Explosions in My Heart

1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 2 00:00:45,441 --> 00:00:47,708 There are eight types of love. 3 00:01:00,716 --> 00:01:03,566 Mostly, love is an illusion. 4 00:01:11,091 --> 00:01:14,441 I want to forget all my memories of you. 5 00:01:18,216 --> 00:01:19,453 I have dreams 6 00:01:19,823 --> 00:01:22,726 and my own plan of how things should be between us. 7 00:01:24,262 --> 00:01:25,646 I became obsessed. 8 00:01:31,591 --> 00:01:33,608 If I have a greatest wish 9 00:01:33,841 --> 00:01:37,941 it's that they be shattered by love every time they look at me. 10 00:01:39,258 --> 00:01:41,858 What I want, is to be seen. 11 00:01:42,091 --> 00:01:44,024 I want to live inside someone. 12 00:01:44,258 --> 00:01:47,358 I want someone to grab my body, 13 00:01:47,591 --> 00:01:50,108 and press it against the earth. 14 00:01:54,716 --> 00:01:57,941 There are many hands tossing me back and forth. 15 00:01:59,591 --> 00:02:02,274 They grab my arms, and hold me tight. 16 00:02:02,508 --> 00:02:05,691 Let go, and grab too hard. 17 00:02:07,966 --> 00:02:09,691 Humiliated. 18 00:02:10,633 --> 00:02:12,358 You hurt me. 19 00:02:14,008 --> 00:02:15,673 Powerless 20 00:02:17,466 --> 00:02:19,941 in another human's will. 21 00:02:20,341 --> 00:02:21,941 I want to harm you. 22 00:02:22,216 --> 00:02:25,066 So I can be the one to fix you again. 23 00:02:27,591 --> 00:02:29,983 What I want, is to be seen. 24 00:02:34,591 --> 00:02:37,524 I want someone to grab my body, 25 00:02:37,758 --> 00:02:40,316 and press it against the earth. 26 00:02:44,966 --> 00:02:46,816 I want to live inside someone. 27 00:02:48,329 --> 00:02:51,805 Because of you, I started counting the floors in skyscrapers. 28 00:02:55,383 --> 00:02:57,108 I want to forget her. 29 00:02:57,966 --> 00:02:59,941 I want to forget you. 30 00:03:00,258 --> 00:03:01,941 I want to forget them. 31 00:03:04,341 --> 00:03:06,983 I hate your ears. I hate your mouth. 32 00:03:07,466 --> 00:03:10,733 I hate your hands. I hate your fingers. 33 00:03:11,133 --> 00:03:12,863 I hate your soul. 34 00:03:54,508 --> 00:03:57,691 However pleasant a sensation may be, 35 00:03:59,104 --> 00:04:02,479 see that you don't generate even a 36 00:04:02,559 --> 00:04:05,108 trace of craving or clinging. 37 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:09,825 However unpleasant a sensation may be, 38 00:04:10,758 --> 00:04:16,441 see that you don't generate even a trace of aversion and hatred. 39 00:04:17,841 --> 00:04:22,066 Learn how to observe them objectively. 40 00:04:23,508 --> 00:04:25,233 Objectively. 41 00:04:27,091 --> 00:04:28,941 Objectively. 42 00:05:04,780 --> 00:05:07,680 A place for women, transgender and non-binary. 43 00:05:08,741 --> 00:05:11,921 HOT strap on fuck!! passionate slow licking, she hold the camera...!! 44 00:05:12,001 --> 00:05:13,938 Can you have 7 orgasms in 13 minutes? 45 00:05:16,755 --> 00:05:18,752 SEARCH What makes you horny? 46 00:05:18,832 --> 00:05:23,359 Queer feminist gaze POV strapo on pegging CIS ALPHA MALE 47 00:05:23,748 --> 00:05:27,893 and you can feel he's totally into it. 48 00:05:28,091 --> 00:05:31,149 So, Peter, how long have you been sexually harassing women? 49 00:05:31,383 --> 00:05:32,858 For about 50 00:05:33,091 --> 00:05:35,691 20-21 years, I suppose. 51 00:06:04,216 --> 00:06:09,066 I will no longer abuse my power. I will no longer abuse my power. 52 00:06:09,341 --> 00:06:11,816 I will no longer abuse my power! 53 00:06:47,966 --> 00:06:52,066 <i>"Lots of grey cunts who kick when I drink. Getting worried when I lose my shit."</i> 54 00:07:13,591 --> 00:07:15,178 Can you bring me to a rave? 55 00:07:15,258 --> 00:07:16,566 A rave? 56 00:07:17,716 --> 00:07:19,691 I can't do that. 57 00:07:22,758 --> 00:07:24,178 Meds make me drowsy. 58 00:07:24,258 --> 00:07:25,483 Yvonne... 59 00:07:28,383 --> 00:07:30,228 What would Dorthe say? 60 00:07:30,308 --> 00:07:31,692 "Where's Yvonne? 61 00:07:31,772 --> 00:07:33,700 Why isn't she in bed?" 62 00:07:34,716 --> 00:07:36,108 "She's at a rave." 63 00:07:39,716 --> 00:07:41,191 Here you go. 64 00:07:44,633 --> 00:07:45,941 Come out and dance with us! 65 00:07:46,341 --> 00:07:48,566 I'm not up for a hook-up. 66 00:07:48,841 --> 00:07:52,358 You don't have to hook up, just hang with us. 67 00:07:52,591 --> 00:07:54,191 Exactly. 68 00:07:54,591 --> 00:07:56,733 You won't meet anyone with those nails anyway. 69 00:07:57,424 --> 00:07:58,424 What do you mean? 70 00:07:58,508 --> 00:08:00,524 You can’t fuck a chick with those piano tangents. 71 00:08:00,758 --> 00:08:03,066 I wasn't planning on fucking a chick. 72 00:08:05,466 --> 00:08:07,447 It takes four fucking hours. I can’t handle it. 73 00:08:07,527 --> 00:08:09,335 Just stop after an hour. 74 00:08:10,210 --> 00:08:12,393 What if she doesn't come? 75 00:08:13,091 --> 00:08:15,608 - Then I'd have to stay. - Kick her out. 76 00:08:15,821 --> 00:08:18,552 Cumming again and again? I can't take it! 77 00:08:18,632 --> 00:08:21,092 Happens to me all the time. 78 00:08:21,172 --> 00:08:23,483 But dudes, they take maybe 20 minutes? 79 00:08:24,216 --> 00:08:26,024 "Straight living." 80 00:08:26,124 --> 00:08:29,057 That's why I don't bother. I don't have time. 81 00:08:29,552 --> 00:08:32,194 I will start prioritizing my time on important things. 82 00:08:32,495 --> 00:08:35,006 Meditation is about not reacting. 83 00:08:35,086 --> 00:08:36,845 You react to everything. 84 00:08:37,216 --> 00:08:39,191 Among other things. 85 00:08:40,133 --> 00:08:43,566 Remember not to mix horse drugs with alcohol. 86 00:08:44,383 --> 00:08:46,941 - It fucks up your bladder. - True. 87 00:08:48,133 --> 00:08:49,691 Remember that. 88 00:08:53,966 --> 00:08:56,191 Where the hell are the keys? 89 00:08:56,883 --> 00:08:59,608 I'll clean the kitchen, you go have fun. 90 00:08:59,841 --> 00:09:02,108 Will you do the laundry too? 91 00:09:03,341 --> 00:09:05,066 - I might. - Thanks, dad. 92 00:09:05,341 --> 00:09:07,733 Don't forget your drugs. 93 00:09:08,091 --> 00:09:09,608 They might come in handy. 94 00:09:09,966 --> 00:09:12,358 - See you later! - Bye! 95 00:09:13,480 --> 00:09:14,556 Billy? 96 00:09:14,636 --> 00:09:17,191 The nail clippers are in the bathroom. 97 00:09:17,508 --> 00:09:19,733 - Thank you. - In the drawer. 98 00:09:20,216 --> 00:09:22,941 - Let's grab a taxi. - With what money? 99 00:09:23,341 --> 00:09:24,691 Christ, we'll... 100 00:11:04,466 --> 00:11:05,733 Oh my god! 101 00:11:05,966 --> 00:11:07,566 You came! 102 00:13:36,091 --> 00:13:38,428 - What are you doing? - I have to pee. 103 00:13:38,508 --> 00:13:40,066 You need to stand in line! 104 00:13:55,133 --> 00:13:57,066 Organic and vegan. 105 00:13:58,091 --> 00:13:59,816 And 100% sustainable. 106 00:14:01,591 --> 00:14:03,316 Good to know. 107 00:14:12,216 --> 00:14:13,816 No thanks. 108 00:14:26,841 --> 00:14:28,441 What's your sign? 109 00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:31,315 My star sign? 110 00:14:33,508 --> 00:14:35,441 You believe in that stuff? 111 00:14:37,008 --> 00:14:39,055 I just wanted to ask you something. 112 00:14:41,508 --> 00:14:43,025 I'm an Aquarius. 113 00:14:43,383 --> 00:14:45,233 Aquarius? 114 00:14:45,633 --> 00:14:46,983 What's yours? 115 00:14:47,341 --> 00:14:48,400 Pisces. 116 00:14:48,675 --> 00:14:50,400 Pisces? 117 00:14:51,258 --> 00:14:53,983 Know what drug Pisces would be? 118 00:14:57,675 --> 00:14:59,733 MDMA. 119 00:15:04,133 --> 00:15:05,858 Okay, come on. 120 00:15:07,758 --> 00:15:08,963 What's your name? 121 00:15:09,043 --> 00:15:10,345 Billy. And you? 122 00:15:10,425 --> 00:15:12,275 Nilo. 123 00:15:37,383 --> 00:15:39,139 Without realizing it, 124 00:15:39,219 --> 00:15:42,233 I start breathing in sync with you. 125 00:16:12,425 --> 00:16:13,425 Fuck! 126 00:16:13,925 --> 00:16:15,733 - What? - I took the wrong one. 127 00:16:16,758 --> 00:16:18,150 This isn't vegan. 