"The Chi" Ready or Not

1 00:00:04,170 --> 00:00:05,838 Previously on The Chi... 2 00:00:05,839 --> 00:00:07,131 Hey, Pastor. 3 00:00:07,132 --> 00:00:08,674 You can call me Zeke. 4 00:00:08,675 --> 00:00:10,217 Oh, I can't call you Zekie anymore? 5 00:00:10,218 --> 00:00:12,219 No. That's the old me. 6 00:00:12,220 --> 00:00:13,595 Well, I miss the old you. 7 00:00:13,596 --> 00:00:15,514 I miss you. 8 00:00:15,515 --> 00:00:18,892 - Can we at least be friends? - I don't know. 9 00:00:18,893 --> 00:00:20,394 Hey, uh... 10 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:23,439 do you mind if I maybe cook you dinner sometime? 11 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:26,900 You can take me to dinner. 12 00:00:26,901 --> 00:00:29,236 It feels like you want a child so a part of you 13 00:00:29,237 --> 00:00:30,612 lives on if you were to die. 14 00:00:30,613 --> 00:00:33,032 That's not a good reason to have a kid. 15 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:35,576 - Who says I even need a reason? - I do. 16 00:00:35,577 --> 00:00:37,911 We're not going to resolve this in one session. 17 00:00:37,912 --> 00:00:40,706 - Man, what the fuck? - Hey, bro, chill! 18 00:00:40,707 --> 00:00:42,708 Oh, shit! I forgot to tell you. 19 00:00:42,709 --> 00:00:44,543 This is my cousin Keith. He just got out. 20 00:00:44,544 --> 00:00:46,253 This is Reg. 21 00:00:46,254 --> 00:00:48,130 He's gonna be staying here while he gets back on his feet. 22 00:00:48,131 --> 00:00:49,715 Street niggas always think somebody following them, 23 00:00:49,716 --> 00:00:51,592 even when they not. 24 00:00:51,593 --> 00:00:53,427 I need to know if he's still hitting up ATMs 25 00:00:53,428 --> 00:00:55,012 so I can catch him in the act. 26 00:00:55,013 --> 00:00:56,805 Man, whoever you got watching Reg 27 00:00:56,806 --> 00:00:58,140 - needs to back up. - Give me some info. 28 00:00:58,141 --> 00:01:00,100 - Hey, man, I'm working on it. - Work faster. 29 00:01:00,101 --> 00:01:01,852 I don't like rats. 30 00:01:01,853 --> 00:01:03,730 You like being alive? 31 00:01:05,774 --> 00:01:07,858 Don't get us killed fucking with Reg. 32 00:01:13,782 --> 00:01:15,783 Damn. 33 00:01:21,372 --> 00:01:22,956 Fuck! 34 00:01:22,957 --> 00:01:27,294 I know you know who killed my son. 35 00:01:27,295 --> 00:01:29,630 And if you don't tell me who did it, 36 00:01:29,631 --> 00:01:33,802 I'm gonna kill you and bury your body in my backyard. 37 00:01:39,516 --> 00:01:41,934 It was Zay. I swear. 38 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:44,853 You saw Zay... 39 00:01:44,854 --> 00:01:47,731 shoot Rob? 40 00:01:47,732 --> 00:01:49,399 No. 41 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,527 Then how can you be so sure? 42 00:01:51,528 --> 00:01:54,446 Nuck told me that's what happened, and I believe him. 43 00:01:54,447 --> 00:01:56,698 And you're sure it wasn't Nuck? 44 00:01:56,699 --> 00:01:58,325 Yes, I'm sure. 45 00:01:58,326 --> 00:02:00,786 Why do you believe him? 46 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:02,454 Because I know him. 47 00:02:02,455 --> 00:02:04,498 Are you willing to die for him? 48 00:02:08,211 --> 00:02:09,796 Oh. 49 00:02:11,381 --> 00:02:13,632 You're loyal to him. 50 00:02:15,677 --> 00:02:19,179 I'm loyal to myself. 51 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:27,074 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=- 52 00:02:34,946 --> 00:02:36,196 What's up? 53 00:02:39,659 --> 00:02:42,911 If I had hit that jewelry store... 54 00:02:42,912 --> 00:02:44,997 I'd be locked up right now. 55 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:46,498 Good thing you didn't. 56 00:02:46,499 --> 00:02:48,709 Somebody tried to set me up. 57 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:56,842 Tell everybody to come through. 58 00:02:56,843 --> 00:02:59,596 I need to look some niggas in the eye. 59 00:03:01,222 --> 00:03:03,015 You gave me bad intel. 60 00:03:03,016 --> 00:03:05,058 He said that's what he heard. 61 00:03:05,059 --> 00:03:08,437 - Who is giving you information? - I'm not telling you that. 62 00:03:08,438 --> 00:03:10,981 - You fucking up. - I'm not the only one. 63 00:03:10,982 --> 00:03:12,859 Reg know you got eyes on him. 64 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:17,571 That's not my fault. 65 00:03:28,249 --> 00:03:32,502 - I ain't been here in a while. - You lucky to be here now. 66 00:03:32,503 --> 00:03:35,131 Thanks for letting me come through. 67 00:03:36,925 --> 00:03:39,092 What's wrong? 68 00:03:39,093 --> 00:03:41,887 Alicia knows I know who killed Rob. 69 00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:44,806 I heard it was Zay. 70 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:46,892 - It wasn't? - I can't say. 71 00:03:46,893 --> 00:03:48,435 - Why not? - I just can't. 72 00:03:48,436 --> 00:03:50,437 You choosing the streets over me again. 73 00:03:50,438 --> 00:03:52,272 That night, I ain't have a choice. 74 00:03:52,273 --> 00:03:53,941 Yes, you did! 75 00:03:53,942 --> 00:03:56,568 I thought you came over here because you wanted to talk. 76 00:03:56,569 --> 00:03:58,028 I can't tell you certain things. 77 00:03:58,029 --> 00:03:59,446 Then why involve me in the first place? 78 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:00,864 That's why we aren't together now. 79 00:04:00,865 --> 00:04:02,324 You always hiding things from me. 80 00:04:02,325 --> 00:04:03,951 You right, okay, Lynae? 81 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:05,494 You right. 82 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:08,915 But if I tell you, you can't say shit. 83 00:04:10,917 --> 00:04:14,044 Um, Nuck killed Rob. 84 00:04:14,045 --> 00:04:15,629 Are you serious? 85 00:04:15,630 --> 00:04:18,465 You knew that and still took that lady's money? 86 00:04:18,466 --> 00:04:20,259 When I seen him, he was already dead. 87 00:04:20,260 --> 00:04:21,969 Oh, my God. 88 00:04:21,970 --> 00:04:24,221 I saw his dead body. I panicked, and I threw up. 89 00:04:24,222 --> 00:04:25,764 Jesus. 90 00:04:25,765 --> 00:04:28,725 And then Nuck told me to get in the front. 91 00:04:28,726 --> 00:04:32,062 It's like I had been promoted. 92 00:04:32,063 --> 00:04:34,147 Nuck made me his right-hand that night. 93 00:04:34,148 --> 00:04:35,482 This is fucked up. 94 00:04:35,483 --> 00:04:36,650 I know. 95 00:04:36,651 --> 00:04:38,402 You got to tell Alicia the truth. 96 00:04:38,403 --> 00:04:39,569 I can't. 97 00:04:39,570 --> 00:04:40,988 And who gonna tell Tiff? 98 00:04:40,989 --> 00:04:41,989 Not you. 99 00:04:44,617 --> 00:04:46,994 Look... 100 00:04:46,995 --> 00:04:49,788 if Alicia finds out... 101 00:04:49,789 --> 00:04:51,665 she'll kill him. 102 00:04:51,666 --> 00:04:54,877 You need to leave Nuck alone and focus on yourself. 103 00:04:56,629 --> 00:04:58,798 - I hear you. - I hope so. 104 00:05:01,134 --> 00:05:05,095 Just promise me you won't say nothing to nobody. 105 00:05:09,183 --> 00:05:10,600 I promise. 106 00:05:27,869 --> 00:05:29,870 ♪ I see this going far past stars and shit ♪ 107 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:32,664 ♪ Resemblance, adult feelings killing this shit ♪ 108 00:05:32,665 --> 00:05:35,375 ♪ I had to write it down, fumbling the sin ♪ 109 00:05:35,376 --> 00:05:36,543 ♪ Can't keep it in ♪ 110 00:05:37,587 --> 00:05:39,212 Damien. 111 00:05:39,213 --> 00:05:41,548 Oh, shit! What the fuck? 112 00:05:41,549 --> 00:05:42,799 Who is that? 113 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:44,176 She my brother's baby mama. 114 00:05:44,177 --> 00:05:45,927 Why is the door locked? 115 00:05:45,928 --> 00:05:47,512 Uh... 116 00:05:47,513 --> 00:05:49,056 - Damien. - Get under the bed. 117 00:05:49,057 --> 00:05:50,182 What? 118 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:51,808 What you doing in there? 119 00:05:51,809 --> 00:05:53,060 I was supposed to pick up Ronnie from day care, 120 00:05:53,061 --> 00:05:54,895 and I totally forgot. 121 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:56,355 So, if she catches you in here, she gonna kick me out, 122 00:05:56,356 --> 00:05:57,564 - and I'll be homeless again. - You owe me. 123 00:05:57,565 --> 00:05:59,107 Whatever you want. 124 00:06:04,113 --> 00:06:05,365 Oh. 125 00:06:07,075 --> 00:06:09,409 Hey. What's up? 126 00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:10,744 He was the only kid left. 127 00:06:10,745 --> 00:06:11,953 He was crying his eyes out 128 00:06:11,954 --> 00:06:13,580 because his uncle forgot to pick him up. 129 00:06:13,581 --> 00:06:14,831 Oh, I'm sorry, buddy. 130 00:06:14,832 --> 00:06:16,249 You okay? 131 00:06:16,250 --> 00:06:17,667 If you say you're gonna do something, 132 00:06:17,668 --> 00:06:19,294 you need to do it... you got to be more responsible. 133 00:06:19,295 --> 00:06:21,922 You're right. I'll do better. 134 00:06:21,923 --> 00:06:23,882 Now, who were you talking to? 135 00:06:23,883 --> 00:06:25,425 Oh, nobody. 136 00:06:25,426 --> 00:06:26,968 I heard another voice. 137 00:06:26,969 --> 00:06:28,595 Ain't nobody in here. 138 00:06:28,596 --> 00:06:30,431 Oh, my God. What are you doing? 139 00:06:39,941 --> 00:06:42,734 And your name is? 140 00:06:42,735 --> 00:06:44,444 Zuri. 141 00:06:44,445 --> 00:06:47,239 Nice to meet you. 142 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:49,116 What's that? 143 00:06:49,117 --> 00:06:50,993 You can come out now. 144 00:06:56,791 --> 00:06:58,584 I'll give y'all some privacy. 