The Good Girl

1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=- 2 00:00:56,115 --> 00:00:59,778 As a girl, you see the world like a giant candy store 3 00:00:59,952 --> 00:01:02,978 filled with sweet candy and such. 4 00:01:05,657 --> 00:01:11,926 But one day you look around and see a prison. And you're on death row. 5 00:01:13,532 --> 00:01:17,127 You want to run or scream, 6 00:01:17,302 --> 00:01:19,293 or cry. 7 00:01:19,972 --> 00:01:22,964 But something's locking you up. 8 00:01:27,513 --> 00:01:33,315 Are other folks' cows chewing cud till the hour come when their heads roll? 9 00:01:37,456 --> 00:01:42,291 Or are they just keeping quiet, like you 10 00:01:45,130 --> 00:01:47,963 planning their escape? 11 00:01:54,940 --> 00:01:56,635 On your left, honey. 12 00:01:56,808 --> 00:02:00,073 - What's that cashier's name? - Can't say. 13 00:02:00,245 --> 00:02:04,511 - When did he start working here? - Don't know. Yesterday? 14 00:02:05,884 --> 00:02:09,547 - Who is he? - Don't know. Can't say. 15 00:02:09,721 --> 00:02:13,179 - What are you doing? - It's called work, princess. 16 00:02:13,358 --> 00:02:17,158 Kind of fun. You might want to give it a go someday. 17 00:02:17,329 --> 00:02:22,665 Attention, shoppers. There's a Retail Rodeo special on aisle three. 18 00:02:22,834 --> 00:02:26,031 Liquid Drain Cleaner, two cans for 5 dollars. 19 00:02:26,205 --> 00:02:31,609 Liquid Drain Cleaner has churning power and will churn through your pipes. 20 00:02:31,777 --> 00:02:37,010 Ladies, shove something clean and new up your filthy pipes. 21 00:02:37,182 --> 00:02:39,878 That's Liquid Drain Cleaner, on aisle three. 22 00:02:40,052 --> 00:02:45,251 Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Retail Rodeo. 23 00:02:47,793 --> 00:02:51,923 Hey, Justine? Can I talk to you for a second? 24 00:02:52,197 --> 00:02:57,294 I was just curious. Have you ever been to a Bible study? 25 00:02:57,502 --> 00:03:01,131 We got a good one every Wednesday at the 1st Church of Nazarene. 26 00:03:01,306 --> 00:03:06,801 Rodney comes, Benita comes. You got any interest in reading the Bible? 27 00:03:07,012 --> 00:03:12,211 - I have my own, you know, beliefs. - We don't preach fire and brimstone. 28 00:03:12,384 --> 00:03:14,978 Ten Commandments, gotta live by those. 29 00:03:15,153 --> 00:03:19,954 We're not interested in scaring people. We're about loving Jesus. 30 00:03:20,125 --> 00:03:22,821 I kind of like my nights to myself. 31 00:03:23,028 --> 00:03:28,523 Maybe you'll have eternal hellfire all to yourself. Just kidding. Drive safe. 32 00:03:29,935 --> 00:03:31,232 Bye-bye. 33 00:03:58,797 --> 00:04:02,927 - Hey, Justine. - Hey, Teeny. How was your day? 34 00:04:03,869 --> 00:04:09,705 - The same. How's yours? - Wind was flipping up paint in our eyes. 35 00:04:10,676 --> 00:04:13,008 Paint stings. 36 00:04:13,178 --> 00:04:17,581 I feel like I've been attacked by hornets in my eyeballs. 37 00:04:19,451 --> 00:04:21,851 - Bubba, stand up. - Why? 38 00:04:24,523 --> 00:04:29,392 For Christ's sakes. Look at that couch, Phil. 39 00:04:29,628 --> 00:04:34,224 Y'all got paint all over it. This ain't gonna come off. 40 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:36,627 Damn it, Phil. 41 00:04:48,180 --> 00:04:51,172 I think we got most of it up. 42 00:04:51,350 --> 00:04:53,215 You two were stoned. 43 00:04:53,452 --> 00:04:57,650 Keep doing that, you'll slip off the ladder and crack open your head. 44 00:04:57,823 --> 00:05:02,192 - You do stupid things when you're high. - Like what? 45 00:05:02,427 --> 00:05:06,488 Like sitting on my couch with your big blue ass. 46 00:05:06,665 --> 00:05:10,226 Everything turns to shit. We finally get nice things, 47 00:05:10,402 --> 00:05:14,566 and everything just gets messed up. Why is this TV buzzing? 48 00:05:14,873 --> 00:05:17,740 It's the wind doing that. 49 00:05:19,344 --> 00:05:24,179 - They say the wind's different lately. - Different from what? 50 00:05:52,611 --> 00:05:55,239 What you reading? 51 00:05:57,082 --> 00:06:01,610 Catcher in the Rye. I'm named after it. 52 00:06:01,820 --> 00:06:04,880 - What's your name, Catcher? - Holden. 53 00:06:05,056 --> 00:06:09,550 After Holden Caulfield. He's the main character. 54 00:06:09,728 --> 00:06:11,753 What's he do? 55 00:06:11,930 --> 00:06:16,424 He's put upon by society. The hypocrisy of the world. 56 00:06:18,470 --> 00:06:21,962 I notice that you're not very social. 57 00:06:22,808 --> 00:06:25,641 - I'm a writer, so... - What do you write? 58 00:06:26,845 --> 00:06:31,214 Novels, plays, screenplays, stories, poetry. 59 00:06:34,119 --> 00:06:39,022 - Justine'll be right over with you. - I better go. 60 00:06:44,129 --> 00:06:47,098 What happens at the end of your book? 61 00:06:47,265 --> 00:06:51,463 He has a nervous breakdown, goes to a mental hospital. 62 00:06:57,876 --> 00:07:02,336 You don't get paid to pick your crack. You get paid to work. 63 00:07:02,514 --> 00:07:05,483 - I'm not sure I can do makeovers. - Come on. 64 00:07:05,650 --> 00:07:09,950 Little Pan-Cake, eyeliner, mascara, rouge and powder it up. 65 00:07:10,188 --> 00:07:13,555 Then you take a moist tissue, roll it in a ball, 66 00:07:13,758 --> 00:07:16,556 and toss it in their face. 67 00:07:17,796 --> 00:07:21,163 I'm talking to a tree stump. Where are you? 68 00:07:21,366 --> 00:07:25,632 - Sorry, I'm just a little tired. - It's the food you eat. 69 00:07:25,804 --> 00:07:30,832 Look at me. I'm 10 years older than you and I've got 10 times your energy. 70 00:07:31,009 --> 00:07:34,206 Because I don't eat meat, and I don't eat dairy. 71 00:07:34,646 --> 00:07:39,879 Probably why you can't get pregnant and why you have that hung-jaw look. 72 00:07:40,051 --> 00:07:45,887 - It's the cheese and the chicken. - The doctor says I'm fertile. 73 00:07:46,057 --> 00:07:49,493 - I could re-populate the planet. - Then, what's the deal? 74 00:07:49,728 --> 00:07:53,687 Did he say you were getting enough vitamins? 75 00:07:53,865 --> 00:07:55,594 He didn't say. 76 00:08:03,875 --> 00:08:07,572 Or you could make a paint where, at different angles 77 00:08:07,746 --> 00:08:10,874 the house is different colors. 78 00:08:12,117 --> 00:08:16,417 Like, you stand at the front door, 79 00:08:16,588 --> 00:08:18,351 and the house is red. 80 00:08:18,590 --> 00:08:22,526 You stand at the street, the house is green. 81 00:08:22,694 --> 00:08:28,564 Or you could make an invisible paint and make the whole house disappear. 82 00:08:28,733 --> 00:08:32,100 What would be neat is a paint that could change 83 00:08:32,270 --> 00:08:35,068 the molecular structure of a house. 84 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:39,802 - Like a chemical-acid deal. - What do you think, Teeny? 85 00:08:39,978 --> 00:08:43,379 I think you two are a pair of potheads. 86 00:08:47,452 --> 00:08:51,821 - Are you getting a whole one or a half? - I'm getting that right there. 87 00:08:51,990 --> 00:08:56,051 You didn't bring this in with you? Then I'll charge you for it. 88 00:08:56,294 --> 00:09:01,231 This is a hand lotion so don't put it on any other part of your body. 89 00:09:01,399 --> 00:09:05,768 We try to keep lawsuits to a minimum, unless the customer's at fault. 90 00:09:06,004 --> 00:09:10,168 - Do you always wear makeup? - Not very often. 91 00:09:10,642 --> 00:09:14,373 - Here's your change. Fuck you very much. - Excuse me? 92 00:09:14,746 --> 00:09:16,646 Thank you very much. 93 00:09:17,015 --> 00:09:20,416 Good as new, I tell you. Good as new. 94 00:09:20,585 --> 00:09:24,578 You might be interested in purchasing some of the products 95 00:09:24,756 --> 00:09:28,021 I'm not buying anything today. 96 00:09:28,193 --> 00:09:31,287 That'd be a mistake. These are bargain prices. 97 00:09:31,463 --> 00:09:33,931 I didn't bring my purse. 