"The Chi" Ready or Not

1 00:00:04,170 --> 00:00:05,756 <i>Previously on</i> The Chi... 2 00:00:05,839 --> 00:00:07,049 <i>Hey, Pastor.</i> 3 00:00:07,132 --> 00:00:08,592 You can call me Zeke. 4 00:00:08,675 --> 00:00:10,135 Oh, I can't call you Zekie anymore? 5 00:00:10,218 --> 00:00:12,137 No. That's the old me. 6 00:00:12,220 --> 00:00:13,513 <i>Well, I miss the old you.</i> 7 00:00:13,596 --> 00:00:15,432 <i>I miss you.</i> 8 00:00:15,515 --> 00:00:18,810 -Can we at least be friends? -I don't know. 9 00:00:18,893 --> 00:00:20,312 <i>Hey, uh...</i> 10 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:23,357 do you mind if I maybe cook you dinner sometime? 11 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:26,818 You can take me to dinner. 12 00:00:26,901 --> 00:00:29,154 It feels like you want a child so a part of you 13 00:00:29,237 --> 00:00:30,530 lives on if you were to die. 14 00:00:30,613 --> 00:00:32,950 That's not a good reason to have a kid. 15 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:35,494 -Who says I even need a reason? -I do. 16 00:00:35,577 --> 00:00:37,829 We're not going to resolve this in one session. 17 00:00:37,912 --> 00:00:40,624 -Man, what the fuck? -Hey, bro, chill! 18 00:00:40,707 --> 00:00:42,626 Oh, shit! I forgot to tell you. 19 00:00:42,709 --> 00:00:44,461 This is my cousin Keith. He just got out. 20 00:00:44,544 --> 00:00:46,171 This is Reg. 21 00:00:46,254 --> 00:00:48,048 He's gonna be staying here while he gets back on his feet. 22 00:00:48,131 --> 00:00:49,633 Street niggas always think somebody following them, 23 00:00:49,716 --> 00:00:51,510 even when they not. 24 00:00:51,593 --> 00:00:53,345 I need to know if he's still hitting up ATMs 25 00:00:53,428 --> 00:00:54,930 so I can catch him in the act. 26 00:00:55,013 --> 00:00:56,723 <i>Man, whoever you got watching Reg</i> 27 00:00:56,806 --> 00:00:58,058 -needs to back up. -Give me some info. 28 00:00:58,141 --> 00:01:00,018 -Hey, man, I'm working on it. -Work faster. 29 00:01:00,101 --> 00:01:01,770 <i>I don't like rats.</i> 30 00:01:01,853 --> 00:01:03,730 You like being alive? 31 00:01:05,774 --> 00:01:07,776 Don't get us killed fucking with Reg. 32 00:01:07,859 --> 00:01:10,696 <i>♪ Dramatic music ♪</i> 33 00:01:13,782 --> 00:01:15,701 Damn. 34 00:01:21,372 --> 00:01:22,874 Fuck! 35 00:01:22,957 --> 00:01:27,212 I know you know who killed my son. 36 00:01:27,295 --> 00:01:29,548 And if you don't tell me who did it, 37 00:01:29,631 --> 00:01:33,802 I'm gonna kill you and bury your body in my backyard. 38 00:01:39,516 --> 00:01:41,852 <i>It was Zay. I swear.</i> 39 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:44,771 You saw Zay... 40 00:01:44,854 --> 00:01:47,649 shoot Rob? 41 00:01:47,732 --> 00:01:49,317 No. 42 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,445 Then how can you be so sure? 43 00:01:51,528 --> 00:01:54,364 Nuck told me that's what happened, and I believe him. 44 00:01:54,447 --> 00:01:56,616 And you're sure it wasn't Nuck? 45 00:01:56,699 --> 00:01:58,243 Yes, I'm sure. 46 00:01:58,326 --> 00:02:00,704 Why do you believe him? 47 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:02,372 Because I know him. 48 00:02:02,455 --> 00:02:04,416 Are you willing to die for him? 49 00:02:08,211 --> 00:02:09,796 Oh. 50 00:02:11,381 --> 00:02:13,550 You're loyal to him. 51 00:02:15,677 --> 00:02:19,097 I'm loyal to myself. 52 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:27,074 53 00:02:34,946 --> 00:02:36,114 What's up? 54 00:02:39,659 --> 00:02:42,829 If I had hit that jewelry store... 55 00:02:42,912 --> 00:02:44,915 I'd be locked up right now. 56 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:46,416 Good thing you didn't. 57 00:02:46,499 --> 00:02:48,627 Somebody tried to set me up. 58 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:56,760 Tell everybody to come through. 59 00:02:56,843 --> 00:02:59,596 I need to look some niggas in the eye. 60 00:03:01,222 --> 00:03:02,933 You gave me bad intel. 61 00:03:03,016 --> 00:03:04,976 He said that's what he heard. 62 00:03:05,059 --> 00:03:08,355 -Who is giving you information? -I'm not telling you that. 63 00:03:08,438 --> 00:03:10,899 -You fucking up. -I'm not the only one. 64 00:03:10,982 --> 00:03:12,859 Reg know you got eyes on him. 65 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:17,489 That's not my fault. 66 00:03:28,249 --> 00:03:32,420 -I ain't been here in a while. -You lucky to be here now. 67 00:03:32,503 --> 00:03:35,131 Thanks for letting me come through. 68 00:03:36,925 --> 00:03:39,010 What's wrong? 69 00:03:39,093 --> 00:03:41,805 Alicia knows I know who killed Rob. 70 00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:44,724 I heard it was Zay. 71 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:46,810 -It wasn't? -I can't say. 72 00:03:46,893 --> 00:03:48,353 -Why not? -I just can't. 73 00:03:48,436 --> 00:03:50,355 You choosing the streets over me again. 74 00:03:50,438 --> 00:03:52,190 That night, I ain't have a choice. 75 00:03:52,273 --> 00:03:53,859 Yes, you did! 76 00:03:53,942 --> 00:03:56,486 I thought you came over here because you wanted to talk. 77 00:03:56,569 --> 00:03:57,946 I can't tell you certain things. 78 00:03:58,029 --> 00:03:59,364 Then why involve me in the first place? 79 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:00,782 That's why we aren't together now. 80 00:04:00,865 --> 00:04:02,242 You always hiding things from me. 81 00:04:02,325 --> 00:04:03,869 You right, okay, Lynae? 82 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:05,412 You right. 83 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:08,915 But if I tell you, you can't say shit. 84 00:04:10,917 --> 00:04:13,962 Um, Nuck killed Rob. 85 00:04:14,045 --> 00:04:15,547 Are you serious? 86 00:04:15,630 --> 00:04:18,383 You knew that and still took that lady's money? 87 00:04:18,466 --> 00:04:20,177 When I seen him, he was already dead. 88 00:04:20,260 --> 00:04:21,887 Oh, my God. 89 00:04:21,970 --> 00:04:24,139 I saw his dead body. I panicked, and I threw up. 90 00:04:24,222 --> 00:04:25,682 Jesus. 91 00:04:25,765 --> 00:04:28,643 And then Nuck told me to get in the front. 92 00:04:28,726 --> 00:04:31,980 It's like I had been promoted. 93 00:04:32,063 --> 00:04:34,065 Nuck made me his right-hand that night. 94 00:04:34,148 --> 00:04:35,400 This is fucked up. 95 00:04:35,483 --> 00:04:36,568 I know. 96 00:04:36,651 --> 00:04:38,320 You got to tell Alicia the truth. 97 00:04:38,403 --> 00:04:39,487 I can't. 98 00:04:39,570 --> 00:04:40,906 And who gonna tell Tiff? 99 00:04:40,989 --> 00:04:41,989 Not you. 100 00:04:44,617 --> 00:04:46,912 Look... 101 00:04:46,995 --> 00:04:49,706 if Alicia finds out... 102 00:04:49,789 --> 00:04:51,583 she'll kill him. 103 00:04:51,666 --> 00:04:54,877 You need to leave Nuck alone and focus on yourself. 104 00:04:56,629 --> 00:04:58,798 -I hear you. -I hope so. 105 00:05:01,134 --> 00:05:05,013 Just promise me you won't say nothing to nobody. 106 00:05:09,183 --> 00:05:10,518 I promise. 107 00:05:14,564 --> 00:05:17,400 <i>♪ Dramatic jazz music ♪</i> 108 00:05:27,869 --> 00:05:29,788 <i>♪ I see this going far past stars and shit ♪</i> 109 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:32,582 <i>♪ Resemblance, adult feelings killing this shit ♪</i> 110 00:05:32,665 --> 00:05:35,293 <i>♪ I had to write it down, fumbling the sin ♪</i> 111 00:05:35,376 --> 00:05:36,461 <i>♪ Can't keep it in ♪</i> 112 00:05:37,587 --> 00:05:39,130 Damien. 113 00:05:39,213 --> 00:05:41,466 Oh, shit! What the fuck? 114 00:05:41,549 --> 00:05:42,717 Who is that? 115 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:44,094 She my brother's baby mama. 116 00:05:44,177 --> 00:05:45,845 Why is the door locked? 117 00:05:45,928 --> 00:05:47,430 Uh... 118 00:05:47,513 --> 00:05:48,974 -Damien. -Get under the bed. 119 00:05:49,057 --> 00:05:50,100 What? 120 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:51,726 What you doing in there? 121 00:05:51,809 --> 00:05:52,978 I was supposed to pick up Ronnie from day care, 122 00:05:53,061 --> 00:05:54,813 and I totally forgot. 123 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:56,273 So, if she catches you in here, she gonna kick me out, 124 00:05:56,356 --> 00:05:57,482 -and I'll be homeless again. -You owe me. 125 00:05:57,565 --> 00:05:59,025 Whatever you want. 126 00:06:04,113 --> 00:06:05,365 Oh. 127 00:06:07,075 --> 00:06:09,327 Hey. What's up? 128 00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:10,662 He was the only kid left. 129 00:06:10,745 --> 00:06:11,871 He was crying his eyes out 130 00:06:11,954 --> 00:06:13,498 because his uncle forgot to pick him up. 131 00:06:13,581 --> 00:06:14,749 Oh, I'm sorry, buddy. 132 00:06:14,832 --> 00:06:16,167 You okay? 133 00:06:16,250 --> 00:06:17,585 If you say you're gonna do something, 134 00:06:17,668 --> 00:06:19,212 you need to do it... you got to be more responsible. 135 00:06:19,295 --> 00:06:21,840 You're right. I'll do better. 136 00:06:21,923 --> 00:06:23,800 Now, who were you talking to? 137 00:06:23,883 --> 00:06:25,343 Oh, nobody. 138 00:06:25,426 --> 00:06:26,886 I heard another voice. 139 00:06:26,969 --> 00:06:28,513 Ain't nobody in here. 140 00:06:28,596 --> 00:06:30,431 Oh, my God. What are you doing? 141 00:06:39,941 --> 00:06:42,652 And your name is? 142 00:06:42,735 --> 00:06:44,362 Zuri. 143 00:06:44,445 --> 00:06:47,157 Nice to meet you. 144 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:49,034 What's that? 145 00:06:49,117 --> 00:06:50,993 You can come out now. 146 00:06:56,791 --> 00:06:58,584 I'll give y'all some privacy. 