145 00:07:01,045 --> 00:07:03,255 We got Smokey's if you're hungry. 146 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:05,340 I am. Thank you. 147 00:07:05,341 --> 00:07:07,092 Of course. 148 00:07:07,093 --> 00:07:09,761 - What's your son's name? - Ronnie. 149 00:07:09,762 --> 00:07:11,513 He's adorable. 150 00:07:11,514 --> 00:07:12,806 Thank you. 151 00:07:20,189 --> 00:07:23,483 So you want to be co-pastor? 152 00:07:23,484 --> 00:07:25,527 I think I've earned it. 153 00:07:25,528 --> 00:07:27,529 Just because you helped me with a scandal 154 00:07:27,530 --> 00:07:29,865 doesn't mean you get to own half my church. 155 00:07:29,866 --> 00:07:31,992 I was the first person to believe in you. 156 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:34,161 Carolyn was the first person to believe in me. 157 00:07:34,162 --> 00:07:35,203 And then she cheated on you. 158 00:07:35,204 --> 00:07:36,913 Because I was never home. 159 00:07:36,914 --> 00:07:39,499 But no matter what you were going through, I stood by you. 160 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:42,002 I know. 161 00:07:42,003 --> 00:07:44,838 Look, I'm not trying to take over half your church. 162 00:07:44,839 --> 00:07:47,007 I just want to know that all the time I'm putting in 163 00:07:47,008 --> 00:07:48,967 will be rewarded. 164 00:07:48,968 --> 00:07:50,635 We're turning over a new leaf 165 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:52,637 and getting back to our humble beginnings. 166 00:07:52,638 --> 00:07:54,181 Okay. 167 00:07:54,182 --> 00:07:58,477 If you willing to do the work, it'll be worth it. 168 00:07:58,478 --> 00:08:01,563 That's all I needed to hear. 169 00:08:01,564 --> 00:08:03,607 Now I need something from you. 170 00:08:03,608 --> 00:08:05,609 Anything. 171 00:08:05,610 --> 00:08:08,653 - When you gonna find a wife? - Oh, come on now, Pastor. 172 00:08:08,654 --> 00:08:10,280 I'm loyal to God and only God. 173 00:08:10,281 --> 00:08:12,199 Mm, nobody likes a single pastor. 174 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:16,286 When I find that godly woman. 175 00:08:16,287 --> 00:08:18,622 You come across so many women like that. 176 00:08:18,623 --> 00:08:20,624 You can't find one? 177 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:22,959 I guess I'm just looking for the right one. 178 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:25,045 No, you looking for perfection on purpose. 179 00:08:25,046 --> 00:08:28,215 I can have high standards. 180 00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:31,468 They're impossible. 181 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:34,137 You're gonna use that excuse until the day you die 182 00:08:34,138 --> 00:08:35,931 because you want to keep doing what you doing. 183 00:08:35,932 --> 00:08:37,349 And what's that? 184 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:39,851 Spreading them wide and hitting them hard. 185 00:08:39,852 --> 00:08:43,396 - You're one to talk. - That's how I know. 186 00:08:43,397 --> 00:08:46,316 Come on, Charles. 187 00:08:46,317 --> 00:08:49,402 There's time. 188 00:08:49,403 --> 00:08:52,822 You can't force me to get married. 189 00:08:52,823 --> 00:08:54,658 Of course not. 190 00:08:54,659 --> 00:08:56,868 But I could ask you to slow down 191 00:08:56,869 --> 00:09:00,163 and pay attention to who you spend your time with. 192 00:09:03,084 --> 00:09:05,378 Okay. I can do that. 193 00:09:06,462 --> 00:09:07,963 My man. 194 00:09:07,964 --> 00:09:09,881 We need to set some ground rules 195 00:09:09,882 --> 00:09:11,383 if you gonna be staying with us. 196 00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:13,051 I understand. 197 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:14,886 Should have did this with your ass when you first moved in. 198 00:09:14,887 --> 00:09:16,680 Look, I'm sorry about today. 199 00:09:16,681 --> 00:09:18,306 Did you really tell her to get under the bed? 200 00:09:18,307 --> 00:09:19,933 I didn't know what else to do. 201 00:09:21,602 --> 00:09:23,645 - DNA is crazy. - For real. 202 00:09:23,646 --> 00:09:25,564 Look, bro, you can't be having random women 203 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:27,148 - in our bed. - She's not random. 204 00:09:27,149 --> 00:09:29,526 Random or not, you got to tell us if you got company. 205 00:09:29,527 --> 00:09:31,861 And if you decide to pick up Ronnie from day care, 206 00:09:31,862 --> 00:09:33,613 - you can't forget. - I know. My bad. 207 00:09:33,614 --> 00:09:35,282 And if you finish some juices or chips 208 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:37,033 or anything you didn't pay for, please replace it. 209 00:09:37,034 --> 00:09:39,828 And no gambling. 210 00:09:39,829 --> 00:09:41,914 If we catch you gambling again, you out. 211 00:09:43,791 --> 00:09:45,083 I know. 212 00:09:54,176 --> 00:09:56,428 Did you get a second opinion? 213 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:58,430 I don't need one. 214 00:09:58,431 --> 00:10:00,640 So you not gonna do chemo or radiation? 215 00:10:00,641 --> 00:10:02,767 That won't help now. 216 00:10:02,768 --> 00:10:05,478 I'm not going through that again... it's horrible. 217 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:07,147 What about something more holistic? 218 00:10:07,148 --> 00:10:09,232 I heard a raw vegan diet helps. 219 00:10:09,233 --> 00:10:13,320 Ladies, I've been down this rabbit hole. 220 00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:15,865 I'm at acceptance now. 221 00:10:17,950 --> 00:10:19,909 So what do you need from us? 222 00:10:19,910 --> 00:10:23,163 I need y'all to be strong... 223 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:25,457 especially for Emmett. 224 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:27,500 - We will. - We will. 225 00:10:27,501 --> 00:10:30,795 I need to know that you gonna be okay. 226 00:10:30,796 --> 00:10:32,339 We will be. 227 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,471 Tomorrow is not promised. 228 00:10:40,389 --> 00:10:42,141 Cherish every day. 229 00:10:44,268 --> 00:10:47,228 So you two decided to not have children. 230 00:10:47,229 --> 00:10:49,856 That was quite a compromise, but you got through it. 231 00:10:49,857 --> 00:10:52,359 Yeah, now we got some other things to get through. 232 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:54,778 - Mm. - We disagree on a lot. 233 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,529 Like what? 234 00:10:56,530 --> 00:10:57,864 Like... 235 00:10:57,865 --> 00:10:59,199 I believe in a shared bank account. 236 00:10:59,200 --> 00:11:00,825 I don't. 237 00:11:00,826 --> 00:11:03,370 Having a bank account that's joint is common, 238 00:11:03,371 --> 00:11:06,039 but some people like keeping it separate. 239 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:09,668 Yeah, I'm not used to sharing my finances with somebody. 240 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:12,671 We have to start moving as one. 241 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,798 I like doing things my way. 242 00:11:14,799 --> 00:11:17,717 She won't allow me to be the man 243 00:11:17,718 --> 00:11:19,803 - in this relationship. - I'm my own woman. 244 00:11:19,804 --> 00:11:22,514 A husband needs to lead his house. 245 00:11:22,515 --> 00:11:25,016 Let's get to the root of this. 246 00:11:25,017 --> 00:11:26,893 Is there something specific that happened 247 00:11:26,894 --> 00:11:28,770 that made you come to this conclusion? 248 00:11:28,771 --> 00:11:31,856 I found her using a toy. 249 00:11:31,857 --> 00:11:34,567 - And that made you feel a way? - Yeah. 250 00:11:34,568 --> 00:11:36,528 Why does she need that if she got me. 251 00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:38,071 Everything isn't always about you. 252 00:11:38,072 --> 00:11:40,156 I loved me before I met you. 253 00:11:40,157 --> 00:11:44,369 I will say, it is perfectly natural to pleasure yourself, 254 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:46,037 - even in marriage. - Thank you. 255 00:11:46,038 --> 00:11:48,081 But, Dom... 256 00:11:48,082 --> 00:11:50,542 I'm also hearing Jamal is saying that he feels 257 00:11:50,543 --> 00:11:51,835 like he can't be the man 258 00:11:51,836 --> 00:11:53,920 in most aspects of the relationship. 259 00:11:53,921 --> 00:11:56,089 Do you know how that can make a man feel? 260 00:11:56,090 --> 00:11:57,841 Insignificant. 261 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:59,926 That puts things in perspective. 262 00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:04,389 And, Jamal, I'm hearing Dom still needs her space 263 00:12:04,390 --> 00:12:06,559 to be her own person. 264 00:12:08,728 --> 00:12:11,020 I get that. 265 00:12:11,021 --> 00:12:12,731 Do you need more from me? 266 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:15,608 There's things we could try. 267 00:12:15,609 --> 00:12:19,112 But, honestly, I still need solo time. 268 00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:21,865 Marriage will not work if it's lopsided. 269 00:12:21,866 --> 00:12:25,618 It's give and take. You're in this together. 