98 00:09:37,402 --> 00:09:41,395 - I hate my job. - That makes two of us. 99 00:09:41,640 --> 00:09:44,108 I hate everybody here. 100 00:09:44,609 --> 00:09:49,512 I hate Gwen. I don't know what the hell she's so happy about. 101 00:09:51,316 --> 00:09:56,379 I'm starting to understand why maniacs shoot everybody to pieces. 102 00:09:56,554 --> 00:09:59,352 Maybe you're a maniac. 103 00:10:00,458 --> 00:10:02,289 Maybe so. 104 00:10:11,636 --> 00:10:15,697 You know, your lips are real pouty, like a woman. 105 00:10:15,874 --> 00:10:19,173 Your eyes always look sad, the way they droop. 106 00:10:19,444 --> 00:10:23,312 - How old are you? - 22. 107 00:10:23,581 --> 00:10:26,846 I'm an old lady next to you. 108 00:10:27,152 --> 00:10:31,020 - How old are you? - How old do you think? 109 00:10:31,990 --> 00:10:34,015 I don't know. 110 00:10:36,561 --> 00:10:39,496 I'm 30 years old. 111 00:10:42,033 --> 00:10:48,029 - How long have you been working here? - Forever and a day. 112 00:10:54,479 --> 00:10:58,108 - You don't have a car? - I live down the street. 113 00:10:58,283 --> 00:11:00,251 You can ride in here. 114 00:11:03,788 --> 00:11:10,193 - Do you want to come in? - I don't know. I'm in a funk. 115 00:11:10,795 --> 00:11:13,195 Well, I'm not gonna beg you. 116 00:11:21,773 --> 00:11:26,107 - Be in my room. - Okay, Tom. 117 00:11:31,616 --> 00:11:34,278 They call you "Tom"? 118 00:11:34,452 --> 00:11:37,751 It's my slave name. 119 00:11:37,922 --> 00:11:40,891 Holden is what I call myself. 120 00:11:43,261 --> 00:11:48,460 - This is my room. - Not a lot to look at. 121 00:11:49,768 --> 00:11:52,430 What are your folks like? 122 00:11:53,638 --> 00:11:55,970 They're okay. 123 00:11:56,908 --> 00:12:01,140 They don't get me. I mean, they're all right, I just... 124 00:12:02,747 --> 00:12:07,775 - My husband doesn't get me. - Since when do you have a husband? 125 00:12:08,052 --> 00:12:10,452 Since seven years. 126 00:12:10,622 --> 00:12:13,147 He's a painter. 127 00:12:14,993 --> 00:12:18,929 - What's he paint? - Houses. 128 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:26,164 He's a pig. He talks, but he doesn't think. 129 00:12:27,205 --> 00:12:29,639 I'm sick of it. 130 00:12:30,975 --> 00:12:33,273 Do you go to college? 131 00:12:33,978 --> 00:12:35,707 I had to drop out. 132 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:40,214 I had a problem with drinking. But I'll go back. I just gotta 133 00:12:40,385 --> 00:12:43,877 prove to my folks I can fly straight. 134 00:12:44,088 --> 00:12:49,993 - Did you go to college? - I was afraid I'd lose Phil if I went. 135 00:12:50,161 --> 00:12:52,652 Now that'd be reason enough to go. 136 00:12:59,137 --> 00:13:04,006 I was looking at you in the store, and I liked how you kept to yourself. 137 00:13:06,177 --> 00:13:09,169 I saw in your eyes that you hate the world. 138 00:13:11,015 --> 00:13:13,643 I hate it too. 139 00:13:15,687 --> 00:13:18,349 You know what I'm talking about? 140 00:13:36,674 --> 00:13:42,374 After living in the dark for so long, a glimpse of light can make you giddy. 141 00:13:43,882 --> 00:13:48,342 Strange thoughts come into your head and you better think them. 142 00:13:52,190 --> 00:13:56,854 Has a special fate been calling you and you not listening? 143 00:13:58,162 --> 00:14:02,861 Is there a secret message in front of you and you're not reading it? 144 00:14:05,570 --> 00:14:08,198 Is this your last, best chance? 145 00:14:11,910 --> 00:14:14,572 Are you gonna take it? 146 00:14:18,249 --> 00:14:23,277 Or are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins? 147 00:14:26,291 --> 00:14:30,091 Notifying your wife? If you had a wife. 148 00:14:40,238 --> 00:14:44,834 Teeny, you're pretty. Bubba, isn't Teeny pretty? 149 00:14:45,109 --> 00:14:48,306 I've seen better, I've seen worse. 150 00:14:48,713 --> 00:14:52,410 No, that's why I ain't never married. 151 00:14:52,583 --> 00:14:56,576 You got yourself the best fish in the sea. 152 00:14:57,755 --> 00:15:01,020 I wonder what it'd be like to be a woman. 153 00:15:01,225 --> 00:15:04,626 All that smooth skin. 154 00:15:04,796 --> 00:15:06,821 Long hair. 155 00:15:07,632 --> 00:15:11,534 If I was a woman, I'd be a slut. 156 00:15:11,736 --> 00:15:14,830 A lesbian slut. 157 00:15:16,274 --> 00:15:19,835 Gwen says smoking marijuana lowers your sperm. 158 00:15:22,347 --> 00:15:24,440 Lowers it to where? 159 00:15:27,151 --> 00:15:30,018 Maybe you're the infertile one around here. 160 00:15:30,188 --> 00:15:35,251 Maybe every time you smoke a doobie, you're killing our unborn children. 161 00:15:43,768 --> 00:15:45,963 Okay, close. 162 00:15:53,511 --> 00:15:55,672 Why are you limping? 163 00:15:56,414 --> 00:16:01,647 I twisted up my ankle. On the stairs. 164 00:16:02,487 --> 00:16:06,321 I was wondering, maybe you'd give me a ride home? 165 00:16:07,025 --> 00:16:09,550 Yeah, sure. Okay. 166 00:16:11,896 --> 00:16:14,865 I'll talk to you about it later. 167 00:16:16,300 --> 00:16:21,533 All I know is, every woman should have one beau before any woman has two beaus. 168 00:16:21,906 --> 00:16:25,398 He's not my beau, he's my friend. 169 00:16:25,576 --> 00:16:28,739 Happy Halloween, Retail Rodeo shoppers. 170 00:16:28,913 --> 00:16:33,350 There's a Retail Rodeo special on all bulk candy on aisle four. 171 00:16:34,018 --> 00:16:40,048 Ghouls, goblins, witches and warlocks wandering these aisles day after day 172 00:16:40,224 --> 00:16:43,557 I put a Halloween curse on your hellish heads. 173 00:16:43,728 --> 00:16:46,595 Goodnight, Corny. Happy Halloween. 174 00:16:46,764 --> 00:16:50,393 I'm not a pagan but thanks all the same. 175 00:16:51,702 --> 00:16:57,402 - Which ankle did you twist, Holden? - My left. 176 00:16:57,575 --> 00:17:03,980 You should put some cold water on it so it doesn't swell up and inflame. 177 00:17:08,119 --> 00:17:12,112 You're a writer, so you have a goal, I guess. 178 00:17:14,125 --> 00:17:18,619 I used to, you know, lie in bed and imagine 179 00:17:18,796 --> 00:17:21,287 other cities. 180 00:17:21,466 --> 00:17:24,458 Other jobs I could have. 181 00:17:24,635 --> 00:17:26,068 Other husbands. 182 00:17:28,139 --> 00:17:31,973 Now I don't even know what to imagine anymore. 183 00:17:53,931 --> 00:17:59,335 - Holden, I have a husband. - I thought you said he was a pig. 184 00:18:00,104 --> 00:18:01,594 Well... 185 00:18:01,772 --> 00:18:03,467 Holden. 186 00:18:04,308 --> 00:18:07,471 I don't want to hurt anybody. 187 00:18:22,527 --> 00:18:27,988 I've been thinking about what you were saying about my sperm being low. 188 00:18:28,166 --> 00:18:34,162 I mean, I know I've got good sperm. Baby-making sperm. 189 00:18:36,174 --> 00:18:40,975 I suppose it couldn't hurt to have it confirmed by an expert. 190 00:18:41,145 --> 00:18:45,081 Who gives a shit? Who needs a fucking baby, anyway? 191 00:18:45,249 --> 00:18:49,242 Why don't you get that goddamn TV fixed? 192 00:18:49,453 --> 00:18:54,823 - What the hell? - It sounds like a helicopter is landing. 193 00:19:07,705 --> 00:19:11,732 You want a blackberry? A man was selling them on the road. 194 00:19:11,909 --> 00:19:16,073 - No, thank you. - They're real sweet. 195 00:19:16,247 --> 00:19:20,411 This is for you. From Holden. 196 00:19:20,585 --> 00:19:22,951 - Where is he? - He's got the day off. 197 00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:26,021 - He came by this morning with it. - Thanks. 198 00:19:26,190 --> 00:19:30,490 - Don't mention it. Hey, Gwen. - Hi, sugar. 199 00:19:44,408 --> 00:19:46,433 Dear Justine: 200 00:19:47,511 --> 00:19:51,777 Because of you I'll be quitting the Retail Rodeo. 201 00:19:52,049 --> 00:19:56,042 The last two days have been the most God-awful of my life. 202 00:19:56,621 --> 00:20:00,648 I've not been able to get rid of you in my head. 203 00:20:00,825 --> 00:20:06,127 I've never wanted anything so bad, and I have wanted many things. 