147 00:07:01,045 --> 00:07:03,173 We got Smokey's if you're hungry. 148 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:05,258 I am. Thank you. 149 00:07:05,341 --> 00:07:07,010 Of course. 150 00:07:07,093 --> 00:07:09,679 -What's your son's name? -Ronnie. 151 00:07:09,762 --> 00:07:11,431 He's adorable. 152 00:07:11,514 --> 00:07:12,724 Thank you. 153 00:07:12,807 --> 00:07:15,685 <i>♪ Hip-hop music ♪</i> 154 00:07:20,189 --> 00:07:23,401 So you want to be co-pastor? 155 00:07:23,484 --> 00:07:25,445 I think I've earned it. 156 00:07:25,528 --> 00:07:27,447 Just because you helped me with a scandal 157 00:07:27,530 --> 00:07:29,783 doesn't mean you get to own half my church. 158 00:07:29,866 --> 00:07:31,910 I was the first person to believe in you. 159 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:34,079 Carolyn was the first person to believe in me. 160 00:07:34,162 --> 00:07:35,121 And then she cheated on you. 161 00:07:35,204 --> 00:07:36,831 Because I was never home. 162 00:07:36,914 --> 00:07:39,417 But no matter what you were going through, I stood by you. 163 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,920 I know. 164 00:07:42,003 --> 00:07:44,756 Look, I'm not trying to take over half your church. 165 00:07:44,839 --> 00:07:46,925 I just want to know that all the time I'm putting in 166 00:07:47,008 --> 00:07:48,885 will be rewarded. 167 00:07:48,968 --> 00:07:50,553 We're turning over a new leaf 168 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:52,555 and getting back to our humble beginnings. 169 00:07:52,638 --> 00:07:54,099 Okay. 170 00:07:54,182 --> 00:07:58,395 If you willing to do the work, it'll be worth it. 171 00:07:58,478 --> 00:08:01,481 That's all I needed to hear. 172 00:08:01,564 --> 00:08:03,525 Now I need something from you. 173 00:08:03,608 --> 00:08:05,527 Anything. 174 00:08:05,610 --> 00:08:08,571 -When you gonna find a wife? -Oh, come on now, Pastor. 175 00:08:08,654 --> 00:08:10,198 I'm loyal to God and only God. 176 00:08:10,281 --> 00:08:12,117 Mm, nobody likes a single pastor. 177 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:16,204 When I find that godly woman. 178 00:08:16,287 --> 00:08:18,540 You come across so many women like that. 179 00:08:18,623 --> 00:08:20,542 You can't find one? 180 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:22,877 I guess I'm just looking for the right one. 181 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,963 No, you looking for perfection on purpose. 182 00:08:25,046 --> 00:08:28,133 I can have high standards. 183 00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:31,386 They're impossible. 184 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:34,055 You're gonna use that excuse until the day you die 185 00:08:34,138 --> 00:08:35,849 because you want to keep doing what you doing. 186 00:08:35,932 --> 00:08:37,267 And what's that? 187 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:39,769 Spreading them wide and hitting them hard. 188 00:08:39,852 --> 00:08:43,314 -You're one to talk. -That's how I know. 189 00:08:43,397 --> 00:08:46,234 Come on, Charles. 190 00:08:46,317 --> 00:08:49,320 There's time. 191 00:08:49,403 --> 00:08:52,740 You can't force me to get married. 192 00:08:52,823 --> 00:08:54,576 Of course not. 193 00:08:54,659 --> 00:08:56,786 But I could ask you to slow down 194 00:08:56,869 --> 00:09:00,081 and pay attention to who you spend your time with. 195 00:09:00,164 --> 00:09:03,001 <i>♪ Soft piano music ♪</i> 196 00:09:03,084 --> 00:09:05,378 Okay. I can do that. 197 00:09:06,462 --> 00:09:07,881 My man. 198 00:09:07,964 --> 00:09:09,799 We need to set some ground rules 199 00:09:09,882 --> 00:09:11,301 if you gonna be staying with us. 200 00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:12,969 I understand. 201 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:14,804 Should have did this with your ass when you first moved in. 202 00:09:14,887 --> 00:09:16,598 Look, I'm sorry about today. 203 00:09:16,681 --> 00:09:18,224 Did you really tell her to get under the bed? 204 00:09:18,307 --> 00:09:19,851 I didn't know what else to do. 205 00:09:21,602 --> 00:09:23,563 -DNA is crazy. -For real. 206 00:09:23,646 --> 00:09:25,482 Look, bro, you can't be having random women 207 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:27,066 -in our bed. -She's not random. 208 00:09:27,149 --> 00:09:29,444 Random or not, you got to tell us if you got company. 209 00:09:29,527 --> 00:09:31,779 And if you decide to pick up Ronnie from day care, 210 00:09:31,862 --> 00:09:33,531 -you can't forget. -I know. My bad. 211 00:09:33,614 --> 00:09:35,200 And if you finish some juices or chips 212 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:36,951 or anything you didn't pay for, please replace it. 213 00:09:37,034 --> 00:09:39,746 And no gambling. 214 00:09:39,829 --> 00:09:41,914 If we catch you gambling again, you out. 215 00:09:43,791 --> 00:09:45,001 I know. 216 00:09:45,084 --> 00:09:47,670 <i>♪ Serious music ♪</i> 217 00:09:54,176 --> 00:09:56,346 Did you get a second opinion? 218 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:58,348 I don't need one. 219 00:09:58,431 --> 00:10:00,558 So you not gonna do chemo or radiation? 220 00:10:00,641 --> 00:10:02,685 That won't help now. 221 00:10:02,768 --> 00:10:05,396 I'm not going through that again... it's horrible. 222 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:07,065 What about something more holistic? 223 00:10:07,148 --> 00:10:09,150 I heard a raw vegan diet helps. 224 00:10:09,233 --> 00:10:13,238 Ladies, I've been down this rabbit hole. 225 00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:15,865 I'm at acceptance now. 226 00:10:17,950 --> 00:10:19,827 So what do you need from us? 227 00:10:19,910 --> 00:10:23,081 I need y'all to be strong... 228 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:25,375 especially for Emmett. 229 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:27,418 -We will. -We will. 230 00:10:27,501 --> 00:10:30,713 I need to know that you gonna be okay. 231 00:10:30,796 --> 00:10:32,257 We will be. 232 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:34,425 <i>♪ Sentimental music ♪</i> 233 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,471 Tomorrow is not promised. 234 00:10:40,389 --> 00:10:42,141 Cherish every day. 235 00:10:44,268 --> 00:10:47,146 So you two decided to not have children. 236 00:10:47,229 --> 00:10:49,774 That was quite a compromise, but you got through it. 237 00:10:49,857 --> 00:10:52,277 Yeah, now we got some other things to get through. 238 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:54,696 -Mm. -We disagree on a lot. 239 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,447 Like what? 240 00:10:56,530 --> 00:10:57,782 Like... 241 00:10:57,865 --> 00:10:59,117 I believe in a shared bank account. 242 00:10:59,200 --> 00:11:00,743 I don't. 243 00:11:00,826 --> 00:11:03,288 Having a bank account that's joint is common, 244 00:11:03,371 --> 00:11:05,957 but some people like keeping it separate. 245 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:09,586 Yeah, I'm not used to sharing my finances with somebody. 246 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:12,589 We have to start moving as one. 247 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,716 I like doing things my way. 248 00:11:14,799 --> 00:11:17,635 She won't allow me to be the man 249 00:11:17,718 --> 00:11:19,721 -in this relationship. -I'm my own woman. 250 00:11:19,804 --> 00:11:22,432 A husband needs to lead his house. 251 00:11:22,515 --> 00:11:24,934 Let's get to the root of this. 252 00:11:25,017 --> 00:11:26,811 Is there something specific that happened 253 00:11:26,894 --> 00:11:28,688 that made you come to this conclusion? 254 00:11:28,771 --> 00:11:31,774 I found her using a toy. 255 00:11:31,857 --> 00:11:34,485 -And that made you feel a way? -Yeah. 256 00:11:34,568 --> 00:11:36,446 Why does she need that if she got me 257 00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:37,989 Everything isn't always about you. 258 00:11:38,072 --> 00:11:40,074 I loved me before I met you. 259 00:11:40,157 --> 00:11:44,287 I will say, it is perfectly natural to pleasure yourself, 260 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:45,955 -even in marriage. -Thank you. 261 00:11:46,038 --> 00:11:47,999 But, Dom... 262 00:11:48,082 --> 00:11:50,460 I'm also hearing Jamal is saying that he feels 263 00:11:50,543 --> 00:11:51,753 like he can't be the man 264 00:11:51,836 --> 00:11:53,838 in most aspects of the relationship. 265 00:11:53,921 --> 00:11:56,007 Do you know how that can make a man feel? 266 00:11:56,090 --> 00:11:57,759 Insignificant. 267 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:59,844 That puts things in perspective. 268 00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:04,307 And, Jamal, I'm hearing Dom still needs her space 269 00:12:04,390 --> 00:12:06,559 to be her own person. 270 00:12:08,728 --> 00:12:10,938 I get that. 271 00:12:11,021 --> 00:12:12,649 Do you need more from me? 272 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:15,526 There's things we could try. 273 00:12:15,609 --> 00:12:19,030 But, honestly, I still need solo time. 274 00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:21,783 Marriage will not work if it's lopsided. 275 00:12:21,866 --> 00:12:25,536 It's give and take. You're in this together. 