270 00:12:25,619 --> 00:12:28,413 I can work on it. 271 00:12:28,414 --> 00:12:30,498 We both can. 272 00:12:30,499 --> 00:12:33,793 Well, let's table this for our next discussion, 273 00:12:33,794 --> 00:12:37,797 and I'm hoping to hear about your progress. 274 00:12:37,798 --> 00:12:39,466 - Thank you. - Thank you. 275 00:12:54,482 --> 00:12:56,316 I smell a rat. 276 00:12:56,317 --> 00:12:58,860 Me too. 277 00:12:58,861 --> 00:13:02,030 It could be your ass. 278 00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:03,114 Fuck you. I ain't no snitch. 279 00:13:03,115 --> 00:13:04,991 Nigga, fuck you. 280 00:13:04,992 --> 00:13:07,035 Hey, watch your mouth! That's my cousin. 281 00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:09,287 Man, everybody shut the fuck up! 282 00:13:13,250 --> 00:13:14,959 Whoever lying gonna die. 283 00:13:18,672 --> 00:13:20,465 Where was you at? 284 00:13:24,303 --> 00:13:26,012 Chilling with Shaad. 285 00:13:26,013 --> 00:13:29,599 That's Trig's homey who works for Alicia. 286 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:33,520 Mm, you say anything about me? 287 00:13:33,521 --> 00:13:34,979 Hell, no. 288 00:13:45,574 --> 00:13:49,244 And why y'all niggas ain't locked up? 289 00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:53,581 They said they wasn't looking for us and let us go. 290 00:13:53,582 --> 00:13:56,584 That's 'cause they was hoping one of y'all was me. 291 00:14:04,051 --> 00:14:08,638 And, uh, where was y'all? 292 00:14:08,639 --> 00:14:11,057 I made dinner, and we went to bed. 293 00:14:19,775 --> 00:14:21,526 You know something, don't you? 294 00:14:21,527 --> 00:14:24,362 I don't know shit. 295 00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:26,072 Reg, Reg! Chill. 296 00:14:26,073 --> 00:14:28,074 Man, one of y'all did that shit, 297 00:14:28,075 --> 00:14:31,619 and when I find out who did... 298 00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:33,204 I'm gonna kill you. 299 00:14:36,333 --> 00:14:38,376 Everybody get the fuck out. 300 00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:39,878 Nigga, I live here. 301 00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:43,256 Anybody that don't live here, get the fuck out! 302 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:55,768 Where you going? 303 00:14:55,769 --> 00:14:57,187 To work. 304 00:14:58,814 --> 00:15:00,398 Bae, you like your job? 305 00:15:00,399 --> 00:15:02,692 No, I hate it. 306 00:15:02,693 --> 00:15:05,320 So why don't you come work with me? 307 00:15:05,321 --> 00:15:08,156 I am not trying to be the Queen to your Slim. 308 00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:11,618 Ain't nobody trying to die. I'm trying to make some money. 309 00:15:11,619 --> 00:15:13,161 I'm not trying to go to jail for you. 310 00:15:13,162 --> 00:15:14,913 I just need you to be my lookout. 311 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:17,415 - While you do what? - Knock over a house. 312 00:15:17,416 --> 00:15:20,168 Your people just got caught doing the same shit. 313 00:15:20,169 --> 00:15:22,712 That's why I ain't ask none of they ass for help. 314 00:15:22,713 --> 00:15:24,130 I can't trust them. 315 00:15:24,131 --> 00:15:27,383 But I know I can trust you. 316 00:15:27,384 --> 00:15:29,594 I'm not robbing no house with you. 317 00:15:29,595 --> 00:15:32,805 I just need you to be a lookout. 318 00:15:35,768 --> 00:15:37,644 Don't be scared. 319 00:15:41,231 --> 00:15:42,899 I'm not. 320 00:16:11,303 --> 00:16:12,637 I hate this. 321 00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:14,932 The waiting is torture. 322 00:16:16,892 --> 00:16:18,185 I can't take it. 323 00:16:20,396 --> 00:16:22,605 Cherish the time you have now. 324 00:16:22,606 --> 00:16:24,107 Oh... 325 00:16:24,108 --> 00:16:26,526 it's not easy to do. 326 00:16:26,527 --> 00:16:30,613 If I could get back that time I had with Harold, 327 00:16:30,614 --> 00:16:34,033 I would have celebrated him more. 328 00:16:34,034 --> 00:16:37,036 I was just so down and out, I... 329 00:16:37,037 --> 00:16:39,956 I forgot to talk about the good times. 330 00:16:39,957 --> 00:16:42,876 How do you do that without getting depressed? 331 00:16:45,045 --> 00:16:47,046 You should throw her a living funeral. 332 00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:48,715 A what? 333 00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:51,968 It's a funeral, but the person is still here 334 00:16:51,969 --> 00:16:53,720 to receive all the beautiful goodbyes 335 00:16:53,721 --> 00:16:56,556 before they transition. 336 00:16:56,557 --> 00:16:59,225 Yeah, I think I heard about something like that before. 337 00:16:59,226 --> 00:17:00,268 Mm-hmm. 338 00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:03,312 They're becoming more popular. 339 00:17:03,313 --> 00:17:05,273 And how would I go about 340 00:17:05,274 --> 00:17:07,859 putting something together like that? 341 00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:10,863 You keep it intimate, simple. 342 00:17:12,573 --> 00:17:15,700 You make it a celebration. 343 00:17:15,701 --> 00:17:17,910 Okay. 344 00:17:17,911 --> 00:17:20,204 - Thanks. - Mm-hmm. 345 00:17:28,756 --> 00:17:30,882 So... 346 00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:35,511 you want me to attend my own funeral? 347 00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:36,929 It's not a funeral. 348 00:17:36,930 --> 00:17:39,182 It's more like a... 349 00:17:39,183 --> 00:17:41,434 celebration of life. 350 00:17:46,398 --> 00:17:48,900 Okay. 351 00:17:48,901 --> 00:17:50,693 I like that. 352 00:17:50,694 --> 00:17:52,236 You do? 353 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:54,697 Yeah. 354 00:17:54,698 --> 00:17:57,450 Funerals can be depressing. 355 00:17:57,451 --> 00:18:00,329 But this sounds different. 356 00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:03,499 Let's make it special. 357 00:18:05,876 --> 00:18:08,503 No sad shit. 358 00:18:08,504 --> 00:18:10,254 Mm. 359 00:18:10,255 --> 00:18:12,882 You got it. 360 00:18:12,883 --> 00:18:14,383 Mm, oh, no. 361 00:18:14,384 --> 00:18:16,385 Oh. I'm sorry. 362 00:18:23,018 --> 00:18:27,313 I'm making Charles co-pastor. 363 00:18:27,314 --> 00:18:28,898 Are you ready for that? 364 00:18:28,899 --> 00:18:31,567 What do you mean am I ready for it? 365 00:18:31,568 --> 00:18:33,653 You don't like sharing the throne. 366 00:18:33,654 --> 00:18:37,073 I need to spend 367 00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:39,952 more time with my family. 368 00:18:41,954 --> 00:18:44,790 Oh, I'm glad you see that now. 369 00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:48,501 I'm sorry I didn't see it sooner. 370 00:18:51,964 --> 00:18:56,175 ♪ And it don't feel right ♪ 371 00:18:56,176 --> 00:19:00,972 ♪ Oh, baby, your sugarcoated face ♪ 372 00:19:00,973 --> 00:19:04,851 ♪ Drives me crazy ♪ 373 00:19:09,898 --> 00:19:11,566 Angie? 374 00:19:11,567 --> 00:19:13,109 Charles? 375 00:19:13,110 --> 00:19:15,903 - Wow, how long has it been? - It's been a while! 376 00:19:15,904 --> 00:19:17,905 Oh, my God. 377 00:19:17,906 --> 00:19:20,658 You are still as beautiful as ever. 378 00:19:20,659 --> 00:19:22,285 Yes, she is. 379 00:19:22,286 --> 00:19:24,162 Oh, this is my husband, Hannibal. 380 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,664 Brother Hannibal, the church welcomes you with open arms. 381 00:19:26,665 --> 00:19:28,249 Man, thank you. 382 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:30,334 I see how you was welcoming my wife with your arms. 383 00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:32,753 Me and Charles grew up in the same church together. 384 00:19:32,754 --> 00:19:34,005 He used to date my sister. 385 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:35,798 Angie never let me hear the end of it. 386 00:19:35,799 --> 00:19:37,508 Because you were a player 387 00:19:37,509 --> 00:19:40,219 - and I had to protect her. - Oh, okay, here we go. 388 00:19:40,220 --> 00:19:41,846 H-how's she doing? 389 00:19:41,847 --> 00:19:45,641 She's still a mess, but she's trying to get it together. 390 00:19:45,642 --> 00:19:48,144 To this day, I feel like she's the one that got away. 391 00:19:48,145 --> 00:19:49,937 I'm sure she'd love to hear from you. 392 00:19:49,938 --> 00:19:52,690 No, no, no. I'm blocked. 393 00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:54,567 "Blocked"? Damn, Pastor, what you do to her? 394 00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:56,527 What? Don't be cussing at church. 395 00:19:56,528 --> 00:19:58,404 A-admittedly, I was a mess, too. 396 00:19:58,405 --> 00:20:01,032 But I'm a changed man now, so... 397 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:03,576 - I hope so. - Okay. 398 00:20:08,707 --> 00:20:11,542 So, yeah, I'm gonna need you to say some nice words 399 00:20:11,543 --> 00:20:14,545 about your mama. 400 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,672 You want me to give a speech? 401 00:20:16,673 --> 00:20:19,383 Yeah, share a loving memory 402 00:20:19,384 --> 00:20:21,552 and speak from the heart. 403 00:20:21,553 --> 00:20:23,387 Don't you think us throwing her a funeral 404 00:20:23,388 --> 00:20:25,139 while she's still here is kind of weird? 