204 00:20:06,297 --> 00:20:12,167 I'd given up long ago on being gotten by someone else, and then you came along. 205 00:20:12,536 --> 00:20:16,165 The idea that I could be gotten and never will 206 00:20:16,340 --> 00:20:21,903 is the worst feeling I've ever felt, and I've felt many bad feelings. 207 00:20:22,480 --> 00:20:25,938 I'm sorry I can never see you again, Justine. 208 00:20:26,117 --> 00:20:29,848 Forgive me for being so weak but that is who I am. 209 00:20:30,054 --> 00:20:34,354 Goodbye. Holden Worther. 210 00:20:37,828 --> 00:20:41,662 If, for some reason, you could change your mind, 211 00:20:41,832 --> 00:20:45,768 and want to be with me, body and soul 212 00:20:45,936 --> 00:20:47,927 meet me after work. 213 00:20:48,105 --> 00:20:52,633 I will be waiting for you at 5 p.m. outside Chuck E. Cheese. 214 00:20:52,810 --> 00:20:59,079 If you're not there at 5, you will never see me again in your lifetime. 215 00:21:01,485 --> 00:21:02,975 Gwen? 216 00:21:04,388 --> 00:21:07,016 - What's wrong? - I'm okay. 217 00:21:08,492 --> 00:21:10,824 I feel a little sick. 218 00:21:42,226 --> 00:21:43,659 Gwen? 219 00:21:51,435 --> 00:21:55,565 - Okay. You're okay. - What's going on in here? 220 00:22:01,445 --> 00:22:05,176 Jesus. Gwen, are you sick? 221 00:22:07,351 --> 00:22:12,550 We gotta get her to a hospital. Justine, drive her to St. Catherine's. 222 00:22:12,723 --> 00:22:17,387 - What time is it? - Quarter to five. Gotta be somewhere? 223 00:22:38,983 --> 00:22:41,884 - Gwen. - I had a dream. 224 00:22:42,052 --> 00:22:46,921 I had a dream I was sprouting a beard made of bean sprouts. 225 00:22:47,091 --> 00:22:50,720 - I'm going to let you off here, okay? - Okay. 226 00:22:50,895 --> 00:22:55,889 - You'll meet me inside? - Well 227 00:22:56,066 --> 00:23:00,059 I'm gonna park the car and then I'll come in and meet you. 228 00:23:03,307 --> 00:23:05,502 You're a doll. 229 00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:47,650 - I'm really glad you came. - I just ditched Gwen at the hospital. 230 00:23:47,852 --> 00:23:50,013 - Thank God. - Where are we going? 231 00:23:50,187 --> 00:23:52,655 - My house. - No, with your folks there? 232 00:23:53,257 --> 00:23:55,851 - Let's park somewhere. - This isn't well-planned. 233 00:23:56,026 --> 00:23:59,894 I don't know. Wherever you want, I just want to hold you. 234 00:24:10,841 --> 00:24:14,902 That's $45 even. And I need you to fill this out for me. 235 00:25:06,063 --> 00:25:07,963 Stay here! 236 00:25:41,065 --> 00:25:43,932 I can't do it. 237 00:25:44,101 --> 00:25:47,400 We'll be back here before you know it. 238 00:25:49,740 --> 00:25:54,177 I don't want to... I don't want to go. 239 00:25:59,116 --> 00:26:01,141 I'm yours. 240 00:26:01,619 --> 00:26:04,417 I'm all yours. 241 00:26:12,262 --> 00:26:13,957 - Hey. - Hey. 242 00:26:15,766 --> 00:26:18,166 Where you been? 243 00:26:19,403 --> 00:26:24,500 Gwen got real sick. She was throwing up all over the store. 244 00:26:25,142 --> 00:26:29,636 I had to take her to the hospital and sat with her. 245 00:26:29,813 --> 00:26:33,044 - Did she sick up on you? - No. 246 00:26:34,652 --> 00:26:41,057 - Did she sick up on anybody? - It's not funny, Phil. It's serious. 247 00:26:41,325 --> 00:26:46,729 I'll go by there after work tomorrow. And the next day. 248 00:27:00,477 --> 00:27:04,311 - Justine? What happened to you? - What? 249 00:27:04,481 --> 00:27:09,043 I went to check on Gwen. I looked all over for you. She asked for you. 250 00:27:10,154 --> 00:27:11,587 How is she? 251 00:27:12,723 --> 00:27:15,658 She was heaving up until nothing was left. 252 00:27:15,826 --> 00:27:19,728 Doctor said she ate something with a parasite or bacteria. 253 00:27:19,897 --> 00:27:25,597 - I bet it was those blackberries. - They'll keep her till she's better. 254 00:27:25,769 --> 00:27:30,035 So you're going to have to supervise cosmetics. 255 00:27:44,054 --> 00:27:47,455 - Stop it, somebody's gonna see. - I don't care. 256 00:27:47,624 --> 00:27:53,290 I crave you. I want to know everything about you. 257 00:27:53,764 --> 00:27:56,198 Who are you? 258 00:27:57,568 --> 00:28:00,196 I'm just this woman. 259 00:28:00,370 --> 00:28:05,637 We moved to Texas when I was 11. My daddy was in the Air Force. 260 00:28:05,809 --> 00:28:09,643 I want to knock your head open and see what's inside. 261 00:28:10,748 --> 00:28:14,582 I've had so much bad in my life. I can see you have too. 262 00:28:47,951 --> 00:28:52,081 Holden gave me two of his stories to read. 263 00:28:52,256 --> 00:28:57,353 It was more like the story of what a story would be. It was about a boy 264 00:28:57,628 --> 00:29:02,429 who was put upon. Whose mother is cold and selfish, 265 00:29:02,599 --> 00:29:06,091 and whose father wanted him to play football. 266 00:29:06,970 --> 00:29:11,430 Other people didn't get him, especially girls. 267 00:29:13,177 --> 00:29:17,375 The boy comes to believe that no one can ever really know him. 268 00:29:17,581 --> 00:29:23,315 He starts acting out, drinking and taking all kinds of drugs. 269 00:29:23,487 --> 00:29:28,982 At the end, the boy kills himself by jumping over a bridge. 270 00:29:29,827 --> 00:29:33,957 The second story was pretty much the same as the first. 271 00:29:34,198 --> 00:29:38,726 Except at the end, the boy kills himself by drinking bug poison. 272 00:29:50,247 --> 00:29:53,705 Your stories are intense. 273 00:29:55,152 --> 00:29:58,519 I just want to leave some kind of legacy. 274 00:29:58,856 --> 00:30:01,347 Something great. 275 00:30:01,658 --> 00:30:04,525 After that, I don't care what happens to me. 276 00:30:04,695 --> 00:30:07,528 Don't say that. 277 00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:14,700 I wish there was a story about me. 278 00:30:14,872 --> 00:30:18,171 I don't know who'd read it, though. 279 00:30:19,710 --> 00:30:21,644 I would. 280 00:30:25,048 --> 00:30:27,676 I like this. 281 00:30:29,019 --> 00:30:33,422 I like having a secret. Are you gonna be a secret, Holden? 282 00:30:33,657 --> 00:30:35,124 See? 283 00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:38,728 Now that you've met me, you're mysterious. 284 00:30:39,529 --> 00:30:42,054 And dark and twisted. 285 00:30:42,232 --> 00:30:46,726 - I'm doomed to hell, aren't I? - Yes, you are. 286 00:30:59,283 --> 00:31:01,251 What is it? 287 00:31:02,886 --> 00:31:06,117 That's Bubba's truck. Get in the car. 288 00:31:15,699 --> 00:31:21,433 Phil takes that truck to work every day. Bubba picks him up and drops him off. 289 00:31:21,605 --> 00:31:27,100 - Why would that truck be parked there? - I don't know. 290 00:31:27,277 --> 00:31:30,405 If he finds out about us 291 00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:34,778 - I won't let him hurt you. - He's big, Holden. He'll kill you. 292 00:31:34,952 --> 00:31:37,614 He'll beat me, but he will kill you. 293 00:31:37,988 --> 00:31:41,981 You can't worry about something that hasn't even happened. 294 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:48,421 I gotta go to the hospital. Don't! He could be following us. 295 00:32:02,212 --> 00:32:03,804 Justine. 296 00:32:04,614 --> 00:32:08,345 Poor lady. She just passed. 297 00:32:08,518 --> 00:32:13,114 - What? Who did? - Gwen. She passed away. 298 00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:19,193 What? I thought she had a stomachache. 299 00:32:19,463 --> 00:32:25,402 She got worse. She was on life support all day. 300 00:32:27,270 --> 00:32:31,673 - I don't understand. - It's God's will, Justine. 301 00:32:31,842 --> 00:32:35,539 No one can understand it. No point trying. 302 00:32:35,712 --> 00:32:40,479 It was just Gwen's time to fly away home. 303 00:32:42,219 --> 00:32:44,551 Gwen died today. 304 00:32:45,856 --> 00:32:48,051 What? 305 00:32:48,225 --> 00:32:51,319 Are you kidding? What for? 306 00:32:51,495 --> 00:32:56,899 - Parasite. Bacteria. Something she ate. - Are you okay? 307 00:32:58,001 --> 00:33:00,231 Where were you this afternoon? 