128 00:16:19,050 --> 00:16:20,858 You thought it was vegan? 129 00:16:22,175 --> 00:16:24,483 - Are you serious? - It looked like it. 130 00:16:24,883 --> 00:16:26,733 Looks pretty milky to me. 131 00:16:27,883 --> 00:16:30,233 - You never eat meat? - No way. 132 00:16:31,133 --> 00:16:33,733 - Never. - Not even a chicken nugget? 133 00:16:34,258 --> 00:16:36,483 No, not even that. 134 00:16:37,550 --> 00:16:38,938 Want to switch with me? 135 00:16:44,008 --> 00:16:45,400 So good! 136 00:16:46,550 --> 00:16:48,233 I have this one... 137 00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:50,233 Nice. 138 00:16:50,550 --> 00:16:52,858 And two more somewhere around town. 139 00:16:55,550 --> 00:16:58,400 I can show them to you some day, if you’d like. 140 00:17:00,050 --> 00:17:02,608 Which one is your favorite? 141 00:17:03,008 --> 00:17:04,858 I like all three the same. 142 00:17:06,008 --> 00:17:08,837 But sometimes I like one more than the others. 143 00:17:15,133 --> 00:17:17,025 Milk... 144 00:17:18,133 --> 00:17:20,233 Scary milk-based ice cream! 145 00:17:21,008 --> 00:17:22,650 Choose your spirit animal. 146 00:17:23,675 --> 00:17:25,483 My spirit animal? 147 00:17:31,133 --> 00:17:32,525 I'll take the seal. 148 00:17:33,258 --> 00:17:34,483 Why? 149 00:17:38,175 --> 00:17:40,150 Because it's... 150 00:17:42,758 --> 00:17:44,108 I don't know. 151 00:17:44,425 --> 00:17:45,982 Come on. Why? 152 00:17:46,062 --> 00:17:47,650 I just wanted it. 153 00:17:48,008 --> 00:17:49,717 What about you? What's yours? 154 00:17:51,373 --> 00:17:52,421 Here. 155 00:17:52,501 --> 00:17:53,598 A pig? 156 00:17:54,425 --> 00:17:56,775 - Like your nose. - Fuck off. 157 00:17:58,883 --> 00:18:01,025 So you're in love with life? 158 00:18:02,175 --> 00:18:04,858 Not always, but most of the time. 159 00:18:06,050 --> 00:18:08,233 When are you not in love with life? 160 00:18:10,050 --> 00:18:12,043 When someone calls me a cunt. 161 00:18:15,508 --> 00:18:17,233 I don't like that. 162 00:18:20,133 --> 00:18:22,150 When are you in love with life? 163 00:18:23,508 --> 00:18:24,983 In the summer, 164 00:18:25,383 --> 00:18:26,941 when I go to bed at night. 165 00:18:27,175 --> 00:18:30,150 And I sweat under my comforter. 166 00:18:30,633 --> 00:18:32,983 But then I turn it over to the cold side. 167 00:18:33,383 --> 00:18:35,400 When are you in love with life? 168 00:18:40,383 --> 00:18:41,983 Now. 169 00:18:53,508 --> 00:18:54,900 Can I see your wallet? 170 00:18:55,675 --> 00:18:57,233 Mensa membership? 171 00:18:57,675 --> 00:18:59,775 Busted! 172 00:19:00,633 --> 00:19:02,275 Are you smart? 173 00:19:03,425 --> 00:19:05,068 Do you have a high IQ? 174 00:19:05,148 --> 00:19:06,483 I don't know... 175 00:19:09,800 --> 00:19:11,900 You've been to Australia? 176 00:19:12,508 --> 00:19:14,733 I worked there once upon a time. 177 00:19:17,050 --> 00:19:18,900 What do your parents do? 178 00:19:20,633 --> 00:19:22,608 My dad is a carpenter. 179 00:19:26,133 --> 00:19:27,525 And your mom? 180 00:19:31,050 --> 00:19:33,733 We don't keep in touch. 181 00:19:38,758 --> 00:19:40,608 She's difficult. 182 00:19:43,050 --> 00:19:44,608 I... 183 00:19:46,758 --> 00:19:48,900 I've spoken to her a few times. 184 00:19:51,008 --> 00:19:52,483 Seven years ago. 185 00:19:53,508 --> 00:19:55,025 I... 186 00:19:56,383 --> 00:19:59,983 I took an elevator to the top of a high-rise. 187 00:20:02,675 --> 00:20:03,900 I was ready to jump. 188 00:20:04,883 --> 00:20:07,150 Yeah, and then I called her. 189 00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,150 But she didn't... 190 00:20:12,508 --> 00:20:14,858 She didn't pick up her phone. 191 00:20:20,133 --> 00:20:21,751 Why did you want to jump? 192 00:20:25,883 --> 00:20:29,400 Basically because I was heartbroken. 193 00:20:31,133 --> 00:20:32,133 Yeah. 194 00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:36,983 I wasn't very good at handling my emotions back then. 195 00:20:37,633 --> 00:20:39,108 But that was then. 196 00:20:39,758 --> 00:20:41,608 I've started meditating. 197 00:20:42,425 --> 00:20:43,858 And. 198 00:20:44,425 --> 00:20:47,358 I’ve become a lot better at dealing with my emotions. 199 00:20:47,925 --> 00:20:49,358 Hmm... 200 00:20:51,883 --> 00:20:55,108 Aren’t emotions the most wonderful thing? 201 00:21:06,633 --> 00:21:09,525 Okay, if your mom was a tree, 202 00:21:09,925 --> 00:21:12,358 what tree would she be? 203 00:21:12,925 --> 00:21:15,233 You can choose others than just these. 204 00:21:15,675 --> 00:21:17,169 Any tree you want. 205 00:21:17,249 --> 00:21:18,909 I don't know. 206 00:21:23,008 --> 00:21:25,483 I've never thought about that. 207 00:21:28,258 --> 00:21:30,275 Did you know trees have feelings? 208 00:21:33,758 --> 00:21:35,983 They communicate with each other 209 00:21:36,300 --> 00:21:37,858 at a different, 210 00:21:38,258 --> 00:21:41,108 and much slower pace than humans. 211 00:21:54,008 --> 00:21:57,275 We register physical touch instantly. 212 00:22:03,892 --> 00:22:06,302 While trees have electric impulses 213 00:22:06,382 --> 00:22:08,742 that move very slowly. 214 00:22:39,050 --> 00:22:40,983 Vena amoris 215 00:22:43,508 --> 00:22:45,983 flows straight to the heart. 216 00:22:56,050 --> 00:22:57,775 Oak. 217 00:23:02,633 --> 00:23:04,358 Oaks are nice. 218 00:23:36,675 --> 00:23:38,233 Smell. 219 00:26:06,459 --> 00:26:08,059 I want to kiss you. 220 00:26:09,490 --> 00:26:13,465 TO ALL THE TREES IN THE WORLD 221 00:26:13,883 --> 00:26:17,483 The wisteria tree in Tochigi, Japan. 222 00:26:18,758 --> 00:26:21,233 The baobab tree on Madagascar. 223 00:26:22,675 --> 00:26:24,983 The Joshua tree in North America. 224 00:26:25,758 --> 00:26:29,275 The 5000-year-old Methuselah tree in California. 225 00:26:29,925 --> 00:26:32,983 The Olive tree of Vouves, on Crete. 226 00:26:34,050 --> 00:26:37,108 The dragon blood tree in Socotra, Yemen. 227 00:26:37,550 --> 00:26:41,483 The oak at the Vipassana Meditation Center in Sweden. 228 00:26:42,258 --> 00:26:45,483 The rainbow eucalyptus in the Philippines. 229 00:26:46,508 --> 00:26:48,858 The tamarind tree in Vietnam. 230 00:26:49,883 --> 00:26:54,233 The wild apple tree outside your old middle school. 231 00:27:08,550 --> 00:27:10,608 How do you say "dear" in Arabic? 232 00:27:13,133 --> 00:27:15,483 That means, "I don't know." 233 00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,316 When I was a child, the doctors said 234 00:27:20,550 --> 00:27:24,733 I had a systolic heart murmur. 235 00:27:25,258 --> 00:27:28,358 A murmur between my first and second heart sound. 236 00:27:28,675 --> 00:27:32,150 Like someone's playing music in your heart. 237 00:27:34,675 --> 00:27:36,233 How many siblings do you have? 238 00:27:36,633 --> 00:27:39,733 I have a 23-year-old brother. 239 00:27:40,133 --> 00:27:42,275 - How about you? - Five. 240 00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:44,858 Five? Oh shit! 241 00:27:46,008 --> 00:27:49,941 I'm the youngest. Shackled and ignored. 242 00:27:50,175 --> 00:27:52,025 And controlled. 243 00:28:00,175 --> 00:28:02,900 - Wait, what are we eating? - Each other. 244 00:28:03,133 --> 00:28:06,233 - Are we drinking each other, too? - Yeah. 245 00:28:08,508 --> 00:28:10,358 - Hey. - What? 246 00:28:12,258 --> 00:28:15,400 Don't become a love-bulimic like me. 247 00:28:44,300 --> 00:28:46,108 Fucking wolf. 248 00:28:48,925 --> 00:28:50,608 Can my foot have a joint? 