276 00:12:25,619 --> 00:12:28,331 I can work on it. 277 00:12:28,414 --> 00:12:30,416 We both can. 278 00:12:30,499 --> 00:12:33,711 Well, let's table this for our next discussion, 279 00:12:33,794 --> 00:12:37,715 and I'm hoping to hear about your progress. 280 00:12:37,798 --> 00:12:39,384 -Thank you. -Thank you. 281 00:12:39,467 --> 00:12:42,261 <i>♪ Light jazz music ♪</i> 282 00:12:49,852 --> 00:12:52,730 <i>♪ Dramatic music ♪</i> 283 00:12:54,482 --> 00:12:56,234 I smell a rat. 284 00:12:56,317 --> 00:12:58,778 Me too. 285 00:12:58,861 --> 00:13:01,948 It could be your ass. 286 00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:03,032 Fuck you. I ain't no snitch. 287 00:13:03,115 --> 00:13:04,909 Nigga, fuck you. 288 00:13:04,992 --> 00:13:06,953 Hey, watch your mouth! That's my cousin. 289 00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:09,205 Man, everybody shut the fuck up! 290 00:13:13,250 --> 00:13:14,877 Whoever lying gonna die. 291 00:13:18,672 --> 00:13:20,383 Where was you at? 292 00:13:24,303 --> 00:13:25,930 Chilling with Shaad. 293 00:13:26,013 --> 00:13:29,517 That's Trig's homey who works for Alicia. 294 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:33,438 Mm, you say anything about me? 295 00:13:33,521 --> 00:13:34,897 Hell, no. 296 00:13:45,574 --> 00:13:49,162 And why y'all niggas ain't locked up? 297 00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:53,499 They said they wasn't looking for us and let us go. 298 00:13:53,582 --> 00:13:56,502 That's 'cause they was hoping one of y'all was me. 299 00:14:04,051 --> 00:14:08,556 And, uh, where was y'all? 300 00:14:08,639 --> 00:14:10,975 I made dinner, and we went to bed. 301 00:14:19,775 --> 00:14:21,444 You know something, don't you? 302 00:14:21,527 --> 00:14:24,280 I don't know shit. 303 00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:25,990 Reg, Reg! Chill. 304 00:14:26,073 --> 00:14:27,992 Man, one of y'all did that shit, 305 00:14:28,075 --> 00:14:31,537 and when I find out who did... 306 00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:33,122 I'm gonna kill you. 307 00:14:36,333 --> 00:14:38,294 Everybody get the fuck out. 308 00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:39,796 Nigga, I live here. 309 00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:43,174 Anybody that don't live here, get the fuck out! 310 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:55,686 Where you going? 311 00:14:55,769 --> 00:14:57,187 To work. 312 00:14:58,814 --> 00:15:00,316 Bae, you like your job? 313 00:15:00,399 --> 00:15:02,610 No, I hate it. 314 00:15:02,693 --> 00:15:05,238 So why don't you come work with me? 315 00:15:05,321 --> 00:15:08,074 I am not trying to be the Queen to your Slim. 316 00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:11,536 Ain't nobody trying to die. I'm trying to make some money. 317 00:15:11,619 --> 00:15:13,079 I'm not trying to go to jail for you. 318 00:15:13,162 --> 00:15:14,831 I just need you to be my lookout. 319 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:17,333 -While you do what? -Knock over a house. 320 00:15:17,416 --> 00:15:20,086 Your people just got caught doing the same shit. 321 00:15:20,169 --> 00:15:22,630 That's why I ain't ask none of they ass for help. 322 00:15:22,713 --> 00:15:24,048 I can't trust them. 323 00:15:24,131 --> 00:15:27,301 But I know I can trust you. 324 00:15:27,384 --> 00:15:29,512 I'm not robbing no house with you. 325 00:15:29,595 --> 00:15:32,723 I just need you to be a lookout. 326 00:15:35,768 --> 00:15:37,562 Don't be scared. 327 00:15:41,231 --> 00:15:42,817 I'm not. 328 00:16:11,303 --> 00:16:12,555 I hate this. 329 00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:14,932 The waiting is torture. 330 00:16:16,892 --> 00:16:18,185 I can't take it. 331 00:16:20,396 --> 00:16:22,523 Cherish the time you have now. 332 00:16:22,606 --> 00:16:24,025 Oh... 333 00:16:24,108 --> 00:16:26,444 it's not easy to do. 334 00:16:26,527 --> 00:16:30,531 If I could get back that time I had with Harold, 335 00:16:30,614 --> 00:16:33,951 I would have celebrated him more. 336 00:16:34,034 --> 00:16:36,954 I was just so down and out, I... 337 00:16:37,037 --> 00:16:39,874 I forgot to talk about the good times. 338 00:16:39,957 --> 00:16:42,876 How do you do that without getting depressed? 339 00:16:45,045 --> 00:16:46,964 You should throw her a living funeral. 340 00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:48,633 A what? 341 00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:51,886 It's a funeral, but the person is still here 342 00:16:51,969 --> 00:16:53,638 to receive all the beautiful goodbyes 343 00:16:53,721 --> 00:16:56,474 before they transition. 344 00:16:56,557 --> 00:16:59,143 Yeah, I think I heard about something like that before. 345 00:16:59,226 --> 00:17:00,186 Mm-hmm. 346 00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:03,230 They're becoming more popular. 347 00:17:03,313 --> 00:17:05,191 And how would I go about 348 00:17:05,274 --> 00:17:07,777 putting something together like that? 349 00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:10,863 You keep it intimate, simple. 350 00:17:12,573 --> 00:17:15,618 You make it a celebration. 351 00:17:15,701 --> 00:17:17,828 Okay. 352 00:17:17,911 --> 00:17:20,122 -Thanks. -Mm-hmm. 353 00:17:20,205 --> 00:17:23,626 <i>♪ Soft music ♪</i> 354 00:17:28,756 --> 00:17:30,800 So... 355 00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:35,429 ...you want me to attend my own funeral? 356 00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:36,847 It's not a funeral. 357 00:17:36,930 --> 00:17:39,100 It's more like a... 358 00:17:39,183 --> 00:17:41,352 celebration of life. 359 00:17:46,398 --> 00:17:48,818 Okay. 360 00:17:48,901 --> 00:17:50,611 I like that. 361 00:17:50,694 --> 00:17:52,154 You do? 362 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:54,615 Yeah. 363 00:17:54,698 --> 00:17:57,368 Funerals can be depressing. 364 00:17:57,451 --> 00:18:00,329 But this sounds different. 365 00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:03,499 Let's make it special. 366 00:18:05,876 --> 00:18:08,421 No sad shit. 367 00:18:08,504 --> 00:18:10,172 Mm. 368 00:18:10,255 --> 00:18:12,800 You got it. 369 00:18:12,883 --> 00:18:14,301 Mm, oh, no. 370 00:18:14,384 --> 00:18:16,303 Oh. I'm sorry. 371 00:18:23,018 --> 00:18:27,231 I'm making Charles co-pastor. 372 00:18:27,314 --> 00:18:28,816 Are you ready for that? 373 00:18:28,899 --> 00:18:31,485 What do you mean am I ready for it? 374 00:18:31,568 --> 00:18:33,571 You don't like sharing the throne. 375 00:18:33,654 --> 00:18:36,991 I need to spend 376 00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:39,952 more time with my family. 377 00:18:41,954 --> 00:18:44,790 Oh, I'm glad you see that now. 378 00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:48,419 I'm sorry I didn't see it sooner. 379 00:18:51,964 --> 00:18:56,093 <i>♪ And it don't feel right ♪</i> 380 00:18:56,176 --> 00:19:00,890 <i>♪ Oh, baby, your sugarcoated face ♪</i> 381 00:19:00,973 --> 00:19:04,769 <i>♪ Drives me crazy ♪</i> 382 00:19:09,898 --> 00:19:11,484 Angie? 383 00:19:11,567 --> 00:19:13,027 Charles? 384 00:19:13,110 --> 00:19:15,821 -Wow, how long has it been? -It's been a while! 385 00:19:15,904 --> 00:19:17,823 Oh, my God. 386 00:19:17,906 --> 00:19:20,576 You are still as beautiful as ever. 387 00:19:20,659 --> 00:19:22,203 Yes, she is. 388 00:19:22,286 --> 00:19:24,080 Oh, this is my husband, Hannibal. 389 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,582 Brother Hannibal, the church welcomes you with open arms. 390 00:19:26,665 --> 00:19:28,167 Man, thank you. 391 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:30,252 I see how you was welcoming my wife with your arms. 392 00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:32,671 Me and Charles grew up in the same church together. 393 00:19:32,754 --> 00:19:33,923 He used to date my sister. 394 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:35,716 Angie never let me hear the end of it. 395 00:19:35,799 --> 00:19:37,426 Because you were a player 396 00:19:37,509 --> 00:19:40,137 -and I had to protect her. -Oh, okay, here we go. 397 00:19:40,220 --> 00:19:41,764 H-how's she doing? 398 00:19:41,847 --> 00:19:45,559 She's still a mess, but she's trying to get it together. 399 00:19:45,642 --> 00:19:48,062 To this day, I feel like she's the one that got away. 400 00:19:48,145 --> 00:19:49,855 I'm sure she'd love to hear from you. 401 00:19:49,938 --> 00:19:52,608 No, no, no. I'm blocked. 402 00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:54,485 "Blocked"? Damn, Pastor, what you do to her? 403 00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:56,445 What? Don't be cussing at church. 404 00:19:56,528 --> 00:19:58,322 A-admittedly, I was a mess, too. 405 00:19:58,405 --> 00:20:00,950 But I'm a changed man now, so... 406 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:03,494 -I hope so. -Okay. 407 00:20:08,707 --> 00:20:11,460 So, yeah, I'm gonna need you to say some nice words 408 00:20:11,543 --> 00:20:14,463 about your mama. 409 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,590 You want me to give a speech? 410 00:20:16,673 --> 00:20:19,301 Yeah, share a loving memory 411 00:20:19,384 --> 00:20:21,470 and speak from the heart. 412 00:20:21,553 --> 00:20:23,305 Don't you think us throwing her a funeral 413 00:20:23,388 --> 00:20:25,057 while she's still here is kind of weird? 