308 00:33:01,038 --> 00:33:05,839 - Painting on Bovary. Why? - What time did Bubba bring you home? 309 00:33:06,009 --> 00:33:11,379 We knocked off early, about 4. Bubba had a date with a stewardess. Why? 310 00:33:21,358 --> 00:33:25,351 I can't believe she's dead. 311 00:33:29,866 --> 00:33:34,963 - I wasn't a very good friend to her. - Don't say that. 312 00:33:35,138 --> 00:33:39,404 Of course you were. Of course you were. 313 00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:56,448 Retail Rodeo employees, this is Jack Field, your store manager. 314 00:33:56,626 --> 00:34:00,426 Before we open, I have terrible and shocking news. 315 00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:06,125 One of our best employees, Gwen Jackson, died yesterday. 316 00:34:06,369 --> 00:34:11,238 Gwen was a real class act. She had a good attitude 317 00:34:11,408 --> 00:34:15,674 she had ideas. And we're all gonna miss her. 318 00:34:15,879 --> 00:34:20,179 If any of you need to collect your thoughts and remember Glenn... 319 00:34:20,383 --> 00:34:21,611 Gwen. 320 00:34:21,785 --> 00:34:24,652 Then today's the day. 321 00:34:24,821 --> 00:34:29,485 You'll be excused from work, and we'll just have to do without you. 322 00:34:30,527 --> 00:34:34,691 Gwen, this one's for you. 323 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:09,330 Holden had the notion to spend the day skinny-dipping and making love. 324 00:35:09,966 --> 00:35:13,800 He said we'd be like Adam and Eve, rolling in the dirt, 325 00:35:13,970 --> 00:35:16,837 and being one with the wilderness. 326 00:35:17,941 --> 00:35:21,968 He was so fixed on the idea that, even when the clouds were coming in, 327 00:35:22,145 --> 00:35:26,946 and the sky was getting dark, he kept on swimming. 328 00:35:28,752 --> 00:35:31,687 All my thoughts turned to death. 329 00:35:31,888 --> 00:35:35,654 I thought of Gwen's body, rotting away. 330 00:35:36,726 --> 00:35:40,059 I thought about what a nice person she was, 331 00:35:40,230 --> 00:35:43,597 so full of life and goodwill. 332 00:35:43,767 --> 00:35:46,736 If there is a heaven, Gwen would be there 333 00:35:46,903 --> 00:35:51,169 giving makeovers and offering up helpful advice. 334 00:35:52,042 --> 00:35:56,001 I thought, "If I died today, what would happen to me?" 335 00:35:56,179 --> 00:35:58,579 A hateful girl. 336 00:35:58,748 --> 00:36:01,615 A selfish girl. 337 00:36:02,852 --> 00:36:05,218 An adulteress. 338 00:36:05,388 --> 00:36:07,913 A liar. 339 00:36:27,777 --> 00:36:33,010 - What are we doing? - Making one out of two. 340 00:36:34,718 --> 00:36:37,949 I haven't thought this through. 341 00:36:40,557 --> 00:36:42,923 You leave him. 342 00:36:44,728 --> 00:36:47,322 And go where? 343 00:36:48,465 --> 00:36:53,562 With you on my arm, my folks will think I've changed. 344 00:36:53,737 --> 00:36:56,570 They'll stop thinking I'm such a loner. 345 00:36:56,740 --> 00:37:00,904 I have a girlfriend, a pretty one, who knows me and likes me. 346 00:37:01,077 --> 00:37:05,639 They'll be so happy, they'll give me money to write my novel. 347 00:37:05,949 --> 00:37:08,782 But where will we go? 348 00:37:08,952 --> 00:37:12,820 It'll be like... Catcher in the Rye. 349 00:37:13,490 --> 00:37:16,015 But by me. 350 00:37:16,192 --> 00:37:20,561 I'll be immortal and then, like J.D. Salinger, I'll just vanish. 351 00:37:21,831 --> 00:37:23,856 Hey, Teeny. 352 00:37:24,567 --> 00:37:26,762 We've been up to no good. 353 00:37:26,936 --> 00:37:30,770 We got the day off on account of the rain. 354 00:37:30,940 --> 00:37:33,500 I thought you might. 355 00:37:39,683 --> 00:37:45,121 Say, I heard about your friend being dead and all. I'm sorry. 356 00:37:45,288 --> 00:37:48,985 Yeah. She was real healthy too. 357 00:37:49,893 --> 00:37:53,454 Well, at least you were with her when she went. 358 00:37:56,499 --> 00:38:01,129 Isn't that right? You were with her when she went. 359 00:38:03,139 --> 00:38:06,870 I wish it would rain every day from here on out 360 00:38:07,844 --> 00:38:11,007 never have to paint again. 361 00:38:30,500 --> 00:38:32,024 Hey, Justine. 362 00:38:32,202 --> 00:38:34,898 - How you holding up? - Fine. 363 00:38:35,071 --> 00:38:37,767 It's a real shocker. 364 00:38:38,007 --> 00:38:42,410 I'm moving Cheryl to cosmetics. She got too creative on the PA. 365 00:38:42,579 --> 00:38:46,413 Maybe she'll watch herself here. If she don't, she's out on her butt. 366 00:38:46,583 --> 00:38:48,380 Listen to Justine, sister. 367 00:38:54,057 --> 00:38:57,686 Do you want me to help you get stuff out of storage? 368 00:38:57,861 --> 00:38:59,954 No, maybe later. 369 00:39:00,663 --> 00:39:05,259 Are you gonna give me a ride home? My ankle sure is acting up. 370 00:39:05,735 --> 00:39:10,604 - I gotta get home. But maybe Cheryl can. - What, you need a ride? 371 00:39:12,175 --> 00:39:13,938 Forget it. 372 00:39:14,210 --> 00:39:19,614 I think we gotta take a breather. I'm nervous. I feel guilty. 373 00:39:19,916 --> 00:39:23,181 - Can't we go to the motel? - Not today. 374 00:39:24,621 --> 00:39:27,112 Well, let's go to the storeroom. 375 00:39:27,891 --> 00:39:29,984 Just be patient, Holden. 376 00:39:36,766 --> 00:39:41,294 I was wondering, what time was that Bible study? 377 00:39:41,471 --> 00:39:45,908 It's tomorrow night at 8:00. We'd sure love to have you. 378 00:39:46,075 --> 00:39:48,839 - Can I bring my husband? - Of course. 379 00:39:49,012 --> 00:39:52,106 The couple that prays together stays together. 380 00:40:14,437 --> 00:40:17,838 - What's this? - The Holy Bible. 381 00:40:18,007 --> 00:40:21,306 There's one for you and one for me. 382 00:40:21,845 --> 00:40:23,676 Not very light, is it? 383 00:40:24,347 --> 00:40:30,752 We're going to Bible study. The couple that prays together stays together. 384 00:40:30,987 --> 00:40:35,185 I heard it was the couple that lays together stays together. 385 00:40:35,658 --> 00:40:38,752 Well, you heard wrong. 386 00:40:41,865 --> 00:40:44,493 Cheryl, think you could take this one? 387 00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:46,399 Sure. 388 00:40:46,569 --> 00:40:49,834 Sit right here, we're gonna make you pretty. 389 00:40:50,006 --> 00:40:53,635 - How do you like your hair? - You're gonna do my hair? 390 00:40:53,810 --> 00:40:57,268 I need to know if you usually wear it all big and high. 391 00:40:57,514 --> 00:41:01,348 If so, I'll put more makeup on your chin to offset it. 392 00:41:01,518 --> 00:41:06,080 You'll want a whole bottle of this. It's got lots of ingredients, 393 00:41:06,289 --> 00:41:10,817 so it's a good deal. It's got gingko extract. Do you know it? 394 00:41:10,994 --> 00:41:14,555 It's extract of the gingko. It makes your skin slick. 395 00:41:14,731 --> 00:41:19,691 Any liquid will roll right off you, be it water, lemon juice or urine. 396 00:41:19,869 --> 00:41:21,860 I'll put it in a bag for you. 397 00:41:26,342 --> 00:41:30,073 Phil, what are you doing? 398 00:41:30,246 --> 00:41:33,511 - What? - We're gonna be late for Bible study. 399 00:41:33,683 --> 00:41:36,550 You're stoned, you got paint in your hair. 400 00:41:36,719 --> 00:41:40,120 - Would you get in the shower? - I completely forgot. 401 00:41:40,323 --> 00:41:42,848 Get in the shower. 402 00:41:48,197 --> 00:41:50,688 Working on your spiritual life? 403 00:41:54,404 --> 00:41:59,034 - Yeah, I guess. - Ain't that a hoot and a holler? 404 00:42:00,276 --> 00:42:02,608 What do you mean? 405 00:42:03,613 --> 00:42:05,581 I saw you, Justine. 406 00:42:07,417 --> 00:42:12,377 - You saw me what? - I saw you. 407 00:42:14,791 --> 00:42:18,887 We got some things to talk about, you and me. 408 00:42:21,931 --> 00:42:26,129 You come by my house tomorrow after work 409 00:42:26,636 --> 00:42:29,571 if you know what's good for you. 410 00:42:48,625 --> 00:42:50,923 Where's Bubba? 