405 00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:28,726 No. I want Jada to know how much she's loved 406 00:20:28,727 --> 00:20:31,938 while she's still around to hear it. 407 00:20:31,939 --> 00:20:34,148 Where you get this idea from? 408 00:20:34,149 --> 00:20:36,609 - A new friend of mine. - Who? 409 00:20:36,610 --> 00:20:39,570 This woman I met while attending my support group. 410 00:20:39,571 --> 00:20:41,572 You already talking to somebody new? 411 00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:43,908 Boy, if you don't shut up. 412 00:20:43,909 --> 00:20:46,077 Her husband went through the same thing 413 00:20:46,078 --> 00:20:47,828 your mama going through. 414 00:20:47,829 --> 00:20:50,623 She's been very supportive. 415 00:20:50,624 --> 00:20:53,084 My bad. 416 00:20:53,085 --> 00:20:54,460 Man, I ain't got time to be thinking 417 00:20:54,461 --> 00:20:55,920 about no other woman, 418 00:20:55,921 --> 00:20:58,464 when the woman I love is... 419 00:20:58,465 --> 00:21:01,259 suffering every day. 420 00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:03,594 Emmett, this is hard. 421 00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:05,137 And I'd really appreciate it, 422 00:21:05,138 --> 00:21:07,431 you know, if you helped me do this... 423 00:21:07,432 --> 00:21:09,434 for your mother. 424 00:21:13,772 --> 00:21:14,940 Fine. 425 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:19,610 Thanks. 426 00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:21,487 Oh... 427 00:21:21,488 --> 00:21:24,115 and tell Kiesha to make some of that special cheese dip. 428 00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:26,242 Everybody like that. 429 00:21:26,243 --> 00:21:28,327 Oh... 430 00:21:31,498 --> 00:21:33,833 ♪ Blowing more gas than a Hummer... ♪ 431 00:21:37,004 --> 00:21:39,380 Nah, I'm cool. 432 00:21:39,381 --> 00:21:42,008 What's wrong with you? 433 00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:44,844 Nothing. 434 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:47,346 Don't lie to me. 435 00:21:52,394 --> 00:21:54,645 I feel like somebody gonna kill me. 436 00:21:54,646 --> 00:21:56,856 Who? 437 00:22:01,862 --> 00:22:03,821 Alicia. 438 00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:05,531 Why you think that? 439 00:22:05,532 --> 00:22:08,826 'Cause... 440 00:22:08,827 --> 00:22:11,829 I think she knows I know you killed her son. 441 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:15,791 - Now, why would she think that? - 'Cause she know I was there. 442 00:22:15,792 --> 00:22:17,793 How the fuck does she know that? 443 00:22:17,794 --> 00:22:20,963 I threw up in front of the house. 444 00:22:20,964 --> 00:22:23,132 You're a little bitch. You know that? 445 00:22:23,133 --> 00:22:26,302 You ain't fit to be my number two. 446 00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:29,138 I ain't want to be your number two in the first place. 447 00:22:29,139 --> 00:22:32,183 You ain't got a fucking choice. 448 00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:35,186 I know this isn't as nice as your old church. 449 00:22:35,187 --> 00:22:37,063 It's better. 450 00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:39,774 It's been lived in. It has soul. 451 00:22:39,775 --> 00:22:42,193 It welcomes you. 452 00:22:42,194 --> 00:22:44,195 My pops always said he wanted folks 453 00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:47,073 to feel welcome in God's house. 454 00:22:47,074 --> 00:22:49,575 You know, I'm not gonna get up here 455 00:22:49,576 --> 00:22:51,410 and try to replace your dad. 456 00:22:51,411 --> 00:22:53,412 The congregation don't know that. 457 00:22:53,413 --> 00:22:58,250 They just see you as the rich pastor who fell from grace 458 00:22:58,251 --> 00:23:00,252 and is using my dad's church to recover. 459 00:23:00,253 --> 00:23:02,838 They don't know my story. I didn't fall from grace. 460 00:23:02,839 --> 00:23:05,758 - I fell into it. - People need to hear that. 461 00:23:05,759 --> 00:23:08,928 How do I get folks to listen? 462 00:23:08,929 --> 00:23:12,681 Come on Papa's Pulpit. You can reintroduce yourself. 463 00:23:12,682 --> 00:23:14,767 All right. 464 00:23:14,768 --> 00:23:16,852 Honestly, I used to pray for times like this, 465 00:23:16,853 --> 00:23:21,440 - to rhyme like this. - Dad, stop. 466 00:23:21,441 --> 00:23:25,111 Oh, shit. I-I just meant... 467 00:23:25,112 --> 00:23:27,530 I know what you meant. 468 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:38,916 This is Reg's girlfriend. 469 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:41,794 If you can help me get to her, I can get to Reg. 470 00:23:41,795 --> 00:23:45,172 I don't want him dead. I just need to bring him in. 471 00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:47,591 You can go places I can't. 472 00:23:47,592 --> 00:23:50,428 Reg knows me. I've been chasing him for years. 473 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:51,804 Why me? 474 00:23:51,805 --> 00:23:54,473 Because this is what you and I both want. 475 00:23:54,474 --> 00:23:56,684 I want Reg and Nuck dead. 476 00:23:56,685 --> 00:23:59,437 I want my son back. 477 00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:01,480 So do I. 478 00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:03,899 I can't bring your son back. 479 00:24:03,900 --> 00:24:06,360 But I can deliver his true killer to your doorstep. 480 00:24:06,361 --> 00:24:08,447 I don't need you for that. 481 00:24:10,490 --> 00:24:12,950 You want to get away with it, you do. 482 00:24:15,162 --> 00:24:18,164 I know how to kill someone and get away with it. 483 00:24:21,251 --> 00:24:23,502 Everybody likes insurance. 484 00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:30,176 So how do you know Nuck? 485 00:24:30,177 --> 00:24:32,178 He's in my pocket right now. 486 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:33,804 What do you have him doing? 487 00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:35,473 I thought he could help me get to Reg. 488 00:24:35,474 --> 00:24:37,266 No luck? 489 00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:38,809 He got a bad tip. 490 00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:41,312 - From who? - He wouldn't say. 491 00:24:41,313 --> 00:24:43,190 Mm-hmm. 492 00:24:44,816 --> 00:24:47,902 - What's his girl's name? - Candice. 493 00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:50,696 She works at a mobile store. 494 00:24:50,697 --> 00:24:54,325 All I need you to do is pull up, charm her... 495 00:24:54,326 --> 00:24:56,327 see if you can get some info 496 00:24:56,328 --> 00:24:58,788 that won't send us on a wild-goose chase. 497 00:25:00,874 --> 00:25:02,666 I can do that. 498 00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:04,543 And, remember, she can't know who you are. 499 00:25:04,544 --> 00:25:06,670 You'll have to give her a fake name. 500 00:25:10,008 --> 00:25:12,843 I'm not new at this, Detective. 501 00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:26,232 You see here we leveled up and got a larger flow hood. 502 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:27,400 Okay. 503 00:25:32,572 --> 00:25:35,157 And over here, we got a brand-new incubation tent. 504 00:25:35,158 --> 00:25:37,743 Damn. You ain't fucking around. 505 00:25:37,744 --> 00:25:40,579 - I see you ready to scale up. - I've been ready. 506 00:25:43,833 --> 00:25:47,336 The Mob can help you with distribution. 507 00:25:47,337 --> 00:25:49,046 I don't know about that. 508 00:25:49,047 --> 00:25:50,714 Why? 509 00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:53,342 'Cause Alicia was the one that invested in my grow space 510 00:25:53,343 --> 00:25:55,052 and letting me live in her house. 511 00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:57,263 - And? - And she don't fuck with you. 512 00:25:57,264 --> 00:26:00,349 She don't got to know. 513 00:26:00,350 --> 00:26:02,018 I'll think about it. 514 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:07,523 What if I make it right with Alicia? 515 00:26:07,524 --> 00:26:08,857 Then we got a deal? 516 00:26:08,858 --> 00:26:10,568 Hell, yeah. 517 00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:11,902 - Yeah? - Yeah. 518 00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:13,320 All right. 519 00:26:24,332 --> 00:26:26,750 I'd rather join a church. 520 00:26:26,751 --> 00:26:29,628 I'm good on both. 521 00:26:29,629 --> 00:26:32,047 I don't want to be a hero. 522 00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:34,216 Not all heroes carry machine guns. 523 00:26:34,217 --> 00:26:36,468 Huh? 524 00:26:36,469 --> 00:26:39,638 There's a war going on right in our own backyard. 525 00:26:39,639 --> 00:26:43,142 But joining the military does make life easier. 526 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:44,476 For who, though? 527 00:26:44,477 --> 00:26:46,812 I mean, it's better than student loans. 528 00:26:46,813 --> 00:26:50,566 Aha, but that's where scholarships come in, see? 529 00:26:50,567 --> 00:26:52,943 Alicia pulled mine. 530 00:26:52,944 --> 00:26:54,778 When? 531 00:26:54,779 --> 00:26:57,448 - I was gonna tell you. - All right. 