414 00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:28,644 No. I want Jada to know how much she's loved 415 00:20:28,727 --> 00:20:31,856 while she's still around to hear it. 416 00:20:31,939 --> 00:20:34,066 Where you get this idea from? 417 00:20:34,149 --> 00:20:36,527 -A new friend of mine. -Who? 418 00:20:36,610 --> 00:20:39,488 This woman I met while attending my support group. 419 00:20:39,571 --> 00:20:41,490 You already talking to somebody new? 420 00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:43,826 Boy, if you don't shut up. 421 00:20:43,909 --> 00:20:45,995 Her husband went through the same thing 422 00:20:46,078 --> 00:20:47,746 your mama going through. 423 00:20:47,829 --> 00:20:50,541 She's been very supportive. 424 00:20:50,624 --> 00:20:53,002 My bad. 425 00:20:53,085 --> 00:20:54,378 Man, I ain't got time to be thinking 426 00:20:54,461 --> 00:20:55,838 about no other woman, 427 00:20:55,921 --> 00:20:58,382 when the woman I love is... 428 00:20:58,465 --> 00:21:01,177 suffering every day. 429 00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:03,512 Emmett, this is hard. 430 00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:05,055 And I'd really appreciate it, 431 00:21:05,138 --> 00:21:07,349 you know, if you helped me do this... 432 00:21:07,432 --> 00:21:09,434 for your mother. 433 00:21:13,772 --> 00:21:14,940 Fine. 434 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:19,528 Thanks. 435 00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:21,405 Oh... 436 00:21:21,488 --> 00:21:24,033 and tell Kiesha to make some of that special cheese dip. 437 00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:26,160 everybody like that. 438 00:21:26,243 --> 00:21:28,245 Oh... 439 00:21:28,328 --> 00:21:31,415 <i>♪ hip-hop music ♪</i> 440 00:21:31,498 --> 00:21:33,751 <i>♪ Blowing more gas than a Hummer... ♪</i> 441 00:21:37,004 --> 00:21:39,298 Nah, I'm cool. 442 00:21:39,381 --> 00:21:41,926 What's wrong with you? 443 00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:44,762 Nothing. 444 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:47,264 Don't lie to me. 445 00:21:52,394 --> 00:21:54,563 I feel like somebody gonna kill me. 446 00:21:54,646 --> 00:21:56,774 Who? 447 00:22:01,862 --> 00:22:03,739 Alicia. 448 00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:05,449 Why you think that? 449 00:22:05,532 --> 00:22:08,744 'Cause... 450 00:22:08,827 --> 00:22:11,747 I think she knows I know you killed her son. 451 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:15,709 -Now, why would she think that? -'Cause she know I was there. 452 00:22:15,792 --> 00:22:17,711 How the fuck does she know that? 453 00:22:17,794 --> 00:22:20,881 I threw up in front of the house. 454 00:22:20,964 --> 00:22:23,050 You're a little bitch. You know that? 455 00:22:23,133 --> 00:22:26,220 You ain't fit to be my number two. 456 00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:29,056 I ain't want to be your number two in the first place. 457 00:22:29,139 --> 00:22:32,101 You ain't got a fucking choice. 458 00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:35,104 I know this isn't as nice as your old church. 459 00:22:35,187 --> 00:22:36,981 It's better. 460 00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:39,692 It's been lived in. It has soul. 461 00:22:39,775 --> 00:22:42,111 It welcomes you. 462 00:22:42,194 --> 00:22:44,113 My pops always said he wanted folks 463 00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:46,991 to feel welcome in God's house. 464 00:22:47,074 --> 00:22:49,493 You know, I'm not gonna get up here 465 00:22:49,576 --> 00:22:51,328 and try to replace your dad. 466 00:22:51,411 --> 00:22:53,330 The congregation don't know that. 467 00:22:53,413 --> 00:22:58,168 They just see you as the rich pastor who fell from grace 468 00:22:58,251 --> 00:23:00,170 and is using my dad's church to recover. 469 00:23:00,253 --> 00:23:02,756 They don't know my story. I didn't fall from grace. 470 00:23:02,839 --> 00:23:05,676 -I fell into it. -People need to hear that. 471 00:23:05,759 --> 00:23:08,846 How do I get folks to listen? 472 00:23:08,929 --> 00:23:12,599 Come on <i>Papa's Pulpit.</i> You can reintroduce yourself. 473 00:23:12,682 --> 00:23:14,685 All right. 474 00:23:14,768 --> 00:23:16,770 Honestly, I used to pray for times like this, 475 00:23:16,853 --> 00:23:21,358 -to rhyme like this. -Dad, stop. 476 00:23:21,441 --> 00:23:25,029 Oh, shit. I-I just meant... 477 00:23:25,112 --> 00:23:27,448 I know what you meant. 478 00:23:27,531 --> 00:23:30,367 <i>♪ Light music ♪</i> 479 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:38,834 This is Reg's girlfriend. 480 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:41,712 If you can help me get to her, I can get to Reg. 481 00:23:41,795 --> 00:23:45,090 I don't want him dead. I just need to bring him in. 482 00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:47,509 You can go places I can't. 483 00:23:47,592 --> 00:23:50,346 Reg knows me. I've been chasing him for years. 484 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:51,722 Why me? 485 00:23:51,805 --> 00:23:54,391 Because this is what you and I both want. 486 00:23:54,474 --> 00:23:56,602 I want Reg and Nuck dead. 487 00:23:56,685 --> 00:23:59,355 I want my son back. 488 00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:01,398 So do I. 489 00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:03,817 I can't bring your son back. 490 00:24:03,900 --> 00:24:06,278 But I can deliver his true killer to your doorstep. 491 00:24:06,361 --> 00:24:08,447 I don't need you for that. 492 00:24:10,490 --> 00:24:12,868 You want to get away with it, you do. 493 00:24:15,162 --> 00:24:18,082 I know how to kill someone and get away with it. 494 00:24:21,251 --> 00:24:23,420 Everybody likes insurance. 495 00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:30,094 So how do you know Nuck? 496 00:24:30,177 --> 00:24:32,096 He's in my pocket right now. 497 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:33,722 What do you have him doing? 498 00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:35,391 I thought he could help me get to Reg. 499 00:24:35,474 --> 00:24:37,184 No luck? 500 00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:38,727 He got a bad tip. 501 00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:41,230 -From who? -He wouldn't say. 502 00:24:41,313 --> 00:24:43,190 Mm-hmm. 503 00:24:44,816 --> 00:24:47,820 -What's his girl's name? -Candice. 504 00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:50,614 She works at a mobile store. 505 00:24:50,697 --> 00:24:54,243 All I need you to do is pull up, charm her... 506 00:24:54,326 --> 00:24:56,245 see if you can get some info 507 00:24:56,328 --> 00:24:58,788 that won't send us on a wild-goose chase. 508 00:25:00,874 --> 00:25:02,584 I can do that. 509 00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:04,461 And, remember, she can't know who you are. 510 00:25:04,544 --> 00:25:06,588 You'll have to give her a fake name. 511 00:25:10,008 --> 00:25:12,761 I'm not new at this, Detective. 512 00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:26,150 You see here we leveled up and got a larger flow hood. 513 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:27,400 Okay. 514 00:25:32,572 --> 00:25:35,075 And over here, we got a brand-new incubation tent. 515 00:25:35,158 --> 00:25:37,661 Damn. You ain't fucking around. 516 00:25:37,744 --> 00:25:40,497 -I see you ready to scale up. -I've been ready. 517 00:25:43,833 --> 00:25:47,254 The Mob can help you with distribution. 518 00:25:47,337 --> 00:25:48,964 I don't know about that. 519 00:25:49,047 --> 00:25:50,632 Why? 520 00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:53,260 'Cause Alicia was the one that invested in my grow space 521 00:25:53,343 --> 00:25:54,970 and letting me live in her house. 522 00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:57,181 -And? -And she don't fuck with you. 523 00:25:57,264 --> 00:26:00,267 She don't got to know. 524 00:26:00,350 --> 00:26:02,018 I'll think about it. 525 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:07,441 What if I make it right with Alicia? 526 00:26:07,524 --> 00:26:08,775 Then we got a deal? 527 00:26:08,858 --> 00:26:10,486 Hell, yeah. 528 00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:11,820 -Yeah? -Yeah. 529 00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:13,238 All right. 530 00:26:13,321 --> 00:26:16,200 <i>♪ Hip-hop music ♪</i> 531 00:26:24,332 --> 00:26:26,668 I'd rather join a church. 532 00:26:26,751 --> 00:26:29,546 I'm good on both. 533 00:26:29,629 --> 00:26:31,965 I don't want to be a hero. 534 00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:34,134 Not all heroes carry machine guns. 535 00:26:34,217 --> 00:26:36,386 Huh? 536 00:26:36,469 --> 00:26:39,556 There's a war going on right in our own backyard. 537 00:26:39,639 --> 00:26:43,060 But joining the military does make life easier. 538 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:44,394 For who, though? 539 00:26:44,477 --> 00:26:46,730 I mean, it's better than student loans. 540 00:26:46,813 --> 00:26:50,484 Aha, but that's where scholarships come in, see? 541 00:26:50,567 --> 00:26:52,861 Alicia pulled mine. 542 00:26:52,944 --> 00:26:54,696 When? 543 00:26:54,779 --> 00:26:57,366 -I was gonna tell you. -All right. 544 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,576 -I'll talk to her. -Man, nah. 545 00:26:59,659 --> 00:27:01,828 I need to focus on my book anyway. 546 00:27:01,911 --> 00:27:03,372 Yeah, you do. 547 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:05,791 But someone needs to be a voice for guys like you. 548 00:27:05,874 --> 00:27:07,417 You're not a monster. 