411 00:42:51,628 --> 00:42:55,257 - He left. - Well, I'm ready. Let's go. 412 00:43:07,777 --> 00:43:12,771 I don't know what to say about Jesus. I'm stoned. 413 00:43:12,949 --> 00:43:16,214 Just let the other people do the talking. 414 00:43:17,353 --> 00:43:20,845 We forgot the Bibles, Justine. 415 00:43:21,024 --> 00:43:23,993 That's all right. They'll forgive us. 416 00:43:24,227 --> 00:43:29,665 Howdy and welcome. Hey there, people. Glad you could make it. 417 00:43:29,832 --> 00:43:33,859 - Hi, Corny. This is my husband. - Howdy, Phil. 418 00:43:34,337 --> 00:43:38,068 You're in for a treat. We got a good discussion planned. 419 00:43:38,241 --> 00:43:42,837 If man is made in God's image, what does that say about God? 420 00:43:43,012 --> 00:43:45,071 That sounds like a good one. 421 00:43:58,961 --> 00:44:03,830 Phil, come with me to the car. I gotta get something. 422 00:44:08,271 --> 00:44:13,038 - What are you doing? - Just get in the car, Phil. 423 00:44:16,012 --> 00:44:19,413 - What the hell? - I don't want to go to Bible study. 424 00:44:19,582 --> 00:44:23,382 - Why not? - I don't want to. Let's get out of here. 425 00:44:24,754 --> 00:44:29,885 This is embarrassing. We're running away like a couple of devil-worshipers. 426 00:44:30,059 --> 00:44:32,892 I don't care. I'm not in the mood. 427 00:44:33,062 --> 00:44:35,758 You are freaking me out, man. 428 00:44:35,932 --> 00:44:38,901 - Why? - Why? 429 00:44:39,569 --> 00:44:42,231 Because we forgot our Bibles is why. 430 00:44:42,405 --> 00:44:46,364 You just said two seconds ago they'd forgive us. 431 00:44:46,542 --> 00:44:51,104 Well, they may not. So can we please get the shit out of here? 432 00:44:52,315 --> 00:44:58,049 - I'm never going to Bible study again. - I don't care. Fine by me. Let's just go. 433 00:45:06,329 --> 00:45:09,560 - I look too white, don't you think? - Not at all. 434 00:45:09,732 --> 00:45:13,099 I'm just trying to match your face with your hair. 435 00:45:13,469 --> 00:45:19,169 - I think I look kind of weird. - In fashion, you have to look weird. 436 00:45:19,342 --> 00:45:24,245 What I'm doing has come straight from France. It's called cirque du face 437 00:45:24,413 --> 00:45:28,975 meaning "circus of the face." It's all the rage with the Frenchies. 438 00:45:29,152 --> 00:45:34,590 - Well, you're the professional. - That's right. You're in good hands. 439 00:45:34,991 --> 00:45:40,657 What happened to you? I saw you two driving off like vampires in the night. 440 00:45:40,997 --> 00:45:45,866 - We forgot our Bibles. - You can look on with your neighbor. 441 00:45:46,068 --> 00:45:50,334 It's a church. You can't make water without bumping your nut on a Bible. 442 00:45:50,506 --> 00:45:52,497 We felt bad. 443 00:45:54,644 --> 00:45:59,013 - What in blazes...? - Do you like it? 444 00:45:59,782 --> 00:46:02,114 I can't go. 445 00:46:02,285 --> 00:46:04,651 - What? - I can't go today. 446 00:46:04,821 --> 00:46:07,881 There's something important I have to tend to. 447 00:46:08,090 --> 00:46:13,027 - I thought you said we'd go today. - Something came up. 448 00:46:13,796 --> 00:46:16,629 What came up? 449 00:46:17,466 --> 00:46:21,368 Okay, look. I think, maybe 450 00:46:21,537 --> 00:46:24,870 somebody has found out about us. 451 00:46:27,677 --> 00:46:32,046 I'm starting to wonder if you even want to go. 452 00:46:32,215 --> 00:46:35,844 I'm starting to think you don't get me. 453 00:46:40,690 --> 00:46:43,853 Maybe I don't get you. 454 00:46:51,934 --> 00:46:56,496 You do. You just don't want to because I'm too intensified for you. 455 00:46:56,672 --> 00:47:01,439 Who cares if someone found out? We don't have to live like this. 456 00:47:01,644 --> 00:47:05,375 I know what it's like to go home and feel like you're hiding. 457 00:47:05,581 --> 00:47:09,677 - We can leave all this behind. - You are not married. 458 00:47:09,919 --> 00:47:14,219 - Are you going to go crawling back? - You're gonna get us caught. 459 00:47:14,457 --> 00:47:18,052 You're so fucking afraid it makes me sick. 460 00:47:18,461 --> 00:47:22,921 Wait. Don't give up on us. 461 00:47:23,432 --> 00:47:24,922 I won't. 462 00:47:46,822 --> 00:47:50,815 I'll see you tomorrow, okay? 463 00:47:50,993 --> 00:47:56,625 - Okay? - Good luck on your important thing. 464 00:47:57,233 --> 00:47:59,224 Thanks. 465 00:48:18,354 --> 00:48:19,821 Easy, Bits. Easy. 466 00:48:20,756 --> 00:48:25,125 Back in your corner! Back in your corner, Bits! 467 00:48:26,862 --> 00:48:29,262 Come on in. 468 00:48:30,499 --> 00:48:33,764 I want to show you something. 469 00:48:34,337 --> 00:48:36,100 Sit. 470 00:48:36,872 --> 00:48:42,504 You get in your corner! I mean it! In your corner! 471 00:48:53,990 --> 00:48:56,891 I'm in shock. 472 00:49:02,131 --> 00:49:04,122 Why? 473 00:49:04,767 --> 00:49:07,395 You know why. 474 00:49:09,405 --> 00:49:14,570 Bubba sat like that for what seemed like 10 years before he began to speak. 475 00:49:14,777 --> 00:49:20,716 When he opened his mouth, he talked about the sad ruin that was his life. 476 00:49:20,883 --> 00:49:23,750 He talked about how he loved Phil and me, 477 00:49:23,919 --> 00:49:28,583 and how he always wanted a girlfriend like me, and to be like Phil 478 00:49:28,791 --> 00:49:33,057 to this imaginary girl like me who he'd never found. 479 00:49:33,229 --> 00:49:38,690 Then he talked about giving up dreams, and how it's part of getting older. 480 00:49:38,868 --> 00:49:41,769 Bubba had given up his dream of being Phil. 481 00:49:41,937 --> 00:49:47,239 He had accepted his fate of being Bubba, always and forever. 482 00:49:48,077 --> 00:49:52,946 Then last week, a door that had always been shut swung wide open. 483 00:50:02,625 --> 00:50:05,526 Bubba felt this was no chance coincidence. 484 00:50:05,694 --> 00:50:09,095 A cosmic force was at work. 485 00:50:09,398 --> 00:50:12,424 The sounds of me making love to a man who wasn't Phil 486 00:50:12,601 --> 00:50:17,629 was like a shout in Bubba's ear from the creator himself. 487 00:50:23,479 --> 00:50:27,142 What it meant or what to do or why, Bubba didn't know. 488 00:50:27,349 --> 00:50:29,078 All he knew was that he hated me, 489 00:50:29,251 --> 00:50:33,449 for poisoning the well of idealism from which he had drunk for so long. 490 00:50:34,090 --> 00:50:37,287 I was no longer Bubba's image of perfection. 491 00:50:37,460 --> 00:50:43,262 I was just a liar and a whore, and that sickened him. 492 00:50:43,999 --> 00:50:47,491 But on the other hand, he loved me for releasing him 493 00:50:47,670 --> 00:50:52,107 from the chains of bitter envy that bound him to Phil. 494 00:50:52,374 --> 00:50:58,779 Phil was no Superman, just a cuckold and a fool, and that was beautiful. 495 00:51:01,984 --> 00:51:05,317 Bubba felt there was one thing left for us to do. 496 00:51:05,488 --> 00:51:10,619 Something that would solve both of our problems and end this tragic saga. 497 00:51:10,793 --> 00:51:13,125 I'm not gonna sleep with you. 498 00:51:13,696 --> 00:51:17,632 But don't you see? This is my chance for liberation. 499 00:51:19,001 --> 00:51:25,133 One person's, you know, liberation is another person's badness. 500 00:51:25,307 --> 00:51:29,300 - There's just no way. - I'm gonna have to tell Phil then. 501 00:51:29,545 --> 00:51:34,312 He's my friend. I can't keep him in the dark about something this big. 502 00:51:34,483 --> 00:51:37,509 - He's a cuckold. - And you want to cuckold him. 503 00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:43,681 That's different. That's not about him. That's about my salvation. 504 00:51:43,859 --> 00:51:46,692 Look, you got your choice to make. 505 00:51:47,429 --> 00:51:51,195 Destroy your marriage and break your husband's heart, 506 00:51:51,367 --> 00:51:54,427 or have sex with me right now. 507 00:51:59,575 --> 00:52:02,635 In your corner, Bits! Down! In your corner! 