249 00:28:52,633 --> 00:28:54,900 - Your toe? - Yeah, like that. 250 00:28:57,883 --> 00:28:59,233 Are you holding it? 251 00:29:01,508 --> 00:29:04,400 It's like a giant bong. 252 00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:07,736 Want to go to Copenhagen? 253 00:29:07,816 --> 00:29:09,650 What about Berlin instead? 254 00:29:10,300 --> 00:29:11,608 Berlin again? 255 00:29:13,758 --> 00:29:17,733 Weren't you supposed to take that meditation course? 256 00:29:18,383 --> 00:29:21,358 Yeah, but I can do that some other time. 257 00:29:22,133 --> 00:29:25,483 You've put it off for months. Seriously. 258 00:29:25,925 --> 00:29:28,108 I'd rather go to Copenhagen. 259 00:29:38,665 --> 00:29:40,664 Remember I told you about 260 00:29:40,744 --> 00:29:42,858 calling my mom from that skyscraper? 261 00:29:43,383 --> 00:29:44,983 This is dead. 262 00:29:45,508 --> 00:29:47,025 When she didn't pick up her phone? 263 00:29:48,925 --> 00:29:50,674 I had a plan that, 264 00:29:50,754 --> 00:29:52,275 after my death, 265 00:29:52,675 --> 00:29:56,108 one of my friends would mix my ashes with sand from Bornholm. 266 00:29:56,883 --> 00:29:58,525 And then 267 00:29:59,050 --> 00:30:02,400 put it in an hourglass on my mom's kitchen table. 268 00:30:03,133 --> 00:30:05,476 So she could turn it over every hour. 269 00:30:05,556 --> 00:30:07,108 Back and forth. 270 00:30:09,133 --> 00:30:12,233 Or I could take your ashes. 271 00:30:12,675 --> 00:30:14,400 Roll a joint. 272 00:30:14,758 --> 00:30:16,000 Go to your mother's, 273 00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:18,483 and make her smoke the whole thing. 274 00:30:19,411 --> 00:30:22,136 So you'd always be a part of her. 275 00:30:24,633 --> 00:30:26,108 Yeah. 276 00:30:37,258 --> 00:30:38,483 23? 277 00:30:39,133 --> 00:30:41,608 And then like this. 278 00:30:45,258 --> 00:30:46,983 88. 279 00:30:49,383 --> 00:30:51,150 What is that? 280 00:30:51,633 --> 00:30:55,358 My heart rate, the first time I saw you. 281 00:31:03,675 --> 00:31:05,400 What was yours? 282 00:31:09,133 --> 00:31:10,444 Eight. 283 00:31:14,883 --> 00:31:16,150 No! 284 00:31:20,258 --> 00:31:21,983 89. 285 00:31:25,925 --> 00:31:27,733 Over here! 286 00:31:28,758 --> 00:31:30,983 Who's going to take it? Come on! 287 00:31:40,258 --> 00:31:41,400 - Take it! - Come here! 288 00:31:41,633 --> 00:31:43,566 - Come get it! - Give it to me! 289 00:31:43,800 --> 00:31:45,608 I have the ball! 290 00:31:48,425 --> 00:31:49,983 Billy! 291 00:31:52,758 --> 00:31:54,358 Viktor! 292 00:31:55,425 --> 00:31:56,983 Let go! 293 00:32:13,675 --> 00:32:15,108 - Huh? - Huh? 294 00:32:22,508 --> 00:32:23,900 - Huh? - Huh? 295 00:32:24,300 --> 00:32:26,108 I'm speaking Danish. 296 00:32:29,728 --> 00:32:30,995 - Oh my god! - Stand still! 297 00:32:50,258 --> 00:32:51,775 Shit. 298 00:32:54,383 --> 00:32:55,983 What's up? 299 00:33:11,300 --> 00:33:12,676 You seem distracted. 300 00:33:14,675 --> 00:33:16,858 Yeah, I feel a little distant. 301 00:33:18,550 --> 00:33:20,316 I rolled a joint at work today. 302 00:33:20,396 --> 00:33:22,564 Felt a little anxious. 303 00:33:25,175 --> 00:33:26,491 Why? 304 00:33:30,633 --> 00:33:32,406 It relaxes my thoughts 305 00:33:32,532 --> 00:33:35,339 regarding things I have doubts about. 306 00:33:41,300 --> 00:33:42,885 Do you have doubts about me? 307 00:33:43,090 --> 00:33:44,163 No. 308 00:33:44,633 --> 00:33:45,982 Not you. 309 00:33:49,425 --> 00:33:50,425 Good. 310 00:33:50,758 --> 00:33:52,554 I need to tell you something. 311 00:33:57,550 --> 00:33:59,630 I'm dating someone named Zara. 312 00:34:00,675 --> 00:34:04,049 And she's in a relationship with two other people. 313 00:34:05,925 --> 00:34:08,150 And they all have to agree 314 00:34:08,383 --> 00:34:10,775 before she can see me. 315 00:34:11,258 --> 00:34:14,233 And that structure doesn't work for me. 316 00:34:19,633 --> 00:34:21,358 I also have a partner. 317 00:34:23,925 --> 00:34:25,733 His name is Jason. 318 00:34:26,383 --> 00:34:29,775 He's another person in my life. 319 00:34:33,258 --> 00:34:36,084 He's Australian. He just moved to Copenhagen... 320 00:34:36,209 --> 00:34:37,559 Wait! 321 00:34:49,008 --> 00:34:50,400 What does that mean? 322 00:34:51,133 --> 00:34:52,840 He'll be there for a year, 323 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:54,650 to study and be near me. 324 00:34:55,508 --> 00:34:57,358 He knows about you. 325 00:34:57,747 --> 00:34:59,637 I’ve been trying to tell you for a 326 00:34:59,717 --> 00:35:01,722 long time, every time we met, but... 327 00:35:02,383 --> 00:35:04,237 I don't know what I was thinking. 328 00:35:04,317 --> 00:35:05,483 I'm sorry. 329 00:35:06,008 --> 00:35:07,407 I like you. 330 00:35:07,564 --> 00:35:08,615 A lot. 331 00:35:09,623 --> 00:35:11,375 I don't want a relationship with you, 332 00:35:11,455 --> 00:35:13,231 but I want to be with you. 333 00:36:49,258 --> 00:36:50,733 Look at me. 334 00:36:53,633 --> 00:36:55,733 This is all bullshit. 335 00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:03,608 It's so annoying! 336 00:37:03,883 --> 00:37:05,275 Fucking "kælling". 337 00:37:05,633 --> 00:37:07,400 She is a fucking "kælling". 338 00:37:07,758 --> 00:37:09,650 Are you going to sit here, 339 00:37:09,883 --> 00:37:11,733 and cry over a fuck? 340 00:37:13,133 --> 00:37:14,303 - Killing? - Kælling. 341 00:37:14,383 --> 00:37:15,508 What? 342 00:37:15,633 --> 00:37:17,483 - Kælling. - Like in "killing"? 343 00:37:17,758 --> 00:37:21,483 No, kælling. It means bitch. 344 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:23,141 But worse. 345 00:37:23,324 --> 00:37:24,329 Cunt. 346 00:37:24,409 --> 00:37:26,483 - In Danish. Worse. - Cunt in a bad way. 347 00:37:26,758 --> 00:37:27,816 - Kælling. - Kælling. 348 00:37:28,050 --> 00:37:31,358 - Fucking kælling. - Fucking kælling. 349 00:37:31,633 --> 00:37:34,650 Nilo is a fucking kælling. 350 00:37:34,883 --> 00:37:36,733 A kælling. 351 00:37:39,383 --> 00:37:41,345 Fuck girls don't pay rent to live in your head. 352 00:37:41,425 --> 00:37:44,009 So what do you do? You throw the bitch out! 353 00:39:01,263 --> 00:39:03,183 When I met my current monogamous partner, 354 00:39:03,263 --> 00:39:06,025 and mentioned I was in an open relationship 355 00:39:06,149 --> 00:39:07,928 he had a really hard time to trust me. 356 00:39:08,008 --> 00:39:09,983 Because he thought I was this raging whore. 357 00:39:10,216 --> 00:39:12,686 But really I was just trying to be super-open about it. 358 00:39:12,766 --> 00:39:14,127 So what if you were a raging whore? 359 00:39:14,207 --> 00:39:15,908 I totally was! 360 00:39:16,539 --> 00:39:18,896 My primary partner is the one I love and live with. 361 00:39:18,976 --> 00:39:20,220 We have a life together. 362 00:39:20,300 --> 00:39:21,816 But I need a lot of other things. 363 00:39:22,058 --> 00:39:24,738 I don't understand how you can only be with one person. 364 00:39:24,818 --> 00:39:27,584 I mean, the buffet is big! 365 00:39:28,425 --> 00:39:30,483 How can one person be everything? 366 00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:32,483 I'm just too big for that. I'm sorry. 367 00:39:32,716 --> 00:39:34,885 I don't know how I could share a partner. 368 00:39:34,965 --> 00:39:36,095 The jealousy... 369 00:39:36,175 --> 00:39:38,761 I personally, logically think it sounds really awesome. 