549 00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:08,877 The cards have been stacked against you 550 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,629 since before you were born. 551 00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:13,215 Society would rather see you locked up than in my classroom. 552 00:27:13,298 --> 00:27:15,634 That's why I fight so hard to keep you there. 553 00:27:15,717 --> 00:27:17,719 And that's why I stay in church. 554 00:27:17,802 --> 00:27:22,224 Okay, but don't hide out in the church too long, huh? 555 00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:23,392 I won't. 556 00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:25,060 All right. 557 00:27:25,143 --> 00:27:27,813 Listen, whether you're making clothes for your friends 558 00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:30,816 or praying for them or writing about them, 559 00:27:30,899 --> 00:27:34,444 one thing is true... your friends need you. 560 00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:36,530 So does this city. 561 00:27:36,613 --> 00:27:40,117 You give it its identity... 562 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,535 for better or for worse. 563 00:27:44,704 --> 00:27:47,124 What brings you to the house of the Lord? 564 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:49,293 I need some guidance on my marriage. 565 00:27:49,376 --> 00:27:52,379 Ah, well, you've come to the right place for guidance. 566 00:27:52,462 --> 00:27:55,424 I don't know if I'm the right person for marriage advice. 567 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:57,426 Give yourself some more credit. 568 00:27:57,509 --> 00:28:01,388 All right, I can see if I can help. 569 00:28:01,471 --> 00:28:03,849 It's very personal. 570 00:28:03,932 --> 00:28:07,394 It's just between us and God. 571 00:28:07,477 --> 00:28:09,771 Well... 572 00:28:09,854 --> 00:28:12,608 I caught my wife using a... 573 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:15,277 using a toy. 574 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:17,571 Okay. 575 00:28:17,654 --> 00:28:19,239 What's the problem? 576 00:28:19,322 --> 00:28:21,658 You don't see it? 577 00:28:21,741 --> 00:28:24,286 Did you join her? 578 00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:26,747 No, I got angry. 579 00:28:26,830 --> 00:28:28,915 See, that was your mistake. 580 00:28:28,998 --> 00:28:32,336 Next time you see her doing that, join her. 581 00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:33,587 Have some fun. 582 00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:35,589 I did not expect you to say that. 583 00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:37,507 Look, in marriage, 584 00:28:37,590 --> 00:28:39,176 you can do anything and everything you want 585 00:28:39,259 --> 00:28:40,594 in that bedroom together. 586 00:28:40,677 --> 00:28:43,596 There's no shame. Just be on one accord. 587 00:28:47,851 --> 00:28:50,520 -Thank you, Pastor. -Yeah. Yeah. 588 00:28:50,603 --> 00:28:52,606 -I like the new spot, man. -Oh, man. 589 00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:54,816 Well, I hope to see you and your wife in church on Sunday. 590 00:28:54,899 --> 00:28:56,651 -We'll be here. -All right. 591 00:28:59,446 --> 00:29:01,782 Where's all your stuff? 592 00:29:01,865 --> 00:29:03,909 I don't need a lot of stuff. 593 00:29:03,992 --> 00:29:06,662 I was expecting you to be more flashy. 594 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:07,996 What do you like? 595 00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:10,540 Comfort, quiet. 596 00:29:10,623 --> 00:29:12,417 Yeah, me, too. 597 00:29:12,500 --> 00:29:15,337 <i>♪ Soft jazz music ♪</i> 598 00:29:17,964 --> 00:29:20,384 If you had to define your life in one word, 599 00:29:20,467 --> 00:29:22,010 what would it be? 600 00:29:22,093 --> 00:29:23,220 Blessed. 601 00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:25,555 I'm not surprised by that answer. 602 00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:29,434 Everything's a blessing, even when it feels like a curse. 603 00:29:29,517 --> 00:29:34,189 What do you think contributed to your first divorce? 604 00:29:34,272 --> 00:29:38,485 With my first wife, Carolyn, I was a devoted pastor, 605 00:29:38,568 --> 00:29:40,612 but I wasn't a devoted husband. 606 00:29:40,695 --> 00:29:43,115 I stayed late at the church. 607 00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:46,034 I helped folks with their problems 608 00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:50,497 and spent long weekends and holidays planning events. 609 00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:52,833 I was always raising money for something. 610 00:29:52,916 --> 00:29:55,877 Everything came before my family. 611 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,213 How do you think that impacted your daughter? 612 00:29:58,296 --> 00:30:01,174 Oh, I think it had a huge impact on Kenya. 613 00:30:01,257 --> 00:30:04,261 She started looking for me in other men. 614 00:30:04,344 --> 00:30:07,472 She started running around with a bad crowd, 615 00:30:07,555 --> 00:30:11,226 and I-I couldn't get a hold of her the way I needed to. 616 00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:13,103 But y'all have been rebuilding. 617 00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:14,730 Absolutely. 618 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:17,983 Um, I think when she had Miles, she and I reconnected 619 00:30:18,066 --> 00:30:19,776 in a different way. 620 00:30:19,859 --> 00:30:23,822 I had to stop judging her and start listening to her. 621 00:30:23,905 --> 00:30:27,534 Now, what everybody really want to know... 622 00:30:27,617 --> 00:30:29,578 is, what happened with Tatiana? 623 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,622 When I met her, I thought 624 00:30:32,705 --> 00:30:35,250 she was the answer to all my prayers. 625 00:30:35,333 --> 00:30:39,838 I thought I needed a wife to just sit next to me 626 00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:42,257 and be pretty 627 00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:45,635 and not challenge a thing I said. 628 00:30:45,718 --> 00:30:47,888 But that turned out to be a mistake. 629 00:30:47,971 --> 00:30:49,305 Why? 630 00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:53,852 Because... 631 00:30:53,935 --> 00:30:56,688 her being quiet didn't keep me 632 00:30:56,771 --> 00:30:59,191 from being unfaithful to her. 633 00:30:59,274 --> 00:31:03,153 Tatiana kept my secrets in exchange for her own. 634 00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:06,114 So y'all both had affairs? 635 00:31:06,197 --> 00:31:08,241 Her secrets aren't mine to tell, 636 00:31:08,324 --> 00:31:10,994 but she kept herself entertained 637 00:31:11,077 --> 00:31:13,789 while turning a blind eye to my inappropriate relationship 638 00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:15,582 with my secretary. 639 00:31:15,665 --> 00:31:18,126 And has that inappropriate relationship 640 00:31:18,209 --> 00:31:20,086 with your secretary come to an end? 641 00:31:20,169 --> 00:31:21,671 Yes. 642 00:31:21,754 --> 00:31:24,841 And is it true that you and your first wife 643 00:31:24,924 --> 00:31:26,676 have been reconciling? 644 00:31:26,759 --> 00:31:28,845 We're getting reacquainted. 645 00:31:28,928 --> 00:31:30,639 And she's a Black woman. 646 00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:32,682 Yes. 647 00:31:32,765 --> 00:31:34,351 Yes, she is. 648 00:31:34,434 --> 00:31:37,354 Look, just making sure the listeners know. 649 00:31:37,437 --> 00:31:39,523 Um... 650 00:31:39,606 --> 00:31:43,193 now, would you say Carolyn is your first true love? 651 00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:45,237 I would. 652 00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:47,155 Have you always known that? 653 00:31:47,238 --> 00:31:49,574 Yes, but... 654 00:31:49,657 --> 00:31:52,994 I wasn't ready for her when she came into my life. 655 00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:54,830 I-I mishandled her the first go-round. 656 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:57,332 But I'm wiser now. 657 00:31:57,415 --> 00:31:59,042 How so? 658 00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:02,712 Um, I'm ready to be the man she always knew I could be. 659 00:32:02,795 --> 00:32:04,172 And, Carolyn... 660 00:32:04,255 --> 00:32:06,216 ...if you give me another chance, 661 00:32:06,299 --> 00:32:09,636 I promise I will never abandon you again. 662 00:32:09,719 --> 00:32:12,180 I will never disappoint you. 663 00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:14,182 I will never forsake you. 664 00:32:14,265 --> 00:32:16,393 Wow. 665 00:32:16,476 --> 00:32:18,854 Well, thanks for coming to the altar, Pastor Zeke. 666 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:21,356 And thanks for keeping it real. 667 00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:24,317 This has been another episode of <i>Papa's Pulpit.</i> 668 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:26,528 Please be sure to tune in next week. 669 00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:29,197 And don't forget to pay your subscription fee. 670 00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:30,615 God bless. 