508 00:52:08,217 --> 00:52:12,210 Justine... 509 00:52:24,767 --> 00:52:26,564 Oh, God! 510 00:52:28,103 --> 00:52:32,836 - Someone was at the window. Did you see? - You're paranoid. 511 00:52:33,042 --> 00:52:35,510 I gotta go. 512 00:52:35,744 --> 00:52:40,477 Phil is never gonna find out about any of this. Don't fret. 513 00:52:40,716 --> 00:52:42,513 Get this dog away from me. 514 00:52:43,385 --> 00:52:47,947 - You're looking at a free man. - Great. Good for you. 515 00:52:48,123 --> 00:52:49,784 Thank you. 516 00:52:50,793 --> 00:52:52,852 Bits! 517 00:53:04,406 --> 00:53:05,737 I'm nervous. 518 00:53:07,943 --> 00:53:10,309 You're nervous? Why? 519 00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:15,876 Because I gotta go to that doctor tomorrow and jism into a cup. 520 00:53:16,051 --> 00:53:20,317 - What if I can't do it? - You can do it. 521 00:53:20,522 --> 00:53:24,822 If you said you'd help me, I'd feel a lot less nervous. 522 00:53:27,429 --> 00:53:30,956 It's gonna be on your lunch hour anyway. 523 00:53:32,301 --> 00:53:33,928 Okay. 524 00:53:36,672 --> 00:53:41,234 You didn't even say nothing about the TV being fixed. 525 00:53:41,410 --> 00:53:43,071 Is it? 526 00:53:46,915 --> 00:53:48,439 Thanks. 527 00:53:49,151 --> 00:53:51,346 You're welcome. 528 00:53:54,990 --> 00:53:57,584 Well, aren't you a fright? 529 00:53:57,760 --> 00:54:01,526 You heard from Holden? He didn't show up for work today. 530 00:54:01,697 --> 00:54:05,758 - I know you two are friends. - We're not friends. 531 00:54:05,934 --> 00:54:08,528 You eat lunch together every day. 532 00:54:08,704 --> 00:54:10,968 No, we don't. 533 00:54:11,674 --> 00:54:14,336 If you see him, tell him Jack Field is looking for him. 534 00:54:26,121 --> 00:54:27,952 Oh, my God! 535 00:54:28,857 --> 00:54:32,224 - What are you doing? - You're a hooker. You hooker! 536 00:54:32,394 --> 00:54:37,457 - I saw you. You followed me. - How many guys are you getting with? 537 00:54:37,633 --> 00:54:39,658 This is all because of you. 538 00:54:39,835 --> 00:54:43,862 If I didn't sleep with him, he was gonna tell Phil about us. 539 00:54:44,039 --> 00:54:46,098 I'm so alone. 540 00:54:46,342 --> 00:54:50,039 Holden, you gotta get a hold of yourself. 541 00:54:51,113 --> 00:54:55,482 - Are you drunk? - Yes. And I will be until the day I die. 542 00:54:55,651 --> 00:54:59,485 What do you care? You jump on any pecker in front of you. 543 00:54:59,655 --> 00:55:03,921 - It's not what you think. - I saw everything. 544 00:55:05,661 --> 00:55:10,223 Go home, sober up, meet me after work and we will talk about this. 545 00:55:10,399 --> 00:55:14,199 - Where are you going? - I gotta help Phil with his sperm. 546 00:55:14,370 --> 00:55:16,668 Just go! Go on! 547 00:55:16,839 --> 00:55:18,830 I can't share you, Justine. 548 00:55:19,074 --> 00:55:22,771 Maybe with one man, but not with a whole bunch of them. 549 00:55:26,048 --> 00:55:27,379 Great. 550 00:55:34,723 --> 00:55:38,250 Mr. Last, would you come with me? 551 00:55:39,261 --> 00:55:41,456 - Wish me luck. - Good luck, honey. 552 00:55:41,663 --> 00:55:43,893 Knock 'em dead, partner. 553 00:55:53,609 --> 00:55:56,908 - You look nice. - No, I don't. 554 00:55:57,079 --> 00:55:59,240 I know you're angry, 555 00:55:59,448 --> 00:56:04,249 but from where I stand what happened yesterday was a wonderful thing. 556 00:56:04,787 --> 00:56:08,985 Nothing happened yesterday, so drop it. 557 00:56:10,559 --> 00:56:15,690 - I'm awful grateful to you, Justine. - Bubba, I mean it. 558 00:56:24,106 --> 00:56:27,439 Let me just ask you one thing. 559 00:56:28,410 --> 00:56:32,278 How do I stack up against Phil? You know? 560 00:56:32,514 --> 00:56:35,244 How do I stack up where it counts? 561 00:56:35,417 --> 00:56:39,615 Ma'am? Your husband has made a request for your presence. 562 00:56:42,791 --> 00:56:46,852 - Who's there? - It's Justine. 563 00:56:48,864 --> 00:56:50,593 Come on. 564 00:56:55,103 --> 00:56:59,767 I can't do this on my own. I need help. 565 00:56:59,942 --> 00:57:04,436 - You've never done it on your own? - Not in a place like this. 566 00:57:04,613 --> 00:57:08,845 Not when I have to hand over the results. 567 00:57:11,253 --> 00:57:14,051 Let me hold your boob. 568 00:57:14,289 --> 00:57:15,688 Here. 569 00:57:18,293 --> 00:57:20,989 They're sore. 570 00:57:38,881 --> 00:57:42,078 What's wrong with you? You look like death. 571 00:57:42,284 --> 00:57:45,378 My stomach's cramping. 572 00:57:45,854 --> 00:57:48,379 - And I feel sore. - Is it your period? 573 00:57:48,557 --> 00:57:50,354 No, it's just stress. 574 00:57:50,526 --> 00:57:55,259 I know. This job's stressful. I'm breaking out. 575 00:57:55,430 --> 00:57:59,230 You're breaking out because you put so much makeup on. 576 00:57:59,401 --> 00:58:04,338 - Maybe you're pregnant. - What? No. 577 00:58:20,822 --> 00:58:25,020 Sometimes I think to myself, "At least it can't get any worse." 578 00:58:25,260 --> 00:58:28,457 But it can. It could get worse. 579 00:58:28,630 --> 00:58:32,191 If you can say you've hit rock bottom, you haven't. 580 00:58:33,835 --> 00:58:37,032 Oh, my God. Blackberries. 581 00:58:37,205 --> 00:58:41,198 A blind man can go deaf, a widow could lose her children... 582 00:58:41,376 --> 00:58:44,868 Babies starve and they never get food. 583 00:58:46,248 --> 00:58:49,274 They never get any food. 584 00:58:49,451 --> 00:58:53,581 - They just come into the world and die. - Calm down, all right? 585 00:58:53,755 --> 00:58:55,586 I can't calm down! 586 00:58:55,857 --> 00:59:00,794 It'd be easy if I was a hooker like you. I'd calm down all over town. 587 00:59:00,963 --> 00:59:03,431 I am not a hooker. 588 00:59:04,933 --> 00:59:07,265 I know you're not. 589 00:59:09,237 --> 00:59:10,966 I'm in agony. 590 00:59:11,239 --> 00:59:14,265 - Why? - Why? I thought you hated your life? 591 00:59:14,443 --> 00:59:18,880 I do. I mean, I'm depressed, but... 592 00:59:19,581 --> 00:59:21,606 But you are really depressed. 593 00:59:27,789 --> 00:59:33,318 I'll kill him in his sleep. I'll kill my parents, steal their money. Whatever. 594 00:59:33,495 --> 00:59:39,127 Whatever you want, as long as it's you and me. Please don't forsake me. 595 00:59:41,603 --> 00:59:45,095 - I couldn't take it. - All right, I won't. I promise. 596 00:59:47,109 --> 00:59:49,976 I promise, okay? 597 00:59:50,912 --> 00:59:56,976 I realized then that Holden was at best a child and at worst a demon. 598 00:59:57,219 --> 01:00:00,950 If I was ever gonna go straight, I'd have to ditch him. 599 01:00:01,123 --> 01:00:06,220 Sometimes to get back on the road to redemption, you have to make pit stops. 600 01:00:06,428 --> 01:00:11,866 - How much are the blackberries? - A tin for $2.00, miss. 601 01:00:17,172 --> 01:00:19,936 Have a blackberry. 602 01:00:22,144 --> 01:00:24,544 We need a plan. 603 01:00:24,713 --> 01:00:27,648 We can't keep living day to day... 604 01:00:27,816 --> 01:00:32,253 - Have a blackberry, Holden. - They're dirty. 605 01:00:44,900 --> 01:00:46,993 They're sweet. 606 01:00:53,208 --> 01:00:56,575 If I could only could get my hands on some money 607 01:00:56,745 --> 01:01:00,272 if someone could just tell me the answer. 608 01:01:02,617 --> 01:01:05,177 I gotta do. But I never do anything 609 01:01:05,353 --> 01:01:10,484 because I end up thinking about it instead. I gotta do. 610 01:01:12,194 --> 01:01:13,718 But do what? 611 01:01:21,903 --> 01:01:23,632 What was that for? 612 01:01:23,805 --> 01:01:28,640 They looked dirty. I saw a bug in them or something. 613 01:01:46,161 --> 01:01:49,824 I understood your history. Your father called me, I gave you a job. 614 01:01:50,398 --> 01:01:55,301 I even let you use that name, and I never do that with other people. 