removal of the name SB19 760 00:58:52,153 --> 00:58:54,447 from their respective Instagram handles and bios. 761 00:58:56,658 --> 00:58:59,994 Mahalima! 762 00:59:55,425 --> 00:59:59,053 It slowed down, and then Justin's mic turned off. 763 00:59:59,137 --> 01:00:00,471 What happened? 764 01:00:01,806 --> 01:00:03,057 I don't know. 765 01:00:03,141 --> 01:00:05,059 It seemed to stop at the same time. 766 01:00:05,143 --> 01:00:07,770 But the bitterness is not enough For the haters 767 01:00:07,854 --> 01:00:09,355 Then the music would turn off. 768 01:00:09,439 --> 01:00:10,815 The mics don't work now. 769 01:00:10,898 --> 01:00:13,151 -Check. -It will make noise 770 01:00:13,234 --> 01:00:14,611 I also can't hear any of you on the monitors. 771 01:00:14,694 --> 01:00:16,696 Let's keep going, as long as the music doesn't stop. 772 01:00:16,779 --> 01:00:19,449 Please don't turn off their mics without telling them. 773 01:00:22,910 --> 01:00:25,913 People who are on our side. 774 01:00:25,997 --> 01:00:29,375 Just imagine, despite all the problems we faced, 775 01:00:29,459 --> 01:00:31,210 they still stayed with us. 776 01:00:31,294 --> 01:00:35,048 Out of all the people we could've worked with, 777 01:00:35,757 --> 01:00:37,425 we could've met people who hung around 778 01:00:37,508 --> 01:00:39,552 just because they needed something from us. 779 01:00:39,636 --> 01:00:41,512 But they're with us to help us 780 01:00:41,596 --> 01:00:44,557 and guide our decisions, not just as a group, 781 01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:46,809 but in our personal lives as well. 782 01:00:49,729 --> 01:00:53,024 As long as we have A'TIN, we'll keep chasing our dreams. 783 01:01:57,213 --> 01:02:01,801 What matters most is continuing the work behind the name you've established. 784 01:02:01,884 --> 01:02:07,014 We came to an amicable agreement. 785 01:02:07,098 --> 01:02:09,267 Now let's focus on our goal. 786 01:02:09,350 --> 01:02:11,144 Let's focus on making up for lost time. 787 01:02:11,227 --> 01:02:15,148 Let's focus on achieving your dreams. 788 01:02:21,154 --> 01:02:27,577 Once we solved the issue, we were back on track. 789 01:02:27,660 --> 01:02:30,496 You won't easily find something like this 790 01:02:34,417 --> 01:02:37,420 Our listeners here at Tag 91.1 791 01:02:37,503 --> 01:02:40,756 keep requesting for your songs. 792 01:03:01,402 --> 01:03:03,905 Filipino artists usually perform in music festivals here. 793 01:03:03,988 --> 01:03:07,033 But this is the first solo paid concert 794 01:03:07,116 --> 01:03:10,828 after Vice Ganda's, which was ten years ago. 795 01:03:10,912 --> 01:03:13,247 This is another milestone for the SB19 story. 796 01:03:18,127 --> 01:03:22,507 During that time, we thought no one could hear our problems. 797 01:03:22,590 --> 01:03:24,467 We thought we were alone. 798 01:03:25,426 --> 01:03:29,722 Knowing A'TIN has our back is really amazing. 799 01:03:29,806 --> 01:03:32,558 Pagtatag! World Tour! 800 01:04:05,508 --> 01:04:08,302 Back then, we only dreamed of releasing a song. 801 01:04:08,386 --> 01:04:11,681 But now we're here, receiving an award in front of all of you. 802 01:04:11,764 --> 01:04:18,354 This is a big deal to us and to the entire community of Filipino music. 803 01:04:59,312 --> 01:05:03,190 We just need the vocals as a guide for the rap part. 804 01:05:07,069 --> 01:05:09,780 So the plan is to take it directly from the tailors 805 01:05:09,864 --> 01:05:11,657 and measure it on them. 806 01:05:16,954 --> 01:05:18,664 SB, stay in place. 807 01:05:29,258 --> 01:05:31,177 The end of the Pagtatag! era. 808 01:05:31,260 --> 01:05:35,306 We've been dramatizing it that way. We've done 18 shows, right? 