671 00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:34,452 -That was dope. -Appreciate it. 672 00:32:34,535 --> 00:32:37,414 <i>♪ Soft music ♪</i> 673 00:32:42,043 --> 00:32:44,796 Professor Gardner always preaching. 674 00:32:44,879 --> 00:32:47,048 Always, man. 675 00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:50,552 I ain't gonna lie. I like what he said, though. 676 00:32:50,635 --> 00:32:52,721 Me too. 677 00:32:52,804 --> 00:32:54,890 -Hey, hey, hey. -Huh? 678 00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:57,434 -Who that? -I don't know. 679 00:33:00,687 --> 00:33:02,355 All right, then. Good seeing you. 680 00:33:02,438 --> 00:33:03,648 Let's dip. 681 00:33:14,075 --> 00:33:16,369 Hey, I think we lost them. 682 00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:18,121 We should probably split up. 683 00:33:18,204 --> 00:33:19,289 You sure? 684 00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:21,041 Maybe I'm just paranoid. 685 00:33:21,124 --> 00:33:22,208 Hey. 686 00:33:22,291 --> 00:33:24,252 We good. 687 00:33:24,335 --> 00:33:26,129 -All right. -All right. 688 00:33:26,212 --> 00:33:28,047 All right. 689 00:33:44,397 --> 00:33:47,317 <i>♪ Tense music ♪</i> 690 00:33:50,403 --> 00:33:52,155 Bakari! 691 00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:03,208 <i>♪ Somber jazz music ♪</i> 692 00:34:06,461 --> 00:34:08,505 Oh, shit! 693 00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:10,340 Oh, shit! Fuck! 694 00:34:10,423 --> 00:34:12,175 Somebody help me! Help! 695 00:34:29,609 --> 00:34:33,154 -Can I help you with something? -I think you can. 696 00:34:33,237 --> 00:34:36,658 Well, do you need a phone or a tablet? 697 00:34:36,741 --> 00:34:39,160 I haven't bought a phone in so long. 698 00:34:39,243 --> 00:34:41,997 My assistant usually handles this sort of thing. 699 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:46,001 -Oh, you have an assistant? -Of course. I'm rich. 700 00:34:46,084 --> 00:34:48,003 Well, what do you do? 701 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:49,754 That's a loaded question. 702 00:34:49,837 --> 00:34:51,297 Oh, I'm sorry. 703 00:34:51,380 --> 00:34:53,550 Do you want to learn? 704 00:34:53,633 --> 00:34:55,760 -Learn what? -How to be like me. 705 00:34:55,843 --> 00:34:58,596 And you gonna teach me? 706 00:34:58,679 --> 00:35:01,850 I love taking young women like you under my wing. 707 00:35:01,933 --> 00:35:05,729 You shouldn't have to wear that ill-fitting Polo... 708 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:08,481 oh... and those horrible khakis. 709 00:35:08,564 --> 00:35:11,693 You need a big house, luxury car. 710 00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:13,945 And I want to go to Tulum. 711 00:35:14,028 --> 00:35:15,989 Have you been to Bora Bora? 712 00:35:16,072 --> 00:35:17,532 Where's that? 713 00:35:21,661 --> 00:35:22,996 Are you single? 714 00:35:23,079 --> 00:35:24,372 Why does that matter? 715 00:35:24,455 --> 00:35:26,207 Who you choose to be with 716 00:35:26,290 --> 00:35:30,253 determines how far you go in this life. 717 00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:31,588 I got a man. 718 00:35:31,671 --> 00:35:34,382 And is the relationship... 719 00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:36,843 promising? 720 00:35:36,926 --> 00:35:38,636 I don't know yet. 721 00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:42,891 What's wrong? 722 00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:45,226 He runs the streets. That's all. 723 00:35:45,309 --> 00:35:46,728 I understand. 724 00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,069 You just be careful. 725 00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:55,319 Hmm? 726 00:35:57,363 --> 00:35:59,657 Oh, I'm not in the market for a house. 727 00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:01,826 Girl, clearly. 728 00:36:03,494 --> 00:36:05,622 But, you know... 729 00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:09,167 call if you ever need anything or if you want to talk or... 730 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,921 ...feel like you're in danger. 731 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:14,798 Why would I be in danger? 732 00:36:14,881 --> 00:36:16,841 If your boyfriend runs the streets, 733 00:36:16,924 --> 00:36:18,802 you're always in danger. 734 00:36:23,848 --> 00:36:25,600 Oh... 735 00:36:25,683 --> 00:36:27,227 well... 736 00:36:33,149 --> 00:36:35,110 I heard your dad on <i>Papa's Pulpit.</i> 737 00:36:35,193 --> 00:36:37,612 Mm, you and me both. 738 00:36:37,695 --> 00:36:39,531 You good? 739 00:36:39,614 --> 00:36:42,117 I don't think I need him to talk about me. 740 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:43,910 But I'm glad he's clearing the air. 741 00:36:43,993 --> 00:36:46,162 I bet it's weird having a parent a lot of people know. 742 00:36:46,245 --> 00:36:48,414 Mm, it's weird to have a parent that's a preacher. 743 00:36:48,497 --> 00:36:49,582 I bet. 744 00:36:49,665 --> 00:36:51,501 I see Papa's glad you're back. 745 00:36:53,711 --> 00:36:55,964 I'm glad, too. 746 00:36:56,047 --> 00:36:58,758 Y'all better get back to work. 747 00:36:58,841 --> 00:37:01,511 I don't pay you to socialize. 748 00:37:01,594 --> 00:37:04,055 So I know it's not fancy. 749 00:37:04,138 --> 00:37:06,599 I don't need steak and lobster. 750 00:37:06,682 --> 00:37:08,143 You sure? 751 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:10,353 Yeah, I don't care about stuff like that. 752 00:37:10,436 --> 00:37:12,188 Where are you from? 753 00:37:12,271 --> 00:37:14,649 All the rich people I know are miserable. 754 00:37:14,732 --> 00:37:17,068 Mm, that's real. 755 00:37:17,151 --> 00:37:21,114 Plus, I wanted you to take me to your favorite spot. 756 00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:22,740 Well, this is it. 757 00:37:22,823 --> 00:37:25,160 And I like it. 758 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:28,454 It lets me know a lot about you. 759 00:37:28,537 --> 00:37:30,290 Like what? 760 00:37:30,373 --> 00:37:32,375 Well... 761 00:37:32,458 --> 00:37:35,170 that you're old school... 762 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,714 and you like the simpler things in life. 763 00:37:39,757 --> 00:37:41,885 Exactly. 764 00:37:41,968 --> 00:37:45,221 Were you really worried that I wasn't gonna like it? 765 00:37:45,304 --> 00:37:49,058 You know, sometimes I just feel like I'm not... 766 00:37:49,141 --> 00:37:51,394 good enough for the women I date, so... 767 00:37:51,477 --> 00:37:54,022 What do you mean? 768 00:37:54,105 --> 00:37:56,441 I'm just tired of being a broke guy who just got out of prison 769 00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:58,860 who's still struggling to make ends meet. 770 00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:05,366 It's okay to be that guy. 771 00:38:05,449 --> 00:38:07,160 At least you're trying. 772 00:38:09,578 --> 00:38:11,998 I am. 773 00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:15,126 You know, I make candles because I love it. 774 00:38:15,209 --> 00:38:18,755 Now, I know it's not gonna make me a lot of money, but... 775 00:38:18,838 --> 00:38:20,924 it makes me happy. 776 00:38:21,007 --> 00:38:23,218 At the end of the day, that's really all that matters. 777 00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:25,011 Wait, so you saying we can be broke together? 778 00:38:26,762 --> 00:38:31,267 Um, maybe we could try being happy together. 779 00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:32,977 I like that. 780 00:38:34,437 --> 00:38:36,314 I'm really glad we came. 781 00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:41,277 Me too. 782 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:44,739 <i>♪ I'll do anything for you, baby ♪</i> 783 00:38:44,822 --> 00:38:47,700 <i>♪ And you know I'm feeling some way ♪</i> 784 00:38:47,783 --> 00:38:50,912 <i>♪ But for you, I go crazy ♪</i> 785 00:38:50,995 --> 00:38:53,206 I love this idea. 786 00:38:53,289 --> 00:38:55,124 We got to start giving folks their flowers 787 00:38:55,207 --> 00:38:57,043 while they can still smell them. 788 00:38:57,126 --> 00:39:00,588 Yeah. Still sad as hell, though. 789 00:39:00,671 --> 00:39:02,340 Dying shouldn't be something we fear. 790 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:05,802 It should be something we embrace when the time comes. 791 00:39:05,885 --> 00:39:10,223 God's plan may be perplexing at times, but it's never wrong. 792 00:39:10,306 --> 00:39:12,976 All I know is, when I die, 793 00:39:13,059 --> 00:39:16,062 I just want folks to turn up, and I want a solid-gold casket. 794 00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:17,397 That's tacky. 795 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:19,148 It's my funeral. 796 00:39:19,231 --> 00:39:21,025 I can do whatever I want. 797 00:39:21,108 --> 00:39:23,236 Hey, hey, Kiesha, Emmett with you? 798 00:39:23,319 --> 00:39:24,654 No, he's on the way. 799 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:26,572 Better hurry up and get here. 800 00:39:30,659 --> 00:39:33,621 <i>♪ Soft music ♪</i> 801 00:39:36,624 --> 00:39:40,295 <i>♪ Every day that I wake up... ♪</i> 802 00:39:40,378 --> 00:39:41,921 My brother. 803 00:39:42,004 --> 00:39:44,215 Hey. 804 00:39:44,298 --> 00:39:45,842 It's a beautiful event, brother. 805 00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:48,928 Yeah. Glad you can make it. 806 00:39:49,011 --> 00:39:51,472 Sorry I was late, man. I... 807 00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:53,308 I was actually on a date 808 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:55,518 that went a lot better than I expected. 