532 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,658 - I'll talk to her. - Man, nah. 533 00:26:59,659 --> 00:27:01,910 I need to focus on my book anyway. 534 00:27:01,911 --> 00:27:03,454 Yeah, you do. 535 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:05,873 But someone needs to be a voice for guys like you. 536 00:27:05,874 --> 00:27:07,499 You're not a monster. 537 00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:08,959 The cards have been stacked against you 538 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,711 since before you were born. 539 00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:13,297 Society would rather see you locked up than in my classroom. 540 00:27:13,298 --> 00:27:15,716 That's why I fight so hard to keep you there. 541 00:27:15,717 --> 00:27:17,801 And that's why I stay in church. 542 00:27:17,802 --> 00:27:22,306 Okay, but don't hide out in the church too long, huh? 543 00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:23,474 I won't. 544 00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:25,142 All right. 545 00:27:25,143 --> 00:27:27,895 Listen, whether you're making clothes for your friends 546 00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:30,898 or praying for them or writing about them, 547 00:27:30,899 --> 00:27:34,526 one thing is true... your friends need you. 548 00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:36,612 So does this city. 549 00:27:36,613 --> 00:27:40,199 You give it its identity... 550 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,535 for better or for worse. 551 00:27:44,704 --> 00:27:47,206 What brings you to the house of the Lord? 552 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:49,375 I need some guidance on my marriage. 553 00:27:49,376 --> 00:27:52,461 Ah, well, you've come to the right place for guidance. 554 00:27:52,462 --> 00:27:55,506 I don't know if I'm the right person for marriage advice. 555 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:57,508 Give yourself some more credit. 556 00:27:57,509 --> 00:28:01,470 All right, I can see if I can help. 557 00:28:01,471 --> 00:28:03,931 It's very personal. 558 00:28:03,932 --> 00:28:07,476 It's just between us and God. 559 00:28:07,477 --> 00:28:09,853 Well... 560 00:28:09,854 --> 00:28:12,690 I caught my wife using a... 561 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:15,359 using a toy. 562 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:17,653 Okay. 563 00:28:17,654 --> 00:28:19,321 What's the problem? 564 00:28:19,322 --> 00:28:21,740 You don't see it? 565 00:28:21,741 --> 00:28:24,368 Did you join her? 566 00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:26,829 No, I got angry. 567 00:28:26,830 --> 00:28:28,997 See, that was your mistake. 568 00:28:28,998 --> 00:28:32,418 Next time you see her doing that, join her. 569 00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:33,669 Have some fun. 570 00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:35,671 I did not expect you to say that. 571 00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:37,589 Look, in marriage, 572 00:28:37,590 --> 00:28:39,258 you can do anything and everything you want 573 00:28:39,259 --> 00:28:40,676 in that bedroom together. 574 00:28:40,677 --> 00:28:43,596 There's no shame. Just be on one accord. 575 00:28:47,851 --> 00:28:50,602 - Thank you, Pastor. - Yeah. Yeah. 576 00:28:50,603 --> 00:28:52,688 - I like the new spot, man. - Oh, man. 577 00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:54,898 Well, I hope to see you and your wife in church on Sunday. 578 00:28:54,899 --> 00:28:56,651 - We'll be here. - All right. 579 00:28:59,446 --> 00:29:01,864 Where's all your stuff? 580 00:29:01,865 --> 00:29:03,991 I don't need a lot of stuff. 581 00:29:03,992 --> 00:29:06,744 I was expecting you to be more flashy. 582 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:08,078 What do you like? 583 00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:10,622 Comfort, quiet. 584 00:29:10,623 --> 00:29:12,499 Yeah, me, too. 585 00:29:17,964 --> 00:29:20,466 If you had to define your life in one word, 586 00:29:20,467 --> 00:29:22,092 what would it be? 587 00:29:22,093 --> 00:29:23,302 Blessed. 588 00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:25,637 I'm not surprised by that answer. 589 00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:29,516 Everything's a blessing, even when it feels like a curse. 590 00:29:29,517 --> 00:29:34,271 What do you think contributed to your first divorce? 591 00:29:34,272 --> 00:29:38,567 With my first wife, Carolyn, I was a devoted pastor, 592 00:29:38,568 --> 00:29:40,694 but I wasn't a devoted husband. 593 00:29:40,695 --> 00:29:43,197 I stayed late at the church. 594 00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:46,116 I helped folks with their problems 595 00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:50,579 and spent long weekends and holidays planning events. 596 00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:52,915 I was always raising money for something. 597 00:29:52,916 --> 00:29:55,959 Everything came before my family. 598 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,295 How do you think that impacted your daughter? 599 00:29:58,296 --> 00:30:01,256 Oh, I think it had a huge impact on Kenya. 600 00:30:01,257 --> 00:30:04,343 She started looking for me in other men. 601 00:30:04,344 --> 00:30:07,554 She started running around with a bad crowd, 602 00:30:07,555 --> 00:30:11,308 and I-I couldn't get a hold of her the way I needed to. 603 00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:13,185 But y'all have been rebuilding. 604 00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:14,812 Absolutely. 605 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:18,065 Um, I think when she had Miles, she and I reconnected 606 00:30:18,066 --> 00:30:19,858 in a different way. 607 00:30:19,859 --> 00:30:23,904 I had to stop judging her and start listening to her. 608 00:30:23,905 --> 00:30:27,616 Now, what everybody really want to know... 609 00:30:27,617 --> 00:30:29,660 is, what happened with Tatiana? 610 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,704 When I met her, I thought 611 00:30:32,705 --> 00:30:35,332 she was the answer to all my prayers. 612 00:30:35,333 --> 00:30:39,920 I thought I needed a wife to just sit next to me 613 00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:42,339 and be pretty 614 00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:45,717 and not challenge a thing I said. 615 00:30:45,718 --> 00:30:47,970 But that turned out to be a mistake. 616 00:30:47,971 --> 00:30:49,305 Why? 617 00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:53,934 Because... 618 00:30:53,935 --> 00:30:56,770 her being quiet didn't keep me 619 00:30:56,771 --> 00:30:59,273 from being unfaithful to her. 620 00:30:59,274 --> 00:31:03,235 Tatiana kept my secrets in exchange for her own. 621 00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:06,196 So y'all both had affairs? 622 00:31:06,197 --> 00:31:08,323 Her secrets aren't mine to tell, 623 00:31:08,324 --> 00:31:11,076 but she kept herself entertained 624 00:31:11,077 --> 00:31:13,871 while turning a blind eye to my inappropriate relationship 625 00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:15,664 with my secretary. 626 00:31:15,665 --> 00:31:18,208 And has that inappropriate relationship 627 00:31:18,209 --> 00:31:20,168 with your secretary come to an end? 628 00:31:20,169 --> 00:31:21,753 Yes. 629 00:31:21,754 --> 00:31:24,923 And is it true that you and your first wife 630 00:31:24,924 --> 00:31:26,758 have been reconciling? 631 00:31:26,759 --> 00:31:28,927 We're getting reacquainted. 632 00:31:28,928 --> 00:31:30,721 And she's a Black woman. 633 00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:32,764 Yes. 634 00:31:32,765 --> 00:31:34,433 Yes, she is. 635 00:31:34,434 --> 00:31:37,436 Look, just making sure the listeners know. 636 00:31:37,437 --> 00:31:39,605 Um... 637 00:31:39,606 --> 00:31:43,275 now, would you say Carolyn is your first true love? 638 00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:45,319 I would. 639 00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:47,237 Have you always known that? 640 00:31:47,238 --> 00:31:49,656 Yes, but... 641 00:31:49,657 --> 00:31:53,076 I wasn't ready for her when she came into my life. 642 00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:54,912 I-I mishandled her the first go-round. 643 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:57,414 But I'm wiser now. 644 00:31:57,415 --> 00:31:59,124 How so? 645 00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:02,794 Um, I'm ready to be the man she always knew I could be. 646 00:32:02,795 --> 00:32:04,254 And, Carolyn... 647 00:32:04,255 --> 00:32:06,298 if you give me another chance, 648 00:32:06,299 --> 00:32:09,718 I promise I will never abandon you again. 649 00:32:09,719 --> 00:32:12,262 I will never disappoint you. 650 00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:14,264 I will never forsake you. 651 00:32:14,265 --> 00:32:16,475 Wow. 652 00:32:16,476 --> 00:32:18,936 Well, thanks for coming to the altar, Pastor Zeke. 653 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:21,438 And thanks for keeping it real. 654 00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:24,399 This has been another episode of Papa's Pulpit. 