370 00:39:38,841 --> 00:39:40,612 I just know for myself, it wouldn't work. 371 00:39:40,692 --> 00:39:42,783 As long as people are open and honest, 372 00:39:42,863 --> 00:39:44,308 and aren't hurting anyone else, 373 00:39:44,388 --> 00:39:45,858 why does anyone care? 374 00:39:45,938 --> 00:39:48,470 I don't understand why polyamory has to be a debate either. 375 00:39:48,550 --> 00:39:50,970 Because everyone's different. Treat people with respect. 376 00:39:51,050 --> 00:39:53,861 And it goes both ways. However you choose to love. 377 00:39:54,734 --> 00:39:56,793 There you can give blood. 378 00:39:57,050 --> 00:39:59,275 Blah! Don't say that. 379 00:40:11,300 --> 00:40:12,300 Hi? 380 00:40:14,966 --> 00:40:16,400 Hi. 381 00:40:24,050 --> 00:40:25,525 Nice to meet you. 382 00:40:28,550 --> 00:40:30,275 Nice shoes. 383 00:40:30,675 --> 00:40:32,150 Thank you. 384 00:40:35,091 --> 00:40:36,900 What are you doing at my job? 385 00:40:38,591 --> 00:40:40,150 I'm waiting for a friend. 386 00:40:41,675 --> 00:40:42,873 Here? 387 00:40:43,466 --> 00:40:44,739 He lives there. 388 00:40:57,675 --> 00:40:59,066 Can we talk? 389 00:41:08,300 --> 00:41:10,775 If you eat a menstruation bun. 390 00:41:26,841 --> 00:41:28,650 Here. Hold this. 391 00:41:30,300 --> 00:41:32,400 (Arabic) You are driving me crazy. 392 00:41:33,341 --> 00:41:34,650 Voilà. 393 00:41:36,675 --> 00:41:38,525 You are utterly insane. 394 00:41:40,341 --> 00:41:41,441 Whew! 395 00:41:43,925 --> 00:41:45,775 Mega delicious! 396 00:41:59,925 --> 00:42:01,441 Creation. 397 00:42:17,716 --> 00:42:19,150 Mm! 398 00:42:26,841 --> 00:42:29,150 I've thought about you a lot. 399 00:42:34,591 --> 00:42:35,900 I... 400 00:42:37,379 --> 00:42:39,675 I don’t know how I could have misinterpreted 401 00:42:39,755 --> 00:42:41,938 this whole situation. 402 00:42:45,925 --> 00:42:47,816 I feel horrible. 403 00:42:50,466 --> 00:42:52,816 How are things with your partner? 404 00:42:55,716 --> 00:42:57,650 - My partner? - Yeah? 405 00:43:00,425 --> 00:43:02,775 I don't even know what that is. 406 00:43:04,415 --> 00:43:06,687 I don't want to categorize 407 00:43:06,767 --> 00:43:09,294 or define my relationships. 408 00:43:13,300 --> 00:43:14,645 Right. 409 00:43:19,841 --> 00:43:22,150 I met Jason when. 410 00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:25,705 I was burned out after Bendik. 411 00:43:25,785 --> 00:43:28,150 We had been together for six years. 412 00:43:29,300 --> 00:43:30,816 We were... 413 00:43:33,675 --> 00:43:36,066 We were monogamous and all that. 414 00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:39,275 Yeah? 415 00:43:41,425 --> 00:43:44,775 I think that if I don't expect anything 416 00:43:45,091 --> 00:43:47,816 then no one will expect anything from me either. 417 00:43:53,466 --> 00:43:55,441 That sounds like a sad life. 418 00:44:06,341 --> 00:44:09,312 You always have expectations about something. 419 00:44:12,966 --> 00:44:15,191 I'm afraid of 420 00:44:15,466 --> 00:44:17,316 falling in love. 421 00:44:27,216 --> 00:44:30,816 But you really touch something in my heart. 422 00:44:37,341 --> 00:44:39,999 But it isn't dangerous to fall in love. 423 00:44:41,050 --> 00:44:43,199 What's the worst thing that could happen? 424 00:44:46,216 --> 00:44:48,025 I don't know. 425 00:44:49,925 --> 00:44:51,775 I don't know what to say. 426 00:44:52,966 --> 00:44:55,316 What are you afraid of? 427 00:44:58,175 --> 00:44:59,365 You. 428 00:45:03,675 --> 00:45:04,742 Me? 429 00:45:13,175 --> 00:45:15,400 Because I look up to you. 430 00:45:18,925 --> 00:45:20,941 You know so many things. 431 00:45:25,925 --> 00:45:27,691 Because you... 432 00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:31,960 You're a person who knows what you want. 433 00:45:38,386 --> 00:45:41,775 It's overwhelming when you come with your principles, 434 00:45:42,091 --> 00:45:44,872 and know exactly how things should be. 435 00:45:47,841 --> 00:45:49,025 But 436 00:45:49,341 --> 00:45:51,150 you also challenge me. 437 00:45:51,466 --> 00:45:52,525 A lot. 438 00:45:52,925 --> 00:45:54,441 And that... 439 00:45:57,675 --> 00:45:59,275 That's a good thing. 440 00:46:03,763 --> 00:46:06,668 You could challenge yourself a bit more. 441 00:46:08,550 --> 00:46:11,840 Instead of sticking to all those principles of yours. 442 00:46:15,925 --> 00:46:19,525 If you feel deep down, do they make you happy? 443 00:46:25,300 --> 00:46:26,900 Or what? 444 00:48:57,716 --> 00:49:00,066 You need a window cleaning. 445 00:49:20,716 --> 00:49:22,275 A professional 446 00:49:22,591 --> 00:49:24,150 window cleaning. 447 00:49:50,675 --> 00:49:52,400 No, I don't think so. 448 00:49:58,925 --> 00:50:00,525 Why are you smiling? 449 00:50:01,425 --> 00:50:02,650 Eh... 450 00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:07,775 Just something Zara wrote. 451 00:50:15,429 --> 00:50:17,124 Things haven't been great 452 00:50:17,204 --> 00:50:19,284 between me and Jason lately. 453 00:50:19,800 --> 00:50:23,095 Not for the past six months or so. 454 00:50:23,175 --> 00:50:24,738 No? 455 00:50:25,300 --> 00:50:26,691 Okay. 456 00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:29,400 But what... 457 00:50:29,925 --> 00:50:32,066 He's too sensitive. He's too... 458 00:50:33,091 --> 00:50:34,650 Too... 459 00:50:36,030 --> 00:50:39,255 He has too many mood swings. I can't deal with that. 460 00:50:40,425 --> 00:50:41,457 Right. 461 00:50:41,714 --> 00:50:43,150 But are you happy together? 462 00:50:43,341 --> 00:50:44,900 Happy? 463 00:50:47,925 --> 00:50:49,495 Define happy. 464 00:50:50,300 --> 00:50:53,775 It's to be naive. To be fearless. 465 00:50:55,175 --> 00:50:56,691 It’s not that easy. 466 00:50:58,175 --> 00:50:59,804 But what does that even mean? 467 00:50:59,884 --> 00:51:01,691 Those are just words! 468 00:51:02,175 --> 00:51:05,205 It means it doesn't have to be difficult. 469 00:51:07,425 --> 00:51:10,150 It’s not difficult to like you. 470 00:51:10,550 --> 00:51:14,650 But it’s not always easy to like myself. 471 00:51:15,675 --> 00:51:17,400 Why do you like me? 472 00:51:20,550 --> 00:51:22,466 Because you don't judge me. 473 00:51:28,675 --> 00:51:32,400 Let's get this day started. 474 00:51:33,175 --> 00:51:34,347 I have to go to the office. 475 00:51:34,427 --> 00:51:36,275 No! Stay here! 476 00:51:36,508 --> 00:51:37,633 Come on, let go. 477 00:51:37,713 --> 00:51:40,025 No! You're staying here! 478 00:51:40,300 --> 00:51:43,400 It's hot outside. What do you want to do in here? 479 00:51:43,675 --> 00:51:46,025 - I want you to lay here with me. - Billy, no. 480 00:51:46,300 --> 00:51:49,275 - Stay Nilo, stay. - Billy, no. 481 00:51:49,559 --> 00:51:50,597 Just for a while. 482 00:51:50,677 --> 00:51:52,284 No, no. 483 00:51:52,555 --> 00:51:54,188 Let go of me! 484 00:51:54,268 --> 00:51:55,280 Or what? 485 00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:56,845 You know what I'll do? 486 00:51:56,925 --> 00:51:58,275 I'll force you... 487 00:51:58,550 --> 00:51:59,511 Ouch! 488 00:51:59,591 --> 00:52:02,400 I'll force you to watch a boring documentary 489 00:52:02,493 --> 00:52:04,441 about alternative economic models. 490 00:52:04,675 --> 00:52:06,816 I'd love that! 491 00:52:07,050 --> 00:52:09,900 - Stay! - Come on, let go. 492 00:52:10,175 --> 00:52:12,025 Stay here with me. 493 00:52:12,300 --> 00:52:14,836 - Let go. - No, stay! 494 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:18,816 You can't leave! 495 00:52:20,841 --> 00:52:22,275 You are so tiring. 496 00:52:43,425 --> 00:52:45,316 Wow, you still have that? 497 00:52:45,675 --> 00:52:47,025 Bendik! 498 00:52:47,300 --> 00:52:48,816 Hi! 499 00:52:49,925 --> 00:52:51,362 You still work here? 500 00:52:51,442 --> 00:52:52,511 I do. 501 00:52:52,591 --> 00:52:53,674 How are you? 502 00:52:53,754 --> 00:52:54,845 Good. 503 00:52:54,925 --> 00:52:57,220 - How's your music going? - Great. 