809 00:39:55,601 --> 00:39:57,979 Oh, shit. 810 00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,689 She's special, man. 811 00:39:59,772 --> 00:40:03,192 Yeah, well, if you got a good one, hold on to her. 812 00:40:03,275 --> 00:40:05,653 Never know how long you got, you know? 813 00:40:17,957 --> 00:40:19,167 Oh! 814 00:40:19,250 --> 00:40:20,168 Oh, babe. 815 00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:22,712 Hey! 816 00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:25,214 Hey. 817 00:40:25,297 --> 00:40:27,216 I didn't know you were coming. 818 00:40:27,299 --> 00:40:30,261 Yeah, I had to come and pay my respects. 819 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:33,514 Aw, that means so much to me. 820 00:40:35,015 --> 00:40:36,351 Oh, babe. 821 00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:38,186 -Uh, uh, this is... -Yeah, I remember. 822 00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:40,229 H-how you doing? Good to see you, brother. 823 00:40:40,312 --> 00:40:42,190 -Good to see you. -All right, yeah. 824 00:40:43,983 --> 00:40:46,402 They got drinks over at the bar, if you want. 825 00:40:46,485 --> 00:40:49,572 Oh. Oh, yeah. 826 00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:51,949 Why would you embarrass me and Kenya like that 827 00:40:52,032 --> 00:40:54,077 on Papa's podcast? 828 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:55,453 Are you crazy? 829 00:40:55,536 --> 00:40:57,455 Did you think that was cute? 830 00:40:57,538 --> 00:41:00,416 I was trying to be honest. 831 00:41:00,499 --> 00:41:03,753 You can't be honest in private? 832 00:41:03,836 --> 00:41:06,589 I was just... 833 00:41:06,672 --> 00:41:08,383 letting you know how I felt. 834 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,218 You have my number. 835 00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:12,095 That's fair. 836 00:41:12,178 --> 00:41:15,264 But it's not just you I needed to come clean to. 837 00:41:15,347 --> 00:41:17,767 I needed to make sure everybody knows 838 00:41:17,850 --> 00:41:19,936 I'm doing things differently now. 839 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:22,063 I'm aware of that. 840 00:41:22,146 --> 00:41:25,108 But I'm a private person. 841 00:41:25,191 --> 00:41:27,652 What are you saying? You don't want to try again? 842 00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:30,279 I just want our life to be our own. 843 00:41:30,362 --> 00:41:32,782 -We're public servants. -You are. 844 00:41:32,865 --> 00:41:35,034 We aren't. 845 00:41:37,703 --> 00:41:39,163 I hear you. 846 00:41:39,246 --> 00:41:41,249 I hope so. 847 00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:44,127 <i>♪ Smooth music ♪</i> 848 00:41:48,839 --> 00:41:51,134 -Hey. -Hey. 849 00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:54,470 I know it's hard, but this has been really nice. 850 00:41:54,553 --> 00:41:55,972 Okay. 851 00:41:56,055 --> 00:41:59,183 Your mom is really feeling the love. 852 00:41:59,266 --> 00:42:02,437 Great. 853 00:42:06,524 --> 00:42:08,568 Hey, everybody. 854 00:42:08,651 --> 00:42:10,570 Um... 855 00:42:10,653 --> 00:42:12,780 just want to thank y'all for coming out. 856 00:42:12,863 --> 00:42:14,949 Um, as you know, 857 00:42:15,032 --> 00:42:18,119 this has been a real difficult time for us. 858 00:42:18,202 --> 00:42:22,081 So, um, really appreciate y'all showing up... 859 00:42:22,164 --> 00:42:24,750 and loving on my Jada here. 860 00:42:24,833 --> 00:42:26,461 It means a lot to us. 861 00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,129 Love you, Jada. 862 00:42:28,212 --> 00:42:30,506 Thank you, really. 863 00:42:30,589 --> 00:42:31,841 All right, all right, all right. 864 00:42:31,924 --> 00:42:33,509 She said no sad shit. 865 00:42:33,592 --> 00:42:35,928 So it's time for us to come up 866 00:42:36,011 --> 00:42:39,056 and show Jada how much she means to us, 867 00:42:39,139 --> 00:42:40,683 share a happy memory 868 00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,518 or, you know, whatever words you want to share. 869 00:42:42,601 --> 00:42:44,687 Um... 870 00:42:44,770 --> 00:42:48,649 might as well start with her oldest... 871 00:42:48,732 --> 00:42:49,984 friend. 872 00:42:50,067 --> 00:42:52,195 Tracy, why don't you come on up here? 873 00:42:52,278 --> 00:42:55,323 <i>♪ I've been fearing it all ♪</i> 874 00:42:55,406 --> 00:42:59,076 <i>♪ soft music ♪</i> 875 00:42:59,159 --> 00:43:02,371 <i>♪ Angels invented it all ♪</i> 876 00:43:02,454 --> 00:43:05,249 <i>♪ Didn't you? ♪</i> 877 00:43:05,332 --> 00:43:09,545 <i>♪ Energy falls ♪</i> 878 00:43:11,964 --> 00:43:15,301 <i>♪ Don't we all? ♪</i> 879 00:43:15,384 --> 00:43:18,471 <i>♪ Am I human? ♪</i> 880 00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:20,890 <i>♪ You and I ♪</i> 881 00:43:20,973 --> 00:43:24,101 <i>♪ Will love again ♪</i> 882 00:43:25,686 --> 00:43:28,064 <i>♪ On the other side ♪</i> 883 00:43:28,147 --> 00:43:31,317 <i>♪ But there are no fears ♪</i> 884 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,860 <i>♪ Looking... ♪</i> 885 00:43:38,157 --> 00:43:39,867 Hey, everybody. 886 00:43:42,161 --> 00:43:43,913 Hey, Ma. 887 00:43:43,996 --> 00:43:46,207 When I... 888 00:43:46,290 --> 00:43:48,709 when I think about my mama... 889 00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:54,924 ...I can't imagine... 890 00:44:04,433 --> 00:44:06,269 I got you. 891 00:44:10,731 --> 00:44:14,777 "A boy's first love is his mama." 892 00:44:14,860 --> 00:44:18,531 "You saw the best in me when I was at my worst." 893 00:44:18,614 --> 00:44:20,950 You held on to me till I could see myself 894 00:44:21,033 --> 00:44:23,119 as the man you raised. 895 00:44:23,202 --> 00:44:24,787 And now I'm holding on to you. 896 00:44:24,870 --> 00:44:26,789 No matter what happens, 897 00:44:26,872 --> 00:44:29,250 I'ma hold on to the love you... 898 00:44:29,333 --> 00:44:31,752 you poured into me... 899 00:44:31,835 --> 00:44:33,546 and my family. 900 00:44:33,629 --> 00:44:37,300 I'm gonna hold on to the wisdom that finally grew me up. 901 00:44:37,383 --> 00:44:39,594 I'm gonna hold you in my heart... 902 00:44:42,554 --> 00:44:44,974 "...until I see you on the other side." 903 00:44:47,184 --> 00:44:52,481 <i>♪ Where your tears go ♪</i> 904 00:44:52,564 --> 00:44:55,109 Good job. 905 00:45:05,202 --> 00:45:06,662 All right, Jada. 906 00:45:06,745 --> 00:45:09,749 Um, there's something special we wanted to do. 907 00:45:09,832 --> 00:45:11,917 You know, often times, 908 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,378 we don't get to give our loved ones their flowers 909 00:45:14,461 --> 00:45:15,921 while they're still with us. 910 00:45:16,004 --> 00:45:17,632 So... 911 00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:20,509 tonight you're getting yours. 912 00:45:24,930 --> 00:45:32,930 <i>♪ Where your tears go ♪</i> 913 00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:51,040 I'm sorry I didn't finish my speech. 914 00:45:51,123 --> 00:45:52,624 You didn't have to. 915 00:45:56,336 --> 00:45:59,882 It's like I can't really distill all my emotions in... 916 00:45:59,965 --> 00:46:02,385 a short little speech, you know? 917 00:46:02,468 --> 00:46:04,970 Well, sometimes words aren't enough. 918 00:46:07,723 --> 00:46:09,767 -Oh. -Sorry. 919 00:46:13,103 --> 00:46:14,814 I love you, Ma. 920 00:46:14,897 --> 00:46:16,607 Mm. 921 00:46:16,690 --> 00:46:19,777 I am who I am because of you. 922 00:46:21,904 --> 00:46:25,241 I'm so proud of you. 923 00:46:25,324 --> 00:46:27,451 You've come a long way. 924 00:46:31,830 --> 00:46:33,749 I wanted to make you proud. 925 00:46:33,832 --> 00:46:35,501 You made yourself proud. 926 00:46:35,584 --> 00:46:37,878 That's what matters. 927 00:46:37,961 --> 00:46:40,089 What am I going to do without you? 928 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,882 Mm. 929 00:46:41,965 --> 00:46:44,885 I want you and Kiesha... 930 00:46:44,968 --> 00:46:47,388 and your babies to survive. 931 00:46:47,471 --> 00:46:50,349 <i>♪ Emotional music ♪</i> 932 00:46:50,432 --> 00:46:51,892 What are you talking about? 933 00:46:51,975 --> 00:46:54,437 It's too dangerous here. 934 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:56,439 I want y'all to leave Chicago. 935 00:46:58,941 --> 00:47:00,943 Ma, this city is all I know. 936 00:47:01,026 --> 00:47:02,486 Promise me. 937 00:47:26,468 --> 00:47:28,471 Who you texting? 938 00:47:28,554 --> 00:47:29,805 My new mentor. 939 00:47:29,888 --> 00:47:31,599 Who mentoring you? 940 00:47:31,682 --> 00:47:33,642 Some lady came into the shop today 941 00:47:33,725 --> 00:47:35,603 and said she wants to take me under her wing. 942 00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:37,229 What you trying to do? 943 00:47:37,312 --> 00:47:38,730 Be like her. 944 00:47:40,607 --> 00:47:41,901 What's she like? 945 00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:44,528 Royal, rich. 946 00:47:44,611 --> 00:47:46,447 She don't need nothing from nobody, 947 00:47:46,530 --> 00:47:48,740 and she even has an assistant. 948 00:47:50,742 --> 00:47:53,788 -What's her name? -Terri. 949 00:47:53,871 --> 00:47:56,457 She gave me her card. 950 00:47:56,540 --> 00:47:59,335 I don't trust that shit. 951 00:47:59,418 --> 00:48:01,545 You don't trust nobody. 952 00:48:03,380 --> 00:48:04,882 I trust you. 953 00:48:06,466 --> 00:48:08,219 Why? 954 00:48:08,302 --> 00:48:10,763 'Cause you know I ain't no monster. 955 00:48:10,846 --> 00:48:12,807 I know you got a temper on you, though. 956 00:48:12,890 --> 00:48:14,225 Niggas be fucking with me. 957 00:48:14,308 --> 00:48:15,768 Well, you better not lose it on me. 958 00:48:15,851 --> 00:48:18,729 I know that much. 959 00:48:18,812 --> 00:48:20,481 I won't. 960 00:48:20,564 --> 00:48:22,441 <i>♪ Soft music ♪</i> 961 00:48:24,610 --> 00:48:25,861 Done. 962 00:48:25,944 --> 00:48:27,780 Okay. 963 00:48:27,863 --> 00:48:29,448 Hey, what are you doing here? 964 00:48:29,531 --> 00:48:31,659 Ronnie started crying, 965 00:48:31,742 --> 00:48:33,577 so he called me, asking for help. 966 00:48:33,660 --> 00:48:37,623 I came over and helped calm him down. 967 00:48:37,706 --> 00:48:39,208 Was he having one of his episodes? 968 00:48:39,291 --> 00:48:40,543 He was a little cranky 969 00:48:40,626 --> 00:48:42,336 because he couldn't have any more candy. 970 00:48:42,419 --> 00:48:44,797 But I compromised and gave him some apple slices, 971 00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:46,340 and he was good. 972 00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:49,218 We got to playing and lost track of time. 973 00:48:49,301 --> 00:48:51,303 Damn, did you clean up in here? 974 00:48:51,386 --> 00:48:52,888 Uh, I'm a little OCD. 975 00:48:52,971 --> 00:48:54,974 I-I like to clean to calm my nerves. 976 00:48:55,057 --> 00:48:56,308 Thank you. 977 00:48:56,391 --> 00:48:58,352 You're doing so good. 978 00:48:58,435 --> 00:49:00,688 Give me five. 979 00:49:00,771 --> 00:49:02,773 Oh, yeah. 980 00:49:02,856 --> 00:49:04,650 You're really good with him. 981 00:49:04,733 --> 00:49:07,486 Thank you. I love kids. 982 00:49:07,569 --> 00:49:09,113 You do? 983 00:49:09,196 --> 00:49:11,657 Yeah, I actually used to babysit for this family, 984 00:49:11,740 --> 00:49:15,035 but the dad made a pass at me, so I had to quit. 985 00:49:16,578 --> 00:49:18,289 We were just talking about getting a nanny. 986 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:20,374 Yeah, you ain't got to worry about me... I'm reformed. 987 00:49:20,457 --> 00:49:22,459 -I could use the cash. -How much cash are we talking? 988 00:49:22,542 --> 00:49:25,212 Let us discuss it. We'll get back to you. 989 00:49:25,295 --> 00:49:27,339 Okay. 990 00:49:27,422 --> 00:49:29,008 Hey. Hey. 991 00:49:29,091 --> 00:49:31,427 Your brother's back. 992 00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:33,387 We see you got some help with Ronnie. 993 00:49:33,470 --> 00:49:35,222 I'm sorry I didn't tell you Zuri was coming over. 994 00:49:35,305 --> 00:49:37,892 I just couldn't get him to stop crying, and I... 995 00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:39,685 I didn't want you to worry. 996 00:49:39,768 --> 00:49:42,229 It's cool. 997 00:49:42,312 --> 00:49:44,565 -It is? -This time. 998 00:49:44,648 --> 00:49:47,234 We might be hiring your girl as a new nanny. 999 00:49:47,317 --> 00:49:49,361 You sure that's smart? 1000 00:49:49,444 --> 00:49:51,447 Well, you ain't crazy, right? 1001 00:49:51,530 --> 00:49:53,574 No, I'm just a free spirit. 1002 00:49:53,657 --> 00:49:54,950 As long as you keep Ronnie alive 1003 00:49:55,033 --> 00:49:56,201 and don't break my pockets, 1004 00:49:56,284 --> 00:49:57,244 you can be as free as you want to be. 1005 00:49:59,162 --> 00:50:00,581 I think that's it. 1006 00:50:00,664 --> 00:50:02,291 Wait, where's the other side? 1007 00:50:02,374 --> 00:50:05,294 <i>♪ Solemn music ♪</i> 1008 00:50:09,089 --> 00:50:10,466 Hey. 1009 00:50:10,549 --> 00:50:12,092 Mm. 1010 00:50:12,175 --> 00:50:14,386 -Thank you for today. -Yeah. 1011 00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:16,430 It was really beautiful. 1012 00:50:16,513 --> 00:50:18,098 Oh, yeah. 1013 00:50:18,181 --> 00:50:21,352 I wanted you to feel celebrated, you know, 1014 00:50:21,435 --> 00:50:24,480 while you could still feel it. 1015 00:50:24,563 --> 00:50:27,733 -After I go... -Hey, not now, Jada. 1016 00:50:27,816 --> 00:50:29,693 Come on, just listen. 1017 00:50:31,570 --> 00:50:35,324 I don't want you to be alone the rest of your life. 1018 00:50:35,407 --> 00:50:38,327 There's another love for you out there. 1019 00:50:38,410 --> 00:50:41,288 I want you to embrace it. 1020 00:50:41,371 --> 00:50:44,625 I can't imagine loving someone else... 1021 00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:46,877 the way I love you. 1022 00:50:49,755 --> 00:50:51,173 Mm. 1023 00:51:10,275 --> 00:51:12,987 That was beautiful, huh? 1024 00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:15,990 I hope people talk about me like that when I'm gone. 1025 00:51:16,073 --> 00:51:17,574 Me too. 1026 00:51:21,661 --> 00:51:24,039 Oh, shit! 1027 00:51:24,122 --> 00:51:25,374 What? 1028 00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:28,502 -My water just broke. -Oh, shit. 1029 00:51:28,585 --> 00:51:30,838 -Oh. -I'm a few weeks early. 1030 00:51:30,921 --> 00:51:32,881 No, no, no, no. Don't worry, I got you. 1031 00:51:32,964 --> 00:51:34,341 I'm not ready. 1032 00:51:34,424 --> 00:51:35,426 Look at me. 1033 00:51:35,509 --> 00:51:37,052 I'm gonna get you to the hospital, 1034 00:51:37,135 --> 00:51:38,679 and everything's gonna be all right. 1035 00:51:38,762 --> 00:51:40,097 You trust me? 1036 00:51:40,180 --> 00:51:43,058 <i>♪ Serious jazz music ♪</i> 1037 00:51:48,271 --> 00:51:51,567 All right, so keep the car running. 1038 00:51:51,650 --> 00:51:53,277 I'll be in and out. 1039 00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,446 Come here. 1040 00:51:55,529 --> 00:51:58,115 <i>♪ Tobe Nwigwe's "I'm Not God" playing ♪</i> 1041 00:51:58,198 --> 00:52:01,577 <i>♪ I want to save you ♪</i> 1042 00:52:01,660 --> 00:52:05,414 <i>♪ Ooh, but I'm not God ♪</i> 1043 00:52:05,497 --> 00:52:08,083 I'll be right back. 1044 00:52:08,166 --> 00:52:12,880 <i>♪ I want to heal you ♪</i> 1045 00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:16,842 <i>♪ But that's not my job ♪</i> 1046 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:20,095 <i>♪ I want to pick you up ♪</i> 1047 00:52:20,178 --> 00:52:22,848 <i>♪ Off of the ground ♪</i> 1048 00:52:22,931 --> 00:52:27,895 <i>♪ And lift you higher ♪</i> 1049 00:52:27,978 --> 00:52:32,733 <i>♪ I want to save you, yeah ♪</i> 1050 00:52:32,816 --> 00:52:36,111 <i>♪ But I'm not God ♪</i> 1051 00:52:36,194 --> 00:52:41,074 <i>♪ I want to save you ♪</i> 1052 00:52:43,034 --> 00:52:47,748 <i>♪ But I'm not God, no ♪</i> 1053 00:52:47,831 --> 00:52:51,126 <i>♪ I would do anything ♪</i> 1054 00:52:51,209 --> 00:52:53,754 <i>♪ Anything to heal you ♪</i> 1055 00:52:53,837 --> 00:52:56,298 <i>♪ But I've realized ♪</i> 1056 00:52:56,381 --> 00:52:59,134 <i>♪ That's not my job ♪</i> 1057 00:52:59,217 --> 00:53:02,471 <i>♪ I want to save you ♪</i> 1058 00:53:02,554 --> 00:53:05,682 <i>♪ I'm not God ♪</i> 1059 00:53:05,765 --> 00:53:07,810 <i>♪ After this passed ♪</i> 1060 00:53:07,893 --> 00:53:12,106 <i>♪ My nigga still be on my mind ♪</i> 1061 00:53:14,357 --> 00:53:17,736 <i>♪ My nigga DK offed his gal ♪</i> 1062 00:53:17,819 --> 00:53:22,157 <i>♪ Then took his life ♪</i> 1063 00:53:22,240 --> 00:53:24,660 <i>♪ I learned the true meaning ♪</i> 1064 00:53:24,743 --> 00:53:29,289 <i>♪ Of two wrongs don't make it right ♪</i> 1065 00:53:31,416 --> 00:53:34,753 <i>♪ But that's life ♪</i> 1066 00:53:34,836 --> 00:53:38,423 <i>♪ I take it in stride ♪</i> 1067 00:53:38,506 --> 00:53:40,134 <i>Lord...</i> 1068 00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,302 <i>some of the most solid niggas I've known in life</i> 1069 00:53:42,385 --> 00:53:44,721 <i>are still ten toes down on sinking sand.</i> 1070 00:53:44,804 --> 00:53:46,181 <i>I made it out the mud</i> 1071 00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:48,892 <i>where holes don't really evolve or think we can.</i> 1072 00:53:48,975 --> 00:53:51,854 <i>The wisdom I feel most is sifted out the palms</i> 1073 00:53:51,937 --> 00:53:53,355 <i>of wrinkling hands</i> 1074 00:53:53,438 --> 00:53:55,983 <i>by those who sit and tell stories like NORE</i> 1075 00:53:56,066 --> 00:53:57,359 <i>and the drinking champs.</i> 1076 00:53:57,442 --> 00:53:59,027 <i>A moment of silence, shh.</i> 1077 00:53:59,110 --> 00:54:01,363 <i>Let the Holy Ghost come baptize niggas.</i> 1078 00:54:01,446 --> 00:54:03,782 <i>'Cause I evolved from using my Southern drawl</i> 1079 00:54:03,865 --> 00:54:05,450 <i>to flog and chastise niggas.</i> 1080 00:54:05,533 --> 00:54:07,077 <i>The posture I have</i> 1081 00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:09,705 <i>towards the countenance of my niggas is let 'em be</i> 1082 00:54:09,788 --> 00:54:12,166 <i>'cause even when you know why the caged bird sings,</i> 1083 00:54:12,249 --> 00:54:13,959 <i>you might not consider 'em free.</i> 1084 00:54:14,042 --> 00:54:18,130 <i>♪ My paw-paw in the midst of Ruach Elohim petitioning ♪</i> 1085 00:54:18,213 --> 00:54:20,465 <i>♪ Anointed a nigga with oil back in the gap ♪</i> 1086 00:54:22,342 --> 00:54:24,178 <i>♪ And I'm slicker than a bowl of kerosene ♪</i> 1087 00:54:24,261 --> 00:54:26,054 <i>♪ A loaded clip on my hip for a Pharisee ♪</i> 1088 00:54:26,137 --> 00:54:27,890 <i>♪ No, they didn't know ♪</i> 1089 00:54:27,973 --> 00:54:30,017 <i>♪ Better switch and let her sing at your front door ♪</i> 1090 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,977 <i>♪ No caroling but on me ♪</i> 1090 00:54:32,305 --> 00:55:32,839 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=-