809 01:05:36,015 --> 01:05:40,227 I think we've done 18 shows for the Pagtatag! tour. 810 01:05:40,311 --> 01:05:44,607 I don't really feel the finality since everything is still going on. 811 01:05:44,690 --> 01:05:46,525 But maybe tomorrow, on its final day, 812 01:05:46,609 --> 01:05:49,111 I will properly feel it's the end of the Pagtatag! tour. 813 01:05:49,195 --> 01:05:52,615 But I'm excited because it feels like a brand-new show. 814 01:05:52,698 --> 01:05:58,454 Raise those lightsticks up! 815 01:05:58,537 --> 01:06:00,748 At the count of three. 816 01:06:11,425 --> 01:06:14,220 Stand as you wave! 817 01:06:14,303 --> 01:06:16,472 And back! 818 01:06:22,019 --> 01:06:23,980 -It's beautiful, like stars. -Once more. 819 01:06:24,063 --> 01:06:25,314 One more time. 820 01:06:27,566 --> 01:06:29,026 To the very end, A'TIN. 821 01:06:30,194 --> 01:06:32,947 Let's stay together for… 822 01:06:33,030 --> 01:06:35,866 Freedom! 823 01:07:23,664 --> 01:07:25,124 What was very memorable? 824 01:07:26,375 --> 01:07:29,086 Just being with the four of them 825 01:07:29,170 --> 01:07:30,337 on stage. 826 01:07:31,338 --> 01:07:33,049 Even though I may not tell them. 827 01:07:34,300 --> 01:07:36,385 We'd be embarrassed to admit it to each other. 828 01:07:36,469 --> 01:07:37,678 We're very… 829 01:07:37,762 --> 01:07:40,222 You might say… 830 01:07:40,306 --> 01:07:41,432 Loony. 831 01:07:41,515 --> 01:07:44,018 Goofy kids who do nothing, but tease each other. 832 01:07:44,560 --> 01:07:48,189 But I'm very happy that we're together. 833 01:07:51,358 --> 01:07:56,697 We didn't really plan to have such an exuberant ending. 834 01:07:56,781 --> 01:07:59,992 Yes, we know that finales are usually a big celebration, 835 01:08:00,076 --> 01:08:02,161 but the happiness we feel is more like 836 01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:04,455 being reborn? 837 01:08:04,538 --> 01:08:06,624 At least that's how it feels for me. 838 01:08:08,542 --> 01:08:10,294 The finale has re-energized me. 839 01:08:14,381 --> 01:08:16,050 It's a cycle. 840 01:08:16,592 --> 01:08:19,470 You reach one peak and begin again. 841 01:08:19,553 --> 01:08:24,016 So, the journey itself is always interesting. 842 01:08:24,099 --> 01:08:25,935 The journey is always exciting. 843 01:08:26,018 --> 01:08:32,942 I'm excited to see where new paths will lead us. 844 01:08:36,487 --> 01:08:40,032 For the Pagtatag! finale, our group feels like this. 845 01:08:40,116 --> 01:08:41,826 I don't know why we've become so close again. 846 01:08:41,909 --> 01:08:46,455 So I'm very happy and I hope we become even closer. 847 01:08:51,710 --> 01:08:55,130 I can't explain how grateful I am 848 01:08:55,214 --> 01:09:00,928 Fans don't get to see the people who are behind everything we do. 849 01:09:01,011 --> 01:09:03,055 We're exhausted after the show, 850 01:09:03,139 --> 01:09:05,266 but seeing them visit us… 851 01:09:05,349 --> 01:09:07,017 Our families came to see us. 852 01:09:07,101 --> 01:09:09,937 Josh's and Stell's families came, everyone took photos. 853 01:09:10,020 --> 01:09:11,313 Co-workers from 1Z came to see us. 854 01:09:11,397 --> 01:09:12,898 Who else? 855 01:09:12,982 --> 01:09:14,316 You, the documentary team. 856 01:09:14,400 --> 01:09:17,361 Even our old team came to see us. 857 01:09:17,444 --> 01:09:22,533 We see our friends and family looking at us with pride. 858 01:09:22,616 --> 01:09:25,411 I can't help but feel my heart is full. 859 01:09:41,260 --> 01:09:44,179 We want the world to know. 860 01:09:45,305 --> 01:10:45,690