615 01:02:03,678 --> 01:02:09,981 I'm worried about Holden. Tom. I'm worried about Tom. 616 01:02:10,152 --> 01:02:16,148 I just befriended Tom recently and now. 617 01:02:19,861 --> 01:02:22,830 I think he's mentally ill. 618 01:02:23,064 --> 01:02:27,660 He's got this idea in his head that we've had some sort of affair 619 01:02:27,836 --> 01:02:30,930 which is crazy because I'm married. 620 01:02:31,106 --> 01:02:35,270 And he said... He's been saying all sorts of strange things, 621 01:02:35,443 --> 01:02:39,812 and making threats. And drinking. 622 01:02:46,021 --> 01:02:50,390 And I just think he would be better off someplace where people... 623 01:02:50,659 --> 01:02:54,891 Professionals could take care of him. 624 01:02:55,096 --> 01:03:00,329 Otherwise, he's gonna get himself into trouble. 625 01:03:22,190 --> 01:03:24,750 What are you doing in there? 626 01:03:25,126 --> 01:03:29,529 - What's that? - It's a home pregnancy test. 627 01:03:29,698 --> 01:03:31,825 Why are you taking it? 628 01:03:32,000 --> 01:03:36,061 Because I still haven't gotten my period. 629 01:03:36,238 --> 01:03:39,036 - What's it say? - I haven't taken it yet. 630 01:03:39,207 --> 01:03:42,040 Could you give me a minute, please? 631 01:03:42,210 --> 01:03:46,704 I wanna be here when you find out, Teeny. 632 01:04:00,929 --> 01:04:05,923 The little plastic doohickey's turning blue. What's that mean? 633 01:04:06,201 --> 01:04:07,862 Blue? 634 01:04:08,570 --> 01:04:10,367 Bright blue. 635 01:04:14,109 --> 01:04:16,873 It means I'm pregnant. 636 01:04:20,582 --> 01:04:22,675 All right! 637 01:04:22,951 --> 01:04:27,547 I knew it! Waste of time going to that sperm doctor. 638 01:04:27,722 --> 01:04:31,214 We did it! We're gonna have ourselves a baby. 639 01:04:31,393 --> 01:04:32,985 Maybe. 640 01:04:34,129 --> 01:04:38,896 Tomorrow we're gonna celebrate at Se�or Tuna. Yes, we are. 641 01:04:39,067 --> 01:04:42,935 I'm gonna bring Bubba. You could bring some friends from work. 642 01:04:43,204 --> 01:04:47,231 The Bible study guy. Whoever. 643 01:04:48,076 --> 01:04:52,445 - Too bad Gwen's dead. - The test could be wrong, Phil. 644 01:04:52,614 --> 01:04:56,015 It's a little early to be having a party. 645 01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:02,014 Let's do it mellow, then. 646 01:05:03,591 --> 01:05:08,494 - You sure don't seem too excited. - I'm excited. 647 01:05:08,663 --> 01:05:13,157 It's just, a lot of worries come along with having a baby. 648 01:05:13,335 --> 01:05:16,361 Don't think negative. 649 01:05:16,538 --> 01:05:18,335 Think positive. 650 01:05:19,841 --> 01:05:23,777 We could have ourselves a tiny Phil. 651 01:05:23,945 --> 01:05:26,470 Or a tiny Teeny. 652 01:05:27,749 --> 01:05:31,947 Teeny's gonna have a teeny-weeny Teeny. 653 01:05:35,957 --> 01:05:39,893 Do you think anything's gonna change, having a baby? 654 01:05:40,895 --> 01:05:44,387 What do you mean? Everything's gonna change. 655 01:05:46,034 --> 01:05:50,562 But, I mean, do you think anything's really gonna change? 656 01:05:52,307 --> 01:05:54,867 What do you mean? 657 01:06:19,100 --> 01:06:24,333 This is Dr. Williamson returning the call of Jean Worther. 658 01:06:25,707 --> 01:06:29,837 I'm calling from the Howard County Psychiatric Hospital. 659 01:06:34,582 --> 01:06:38,882 - Who was it, Tom? - It was a wrong number. 660 01:07:14,222 --> 01:07:16,952 Either of you seen Holden? 661 01:07:17,125 --> 01:07:20,094 That boy is out on his ass. 662 01:07:27,936 --> 01:07:31,235 Justine, something's going on. 663 01:07:41,416 --> 01:07:45,443 Something is definitely happening. 664 01:07:45,787 --> 01:07:48,381 Go find out. 665 01:08:04,939 --> 01:08:09,000 - What is it? What's happening? - It's big. It's very big. 666 01:08:09,177 --> 01:08:14,342 - Cheryl, come on! I'm gonna kill you. - Somebody stole $15,000 from the safe. 667 01:08:15,450 --> 01:08:19,045 - They blew the thing open with a gun. - Oh, my God. 668 01:08:19,220 --> 01:08:23,020 - Not only that, the cops know who did it. - Who? 669 01:08:23,858 --> 01:08:26,520 - Somebody who works here. - Cheryl! 670 01:08:26,694 --> 01:08:30,357 Holden did it. Fool left his cashier key in the door. 671 01:08:31,533 --> 01:08:36,232 They can't find him. They say he robbed his folks too, took off. 672 01:08:36,471 --> 01:08:39,668 - You in on it? - What? 673 01:08:39,841 --> 01:08:40,933 No! 674 01:08:41,176 --> 01:08:45,909 I know you two played hooky in the storeroom. I'd never rat on you. 675 01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:50,244 - Just tell me, you in on it? - I don't know what you mean. 676 01:08:50,485 --> 01:08:52,817 Suit yourself. 677 01:08:56,658 --> 01:09:00,185 Justine, can we talk to you for a second? 678 01:09:11,606 --> 01:09:13,233 Come in. 679 01:09:16,678 --> 01:09:20,478 Hi, Justine. Go ahead and have a seat. 680 01:09:32,193 --> 01:09:37,130 Justine, you like working at the Retail Rodeo, don't you? 681 01:09:37,298 --> 01:09:40,893 You like the company, you like the people. 682 01:09:41,069 --> 01:09:46,769 You wouldn't want to jeopardize all that by making some silly error in judgment. 683 01:09:47,041 --> 01:09:52,104 Holden stole $15,000 from the safe last night. 684 01:09:52,280 --> 01:09:58,150 - Did you have anything to do with it? - No. I don't know anything. 685 01:09:59,087 --> 01:10:04,957 - We know you're very tight with Holden. - I hardly know him. 686 01:10:07,061 --> 01:10:12,829 I've seen you in the storeroom with him, Justine. On many an occasion. 687 01:10:17,405 --> 01:10:20,397 I think you know him pretty well. 688 01:10:24,912 --> 01:10:27,608 I don't know anything. 689 01:10:34,656 --> 01:10:37,557 Justine! Justine! 690 01:10:44,065 --> 01:10:46,499 I did it. I finally did something. 691 01:10:46,668 --> 01:10:50,866 - The police are looking for you. - Who cares? 692 01:10:51,072 --> 01:10:54,599 I'm proud of myself. Fuck them. Fuck all of them. 693 01:10:54,776 --> 01:10:59,179 They think I'm in on it. Corny has a camera in that storeroom. 694 01:10:59,447 --> 01:11:04,885 - That pervert has been watching us. - Well, we're out of here! 695 01:11:05,953 --> 01:11:10,185 I've got over $20,000, I got a gun. What else? 696 01:11:10,458 --> 01:11:14,121 Oh, God. I'm getting all goosy. I think I'm gonna crash. 697 01:11:22,303 --> 01:11:25,033 I'm pregnant, Holden. 698 01:11:26,674 --> 01:11:30,007 - It's my baby. - Not necessarily. 699 01:11:30,178 --> 01:11:33,204 Yes, it is. You know it is. 700 01:11:33,381 --> 01:11:37,112 Even if it is, you cannot raise a baby on the run. 701 01:11:37,352 --> 01:11:39,081 Yes, you can. 702 01:11:39,253 --> 01:11:42,689 You can't raise a baby here, you know that. 703 01:11:44,225 --> 01:11:48,889 You hate your husband, you hate your job, you love me. Let's go. 704 01:11:49,063 --> 01:11:53,830 I can't go tonight. I've gotta pack my things and get more money. 705 01:11:54,001 --> 01:11:58,904 Then tomorrow. I'll wait for you at the motel. Just be there by noon. 706 01:11:59,173 --> 01:12:02,370 This is going too fast. 707 01:12:02,643 --> 01:12:05,669 Justine, what do you have to lose? 708 01:12:11,185 --> 01:12:16,020 - Nothing. - Then be there by noon. 709 01:12:20,094 --> 01:12:21,686 Okay. 710 01:12:22,864 --> 01:12:27,358 I love you. This is all gonna work out, I know it. 711 01:12:28,870 --> 01:12:30,963 Wait, I almost forgot. 712 01:12:32,173 --> 01:12:36,371 Here's the story of your life. You inspired me. 713 01:12:47,622 --> 01:12:49,783 - Hey, Teeny. - Hi. 714 01:12:50,057 --> 01:12:52,048 We've been worried about you. 715 01:12:52,226 --> 01:12:56,788 Justine, this is Floberta. Floberta, this is Justine. 716 01:12:56,964 --> 01:13:01,492 - Congratulations on your expectation. - Thanks. 717 01:13:01,769 --> 01:13:04,260 Do you think it's a girl or a boy? 718 01:13:04,439 --> 01:13:07,897 As long as it plays quarterback for the Cowboys. 