655 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:26,610 Please be sure to tune in next week. 656 00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:29,279 And don't forget to pay your subscription fee. 657 00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:30,615 God bless. 658 00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:34,534 - That was dope. - Appreciate it. 659 00:32:42,043 --> 00:32:44,878 Professor Gardner always preaching. 660 00:32:44,879 --> 00:32:47,130 Always, man. 661 00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:50,634 I ain't gonna lie. I like what he said, though. 662 00:32:50,635 --> 00:32:52,803 Me too. 663 00:32:52,804 --> 00:32:54,972 - Hey, hey, hey. - Huh? 664 00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:57,516 - Who that? - I don't know. 665 00:33:00,687 --> 00:33:02,437 All right, then. Good seeing you. 666 00:33:02,438 --> 00:33:03,648 Let's dip. 667 00:33:14,075 --> 00:33:16,451 Hey, I think we lost them. 668 00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:18,203 We should probably split up. 669 00:33:18,204 --> 00:33:19,371 You sure? 670 00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:21,123 Maybe I'm just paranoid. 671 00:33:21,124 --> 00:33:22,290 Hey. 672 00:33:22,291 --> 00:33:24,334 We good. 673 00:33:24,335 --> 00:33:26,211 - All right. - All right. 674 00:33:26,212 --> 00:33:28,047 All right. 675 00:33:50,403 --> 00:33:52,237 Bakari! 676 00:34:06,461 --> 00:34:08,587 Oh, shit! 677 00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:10,422 Oh, shit! Fuck! 678 00:34:10,423 --> 00:34:12,257 Somebody help me! Help! 679 00:34:29,609 --> 00:34:33,236 - Can I help you with something? - I think you can. 680 00:34:33,237 --> 00:34:36,740 Well, do you need a phone or a tablet? 681 00:34:36,741 --> 00:34:39,242 I haven't bought a phone in so long. 682 00:34:39,243 --> 00:34:42,079 My assistant usually handles this sort of thing. 683 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:46,083 - Oh, you have an assistant? - Of course. I'm rich. 684 00:34:46,084 --> 00:34:48,085 Well, what do you do? 685 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:49,836 That's a loaded question. 686 00:34:49,837 --> 00:34:51,379 Oh, I'm sorry. 687 00:34:51,380 --> 00:34:53,632 Do you want to learn? 688 00:34:53,633 --> 00:34:55,842 - Learn what? - How to be like me. 689 00:34:55,843 --> 00:34:58,678 And you gonna teach me? 690 00:34:58,679 --> 00:35:01,932 I love taking young women like you under my wing. 691 00:35:01,933 --> 00:35:05,811 You shouldn't have to wear that ill-fitting Polo... 692 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:08,563 oh... and those horrible khakis. 693 00:35:08,564 --> 00:35:11,775 You need a big house, luxury car. 694 00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:14,027 And I want to go to Tulum. 695 00:35:14,028 --> 00:35:16,071 Have you been to Bora Bora? 696 00:35:16,072 --> 00:35:17,614 Where's that? 697 00:35:21,661 --> 00:35:23,078 Are you single? 698 00:35:23,079 --> 00:35:24,454 Why does that matter? 699 00:35:24,455 --> 00:35:26,289 Who you choose to be with 700 00:35:26,290 --> 00:35:30,335 determines how far you go in this life. 701 00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:31,670 I got a man. 702 00:35:31,671 --> 00:35:34,464 And is the relationship... 703 00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:36,925 promising? 704 00:35:36,926 --> 00:35:38,636 I don't know yet. 705 00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:42,973 What's wrong? 706 00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:45,308 He runs the streets. That's all. 707 00:35:45,309 --> 00:35:46,810 I understand. 708 00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,151 You just be careful. 709 00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:55,319 Hmm? 710 00:35:57,363 --> 00:35:59,739 Oh, I'm not in the market for a house. 711 00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:01,826 Girl, clearly. 712 00:36:03,494 --> 00:36:05,704 But, you know... 713 00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:09,167 call if you ever need anything or if you want to talk or... 714 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:13,003 feel like you're in danger. 715 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:14,880 Why would I be in danger? 716 00:36:14,881 --> 00:36:16,923 If your boyfriend runs the streets, 717 00:36:16,924 --> 00:36:18,884 you're always in danger. 718 00:36:23,848 --> 00:36:25,682 Oh... 719 00:36:25,683 --> 00:36:27,309 well... 720 00:36:33,149 --> 00:36:35,192 I heard your dad on Papa's Pulpit. 721 00:36:35,193 --> 00:36:37,694 Mm, you and me both. 722 00:36:37,695 --> 00:36:39,613 You good? 723 00:36:39,614 --> 00:36:42,199 I don't think I need him to talk about me. 724 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:43,992 But I'm glad he's clearing the air. 725 00:36:43,993 --> 00:36:46,244 I bet it's weird having a parent a lot of people know. 726 00:36:46,245 --> 00:36:48,496 Mm, it's weird to have a parent that's a preacher. 727 00:36:48,497 --> 00:36:49,664 I bet. 728 00:36:49,665 --> 00:36:51,583 I see Papa's glad you're back. 729 00:36:53,711 --> 00:36:56,046 I'm glad, too. 730 00:36:56,047 --> 00:36:58,840 Y'all better get back to work. 731 00:36:58,841 --> 00:37:01,593 I don't pay you to socialize. 732 00:37:01,594 --> 00:37:04,137 So I know it's not fancy. 733 00:37:04,138 --> 00:37:06,681 I don't need steak and lobster. 734 00:37:06,682 --> 00:37:08,225 You sure? 735 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:10,435 Yeah, I don't care about stuff like that. 736 00:37:10,436 --> 00:37:12,270 Where are you from? 737 00:37:12,271 --> 00:37:14,731 All the rich people I know are miserable. 738 00:37:14,732 --> 00:37:17,150 Mm, that's real. 739 00:37:17,151 --> 00:37:21,196 Plus, I wanted you to take me to your favorite spot. 740 00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:22,822 Well, this is it. 741 00:37:22,823 --> 00:37:25,242 And I like it. 742 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:28,536 It lets me know a lot about you. 743 00:37:28,537 --> 00:37:30,372 Like what? 744 00:37:30,373 --> 00:37:32,457 Well... 745 00:37:32,458 --> 00:37:35,252 that you're old school... 746 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,796 and you like the simpler things in life. 747 00:37:39,757 --> 00:37:41,967 Exactly. 748 00:37:41,968 --> 00:37:45,303 Were you really worried that I wasn't gonna like it? 749 00:37:45,304 --> 00:37:49,140 You know, sometimes I just feel like I'm not... 750 00:37:49,141 --> 00:37:51,476 good enough for the women I date, so... 751 00:37:51,477 --> 00:37:54,104 What do you mean? 752 00:37:54,105 --> 00:37:56,523 I'm just tired of being a broke guy who just got out of prison 753 00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:58,942 who's still struggling to make ends meet. 754 00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:05,448 It's okay to be that guy. 755 00:38:05,449 --> 00:38:07,242 At least you're trying. 756 00:38:09,578 --> 00:38:12,080 I am. 757 00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:15,208 You know, I make candles because I love it. 758 00:38:15,209 --> 00:38:18,837 Now, I know it's not gonna make me a lot of money, but... 759 00:38:18,838 --> 00:38:21,006 it makes me happy. 760 00:38:21,007 --> 00:38:23,300 At the end of the day, that's really all that matters. 761 00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:25,093 Wait, so you saying we can be broke together? 762 00:38:26,762 --> 00:38:31,349 Um, maybe we could try being happy together. 763 00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:32,977 I like that. 764 00:38:34,437 --> 00:38:36,396 I'm really glad we came. 765 00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:41,359 Me too. 766 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:44,821 ♪ I'll do anything for you, baby ♪ 767 00:38:44,822 --> 00:38:47,782 ♪ And you know I'm feeling some way ♪ 768 00:38:47,783 --> 00:38:50,994 ♪ But for you, I go crazy ♪ 769 00:38:50,995 --> 00:38:53,288 I love this idea. 770 00:38:53,289 --> 00:38:55,206 We got to start giving folks their flowers 771 00:38:55,207 --> 00:38:57,125 while they can still smell them. 772 00:38:57,126 --> 00:39:00,670 Yeah. Still sad as hell, though. 773 00:39:00,671 --> 00:39:02,422 Dying shouldn't be something we fear. 774 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:05,884 It should be something we embrace when the time comes. 775 00:39:05,885 --> 00:39:10,305 God's plan may be perplexing at times, but it's never wrong. 776 00:39:10,306 --> 00:39:13,058 All I know is, when I die, 777 00:39:13,059 --> 00:39:16,144 I just want folks to turn up, and I want a solid-gold casket. 778 00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:17,479 That's tacky. 779 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:19,230 It's my funeral. 780 00:39:19,231 --> 00:39:21,107 I can do whatever I want. 781 00:39:21,108 --> 00:39:23,318 Hey, hey, Kiesha, Emmett with you? 782 00:39:23,319 --> 00:39:24,736 No, he's on the way. 783 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:26,654 Better hurry up and get here. 784 00:39:36,624 --> 00:39:40,377 ♪ Every day that I wake up... ♪ 785 00:39:40,378 --> 00:39:42,003 My brother. 