504 00:52:57,300 --> 00:52:59,691 I've changed my stage name to King Exodus. 505 00:52:59,925 --> 00:53:02,400 Wow, that's cool. 506 00:53:15,414 --> 00:53:16,796 I'll put you on the guest list. 507 00:53:16,876 --> 00:53:18,140 Yes, do that! 508 00:53:18,550 --> 00:53:19,941 Talk to you later. 509 00:53:20,216 --> 00:53:21,941 Okay. 510 00:53:26,966 --> 00:53:28,650 That was my ex. 511 00:53:34,841 --> 00:53:37,400 I'll be a little late on Saturday. 512 00:53:37,675 --> 00:53:39,144 For the rave. 513 00:53:40,091 --> 00:53:42,400 I was thinking of bringing Zara. 514 00:53:42,800 --> 00:53:44,275 Is that OK? 515 00:53:45,300 --> 00:53:46,566 Okay. 516 00:53:48,300 --> 00:53:50,275 - Oh my god! - Let's go. 517 00:53:50,966 --> 00:53:53,191 My body is so stiff. 518 00:53:54,050 --> 00:53:55,900 Take all of this... 519 00:53:59,550 --> 00:54:02,025 Loosen up a bit in here. 520 00:54:05,425 --> 00:54:08,525 I've been thinking about polyamory. 521 00:54:11,175 --> 00:54:12,775 And I've been thinking 522 00:54:13,050 --> 00:54:15,650 it's a nice concept. 523 00:54:16,175 --> 00:54:20,066 You get a lot of free love, but can still be... 524 00:54:21,341 --> 00:54:24,566 You can be free in your relationships. 525 00:54:24,925 --> 00:54:27,108 You're not just one-plus-one. 526 00:54:27,341 --> 00:54:30,650 You have enough love for more than one person at a time. 527 00:54:31,050 --> 00:54:33,150 That's a nice thought. 528 00:54:33,550 --> 00:54:36,316 But the most important thing with polyamory, 529 00:54:36,591 --> 00:54:40,066 as far as I can tell, is total honesty. 530 00:54:42,216 --> 00:54:44,441 But that hasn't been the case. 531 00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:46,275 No. 532 00:54:47,425 --> 00:54:49,345 I don't know. 533 00:54:49,425 --> 00:54:52,066 I feel like I'd be open to thinking differently. 534 00:54:52,425 --> 00:54:53,941 - Yeah? - Or... 535 00:54:54,216 --> 00:54:56,150 There's something about not 536 00:54:56,550 --> 00:54:58,383 having ownership 537 00:54:58,613 --> 00:54:59,970 of another person. 538 00:55:00,050 --> 00:55:01,191 Or that... 539 00:55:01,558 --> 00:55:03,146 It doesn't have to be the reason 540 00:55:03,226 --> 00:55:05,491 that holds the relationship together. 541 00:55:05,716 --> 00:55:06,816 That’s right. 542 00:55:10,675 --> 00:55:13,690 I think you need honesty, regardless. 543 00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:19,066 But 544 00:55:19,466 --> 00:55:22,691 we're very happy together when things are good. 545 00:55:24,550 --> 00:55:26,025 But is that enough? 546 00:55:28,716 --> 00:55:30,275 I don't know. 547 00:55:38,050 --> 00:55:39,816 How is your love life? 548 00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:44,316 Fucked. 549 00:55:45,300 --> 00:55:47,025 - No. - As always. 550 00:55:50,800 --> 00:55:53,039 - This is the best stretch. - Little baby. 551 00:55:57,466 --> 00:56:00,275 Would you be my mother? And my father? 552 00:56:00,591 --> 00:56:02,275 And my boyfriend? 553 00:56:15,050 --> 00:56:16,775 - I've missed you. - Likewise. 554 00:56:17,050 --> 00:56:19,268 I'm so happy you're here tonight. 555 00:56:19,348 --> 00:56:21,566 I'm so happy I'm here too. 556 00:56:21,790 --> 00:56:23,392 This is the best party. 557 00:56:23,472 --> 00:56:25,806 You guys are the best. I love you. 558 00:56:26,050 --> 00:56:27,650 I love you too. 559 00:56:28,429 --> 00:56:29,669 I love you. 560 00:56:29,749 --> 00:56:32,191 We have to stay together forever. 561 00:56:33,466 --> 00:56:34,900 Of course. 562 00:56:36,591 --> 00:56:38,150 Forever. 563 00:56:39,216 --> 00:56:41,025 We will. 564 00:56:41,425 --> 00:56:43,566 You and me and you and me. 565 00:56:43,925 --> 00:56:45,775 Me, you and yourself. 566 00:56:46,966 --> 00:56:47,966 Oh! 567 00:56:48,966 --> 00:56:50,650 What? 568 00:56:55,800 --> 00:57:01,150 Incredible, really. And she said she's Norwegian and she said, 569 00:57:01,425 --> 00:57:04,566 "Hey, come to Oslo!" And I said, "OK!" 570 00:57:08,216 --> 00:57:10,900 Hello, hey! 571 00:57:11,300 --> 00:57:12,941 Good to see you! 572 00:57:13,550 --> 00:57:14,900 Hey! 573 00:57:15,175 --> 00:57:16,566 - Hey, Zara. - Hi. 574 00:57:24,716 --> 00:57:26,441 - Come on. - Okay. 575 00:57:27,300 --> 00:57:29,691 We've practiced this since grade school. 576 00:57:29,925 --> 00:57:31,441 One, two, three. 577 00:57:34,925 --> 00:57:36,650 Are you okay? 578 00:57:38,925 --> 00:57:41,025 Ring, ring, ring. Jessica? 579 00:57:41,341 --> 00:57:42,525 Ring, ring, ring, ring. 580 00:57:42,841 --> 00:57:44,275 - Hi, Billy! - How's it going? 581 00:57:44,550 --> 00:57:48,025 - It's going good, baby, how you doing? - I'm good! 582 00:57:48,466 --> 00:57:50,400 - Where are you? - I am... 583 00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:52,900 In Lindsay Lohan's house. 584 00:57:53,175 --> 00:57:55,025 - What?! - I'm watching her dogs. 585 00:57:55,591 --> 00:57:57,275 - She lives in Kyoto. - Shit! 586 00:57:57,591 --> 00:58:00,525 - I'm actually in Egypt for a DJ-gig. - Awesome. 587 00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:03,900 Playing a gig in a pyramid. A rave! 588 00:58:04,175 --> 00:58:06,275 Hang on. Stay on the line. 589 00:58:11,050 --> 00:58:13,400 Ring, ring. Nilo? 590 00:58:13,675 --> 00:58:15,900 Ring, ring, ring. Nilo! 591 00:58:16,216 --> 00:58:17,816 Nilo, I'm calling you! 592 00:58:18,175 --> 00:58:20,275 - Hello? - Hello. 593 00:58:20,716 --> 00:58:22,862 Hi, you doing good? 594 00:58:22,942 --> 00:58:24,310 Yeah, doing great. 595 00:58:24,934 --> 00:58:27,325 Do you guys want to come with me to Egypt? 596 00:58:27,550 --> 00:58:30,025 Pyramid rave. Mummies walking around and all. 597 00:58:30,247 --> 00:58:32,186 I'm bringing Lindsay Lohan's dogs. 598 00:58:32,266 --> 00:58:33,514 Yes! 599 00:58:33,925 --> 00:58:35,900 Shall we? 600 00:58:36,216 --> 00:58:37,432 We're in! 601 00:58:37,512 --> 00:58:38,816 Okay, see you soon. 602 00:58:39,175 --> 00:58:40,775 Bye. 603 00:58:41,599 --> 00:58:42,825 Should I hang up now? 604 00:58:42,905 --> 00:58:44,944 No, hold the line. 605 01:01:30,925 --> 01:01:32,650 Hello, hello, hello! 606 01:01:32,925 --> 01:01:35,400 Hi, guys, hi. 607 01:01:36,550 --> 01:01:38,316 - I'm Zara. - Elisa. 608 01:01:38,550 --> 01:01:40,066 - Nilo. - Jon. 609 01:01:40,675 --> 01:01:42,233 How do you know Billy? 610 01:01:42,466 --> 01:01:44,650 We're just getting to know her. 611 01:01:45,216 --> 01:01:46,310 Want some? 612 01:01:46,390 --> 01:01:47,691 Not right now. 613 01:01:48,966 --> 01:01:50,275 Can we have some? 614 01:01:51,550 --> 01:01:52,550 Thanks. 615 01:01:55,341 --> 01:01:57,025 Mm, delicious. 616 01:01:57,591 --> 01:01:59,275 Fine, I'll take a half. 617 01:02:00,540 --> 01:02:02,271 I love sucking cock on ecstasy. 618 01:02:02,351 --> 01:02:03,816 Me too. 619 01:02:05,300 --> 01:02:06,941 Do you? 620 01:02:07,425 --> 01:02:08,566 Yeah. 621 01:02:08,925 --> 01:02:11,650 I don't really like to have sex on drugs. 622 01:02:12,050 --> 01:02:13,050 It's not for everyone. 623 01:02:13,216 --> 01:02:16,233 I like experimenting with multiple partners. 624 01:02:16,466 --> 01:02:17,983 Penetration is optional. 625 01:02:18,216 --> 01:02:21,207 I think only one man has asked my 626 01:02:21,287 --> 01:02:23,396 permission to penetrate me. 627 01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:26,858 Yeah, but I think women are bad at setting boundaries. 628 01:02:27,091 --> 01:02:30,191 You ask women if they want to be penetrated, right? 