719 01:13:08,709 --> 01:13:12,406 Well, I hear Se�or Tuna calling. 720 01:13:17,118 --> 01:13:18,585 Hello? 721 01:13:20,021 --> 01:13:21,613 Yeah. 722 01:13:23,658 --> 01:13:25,285 Well, that's not right. 723 01:13:26,527 --> 01:13:29,428 What's that supposed to mean? 724 01:13:32,333 --> 01:13:38,738 Look. No, you look. You don't know shit, okay? 725 01:13:40,475 --> 01:13:44,935 Justine's pregnant. You got that? 726 01:13:45,446 --> 01:13:50,509 Well, you better check your records again, pal, and then you call me. 727 01:13:57,024 --> 01:14:01,620 That dumb doctor says my sperm's no good. 728 01:14:13,875 --> 01:14:17,174 Does that mean Justine's not pregnant? 729 01:14:20,014 --> 01:14:25,975 It just means they messed up, is all. They don't know everything. 730 01:14:28,155 --> 01:14:31,488 They just got it wrong, is all. 731 01:14:56,050 --> 01:14:59,816 Looks like that wind's picking up again. 732 01:15:41,128 --> 01:15:45,394 How it all came down to this, only the devil knows. 733 01:15:45,566 --> 01:15:48,729 Retail Rodeo was at the corner on my left 734 01:15:48,903 --> 01:15:52,304 the motel was down the road to my right. 735 01:15:52,473 --> 01:15:57,467 I closed my eyes and tried to peer into the future. 736 01:15:58,746 --> 01:16:04,651 On my left I saw days upon days of lipstick and ticking clocks 737 01:16:04,819 --> 01:16:08,915 dirty looks and quiet whisperings. 738 01:16:09,790 --> 01:16:14,523 And burning secrets that just won't ever die away. 739 01:16:17,198 --> 01:16:20,690 And on my right, what could I picture? 740 01:16:20,901 --> 01:16:23,461 The blue sky, the desert earth 741 01:16:23,638 --> 01:16:26,505 stretching out into the eerie infinity. 742 01:16:26,674 --> 01:16:30,610 A beautiful, never-ending nothing. 743 01:17:10,851 --> 01:17:13,251 Hey, Justine. 744 01:17:16,657 --> 01:17:21,560 I know where you can find him. He's at the Motel Glen Capri. 745 01:17:21,729 --> 01:17:24,095 He'll be there till noon. 746 01:17:25,166 --> 01:17:29,034 You done good. You're a good girl. 747 01:18:12,780 --> 01:18:14,941 - Hey. - Hi. 748 01:18:15,116 --> 01:18:19,212 What's going on in the bedroom? Looks like a twister hit it. 749 01:18:19,386 --> 01:18:23,049 - I was doing laundry. - I thought we'd been robbed. 750 01:18:26,026 --> 01:18:30,122 - Why aren't you at work? - They gave me the day off. 751 01:18:30,397 --> 01:18:33,628 This is Ken Rudulph at the Glen Capri Motel 752 01:18:33,801 --> 01:18:38,329 where a standoff between police and a local man ended in bloodshed. 753 01:18:38,606 --> 01:18:43,566 Police got a tip that a suspect in the burglary at Retail Rodeo 754 01:18:43,744 --> 01:18:49,148 had been staying at the motel. He was an employee named Thomas Worther. 755 01:18:49,316 --> 01:18:51,944 He allegedly brandished a handgun 756 01:18:52,119 --> 01:18:57,113 then fired one shot, taking his own life. Inside the motel room 757 01:18:57,291 --> 01:19:00,658 police say they found $ 15,000 and a handgun... 758 01:19:01,095 --> 01:19:04,087 Retail Rodeo? You know that guy? 759 01:19:04,265 --> 01:19:10,135 Thomas Worther was 22 years old. That's all the information we have. 760 01:19:19,580 --> 01:19:25,212 A spokesperson from the Sheriff's office will be joining me with an update. 761 01:20:16,537 --> 01:20:21,565 Attention, Retail Rodeo employees, this is Jack Field, your store manager. 762 01:20:21,742 --> 01:20:27,339 As most of y'all know by now, we lost another employee yesterday. 763 01:20:27,581 --> 01:20:31,711 Holden was a thief and a disturbed young man. 764 01:20:31,886 --> 01:20:34,446 What happened was a sad thing. 765 01:20:35,222 --> 01:20:40,250 Let's learn a lesson from this, like: Don't steal and don't be disturbed. 766 01:20:40,427 --> 01:20:46,024 The important thing is to move on. Life does, and so should we. 767 01:20:46,767 --> 01:20:49,895 This one's for you, Holden. 768 01:21:01,315 --> 01:21:05,945 I thought we were gonna get a day to grieve and go to the movies. 769 01:21:12,793 --> 01:21:17,423 - What? What is it? - I was at your house and the mail came. 770 01:21:17,598 --> 01:21:22,968 Phil was opening letters, and he opened this bill from a credit card company. 771 01:21:23,137 --> 01:21:25,230 And, fuck! 772 01:21:25,406 --> 01:21:29,274 Please don't tell him about us, Justine. Please? 773 01:21:29,510 --> 01:21:35,142 Please, I love Phil. I love him more than myself. 774 01:21:35,316 --> 01:21:37,978 Please have mercy on me. 775 01:21:49,930 --> 01:21:52,626 Hey, Phil. 776 01:22:00,341 --> 01:22:04,141 Have you been sleeping around behind my back? 777 01:22:04,545 --> 01:22:06,775 What? 778 01:22:08,349 --> 01:22:12,445 I said, have you been sleeping around behind my back? 779 01:22:14,621 --> 01:22:16,248 Yes. 780 01:22:21,795 --> 01:22:23,353 Why? 781 01:22:31,705 --> 01:22:33,366 Why? 782 01:22:36,076 --> 01:22:39,045 I don't know why. 783 01:22:43,650 --> 01:22:47,814 Don't you love me? Don't you love me at all? 784 01:22:50,190 --> 01:22:53,990 You're the only man alive that I love. 785 01:23:00,367 --> 01:23:04,827 Oh, God! Please don't tell me it's not my baby. 786 01:23:05,005 --> 01:23:07,906 It's your baby. 787 01:23:08,208 --> 01:23:10,733 Are you sure? 788 01:23:11,111 --> 01:23:15,343 It is. I swear, I swear to God. 789 01:23:18,018 --> 01:23:21,784 - Who was he? - It doesn't matter. 790 01:23:21,955 --> 01:23:24,515 Yeah, it does. 791 01:23:26,093 --> 01:23:29,324 Was it someone from work? 792 01:23:32,533 --> 01:23:35,525 I know who it was. 793 01:23:35,936 --> 01:23:39,235 It was that Bible study guy, wasn't it? 794 01:23:39,440 --> 01:23:43,900 The Nazarene. That's why you were acting so spooked. 795 01:23:44,611 --> 01:23:48,638 Yeah. It was him. 796 01:23:52,119 --> 01:23:56,613 - I'm gonna beat his ass. - Phil, don't. 797 01:23:59,226 --> 01:24:02,753 You're getting all swollen. 798 01:24:04,098 --> 01:24:07,625 I'm sorry I hit you, baby. 799 01:24:11,371 --> 01:24:14,397 I'm sorry, Phil. 800 01:24:26,286 --> 01:24:29,380 I need to get stoned. 801 01:24:30,290 --> 01:24:32,019 Okay. 802 01:24:32,926 --> 01:24:35,759 Get stoned. 803 01:24:36,096 --> 01:24:39,623 I just gotta escape, you know? 804 01:24:42,936 --> 01:24:48,169 You ever feel like that? Like you gotta escape? 805 01:24:50,210 --> 01:24:52,610 Yeah, I do. 806 01:25:15,068 --> 01:25:20,028 - What are those? - Fake eyelashes, extra long. 807 01:25:20,207 --> 01:25:23,699 Just do it normal, for once. 808 01:25:23,877 --> 01:25:28,314 Want me to make the other cheek purple to even it out? 809 01:25:28,482 --> 01:25:30,712 No. 810 01:25:33,387 --> 01:25:38,484 Did you hear about Corny? He was going home after Bible study last night, 811 01:25:38,659 --> 01:25:44,029 and two beefy guys with painted faces pulled up in a truck and jumped him. 812 01:25:44,731 --> 01:25:46,892 That's terrible. 813 01:25:53,774 --> 01:25:57,767 That day I read the story Holden wrote for me. 814 01:26:00,247 --> 01:26:05,207 It was kind of different from the other ones but kind of the same. 815 01:26:09,890 --> 01:26:16,056 It was about a girl who was put upon, whose job is like a prison, 816 01:26:16,296 --> 01:26:19,595 and whose life has lost all meaning. 817 01:26:19,866 --> 01:26:22,801 Other people don't get her. 818 01:26:23,503 --> 01:26:26,233 Especially her husband. 819 01:26:29,443 --> 01:26:32,935 One day she meets a boy who's also put upon, 820 01:26:33,113 --> 01:26:36,105 and they fall in love. 821 01:26:40,254 --> 01:26:44,918 After spending their whole lives never getting got 822 01:26:45,092 --> 01:26:50,223 with one look, they get each other completely. 823 01:26:55,936 --> 01:27:01,841 In the end, the girl and the boy run away together into the wilderness 824 01:27:02,542 --> 01:27:05,807 never to be heard from again. 825 01:32:57,931 --> 01:32:58,955 [ENGLISH] 826 01:32:59,305 --> 01:33:59,599 Watch Online Movies and Series for FREE www.osdb.link/lm