786 00:39:42,004 --> 00:39:44,297 Hey. 787 00:39:44,298 --> 00:39:45,924 It's a beautiful event, brother. 788 00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:49,010 Yeah. Glad you can make it. 789 00:39:49,011 --> 00:39:51,554 Sorry I was late, man. I... 790 00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:53,390 I was actually on a date 791 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:55,600 that went a lot better than I expected. 792 00:39:55,601 --> 00:39:58,061 Oh, shit. 793 00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,771 She's special, man. 794 00:39:59,772 --> 00:40:03,274 Yeah, well, if you got a good one, hold on to her. 795 00:40:03,275 --> 00:40:05,735 Never know how long you got, you know? 796 00:40:17,957 --> 00:40:19,249 Oh! 797 00:40:19,250 --> 00:40:20,250 Oh, babe. 798 00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:22,794 Hey! 799 00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:25,296 Hey. 800 00:40:25,297 --> 00:40:27,298 I didn't know you were coming. 801 00:40:27,299 --> 00:40:30,343 Yeah, I had to come and pay my respects. 802 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:33,596 Aw, that means so much to me. 803 00:40:35,015 --> 00:40:36,433 Oh, babe. 804 00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:38,268 - Uh, uh, this is... - Yeah, I remember. 805 00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:40,311 H-how you doing? Good to see you, brother. 806 00:40:40,312 --> 00:40:42,272 - Good to see you. - All right, yeah. 807 00:40:43,983 --> 00:40:46,484 They got drinks over at the bar, if you want. 808 00:40:46,485 --> 00:40:49,654 Oh. Oh, yeah. 809 00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:52,031 Why would you embarrass me and Kenya like that 810 00:40:52,032 --> 00:40:54,159 on Papa's podcast? 811 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:55,535 Are you crazy? 812 00:40:55,536 --> 00:40:57,537 Did you think that was cute? 813 00:40:57,538 --> 00:41:00,498 I was trying to be honest. 814 00:41:00,499 --> 00:41:03,835 You can't be honest in private? 815 00:41:03,836 --> 00:41:06,671 I was just... 816 00:41:06,672 --> 00:41:08,465 letting you know how I felt. 817 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,300 You have my number. 818 00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:12,177 That's fair. 819 00:41:12,178 --> 00:41:15,346 But it's not just you I needed to come clean to. 820 00:41:15,347 --> 00:41:17,849 I needed to make sure everybody knows 821 00:41:17,850 --> 00:41:20,018 I'm doing things differently now. 822 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:22,145 I'm aware of that. 823 00:41:22,146 --> 00:41:25,190 But I'm a private person. 824 00:41:25,191 --> 00:41:27,734 What are you saying? You don't want to try again? 825 00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:30,361 I just want our life to be our own. 826 00:41:30,362 --> 00:41:32,864 - We're public servants. - You are. 827 00:41:32,865 --> 00:41:35,034 We aren't. 828 00:41:37,703 --> 00:41:39,245 I hear you. 829 00:41:39,246 --> 00:41:41,331 I hope so. 830 00:41:48,839 --> 00:41:51,216 - Hey. - Hey. 831 00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:54,552 I know it's hard, but this has been really nice. 832 00:41:54,553 --> 00:41:56,054 Okay. 833 00:41:56,055 --> 00:41:59,265 Your mom is really feeling the love. 834 00:41:59,266 --> 00:42:02,519 Great. 835 00:42:06,524 --> 00:42:08,650 Hey, everybody. 836 00:42:08,651 --> 00:42:10,652 Um... 837 00:42:10,653 --> 00:42:12,862 just want to thank y'all for coming out. 838 00:42:12,863 --> 00:42:15,031 Um, as you know, 839 00:42:15,032 --> 00:42:18,201 this has been a real difficult time for us. 840 00:42:18,202 --> 00:42:22,163 So, um, really appreciate y'all showing up... 841 00:42:22,164 --> 00:42:24,832 and loving on my Jada here. 842 00:42:24,833 --> 00:42:26,543 It means a lot to us. 843 00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,211 Love you, Jada. 844 00:42:28,212 --> 00:42:30,588 Thank you, really. 845 00:42:30,589 --> 00:42:31,923 All right, all right, all right. 846 00:42:31,924 --> 00:42:33,591 She said no sad shit. 847 00:42:33,592 --> 00:42:36,010 So it's time for us to come up 848 00:42:36,011 --> 00:42:39,138 and show Jada how much she means to us, 849 00:42:39,139 --> 00:42:40,765 share a happy memory 850 00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,600 or, you know, whatever words you want to share. 851 00:42:42,601 --> 00:42:44,769 Um... 852 00:42:44,770 --> 00:42:48,731 might as well start with her oldest... 853 00:42:48,732 --> 00:42:50,066 friend. 854 00:42:50,067 --> 00:42:52,277 Tracy, why don't you come on up here? 855 00:42:52,278 --> 00:42:55,405 ♪ I've been fearing it all ♪ 856 00:42:59,159 --> 00:43:02,453 ♪ Angels invented it all ♪ 857 00:43:02,454 --> 00:43:05,331 ♪ Didn't you? ♪ 858 00:43:05,332 --> 00:43:09,627 ♪ Energy falls ♪ 859 00:43:11,964 --> 00:43:15,383 ♪ Don't we all? ♪ 860 00:43:15,384 --> 00:43:18,553 ♪ Am I human? ♪ 861 00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:20,972 ♪ You and I ♪ 862 00:43:20,973 --> 00:43:24,101 ♪ Will love again ♪ 863 00:43:25,686 --> 00:43:28,146 ♪ On the other side ♪ 864 00:43:28,147 --> 00:43:31,399 ♪ But there are no fears ♪ 865 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,942 ♪ Looking... ♪ 866 00:43:38,157 --> 00:43:39,867 Hey, everybody. 867 00:43:42,161 --> 00:43:43,995 Hey, Ma. 868 00:43:43,996 --> 00:43:46,289 When I... 869 00:43:46,290 --> 00:43:48,791 when I think about my mama... 870 00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:55,006 I can't imagine... 871 00:44:04,433 --> 00:44:06,351 I got you. 872 00:44:10,731 --> 00:44:14,859 "A boy's first love is his mama. 873 00:44:14,860 --> 00:44:18,613 "You saw the best in me when I was at my worst." 874 00:44:18,614 --> 00:44:21,032 You held on to me till I could see myself 875 00:44:21,033 --> 00:44:23,201 as the man you raised. 876 00:44:23,202 --> 00:44:24,869 And now I'm holding on to you. 877 00:44:24,870 --> 00:44:26,871 No matter what happens, 878 00:44:26,872 --> 00:44:29,332 I'ma hold on to the love you... 879 00:44:29,333 --> 00:44:31,834 you poured into me... 880 00:44:31,835 --> 00:44:33,628 and my family. 881 00:44:33,629 --> 00:44:37,382 I'm gonna hold on to the wisdom that finally grew me up. 882 00:44:37,383 --> 00:44:39,676 I'm gonna hold you in my heart... 883 00:44:42,554 --> 00:44:45,056 "until I see you on the other side." 884 00:44:47,184 --> 00:44:52,563 ♪ Where your tears go ♪ 885 00:44:52,564 --> 00:44:55,191 Good job. 886 00:45:05,202 --> 00:45:06,744 All right, Jada. 887 00:45:06,745 --> 00:45:09,831 Um, there's something special we wanted to do. 888 00:45:09,832 --> 00:45:11,999 You know, oftentimes, 889 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,460 we don't get to give our loved ones their flowers 890 00:45:14,461 --> 00:45:16,003 while they're still with us. 891 00:45:16,004 --> 00:45:17,714 So... 892 00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:20,591 tonight you're getting yours. 893 00:45:24,930 --> 00:45:32,930 ♪ Where your tears go ♪ 894 00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:51,122 I'm sorry I didn't finish my speech. 895 00:45:51,123 --> 00:45:52,624 You didn't have to. 896 00:45:56,336 --> 00:45:59,964 It's like I can't really distill all my emotions in... 897 00:45:59,965 --> 00:46:02,467 a short little speech, you know? 898 00:46:02,468 --> 00:46:04,970 Well, sometimes words aren't enough. 899 00:46:07,723 --> 00:46:09,767 - Oh. - Sorry. 900 00:46:13,103 --> 00:46:14,896 I love you, Ma. 901 00:46:14,897 --> 00:46:16,689 Mm. 902 00:46:16,690 --> 00:46:19,859 I am who I am because of you. 903 00:46:21,904 --> 00:46:25,323 I'm so proud of you. 904 00:46:25,324 --> 00:46:27,533 You've come a long way. 905 00:46:31,830 --> 00:46:33,831 I wanted to make you proud. 906 00:46:33,832 --> 00:46:35,583 You made yourself proud. 907 00:46:35,584 --> 00:46:37,960 That's what matters. 908 00:46:37,961 --> 00:46:40,171 What am I going to do without you? 909 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,964 Mm. 910 00:46:41,965 --> 00:46:44,967 I want you and Kiesha... 911 00:46:44,968 --> 00:46:47,470 and your babies to survive. 912 00:46:50,432 --> 00:46:51,974 What are you talking about? 913 00:46:51,975 --> 00:46:54,519 It's too dangerous here. 914 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:56,521 I want y'all to leave Chicago. 915 00:46:58,941 --> 00:47:01,025 Ma, this city is all I know. 916 00:47:01,026 --> 00:47:02,568 Promise me. 917 00:47:26,468 --> 00:47:28,553 Who you texting? 918 00:47:28,554 --> 00:47:29,887 My new mentor. 919 00:47:29,888 --> 00:47:31,681 Who mentoring you? 920 00:47:31,682 --> 00:47:33,724 Some lady came into the shop today 921 00:47:33,725 --> 00:47:35,685 and said she wants to take me under her wing. 922 00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:37,311 What you trying to do? 923 00:47:37,312 --> 00:47:38,730 Be like her. 924 00:47:40,607 --> 00:47:41,983 What's she like? 925 00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:44,610 Royal, rich. 926 00:47:44,611 --> 00:47:46,529 She don't need nothing from nobody, 927 00:47:46,530 --> 00:47:48,740 and she even has an assistant. 