629 01:02:30,425 --> 01:02:32,828 - You know... - I just feel myself in! 630 01:02:34,309 --> 01:02:36,283 That's really fucked up. 631 01:02:36,573 --> 01:02:37,595 Yeah. 632 01:02:37,675 --> 01:02:39,408 Then you're just like most men. 633 01:02:39,488 --> 01:02:41,358 That's disgusting. 634 01:02:41,591 --> 01:02:43,275 In Norway we have this saying, 635 01:02:43,550 --> 01:02:46,025 that we need to de-patriarchalize the pussy. 636 01:02:46,300 --> 01:02:49,066 De-patriarchalize the pussy! 637 01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:03,191 Okay. 638 01:03:04,175 --> 01:03:06,025 I've been thinking. 639 01:03:06,258 --> 01:03:09,900 There are eight types of love in the world. 640 01:03:11,425 --> 01:03:14,191 Agape. Unconditional love. 641 01:03:14,550 --> 01:03:16,525 Eros. Romantic love. 642 01:03:16,841 --> 01:03:18,441 Philia. Affectionate love. 643 01:03:18,716 --> 01:03:20,650 Philautia. Self-love. 644 01:03:21,049 --> 01:03:22,606 Storge. 645 01:03:22,686 --> 01:03:24,650 Between parent and child. 646 01:03:25,050 --> 01:03:28,025 Pragma. Enduring love. 647 01:03:28,425 --> 01:03:31,650 And then there's Ludus. Playful love. 648 01:03:32,050 --> 01:03:34,150 And Mania. Obsessive love. 649 01:03:35,050 --> 01:03:36,900 So, which one are you? 650 01:03:39,050 --> 01:03:41,691 I don't want to divide it like that. 651 01:03:44,300 --> 01:03:46,525 Are you afraid of love? Is that it? 652 01:03:46,925 --> 01:03:48,316 Why would you say that? 653 01:03:48,675 --> 01:03:51,775 I have love for many different people. 654 01:03:52,675 --> 01:03:55,191 Anyway, I am. 655 01:03:56,925 --> 01:03:58,900 Pragma, enduring love. 656 01:03:59,175 --> 01:04:01,150 And of course Agape. 657 01:04:02,050 --> 01:04:03,525 Unconditional. 658 01:04:06,925 --> 01:04:08,066 Okay. 659 01:04:16,716 --> 01:04:19,191 But if you have to choose one, 660 01:04:20,716 --> 01:04:22,441 which one would you be? 661 01:04:27,841 --> 01:04:29,691 I'm not going to answer that question. 662 01:04:31,050 --> 01:04:32,066 Okay. 663 01:04:42,800 --> 01:04:45,691 So you two are polyamorous? 664 01:04:46,050 --> 01:04:47,050 Yes. 665 01:04:47,549 --> 01:04:49,178 We're open. 666 01:04:49,258 --> 01:04:52,046 We have sex with other people. 667 01:04:52,456 --> 01:04:54,728 - And with each other. - Mostly with each other. 668 01:04:54,808 --> 01:04:56,963 But when you're with someone else, 669 01:04:57,043 --> 01:04:59,949 aren't you afraid of falling in love? 670 01:05:00,300 --> 01:05:02,309 It can happen in any kind of relationship, 671 01:05:02,389 --> 01:05:03,650 including monogamous ones. 672 01:05:04,048 --> 01:05:05,656 I was afraid of that. 673 01:05:05,736 --> 01:05:06,775 Yes, you were. 674 01:05:07,133 --> 01:05:09,400 I found that a bit difficult. 675 01:05:09,675 --> 01:05:12,775 You have to trust that the bond you share is strong. 676 01:05:13,216 --> 01:05:15,603 You're not so afraid of that now. 677 01:05:19,425 --> 01:05:20,689 You're curious. 678 01:05:21,091 --> 01:05:22,775 Will there be an after party? 679 01:05:23,175 --> 01:05:25,150 - Yes. - Yes? 680 01:05:27,466 --> 01:05:28,466 Fun! 681 01:05:29,341 --> 01:05:31,525 - Are you coming? - I'm coming. 682 01:05:32,800 --> 01:05:33,816 Ok! 683 01:05:53,300 --> 01:05:55,275 Don't fall asleep. Here. 684 01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:00,650 Know what you can use that for? 685 01:06:00,966 --> 01:06:03,150 - What? - You can bleach your hair. 686 01:06:03,249 --> 01:06:04,287 Seriously? 687 01:06:04,367 --> 01:06:06,316 That’s what white girls do in summer. 688 01:06:06,800 --> 01:06:08,761 You think Nilo walks around with lemon in her hair? 689 01:06:08,841 --> 01:06:10,201 For sure. 690 01:06:10,281 --> 01:06:11,566 Fake blonde. 691 01:06:45,091 --> 01:06:46,566 Are you okay? 692 01:06:57,341 --> 01:06:59,150 You smell so good. 693 01:07:31,925 --> 01:07:33,275 I think I'm going to go. 694 01:07:33,550 --> 01:07:35,941 We can go together if we go the same... 695 01:07:36,216 --> 01:07:38,066 No, I'll take a taxi. 696 01:07:48,800 --> 01:07:51,316 I don't think she's going to hurt you. 697 01:07:54,050 --> 01:07:55,150 Ciao-ciao. 698 01:07:55,425 --> 01:07:56,425 Bye, guys! 699 01:07:57,300 --> 01:07:58,691 Bye. 700 01:07:59,050 --> 01:08:00,650 Bye. 701 01:08:09,591 --> 01:08:11,191 Come. 702 01:08:26,300 --> 01:08:27,941 - Want to join? - No. 703 01:08:50,675 --> 01:08:52,525 It's so hot in here! 704 01:08:54,050 --> 01:08:55,775 - You okay? - Yeah. 705 01:08:58,300 --> 01:09:00,270 It's important that you don't feel 706 01:09:00,350 --> 01:09:02,775 you're just a dildo for us. 707 01:09:03,224 --> 01:09:05,199 Don't worry, I don't. 708 01:09:05,466 --> 01:09:07,025 That's good. 709 01:10:26,300 --> 01:10:28,525 Hey, sorry I'm late. 710 01:10:28,925 --> 01:10:30,150 No worries. 711 01:10:30,425 --> 01:10:31,650 Hi! 712 01:10:31,966 --> 01:10:36,275 Yvonne has eaten some porridge and done her homework. 713 01:10:36,675 --> 01:10:38,816 Just remember her medication. 714 01:10:39,591 --> 01:10:41,275 - Is it okay if I leave? - Yes. 715 01:10:41,550 --> 01:10:43,025 Thanks for waiting. 716 01:10:43,341 --> 01:10:46,400 No worries. Bye, Yvonne. Bye, Billy. 717 01:10:49,300 --> 01:10:51,025 Can I taste? 718 01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:27,816 Is everything okay, Billy? 719 01:12:13,216 --> 01:12:14,992 Is there any more coffee? 720 01:12:15,675 --> 01:12:17,150 Help yourself. 721 01:12:21,175 --> 01:12:24,441 When I was backpacking in Vietnam I learned 722 01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:27,275 to always share my food. 723 01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:30,827 That’s what binds people together. 724 01:12:34,800 --> 01:12:38,525 It's funny, because in Scandinavia we are so wealthy. 725 01:12:38,974 --> 01:12:41,283 We have everything we need. 726 01:12:41,925 --> 01:12:43,775 But still... 727 01:12:44,426 --> 01:12:45,932 It's such a 728 01:12:46,535 --> 01:12:48,154 cheap culture. 729 01:12:48,425 --> 01:12:51,275 Yours is yours and mine is mine. 730 01:12:51,550 --> 01:12:54,525 But you can't change the entire culture in Scandinavia. 731 01:12:55,050 --> 01:12:56,050 So... 732 01:12:57,841 --> 01:12:59,846 Do you think Norway, 733 01:13:00,237 --> 01:13:03,127 Denmark or Sweden is most fucked up? 734 01:13:11,716 --> 01:13:13,316 Is this bacon? 735 01:13:15,175 --> 01:13:17,150 Yes, but... 736 01:13:22,466 --> 01:13:23,868 It's not pig, so 737 01:13:23,948 --> 01:13:25,650 it pollutes less. 738 01:13:28,175 --> 01:13:30,900 You mean pigs pollute less than cows? 739 01:13:32,091 --> 01:13:33,775 It's still meat. 740 01:13:36,425 --> 01:13:38,525 If you've started eating meat, 741 01:13:38,883 --> 01:13:41,566 want to go to the Charcoal Grill tomorrow? 742 01:13:41,925 --> 01:13:43,441 I can't. 743 01:13:46,300 --> 01:13:48,525 How about the day after tomorrow? 744 01:13:48,925 --> 01:13:52,150 On Fridays they have live Persian music. 745 01:13:52,841 --> 01:13:55,400 I can't. I'm getting an unexpected visitor. 746 01:13:56,300 --> 01:13:57,775 I have to prioritize that. 747 01:13:58,216 --> 01:14:00,775 You know I work during the day. 748 01:14:02,175 --> 01:14:04,768 And I'll be busy with that in the evenings. 749 01:14:09,300 --> 01:14:10,900 Is it Jason? 750 01:14:34,990 --> 01:14:38,405 Is this the best Aussie ginger cock you've ever seen? 751 01:15:01,309 --> 01:15:02,981 Someone's asking if he's the best 752 01:15:03,061 --> 01:15:05,839 Australian cock you've ever had. 753 01:15:07,973 --> 01:15:09,448 That's private! 754 01:15:15,175 --> 01:15:17,066 What will you answer him? 755 01:15:21,925 --> 01:15:23,316 What will you say? 756 01:15:26,925 --> 01:15:28,316 That he is. 757 01:15:31,300 --> 01:15:32,525 Nice. 758 01:15:33,591 --> 01:15:35,816 He’s staying here for two weeks. 759 01:15:36,841 --> 01:15:39,191 It's just a short visit. 760 01:15:40,925 --> 01:15:41,925 And 761 01:15:43,300 --> 01:15:47,316 he's coming from Amsterdam where he met his lover. 762 01:15:50,091 --> 01:15:52,150 How do you feel about that? 763 01:15:53,800 --> 01:15:55,275 It's fine. 764 01:15:59,175 --> 01:16:00,900 I'm working on it. What can I do? 765 01:16:01,175 --> 01:16:03,316 This is how I want it. 766 01:16:06,550 --> 01:16:07,691 Hmm. 767 01:16:09,425 --> 01:16:11,066 He's asked about you. 768 01:16:13,300 --> 01:16:14,427 About me? 769 01:16:14,507 --> 01:16:15,470 Yeah. 770 01:16:15,550 --> 01:16:17,816 Then I'd like to meet him. 771 01:16:18,456 --> 01:16:19,750 We don't have time for that. 772 01:16:19,830 --> 01:16:20,918 You don't have time? 773 01:16:21,425 --> 01:16:24,400 He's here for two weeks. You can find the time. 774 01:16:24,800 --> 01:16:28,775 We have a lot to do. And we've bought Interrail tickets. 775 01:16:29,091 --> 01:16:31,025 He's coming home with me 776 01:16:31,341 --> 01:16:33,816 to Uppsala, this summer. 777 01:16:35,091 --> 01:16:36,900 So it's not possible. 778 01:16:37,300 --> 01:16:39,066 Why didn't you tell me? 779 01:16:40,675 --> 01:16:41,816 I just did. 780 01:16:42,175 --> 01:16:43,941 Yeah, right now. 781 01:16:54,341 --> 01:16:55,816 What about you? 782 01:16:56,925 --> 01:16:59,400 You don't tell me anything either. 783 01:17:00,455 --> 01:17:03,189 You meet other people without telling me. 784 01:17:03,269 --> 01:17:05,685 You seem completely happy. 785 01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:09,525 Of course, because we never fucking inform each other. 786 01:17:10,289 --> 01:17:13,288 You want relationships where you don't share anything. 787 01:17:14,635 --> 01:17:17,220 You get annoyed when I ask for information. 788 01:17:17,300 --> 01:17:19,650 Why should I give you information? 789 01:17:20,885 --> 01:17:22,485 Even if I don't ask, 790 01:17:22,633 --> 01:17:25,525 it would be nice if you told me. 791 01:17:25,800 --> 01:17:27,316 That would be nice. 792 01:17:27,396 --> 01:17:28,736 Nice, huh? 793 01:17:29,095 --> 01:17:31,820 What you're saying makes no sense! 794 01:17:33,675 --> 01:17:35,525 First we talk, then not! 795 01:17:35,605 --> 01:17:37,595 Then say something, then not! 796 01:17:37,675 --> 01:17:40,945 I know damn well I'm just a side project for you... 797 01:17:41,591 --> 01:17:43,191 But I don't know what to do! 798 01:17:45,300 --> 01:17:46,775 - Side project? - Yes. 799 01:17:47,050 --> 01:17:48,275 - Really? - Yes. 800 01:17:48,675 --> 01:17:50,241 You feel like a side project? 801 01:17:50,321 --> 01:17:51,405 Of course I do! 802 01:17:51,485 --> 01:17:55,005 - Of course you're not a side project! - Then what the hell am I? 803 01:17:59,107 --> 01:18:01,257 What do you really feel about me? 804 01:18:12,550 --> 01:18:13,775 Huh? 805 01:18:18,077 --> 01:18:19,075 I don't know. 806 01:18:19,155 --> 01:18:20,361 Exactly, nothing! 807 01:18:37,290 --> 01:18:39,153 I think we started off wrong 808 01:18:39,233 --> 01:18:41,275 after we first met, 809 01:18:41,508 --> 01:18:43,275 and I wasn't completely honest. 810 01:18:43,675 --> 01:18:45,150 I think... 811 01:18:46,675 --> 01:18:48,905 I just want to end things 812 01:18:49,277 --> 01:18:50,397 in a good way. 813 01:18:52,675 --> 01:18:56,105 Because you have a very special place in my heart. 814 01:18:58,800 --> 01:19:01,150 I'm leaving town next week. 815 01:19:02,175 --> 01:19:04,941 Then I'm going to Berlin with Jason. 816 01:20:10,591 --> 01:20:15,650 She's cut some deep emotional scars in you. 817 01:20:23,591 --> 01:20:26,316 Tell her she hurt you. 818 01:20:27,216 --> 01:20:29,191 Nilo, you know 819 01:20:29,466 --> 01:20:32,668 that everything is your fault. 820 01:20:33,175 --> 01:20:36,553 And now you'll do anything you can to get Billy back. 821 01:20:38,466 --> 01:20:42,316 Tell her! Tell Billy that she's the only one you want, Nilo. 822 01:22:18,925 --> 01:22:20,941 Your star sign was Aquarius. 823 01:22:27,716 --> 01:22:30,525 Famous people with the same sign are: 824 01:22:31,591 --> 01:22:33,275 Michael Jordan. 825 01:22:33,800 --> 01:22:35,025 Eva Braun. 826 01:22:35,966 --> 01:22:37,316 Paris Hilton. 827 01:22:37,716 --> 01:22:39,025 Ronaldo. 828 01:22:39,425 --> 01:22:40,691 Mozart. 829 01:22:41,675 --> 01:22:43,191 Shakira. 830 01:22:44,800 --> 01:22:46,191 James Dean. 831 01:22:47,300 --> 01:22:48,816 Yoko Ono. 832 01:22:51,216 --> 01:22:52,691 Rosa Parks. 833 01:22:53,550 --> 01:22:55,025 Virginia Woolf. 834 01:22:56,425 --> 01:22:57,941 Oprah Winfrey. 835 01:23:05,591 --> 01:23:06,900 Look. 836 01:23:08,730 --> 01:23:10,596 My first time? 837 01:23:10,915 --> 01:23:12,095 Clara. 838 01:23:12,175 --> 01:23:14,650 You can't say no to those ladies. 839 01:23:15,925 --> 01:23:17,150 I was already nervous. 840 01:23:17,425 --> 01:23:19,900 And then she said: "We shave everything, right?" 841 01:23:20,175 --> 01:23:21,197 And I was like: 842 01:23:21,277 --> 01:23:22,941 "No, I want to save a little." 843 01:23:24,175 --> 01:23:28,650 "No. You want to save a little strip? No, no." 844 01:23:28,925 --> 01:23:30,580 "No?" 845 01:23:30,660 --> 01:23:32,363 "No. We’re taking everything." 846 01:23:32,443 --> 01:23:34,418 "OK, I guess we're taking everything." 847 01:23:34,841 --> 01:23:37,025 I looked like a ribbed chicken. 848 01:23:38,068 --> 01:23:39,963 Looking good, Viktor! 849 01:23:40,043 --> 01:23:41,229 Really. 850 01:23:41,309 --> 01:23:43,068 But not me. 851 01:23:43,148 --> 01:23:44,553 You're going to keep yours? 852 01:23:44,633 --> 01:23:47,066 Yes, because I have integrity. 853 01:23:48,591 --> 01:23:51,566 Maybe your soul is in your hair. 854 01:23:51,800 --> 01:23:55,691 So I have removed a part of your souls. 855 01:23:55,819 --> 01:23:57,749 There' s no growing back. 856 01:23:57,829 --> 01:24:00,419 There is of course growing back! 857 01:24:00,800 --> 01:24:03,191 - It will take some time. - Not for me. 858 01:24:03,357 --> 01:24:05,582 I have healthy hair growth. 859 01:24:15,675 --> 01:24:17,525 Hey! 860 01:24:21,966 --> 01:24:23,650 Hi! 861 01:24:24,550 --> 01:24:26,400 First party! 862 01:24:29,304 --> 01:24:31,585 - Want some? - Meds make me drowsy. 863 01:24:31,925 --> 01:24:32,942 Mind if we take some? 864 01:24:33,022 --> 01:24:34,275 Go ahead. 865 01:24:39,591 --> 01:24:41,025 Queen. 866 01:24:41,300 --> 01:24:42,900 Thank you! 867 01:24:43,800 --> 01:24:46,775 <i>Clit-hop! Drown you like the ocean!</i> 868 01:24:47,050 --> 01:24:49,941 <i>Ten fingers up the pussy we can take it!</i> 869 01:24:50,425 --> 01:24:53,441 <i>Crush you, drown you like the ocean!</i> 870 01:24:53,716 --> 01:24:57,816 <i>Ten fingers up the pussy we can take it...</i> 871 01:25:47,966 --> 01:25:49,900 Can you lick each other? 872 01:25:51,925 --> 01:25:53,291 Can you lick each other in the ass? 873 01:25:53,371 --> 01:25:55,775 She wants us to rim. 874 01:25:56,175 --> 01:25:57,316 No. 875 01:25:57,800 --> 01:25:59,650 But I can lick you. 876 01:26:00,091 --> 01:26:01,400 Okay. 877 01:26:08,716 --> 01:26:11,441 Do you also fuck women, or just...? 878 01:26:13,175 --> 01:26:14,775 Sometimes. 879 01:26:16,358 --> 01:26:17,799 Okay. 880 01:26:18,640 --> 01:26:19,950 Shit. 881 01:26:32,307 --> 01:26:33,948 - What? - Do you have a pill? 882 01:26:34,050 --> 01:26:36,275 Excuse me for a moment, guys. 883 01:26:38,800 --> 01:26:40,191 Here. 884 01:26:41,925 --> 01:26:43,275 Everything okay? 885 01:26:51,841 --> 01:26:53,025 You can hit harder. 886 01:26:53,300 --> 01:26:55,025 - Okay? - Try. 887 01:26:58,466 --> 01:27:00,441 - Feel good? - Yeah. 888 01:27:00,925 --> 01:27:02,275 A bit more? 889 01:27:04,241 --> 01:27:06,150 Ah! Okay! 890 01:27:07,175 --> 01:27:10,150 You have to close your fingers. 891 01:27:11,425 --> 01:27:12,832 And then smack upwards. 892 01:27:13,261 --> 01:27:14,261 Okay? 893 01:27:15,300 --> 01:27:18,650 If you do it there it really hurts. 894 01:27:19,175 --> 01:27:20,469 A lot. 895 01:27:24,966 --> 01:27:26,525 And you? 896 01:27:26,841 --> 01:27:29,150 You just focus on the pain. 897 01:27:30,216 --> 01:27:31,775 Let it flow. 898 01:27:34,675 --> 01:27:36,296 What's your job? 899 01:27:36,376 --> 01:27:37,810 I work in research. 900 01:27:39,925 --> 01:27:41,650 What kind of research? 901 01:27:43,905 --> 01:27:45,477 I work with nuclear weapons. 902 01:28:26,175 --> 01:28:28,191 Sit down. 903 01:28:32,716 --> 01:28:34,525 Put your boxers back on. 904 01:28:36,050 --> 01:28:37,400 Yeah, okay. 905 01:28:41,425 --> 01:28:43,775 - Come here. - Sit! 906 01:28:54,050 --> 01:28:56,025 Stop touching yourself. 907 01:28:57,675 --> 01:29:00,275 Take your hand away from the dick. 908 01:29:04,216 --> 01:29:07,316 Try cumming without touching yourself. 909 01:29:08,800 --> 01:29:10,400 Okay? 910 01:29:10,675 --> 01:29:12,400 Seriously? 911 01:29:16,216 --> 01:29:18,191 Okay, try. 912 01:29:23,300 --> 01:29:24,775 Try. 913 01:29:39,091 --> 01:29:41,191 Concentrate. Yes! 914 01:29:48,341 --> 01:29:50,275 Try! 915 01:29:53,175 --> 01:29:54,983 Come on. You can do it. 916 01:29:55,216 --> 01:29:57,233 Concentrate. 917 01:29:57,466 --> 01:30:01,150 You're going to cum without touching yourself! 918 01:30:02,050 --> 01:30:03,775 That's it! 919 01:30:08,300 --> 01:30:09,775 Sorry. 920 01:31:36,402 --> 01:31:42,626 I'm back in Oslo... can we meet? 921 01:31:55,300 --> 01:31:56,792 Hi. 922 01:31:56,966 --> 01:31:58,524 Sorry I'm late. 923 01:31:58,604 --> 01:31:59,775 No problem. 924 01:32:01,175 --> 01:32:02,441 Hi. 925 01:32:03,466 --> 01:32:05,525 Hey, Billy. 926 01:32:05,925 --> 01:32:07,525 Hi. 927 01:32:10,050 --> 01:32:12,816 How have you been lately? 928 01:32:13,091 --> 01:32:14,900 Good. 929 01:32:18,050 --> 01:32:19,525 Great. 930 01:32:20,675 --> 01:32:21,941 Yeah. 931 01:32:25,050 --> 01:32:26,342 And you? 932 01:32:26,422 --> 01:32:28,066 I'm good. Good. 933 01:32:28,425 --> 01:32:31,900 I've been busy with that seminar 934 01:32:32,341 --> 01:32:35,316 I've been working on for a while. 935 01:32:35,675 --> 01:32:37,650 And I've been with Jason. 936 01:32:41,925 --> 01:32:43,223 How's that been? 937 01:32:43,303 --> 01:32:45,150 It's been good. 938 01:32:46,675 --> 01:32:48,525 We've had time to talk. 939 01:32:52,050 --> 01:32:53,461 Talk about what? 940 01:32:53,541 --> 01:32:55,816 About our differences. 941 01:32:57,425 --> 01:33:00,191 And how they have affected our relationship. 942 01:33:02,425 --> 01:33:05,470 He's going to Zimbabwe for a couple of weeks 943 01:33:05,550 --> 01:33:08,217 to do fieldwork. 944 01:33:10,091 --> 01:33:12,775 And to feel the distance. 945 01:33:16,716 --> 01:33:18,066 Feel the distance? 946 01:33:18,341 --> 01:33:19,816 From me. 947 01:33:22,050 --> 01:33:23,691 That... 948 01:33:26,966 --> 01:33:28,775 That sounds wise. 949 01:33:38,591 --> 01:33:40,150 I can't... 950 01:33:41,425 --> 01:33:43,859 I can't promise anything to anyone right now. 951 01:33:45,925 --> 01:33:48,525 I feel a little confused. 952 01:33:50,841 --> 01:33:52,900 So it's a little 953 01:33:53,300 --> 01:33:54,900 difficult. 954 01:33:56,466 --> 01:33:58,900 Last year I wanted to get married. 955 01:34:00,540 --> 01:34:02,954 He didn't want to. He wanted to wait. 956 01:34:05,175 --> 01:34:06,691 Okay. 957 01:34:07,800 --> 01:34:10,118 All I want now, is to have relationships 958 01:34:10,198 --> 01:34:14,034 that aren't so dramatic or chaotic. 959 01:34:16,425 --> 01:34:19,400 I want everyone to feel... 960 01:34:21,716 --> 01:34:23,525 Respected. 961 01:34:24,466 --> 01:34:26,066 Seen. 962 01:34:28,050 --> 01:34:29,900 And accepted. 963 01:34:33,466 --> 01:34:35,025 Yeah. 964 01:34:41,800 --> 01:34:43,275 I mean... 965 01:34:44,550 --> 01:34:45,991 I'm sorry. 966 01:34:51,800 --> 01:34:54,191 I don't know what to say to you. 967 01:34:59,841 --> 01:35:01,965 I just want you to understand me. 968 01:35:18,175 --> 01:35:19,816 Twelve, Viktor! 969 01:35:38,341 --> 01:35:40,775 - Want to play? - Yeah, sure. 970 01:35:48,175 --> 01:35:50,191 If I'm in, I'm in! 971 01:35:59,925 --> 01:36:01,201 I'm going to bed. 972 01:36:01,281 --> 01:36:02,441 Cool to see you again. 973 01:36:02,800 --> 01:36:04,441 Good night. 974 01:36:23,550 --> 01:36:25,941 I’m just having some water. 975 01:36:30,050 --> 01:36:31,691 Hey! What are you doing? 976 01:36:32,091 --> 01:36:33,547 I need to brush my teeth. 977 01:36:33,627 --> 01:36:35,650 No, you don't. Get out! 978 01:36:36,050 --> 01:36:37,915 I've seen you pee before. 979 01:36:38,090 --> 01:36:39,301 It's no big deal. 980 01:36:39,466 --> 01:36:41,025 Get out! 981 01:36:42,216 --> 01:36:44,233 Amy's not answering. I was going to sleep there. 982 01:36:44,466 --> 01:36:45,691 I can sleep here. 983 01:36:46,050 --> 01:36:47,650 You can't stay here. 984 01:36:47,925 --> 01:36:50,191 You're still in love with me. 985 01:36:51,550 --> 01:36:52,898 Say it. 986 01:36:55,591 --> 01:36:56,783 Am I right? 987 01:37:00,433 --> 01:37:02,555 Say you're not in love with me, and I'll leave. 988 01:37:04,466 --> 01:37:05,636 - Say it. - Let me through. 989 01:37:05,716 --> 01:37:07,731 Say you're not in love with me, and I'll leave. 990 01:37:11,188 --> 01:37:12,216 Move! 991 01:37:30,300 --> 01:37:31,900 Are you... 992 01:37:33,675 --> 01:37:36,150 How long will you be in Oslo? 993 01:37:36,591 --> 01:37:39,150 I bought an Interrail ticket. 994 01:37:39,550 --> 01:37:41,025 So I don't know. 995 01:37:42,050 --> 01:37:43,275 We'll see. 996 01:37:43,550 --> 01:37:44,900 It depends. 997 01:37:45,175 --> 01:37:46,775 Yeah. 998 01:39:09,341 --> 01:39:11,150 Good night. 999 01:40:21,050 --> 01:40:22,650 I want you. 1000 01:40:56,341 --> 01:40:58,316 No. 1001 01:41:10,050 --> 01:41:11,900 I don't think you do. 1002 01:41:20,591 --> 01:41:22,025 I do. 1003 01:41:26,800 --> 01:41:28,650 You just think you do. 1004 01:43:23,966 --> 01:43:28,441 If this was the last thing I could say to you, 1005 01:43:30,925 --> 01:43:34,066 I'd tell you that I will miss you. 1006 01:43:38,425 --> 01:43:39,525 Before. 1007 01:43:41,800 --> 01:43:42,941 Now. 1008 01:43:46,966 --> 01:43:49,566 And in the future we'll never have. 1009 01:43:57,716 --> 01:44:00,316 I'll miss our conversations. 1010 01:44:00,693 --> 01:44:03,370 I'll miss your impulsivity 1011 01:44:03,450 --> 01:44:05,687 and your unpredictability. 1012 01:44:14,675 --> 01:44:16,400 I really love you. 1013 01:44:16,966 --> 01:44:19,191 23 life cycles. 1014 01:44:23,114 --> 01:44:25,214 Maybe we met too late. 1015 01:44:27,317 --> 01:44:28,917 Or too soon. 1016 01:44:31,510 --> 01:44:35,901 We keep looking at the last image of each other. 1017 01:44:39,050 --> 01:44:40,816 But it keeps fading. 1018 01:44:46,050 --> 01:44:48,775 Until I no longer can see who we are. 1019 01:44:51,550 --> 01:44:53,275 Maybe 1020 01:44:53,591 --> 01:44:56,275 our longing for each other's love 1021 01:44:56,550 --> 01:44:59,931 actually was a longing for change within ourselves. 1022 01:45:06,841 --> 01:45:08,169 Thank you. 1023 01:45:12,633 --> 01:45:14,025 And I'm sorry. 1024 01:45:18,737 --> 01:45:26,737 EXPLOSIONS IN THE HEART 1024 01:45:27,305 --> 01:46:27,928