928 00:47:50,742 --> 00:47:53,870 - What's her name? - Terri. 929 00:47:53,871 --> 00:47:56,539 She gave me her card. 930 00:47:56,540 --> 00:47:59,417 I don't trust that shit. 931 00:47:59,418 --> 00:48:01,545 You don't trust nobody. 932 00:48:03,380 --> 00:48:04,964 I trust you. 933 00:48:06,466 --> 00:48:08,301 Why? 934 00:48:08,302 --> 00:48:10,845 'Cause you know I ain't no monster. 935 00:48:10,846 --> 00:48:12,889 I know you got a temper on you, though. 936 00:48:12,890 --> 00:48:14,307 Niggas be fucking with me. 937 00:48:14,308 --> 00:48:15,850 Well, you better not lose it on me. 938 00:48:15,851 --> 00:48:18,811 I know that much. 939 00:48:18,812 --> 00:48:20,563 I won't. 940 00:48:24,610 --> 00:48:25,943 Done. 941 00:48:25,944 --> 00:48:27,862 Okay. 942 00:48:27,863 --> 00:48:29,530 Hey, what are you doing here? 943 00:48:29,531 --> 00:48:31,741 Ronnie started crying, 944 00:48:31,742 --> 00:48:33,659 so he called me, asking for help. 945 00:48:33,660 --> 00:48:37,705 I came over and helped calm him down. 946 00:48:37,706 --> 00:48:39,290 Was he having one of his episodes? 947 00:48:39,291 --> 00:48:40,625 He was a little cranky 948 00:48:40,626 --> 00:48:42,418 because he couldn't have any more candy. 949 00:48:42,419 --> 00:48:44,879 But I compromised and gave him some apple slices, 950 00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:46,422 and he was good. 951 00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:49,300 We got to playing and lost track of time. 952 00:48:49,301 --> 00:48:51,385 Damn, did you clean up in here? 953 00:48:51,386 --> 00:48:52,970 Uh, I'm a little OCD. 954 00:48:52,971 --> 00:48:55,056 I-I like to clean to calm my nerves. 955 00:48:55,057 --> 00:48:56,390 Thank you. 956 00:48:56,391 --> 00:48:58,434 You're doing so good. 957 00:48:58,435 --> 00:49:00,770 Give me five. 958 00:49:00,771 --> 00:49:02,855 Oh, yeah. 959 00:49:02,856 --> 00:49:04,732 You're really good with him. 960 00:49:04,733 --> 00:49:07,568 Thank you. I love kids. 961 00:49:07,569 --> 00:49:09,195 You do? 962 00:49:09,196 --> 00:49:11,739 Yeah, I actually used to babysit for this family, 963 00:49:11,740 --> 00:49:15,117 but the dad made a pass at me, so I had to quit. 964 00:49:16,578 --> 00:49:18,371 We were just talking about getting a nanny. 965 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:20,456 Yeah, you ain't got to worry about me... I'm reformed. 966 00:49:20,457 --> 00:49:22,541 - I could use the cash. - How much cash are we talking? 967 00:49:22,542 --> 00:49:25,294 Let us discuss it. We'll get back to you. 968 00:49:25,295 --> 00:49:27,421 Okay. 969 00:49:27,422 --> 00:49:29,090 Hey. Hey. 970 00:49:29,091 --> 00:49:31,509 Your brother's back. 971 00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:33,469 We see you got some help with Ronnie. 972 00:49:33,470 --> 00:49:35,304 I'm sorry I didn't tell you Zuri was coming over. 973 00:49:35,305 --> 00:49:37,974 I just couldn't get him to stop crying, and I... 974 00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:39,767 I didn't want you to worry. 975 00:49:39,768 --> 00:49:42,311 It's cool. 976 00:49:42,312 --> 00:49:44,647 - It is? - This time. 977 00:49:44,648 --> 00:49:47,316 We might be hiring your girl as a new nanny. 978 00:49:47,317 --> 00:49:49,443 You sure that's smart? 979 00:49:49,444 --> 00:49:51,529 Well, you ain't crazy, right? 980 00:49:51,530 --> 00:49:53,656 No, I'm just a free spirit. 981 00:49:53,657 --> 00:49:55,032 As long as you keep Ronnie alive 982 00:49:55,033 --> 00:49:56,283 and don't break my pockets, 983 00:49:56,284 --> 00:49:57,724 you can be as free as you want to be. 984 00:49:59,162 --> 00:50:00,663 I think that's it. 985 00:50:00,664 --> 00:50:02,373 Wait, where's the other side? 986 00:50:09,089 --> 00:50:10,548 Hey. 987 00:50:10,549 --> 00:50:12,174 Mm. 988 00:50:12,175 --> 00:50:14,468 - Thank you for today. - Yeah. 989 00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:16,512 It was really beautiful. 990 00:50:16,513 --> 00:50:18,180 Oh, yeah. 991 00:50:18,181 --> 00:50:21,434 I wanted you to feel celebrated, you know, 992 00:50:21,435 --> 00:50:24,562 while you could still feel it. 993 00:50:24,563 --> 00:50:27,815 - After I go... - Hey, not now, Jada. 994 00:50:27,816 --> 00:50:29,775 Come on, just listen. 995 00:50:31,570 --> 00:50:35,406 I don't want you to be alone the rest of your life. 996 00:50:35,407 --> 00:50:38,409 There's another love for you out there. 997 00:50:38,410 --> 00:50:41,370 I want you to embrace it. 998 00:50:41,371 --> 00:50:44,707 I can't imagine loving someone else... 999 00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:46,959 the way I love you. 1000 00:50:49,755 --> 00:50:51,255 Mm. 1001 00:51:10,275 --> 00:51:13,069 That was beautiful, huh? 1002 00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:16,072 I hope people talk about me like that when I'm gone. 1003 00:51:16,073 --> 00:51:17,574 Me too. 1004 00:51:21,661 --> 00:51:24,121 Oh, shit! 1005 00:51:24,122 --> 00:51:25,456 What? 1006 00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:28,584 - My water just broke. - Oh, shit. 1007 00:51:28,585 --> 00:51:30,920 - Oh. - I'm a few weeks early. 1008 00:51:30,921 --> 00:51:32,963 No, no, no, no. Don't worry, I got you. 1009 00:51:32,964 --> 00:51:34,423 I'm not ready. 1010 00:51:34,424 --> 00:51:35,508 Look at me. 1011 00:51:35,509 --> 00:51:37,134 I'm gonna get you to the hospital, 1012 00:51:37,135 --> 00:51:38,761 and everything's gonna be all right. 1013 00:51:38,762 --> 00:51:40,179 You trust me? 1014 00:51:48,271 --> 00:51:51,649 All right, so keep the car running. 1015 00:51:51,650 --> 00:51:53,359 I'll be in and out. 1016 00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,528 Come here. 1017 00:51:55,529 --> 00:51:58,197 ♪ Tobe Nwigwe's "I'm Not God" playing ♪ 1018 00:51:58,198 --> 00:52:01,659 ♪ I want to save you ♪ 1019 00:52:01,660 --> 00:52:05,496 ♪ Ooh, but I'm not God ♪ 1020 00:52:05,497 --> 00:52:08,165 I'll be right back. 1021 00:52:08,166 --> 00:52:12,962 ♪ I want to heal you ♪ 1022 00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:16,924 ♪ But that's not my job ♪ 1023 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:20,177 ♪ I want to pick you up ♪ 1024 00:52:20,178 --> 00:52:22,930 ♪ Off of the ground ♪ 1025 00:52:22,931 --> 00:52:27,977 ♪ And lift you higher ♪ 1026 00:52:27,978 --> 00:52:32,815 ♪ I want to save you, yeah ♪ 1027 00:52:32,816 --> 00:52:36,193 ♪ But I'm not God ♪ 1028 00:52:36,194 --> 00:52:41,074 ♪ I want to save you ♪ 1029 00:52:43,034 --> 00:52:47,830 ♪ But I'm not God, no ♪ 1030 00:52:47,831 --> 00:52:51,208 ♪ I would do anything ♪ 1031 00:52:51,209 --> 00:52:53,836 ♪ Anything to heal you ♪ 1032 00:52:53,837 --> 00:52:56,380 ♪ But I've realized ♪ 1033 00:52:56,381 --> 00:52:59,216 ♪ That's not my job ♪ 1034 00:52:59,217 --> 00:53:02,553 ♪ I want to save you ♪ 1035 00:53:02,554 --> 00:53:05,764 ♪ I'm not God ♪ 1036 00:53:05,765 --> 00:53:07,892 ♪ After this passed ♪ 1037 00:53:07,893 --> 00:53:12,188 ♪ My nigga still be on my mind ♪ 1038 00:53:14,357 --> 00:53:17,818 ♪ My nigga DK offed his gal ♪ 1039 00:53:17,819 --> 00:53:22,239 ♪ Then took his life ♪ 1040 00:53:22,240 --> 00:53:24,742 ♪ I learned the true meaning ♪ 1041 00:53:24,743 --> 00:53:29,371 ♪ Of two wrongs don't make it right ♪ 1042 00:53:31,416 --> 00:53:34,835 ♪ But that's life ♪ 1043 00:53:34,836 --> 00:53:38,505 ♪ I take it in stride ♪ 1044 00:53:38,506 --> 00:53:40,216 Lord... 1045 00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,384 some of the most solid niggas I've known in life 1046 00:53:42,385 --> 00:53:44,803 are still ten toes down on sinking sand. 1047 00:53:44,804 --> 00:53:46,263 I made it out the mud 1048 00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:48,974 where holes don't really evolve or think we can. 1049 00:53:48,975 --> 00:53:51,936 The wisdom I feel most is sifted out the palms 1050 00:53:51,937 --> 00:53:53,437 of wrinkling hands 1051 00:53:53,438 --> 00:53:56,065 by those who sit and tell stories like NORE 1052 00:53:56,066 --> 00:53:57,441 and the drinking champs. 1053 00:53:57,442 --> 00:53:59,109 A moment of silence, shh. 1054 00:53:59,110 --> 00:54:01,445 Let the Holy Ghost come baptize niggas. 1055 00:54:01,446 --> 00:54:03,864 'Cause I evolved from using my Southern drawl 1056 00:54:03,865 --> 00:54:05,532 to flog and chastise niggas. 1057 00:54:05,533 --> 00:54:07,159 The posture I have 1058 00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:09,787 towards the countenance of my niggas is let 'em be 1059 00:54:09,788 --> 00:54:12,248 'cause even when you know why the caged bird sings, 1060 00:54:12,249 --> 00:54:14,041 you might not consider 'em free. 1061 00:54:14,042 --> 00:54:18,212 ♪ My paw-paw in the midst of Ruach Elohim petitioning ♪ 1062 00:54:18,213 --> 00:54:20,465 ♪ Anointed a nigga with oil back in the gap ♪ 1063 00:54:22,342 --> 00:54:24,260 ♪ And I'm slicker than a bowl of kerosene ♪ 1064 00:54:24,261 --> 00:54:26,136 ♪ A loaded clip on my hip for a Pharisee ♪ 1065 00:54:26,137 --> 00:54:27,972 ♪ No, they didn't know ♪ 1066 00:54:27,973 --> 00:54:30,099 ♪ Better switch and let her sing at your front door ♪ 1067 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,977 ♪ No caroling but on me ♪ 1067 00:54:32,305 --> 00:55:32,839 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm